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zpidey-sense · 6 years

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spooky surprises [Peter Parker x Reader]

Description: a Halloween night full of spooky surprises and a masked hero.

Warnings: curses, not a lot but definitely some curses. So if you don’t like that, oops sorry lmao.

Word count: it’s long 5.740!

Note: 👻🎃happy Halloween! I love Halloween with my whole soul 🖤and so after some time thinking I decided to make a Halloween themed imagine. I hope you like it, and again I hope the pronoun they/them is okay for everyone, I think this fandom is more diverse and it defo needs more representation! Btw this is my second piece of writing I ever publish here!

Also, creds to the one who did the gif. I found it on google!

And! Here is my masterlist! if you’re interested

(And I know I’m so late but I tried to upload on Halloween and yesterday but my internet and my tumblr didn’t let me, it didn’t even let me safe the changes I did. So here it is anyway! Anyway if you miss Halloween already here you have this and Happy Fucking Christmas’ Eve lmao)

People around me were laughing and being a bit too loud for my liking, so I was pretty annoyed at the same time that I was trying to not pay attention at my surrounding while trying to find my chemistry book in my locker as well. At this right moment I was definitely overwhelmed by the loudness around me, but simultaneously I couldn’t help but feel excited, and that was just because today was Halloween and that could mean only one thing.

For today, I could be anything I wanted to be.

And that was just what I was doing.

‘’Boo!’’, the one and only, MJ said on a kinda soft way while laying her back in the locker next to mine, smiling just a bit and letting me see a glimpse of something that looked like vampire fangs. I couldn’t believe it.

‘’Woah!!’’, I let out definitively surprised ‘’am I really seeing fangs there?’’ I ask with a smile. Now truly glad to have MJ here, because now I could focus on a conversation instead of how terribly and obnoxiously loud the people around us were being.

But I wasn’t just glad of that, also because she was actually in a costume. In all the years I’ve been friends with MJ she has never been something for Halloween, not even when we were kids... well except that time when she lost a bet against me and I obeyed her to be the Robin to my Batman.

But that was different.

‘’Yep, you’re really seeing this’’ she said, then proceeding to smile really wide to let me see her fangs better, I couldn’t help but smile bigger and look at her from head to toe now. She was dressed all in black, with a shirt that read Dracula’s Child in red and shinny font, she was even wearing a black velvet cape with red on the inside.

MJ looked just amazing. She even had black lipstick on, something that looked perfect on her. Fuck, she really nailed her look.

‘‘Whadaya think?’‘ she asked after I took a better look at her costume. She was now chewing some gum, which to be honest made her look like a total bad bitch. But on a good way.

‘’You... woah, I just- you look amazing MJ!’’ I said with a little smile closing my locker after I finally found my chemistry book. ‘’Why didn’t you tell me you were going to dress up for Halloween? You look terrific!’’

‘’Uhm... I wanted to surprise you Y/N, this is your favorite festivity after all. So, surprise!’’ she said while shrugging, I couldn’t help but smile again. Dressed like that she looked like one of those super cool-laid-back teenagers you see in movies, even her attitude was right, but to be honest that was just MJ being MJ. ‘’So, do you really think I look good, nerd?’’

‘’Yeah! Of course I do, I think it’s completely amazing, you look even better than me!’’, but as soon as I said that she started to say no at the same time a bubblegum exploded on her lips, I just smiled at the image.

‘’Oh please Y/N don’t be ridiculous, I know I look good but you... damn, you always reign on this kind of stuff’’ she said, making me blush instantly as we started to walk down the hallway that was full of people dressed up as many things. Even if I hated how loud it was, I loved to see everyone having a great time. ‘’I mean come on! Look at this’’, MJ said pointing at my costume and then taking the mask off my hands.

She then just started to examine it, turning it backwards and looking at every single angle of it. I smiled again while we just kept walking through the sea of dressed up people, well this Halloween I was dressed up as Spider-Man. Our friendly neighborhood superhero, and by personal choice, my favorite one.

And I loved it.

‘’Oh come on, it’s not t...’’, but she interrupted me immediately with a fast no no no no, making me giggle.

‘‘Whatever you’re gonna say just hush... I now you’ve been working really hard on this whole thing the whole month. And to be honest, is amazing Y/N’’, I just smiled while I felt how the warm in my cheeks started to grow again, God I knew I looked like a fucking tomato now. ‘’It looks a lot like the real one, and when I say a lot it is a lot!’’

‘’Thanks MJ, it really means a lot to me!’’, I said on a funny way taking back my mask and looking at it, maybe it didn’t have the bionic eyes spidey had on his suit, I didn’t have that kind of technology but MJ was right, it still looked pretty cool.

So I smile softly at MJ and she smiled back at me, then just looking in front of us and starting to make our way to the classroom without talking much. As we kept walking many people kept complimenting the both of us and as MJ just smiled at them, I completely blushed and gave them a kind of weird grin as an answer.

I wasn’t used at all to this kind of attention, but again it was Halloween so I lowkey loved it. But it was still pretty weird.

‘‘So what?’‘, MJ said finally on the classroom while taking her usual seat next to mine.

‘‘Of what?’‘ I asked leaving the books on the table and looking at the front door just as a guy dressed as Bubbles from the Power Puff Girls made its way in. I couldn’t help but smile again, fuck I really loved Halloween.

‘‘What are we going to do this Halloween night? I was thinking on a horror movie marathon at my place, with lots of candy and fast food you know, like every year’‘ but I just blushed thinking about it. I mean I still didn’t have the heart to tell her I couldn’t make it for tonight, that’s why I’ve been avoiding this conversation for the past week.

‘‘I-’‘ but she interrupted me without hesitation.

‘‘What? God Y/N you’ve been acting super weird every time I tell you something about our plans for tonight... just tell me what’s up in your mind’‘, she said being really direct about it.

‘‘Uh... I-I well, okay. Don’t kill me! But I can’t really make it for tonight, I’m so sorry’‘

‘‘What? Why?’‘ MJ let’s out, more sad than disappointed, as I thought she was going to be. She was even making a little pout and to be honest she looked adorable.

‘‘I am so freaking sorry! I’ve been trying to find ways to tell you but my dad has a date tonight and it is with this person that he doesn’t stop talking about, and you know how he has been since you know... my mom and all that shit... and that’s why I have to take my brother to ask for candy, because my dad is really excited about the date and in the other hand Matt is really, really excited about the candy since October started as well and he was even more when he saw me as Spider-Man this morning and... I am so sorry’‘

‘‘Awww Y/N, why didn’t y-’‘

‘’Oh my god, Peter look!’’ I suddenly hear Ned shout, making me turn around as MJ suddenly stopped talking.

Damn, he was right there and now he was coming. Oh my god. Why he was coming? Oh my god.

‘‘Woah!!! Y/N I didn’t know you liked Spider-Man!’‘ Peter Parker said now standing right next to me, directly in front of my face. And so fucking close to me. I suddenly couldn’t say anything else.

A, really cute by the way, Peter Parker dressed as a Stormtrooper started to talk immediately since I didn’t say anything for some seconds and just kept staring at him without even moving. ‘‘I-I mean there is nothing wrong if you like him. I actually like him a lot as well... b-but I mean not on that way... but I’m n-not saying neither you like him on that way! Erm, but what I really wanted to say is that you look so dope! This costume is totally out of this world, did you make it? Cause it’s totally dope and... I said that already, right? Oh god...’‘, he kind of looked at MJ and blushed. ‘‘I’m so sorry, I didn’t mean to interrupt you two, I-I just saw you and thought I needed to say something because you know, you look totally great! and-’‘

God he looked fucking adorable when he was rambling like that, I couldn’t help but smile at him.

‘‘Parker, is alright, calm the fuck down’‘, MJ lets out kind of rolling her eyes, meaning that she was done with his rambling which only made me find this situation even more funny.

It’s not that MJ hated Peter, it’s just that he could really freak her out. And right in this moment, he was doing it.

‘‘Yeah, it’s okay Pet, you didn’t interrupt us at all. And yeah! I totally like Spider-Man, that’s why I decided to be him today’’, I said as I blushed.

‘‘I think the term ‘‘like’‘ is short for how much you actually love Spider-Man, Y/N’‘, MJ just blurts out casually, making me blush even more.

‘‘Michelle’‘, I whisper at her at the same time I hit her arm with my elbow, which only made her giggle.

‘‘Wh-what? Are you... erhm, are you serious about that?’‘, Peter let’s out now all blushed meanwhile Ned was totally freaking out, for some reason I didn’t get, next to him.

‘‘God, alright yeah’‘, I say rolling my eyes. ‘‘But don’t tell anyone, please’‘, I say suddenly placing my hand above his.

Something I wouldn’t do if I was on my right mind. God, why did I do that? I asked my self as I started to feel more nervous now.

‘‘Yeah! Yeah, sure don’t worry about it Y/N!’‘ he let’s out on a kind of high pitched tone, making me smile because that’s how I knew he was actually really nervous as well.

I just smile and slowly let go of his hand, just as Ned starts to talk. ‘‘So, do you guys have any plans for tonight?’’, he asks with a huge smile.

‘‘Apparently, nope!’‘ MJ says then looking at me with a smile, letting me know that she totally understood it. ‘‘I mean I think I’ll just watch horror movies in my room while stuffing myself with some candy’‘.

‘’That sounds fun!’’, Ned says with a huge smile. ‘’What about you, Y/N?’’

‘‘Yeah, well I’ll just go with my little brother to ask for candy and probably get some candy myself’‘, I say actually hoping for it. My brother always hated to share his candy with me, even though my dad always made him cause ‘‘too much candy was bad for him’‘.

‘‘Great, I’ll probably see you two, you know... or maybe Aunt May will, yeah’‘, he said with a smile. Peter lived in the same neighborhood as me so I was probably going to be asking around his block.

And maybe if he was around, stay some more minutes over his apartment just to do a little chat.

‘‘Sure, I hope!’‘

‘‘Great!’‘, and then after some seconds of saying nothing he just kept walking to his usual spot with Ned walking behind him, as he kept whispering something on Peter’s ear.

‘‘Hey Peter! By the way, I really like your costume, I love Star Wars’‘, I say with a little smile, making him blush instantly as he turned around again to look at me.

‘‘And I really like yours too, Spider-Man’‘ I just smile and then turn around, MJ was looking at me on a really funny way.

‘‘God, you guys are so fucking obvious.’‘, she said whispering mostly to herself while now opening a book.

‘‘About what?’‘, I asked her starting to open my notebook.

‘‘You guys so like each other, the whole school, including the teachers know about it’‘, she said as if it was the most obvious thing ever.

‘‘What?!’‘ I blurted out immediately, in a tone a bit too high for my liking. ‘‘No, we don’t!’‘ I shout-whisper at her after seeing that some people turned around just to look at me.

‘‘Sure, Jan’‘ MJ lets out and then just laughs when I hit her arm at the same time I let out a soft fuck off Michelle, because she knew I hated that meme. I was going to ask her about what did she mean by all that, but then I just shut up when I see our teacher entering the classroom.

Miss Ramirez just started to write something in the board as she started to speak, but it was just a reminder that our next quiz was supposed to be the next week. But I already knew that so I couldn’t help to look back and find Peter already looking at me. He blushed and kind of looked away a bit ashamed, so just before turning back again I just smiled at him, making him smile back at me which made me feel... weirdly good.

Well, maybe MJ was right... maybe I did like him.

God, and maybe it was a lot.

‘‘Look at all this candy!’‘, Matt said taking a lot of candy with his little hands and then just throwing them in the air, getting hit by them while falling on the floor of his room. I couldn’t help but giggle at the view.

He was so freaking excited and happy, and I was so glad.

‘‘Amazing, right?’‘, I asked now sitting on his bed and taking my bag of candy before he did. I didn’t want my candy to be flying around in his room. ‘‘You had fun, bud?’‘

‘‘I had the best of the nights tonight!!’‘, he said looking at me and then smiling eally wide, showing me how his two front teeth were still missing. He looked just adorable. ‘‘Thank you so much for taking me to ask for candy, Spider-Man’‘

I couldn’t help but laugh at the Spider-Man, he has been calling me like that ever since this morning and he was totally convinced that I was the real Spider-Man, which was actually really nice if you think about it.

‘‘You’re really welcome, Matty’‘, I just smile and take a piece of chocolate from my candy bag, while eating it I just look at him and smile having an idea that I knew he was going to love. ‘‘So... what do you think about watching a movie before going to bed?’‘

‘‘Really?! But it’s school night’‘, he whispered the last part as he didn’t want anyone else to listen, making me giggle.

‘‘So what? Dad is not here’‘, I say raising a bit my eyebrows. ‘‘Come on, I’ll let you pick the movie!’‘

And just as I said that he took the iPad immediately, starting to look for movies in Netflix, I just smile and get out of the room to the living room to fix the couch so we could watch the movie on a comfortable way. Some minutes later he just storms out of his room while waving the iPad in the air and screaming ‘’this one, this one, this one!!’’.

God, he was going to drop it and then break it, so dad then would kill me. So I immediately take the iPad and look at the movie he picked, and then back at him a bit incredulous.

‘‘It?’‘, he then just starts nodding really fast, making me giggle again. I think the sugar was starting to kick in. ‘‘It? Are you serious, Matthew?’‘

‘‘I’m totally serious spidey! Everyone at my school talks about it, especially in my grade’‘, so I just raise my eyebrows at that. Matt was only 8 years old and if the parents of his classmates were really letting them see that kind of movies then... Damn.

Bad parenting and nights full of nightmares right there.

‘’Really?’’

‘’Yes, really!’’, and that’s when I knew he wasn’t going to stop bugging me about it until we saw this movie.

‘‘Alright boy, but I don’t want any nightmares or you telling dad anything about this. Okay?’‘, so he just takes my pinky on a really cute way and interlaces it with his.

‘‘Okay, I promise’‘, so I just smile and sit on the couch, letting him sit next to me to watch the movie. He was already on his Pj’s meanwhile I was still wearing my Spider-Man costume.

So after covering him with a blanket I just start the movie, I left the lights on just in case he got too scared, which was probably going to happen because well it was It, and actually everything was alright the first 2 minutes of the film... then it happened, what was most likely to happen.

It started with Matt covering up one of his eyes, then minutes later him raising his legs up so they wouldn’t be anywhere near the floor. Then he started to whisper stuff like, ‘‘the music is too scary’‘ or ‘‘that clown is scaring me Y/N’‘, but I didn’t say anything.

He then covered his eyes completely while he kind of hid his face on my abdomen, just watching for a few seconds but actually watching none of it which just made me giggle. He was actually totally freaked out but after like an hour of it he didn’t say anything else, or even moved.

Some minutes later I noticed that he was actually totally asleep so I just paused the movie and took him to bed, he was just 8 so he was really easy to lift. So I put him on his bed and cover him. I left his door open so the light from the hall could come in just in case, because I didn’t want him to freak out if he suddenly woke up in the middle of the night.

And also I really didn’t want my dad to be woken up by screams and then my brother admitting him what I just let him do. My dad would ground me for the rest of my life!

So before I leave I take my bag of candy from the table and walk out to the living room again, to continue watching the film which was, being honest, one of my favorite films ever. I was really into it and since I watched it for the first time I was obsessed.

I wasn’t paying attention to anything else but the screen and the movie, the volume wasn’t that high so it wouldn’t wake Matt up or anything like that, so I was really paying attention to it. I even put my phone on night mode so anything could distract me from the TV.

There was this scene that really disturbed and intrigued me at the same time, so I was really paying attention to it when suddenly I hear a little tap in the window next to the couch, making me stop caring about the movie as my whole body got covered in goosebumps.

God, what the hell?

I really didn’t want to watch but the tap was there again like two more times, so after some seconds of convincing my self it was just my paranoia and imagination I finally turn around, finding the silhouette of someone looking right at me from outside the window and standing right there in the emergency stairs.

And just when I saw it I couldn’t help but scream as high as I could, turning on the lamp with my shaky hands and finding out instantly that it was in fact Spider-Man standing right there and not a fucking murderer clown.

‘‘What the fuck’‘, I let out a bit too loud, looking at him now totally confused. Just what the fuck.

‘‘H-hey! I’m so sorry, did I scare you? I’m so sorry, that wasn’t my attention at all’‘ Spider-Man said then kneeling down in the floor of the stairs so I could see him better. ‘‘I’m really sorry!’‘

‘‘Wha-what?’’, it was the only thing I could say while I tried to calm down a bit, my heart was racing because for some reason I really thought that was fucking Pennywise.

‘’Oh my god, are you okay?’’, he asked a bit more loud at the same time the eyes of his suit got wider. He sounded actually worried.

‘’I-I yeah, yeah I am okay’’, I let out finally saying something. ‘’God... I just- I was watching It and... I thought you-you... Pennywise... agh, nevermind’’ I say to him as I show him the screen and then look at him again. ‘’What- uhm, I don’t want to sound rude or anything, but what are you doing here?’’, I ask totally confused.

He then just nods as if he just remembered why he was in my apartment, ‘’oh yeah! Someone told me you really admire Spider-Man... I mean me! You really admire me, that much that you even made a costume of me for Halloween! And I just happened to pass by on my night patrol and... well, just... hello?’’, he added the last part on an awkward and cute way, which just made me giggle.

‘’Are you fucking serious?’’, I said now really excited and not scared at all, finally getting up and walking to the window, opening it a bit better so he could come in if he wanted to.

‘’Yep!’’, he said now putting his hands above his hips and doing that typical ‘’superhero’’ pose. ‘’Oh! and I also came here to offer you a swing across the neighborhood... I mean, if-if you wanted to, you can say no if you don’t want and that’s totally alright...’’

But I just stopped him, ‘’oh my god, oh my god, are you serious?! Of course yes!’’ I scream not that loud getting out of my apartment through my window and standing now in front of him. He was just some inches taller than me and he looked really, really strong.

I never thought I could be this close to a superhero, let alone this close to freaking Spider-Man! And it never ever crossed my mind the thought of him actually coming to my house just to ask me if I wanted a swing through my neighborhood.

God, this must be a fucking dream.

‘’Oh, alright! Then perfect!’’, he said then taking me by my waist and holding me closer to him, which to be honest was everything I wanted right now. ‘’Hold tight to me!’’

And then without saying anything else he just fell down the stairs with me by his side, webbing a building in front of mine and then swinging across the street just like he did every night when he was patrolling the city. I felt like wanting to scream, but I didn’t do it... I wasn’t scared, I was feeling really weird and then after some seconds I just realized I actually felt free, as the cold wind from Halloween hit my face and made my hair fly on a wild way.

Fuck, this was amazing. There was no way to describe the feeling.

So I just hugged Spider-Man even more tight and kept looking around us as we passed my neighbor’s houses and cars, and as we flew by the trees and just everything that was in our way... it was amazing. I could feel him looking at me under the mask, which just made me smile even more.

After some more minutes of web-swinging for some blocks he just took me back to my apartment, holding me still as we got back to the emergency stairs in front of my window. We were already on the ground and safe from falling, and he was still close, but that wasn’t something that bothered me at all. Actually... I loved it.

‘’That was... just amazing. Woah Spider-Man! I can’t actually believe you do this every single day, it’s just freaking amazing!’’ I started to say while he was still holding me close.

‘’I know right!’’ he said in the same tone as me, actually even more excited than I was.

‘’Yeah! It’s just... Woah!’’ I said and then we just fell in a little silence, him then taking his hands off my waist on a rather awkward but cute way.

‘’I’m really glad you liked it!’’, he said now slowly starting to walk a bit away.

‘’I’ll make sure to tell Peter how thankful I am for this!’’, I said immediately making him open the eyes of his suit on a really wide way again. I noticed that I really liked when he did that, it was just really cute.

‘’Wha-what? Peter? How do you know it was Peter?’’ he said stuttering a bit, which someway reminded me of someone I knew.

‘‘Yeah! I guess it was Peter Parker the one who told you about me and my costume... right? I mean, because of the Stark Internship and all that’’ I said as if it was obvious, seeing how the muscles of his shoulders relaxed instantly as I said that.

‘’Ooohhhh yeah! The Stark Inter... I mean Peter’’, he said starting to nod immediately as he pointed at me. ‘’Yeah! That’s right, he told me everything about it this afternoon, yeah! He is such a nice guy though... you’re his friend right?’’

‘’Well... yeah! I could say that’’ I say kind of looking down. ‘’I mean, I wish we were more like real friends and not just classmates, you know? I don’t even have his number... and well, he seems like a really nice guy’’

‘’Well, he totally thinks the same about you!’’ he said immediately, a bit too excited and again reminding me of someone but I really didn’t know who. ‘’I mean... I think you should totally talk to him more’’

‘’Do you think?’’, I asked with a little smile.

‘’I don’t think, I actually know’’, he then just nods and walks a bit more away. ‘’So huh... I think I should go back to my night patrol and all that... that was really fun Y/N...’’, Spider-Man started to say while caressing his head a bit as he kept walking backwards, but I just stopped him.

‘’Wait!’’, I said smiling and walking closer to him. ‘’I actually got plenty of candy and... and maybe you would like to eat some and maybe talk a bit? After all my dad won’t be home after midnight and I don’t really feel like finishing It anymore’’, I nodded saying no and then looking back at my house, which was just as I left it. ‘’And I don’t really feel like sleeping neither’’

‘’I-uh... well, yeah... yeah, why not?’’, he said then walking again next to me. ‘’I don’t think there is nothing to patrol in Halloween Night besides teenagers running around annoying each other’’ and what he just said made me smile.

‘’You’re right... uhm... would you-uh... would you like to go to my room? After all here it’s a bit chilly and well, I don’t wanna get sick’’, I just shrug, already getting inside my living room again. He didn’t look that sure at first but after some seconds he just got in.

‘’And... uhm, why isn’t your dad home?... or your mom?’’ he asked immediately, looking around the house.

‘’Yeah, my dad is on a date and my mom... well, she hasn’t been home for the last 5 years, so whatever’’ I just turn around and make as if I was looking for my phone, blushing just because I sounded too hurt.

Of course I was hurt, I just didn’t like to show it with anyone.

‘’I’m really sorry’’, he lets out as I picked my bag of Halloween candy and my phone from the couch.

‘’It’s fine Spider-Man, it doesn’t matter now’’, I let out while smiling a bit. ‘’Now follow me, but let’s be quiet’’ I said as I start walking to my room, passing by my brother’s room and looking at him sleeping fine just as I left him.

We finally get in my room and I turn around to look at him, he was looking around while detailing every single thing he could with his bionic eyes. I just looked away and sat down in my bed, feeling a bit ashamed for some reason.

‘’I like your room Y/N... its like y... like really, really cool!’’

‘’Thanks spidey!’’, I suddenly let out and then just blush instantly. ‘’A-are you okay with me calling you like that? I feel like Spider-Man is way too... formal’’.

He let’s out a soft giggle, that somehow reminds me of someone again, but I just let it pass. ‘’Of course, spidey is totally alright’’, he nods and after some seconds he just sits down a bit away from me.

We awkwardly sit there for some minutes while he just looked around at my room and I ate some candy, me trying to stay calm and not freak because The Actual Spider-Man was in my fucking room meanwhile he looked way too chill. He then just suddenly looks at me and then down at the candy bag.

‘’Ca-can I?’’, he stutters on a way that I find cute.

‘’Of course! Get whatever you want’’, and he immediately gets a fun-size Twix, then kind of rolling his mask up till his lips were free to eat.

‘’You have no idea how much I love this candy!’’, he said already having a bite of it.

‘’Are you kidding me!?’’, I ask taking one as he did. ‘’This is the best candy ever made!’’ he just looked at me and nodded, completely agreeing with me.

After that nothing was awkward anymore.

It was actually really easy to talk with Spider-Man, because after some minutes I quickly realized that under that mask there was this typical teenager with not such a typical life. But still really relatable, in a weird way.

At first I was really surprised to find out that he was a teenager just like me, but I didn’t really comment on that so he wouldn’t feel uncomfortable about his secret identity and all that.

But we could talk about pretty much everything, we started with something simple as what were our favorite movies and music, then we moved on to our favorite soundtracks and eventually the series we liked the most. It turns out we had a lot in common but after some digging I found out he hasn’t watch Stranger Things yet, and I couldn’t believe it, so that was the only thing I kept kinda bugging him about the whole night.

After we got more comfortable in the bed we even listened to some music and it turns out, again, we pretty much loved the same artists, but that still didn’t stop me from showing him some new ones as he did as well. After the music was already over we kept talking about school and our favorite subjects in it.

He told me a secret I’ve always been curious about, that he actually made the webs of his web shooters and that he was really good in chemistry, I wasn’t really surprised because he seemed really smart. And after that I couldn’t resist to ask him about his superhero duties, which he was totally fine about answering.

He had millions of stories to tell me about, but to be honest my most favorite one was the churro lady one, and how he helped her to find the way to the place she needed to go. It was just adorable.

But after that we just kept talking about random and stupid stuff, and some time later he just admitted that he finally got the courage to ask me about my parents, and finally for the first time ever I could talk with someone about that that wasn’t MJ.

But just in the middle of my ramble I heard my dad unlocking the door and coming inside the apartment. And as Spider-Man and I were laying in the bed facing up the ceiling and totally chilling out, we just kind of panicked, he immediately jumping outside the window some minutes later.

So when he did that I just turned off the lights and hopped on the bed, covering my self with my blankets just some seconds before my dad walked inside my room just to check, but like I was ‘’asleep’’ after some seconds he just left. I carefully heard how he got in his room and closed the door behind him.

Just as soon as he did that I just got up from the bed and walked to the window. seeing how Spider-Man was hanging there from the wall. I couldn’t help but smile on a funny way.

‘’Are you alright, spidey?’’

‘’Yeah, yeah! What about you? Are you alright?’’, he asked then pulling down his mask again and kind of getting closer to me. Hanging like that he looked like a real spider.

‘’I am alright’’, I just smile and then kind of bite my lip. ‘’I think our talk... we could maybe leave it for later?’’

‘’Maybe... tomorrow?’’, he asks not that sure about it.

‘’Perfect’’, I say nodding.

‘’Then perfect’’, he nods. ‘’I think it’s time for me to leave now, and you should get some sleep Y/N’’

‘’You too spidey’’, I say as I suddenly get close leaving a kiss in where his cheek was. ‘’As my lil brother said earlier, I had the best of the nights tonight... thank you’’

‘’I-I... it... yeah! This w-was totally a great night! I rea-really enjoyed it Y/N, thank you too!’’, he kind of looked at me and then nodded. ‘’This was a great Halloween’’.

‘’This was definitely a great Halloween’’, I smile.

‘’I know’’, he then just nods and webs the building in front of mine. ‘’Now have a great night, darling!’’

Darling, I just repeat mentally while I feel how my knees got suddenly weak.

‘’Happy Halloween Spidey!’’, I kind of shout just as he swings across the street. I could hear his small giggle resonate in the cold air.

‘’Happy Halloween Y/N!’’, he shouts back a bit too loud.

And yep, it definitely was a happy one.

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im-sexy-and-im-mystictrash · 7 years

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Mate I need a favor 💖 So I have a request for a headcanon lol I need agnst in my life so (rip please help jk) So how would the rfa+v+saeran+ vanderwood reacting to MC finding out that they were cheating on them and that mc wanted a divorce/after the divorce she remarried a different rfa member Thanks Ik this may be hard for some characters and I'm sorry for that. Btw love your blog Please help me out fam

OooOO~ I like this~ I also added a surprise for more feels if that’s okay? heh heh Lets do some angst shall we? this is going to kill me :)

RFA+V+Saeran+ Vanderwood MC that finds them cheating and marries another member (with a twist)

Yoosung

You would have never seen this coming

But Yoosung changed as time went on

You noticed that there were mostly women that brought their animals into the animal clinic

and you noticed how much he loved all the attention he was getting from all those women

you being his only girlfriend and soon to be wife

he didn’t really get much experience with love

He thought for a moment

“What would it be like to be with someone else?”

Now he didn’t realize he said that out loud

You kept your mouth shut

You were angry

You were 2 months pregnant and he’s curious how it would be with others?

you just told him, which is why you two were more eager to get married

Is he having doubts about having kids?

He’s only been with one woman and he’s scared to commit?

Hell no

You were going to set him straight today

You couldn’t even wait for him to get back from work

You hurry to his office

“Hey Sherry, do you know where Yoosung is? I have to talk to him”

“Backroom like usual, and lucky for you today is a slow day”

That was lucky but it did strike you weird

You make it the room he’s in and you open it slightly

“I’m with MC”

You stop

You have got to be kidding me

this is not a TV drama

You just sit and listen to what’s happening

“But you did say you were attracted to me right?”

“Well yeah but MC-

She kissed him

That’s it

“Yoosung Kim!”

He jumped back

“MC I can-”

“Do not even finish that sentence”

You pull him out by the ear

The whole way home was awkward and silent

Once home you two sat down

He looked so guilty

“Well? I’m waiting for your side”

He sat there and took a breath

“She did kiss me and I didn’t kiss back”

“Good now go back to where you said and I quote, “What would it be like to be with someone else?”

His eyes widen

“Yoosung I heard you and I want to know if you are committed to me 100% I have to know now before we go through with this wedding and raise a child”

He froze a bit at the child word

At this point you got the answer

“Alright Yoosung, say no more…No marriage, You’re not ready…”

He was so sad

but he didn’t say anything because you were right

“I’m very angry that you didn’t just talk to me”

“I didn’t want to hurt you MC…”

You just do a bitter smile

“But you did Yoosung”

It was silent for a moment

“Yoosung…although we can’t be together…I hope you reconsider being there for our baby…”

You packed your stuff to leave

“MC you shouldn’t go! I’ll just find somewhere else to sleep!”

“honestly right now…This home doesn’t feel like it’s mine anymore…”

after you said those words you didn’t say anything else and left

You were trying to figure out where to go

The sun was about to go down and the day was clear and happy

but you didn’t exactly feel that way

“I could go to Zen…No he would go right after Yoosung”

“Jaehee would be best…but I don’t wanna bother her…”

Your phone rings and you pick it up and see it’s Jihyan

“MC I just…Are you okay?”

“Of course I am.”

There was a silence

“‘Then why are you crying”

You finally feel how raw your cheeks were from crying and quietly hiccuping

“I’m not…It’s just raining”

You hear foot steps stopping in front of you and you lift your head

“It’s not good to lie MC”

He wiped your cheeks

“Come on we should go and get out of this rain shall we?”

You stayed with Jihyan for a long while, you didn’t have the money to constantly be at a hotel or buy an apartment

“You can just stay here I’m willing to share”

As time went on Yoosung came around to helping with the baby

But you weren’t exactly ready to go back to him…well if you ever planned to

you think it’s around the time that Jihyan went with you to see the gender of the baby in place of Yoosung that you fell for him

but you kept it to yourself

You thought you were being selfish to think that way

it made you more determined to move out of his place

You didn’t want to fall more in love when you’re pregnant with another man’s baby

So when you tried to leave he wouldn’t even let you touch the door knob wow Jumin much?

“I’m sorry Jihyan but I have feelings for you so I cannot be here.”

Once those words were said he kissed you

“Then I really can’t let you leave”

You two kept it secret for a little bit

But then when you two knew you wanted to be serious you just had to tell Yoosung

He face fell

“You like…V now?”

You honestly felt bad

“Yes”

He kind of just laughed

“It’s okay…It’s my fault it happened”

Well he’s not wrong

“As long as your happy then I guess it’s okay…”

He bitterly smiled with a few tears

“Even if it’s not with me…I’ve only ever wished you to be happy”

Zen

Zen only ever looked at you

at first

honestly sometimes it did cross your mind that maybe Zen would cheat

but then you shook your head

“Zen would never, I’m just insecure”

So you always blamed yourself when he did something out of the usual

“He’s just working more hours to provide for me and our unborn baby

“Zen must be tired and stressed, having a pregnant wife and a hard working job can be a lot

So when you came home and heard zen…from your bedroom…with someone…else…

You knew this one isn’t on you

This was him

You just smiled sadly and left to the first person that came to mind

“Jaehee can i stay for a few days”

you stayed with Jaehee for more then a few days

Both you and her were devastated

Zen came by and apologized

“I never wanted to cheat on you, I was going to wait until i divorced you to continue with my other relationship”

He was just so casual about it that you didn’t even know what to think anymore

what was worse

Him cheating?

or him planning on leaving you to be with someone else?

they feel about the same

“I just don’t think I should be with someone I don’t love anymore”

You just nod with a fake smile like usual

you two divorce

although he did a wrong

You didn’t want to ruin his career so this whole situation was swept under the rug

Famous Zen and pregnant wife divorce because wife was jealous of all the attention Zen was getting!

Zen put those to rest

He didn’t want his fans to think bad of you

he didn’t hate you or dislike you

He just didn’t love you anymore

So he was there whenever it came to the baby

Every appointment and he checked on you daily to see how the baby was doing like nothing ever happened

it was killing you

What did help you was Jaehee

She was also at every one of your appointments

She was there as much as Zen but she made you feel better

when you fell for her you didn’t expect it to happen

you had told her about your feelings

you were surprised when she reciprocated your feelings

you were more then happy

you knew you two would be together for the long haul

When you told zen that you were moving on with Jaehee

He actually smiled

“I’m glad you found someone like I did, Jaehee will make a great addition to the family”

It stung a little

but he was right about one thing

you did find someone

someone that would love you far better then Zen ever could

Jaehee

She was never 100% there

Even though she did what she wanted

it seemed that she always was looking for more

first she thought that getting married to you would fill what she think is missing

“No it’s still not right”

Going to the next level

“Lets start a family”

That had to be it, that had to be was missing

So you two were trying for a baby

You wanted to be pregnant so you oped for insemination

But it was starting to be fruitless

But just when you thought about giving up

a test came up positive

You and Jaehee were going to have a baby!

Well

When you went to tell her the news she was already sitting down at the table

“MC…I must tell you something…”

She seemed so sad and upset

“Jaehee? I…I have something to tell you too”

“Please let me go first, I have to tell you this”

You were worried and scared even

You sat across from her waiting for her to speak

It took a few moments but she was able to say it

“I’m sorry MC but…I’ve been unfaithful”

You froze

“You…what?”

she was waiting for yelling or tears but it never came

You look at her and just

“I’m pregnant”

There was a light in Jaehee’s eyes

“You are?”

She was so excited she thinks there’s hope for you two

“I want a divorce”

That was something she wasn’t expecting

“But don’t you want to be together for the baby?”

“We don’t have to be together to raise this baby”

She couldn’t argue

“Okay”

The papers were filed but you both were civil

No matter how strong you are you still needed support

which Yoosung was more then willing to be there for

Yoosung was that support that Jaehee failed to be

When it came to you giving birth to your baby, it was Yoosung that was in there with you in the delivery room

not Jaehee

after you saw how much Yoosung loved your baby you wanted him

you two got wed and you had your family grow

you were pregnant with Yoosung’s baby

so as your family grew

Jaehee’s stayed the same

She never really moved on from you

But at least she figured out what she thought was missing

You

She just forgot it

and there’s no chance of getting you back

Jumin

He got so busy with work

He didn’t even have time with you or the kids

Elizabeth was getting sickly and it really started effecting Him

He was distant for awhile but then she got better

He was still very distant

You tried to figure out why he was so different but never could come up with an answer

So you asked him

“Dear…why are you so…Distant? me and the kids miss you”

He wasn’t beating around the bush

“It seems that the apple doesn’t fall for from the tree…I am a lot like my father when it comes to women”

“What do you mean?”

“I love you more then life itself MC”

“Jumin? you’re worrying me”

“But I have betrayed you”

You wanted to pretend he didn’t say that

with a shaky voice you asked

“I’m sorry…can you repeat that please?”

“MC I don’t intent to say that again because I know it hurts you”

“ah…yeah you’re right…haha…I need some air…watch the kids for me please”

Before he replies you run out

Walking around you just think

Do I stay with him?

I don’t want to be with someone that has cheated

But what a about the kids?

Well they are too young to remember this…

But they should have parents that are together…

you feel trickles of tears down your cheek

you pull out your phone to call Jaehee to talk to someone.

you call and hear a click

“Jaehee…I need to talk to you…”

You had said that with so much sorrow and sadness you could tell something was wrong

“MC? is that you?”

You stop

this isn’t Jaehee

you pull it away from your ear and see you accidentally called Saeyoung

“Oh I’m so sorry I didn’t mean to call you good bye”

“Wait wait! Can I help?”

You think about it while you’re crying

“Honestly? I don’t know if anyone can help me…”

“God seven can do anything for you!”

You giggle

you tell him where you are and he picks you up

on the way to his home you don’t talk about the problem

you talk about everything but the problem

When you show up there you still don’t say anything

you ended up falling asleep on his couch and woke up from the constant calls Jumin did

If you didn’t reply he would send the whole world after you

But you didn’t want to…you pick the phone anyways

“Don’t worry Jumin I’m fine I just needed time, are the kids okay?”

Seven watched quietly when you talked normally in the phone while tears streamed down your face

“that’s good. I’ll come back to pick them up. I’m just going to take the day with the kids…I need time”

You finish the conversation and hang up

seven looks at you silently

You smile at him with your tear stained face

“Okay…I’m ready to talk”

you told him everything

Seven couldn’t even believe what you said

He just quietly listened

“So yup…I ran away…pretty lame huh?”

“No…just human”

Those words were exactly what you needed to hear

You cried in his arms but after you leave his home with a smile on your face.

you didn’t want to seem sad when you see the kids

Seven brought you there and spent the day with you while you took a day off with your babies

How Seven played with your 2 year old boy

It was perfect how much energy they both have

and your 5 month old little girl

He was so sweet and gentle

Jumin was a great father

But Jumin was never this way with the kids

after your day with the kids and seven you were ready to face Jumin

“Jumin…I think it’s best if he split”

You said that like it was natural and Jumin was taken aback

“MC I do regret what I did but-”

“Jumin…I love you as the best friend I ever had…I love you as the father of our children…But I don’t know if I could properly love you or trust you as my husband”

His heart broke

But he couldn’t blame you

he agreed to sign the papers

and rumors were shushed and it went on like nothing happened

You decided to live on a different level of the same building at the beginning so the kids while be close to Jumin

But as time went on your feelings for him died down

and reformed for someone else

Saeyoung

He put the fun in your life that you haven’t had for a long time

Things got so serious and strict when you married Jumin

but with Saeyoung it was free and silly

you had feelings for seven when you first joined the RFA but then you got closer to Jumin that you forgot them

you weren’t going to say anything

and you didn’t

it was Him that brought it up

“You know MC I used to really like you”

“Same”

you didn’t even think about it

You both realized that back then you both had feelings and you both did nothing about them

once out in the air you two fell in love again

after awhile you and him were planning your spaceship wedding

When you told Jumin he pretended to not care and congratulated you two

“I wish you two the best she deserves the best”

He watched at you looked at Saeyoung with love that was even more intense that you two ever did

“maybe she was never mine to begin with”

Seven

He was never around anymore

You never really put together where he went

It started around the twins 1st birthday

He went back to the

“I’m dangerous”

“I’ll only hurt you”

“I’m a bad person”

And you did not want to go through that again

So you confronted him

With tears in his eyes he told you what he did

So those extra hours at the toy shop…

you suspected something

but never acted upon it

“I forgive you”

He stops

“MC?”

“I love you way too much to let you go just yet”

so all’s forgiven

until

he just shut you out

He didn’t want your forgiveness

it just made him feel worse

“being together makes me feel ugly MC I can’t take it”

it made you upset and angry that he wanted to leave to make himself feel less guilty

but…you couldn’t hate him…

“Okay…we can divorce I don’t want you to hate yourself”

He was so relieved

“I’m sorry I hurt you…”

after you sign the papers you played being the perfect mother and person

you stayed living with Seven for the twins

so you kept the fake face every second to make sure seven didn’t feel guilty

but it was just one night when Seven took the kids for a fun day

and you were all alone

that you just let yourself slip…only for a little bit

while in tears you heard

“Now don’t you feel better after taking your mask off?”

You jump hearing Vanderwood speak

He was a good friend

but nothing to run home about

You wipe away your tears

“It’s nothing I’m just tired would you like some food? I can make some food for you”

You go for the kitchen but he grabs your forearms

“Stop trying to act perfect doesn’t it get tiring?”

Without your permission tears well up in your eyes

and you just smile sadly

“Yeah…every tiring”

He made you sit there and cry things out but you just weren’t letting the tears fall just yet

“Damn so annoying, you want to cry so just cry!”

You just giggle

“But crying wouldn’t fix my problems will it?”

“You dummy, yes it will. you’re going to end up in some sort of insane asylum if you don’t. are you meant to be perfect?”

You just laugh

“No I’m not perfect I’m very flawed if it made Saeyoung cheat on me so I need to be perfect for him so he can be happy”

there it is

“you are dumb, the fact that you think it’s your fault for his stupidness makes you even more stupid

and you just keep smiling until you feel that tears

your smiles falter and you sob

Vanderwood wasn’t very good with these things but he knows when someone needs a hug, and you needed more then one

Vanderwood became your support after that day

“I told you to stop being perfect”

“mess up for once you’re making me look bad”

spending time with him…it was easier to breathe again

after some time…you knew it was time to move on

you decided to leave the bunker and be on your own

You and Saeyoung would switch having the kids

and when you were in over your head Vanderwood would be there for you

Seven noticed how Vanderwood was around you and knew

but he didn’t do anything as you two fell more and more in love

It wasn’t his right to take back that piece of heart of yours and fix it

Vanderwood was the one that has it and is fixing it

“I’ll just only break it again”

He never forgot her

Rika this. Rika that

He always thought about her

Even after you two got married from time to time you would see him looking at pictures of Rika

Sometimes you would hear him call out for Rika at night

So when you got pregnant you were worried what he would react with

“Jihyan?”

“Yes love?”

“I have something to tell you”

You sat him down at told him what you found out

He just sat there with a sad glance

“Are you unhappy?”

Your heart dropped

“No I am very happy…but I think you’ve noticed how I’ve been acting…about Rika…”

So he is aware of his issue

“I want to be a part of our child’s life…but I don’t deserve you.”

You knew how this was going to pan out.

You had hope but you knew

“I can’t be with you If I can’t give you my whole heart….I’m sorry MC”

You both were upset about this income

but you both agreed to be co-parent as friends

Now even though you decided to do this

you were lonely

when V wasn’t helping you

He was visiting Rika at wherever they sent her off to in secret

So all alone the most unlikely person helped you

“You know frowning like that with effect your kid”

“Saeran?”

You didn’t know him very well

You helped him and V get out of Mint eye

and talked to him a few times but you didn’t think he liked you very much

But as time went on you two got closer then you could admit

You both helped each other

It was some time before Saeran got the courage to ask you out

let alone ask you to marry him

When the time came it was pretty obvious that you two were in love

your baby was about 2 by then

While with V he admitted

“although You don’t have all of my heart, you will always have a portion of it”

“I could say the same”

“I want to lie and say that that doesn’t make me happy, But it does…Saeran…deserves all of your heart…you should just forget me, your heart doesn’t belong to me anymore”:

Saeran

I should have seen this coming

He always so angry and distant

Or he was more loving that you can believe

but it was more distant then that latter

He wasn’t sure why he was so angry

He stopped seeing his therapist

so it was up to you to be there

But he didn’t want it

He honestly blamed you

His angry words hurt you

But he would apologize

Although he would just turn back around and to it again

You two were already drifting

and you found comfort in Zen

Saeran wasn’t around when you wanted to tell him you were pregnant

But he wasn’t

When he was done with his little angry fit for the week

He thought you had cheated on him with Zen

So he retaliated the only way he knew

pay back

So he cheated on you too

When he told you what he did

you were hurt and you explained that you weren’t cheating

that you needed someone to talk to about the baby

“Baby?”

He was freaking out

He hasn’t even proposed to you yet

and he isn’t really sure he wanted a kid

So he broke up with you on the spot to figure things out

“And what if i’m not here when you finish figuring things out?”

“Fine by me”

And you didn’t see him for a long time

when you went to find out the gender of the baby?

He wasn’t there

When the baby was born

not even a peep

You asked seven about it and he doesn’t even know

So when Zen proposed to you

you didn’t hesitate

once you walked into your house and saw Saeran

He went to see help and was ready to come back

He was more then sorry because of how he treated you

he knew he was in the wrong

“If it’s okay with you…I want to be apart of our baby’s life”

You agreed

you think he deserves a chance with your baby

He was going to ask about you but then he saw the engagement ring

“It’s Zen…isn’t it?”

At first you were worried he would go off but

“I’m glad you’re happy”

He really changed for the better

After your wonderful conversation he left

Seven picked him up

“Are you really happy for her?”

“Yeah…I’m just sad it wasn’t with me”

Vanderwood

It’s like he never loved me

but Vanderwood did love you

he really did

but it seemed that his agent life never left him

he found that he liked his old life more then the one right in front of him.

You knew more then anything when you overheard secret calls

“Hun? who are you taking to?”

He gave you a cold stare

“What?”

his voice was so harsh and mean

“I just wanted to know if you wanted to help me put our baby to bed…”

…

“Yeah just give me a minute”

He would slowly ease away from you

And then he just wasn’t there

at this point it was obvious he went back to “work”

but you still had hope so you waited

Well he knew you would and he didn’t want you to wait for him

When you went to get the mail there was one from him

You were very excited but then your smile left when you saw it was divorce papers

I won’t sign them, you don’t give up that easy but he knew that too

He added photos to the letter

Photos that showed you that he was unfaithful to you

This way you could move on with your life

Well moving on with your life was harder that you could imagine

Who would be there for you?

“MC? it seems you’re having some problems, would you like my help?”

Jumin was there for you

After expressing that you had to raise your baby alone Jumin wanted to help you

You refused financial help but he was there for you Emotionally

you two grew to love each other and eventually you moved on and got married

It wasn’t that long after your honeymoon that you got a letter in the mail from Vanderwood

“Congratulations”

okie I hope you liked it. I’ve never done angst before so I cant say it’s good so ya. I worked on this sad shit show for hours so I REALLY hope you like it

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MORE ASKS I’VE BEEN IGNORING!!!!!!!

GET ‘EM WHILE THEY’RE HOT

P.S. ALL OF U WHO SENT ME THE CHAIN THINGY ILYSOMUCH

Why is her step-douche such a foken piece of shit? omg i hate him

some mysteries are never meant to be explained tbh. why is he so ugly and evil? who wronged him? but also who cares he’s in jail forever now good riddance ugly

I know this is probably really bad, but after I saw the newest molly posts, I thought of that video where the little girl is yelling "MISS KEISHA, MISS KEISHA, oh my fukin gosh she fukin dead"

OMFGFD I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT THAT VIDEO WAS SO I JUST WATCHED IT AND I’M LAUGHIN

i don’t blame u i bet when it happens i’m gonna be like “u know she ded”

(To the previous anon) i agree with you so, so much! In Poland, these dumbass politicians are letting shooting pregnant bisons (?? Im not sure how they're called) become legal. Like BITCH WHAT. Can you imagine??? A fucking pregnant lil' cow getting shot????? I feel Molly's pain on an emotional level rn (sorry if this is too nsfw, just needed to get that outta my system...)

i think this was in response to someone saying that hurting pregnant women is one of the worst crimes but um WTF shooting animals at all makes me itchy but pregnant ones..............nah that’s......nah

it’s ok get it outta ur system i’m here 4 u

the first thing I check in the morning is your account.... you have me whipped! ;|

OMG WHA LMAO REALLY that’s wild. i feel like i’m the only one who looks at my page which is dumb but like idk i still feel like a little kid that no one cares about lmao. but then you guys exist and amaze me with your responsiveness every day and i just ;____________; ily all

hi Sunny. first of all i'm gonna say i love your story and your editing style so much! your blog is goals like literally. i need an advice if you don't mind. you always find such amazing angles for your pictures while mine are so boring. any tips or tricks you can share?

HI thank you so much ;-; sooooo i’ve been thinking about this question the past couple of times i went in game, trying to figure out how to describe how i take pictures. for one thing i live in tab mode lmao. meaning you press the tab button on your keyboard to go into camera mode and get all these sexy angles and super zoom and stufffff. i almost always zoom in super far idk why. so there’s one tip. i honestly just play around with going up and down with the q and e keys (i think?) until i find angles i like. i take a lottttt of pictures with so many different angles just so i have a lot to choose from. basically i try to focus on different things in each picture in order to get a mix of the most diverse and dynamic shots possible. you just need to experiment and get creative. i know that’s the most vague advice ever but really just try a new angle that you’ve never considered before and i bet you’ll get cool results. an interesting setting is also the biggest factor, because certain objects and their placements will give you interesting results.

i honestly want to print out your reaction pic to that one post and just hang it on my wall, put it in my heart locket necklace, stamp it on people's faces, start an email thread with it. i love it.

an add on to the last ask i sent about your reaction pic. i've been looking at it religiously since it was posted, and i dont regret a minute of it. LMAO I'LL STOP NOW.

SAKJDLJKGKSDAF STOPPPP LMAOOO i looked so ugly but that was my pure unadulterated reaction to that question and i trust you all to not judge my ugliness and instead share this reaction with me. i’m glad u liked it that much, i just printed it out and i’m cutting it into a small heart to put inside ur locket ok

everytime i hear cigarette daydreams by cage the elephant i think of a serious case of the novembers like its so fitting and then i get all emo when i listen to it lmao rip

OMMMMGGGGGGG YESSSSS how have i never made that connection before honestly. cage the elephant is one of my faves and i’ve seen them perform twice actually!! i’m watching the music vid for that song now and even that reminds me of my story ;-; i cry

thank you for sending this, and also i cry @ the fact that you used the actual title *dies* now this song is gonna make me emo til the end of time thx

i might sound like some crazy stalker fan but i just want to say you are so freakin awesome and nice and funny and cute and (i can go on forever) so caring! i love your blog so much and all the hard work and care you put into all your posts and followers. thanks for making my day and making me smile so much. you have no clue how much i look forward to seeing your posts and your hilarious hashtags and answers from asks and AMAZING story posts. im sorry i just wanted to let you know ur awesome ily

OFMG WHAT!!!!!! I AM ONLY AN EEL!!!!!! but no you don’t sound like a crazy stalker, i actually love this, you’re too sweet, thank you ;-; i’m just blushin so much reading this omg. YOU EVEN LIKE MY TAGS WOW that’s true love. ily ;-; <333

how do you get your sims' facial expressions to line up with your scenes? I feel like my sims' faces are never right :(

tbh i just use a lot of the same neutral poses...my go-to’s are @helgatisha‘s poses lol. they’re the easiest to work with when i do just plain talking scenes, and often i tweak my sims’ eyebrows and mouths with the liquify tool if i want them to look a bit more concerned, sad, mad, happy, etc., it works like a charm!! i also tend to play around with angles, you’d be surprised how much a different angle can enhance a scene.

Hey smol bean, I'm sent you an ask and now I feel bad that it probably made you feel anxious because you didn't answer it. It was the one about you not liking my posts, I have anxiety too so I'm sorry If I made you feel sad. I think I'm just looking for validation from people I look upto you get me? Anyway sorry again, don't worry about it! Love you!

hiya bb, i know you saw my answer to your original post (and i’m sorry it got some negative attention, i didn’t mean for that to happen by any means) anyway don’t sweat it, and i really appreciate this follow-up message. you didn’t make me feel sad, i just wanna know what i can do. it’s just a hard question y’know. i understand what you mean, i think everyone wants validation to some degree. tbh you can just come off anon and message me, i promise it’s not as nerve-wracking as it seems! ily

How did you make Santi's tattoos? I want some like that for my Sims but idk how to do it

boop

I HAVE A FEELING THAT MOLLY IS GOING TO DIE DURING THE BIRTH OF THE BEAN OR IT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH HER STEPFATHER FINDING OUT ABOUT THE BEAN

WELP U WERE RIGHT ABOUT ONE THING

how did you make your characters page on your blog like that?

uoohhh like what?? i used this theme (monolog) if that’s what you mean aheh. here’s a guide on how to use custom page themes

okay so THIS IS MY THEORY: they might keep the baby and molly might actually carry it to full term, but then the kid dies in childbirth and either molly also dies or maybe kills herself or gets killed later? or maybe she's still alive but just won't speak to santi anymore cause she like can't look him in the eye after all of that or idk?? since ppl were sending theories i wanted to add mine lmao. another possible theory is that the stepdad finds out and kills her but thats TOO DARK omg

TOO DARK U SAY...WELL!!! it’s not AS dark as you guessed but only marginally

If Molly turns out to be alive and raising their kid alone (though from what I'm seeing in response to most questions I think that may not be the route) am I allowed to slap Santi (unless Molly didn't give him the option to help) because raising a child alone is not easy I've watched my mom do it for years.

YEAH i would give you permission to slap him lmao he would be a grade A piece o’ shit if that were the case. i would never ever write that tho because santi does own up to his actions if they’re that detrimental. his altruistic nature, no matter how backwards, would never allow him to do that.

There will be complication with the abortion so she will not be able to carry a baby anymore and she's going to kill herself OR her step dad is going to find out and he'll beat her to death. And in both situation Santi his blaming himself because he wasn't there at the right time... Okay I really really hope I'm wrong now !

I don't even follow your story very closely but every time I see your posts my heart hurts.

OMFG...that’s how u know the pain is real

but like wow my stuff is really so visceral that even my apathetic followers can feel the hurt...that’s real...that’s real my guy

omg!! you should 100% play or at least watch a playthrough of life is strange! legit the best game ever made, its so beautiful. the storyline kills you a thousand times over (much like your beautiful story) <3333

yaaaa i’ve heard lots of good things about it!! my bf played it actually, maybe he’ll revisit it again someday and i’ll watch him do it (i’m only a fan of video games if i can watch them like a movie lmao) thank you btw <3

I am shook and I worship you and your story and you are amazing WOW BYE

WORSHIP LMAO WHAT!!! PLS I AM UNDESERVING...ily tho don’t worship false gods

Do you let Molly and the younger versions of your characters frolic around your main save or do they have a separate one?

UM YES LMAO because i didn’t even know you could have separate saves until after i started the flashbacks lmao i’m...a noob. i don’t want separate saves anyway because 1) it’s too much of a hassle switching back and forth and 2) it gets too confusing for me and i’d be afraid of overwriting one save with another and NOPE too much anxiety for that soooo yeah there’s three santis in my game: child, teen and adult lmfao (fun fact: teen santi’s name is literally just Lil Santi)

I made it to my senior year with 6 A's and 1 B ... Be proud of me too? 😂 Lmao I told this to people and some of them were just like .. okay cool?! LMAO it's so funny but also kinda sad

I AM PROUD OF YOU TOO!!!!!!!!! my smart childrens

“okay cool” UM PLEASE that’s a feat...at my school if you got an A in a class in senior year you were allowed to be exempt from the final. so yeah that rules. ily

#nonsims #saviorhide #anonymous #THEY ARE DONE #FINALLY #EXCEPT WCIFS LOL DON'T...don't hate me #i try

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Asky Lulu back again! How much space is given to Lara's and Kurtis' approach to alcohol in your headcon? Core planned to make Lara an alcoholic after the events in Egypt. It's one of the few things I don't agree with them about. Yes, she's deeply depressed/hurt and a bottle of sth may seem to be the only solution; and she's too proud to seek professional help. BUT Lara is smart enough to know it's only temporary. I see your Kurtis more prone to alcoholism than Lara, to be honest...Thank you💗

Hi Lulu! :) Well, it’s always a pleasure to answer your well-thought, researched asks. Though you’ve already read chapter 2 from The Legacy and a glimpse of my idea concerning this is hinted here, it will be a honor to develop this a little more for you! :)

First time I read about Core’s idea of making Lara an alcoholic after the events of Egypt, I rejected it immediately. I didn’t like it. Lara had been always to me like the prototype of strong woman, and - in general, this is not an universal statement - people who drinks excessively tries to drown their sorrows in alcohol to avoid facing their reality. They are weak, and Lara’s not weak.

Then, after a while, I realized it wasn’t totally a bad idea. I like to see human beings in all their perfection and flaws, the complexity of the human psyche. I just love that. They were trying to make her more human - tho I think she was already human in some ways - so that’s why I don’t think people who have called her an “ice queen” have the slighest idea of what they’re talking about.

In the end, Core discarded the idea and I’m glad they did, for it was too extreme. For her, I mean, not for other kind of character. But she’s always been strong, she’s always being in-control of herself, and ok, I might accept she can take a drink or two when feeling a bit down, but not to the point of becoming an alcoholic. That marks a person per-life - even if you overcame the addiction, it will always be a delicate matter to you. You’ll try to avoid it forever. Seeing a glass or a bottle with alcohol will be always a painful memory, a constant temptation.

Not very Croftish. I’m glad they throw aside that idea, and that’s why I threw it aside too. My Lara’s not an alcoholic, she’s never been that. She might have drunk a little after Egypt, but not to the point of developing an addiction. If she didn’t drink after crashing into the Himalaya’s and being the only survivor, while would she do that now? Just, nah. Her way of escaping things is adventuring, and after Egypt, she might have drink more than usual, and hide herself from the world in her home, but nothing more. The Lara we met in TRAOD is not a drunk. She’s perfectly fine, she even trades with alcohol bottles through the Parisian guetto without taking a sip - correct me if I’m mistaken, but you can’t become an alcoholic and then in only two years grab a bottle and not feeling the slighest temptation of taking a sip. At least, it doesn’t sound logical to me, much less in Lara’s case.

And I can’t agree you more concerning the fact she’s too proud for seeking professional help. She wouldn’t. This is 100% Croft. Bravo. Thats why I laughed my ass when seeing Laraboot going to that psychiatrist btw

Other idea was hinted is that, in a rage or amidst a drunk crisis, she sets fire to Croft Manor. I hated this idea even more than the first one, and I’m glad they discarded it, and so I did. My Lara has never set fire to Croft Manor. It’s her home. She’s not uncomfortable there - “Welcome back to my humble abode” -, tho she prefers, obviously, to be somewhere else, adventuring.

It’s also Winston’s home, and the home of each one of her friends that might need to stop by for a while - and in my universe, it’s also Anna’s home, and even Kurtis’ home tho he doesn’t feel like he belongs there. Lara would never do that, specially for Winston, who’s taking care of the place while she’s travelling. Setting her aunt’s inheritance and Winston’s daily hard work on fire… no, just no. She won’t reach that limit. I rather see her injuring herself before injuring others, specially those who worried about her when her parents disowned her.

So in the end, Lara might have drunk a bit more than usual in her past, but she’s not an alcoholic and she’s not enthusiastic about alcohol. And here comes the headcanon: she will pretty much despise alcoholics - when not directly pity them. For her, alcohol is a resource for cowards, for people who doesn’t know how to face their problems. It’s a cruel approach, but I think seriously it will be hers. It’s Lara Croft. She can be really cruel and merciless, and in this case, she is.

Not that she thinks she is better for not being dependant of alcohol, of course. Not that she totally rejects it. It’s just, it’s not a healthy habit and she prefers to avoid unhealthy habits, tho she’ll drink in certain occasions if the circumstances requires it. But not against her own will or desire, of course.

Shelooked down at the champagne glass, still half full. In Dubai shariawas strict: no alcohol, but these laws weren’t made for foreigners andcertainly not for the hotels where they were entertained. Still, she had nodesire to drink. In fact, all she wanted was to get out of there.

- MR. VANCE RENNER, Tomb Raider One-shot 3

Now, what about Kurtis? He’s absolutely different to Lara. He’s been through serious shit during all his life - that doesn’t mean Lara hasn’t, but she has a different way to face things. Not Kurtis. He’ll drink. A lot.

Murti never mentioned something like this but he describes him as a “tough customer”. After knowing a little about his biography - the son of a Lux Veritatis and a Navajo woman, harshly trained in the ways of the Order - you can only imagine how much suffering that training could have meant to him, and how sick he got of the Shadow War, so that he decides to betray his people and run away… to seek refuge in the Foreign Legion. The freaking Foreing Legion, which is reputed to be one of the harshest armies in the world, with a really brutal training, composed by ex-convicts and criminals who seek to have their reports expunged, turning their former crimes into military services. A living hell. And he went in there being only 19 years old. Wow.

Of course he only stays there until he achieves French citizenship, then he quits. But even in there he’s chased by demons, to the point his own partners nickname him Demon Hunter after he fights a defeats a djinn in the Arabian desert. This is all Murti’s canon, not mine. It is there when my own headcanon starts.

Taking into account his background story - a warrior, a soldier, a Legionnaire, a hardened fighter - I wanted to develop Kurtis as a tragic character, a tortured soul. Being alcoholic suited him perfectly after that. My idea is that he drank - and drank a lot - during his years in the Legion, together with his partners, and he even won drinking competitions. It’s there when Kurtis develops a tolerance for alcohol. He might haven been punished by his superiors for drinking too much and not be in top form for the military service - and hell, in the Foreing Legion punishments are harsh, even to the point of physical injure, but, what’s that compared with his Lux Veritatis training?

He can take it, and he takes it. After winning several drinking contest, instead of dying of alcohol intoxication or turning his liver into a can of foie gras, he develops an extreme tolerance for alcohol. Just like Marion Ravenwood in Raiders of the Lost Ark, by the way.

This is one of my earliest headcanons, if you remember :) He even uses his alcohol tolerance as a resource to get information, according to his will of always keeping a low profile, his past as a double agent and his choice of not using violence is he can achieve something in a more discreet way.

In fact, Kurtis still had his first glass half full while his partnerwas on his twelfth. He’d only wet his lips twice. “I can’t overdo.” He replied with a calm smile.“I recently had stomach surgery and shouldn’t be playing with this.”

At least, that wasn’t a lie. In fact, he had really good alcohol tolerance - when the fellow right there wouldbe on the floor Kurtis would feel onlya slight tingling; but it wasn’t time to get drunk, not even to sound moreconvincing.

- THE GOLDEN SEAL, chapter 17, This man will survive

So, we can say Kurtis does not become a drunk in the strict sense of the word - he could have not survived too long to that, no matter the Gift - but he obviously will drink without problem most of the time, and of course, he’ll totally drink when feeling down and depressed.

And I mean, really down and really depressed, for he will need a lot of alcohol to really lost conciousness. And he won’t achieve it most of the times - unless he intends to make his own liver explode. And as we said previosuly, he has not a suicide impulse. He just wants to fade away. For a while. To drown his sorrows with alcohol.

That’s why he has a different approach of alcohol that Lara has - he’s no problem with it, and he doesn’t exactly despise drunk people - he pities them at most, and they will remind him of himself most of the time.

Of course, I’ve always meaning high-grade beverages, and he will only resource to them in extreme situations. If you recall Café Metro, what was he drinking in there?

Exactly. He’s drinking red wine, as far as I know, provided he’d ordered it and it’s not just a tempation dropped there by Pierre, lmao.

I am not an expert in alcoholic beverages - you know I don’t usually drink and when I do, I easily get drunk at the first shot lmao - but I think it takes a bit of taste to prefer red wine over whisky - for example. He’s just there enjoying a glass of French red wine - isn’t that cute, please - because it’s duty day. He’s not renouncing to a bit of alcohol, but definitely he’s not drinking bourbon or something like that.

Ok, this answer is again long af, isn’t it? Time to shut up. Just, long story short: no, Lara’s not and has never been an alcoholic, she might have drink a little more than usual in the past, but definitely that didn’t leave a mark in her. She’ll pretty much despise alcohol as a way of solving things. She’ll have her own ways to deal with problems.

Kurtis, on the opposite, while not being a drunk in the strict sense of the word, has drunk a lot in the past, to he point of developing alcohol tolerance. Most of the time, he’s in control, except when having a disturbing experience or feeling particularly weak, down and depressed.

But, what is a disturbing experience for a war hero, a lonely wolf who has dealt all his life with disturbing, disgusting and unpleasant situations? Obviously, every person, no matter how tough, has their limits and their buttons to be pushed. And he’ll react badly if having his feelings hurt or his soft spots touched. That’s why he used to conceal those feelings from everyone.

Of course, there’s a single exception for that rule, and this person can really push his buttons. And this is all I can say, for now.

Enough of this. Ana out

#what the hells going on around here #i just write and write and write #lmao #i hope this was useful #ok i'll be answering the other ask later ok? :)#my answers #headcanons #tomb raider #lara croft #kurtis trent #alcohol headcanon #fanfiction #traod sequel #tomb raider: the golden seal #tomb raider: the legacy

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