#I'm fucking LIVING for it fam
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We are witnessing the End™ of Boris Johnson and it is GLOrIOUs
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not one character in hannibal that i don't relate to. not one.
#raj shitposting#i relate to will because hell is other people indeed all hail jean-paul sartre also infj and only child in a dysfunctional fam solidarity <#i relate to abigail because wtf my parents are not really okay i need help also only child in a dysfunctional family (father) solidarity <3#i relate to hannibal because wtf that rude misogynist does NOT deserve to live also classical music poetry medicine and art history <3#i relate to chilton because fml i really wanted to be like this person for xyz reason but now i just have an unsolicited rival who i like <#i relate to freddie because why not i love trolling people and making their lives miserable also journalism <3#i relate to bella because wtf let me just die in peace why am i important to y'all you pieces of shit#i relate to beverly because there is def something up with this middle aged bastard ik it i just do#i relate to margot because jfc everyone in my family hates me for being a girl#i relate to alana because i'm gay and i did not know this til it was too late lmao#i relate to jack because wtf is going on why are y'all acting up#i relate to bedelia because i am surrounded by idiots#i relate to jimmy because fuck everything i love bees#i relate to brian because i have really groovy friends#hannibal
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AUTISM JUMPSCARE!!!!
I'm just feeling especially normal about the Askr siblings and I have one million notes on my cell phone that were never intended to see the light of day but. If you. Wanna indulge me.
^ snippets from a scrapped Hel Sharena AU, not really a fic just figuring out scenes (meant to be a comic). Context is a near death experience (she fucking kilt him almost) and girlbossery I guess (ready to kill her herself but also understanding of the self and the pain and various other horrors and ultimately finding a little kindness for yourself even just a smidge.)
^ Broken ass family.
^ Some misc ones.
There were two more I was gonna include but I felt they got too personal for me LMFAO, but the main takeaway from them is:
> Alfonse is a funny little man who's full of contradictions. Yeah yeah he's super cautious and has extreme difficulty letting people in. But he will speak freely and openly to anyone who will listen. He trusts his allies wholeheartedly (esp drives me insane How he does this, in a strictly practical way). He's just... so earnest. Try as he might to distance himself and remain guarded, his earnesty tends to seep through. (And hell if we're talking contradictions, not even mentioned in this particular note but about a thousand others of mine LMFAO I believe Alfonse is a very emotional character. Like. His emotions DO tend to be a driving force for him. Unfortunately he is also his father's son. Jokes aside though, he does naturally have a very pragmatic personality to him too!)
> Something something there's something uniquely isolating about being friends w your sibling's friends bc you know they would simply never know you otherwise were it not for your older sibling(s). Sharena is here because Alfonse is. I'm here because my sisters are. There's nothing inherently wrong with that, it just leads to some strange grey areas and never really knowing where you stand sometimes.
These two did go hand in hand, just. Removing the context makes them seem unrelated LMFAO oh well!!!!
Anyways. Autism moment over it's so fucking late dude. It's almost 4 I gotta be up by 8 LMFAOOOOOOO GIRL HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😔😔😔😔
#fire emblem#feh#wwhy doenst my job understamt. i need to be autistic about characters or i WILL explode into one million pieces. to dust. ect.#i'm also just. well you know. the horrors. it's always the fucking horrors around here stg.#nah but like i'm good. just. experiencing things. family. ect ect. no more comments on that!#fe alfonse#sharena#ok to rb btw like yeah there are personal tidbits but i did my best ro share as much as i'm comfortable w#and really i just wanted to share like. all the intricate dynamics that live in my head.#i think the askr fam is really compelling. and this is just the main ones (offshoot would def include lif)#i have a lot of thoughts about him too but they usually end up goofy LMFAO.#sorry for making the serious sad n angry death man silly. as if it's my fault it's a healing experience.#but for this post in particular i really wanted to focus on alfonse n sharena.#i feel like. they have fucking intricacies man. by themselves and together.
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i am not an anime girlie but fourteen year old me would've been absolutely wrecked if she'd learned that tite kubo decided that, after years of crafting an infinitely more dynamic relationship between ichigo and rukia, ichigo ended up with the girl who spent the entirety of the entire fucking series pining after him. look, i love orihime. i love orihime! but goddamn, I am never, ever going to be happy about a relationship where one party wastes years of their lives pining while being ignored and overlooked and sidelined until finally their dream comes true. it's the way orihime would've been a million times more interesting if she had simply just abandoned her childhood crush on someone who never even considered her option. it's the way orihime had chemistry with so many characters who took her more seriously!! it's the way she would've brought levity to someone like ishida, who i just know would've been a simp for his hot girlfriend!! it's the way she actually changed ulquiora!! it's the way her lesbian bestie tatsuki was right there the entire goddamn time!!! like, how boring, bro. how lame.
#bleach#lmaoo not the whiplash of nia coming as a fucking weeb#i havent seen or read bleach in years but theres some new content out and i had to say this or else i would explode!!!#personal#no tea no shade to ichigo/orihime fans good for ya'll fam!! i know ya'll are LIVING and i am so happy for you#i'm sure there's so much more nuance and flavor to the ship than i give it credit for so ya'll please keep doing you#bask in being smarter and more favored than me !!
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Thinking about the wise words of Goemon Ishikawa about how a three minute egg must boil for three minutes.
Legendary, iconic, a god damn masterpiece.
#oli talks#ooc#muns ramblings#mindless ramblings of a madman#lupin the third#lupin the 3rd#lupin the iii#lupin iii#lupin iii anime#monkey punch#goemon ishikawa#ishikawa goemon#goemon ishikawa xiii#ishikawa goemon xiii#lupin iii part two#this samurai is so wise yes very wise#wise words to live by fam#I'm gonna say this rn if y'all find the random meta type of humor funny Lupin III is something you should totally check out#it's fucking wild
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i know my cat knows i love him but does he know how much?
#this question haunts me#I'm literally cryinc bc it's a 'holiday' (but also fuck thanksgiving it really is and should be a national day of mourning for indigenous#communities to honor the genocide and the continued violence they face bc of american white supremacy and colonialism)#but like i do have nostalgic ties frkm childhood and im thinking abt how weird life has been#since my mom and I REALLY started growing apart (bc i started to understand things and she started spiraling)#but how none of my holidays feel lonely even whem i mostly spend then alone bc my cat almost always snuggles with me the whole time#like okay yeah this is what its all for in the end#this is what i live for lol#anyway that holiday talk sounded sad but actually it's really happy#when i tried to do holidays w the immediate fam i used to stress a lot and usually experienced something traumatic#so like it's so nice to have quiet peaceful holidays with my angel of a cat who's been here thru it all#the first time he headbutted me was when i came home from my mom's on Thanksgiving the last year i spent it with hwr#idk i just love this lil dude. hes neen a constant for almost 7 years now like wow#also sometimes i hang out w friends or facetime friends after their fam gatherings or friends who also dont celebrate#i was interested in going to an indigenous day of mourning march however i am still feeling pretty awful after my root canal 2 days ago#so i will try to go next year
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at what point did excitement for the holidays become apathy and the occasional wave of dread...
#Going to my bosses Thanksgiving with my coworkers and like. Maybe I should have begged off.#I had another offer which would have maybe been worse but like.#I can't handle meeting twenty new people and like. It takes me so long to warm up to people#And I've had a headache for two days straight :(#I mean I'll go and I'll fake it or whatever and hopefully play some cards#But it's just. I'm trying not to feel anything at all about it#Also dreading going home for the holidays except it's not even home it's just to my dad's fam and then my mom's fam.#Week between Christmas and new years#Sorry u guys r gonna hear a lot of this :(#But i'm hoping to get some fucked up i-feel-bad-in-an-airport fic out of at least. December.#Also my coworkers make fun of me all the time and it's mostly good natured#But we're not really friends so it frustrates me#Also they are way behind on the deadlines we set for ourselves#But that's just. Work.#And half day tomorrow at least!!!!#I miss the last year and a half of living with my friends so bad#It was really something. To look forward to coming home to them every single day.#Now I sit in my house.#It also takes me forever to make friends. Like. I didn't feel like i had good friends in college til. Literally my senior year.#A bit the second half of my junior year.
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vent.
#apart from 3 weeks in germany this has been a complete fucking waste of a year#even then i was stuck inside with covid for 2.5 of those 3 weeks#i've seen my only irl friend maybe three or four times this entire year#she only lives 20 mins away from me#nearly all of my family is estranged from us so apart from my immediate fam i've only seen my grandparents and aunt a few times#all i've done is work myself into burnout making wares for my shop and then take too long breaks bc i'm burnt out but feel overwhelmingly#guilty about it#i've only made just enough money to pay my dad rent and other bills and i'm running out#i haven't ridden or even been around any horses this year#that's maybe the worst bit#i miss horses so much#especially myrna#i went to 2 or 3? concerts and a drag show and those were great but they also aren't as great as they used to be#because i'm a shell of a person and i'm so riddled with anxiety i can hardly function at all outside my room#or even inside my room#where i lay here in the dark wasting away#because i'm not built for this world#and i have no friends#and i need love#but i'll never have it again#because i can't leave my room#even though i want to so badly#also my living situation sucks and my dad has intense mood swings sometimes and tells me to move out when i do nothing wrong#it's exhausting#i'm not struggling with severe depression i haven't self harmed this year (apart from punching myself once or twice bc of my dad) but#TW i haven't... yknow the other kind of self harm in like 2 years#and i haven't partaken in any eating disorder behaviours this year and no bulimia in 2 years#and yet#the years just keep getting worse and worse somehow#at least when i was all mentally fucked up i had goals... i had things to do things to focus on ways to keep busy ways to feel something
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send me strength to be around family tomorro
#i'm seeing my extended fam on my mom's side#and honestly after last time i just don't wanna#if my sister could confirm she's not going then i could also skip it#because then if she goes it'd feel odd that i'm not going#even tho it shouldn't bc i'm an adult woman living on her own#but she'll probably screw me over tomorrow by not going 🙄#if i have to sit through another fucking convo about queer people i won't be responsible for what i say#personal
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Imma be real with you I'm not a fan of harry or meghan either
#like. they're out now why are they still going on about the royal family just get on with your fucking lives jesus you've kids to protect#and i don't think dragging the royal fam is gonna be helping anyone#im not necessarily a royal family stan either I'm quite neutral bc...im irish duh...but like...meghan and harry piss me off a lot now too#roacc#like there are other more important things to focus on. e.g. all the wars
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#probably tmi and also tw for mention of AFAB cycles#but fam. I haven't had sex in well over a year but I'm still like 'oh damn it's been almost 7 weeks since shark week am i pergent???'#no wait well over TWO years#but that doesn't stop the thought from crossing my mind#i am annoyed at the lack of consistency my body has#it's not super unusual to have 5-7 weeks in between and i appreciate the long time without#but it also puts me on edge for those few weeks wondering if it'll be any day now#the annoying thing as well is that I'm living in a tent from monday night to like Thursday next week#by myself in the tent but I gotta share a bathroom in an RV with four other adults#oh and only enough water as what fits in the reservoir tank#fuck this sounds worse and worse the more I think about it#i never feel clean and sometimes shower twice a day during shark week so i might have to tap out of this trip if it comes before I leave#kee speaks#so that is way too much info but I'm annoyed and can't do anything about it
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I high-key miss being surrounded by friends, love, and support 🙃
#I've lived here for a year and haven’t made a single friend lol#it's really making my bpd symptoms more difficult to manage bc I relied so much on support of friends#the only person that ive been able to talk to for an entire year is my partner#i love him very much#but I miss having big fun group conversations and board game nights and performing together and dynamic relationships#work is miserable bc I really believe in what I'm doing and love being able to support the at-risk youth that need me#but everyone I work with refuses to listen to me or respect me and I'm getting frustrated#idk i can't even sleep bc I'm running through work in my head to try and make everything run as smoothly as possible#and when I'm there I'm dismissed and talked down to#if it weren't for the kids I would say fuck 'em all#but I want to be there for them#i can't help but feel worthless and inherently unlikeable#I started typing to distract myself bc I lost it bc even my cats don't want to be around me lol#i can't wait for the next chapter of my life bc this ain't it fam#and it never has been#im so alone#i wish I could cease to exist w/o my partner having to deal with having to pay for everything and ig being heartbroken#i just don't feel like it's worth it#which is ironic bc I tell kids all day long that it is#y'all don't even know the shit ive been through just to still be where I am and not have made any progress#in fact I would say i'm regressing#lmao I can't type anymore#personal
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on a side note
SD-EN's silly totally not anomalous pet cat
#murder drones oc#art#cat#md-colony 262#fun fact the specific thing that makes almond water here an anomaly is uh. this darn felid is indestructible.#like legit. gal cant die by any means that aren't advanced anomaly purging performed by a code controller#c262 as a universe could get blown up and this darn cat would live.#the multiverse c262 is in could get erased and almond water'd just walk around the beyond meowing at occasional code controllers#oh and she also just spawned out of fucking nowhere that too#....other than those aspects she's pretty much your average cat lmao#love how i made a cat right. then realized that oh wait whoops organics cant exactly live on copper 9#so i just legit went “ok fam you're a near indestructible anomaly now have fun”#my aus be like#soup jar. that's it. that's all i'm willing to say#oh and she also slightly messes up the general stability of things in close proximity of herself so uhhh that's fun
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Another link to this post. Meet the parents style.
So, Danny and Jason have been fake dating for a while now, and ended up marrying each other solely for tax benefits. Also, they got cool ass fucking friendship rings that they just couldn't not wear everywhere and being married is convenient so...
Anywho, so Jason has met Danny's parents but Danny hasn't met Jason's parents. Danny knows that he has some ties with the vigilantee scene due to being a Crime Lord-he still doesn't know what to think of his parents connecting the dots immediately when they only met him once while it took him more than that while living with the guy.
He thinks Jason may have been an ex-vigilantee at some point before turning to crime.
Then Danny gets blinded by rich people aura when he finds out that his bestfriend is the long thought dead child of Bruce Wayne. Frankly, he's insulted.
You mean to tell him that his could've been buying ice cream from that high class place all this time!? He shook (literally he grabbed and shook him) that point into Jason, he doesn't care that Jason never told him he was rich but he could've at least bought some high class ice cream once in a while.
Jason who was busy solidifying his power as a crime lord, avoiding his family and making sure not to leak his identity at all: I'm a literal crime lord, and the only thing you care about is me not buying you ice cream?
Danny: YES!!!!
Jason: Dork.
Right anyways, so Jason takes Danny along to meet Bruce and his fam but did say as soon as he started being uncomfortable they're leaving. The batfam is a bit blindsided by Danny, because they thought Jason was bringing his partner but its good to also get a feel for Danny's personality.
Danny and Jason did what's normal for them when Danny starts getting comfortable around the manor full of things that cost waaay more than his rent. Like half-heartedly insulting each other, being snarky, leaning on each other and other such things.
The batfam start thinking that there's more there than they know of. So they start watching a bit closer and ask a few round about questions that fly over Danny and Jason's heads. They just forget they're married often, unless it's regarding taxes.
All of this sends the wrong message when they walk into the same room and, being nosy, one of the batfam comes up to the door and uh. They hear the bed moving quite a lot.
So.
Meanwhile, Jason is trying to wrestle with Danny because this man does not pick a lane. He'll either be the human octopus (who is cold as hell) Jason has ever seen, he'll try to kick him off the bed in his sleep as if Jason personally offended him in some way, or he'll sleep in some wacky position that interrupts Jason's sleep. The last one is tied to the other two, however.
So, Jason has to frequently wrestle this man into a proper position where they both manage to get some sleep and it wouldn't have been so bad if Danny wasn't a goddamn sleep fighter. He would know, he had to nurse a bruised jaw for a few weeks.
Why do they sleep together? Listen, when you're in an apartment with not a lot of money, you gotta cut costs where you can alright?
#dc x dp#dp x dc#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#dcxdp#dc x dp crossover#Danny and Jason are platonically married#I'm not gonna put this in the post but I had a random thought of Jack and Maddie meeting Bruce Wayne and they instantly clock him as Batman#It's not even Maddie#Jack just took one look at him and sniffed out something sus until his himbo brain connects the dots to him being Batman#The thing is they managed to find this out with barely any evidence so they think they might be wrong without knowing that they're actually#right#Anyways#Jason is tired of this mfer Danny and how he sleeps#Every time they go to bed Jason walks into their shared bedroom like he's about to wrestle a fucking bear#The batfam think they be fawking but they actually aren't it's just Jason wrestling to get a good night's sleep#Why did I make this?#I have no clue
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Batfamily x male reader
Batfamily x male!reader - this is part 1 everyone.
Summary: some talking is done.
Warnings: angst, fluff, (Y/N) is trying and so is the fam, cursing, trying to forgive, a punch was thrown, cutting people out
The fight echoed through the manor. Even days after it, the tension was still palpable. (Y/N) truly wanted nothing more with his so called brothers and father. If they tried to talk to him, they would be ignored or (Y/N) would just snap at them.
Almost biting their head off.
Safe to say, things were going to complete and utter shit.
Bruce didn't even know how to start talking to (Y/N). Was he emotionally reserved? Yes. But will he try everything in his power to make it right?
Yes. Everything he can do, he will do.
Bruce has decided to call a meeting. He made (Y/N) leave his room and (Y/N) has never looked worse. He couldn't sleep for days on end, only getting about 4 hours per night. He wasn't in the mood to eat either. He was only alive because Alfred had to make sure he was still alive.
Everyone noted that he looked like he didn't want to live anymore. More so, he looked dead. (Y/N) just sat down, an angry look on his face, arms crossed and body language closed off. He sat down as far as away as he could from them, clearly not happy to be here in the slightest.
He tucked himself in the chair, ignoring everyone and everything.
" (Y/N)... " Bruce started quietly, clearly not wanting to have a blow out and an explosion. " We have to talk through this problem. " Bruce continued just as softly and (Y/N) scoffed.
" We know we have been... Neglecting you, to say the least. But... We want to fix our mistakes. We want to be better. " Bruce said and (Y/N) chose to roll his eyes instead of listening. No matter what they could say could ever fix this.
" Well... 10 years too late. " (Y/N) said sarcastically, tapping his fingers against his tucked up knee, clearly anxious to leave this room behind. He really was anxious too leave.
" And we realize that. " Tim started softly, looking at (Y/N) with a sad look on his face. (Y/N) wouldn't allow them to see them sweat.
" Bullshit. " (Y/N) said quickly. They don't realize shit. " You are only doing this because Jon came over and pointed it out and now you are worried that the word doesn't spread. " (Y/N) spat out, leaning on his tucked up knee, glaring that the floor.
" That is not true. " Damian said and (Y/N) looked up, glaring at Damian, scoffing at the words, then laughing bitterly.
" Oh please. You never told Jon about me! I'm assuming all of your friends don't know I exist, right? " (Y/N) said as he rubbed his eyes from the exhaustion.
The silence was the only answer that (Y/N) needed.
" Yup and there it is. No one knows I fucking exist! " (Y/N) said loudly, blood pressure raising. He took a deep breath to calm down. " Just as I thought. No one knows I exist. No one even cared about my school achievements either... Let me ask you something Bruce. " (Y/N) asked, turning his attention to Bruce.
" Do you have a college fund for me? Just like you do for other four? " (Y/N) asked, itching for an answer. When Bruce looked away in shame and (Y/N) scoffed yet again.
" Also, don't you fucking dare setting it up. I have got a scholarship anyway. " (Y/N) answered the unasked questions. Bruce was proud of (Y/N). How could he have done this to (Y/N), forget to put a college fund...
" I'm sorry (Y/N). I didn't mean to forget you. " Bruce said, keeping his distance, but wanting nothing more than just hug him and kiss the anger away.
But alas, that's not how it works. (Y/N) has to forgive him first.
" Can you tell us more about the scholarship? " Jason chimed in, wanting to speak about something that (Y/N) could be happy about.
" It's for MIT. " (Y/N) said quietly and everyone was in shock. They didn't know that (Y/N) was into science and mathematics and what not.
Another mistake of theirs.
" That's amazing (Y/N). " Tim praised, smiling at (Y/N). Getting into MIT is hard as hell.
(Y/N) rolled his eyes, but deep down inside, he craved that praise more than life. But some praise won't erase everything that happened.
" You would really have to move then... " Dick said sadly and (Y/N) glanced at all of them. They all seem sad that he would have to move all the way to Massachusetts, but it would be necessary. (Y/N) needed to get out of here. One way or another.
" I think what we all mean to say is that we are sorry. There is no excuse, not a single thing that could justify what we did and what we have caused to you. " Damian said and (Y/N) was shocked to hear the word sorry just tumble out of his mouth like that, so effortlessly. So easily. But he composed himself quickly.
" How do I put his nicely? " (Y/N) said, looking sarcastic. " I don't give a damn about any of you. I don't give a damn about apologies at all. I don't care about any of you. The moment I move out, all of you are going to be dead to me. Period. " (Y/N) said as he quickly stood up, going to his room.
He isn't going to fucking listen anymore.
" No, (Y/N) wait! " Everyone called after him and tried to stop him. Jason managed to grab his arm, but (Y/N) threw a punch and knocked Jason down on his ass, making the others rear back. It was a truly what the fuck moment for all of them.
(Y/N) was never violent.
(Y/N) slammed the doors of his room shut and everyone was silent. Jason was breathing heavily through his mouth as (Y/N) broke his nose.
" He has a hell of a punch. " Jason muttered as he stood up.
" We have a shit ton of gravelling to do. " Tim muttered and everyone nodded in agreement. Saying that they are dead to him, well, will be dead to him, that was sort of a nail in a coffin. Coffin about their relationship...
That was probably on the brink of death, if not dead already.
" Come on, he needs some time alone. " Bruce said and ushered everyone out of the hall, mostly Jason to take a look at his nose, to treat it and heal it.
That same night, (Y/N) quietly managed to get his things into a car, while others were on patrol and blocked them in the process. Then he started driving to MIT, because he didn't have the nerve to put his things onto a plane and go. And besides, he didn't have enough things anyway.
(Y/N) could finally start his new life.
#dc comics#dc x male reader#x male reader#batfamily#bruce wayne x male reader#batman x male reader#jason todd x male reader#red hood x male reader#dick grayson x male reader#nightwing x male reader#tim drake x male reader#red robin x male reader#damian wayne x male reader#robin x male reader
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Watched Pad dington 2 like a week ago or something but. Idk, something abt it makes me cry like a little bitch.
#Just. The message about how one person can make so many people happier in their daily lives even if it's the small things and how-#-much the people around you care even if it doesn't feel like it because they'll help if you ask.#I'm mostly just talking abt the neighborhood helping Pad's fam to start their car but also the prisoners too like one person did this...#Just. Fuck man that's really powerful to me. Even if it's from a baby movie.#Ben Rambles#Swearing tw
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