... ... ... moving along ; another book : another day - more Books, in My Collection -> ; this one, set to be Typed. -> a jot book, ; ::<-->]: a book of actual notes : ... ... ... Literal, notes : ->]: ... jot. because ; the screaming was preventing my devices from working : again, and again -> letters, Dissappeared. I got sick of it ; and, Couldn't tolerate it any longer. I lost a chunk ; of something I really wanted. Luckily I had been taking pictures of it ; because, of the screaming pandemoneum and danger. - so, it will have to be Retyped ;:;->]; and, this book, has to be typed as well ;... entered, into The Records. Into the Cattacomb.
it's growing ; my Catacombs}.
I fell, on my knee once.
{a story ; inserted}
-> it was a Supernatural Problem.
a simple problem
I needed to survive, and couldn't ; without my knee.
- i needed it
I worried it was broken.
I had fallen. Slipped. DIRECTLY Down, ; onto it. - simply : ⚠️ : an Epic fall -> a FALL. I had SIMPLY, ; fallen, ONTO - it. Straight. Direct. Down. - in the Dead of the Night ; during the Apocalypse, -> under Heavy attack : living, in a Trench ; in the Middle of Nowhere - in the Ghetto : monitored by enemies, by attackers ; stalked by creatures ::->]: on the Run, @ All times - not sure, what ANYTHING was. Confused. a foreigner. with no associates. Alone. no one there - not near, atleast. In the dead of the night, I fell. they had screamed
I limped for one year : no way to tell if there was a crack
robotic
-> :: <- -> ]: just, a robot.
It made me angry. it taught me how to hate you, simply. - it taught me ; you, had nothing. It taught me : to be Alone.
It taught me ; to do my own health care. - to do HealthCare, eventually - in a roundabout Evental disconnected Removed consequential Linear way. - i'd refer to it : - remember my knee? - I'd say. -> no one remembered, even when I'd already told them. Even, after I just had.
If no one : survives, in Life : and has only nothing other or more than hope to survive it -> being living hinging and Being on real Hope : the Actual situation
->
Then :
-> <- : ->
i'll be that way, Too.
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I thought : well fuck you too.
You wanna be that way? ; I'll be that way.
I'll, join you. you too
We'll be together : after All. ☆
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i'll leave it at that
> for now ; "if you will"
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#death. #becomesyou
- you'll become someday too •|... ♤◇♡♧ learn, To Play ; Cards -> hurry. do it now : before, it's too Late. : that's right -> I said BEFORE]. B4
i always think abt my cousin in greece who's like obsessed with american culture, bc ill say that im going to a barbecue and she'll be like "wow.... a real life american barbecue... will there be red cups?" you bet your ass there'll be red cups. take my hand. have a hot dog. all your dreams can come true here at the real life american barbecue
people are saying do it scared, but you also gotta do it alone. you'll miss out on so much you want to do if you wait til someone will do it with you. do it scared and do it alone.
its true that romance amd friendship will not solve everything but. objectively speaking its very hard to get sad when you can say 'lets go get cake tomorrow okay' and someone will go get cake with you. like there is some good at least. you know
Yesterday marked the 100th day of genocide. Please, do not get used to this. Our people, killed, bombed, kidnapped, stripped, executed and starved is not normal. Our kids in pieces, their body parts collected in bags is not normal.
Israel has killed 23,700 human. More than 10,300 child. We'd need 177 school bus to carry the Palestinian children killed by Israel in gaza. 10,022 fatherless child. 8,352 motherless child. The wounded have their wounds rot and die waiting in front of the crossing. Maggots seen inside alive people's wounds. 5,500 pregnant woman will give birth in the upcoming weeks. 100 Days of Genocide. 100 Days of the world watching silently.
the infamous 'last sighting of a barbary lion in the wild' photo taken by marcelin flandrin (1925) haunts me to my core. there's something so achingly poetic about it.