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bird-inacage · 2 years

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WHO COULD HAVE POSSIBLY SURVIVED THIS??? WHO???

The sheer heartbreak, the utter devastation, the complete carnage, the undiluted PAIN, the merciless assassination on my heart this scene managed to do to me in one fell swoop.

First and Khaotung once again destroying us with their GOD-TIER ACTING. I cannot stress THE ACTING in this scene. How do we get so lucky to see two young actors who can match each other like this?

#the eclipse #the eclipse series #akkayan #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #khaofirst #firstkhao #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #the eclipse episode 11 #this wrecked me so hard i literally couldn't compute afterwards #HAD ME WRECKED #HAD ME HOLLOWED OUT #HAD ME CRYING INTO MY PILLOW #for us they deliver #what even IS this???#how dare they do this #akkaye

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connorjesup · 2 years

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AYAN & AKK in THE ECLIPSE EP7

What did you do to my jacket? What? I washed it. What are you doing? They smell just the same. Are you out of your mind? Of course, they do. They were washed together. But I like it... Your scent.

#the eclipse #lgbtedit #theeclipseedit #the eclipse the series #khaotung thanawat #first kanaphan #ayan x akk #show: the eclipse #the eclipse spoilers #my gif #allte #no cause this look like a stolen gifset i am screaming sqlmdkfhsqmdlfkh #the coloring on each gifs is different im crying sqmdklfhqsfdkh #obvi took me longer cause i had to fuck around and had to make color gifs like #this is not that type of gifset and yet here we are slkdfhsqdlkh that beach gif sqdlkfhqsmdlfkhdqs SIGH leave me be #so their first kiss eh........... i see #also we all know akk gonna burry his whole face in that pillow ayan used that night to smell it #so don't worry bb akk likes your scent too

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st4rbwrry · 4 months

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one movie that will forever make me cry is the notebook. no matter how many times i watch it i’m always sobbing.

#or titantic omfg !#and even ghost. ghost had be BAWLING #OH AND ME BEFORE YOU #me before you literally had me crying in my pillow for 15 mins. i had a headache after lmao #i’m so sensitive. and a hopeless romantic #𑄽𑄺 ━━ ꒰ 𝑚𝑜𝑐ℎ𝑎’𝑠 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠 .ᐟ ꒱

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feralsteddie · 10 months

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so I finally read Flashbacks and

#i had to wait until I was good enough mentally #i binged it all in one go and then screamed into my pillow actually #im still kinda crying #gunna go lay on my bedroom floor and listen to Hozier about it tho #eddywow’s power to Fuck Me Up (affectionate)#steddie

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milo-is-rambling · 3 months

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I need to take an aleve and an allergy pill and then get sooooo high immediately and then roll my back and try not to cry and then maybe get some sleep if I can get comfy enough

#: (#chronic pain thing when you feel good for a few days and then something small trips u up like sleeping with the wrong pillows and then your #whole neck jaw back shoulders hurt and bc you felt good you accidentally over do it (walking outside four days of the last week)#I want to cry like omg my neck hurts so bad 😭😭😭 it’s that jaw shoulder neck pain where I can’t look back over my left shoulder all the way #without feeling it go down my shoulder blade #and I get headaches bc my jaw and neck is so tight it’s so miserable #but also I feel good cause this is the first time in a few months I’ve had a bad flare like this #all bc I slept with the wrong pillow I feel so stupid 😭😭😭#one fucking pillow wrong and my neck hurts for a full day and affects all this other shit gahhhhh this stupid body im in !!!#I want to walk and exercise and go outside and do all the healthy happy things but my body just hurts me in return like whatam I doing wrong #whatever at least I’m set up with my chronic pain shit. I’ve got the massage cane and the foam roller and the heating pad and the ice pack

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theflowerofthecommonwealth · 1 year

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I put a Pomade Wig on Nick. I didn’t even know you could do this.

Please excuse me while I go die of laughter in the corner.

#Jasmine had to have put him up to this.#I don’t think he’d do it for anyone else willingly.#Those puppy eyes can get him to do almost anything.#Worth it though because she’s also dying of laughter and her laugh is cute.#Deacon has a slight smirk in the first photo. He’s probably in on it too.#Actually please do send help I haven’t laughed this hard in so long I think I broke myself.#My face is red and my nose and head and stomach hurt from how hard I’m still laughing.#I buried my face in my pillow because I was laughing too loud.#Bro I was like coughing while crying tears of joy and falling off my bed idk why this is hilarious to me.#Oh no. I’m probably gonna think of this at night or while I’m in public and start laughing.#Welp. It is what it is I suppose.#fallout 4 #fo4 #fallout #nick valentine #deacon fallout 4 #deacon #deacon fo4 #john hancock

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thethingything · 8 months

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I feel like recently I've been kind of hyperaware of how touch-starved we are but also there's nobody we know in person that we'd be comfortable hugging or really touching at all so I don't know what to do about it but I feel like I'm losing my mind

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #we're having one hell of a night. then again we were also having one hell of a night last night too #anyway there's advice online for touch-starvation but it's all like ''have video calls'' and ''hug a pillow'' and ''listen to ASMR''#but I think if I'm at the point where thinking about hugging someone makes me cry #then maybe we're beyond the point where those things are gonna make much difference #but also like... it fucking sucks that cuddling with other alters in the same system doesn't count towards not being touch-starved #like what do you mean I can cuddle with my boyfriend multiple times a day and still be this desperate for physical affection #the only physical contact we've had in months has been from medical professionals and I still feel gross from it #and other than that in the last 2 and a half years I think we've had a grand total of 4 hugs from people we didn't want to hug #and those also just made us feel gross and uncomfortable

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autistic-shaiapouf · 1 year

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🅱️oly FUCK they need to fix my stomach

#good morning! it's 3:43AM!#i dont think ive EVER had chills and tremors with a bad stomach episode.. literally just curled up on the floor 30 minutes ago #on the floor trying to drink pepto and very afraid it was just gonna immediately come back up (it did NOT)#i think this might be the worst episode ive ever had just bc with the other bad ones I was still able to walk and do things #the idea of having THIS happen while trying to get to the bus stop makes me wanna cry #''hm we'll try some acid reducers'' they're not working ''try some more :)'' I Was Using A Package Of Toilet Paper As A Pillow On The Floor #i don't even wanna LOOK at the leftover chinese food in my fridge now I'll just. get lunch at work. god. god.#🖤chronic illness tag🤍#hoatm rants #love the hearts in my tag as if i didnt just feel like i mightve genuinely had appendicitis for a second there #literally one of my top fears every time my pain acts up; is that this is gonna be the one that needs emergency intervention 😞✌️#anyways. i get up for work in like 3 hours. Super Cool

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knifegremliin · 11 months

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i really don't understand why this house keeps making me bleed. like. i have bled so much in this fucking house. what does it want from me. why is it trying to kill me.

#🔪.text #first i get stabbed in the foot by a magically appearing shard of glass or plastic that was NOT there earlier in the day #(and i know it wasn't there because i had walked over that spot multiple times. both that day and previous days)#(i literally walked over that area every day)#and actually before that That Time Of The Month™ started #so that happened first. then the foot #then i make my nose bleed from crying too hard (????)#and then my nose potentially bleeds again while i'm sleeping #or Some Other Thing happened to make me smear blood over the bed sheets and pillows #like i'm just???#girl wtf

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bylertruther · 2 years

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just read the latest chapter for "I'm Going to Work On Believing It" and um . when i tell u my goosebumps started flaring and still have not stopped 6k words and however many minutes later....... i'm dead dying sobbing drowning in a puddle of my own tears my heart is three times bigger n full of ooey gooey love n joy n warmth i'm healed i'm—

#GOD........... RICHIE AND WILL FROM THE BELONGING TO YOUR DREAMS SERIES YOU WILL LITERALLY FOREVER N ALWAYS BE FAMOUS #WRITTEN WITH SO MUCH LOVE IT'S UNBELIEVABLE.......... HOW IS THIS FREEEEEEEE #there is No One tht loves will more than spotlightonmringenue n richie . no competition like it's over not even joyce or jon or mike srry #STOP READING HERE IF YOU HAVEN'T READ THE LATEST UPDATE STOP STOP STOPPPPP TURN BACKKKK #ok.#when i saw the wizard heart plushie come up......... Bro Why Am I Crying In The Club Right Now like 😭😭😭😭#THE SYMBOLISM IN THIS FIC IS FUCKING INSANEEEEEEEEEE #FIRST MIKE MAKES UP FOR NOVEMBER 6TH BY SAVING WILL FROM VECNA AND THEN RICHIE TUCKS THE FLUFF BACK IN THE HEART...#I'M GONNA SPLIT MY LAPTOP IN HALF THIS FIC IS SO CRAZY IT'S SO FUCKING. INSANE #WILL BYERS ENJOYERS OF THE WORLD YOU HAVE TO READ IT YOU /HAVE/ TO READ IT #100000000000k words of will byers being loved and understood like this is crack 2 me.#richie feeling like he's had an organ ripped out of him with will's (n the byers) absence n then he finds the heart... n vows to find him..#i'm feeling So Many Emotions tht i can't think of anything i could say that would match the intensity of them like.#richie and will............... will and richie....... the best friends to ever be friends #two lonely souls tht found each other n helped each other n SAW each other and . crying sobbin g plopping face down into my pillow

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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone · 1 year

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