Funny how my brother still doesn't want to learn from the situation we all are in at home because ameeron vali lifestyle dekh sikh ke bande ko lagta hai bas vahi sab hai jahan hum hai vahan asliyat ka samna khatarnak lagne laga hai par bhai yeh bhi sach hai aur voh bhi bas yeh niche se juda hua sach zindagi mein bada kuch sikha deta hai jo bade bade flats ameer parties aur posh lifestyle aur posh dost nahi

And god it's for this reason that my brother is never ever informed about anything in this house because it's always hide things from him now, he has to focus on his studies, don't tell him that voh jhel nahi payega

And that's why he is in his own goddamn world like mummy batao sach kya hai dil tutne do aankhe khulne do ki humare pehle ke lifestyle humare friends jo type ke ghar se hai kaise kya differences hai kitna easy hai chizein aur kitni difficult

Sometimes I feel I grew up earlier than him because whatever shit would go on be it surprise transfers or the most negative news at home it was told to me first and it would then be passed on to my brother after his exams would take place or when he is in "safe" zone to be informed.

Aur jis bande ne life se hi sikhne ko mana kiya baithi hi life uske liye thokaron ke sath sikhane ko. We at home have protected him a lot ab 4 mahine baad bhagwan bharose chorr do