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dnalt-d2 · 4 months

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(probably gonna delete this later idk)

So this isn't Q S M P related but I need to scream into some uncaring void about this so

But I just spent MUCH longer on a project than I really should have (because life is a bitch and chooses the worst times to decide to kick you in the nonexistent dick) and WAY too much of said project was some very tedious nonsense

Like not difficult, but irritating and time-consuming. Basically arranging things in a way to look more coherent in a project file

And of course, I finish it, I get it all done, but decide to add one last part, and subsequently place it where it needs to go

Only to accidentally click on the wrong button

And find out

That there's been a shortcut to this thing I've been doing

This entire goddamn time

LITERALLY mere moments after finishing the project

If anyone needs me,

Don't

#not QSMP #Just cause #I had joked with my cat a few hours before because I was tired and my back was hurting #“Just kill me Nolan you can do it I believe in you aim for the jugular”#And when this happened I actually looked at him and said #“Why didn't you kill me when I asked you son of a bitch”#“This could have all been avoided”#But cats simply aren't beholden to your silly little jokes #Nor are they beholden to mine #I have worked for 7 hours straight #Fueled on nothing but Dr Pepper #roasted potatoes #ritalin #and apathy #I'm lucky I even remembered to eat #And I still have to finish up one last thing on it tomorrow #After a doctor's appointment #And an apartment viewing #If my cat doesn't kill me in my sleep then goddammit what was even the point in getting a cat #I'm gonna go fist-fight a raccoon or something now #I just can't think of anything else to do #delete later #maybe #Idk man it's 5 in the morning for me

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qqueenofhades · 12 days

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But is packing three books enough for one week?

#hilary for ts #i will be working 9 hours a day for 7 days straight grading exams #and i have to work at my regular job in the evening #yet i am still here like “should i bring MORE books for going out of town for one (1) week”#hmm dilemma #i don't think i need *more* but i feel like 3 is the minimum to be safe

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wetslug · 5 months

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my incredible ability to sleep nearly* an entire 36 hours is the only way i can recoup my spoons for the next week. id love to find another alternative but here we are

#*it would b insane to sleep 36 hours straight i think i woke up 4 or 5 times and probably spend 7 hours awake in total #during which i ate a lot pissed a lot and did 1/4 page of notes before giving up #also this is why i have beef with the notion that i can 'manage' a 40hr/week job like ur average neurotypical #i can physically show up and do the work. yea true. but i have no life bc my free time is spent recuperating #NOT THAT a 40 hour work week is fun for anyone regardless of their brain functionality i think it sucks across the board

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spaghett-onaplate · 8 days

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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hurglewurm · 8 months

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idk if it's the grad school, 3 hour lectures getting to me, or the fact that i have to be on campus for 12 straight hours every thursday but goddamn i just want to sleep. and sleep and sleep. and then wake up and draw every animal and fanart for things only i have witnessed and NOT do my readings

#and thats just how it is when ur in ur 20s.#alligates says things #like is this supposed to be sustainable lol #i leave my house at 7:30am with only a dry teabag in an empty bottle #to get to campus piss ass early (bc otherwise I'm late bc that's how the bus works)#and then I'm learning something I'm so stupid about for three hours straight #and then i have six hours. just. in my personal hell. so many gotdam people everywhere. no comfortable seats anywhere.#and then i have my FAVOURITE class but it ends at 9PM #SO I GET HOME BY LIKE 10PM HHHFHHHFHHFHHHHJHHHJ i Hate.#i want to be in my hous.#thank u for listening #i have a dedicated notes app where i doodle during class. have to keep them one per month bc they get laggy if i put too much

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britneyshakespeare · 27 days

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screw whatever else i've said; the most important thing you can do in this lifetime is watch tv

#i started king the land the other day and OH MY GOODNESS #i did not expect to like it this much i am having so many thoughts #i am only in the middle of episode six #last night i went to bed in between episodes 3 and 4 and i was like. i am so ready to go right to beddy bye shut my tired little eyes #and i slept for 7 straight hours. that was like 10:30 PM to 5:30 AM exactly #i NEVER sleep like that #it was like i had been possessed by the god of longed-for and timely slumber #do you know how hard it is for me to go to bed or wake up that early?#depsite the fact i do it on a regular basis for work it is NOT natural to me #going to bed stresses me out and it takes a lot more work than it ends up being worth aldsfkaf #which is to say i practice good habits but bc of my anxiety it ends up not being very restful #i constantly wake up during the night etc.#tales from diana #a good tv show will put me to bed like magic. that's what im betting on. do your thing tv show!#by the end of episode 6 i better feel like a sleep fairy has cast me under her spell like i did last night #wouldnt that be great!#anyway i wish you all a good night's sleep. goodnight zzzzz

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ringneckedpheasant · 1 month

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hyperfixating on an oc I know almost nothing about in a setting I know only slightly more than nothing about & that I only have 2 pieces of art for is fucking agonizing. it’s just me & my binder full of notes on graph paper & my pinterest board 😔

#as always I wish I could know everything abt the 14th century Right Now #so tht I can start working on character details I won’t have to scrap later because I learn smth that contradicts them #spent my Fun Time today before I started homework just copying out lists of animals native to denmark #which I am going to get back to now in order to wind down from #the extra adderall & caffeinated beverage I needed to get me through 7 straight hours of algebra #brother johannes

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10-dutchies-12-bicycles · 16 days

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my sleep quality is like that one xkcd(?) image of modern internet infrastructure resting on a bunch of stuff but also one load-bearing project that someone has thanklessly been updating since the late 90s or sth

and my loadbearing little thing is my heating pad

this is the 3rd or 4th night in a row its kind of malfunctioning......

which means im incredibly fucking fucked

#i was like 'i want to at least get started on my thesis before the svhool year ends' but now this is happening #and i need good sleep quality to have any hopes of working on my thesis #fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk #mine #all the brandnew heating pads are advertised like 'dont worry! it automatically turns off! ^_^'#YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I NEED THIS THING TURNED ON FOR 7-10 HOURS STRAIGHT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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m0onjellies · 1 month

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I have a week and a half of finals left and I am not making it through y’all 🙏

#I js finished my aps on Monday and ap studying is a whole different kind of beast #and so were finals last year #this year finals are light as fuck and that means I will not be studying much this week cuz I cannot get myself to take this shit seriously #like Monday? hell. ap gov and apah on one day #I had to cover 40 percent of apah on my own in the weekend before the exam cuz the teacher didn’t 😭#I also still had to review for gov #so I was spending like 18-20 hours a day on studying for those classes last weekend #and then taking the tests were fun but also horrible experiences #cuz of all the fucking writing #l got to near 20 pages of writing that day #and now I’m spending like an hour and a half max reviewing for anything #I have a final tomorrow and I’m so unserious about it #the only kinda stressful thing is Spanish and bio both being next Thursday #and ig math on Monday #but they’re still pretty light cuz I hv so much time to study #when we don’t hv tests it’s all study hall #so I’m just sitting in a room for 5 hrs working during school #and that’s more than enough time for those exams #like I just have to do 80ish practice problems and make flashcards for Spanish everyday until Sunday #and then I’m gonna check my math study guide on Sunday #and then continue studying Spanish flashcards every day leading up to next Thursday #other than that I have to make lang flashcards and study a bit for lang (prob like 2ish hours) next Monday #and like 6-7 hours of studying bio #like this is not that bad???#and I’m so excited for summer!!!#I alr have so many things prepped I wanna do!!#imma try to read for 24 hrs straight & draw more & get back into printmaking & do an internship & work on speech and debate #& volunteer at a library with my friends & study for next yr & learn to knit/crochet #& listen to music more & get back into piano fr & exercise #ares.txt

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pa-pa-plasma · 6 months

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i'm going to fucking kill someone. i got screamed at & called selfish & stupid for telling my mom to wear a mask. she gave me covid

#& you wanna know the kicker? she's going on a vacation. yeah. she's going on a plane right now while badly sick with covid #how do i communicate with people who are literally missing their brain?#it was my sister who screamed at me btw. she feels the need to play devil's advocate whenever i open my mouth #my mom did what she always does & coughed 17 times without covering her mouth & then sat down in the livingroom to doomscroll for 7 hours #what the actual fuck is it with parents & not covering their mouths when they cough or sneeze? they straight up just spray people with covi #& then laugh about it when you point it out as if spreading the fucking plague is funny #best part is that we're pretty sure her getting covid 5 times a year because she refuses to wear masks killed her husband #not joking about that btw. all she had to say oh ''ooh yeah that would explain it''#like ??????????????????????#i didn't get the chance to go grocery shopping either so now i dont have any fresh food #if i have to eat one more frozen or processed meal i'm gonna fucking kill someone. & now i cant do that because i have basic empathy #i don't even feel right ordering food cuz like. i have to interact with someone to do that (can't pay online)#i avoid covid for this long & then get it because ''people look at you weird if you wear masks. you wouldn't get it''#bitch i'm queer. i wear queer pins. i wear a queer jacket. you're telling ME i wouldn't get receiving weird looks???#god my sister wants to be oppressed so fucking bad. i'm sorry but bitch isn't a slur & you're a fucking coward for not wearing masks #i hope you cant fucking work for weeks because of this bullshit. bitch

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bugsoda · 9 months

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hehe hi 👋 it's me :3

for the ask game:

27. What's your favorite book? (or just one you've read a few times?)

26. What are some seemingly childish things you like?

43. Do you have siblings? if so how many?

34. What's your favorite flower?

9. When is your birthday?

19. Do you have a best friend? how long have you

been friends?

50. Wild Card. any question, ask away!

did you listen to the new Hozier album yet?! :3

21. How was your day today?

and

28. How are you, really?

<3

- girl-hobbit 🤎🌿

ow wow ok!!

27. six of crows is so good. so good.

26. i love cartoons, games like 4 square, coloring books, climbing trees, popping bubble wrap, splashing in puddles, doing carwheels. uhhh a lot of things :]

43. i have a sister 2 years older than me and a brother 6 years younger than me :p

34. just wildflowers i guess???? like fields of them <3333

9. october 27 :D its the best birthday

19. sort of? i have two friends ive known since like 2nd grade and we are really close but we’re also close with other people. i guess yes??

50. ok dont hate me but i listened to the first like 5 songs the day it released and then i kept gettinf distracted and forgetting so i havent listened to it in full yet :(( i will though i promise!! ill do it today >:3

21. good! i got a root beer float at school :DD

28. tbh i keep getting really upset about school and its Not Fun. more in tags

#thank youu #<3 #ask #girl-hobbit!#ok mini rant :#i hate the fact that i have to wake up hours before my body naturally wants to #then stay in the same place for 7 hours mostly just sitting at a desk.#i get home around 4. rest for maybe an hour/do chores. eat dinner at 6. maybe watch a show with my parents.#one thing about me is that i have a super hard time focusing/starting things! so it takes me 3/4 hours to do my homework #especially when i think its stupid. if its a lot of work and i think its stupid my brain straight up refuses to do it.#and then i also have issues falling asleep so i get maybe 5-6 hours every night if im lucky.#theres no way i can alter my schedule to make it better. theres no solution for me unless i give up more freetime!! wtf!!#learning is great and important but this schedule does not fucking work for me. it just doesnt. and it pisses me off !#anyway. that was kind of a full rant not a mini rant. sorry bout that.

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furtiveseal · 1 year

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Dying going through the five stages of grief then coming back exactly the same

#the consequences of my train being late are me having to work 7 hours straight so i can catch my other train #and i want to bash my head in #seal talks

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okami · 11 months

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Also I've been run off my feet and working all alone in work for the last 4 out of 5 days and they're bitching about stuff that hasn't been done as if I haven't been busting my ass in 34 degree heat to do as much as possible ALONE I could cry

#AND i had my goddamn period i have endometriosis and STANDING is hard let alone 7 hours straight of physical work! fuck!

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enigmaticpink · 1 year

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I miss my work friends and the brownies sold in the cafeteria at work, don't miss the 56 hour work weeks and the slow descent into insanity tho

#looking for a job with actual normal hours now bcus jfc 7 days straight and swing shift will have you sleeping your life away #i was always working and when I qas working i was sleeping #capitalism is hell

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muirneach · 1 year

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clap and cheer i finished my fucking final law paper

#he asked for 3-4 pages. i gave him 7 double spaced that was WITH editing down from 9 #im sorry. i had things to say #i do feel it was not my best work but also AUGHH i dont care anymore <33 #genuinely worked on it for 10.5 hours straight today #oh well. its done now. if i have to use my brain at all for the next week i might die

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vulpinesaint · 10 months

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in other news i get two weeks of summer break!!! :D i thought my summer classes were going to just lead me straight into school again but i do actually get some breathing room before it all starts up once more :D

#can't WAIT to be back in french class i'm gonna have so much fun #and like! ten thousand english classes!!!! everybody say yayyyyyy!!!!#gonna see what i'm taking rn actually. chronicle it #taking literary theory + criticism ; us literature 1 ; folklore and mythology ; sacred texts ; nd emerging lit in global context #on the waitlist for the emerging lit one. but i am first on the waitlist so. it's practically my class already #absolutely no doubt that someone will drop if i'm not just allowed to crash #even if i don't get it it's no big deal though honestly! it would be my only tuesday/thursday class so i wouldn't have to be on campus...#spending five days a week on campus is pretty silly. i got through it last semester but it'd be nice not to have that #nd i'm at 18 units with that class so if i don't take it i'll be back down to 15 which is totally reasonable #bracken's favorite hobby is actually being completely insane with his school + work schedule #18 units and i'm still like 'yeah i wanna work 20 hours though'#you have clinical issues. shut up.#anyway hopefully i'll be able to work 20 hours a week on top of this sdkfjghdsf #if monica gives me morning shifts! i can do that easy peasy (afternoon shifts are 5 hours instead of 3 and a half now. kiss kiss)#so two + a half afternoon shifts a week and a couple morning shifts... we're so set #'bracken when will you have time to do homework' that's a problem for me to solve by just not having free time <3 #one of my classes is asynchronous so. ha. haha. i'm sure i'll have appropriate amounts of time to do work.#mondays + wednesdays i have class straight from 1:30 to 7 but it's FINE! it's FINE!#i'm sure i will be very reasonable about it #i got through my three hour 5-8 film lecture last semester. so i can do anything #would i prefer morning classes? oh absolutely. but having the morning for homework will still be good for me #so excited to be back in school i love school so much #( <— has been in school this whole time w/ summer classes )#OH MY GOD I WAS GONNA SAY THOUGH. I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED TO TAKE FOLKLORE AND MYTHOLOGY #anyway #valentine notes

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