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What if...The writers of "What If...?" focused on a character besides Peggy Carter?
#navybrat rambles#anti peggy carter#sorry to those who like her#but she was completely overused#what if spoilers#what if...?#is she considered a mary sue now?#how did she manage to hold all the infinity stones?#i don't know#i'm le tired#but seriously#can they focus on other characters?#where was sam wilson?#at least we got some bucky barnes content#are you reading my tags?#go drink some water#stay hydrated my friends
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okay...it happened...the way-babe showdown
the enigma reveal...babe's face when charlie told him it was way oh god oh god oh god
i did NOT KNOW that way legit tries to sexually assault babe....and omg babe is so scared and helpless and upset and he can't DO ANYTHING coz way is using his powers on him touching him and kissing him forcefully good god it was PAINFUL to watch
and the whole fight between way and babe....way's desperation, babe's hurt and anger....this is delicious angst i'll give them that
and i'm SO IMPRESSED with nut and pavel....BRILLIANT acting
#and now someone please hold me#i had to pause the episode...go to the bathroom to cry some more.....drink water to hydrate and then make this post#oh man it's....wow#i love it i love it i love it#i'll rewatch the scene coz i'm not anything if not an angst hoe#d watches vroom vroom the series#pit babe#pit babe the series
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bro thank you guys so much??? i literally started actively posting like not even three weeks ago
i legit can express how much this means to me like i feel special now
#literally i love every single one of you guys who follow me#okay#like you're awesome#even though i don't know a lot of my followers#you're awesome#youre doing a great job#get some rest and drink water#you got this#but like thank you guys so much??#i get 33 is actually a small number lmao but it feels like a lot#anytime anyone interacts with my posts i'm just like 😁😁😁#giggling and kicking my feet#THANK YOU#wahoo#im gonna go to sleep now#good night <3
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"In another life, I would've really liked just doin' war crimes and manipulatin' people with ya, Sousuke."
- Shinji Hirako (probably)
#aishin#“Shinji would never say something like this” I know#maybe effect of dehydration but i wanted more villain shinji au now#two sides of the same coin - the only two zanpakutos with mind manipulation power - genius masking themselves to blend in society#oh boy how easy it would be for shinji going down the same wrong path as aizen if he didn't meet hiyori and befriending the others#i guess I'm gonna go crazy#brb gonna drink water now#shinji hirako#sosuke aizen#sousuke aizen
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sneepy cozy....
#cats#(medical stuff mention for tags)#poasting confortable image of boye for peace and serenity and such forthe#I have little weird episodes sometimes where I get shaky (but like violently like 'would spill a drink if you were holding it beacuse#your hands are moving so much' type shaky) and weird and sick feeling but usually it passes in an hour or less. but last night I just#literally couldnt sleep I was shaking so much and my heartrate was up a ton and wouldn't go down even after like 6 hours plus super nausea#so I went to the hospital and now shall wear a heart monitor for a week. which hopefully it's just some weird drastic low blood sugar#event or something and there's nothing actually going on. ekg + ct scan for blod clots + virus panel + almost all of the blood work seems#normal so... aa.......#Though me being so privacy focused hrggh... I basically have a constantly bluetooth connected device around me#since the monitor comes with a cell phone that is constantly transmitting data to the place. which they said they'll call you#if they see anything weird which is also scary. random phone calls... but definitely better than letting an issue go unadressed lol#the phone is also not meant to be more than 10 feet away from the monitor at any time so I put on this old tactical fishing#vest thing thats like navy green with 100 pockets and im just using one of the giant pocketson the side as a phone holder#my enormous silly vest just to keep one little phone#ANYWAY... because I got up early the morning before and didn't sleep at all and spent nearly all day in waiting rooms and such#I have been awake for like 32 hours striaght. which I'm sure also does not help with an elevated heartrate lol#feeling shrimp emotions or whatever people talk about unlocking at a certain level of stress and sleep deprivation#and also no food or water. after a while they brought me like 3 saltines and some ice water but I basically also haven't eaten since 3am#last night and it's 2pm now..#thus............ bapy............. baby boye....... he will help ease all ailments with his baby powers...#And no I dont drink energy drinks or anything with caffiene really I'm afraid of all substances on the planet essentially#My body just likes to become shaky and weird randomly even when I'm not conciously anxious about anything/have had no caffiene/etc#and I guess I'm always more nervous about getting anything heart related checked out because of my arm/shoulder/chest area injury stuff#... i literally have constant chest pain all the time. it moves around but i nearly always have some sort of pain or pressure in my chest#so when people are like 'oh well a little weird heartrate is fine but watch out if you have pain!' it's like... i always do lol.. how am I#supposed to tell the Bad Pain apart from the Always Pain when the descriptions of Bad Pain are very very similar#AAAANYway.... hrghh... i wanted to be very productive and finally post drafts and wrok on things today. but alas..#I can at least post small image of soft boye.. though he recently got into stuff in the bathroom whilst left#alone and knocked things into the toilet.. So perhaps not an innocent and NICE boy.. but still.. a soft one .. beautfile....
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So Mr. Jenn leaned over to pet Seamus, and Seamus decided the thing to do was smash his head into the underside of Mr. Jenn's jaw so hard that Mr. Jenn chipped a pretty sizeable chunk off one of his teeth.
#just horse dog things
#he is a big coward and gentle giant#but has no concept whatsoever of his size and strength#not an inkling#i'm convinced he thinks he's a teacup poodle#a while back i was sitting on the couch and he decided he was going to try to jump over the back of it#ONTO MY FUCKING HEAD#he smashed his hooves into my head while i was taking a drink from a water bottle#causing me to smash it against my gums#which cut them up pretty nicely#it was one of those 'if you weren't a dumb dog who didn't mean any harm we would be fist fighting right now' moments
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with the new year comes some little bits of housekeeping, and it's mainly how i plan to approach interactions moving forward. the plain and unfortunate truth is i suck at keeping up with messages. it's easier the closer i feel to someone, but i can still get easily overwhelmed. i'm still forgetful, both with messages and interaction calls. so this year, i'm going to do my best to act in accordance to my strengths and stop pushing myself to do something that i simply don't have the mental energy to do constantly.
what does this mean? well, i won't be making plotting calls going forward; instead, i plan to make lists of plots for each muse as well as general plots/dynamics i want, and i'll approach you if you like one of these posts. this should make dynamics easier to develop since we'll already have a starting place. i will also occasionally reblog a plotting meme of some sort, so if you want a more personalized idea from me, those will be the way to go. i probably won't like plotting calls myself unless i have a pretty solid idea in mind.
when i make starter/inbox calls, i'm going to start placing a cap on them so that i don't bite off more than i can chew. if i get through that initial cap, i might raise it if i still feel good enough to do more, but if i don't, it's okay bc i guarantee i'll make another interaction call before long! i just need to start doing this bc i honestly forget what i owe within a few days if i get busy.
and i want to be honest -- the little interactions make me more comfortable around my mutuals and more likely to pursue interactions. liking my headcanons/ooc posts/etc., commenting on posts, and sending in memes ( ic or ooc ) show me you do have an interest in what i have to offer. i understand reaching out is nerve-wracking bc i get nervous, too, but reaching out can be something as small as liking a post. and this is just a general note in regards to my own comfort that i might put in my rules! i guess what i'm saying is, if you're having a hard time approaching me, just a little interaction will help me bridge the gap, if that makes sense. if both of us feel shy but at least one of us reaches out even in a small way, we can make a connection over time!
i think that's it for the time being! i promise i'll be doing my best to show my interest even when it's hard for me to talk, and i hope these changes make it easier to connect <3
#i'm not reading that back again bc i really am feeling like a lil deflated balloon and it's only 9 o'clock here asdfg#i've been thinking about this for a minute though bc really#i keep trying to be good at messages and keeping track of interaction calls and rather than stressing myself out#i'm just going to do what i know will work better for me bc it'll then work better for y'all in the long run too#i might add all of this into my rules later but for now i'm gonna drink some water and take a minute bc a headache is trying to come for me#and just!! sorry to everyone i've ever forgotten about when it comes to interaction calls!!#and i'm sorry to everyone i've ever forgotten to message back!!#i never meant to be this way and you're wonderful!! i just got a bad brain you see :' )#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Smoking Room
A MacGyver 2016 Fic in reference to The Collective (2023)
Strike Team Delta is tasked with taking down a trafficking ring from the inside out. They find an unlikely ally with the same goal, only without any resources or gear other than a Swiss Army Knife.
#me putting on my clown makeup trying to write military lingo ����#also i PROMISE i'm going to bed now#pinkie promise 🫡#in which vi actually writes#macgyver#macgyver 2016#angus macgyver#jack dalton#The Collective#okay gn sweet dreams i love you all so much#please be kind to yourself#drink some water#eat some food#if you see yourself in the mirror go ''ooh i'm sexy as FUCK''#treat yourself to a baguette#idk man. whatever floats your love yourself boat#do it#okay good night for real now i love you <3
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man do i hate the thing where my heart rate doesn't actually go up until after i'm done working out
#original#i switched from the treadmill to the elliptical because it was better about this#but now i'm back to the thing where i'm going hard and my throat hurts#and my heart is apparently just chilling#so i stop and rest and catch my breath and drink some water#and suddenly my pulse is like WHOA HOLY SHIT WHAT'S HAPPENING and spikes#it's gonna be way up for like an hour while i shower and sit on the couch lmao#with how fast my heart goes the instant it's Slightly Warm you'd think it'd be faster to get its shit together for cardio#I'm trying to hit an active zone minutes goal you dumb bitch get it together
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[ID: A double-page spread from Trigun Maximum. In the foreground, Wolfwood is sitting back on a couch that's not visible in the panel, holding a bottle of whisky in one hand, head tilted back and staring upwards with an incredulous, slightly smiling expression. The background is slightly faint images of Miss Melanie and all the kids and caretakers of the orphanage smiling at him, with the speech bubble, "Welcome home, Nicholas." Confetti is starting to fall from the top of the panel. End ID.]
This. It's not the panel of him dropping the bottle. It's THIS fucking panel that reduces me to floods of tears. I am crying as I fucking type this. God dammit. He thought he'd become a monster for them, that after seeing him in action they could only hate and fear him, but after an understandable initial reaction of fear, they don't. They still love him, no matter what he's become or what he's done in his absence, because he's their family, and he came for them when they needed him most, and right now, when he needs it most, they throw down the confetti to let him know that they still love and accept him and welcome him home. God fucking dammit. He gets to die knowing how completely and totally he is loved. That the only Paradise he knows will still open its gates to him, and never actually closed them in the first place. He gets to die loved. That's what tears my fucking heart to pieces.
#Trigun#remember to drink water when you're sobbing uncontrollably kids#not whisky it's not that rehydrating#God how much CRYING there must've been in that orphanage when they found out he died#but at least he died knowing they loved him#they don't have to carry any guilt or regret on that score#He died loving and loved#Anyway I'm going to go get a a glass of water now
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As bad as things were, you were glad you had Qiu and Tamarack here with you.
Higher quality under the cut 💕
Also background is from the game, I did not draw that!!
Bonus version w/ diff mc hairstyle and w/o game background:
#our life now and forever#our life 2#OL2#olnf fanart#our life 2 fanart#our life mc#our life fanart#tamarack baumann#qiu lin#my art#walking to school together is one of my favorite scenes so far#it's something i always wanted to do but i live in too big of a town for that to be possible and safe#no lie i play the prologue like twice a week cuz I love it so much#sooooooo unbelievably excited for more and also the kickstarter#just gonna mail gb lady my card and life savings i think. whatever it takes 💕#maybe I'll do this with my other mcs? we'll see ig#tama and qiu my beloveds one day I promise I'll draw you both properly but i got lazy. I'm so sorry 😔#and holy shit I could NAWT make a high quality gif for the life of me 😭 tried like 8 diff apps and websites and this was the best one#if u read this far and have a good one to recommend please gods lmk#alright alright I'm done ranting. everyone go touch grass and drink some water <- will not follow their own advice#wait one more thing this mcs name is Gracie Woods! well her nickname is gracie and her first name is just my irl name#mc gracie
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It's actually half past 5am I just finished binge watching angel hare AND I DON'T REGRET ANYTHING
GSKSHSHKWHWHWKBDJKZLALAMZ'D
#angel hare#Yeag time to faint in my bed now#Also I shouldn't have done it with my window open because now I'm fking paranoid#NYWAY. if u reading this go drink water#I'll prob make Fanart soon xp
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Ok @sprokat has (very lovingly lmao) reminded me that I was going to set into a wip weekend game!
It was created by @rottingfern - I'll reblog their post in a minute so you'll probably have seen it first for the better explanation - to uh. Give us a friendly nudge into working on our wips? Hell yeah love that for us
*with the caveat of actually i am on holiday so limited computer access (aka my phone) and definitely going places this afternoon at least*
Anyway hell yeah gonna be good
The WIPs
Shapeshifter wip (Syn/Halliel, fantasy, star crossed lovers)
Soul of the Party (fantasy, light detective shenanigans)
DnD (specific characters are; Maverick, Tem, Chant/Luci/Makaria, Razmatazz, Tosh, Karo, Phorg)
Dorks 'n' Disasters (fate based ttrpg currently in edits. Full first arc draft can be seen at @dorksndisasters)
But hey listen if you want to ask about any of the others, go crazy go wild
The Games
Three by Threes: The OG WIP Wednesday game. For each filename you receive in your ask box, reply to the ask with 3 NEW sentences on that WIP.
Lore Corner: Answer questions about your WIP. It can be anything from headcanons to backstory that you have for your WIP that don't even make it into the fic. Askers - get creative with your questions! (If you are playing Lore Corner, please give a single-sentence description of each of your WIPs so askers have some context)
#talkin' malarky#weekend wip game#I will remake this once I'm back lmao but this shall do for now#i think the og was fic actually but we can and will repurpose for whatever suits don't'cha know#anyway i am going to go drink some fucking water#ya boi's a thirsty bitch
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I think I've fucked up
#i ranted to my girlfriend and i know she probably is just busy but my brain is screaming that i made her upset even though..#my rant was about my own situation and how i feel about it and then i apologized for complaining at her and said that i wasn't supposed to#and I'm worried she thinks she's not supposed to complain to me when i just meant that i don't like telling people about my shit#and i know she said i could tell her and that she wants to support me but she and my boyfriend are my first relationships#and i don't want to fuck up and i think i have and i haven't told my boyfriend about my diagnosis yet#and I'm scared I'll complain at him too when i tell him and i don't care that he's told me i can and should complain to him#i don't want to saddle them with my complaints#and i called out of work because of how I'm feeling from my diagnosis and that's what i ranted to my girlfriend about#and i'm terrified she doesn't want to date me anymore because my reaction to being diagnosed with one more thing is so fucking pathetic#and i just need to cry and scream and throw up and i can't do any of those things and i feel like everyone except her is telling me#it's no big deal when it is a big deal and i don't think i got it through to my therapist and I'm just freaked out and i don't want to cling#and and and I'm just. i hate existing right now#i feel like i shouldn't do what i want to at home because i called out from work and i know that's stupid but i don't feel like i deserve#nice things right now despite needing them and I'm just so tired but not sleepy and i feel like I'm going to have a panic attack and#i can't even do anything about it!#fuck#i fucked myself over basically#anyway#drink water you heathens
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I always forget how people back in the olde days used to just die so easily from the flu, until I get the flu myself dhhdhdhf because on one hand I know our medicine is just soo much better now a days but on the other hand I have the immune system of a dead man and once I get sick I'm like the ye olde victorian child on a death bed dhdhdhhd it's been 4 days and I just NOW can get on my phone to watch videos and text, and eat and drink water, and coherently string words together and do more than just lay in bed and moan in pain, and sweat and cough in sick delirium 😭
#im being so deadass#i only slept once between just staring at whatever i was hallucinating on the ceiling and that was last night#and i dreamt that i was eating glass#i know its because ive hurt my stomach and ribs from so much coughing because i can barely talk#at least in my dream i was picky about the glass i was eating LMAOOO i was like NO I WANT THE BUBBLE AMBER DRINKING GLASS NOM NOM#and raided a flea market just to find it and eat it#i dont fucking know#i finally ate some chicken noodle soup and apple sauce too and ive finally had some wonderful and amazing water#i swear i never enjoyed it more in my LIFE#i hate being sick because i get so sick so easily and soo soo so bad#fucking rough man#i had no idea it was Saturday until i just checked#fucking was Tuesday last I remembered god damnit#also its really scary looking in the mirror because I dont look well or look like myself right now#body image warning#but my face looks so hallow and dark and scratched up because apparently I either was scratching in my sleep or something happened#and I'm soo much thinner than the last time I looked in a mirror and got out of bed like 4 days ago#my beard is big and shaggy and i need to shave but i really really don't look good and its hard to do any self care#when you go from looking healthy and glowy to pale and dark and thin in just a couple days#like fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck that#im caught in a state of#this isn't reality#which i know isnt safe or good but ill be okay because i know im just in shock and that i cant push myself through it#especially in this weakened state#i just need to take it slow and steady#drink my water stay in my blanket and eat what i can and take my meds and thank FUCK I came through the fog and rest
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Heartbeat(1997)-Watching Con O'Neill's old stuff cause it's fun. Day #? REX HAWKINS!
Heartbeat S07-Ep.16 The Queen’s Message
Should you watch this?
It’s fun, you don’t need context for the series, and its a full story. Fun for what it is. Con in this is wet and pathetic. It’s 50 minutes, and another one-off thing. Not as fun as Pie in the Sky, still a good time.
As always, thanks to my mutual Con lovers! If you haven't watched it, skip this, as always! I hope everyone has a great week!
@dianetastesmetal @gydima @ivegotnonameidea @treesofgreen @vicsuragi
That was his milk! Fucking rude.
How about we never borrow money ever again! Why is it so easy to get in debt with the mob? Maybe it's my small-town roots showing, but damn.
Also, I’m jealous, why does Con's characters get choked out so often? That and the gun thing!
Are we allowed to hate the cops in this one, 'cause I already do
This had to have been made in the 90s
THIS IS THE DOCTOR ONE!!!!! The one where Con is in that white coat?
How are half the people in this looking like its still the 60s, love interest’s hair is interesting
Help Calude! He’s just an old guy, Jesus lady.
The most homeless-looking man with a homeless-looking dog.
G-man(half-life) Con Look
Who embroiders a Doctor’s jacket like that, it looks a mechanics smock
This is Cons character from ‘Vengeance is Mine’s backstory.
Con is named Rex Hawkings yeah?
HE’S A MECHANIC!?! Oh, he’s a handyman.
WHEN DOES THIS SHOW TAKE PLACE? Color TV’s? Weren’t they common in the 90s?
OH GOOD! HE’S NOT HOMELESS
That's a lil gremlin dog
Okay, the poor guy broke his antique, Rex sings in a choir and has a few ladies after him, then got shoved down the steps. A cop is suspicious of his motives
Weird hat lady totally influenced someone to push Rex.
Oh, Nevil did it with ladies' help, cool
THE CHIN STRAPS ON BOBBY HELMETS AHHHH
'LOL BAXTER'. Oh to be named Lol. That is a bard DND name begging to be stolen.
Her eyelashes bug me a bit, and I have no clue why.
Lol is waiting at Rex’s shop, great, lets have the mom be a witness.
“You finger me, you tell the cops?” EXCUSE ME? Is that what Lol just said?
The amount Con is able to spit in every role he’s in shocks me.
Calling the cops won't do shit babe, he's being strangled right now.
Oh Good, another Con character who knows to be careful with what you say to the cops
I feel for the homeless-looking guy, he’s just not given any slack.
Shit, well, damn. Rex is kinda fucked.
Oh good, you need to swindle a shit ton of people to make the money back. Lovely situation you got going on there Rex.
He’s not too careful about not being seen near Rex in public, is Lol.
The fact they kept a dog quiet that long in the back of a car is shocking. Also, clown car. That was like 12 guys.
HHALKJSDAHS Looney Tunes run into a door trick
Haaahakjlja Fucking love him, smashes the antique, great
Well, at least Rex got to sing at the thing at least. To an audience of fifteen or so people.
HAAAAAAAAhahaha they replaced his part with a child!!!!
I thought the Queen's Speech was also done through the radio, that’s the whole thing. Let the public hear it.
You know, I want this same setup, but Con’s character is like, way more of a dangerous criminal. Not an incidental criminal, but has to keep up these two lives
Con’s panicking is very funning
It is obvious that he just wants protection
“Will that do?” *SMASHES PHONE.* He’s dumb and way too scared to survive prison.
LOL IS IN LOCKED IN THE SAME JAIL CELL AS RALPH!!!!!
That feels illegal. In so many ways.
Oh look, they’re vibin.
Scared Con is always kind of fun.
God I don’t know most Christmas carols, huh.
Whelp, Rex is imprisoned with the same guy who was threatening his life, and everything else is back to normal.
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Overall, not bad. I watched this one with the brother, so my commentary was a bit more sparse this time. We made a ton of ‘Vengeance is Mine’ x ‘This show’ jokes, which was very fun. I swear, he remembers that movie better than I do which was funny. My favorite joke being that guns magically respawn around Con's characters, and he just needs to find a kit. Go out and get rid of Lol.
This is one of the few characters where Con got to be scared as shit without any way to fight back. It’s funny that the whole plot revolves around Rex being kind of a piece of shit, and the cops don’t care. It doesn't really work for me.
Seriously, he rented out broken TVs. Which is scummy, yeah, but not the worst thing, and it’s not like he did it on purpose! You know how many broken LED TVs get returned every holiday season? It’s kinda normal for a ton of them to be shit. I guess he’s also kinda a dick for getting that one guy kicked out of the church choir, but it wasn’t that big of a deal in the grand scheme of things. Idk, I was a bit more sympathetic to Rex than I was supposed to be? But that’s kinda common for these shows with Con being a guest star. Especially when he’s as pathetic as Rex is.
I have no idea what this whole show is about. If the cops are the main focus or not. I liked the poor guy, he was generally fun. Everyone else just felt vaguely off putting. Might just be the dated lingo, this came out in 1997’ so…
CON: 8/10. Really fun. Wet, pathetic, and this is one of his earlier roles, like 1 or 2 years after Pie in the Sky and Soldier Soldier. Cool for him to morally be a wrong and not an actual threat to anybody. His singing was great, and he gave a solid performance. Scared little rat man.
It’s dated, and it feels like it’s from its time. Generally, I don’t like town gossip stories and that is what this is. I wonder how this all ties into the rest of the show, but I have no want to go find out. Not bad though.
(I also used my Con drinking game for this, and was well-hydrated!)
Solid 7-8/10. Great time!
#Con's Conography#con o'neill#con oneill#heartbeat#this feels like a really early appearence for him#but he's literally 31 in this#I look older right now than he does#which is bullshit#I need his gender#please and thank you#I'm sorry for giving hints and then choosing another project#his slutty look here tempted me#Also#I know that being able to edit after you add a poll is bad cause you could falsify what people vote for#but the amount of spelling errors I have found on my posts with polls unable to edit is sad#thanks for reading this#go drink water#you filthy animals
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