strong boy... cute boy......

Ohh..hmm I love you...

Flustering the big ol' softie :3c

ITS HORROPEDIA DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

and then he quit Starfleet for over 50 years

Ness most of the time : •_•

Ness when hes riding a bicycle: :D !!!!!!!!

Angel Crowley

ok so I think I might have figured out Crowley's angelic status (i'm sure it's been done before but haven't seen anything much on it)

so when Muriel is showing him the document on Gabriel, they say you had be a Throne, a Dominion, or higher to open them, which of course Crowley could do. a Dominion is the highest rank of human-shaped angel before they get to eldritch-being-shaped, Thrones just above, and are like rings of eyes type ones. Crowley being so high ranking as to be in charge of literally starting the universe with no one overseeing that moment makes sense if he is one of the higher ranks, and also partially explains why he just got Aziraphale to hold the scroll for him - Aziraphale is a principality, the highest rank of angels that look after earth (which explains his position on earth, and his role in designing people) but still three levels below Dominion.

Dominions are also in charge of 'delivering justice in unjust situations and showing mercy to human beings, and they try to balance love and truth', which Crowley continues to do as a demon. They also guide lower ranking angels and help people learn from their mistakes. Crowley fits this pretty well - he saves Job's kids because they're innocent, sees the injustice of Elsbeth's life, is constantly on the balancing point of love and truth with Aziraphale, not to mention guiding him into seeing injustice, and trying (if slightly in vain) to get him to see his mistakes. and probably more examples i can't think of right now.

and, we know that he Fell because he was asking questions - questioning if it was really fair to end the world and everyone on it just because - he wanted mercy for the people. he was appalled that god was killing everyone in the flood, because he thought they were innocent. he tries over and over again to get Aziraphale to see the nuance in situations and show him that what he is doing is not always just and right just because heaven is doing it - Jobs kids being the prime example, and of course Armageddon, and let's not forget 'when heaven ends life on earth it will be just as dead as is hell ended it'. these fit the characteristics of a Dominion.

I saw another post theorising that he was a Virtue, who are in charge of the natural world (stars, making *sudden rainstorms* etc), but those are below Dominion so he wouldn't have been able to open the file, but that post did have a good point of, maybe the miracle he and Aziraphale did together was not only powerful because they did it together, but also because as an occult (or ethereal) being, Crowley is just quite powerful. he literally drove his Bentley flaming with hellfire for few hundred miles with the sheer force of his imagination.

that's my take on it anyways. i'm still not over how happy he looked creating the stars ahhhhhh it's going to be so tragic when we see his fall, especially if they show it through the lens of Aziraphale finding out about it.

Doctor Feelings be upon ya.

The dry erase board on the fridge was empty and I couldn't not. (I haven't actually seen the episode so shhhsshh)

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something about merle and daryls relationship to religion (particularly christianity)

oops this turned out long. readmore time for yalls sanity and my dignity

it's never actually mentioned, but they both seem to have had a rather christian upbringing. it's safe to assume, because they're in the deep south, but its evident in the ways they interact with the presence of religion and with themselves.

when merle is handcuffed to the roof, hes crying about how he deserves this, about how hes being punished, hes been bad and this is what he gets. he pleads with god for mercy before ultimately telling him he doesnt need his help. this is something we can imagine he is familiar with. hes used to the concepts of divine (or otherwise) punishment, violence and pain as something deserved, a consequence of behaving badly. he seems very used to "this is what you get." and ultimately when he pleads for mercy his prayers go unanswered. this is a familiar script, or at least it was. god never helped him before. hes been punished before. he'll get out of this one on his own, just like all the rest. (he uses the exact same line "I ain't gonna beg" with the governor before hes killed: this is something familiar to him). merle quotes from the bible with hershel in season 3: he knows it. not only knows it, but remembers it. he's held onto it

and then daryl. who is so averse, so mocking of christianity and those who follow it. his casual snide remarks whenever hes in a church, making clear his distaste for the whole affair. his disdain with gabriel for a long while after they meet him. ("the word of god is the only protection I need" "sure didnt look like it.") he sees the lie in it all, while it seems like merle still buys into it, even if he doesn't try to follow it anymore, he knows the punishment that will catch up to him and to others. merle frequently damns others to hell. he inflicts punishment, or the deserving of it, as easily as he understands it for himself. daryl, though, has been disillusioned, at the very least. he sees it as nothing more than a tool to manipulate and lie to the people that believe in it. best case scenario, religion to him is a false hope that will never reach fruition. worst case, it's a manipulative power play meant to keep people in line where 'in line' means subservient. its foolish: a waste of time, to him.

theres a deleted scene where he finds a man dead in a prayer room, and he mocks him for all the good his prayers did. for all the answers he found for his trouble. in season 4, after the prison falls, he says something along the lines of 'faith never did anything for us.' he and merle, though their reasons are different, both see prayer and faith (and as a tangent, hope in general) as a useless tact, nothing gained, nobody will ever answer, you're just fooling yourself. nobody is going to save you but you. and when you say it like that, you know exactly how they got there. these are two characters who frequently have been only out for themselves, only able to rely on themselves, anything outside of that is bound to let them down, to variant degrees of harm. plenty of their own prayers must have gone unanswered. nobody saves them but them.

I legally cant talk about the dixon brothers' relationship to christianity without also talking about carol. she has a lot of similar perspectives as the two of them, but we see her in both sides. when the show begins she still appears to believe in god, and when sophia goes missing she takes that time in the church to pray to him. she says god can punish her however he wants as long as he doesnt hurt sophia. she, too, expects punishment in the form of violence and grief when she behaves badly or, in this case, even thinks things she supposedly shouldn't. here, she had a similar relationship to religion as merle does- she still believes in god: more specifically, a wrathful one. as the seasons progress, though, we see her lose that faith and shift to something closer to daryl's perspective. we see her disillusionment in real time as she sees worse and worse things and is subject to worse and worse environments. but she never really stops behaving as if she is deserving of punishment.

her and Daryl are similar in this way: while merle outright says it, accepts his supposed punishment, and then continues doing whatever he has to and whatever he wants to, carol and daryl operate under the same kind of threat but they dont really realize it. when they do things they deem worthy of punishment, whatever harm comes their way as a result- or even unrelated but soon after (and it's the walking dead, things always happen)- they kind of accept it. daryl allows himself to be treated the way he is in the savior compound, yes because he had no immediate out, but also because he felt like he deserved it. dwight gives him that photograph to really hammer home how he got here, and daryl lets it happen, to an extent. after Henry's death, carol goes off the deep end and doesnt care what happens to her. if not for lydia, she would have gone right over the edge of that cliff because it's what she felt like she deserved, like a righteous end to a life shes been leading poorly. they live under the same eye as merle, but it's more abstract with them. rather than being punished by god, they're being punished by fate, or karma, or luck. it's very 'you get what you deserve' with them, because their disillusionment prevents them from blaming an entity, so in its place they blame themselves.

I think that's the only other option they see, and its part of the reason they are both so different from merle. merle can still blame this outside force, can shove all his problems onto something out of his control that isnt his fault but can be resented for it, so he becomes this hateful, violent person because the one thing hes really angry with is untouchable. daryl and carol lack that, and cant blame anybody else because they are the only common denominator, so it instead turns inward. they hurt other people less because of this, but it's still not healthy, and so in their place they're hurting themselves more.

I have to think they are all intimately familiar with god as a reason. as a justification for damage or an unattainable perfect form that when fallen short of, is punished for. merle still operates on this warped justice system, on punishment for bad behavior (reinforced by his many experiences with prison and the military), while daryl has rejected it entirely. merle still buys into it, but daryl sees it as nothing more than that justification, than that false sense of security. neither trusts god, or religion, or christianity, but the difference I think is that merle still feels the eye of it, while daryl feels the absence.

ehehehe he called me good girl

3, 11, and 17 for u and Bruno :3

fhugihweif thank you,,,, >//////<

3. heavy, hot, and passionate kisses or soft, sweet, and tender kisses?

they're both just so common i can't choose... his first kiss directed towards me is soft and sweet, chaste and tender, while when I kiss him for the first time, he finds out he's into being kabedon'd

11. calling each other by their names, plain and simple, or calling each other really flowery pet names?

my grandparents (hispanic) call eachother oqui (pronounced oh key) and i have no idea what it means but its so cute i like to think me and bruno adopt that

17. love at first sight or slow burn?

we're both immediately attracted to each other (me first! he was in a rush when we first met) and he tries seeing the future and finds out i ask him out and when i do he almost immediately goes "YES. i mean, uh, yes, please, uh, i would be happy to, to, you know... i" "friday?" "friday! yes! sounds great!"

It's been something she's been wanting to do forever, but ... reasons have held her back. More specifically, her inability to usually follow through on more positive emotions and the fact that despite Shuichi being one of the kinder and well, more introverted guys she's met ... he somehow had the frustrating ability to make her a flustered mess with no outlet except undeserved bites and standing a little too close to comfort. All of that bubbled up inside of her to culminate in the moment she finally got too frustrated (with him AND her own growing impatience) which led her to suddenly lunge forward as he began turning towards her and (clumsily) slam their lips together.

It was funny, really, whenever he thought about his and Iako's relationship. How rocky it started off at first, but then overtime, they became much closer, more softer towards each other... and Iako's unique way of showing affection to him. Yes, she often followed very close behind him, bit him, and sometimes makes a mess of his room.... but he learned that those were just some of the ways Iako let out her more flustered emotions. In a way, he found it very cute: her, very cute.

Even now, he found himself wishing she was here. And as if his wishes were answered, he heard her enter. "...!" Instantly, he rose out of his seat and placed his book down. "Iako...! What a nice surprise, I was just wondering where y..." He was saying this as he was turning towards her. In that flash of a second, her face was so close; closer than it's ever been. Before his mind could fully process that, and how closer their lips were... he felt hers, press against his.

"Mmph-?!" He felt his brain short-circuit. His body instantly froze. Iako was kissing him. Iako was kissing him.... the more that realization hit him, the deeper shade of red his face became... and the more he felt like his heart was going to burst. He didn't know how obvious it might have been to her... but hr knew for himself.. just how much he's always wanted to kiss her, too. But he was always so nervous about making the first move; the fear of if he did that, and she reacted negatively, and hate him for it... a fear he knew was very irrational with their undeniable feelings for each other, but his anxiety always had the unfortunate power to make him believe such things.

But now he saw that he was wrong. He couldn't be happier that he was... and once his heart calmed down, he found himself leaning into the kiss some more, to deepen it ever so slightly. Arms that dangled to his side, would slowly go to wrap around her waist. He didn't want this to end. For as long as possible, he wanted to enjoy this kiss... And even when it would eventually have to end, he didn't let go of her; rather, he still kept his face very close to hers. His face was still very much red, and his heart, while calmed a little, was still beating a mile a minute: but the gaze he looks at her with, was full of that longing, that yearning for her. That love for her that only continued to grow, immensely so at this very moment. "Ia...ko....I-I...."

A shaky exhale leaves him. He almost questioned himself if it would be okay to do this... but then realized, that'd be silly. And so, giving her a soft squeeze, he leans in to kiss her right back. He didn't want to let go of that feeling just yet: that feeling of how nice it felt to be kissed by her. Just for as long as possible... he wants to savor this moment with her. Even finding himself, breathing inside of their kiss:

"....love....you...."

So with me getting a big art commission for ITNL, it makes me think about how I've never gotten any commissions for discacc... and like yes ok I've been neglecting my big baby (I'm Sorry,,,,) but my love for it remains. The 500k word count is testament to my dedication to it, even if it's currently on hiatus.

But for me putting actual real money into ITNL and not discacc...

Well...

It ultimately boils down to the fact that in discacc they still look just like their canon counterparts lol so there's really no point to doing a commission for it. ITNL Vash already looks different from his canon counterpart (due to the lightning scars, which are the main focal point of the commission).

So... no it is NOT me saying I love ITNL more. ITNL and discacc both are very dear to me. I'm just doing objectively crazier stuff in ITNL and Thus, big differences have happened. And so it goes.

Damnit damnit DAMNIT I seriously cant be adding another fucking video game baddie to my crushes BUT I had a dream abt this one last night that was kinda cute so I'm just gonna throw this out there cuz maybe confessing it will help me move on hsbxbf SO UH

I've always really rly liked King Dedede 😣💖💖💖💖

Send in ♔ for my muse’s reaction to yours pushing mine up against the wall (( hehehehe ))

Oh he had been waiting for that. He just let her push him. There was even a sense of happiness since she finally had decided to break that tension that had started to build up since the day he had joined her community. He was tired due to the day of work, but he didn't mind. It was always by that time of the day, by sunset, that Vega would show up by his house- each time she had a different "excuse" to visit. And he appreciated every single time, no matter the subject. By talking to Fox since days before, he knew Vega had these affection outbursts, sometimes even without proper context- but he didn't shake at her tackle. He enjoyed it- he secretly liked her roughness and strength- she was a warrior above all else. Rick stared her, almost challenging, excited to feel her pressure, her body against his, wondering what else she was going to do. He already could feel anticipation building up, his heart rate firing, oh he wanted her, he wanted her so bad, since quite some time. Rick wouldn't shake in front of her, no. He was a leader too, by heart- he had his own pride to defend. The sheriff let her pressure his chest, and whatever part she wanted to, feeling her hands on him in that context, she had no idea how much touch starved he was-

@sxbaist

@vuulpecula (look Fox has a cameo hehe)

Successfully infected you with Spaceboy brainrot

haha... you got me 😩 ,,, i can't help it thoooo capt spaceboy is so hot AKFJKDJSJFD