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saw @chez-cinnamon's absolutely BANGER butterfly!Howdy design and couldn't resist! two fluffy flutterbyes <3 solidarity
#still unsure of Why this was the only pose that came to mind but! who am i to deny the brain what it wants#i also have no idea what it is about butterflies and mullets + extra fluff#it just feels Right.#oh also if you haven't checked out chez-cinnamon's Real World au uhhhh Go Do That!!!#its fun! its funky! its fresh! its got a lot of great art! its got a Comic!#emphasis on a Lot Of Great Art!#i will admit im emotionally invested in the plot. its reeled me in. im Fascinated by it#also(x2) i Cannot get over how swagtastic that butterfly howdy design is#like!!! look at it!!! the colors the patterns the WINGS agh the wings <3<3<3#truly a unique and creative design that im totally not jealous of ahaha what-#kidding im Kidding. or am i... i am i am#scribble garnish#yassified howdy <3#welcome home#alrighty its officially 2 am i needed to be asleep uhhhhh three hours ago#gonna queue this up and conk out. while lovingly thinking of chez-cinnamon's butterfly howdy my fucking GOD#cant get over how Gorgeous he is#the facial patterns.... the colors.... immaculate#top tier design i am Taking Notes#ok ok sleeping now. Sleeping. snz snork mimi and all that. etc
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(another) Thing that annoys me about the Cap movies:
We never got to see the scene where Steve & Co found out about the torture and mind-control used on Bucky.
Because that should’ve been super important!
It would have vindicated Steve’s faith in him, proved Bucky’s victimhood and innocence, and turned Nat and Sam 100% around on whether or not Bucky was worth helping (whether or not it was worth them apparently wasting years of their lives helping Steve to find him).
They’re supposed to have been:
A) hunting down the remains of Hydra for years,
B) familiarising themselves with all the Hydra info Nat dumped at the end of of CATWS, and
C) hunting for Bucky-related information specifically amongst all that.
Meaning they absolutely cannot have avoided finding, for example, all the places Bucky was tortured in, the specialised enhanced torture equipment (impossible to mistake for that used on a non-supersoldier), cells he was held in, all the specialised physical restraints, tailored for an enhanced person with a cyborg arm, documentation of his torture, witness testimony from surviving Hydra mooks at the Triskelion, etc., and seeing it firsthand.
And for some of that time, they know Hydra had access to a magic mind-control stick, courtesy of Loki, and an enhanced person who can control minds (Wanda).
So even if Steve didn’t find evidence of Bucky’s mind-control early on in his search, he and Natasha definitely do know that mind-control is possible (especially Natasha, given her roots in the Red Room and the fact that her bff was mind-controlled.)
Even if you ignored Nat and Sam’s personal backstories, which preclude both of them from being dismissive of a victim (a veteran who suffered a fall, a mind-controlled Russian ‘assassin’), it doesn’t make sense for Nat and Sam to still be trying to suggest Steve step back from helping Bucky, the way they do in CW.
They cannot still be ignorant of what was done to Bucky, when they have been specifically investigating what was done to Bucky, and all that information has to have been impossible for them to avoid!
Instead of which, the movie just skips right over the reveal to Steve and Sam of the mind control (going straight from ‘scene of mind-control’ to ‘scene of Steve being skeptical (which he shouldn’t and wouldn’t be)’ to ‘scene of talking about trigger words already’). Casually implying that either Steve and Sam already knew about it, or that Bucky has just explained it to them...
But only off-camera.
And yet, Sam is still salty and scornful of Bucky’s innocence (even when they have just seen mind-control happening, Bucky is suffering amnesia of WS acts in front of him, apparently just told him about mind-control, and then proves that he has his pre-war memories).
So they imply the content of skipped scenes but then have characters act in ways that are... irrational, given the skipped content??
Makes no damn sense!
#long post#bucky barnes#bucky meta#meta#mcu#mcu critical#cacw meta#cacw critical#mcu meta#cacw#they want to make out like steve is taking some kind of Stance by standing by bucky when he's just protecting the innocent#and realistically nat and sam should have the intell to PROVE that bucky is innocent and be 100% on board with helping him#cuz otherwise why tf are they still there with steve??#also steve isn't the man to have people on his team if they're reluctant AND not going to defend the innocent#the whole movie is very clear on that point#and yet when it comes to bucky...#it's so palpably because they wanted to villainize bucky and they can't do that if he's explaining his mind-control in the movie#🤬🤬🤬#disclaimer I am SLEEP DEPRIVED and nightblogging so pls forgive any mistakes#yet each man queues the thing he loves
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Käärijä Antwerp gig recap!!!
I HAVE THOUGHTS of course i do i dont shut the hell up ever you should know this about me by now
i arrived there at around 9 am bc of train delays but there were only 10 people there then and for the longest time it was just the 15 of us so 15 gang ily sm!!! i loved sitting and chatting with all of you you made those 10+ hours go by SO FAST ❤️❤️❤️
the tour bus arrived at around 12ish and we all stood around for a while until they finally came out
häärijä BEELINED to Ed, ignoring us completely, it was so funny
he was so sweet oh my god i love him 💛
while he distracted us Jere sneaked off the bus
as Jere walked back to the bus i saw him wave so i waved back and he came over to say hi!!! right in front of me!!! he was so sweet too 😭💚
you cannot comprehend how beautiful this man is irl oh my god
sidenote: he was SO surprised some of us woke up super early to travel all the way from the Netherlands
people started giving gifts and asking for pics and he said to form a line so we could all have a pic and he called himself santa claus lmao
i have the forbidden knowledge of Jeres height as he's exactly as tall as me 😈
OKAY THE ACTUAL GIG
it was so amazing???
his energy is so good and the audience matched him SO well today
he was CLEARLY feeling so much better today he was so happy and smiley and he seemed genuinely surprised by how crazy we were
we chanted käärijä after almost every song
VOITTAJA CHANT
i blacked out during hirttää kinni???? it was so good and its my fav at he moment and suddenly we were done??? no wait take me back
he talked about huhhahhei and said "when two guys go on a love boat together" paraphrasing but sIR!!!
AND THEN he did a whole bit about bojan again? he sang a little song wondering where he was and that he misses him and JERE PLEASE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE
i have a video of this btw
Emilia fucking SLAPPED icip again holy shit she matched his energy perfectly
i feel like he didnt want to go again!!! he just stayed and talked about doing what you love and being true to youself WHILE the reggae mix was playing
it was so fun so good i had an amazing time 💚💚💚💚💚 and am low key considering going to finland next year
also shout out to Ed @submariini and his amazing Häärijadar bc we share the same birthday??!!!! october 29 babeyy
#käärijä#jere pöyhönen#antwerpen gig#also shout out to goose for hooking me up with a VERY last minute sleeping spot!!! i owe u my life#i dont know your tumblr tho i apologise#but everyone was genuinely so sweet and nice and the queue was great!!!#we wrote down numbers and emilia herded us like cattle it was great#there were some guys trying to cut the line but we just. werent having it.#no i did not wake up at 4 for you to just cut in line and take a spot#gtfo#also jere gives the best hugs :)#and jesse was SO DONE w/ our bullshit cheering for him hdbdbshd i am not sorry youre doing great sweetie ❤️#im still hopped up on adrenaline but im going to try to get some sleep#i still cant believe this was real#good night yall it was great ❤️#mine#mine*
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#i got polls!!! and i am going to make it everyone's problem. maybe. idk yet.#*looks at the poll* this is what happens when i am functioning on like two hours of sleep at most#why are my only two genres of posts total bullshit shitposting and educated meta#that is when i don't post here solely on queue for months obviously#tolkien#silmarillion
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hi
#hi#i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full#so i think i might have to unpause it soon#maybe tomorrow idk yet#just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭#it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!!#i apologize if you’re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless#please keep using my tracked tag for your creations#i will be back for real eventually#my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time#it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage#i’m still not getting a ton of sleep#my brain is just Bad things all day#it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃#i hope you are all well i miss you#i will respond to messages at some point too#there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol#it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally#hopefully i get there#bye again for now 💕
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i have ! never drawn a landscape b4 🫵🫵 practicing
#am i unhappy w this cuz its bad or do i just need to go 2 sleep#<- question as old as time#good omens#not queueing hii 🙏
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i don’t think i’ve stopped thinking about that one body language analysis picture since i first saw it. so here
#i’m very easily amused!!!#i see that photo and i say ‘hee hee hee heh hee’ end quote#especially when i haven’t slept in uhhhhh well i am taking naps.#go the fuck to sleep cora#cora clownposting content#sos awl#bokumono#rock tumbling (sos)#screenshot taken about 0.5 seconds before rock glitches both of us through the wall for a cheeky bit of Snogging 2.0#(when you make out by clipping through each others faces. advanced gamer technique#queue tea pie
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not to be too sappy but i just want to thank you guys again for being the absolute sweetest angels to me :( i can't tell u the amount of times i teared up at msgs/comments u guys sent me like u genuinely make my heart so so so warm and fuzzy and full and content and i wish i had better adjectives to describe it but this has been the best experience to me and i love u guys so much. i hope u are all always happy and healthy and thank u for reading my writings and bringing them to life i still can't believe it
#every compliment I've ever gotten is stored within my heart and it genuinely keeps me going#i still can't wrap my head around it like?? someone actually reads my works and enjoys it????#like that's a dream come true to me#so thank u again#thank u for talking to me and reading and leaving feedback#it's 2 am and i am feeling emotional im just so grateful#i will queue this and sleep too much emotions akskdjjdjd#thank u again ☹️
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airport birthday officially achieved
#im baaaaaaaarely awake#but i am 23 my beloved friends#i have queued posts in my . queue#but theyre going off in the morning#i have a lot of travel left until i can sleep but i will make it
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Everything.
#I couldn't sleep after the episode so I drew this instead#it is like 4 am my time#but i am just going to queue this#that scene has ruined me#the whole episode has#the whole podcast has#but in a good way#ty betterridge#ty wbg#woe.begone#woe begone#w.bg#wbg spoilers#wbg fanart#little cake drawings
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Completely obsessed with the fact that half my tlt dash is just like: its honestly homophobic that i have to go to work, sleep, etc and i cant just mainline this book (which like, Big Mood)
And the other half is just:
Oh, how the other half lives 😭😭😭
#how dare life make me have Responsibilities!!!#nona the ninth#ntn#tlt#im like halfway done but still!!!! why do i have to go to sleep!!! i just wanna read!!!#i feel like i am able to digest it easier though by stretching it out at least#but ive been trying to be extremely dilligent about spoilers and so ive been avoiding going on this site too much#hence why the queue has run out
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last post for it but I have comms open to help me with rent!! I'm about $50 short and just need to cover the last bit of it.
They're open for everything from headshots to full illustrated scenes — my carrd has all the info. here's a few examples of headshots / full body sticker style / illustrations — they're all fully colored and lined.
Anything at all helps!! And if you want art I've done for you printed as stickers or prints, I can do that too.
#ooc!#i don't want to be annoying about this so i won't post too much about it! but!#i Am going to queue this for later as well#okay. i may go rest for a little bit before work tonight. but I Am horrible at sleep so if yoy see me online i just failed at resting
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hi. hello. i have been doing this lately so what if you hit that heart and i'll make a little board and sections with our various dynamics on it?
#i am on a Pinterest kick don't JUDGE ME however i am closing it now ( reluctantly ) so i can leap BACK into some writing / queueing#i am in fact being creative in the Drafts BUT i will get to ims. before i sleep ( or before i sleep tomorrow )#i am also going to reblog the character question because what if i finally ACTUALLY do that on monday#but yeah BACK TO DRAFT LAND I GO ILY ALL LOTS <3#{ CALL }
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[gameshow host of sorts voice] anyways folks it looks like our time here is up, thanks for coming out tonight and we'll see you next time
#wordstag#sleeping....! Not really but it's the thought that counts#anyway ermmm.... going to scroll blogs tomorrow probably 🏗🏗🏗🏗🏗🏗#assorted life updates tags.. sure#ermmm stage! Stage is coming#working on... official document 4 stuff#though let's not lie that's never getting finished in any official capacity#irreparable damage done 2 artstyle .... still messing around a bit then we'll try somethin#had pizza#finished that writing.... the one i procracinated on 4 several months#got in#woo#started spriting finished four proceeded to go in an entirely different direction#need 2 redraw them.........#made a bunch of ambitious plans for something i won't finish as per usual#I am absolutely gonna try thoug man. November 27th mark ur calander#4 either the best thing ever or absolutely nothing. Who knows#our queue is running really low....... there's like 3 things left#that aren't special events#need 2 return library books.. said I would finish them a week ago#said i was sleepytired once someone called me out on being redundant#never talking to them again ever ! !
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#THEY LEAVE TOMORROW#IN 24 HOURS I GET MY ROOM BACK#NO MORE SHITTY AIR MATTRESS#NO MORE CONVERSATIONS ABOUT SAVING MY SOUL FROM HELL AND HOW WHENEVER I GET LONELY I SHOULD THINK ABOUT GOD#dont get me wrong i adore my grandparents to bits and i am absolutely going to miss them#but like.#i have been sleeping in an air mattress in the living room while they take my room and im so ready for privacy again ghjkdsdc#and i miss my laptop i havent been able to write anything in like 2 weeks im dying#and for some reason my queue has been acting up and it wont let me change the times so now it ONLY runs from midnight to 7 am#no idea why but i mean it is tumblr so#anyways yes i am still alive no i havent killed anyone yet and i will be back soon and im SO close to finishing this fic#its.....roughly 20k longer than i was going for but eh whatever#LOVE YOU ALL HAPPY 4/20 BLAZE IT IN MY HONOR PLEASE#personal
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🥀 ooc. writing, something that i have been doing for over 20 years, something that i have a degree in, my one true joy and passion and way to express myself and create, vs opening my laptop and my mind simply windows shutdown music
#🥀❛ — ooc.#i am trying so hard it might break smth so i'm... gonna go to bed and pray for sleep#but!! i'm working on things to pop in the queue this week! im going away next week so i'll be a little less on the dash abt it#so i wanna have things going in the meantime xx#and my brain is still coming out of the mental breakdown which Cannot be helping#but i'm (hopefully) on the mend on that front#i wanna be heeeeeeere#i wanna do things i wanna plot and scheme#i wanna make ellie's blog and my mumu#but noooooooooooooo :(
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