I may have spent all my life until this moment wasting both mine and God's time, but from tomorrow on, for sure, i swear it, i will change my ways and be better. And it'll be different from all the other times i said the same thing🧎‍♀️

tomorrow-me: I'd really appreciate it if you could drag your arse to the grocery store so that I won't have to get up early tomorrow morning to do it you know?

now-me, wrapped in a blanket with tears in my eyes: but I'm just a baby?? 😭

people won't fucking FORGET me i can't handle this anymore there's always a friend who wants to go someplace a friend who needs someone to go to the store with a friend who hasn't seen me in a while who wants to hangout, and i can't let those friendships decay i just can't i can't be this kind of asshole again, but it feels so shit it feels like i can't fucking relax cuz there's always something tomorrow something next week and something to do at school between classes and holy SHIT leave me ALONE please fucking stop talking to me i just want to relax and do things i enjoy.

i finally have a desktop for the first time since like. 2007.

I drank too much last night, got bills to pay My head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there'll be hell today I'm late for work again And even if I'm there, they'll all imply That I might not last the day And then you call me and it's not so bad It's not so bad ♫

guess who took a day off today >:)

i have a MEETING with my PROFESSOR tomorrow about an ASSIGNMENT that should have been due YESTERDAY if i hadn't scheduled in this assignment for TOMORROW and i have so LITTLE work actually done for it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got hired at the best job ever I'm literally so excited baaaAAAAAAAHHhhhh

I rant a lot in the tags I'm sorry

Now that one month has passed the time started racing again and i feel like I'm almost home again and have no time left here lmao

what if for once in my life i just have a nice time

Sometimes, it sucks living close to my grandma’s house where we do our family holiday get-together’s almost always because I’m always the last to leave and I just got home now, it’s 9 PM, I’m wide awake and I have to be up for work at 3 AM... Angery... 

The one thing I wanted to do during my three day weekend was to clean out the closet and so far I've done nothing but play botw. I'm nothing if not consistent.

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;;haaaai, I am finally here. In a weird mood, which means max is needy and moody. If you want a needy and moody Max, you’re more than welcome to come bug us. If you do not, please stay away. ❤️

i will finally play nier automata this weekend 🥹💗💔

Lately all I do goes wrong.

It just goes wrong. It ALL just goes wrong somehow.

I could list everything that went wrong this month so far but it would be too long a rant and no one here needs to read how messy my life is. That should go to a therapist, not to my friends or followers. I’d rather have healthy interactions with you guys, talk about interests, laugh at dumb jokes and stupid puns. That’s the shit I still live for.

Now I gone and offered to tour a couple new-travelers around the South Shores of my State when they get over here in their cute vw mini bus. Also I’m trying to teach them the basics on how to YouTube, to make videos and edit pictures of their trip to publish for their followers.

I SERIOUSLY HOPE I WON’T FUCK IT UP TOO, I REALLY DON’T WANT TO BOTHER ANYONE, I DON’T WANT TO MAKE ANYONE UPSET, PLEASE LET IT WORK ALRIGHT, LET ME BE NICE TO THEM, LET THEM ENJOY MY PRESENCE, DON’T THINK I’M BORING OR TOO SHY OR MAYBE SCARED OR TOO AGITATED, LET ME BE A GOOD GUIDE AND SHOW THEM COOL PLACES TO ENJOY THEIR QUICK STAY OVER BEFORE THEY KEEP GOING ON THEIR NEW MOTORHOME LIFE.

They’re new to the travel life, they don’t know the area, which I do, please just let me help them have a good enjoyable experience here even if it rains and they can’t enjoy the beaches as much as they want to.

Please just let this one thing work out, I can’t take any more things going wrong all the time...