guess who just got sent the same stupid pictures of someones wrist slit open. Just like some of my mutuals have already received.

yess meee

told them to kts but accidentally posted it publicly so my death threat never went through 💔💔💔💔 (it’s deleted dwwww i’m just stupid lmao)

I’M LITERALLY EATING RN TOO I FEEL LIKE CRYING

Aka Riders Lullaby from Centaurworld

Lay your head on my chest so I can sing you a lullaby and gently run my fingers through your hair until you slowly drift off to sleep 🥰🫶

theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh

What can you even say to this?

TWs for death, child death, blood, and things of that nature. I’m not sure what other tags would help

ya know what I’m deciding not to give a shit if my job doesn’t like me missing work bcuz I’m in agonizing pain

Currently undecided on if I actually want to go to see the chosen today for multiple reasons 🤪

Contemplating throwing myself off the tallest roof I can find because I couldn’t finish rawnsyf today due to power outages so enjoy this adorable photo of Marcia and the chapter will be up tomorrow assuming I don’t throw myself on the blade first.

hi so i just finished bridge to terabithia and now i’m unwell and my eyes are red because i’ve been crying before i’d even reached 20 minutes of it for i actually knew what was going to happen and by the time i reached an hour something something i just straight up sobbing screaming into my pillow. and now it’s 12 am and i’m still thinking about them. because god, look at them, how they were, the little world they lived in, wouldn’t you just love that, to run away, to escape, to grasp that childhood naivety and innocence that you lost a long time ago, to feel the sun in your skin and the air in your lungs and to paint fantasies and laugh and play and run hidden away from the world and find an old run down tree house and decided to make it your own little shelter and pin up canvases on the worn wood and paint and let your creativity goes wild and have someone understand you and gets you and do it with you, and wouldn’t you just love to have something so constant, so sincere, so genuine, so pure, so real, that there wasn’t anything else. if i knew i was going to cry this much, if i knew how much space this movie would make in my life, i wouldn’t have started this movie tonight. i would have been in peace on the floor of my room, not realizing how badly i actually want something like this even though i would never unironically admit this to anyone in my life or even myself when i’m outside of the familiar place of my mind, for that matters

hi it’s my birthday tomorrow

It’s incredible, every time I think I can’t feel worse, I suddenly do

Do you plan on getting any non millipede friends

I do! I’d love to get some more isopods and raise some beetles from larva again. I’d also LOVE to get back into fish keeping my faves are bettas, shrimps, corydoras and kuhli loaches! Maybe a snake or gecko further down the line? But those are what I know the least about and would be most hesitant to get as I want any creatures I get to have the best care I can give them.

I’d say the only creatures on my never list are spiders, roaches, centipede, anything else that moves overly fast or has a bad bite/is venomous/poisonous. Probably turtles too just due to their life spans.

But millipedes and isopods are what I’m able to keep right now as I’d have to get some new tanks for anything else, as well as all the research I’d need to do to be comfortable keeping them.

Oh also I do have two cats I just don’t post about them here, and I plan to possibly get a third next year but we’ll see :3

fuck, audhd burnout is a bitch.

top 5 pt appointments that make you cry on the sidewalk after

Listen, okay, you don’t have to like Taylor Swift. You don’t have to enjoy her, you don’t have to respect her, you don’t have to listen to her music. You can roll your eyes when her songs come on and berate her about the environment all you want.

I just want to say that she gets it. As much of a billionaire superstar as she is, she gets it. Taylor Swift, in my opinion, writes songs about the full range of human emotions. That full range, whether you want to admit it or not, includes the most embarrassing emotions that come from being in a relationship and having it end.

And yeah, she’s straight. She’s a straight white woman writing about being in relationships with straight white men. She writes about the full range of human emotions that straight white woman feel. As a straight white woman who has only dated straight white men, I have to say I appreciate her.

What I’m trying to say is that I just got out of a long-term relationship that ended really badly. And I’m taking the breakup really badly. It’s been one of the worst times in my life and led to some of the most severe depression I’ve ever experienced. The Tortured Poets Department, as cringey as the title and marketing may be, has some songs that talk about what I’m going through in a way I haven’t heard from any other artist. She makes me feel like I’m not insane or alone.