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me: wow I really want to work on finishing more writing, and also I want to make more pear fatmorphs, and also I have this cc I want to do and also----
me when I actually have time to do anything: ----------
#my posts#someone kill me please#delete later#idk why I'm being so.... hm.#“unproductive”?#not the right word cause I try to not care about productivity much but#I'm irritated because I'm too tired to do anything even the stuff I WANT to work on#and instead am doing nothing besides scrolling tumblr and/or losing hours of time to nothing at all#yay#hi thanks the tags are giving away the ~mental illness~ please ignore me#I try to not post that nonsense on main but here we are#I'll probably delete this later lmao
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Unpopular Opinion (Rant? Lol Idk)
I do not like the Fallen Stars.
Probably because I watched the gacha life versions of them and it gave me a wrong impression.
Broken(Ink): Makes sense he's soulless, he was like this in underverse, not really a surprise.
Yanberry: No comment.
Shattered: I hate this bitch with every fiber of my being. HE DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE WHAT IS THIS FUCKERS GOAL?? I DON'T KNOW WHY I EVEN HATE HIM, I JUST DO!
IT'S EVEN FUCKING WORSE WITH THE 2018 'REACTION VIDEOS' THAT WAS MADE, WHEN THE BAD SANSES REACT TO THEM AND ALL OF A FUCKING SUDDEN THEY START CRYING LIKE BABIES EVEN IF THEY FIGHT THEM DAILY WHY ARE YOU STARTING TO CARE?? WHY IS NIGHTMARE SUDDENLY PASSIVE? WHY DOES ERROR C A R E ?? W H Y ?? LIKE YOU ALL WERE LITERALLY TRYING TO KILL THEM 2 DAYS AGO STFU- I DON'T GET IT!!! FUCK THIS SHIT!!
#sans au#fallen stars#undertale#yanberry#ink sans#shattered dream#rant post#opinion#tw cursing#idk lmao#don't @ me#i regret this#No hate to the people who like them or the creators#I just hate the characters#ill probably delete this later#I'll probably leave and go into a small hidey hole never to be seen again
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I think I might have deleted the post about the interview but - I did get the job! :''') <3
#I drank a lucky tea the day of the interview maybe that helped lmao#but I'm really lucky#and super happy ahhh#Internal transfer in 2 months yesssss#I'll probably delete this later but I'm so happy I kinda wanted to share#my posts
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haha! bit ill
#bakuspeech#delete later#I definitely don't have a fever my forehead doesn't feel that hot (thermometer shows 38.6 degree c) well#this is a bit of a high fever for a cold I think. so I might be in for the A virus goin around rn#Ive headed it of when my throat started hurting so Im not coughing a lot#and the guideline says stay home until I get worried. and I made my own food today so Im not worried yet lol#but yeah tldr: sick. not a major chance of it getting worse but I'm keepin an eye on it#so uh. wont be talking much for the next week probably! not that I say a lot nowadays lmao#dont worry about me. I do miss drawing tho have to sit out of drawing yet again.... auuuu#cool story I'll tell u guys later. not now tho I gotta lay down probably#okay alright have a good night lads#we strong! we're strong! we chill n we'll get thru this
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Emmrich is friend shaped
#reposting because tumblr made that last attempt blurry as hell#sigh#I'll probably still delete it later anyway lmao#there's that whole 'dont post your art for validation from others' but i actually have the opposite problem-#like i just draw for myself mostly so other people perceiving my amateurish doodles give me The Fear#dragon age#dav#emmrich#aaaaand the quality is still awful???#what is the secret to nice looking posts? i changed the file type and adjusted the size and yet????? hELP#i give up i just need to switch to digital art#god i want a tablet so bad 😭
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the masculine urge to delete your entire internet presence
#i hate living in constant fear of everything and everyone#i wish i actually had a life outside of the internet but unfortunately i fear everything and everyone irl too lmao#but man if i'm not getting more and more paranoid online lately#like. of just everything.#i hate living in constant anxiety and overthinking everything i say because i fear someone will misunderstand me and hate me because of it#i'm genuinely afraid of talking to people because i fear i'll say the wrong thing and/or annoy them#and i keep pushing people away because i'm afraid they'll hurt me#it's agonizing to think about how many friendships i've missed because i'm just too scared to let anyone close#idk i'm rambling and will probably delete later in usual taku fashion but man#i'm just tired#p
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levi/barbatos is currently rotating in my head rn and is tumbling like clothes in a dryer so you know what? headcanon list time lets go
I thank you the total of like 5 people who will end up reading this they mean the world to me okay?
LEVIBARB HEADCANONS
Leviathan falling for Barb first, and man does he fall hard
He starts crushing on the butler when he fixes his cosplay; Levi had ordered it and it showed up damaged and ripped. Barbatos got around to fixing it before Levi could, and he hadn't even asked him to do so
It's just the idea of that Barb is so cool. Like cooler than anyone that Levi knows
He can bake, sew, he knows curses and spells, has wisdom on just about anything and everything--he's the cool type in dating sims. A kuudere, if you will, but even cooler
I don't think Levi has ever had a real crush on someone before. like don't get me wrong he has so many characters from his games and anime that he would do just about anything for, but I don't think he's really harbored those feelings for someone that is not in a computer screen
i like to think levi would then be so obvious about his crush on the butler, while the thinks he's being cool about it. everyone in a five mile radius knows about it lol
and ofc barbatos knows about it. like how could he not? levi isn't exactly secretive about it. the demon started to come over a lot more and try to find excuses to hang out with the butler
Barb humored him tho, because he did find him kinda cute. but more like in a way one would feel towards a sopping wet cat they found on the side of the street. he found it funny that levi was at times even willing to help him with things like baking or tending to the gardens, even when he wasn't good at either of those things
At some point it changed, though. Barbatos isn't sure when, but there is a point where it changes from him humoring Levi for the fun of it and into enjoying the other's company
Such an odd pair, tbh. They both know it but they are good for each other me thinks
Like??? As I've discussed Barb starts to genuinely enjoy Lev's company. He starts to laugh and smile more, acting less stoic even when Levi wasn't around
And Levi acting like a high school girl in love??? That's the good shit lol 💞💞 he is so much happier with life and the outside world and even came to terms with Barb being a normie! Because he is willing to learn <33
because!!! because Barb is open to learning about Levi's interests. Levi helps him interact kitchen (even though he isn't the best at baking) and he tends to the garden with him (even though he isn't all that knowledgeable on plants), and seeing as levi indulges in his hobbies, why not enjoy is free time in what levi likes?
Besides, levi just looks so happy when barb offers to play a game or watch an anime with him. and yeah barb fucking sucks ass at the games and has to politely ask levi to stop pausing on each frame of the episode in order to get through it all, but its the quality time together that counts
do you think about how lucifer and the others would feel? because i think about that all the time
like again levi isn't able to keep his crush secret at all so i imagine all his brothers (sans lucifer) try and help him out. like they drop heavy hints towards barb about how levi is interested in him while levi fights off the urge to call lotan out of sheer embarrassment in order to get them to stop
mammon so takes credit for those two getting together; levi was late for his first date because asmo wouldnt let him leave until he approved of his outfit; lucifer is holed away in his office, demonous in hand, trying not to think about his brother going out with diavolo's butler
like. i am sure diavolo would support it and would be extremely happy for barbatos that he found someone that makes him happy. but lucifer? he is speaking through gritted teeth of how happy he is for levi. he is definitely fine about this decision because his brother is a grown demon and can make his own decisions but he will be processing his feelings with a bottle or two (or three) of demonous later that night
and just....Levi being so awkward on the first few dates?? i mean im sure he will always be awkward when he's around Barb but like?? poor thing is a mess lmao
idk man something something barb brings such a huge comforting feeling to levi and levi gives barb a breath of fresh air into his life and something something they give strength to each other to leave comfort zones and live for something that makes them happy
#another argument for this ship: levi is orange/blue aroace colors while barb is green/black aro colors. i rest my case#i love this ship in both a romantic and a platonic way okay they are just sooooo cute together#i made this draft back in march....just shows you how much i procrastinate on things lmao#i could go on and on about these two honestly....and yes i am preparing image propaganda so one day i'll post that probably lol#the problem with barbatos though imo is that canon does very little with his character so i have to do all the work....sigh#you know what if anyone reads this. send me your barbatos hcs pretty please im starting to love this man and need more of him lmao#obey me#omswd#obey me barbatos#barbatos#obey me levi#leviathan#obey me leviathan#levi#levibarb#back when i was in my banners phase....damn#bunni mumbles#possibly delete later#<- depending on hard this post flops lmao#obey me headcanons
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idt i've shared any selfies here since probably college and it was all cosplay but i'm 27 now and i rlly like this outfit w my baby heads on my shoes and my septum i got pierced back in october
#i'll probably delete this too later lmao im just like#yay!!! happy w how i look#not allowing reblogs obvs bc you have to be here to see it or never see it
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(Stumbling out covered in blood) hey guys
#Stoat Plays#Sorry for so few art posts lately full disclosure I've been gaming lmao#I am pretty proud of this though because I am NOT good at video games in the Slightest#I'll probably draw something for this game later though it's worming its way into my brain#ALSO NO SPOILERS I haven't found many secret levels + haven't fought the P rank bosses yet#I have beaten both acts 1 and 2 though. Very poorly.#I'm trying to go in as blind as possible before I inevitably get my ass kicked#Still though feel free to ask about it I'd love to talk about it a bit#Delete later
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haven't left the house yet to undertake the phone swap bs that's likely gonna be done today, but fuckkkk am i dreading it so muchhhh--
#{|ooc post|}#likely gonna delete this later-- but for now i just needed to yell it into the void hhhh#i mean-- i'm trying not worry too much-- since i know they should be able to transfer all my stuff (or at least a majority)#but at the same time-- my brain hates change like this with a passion lmao-- (such as me dragging ass on moving to using my current laptop)#so like that's got me way more fucked up than it probably should--#in addition to being annoyed that i'll have to go and log in to a bunch of my apps again afterwards-- e A e''
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Hair? Falling out from stress!! Chest? In constant pain!! Eyes? Dead and tired!! Brain? Overthinking and emotional!! Hygiene? Routine completely forgotten!!
#ren won't shut up#waaaaeaeawaaaawawaaaawaawaawaasuwauuwa#ignore#GIRL WHAT IS GOING ON??#I'll be getting a therapist soon but hot DAMN i am struggling#my hair is so thin now :((#my eyes look terrible? and not from the lack of sleep. i sleep enough i just dont rest#if I disappear for a few days its because im trying to figure my shit out lmao#i have severe undiagnosed/untreated mental illnesses lmaoooo#idk whats going on anymore waaaa#i used to ve about to control all of this waaa#tw mental illness#tw mental breakdown#?? i guess im having a breakdown And you all are just witnessing it? sorryy#cw mental health#idk sorry if i dont tag this right jdjsjs#probably will delete later? idk
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#ok listen I ain't touching f/h/r with a ten foot pole ever but tumblr loves to continue shoving fanart in my face#and i have to get this off my chest like#to this day I do not get why the fandom as a collective decided h*rald was a twink???#like yeah he's 'young' and shy and gets flustered etc etc#and I'm not going back to check but I SWEAR he was first described as#having broad shoulders and the typical super hero poster child physique etc etc#I always pictured him as like lean maybe but still yknow typical muscular dorito super hero body NOT A TWINK#ok that's all#i know damn well where that misconception started but I'll barf if i think about it too long#delete this later probably lmao
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can stupid c!inniters hop off my friend's dicks for once
#like what do i have to maintag c!tommy shit do i have to make posts naming tadca and bowspam explicitly#like GET A DAMN GRIP stop bothering people that want nothing to do with you bc you have nothing better to do in your lives#read a fucking book !! oh my god !!!#^ and before im misconstrued no i dont like tadca or bowspam lmao#like get the fuck over yourselves people#disk horse#tw negativity#i'll probably delete later but JESUS
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btw lately ive been having a good bit of anxiety over posting here about my aus because i feel like a lot of people have been following me for my basic/more "vanilla" undertale posts and dont . know any of that stuff even tho i've been super into them for pretty much as long as i've been in this fandom. but rest assured i am trying So Hard to get better at remembering this is MY blog and i get to post cringe if i want to
#delete later maybe#depends how much of a baby my brain decides to be lmao#ive vented about this a bit on my secret blog but bitch its time i said it with my chest!!!!!#i love all my weird little guys and i love mangling them until theyre probably pretty incorrect and theyre so edgy and that is so COOL!!!!!#i think . my new years resolution will be to get even weirder about them#that being said these could very well just be 11pm thoughts lmao guess i'll have to find out!!!!!
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should i post my good omens art wip
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whenever i put on a nice outfit, i almost always end up sticking my Guz hoodie over top SBDHDKSL (photo under the cut)
anyways hiii i tried to put together an eclipse themed outfit today :3 we weren't able to see anything because of a few factors but it was fun to give it a try!! we made a pinhole projector and everything LOL
also here's a photo of my crochet clown that I was gifted last week! while we waited for the eclipse, i brought him upstairs to show my mother because she was in a good mood and being nice today fjdkdl. I think his name is going to be Max maybe ... still trying to decide !!
#idk if a day has gone by since i finished painting the hoodie that i Haven't worn it tbh#I've washed it ofc!! i used fabric medium and acrylics so the paint holds up in the wash! :]#but then after washing it i put it right back on SBDJDKL its just... a comfort object now i think LOL#dandy.cmd#dandy.jpeg#I'll probably delete this a little later - limited time viewing LMAO
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