I created an interactive winter wonderland in for my in-laws' Christmas Eve party, and man... nothing compares to seeing the joy this tech brings to first-time users.

People light up and act like children again, no matter their age. It's truly a privilege to behold.

Payback is a bitch. Do them all.

“itAy thanks for curing my evening boredom

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

     I think it was my friend Elli during a service project or my friend when we went to the movies (we occasionally pretend we’re a couple when we go to the movies lmao) 

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

    Shy. It was super hard to make friends during grade school. But if you put me with the right people I can be outgoing. 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

     My friend group tomorrow. I think we’re playing smash again? 4. Are you easy to get along with?

     I think so? I have no idea tbh. I know I was a bitch when I was younger though. Hopefully I don’t put off those vibes now 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

     The only time we interacted I was drunk so no lol. 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

     Tattooed, nerdy vibes, can make me laugh, nice eyes, idk I just like guys ok7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

     HA. Nope. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

     Romantically? or friendship? Also bold of you to assume whoever does these are straight. To answer, my friends who are all homies. 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

     Depends on the subject. I am always down to make sex jokes but don’t fucking tell me the shit you did with your SO the other night.10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

      I’m always down for deep convos tbh so I do this frequently. I think the last full length deep convo I had was with Jessica though? 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

      “LMAO” to Joey bc I rick rolled his ass. Bitch apparently I’m always texting you?   12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

       According to spotify it’s: Alexander HamiltonGoodbye Yellow Brick Road (Sara Bareilles’ cover) When I Was Your Man (Aaron Tveit’s cover) The Greatest Show The number one song is one I don’t listen to any more so I’ll replace that with the song I’m listening to “How Far I’ll Go” 

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

      God yes. That’s the BEST feeling. 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

      Not really miracles. But I do believe in luck in a sense 15. What good thing happened this summer?

      My birthday. Going to Chicago. 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

      Sure I’ll kiss my mirror again. Sorry y’all I don’t kiss and tell.17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

      Absolutely.18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

      I have had so many I don’t remember my first crush. And I know for a fact I didn’t start talking to crushes till the middle of high school19. Do you like bubble baths?

      No I hate baths. I think it’s gross. 20. Do you like your neighbors?

      I like their dogs. Especially the beautiful pit I get to dog sit 21. What are you bad habits?

      I get very nervous very easily. I’m unsure of myself. I’m also messy.22. Where would you like to travel?

      New York and Europe 23. Do you have trust issues?

      Who doesn’t? 24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

      When I go to sleep.25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

      My stomach. 26. What do you do when you wake up?

      Check my phone. It’s really bad. 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

      Neither. I like my skin color even though I’m pale as fuck. 28. Who are you most comfortable around?

      I’ll have to say my friends Yara and Josephine. Love all my other friends and no offense to y’all I’m just really self conscious 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

      LMAO one basically did the other day. At least he regrets how he treated me. That’s some tea. 30. Do you ever want to get married?

      Hell yeah. Am I currently ready for it? Hell naw. 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

     She’s too long. I really want to cut her but that costs money. 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

      Chris Hemsworth and Anne Hathaway. Or Vanessa Hudgens33. Spell your name with your chin.

      done. That was strange? 34. Do you play sports? What sports?

      I did soccer for one season when I was 6. I spent most of the time playing with my hair. That was the end of my athletic career. 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

      TV bc we have netflix and hulu 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

      Tons of times. It’s my brand. 37. What do you say during awkward silences?

      I’ve been doing shitty mouth pops recently. I also start rambling about my day.38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

      Someone that puts up with my bullshit 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

      TJ Maxx. Ulta. Target. I don’t shop often. 40. What do you want to do after high school?

      I’m outta that shit hole. Have been for 5 yrs. 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

      Of course. 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

      I’m listening fully and don’t really have anything to contribute yet. 43. Do you smile at strangers?

      Working at a hotel has forced me to. I hate it. 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

      SPACE MOTHERFUCKERS - the ocean freaks me out45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

      Needing to pee, hunger or work 46. What are you paranoid about?

      EVERYTHING. Mainly the future tho 47. Have you ever been high?

      Nah. Not opposed to it though. 48. Have you ever been drunk?

      Yep. I get really touchy. It’s weird. 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

      Stalk people’s social medias? 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

      Grey 51. Ever wished you were someone else?

      I wish I was Vanessa Hudgens. 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

      I won’t write it here 53. Favourite makeup brand?

      NYX. Cheap and good. 54. Favourite store?

      Target 55. Favourite blog?

      My own. 56. Favourite colour?

      Pink or Green. Depends on the day.57. Favourite food? 

      Anything with pasta or rice 58. Last thing you ate?

      pasta 59. First thing you ate this morning?

      beef jerkey. I have weird cravings60. Ever won a competition? For what?

      For being the world’s most emotional bitch 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

      Hell no. Stay in school kids. 62. Been arrested? For what?

      Nope.63. Ever been in love? 

      Yep. Still don’t kiss and tell. 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

      I know I just said I don’t kiss and tell but this isn’t talking about the person. Wet. Gross. Sloppy as fuck. They were shit at kissing. 65. Are you hungry right now?

      Nah. 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

      I have one tumblr friend. He’s a pal. 67. Facebook or Twitter?

      Twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?

      Twitter. I’ll make one for this blog soon. 69. Are you watching tv right now?

      No I’m listening to Miss Independent by Kelly Clarkson. 70. Names of your bestfriends? 

      Kim, Michelle, Jessica71. Craving something? What?

      Nothing. 72. What colour are your towels?

      Pink and green72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

      It used to be two until I got a new giant pillow this week. 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

      I have them. I don’t sleep with them. 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

      Four. I just counted. 75. Favourite animal?

      Meerkats 76. What colour is your underwear?

      Pink. 77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

      Vanilla 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

      Strawberry79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

      Grey and pink 80. What colour pants?

      Dark grey and green - I’m in house clothes I don’t match 81. Favourite tv show?

      Jane the Virgin 82. Favourite movie?

      Hairspray 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

      Mean Girls. The second one was trash 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

      Mean Girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

      SHE DOESN’T EVEN GO HERE 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

      Bruce87. First person you talked to today?

      Joey?88. Last person you talked to today?

      Joey. What the hell. 89. Name a person you hate?

      Hm they don’t need their name here90. Name a person you love?

      My brother91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

      Someone from work 92. In a fight with someone?

      Nah I don’t deal with that bs 93. How many sweatpants do you have?

      None. I do leggings tho ( I think I have 7 or 8)94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

      2 hoodies 95. Last movie you watched?

      The Green Book96. Favourite actress?

      Anne Hathaway? 97. Favourite actor?

      Mark Hamill 98. Do you tan a lot?

      I burn a lot. I’m pale99. Have any pets?

       No 100. How are you feeling?

        Alright. Kinda pumped bc my fav cover of Come Together came on (from the Justice League movie)101. Do you type fast?

        Yes but this is still taking me a while to get through 102. Do you regret anything from your past?

        Hell yeah. No tea is being spilled tho103. Can you spell well?

        If I have a pen and paper I’m decent. 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

        I miss some ppl yeah. Adulting sucks bc you can’t see everyone all the time105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

        Lol that was the only rebellious thing I would do in high school 106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

        Not that I know of? 107. Have you ever been on a horse?

        Yes I love horseback riding 108. What should you be doing?

        Studying for the GRE109. Is something irritating you right now?

        Boring drama stuff. I won’t go into details. I’ll get over it. 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

        Everyone has. 111. Do you have trust issues?

        Sis you already asked this. Yes. 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

        My mom? I was crying bc I could fit into old shirts 113. What was your childhood nickname?

        Family calls me Kari. Friends call me Rina114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

        Yep. Last month. 115. Do you play the Wii?

        We play Netflix on the wii116. Are you listening to music right now?

        “I am Woman” by Jordan Sparks 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

        Only from a can. I hate soup. 118. Do you like Chinese food?

        Fuck me up with crab rangoons 119. Favourite book?

        Eragon120. Are you afraid of the dark?

        I don’t like not being able to see. So sure. 121. Are you mean?

        I’m a dick to those I care about. Sorry. 122. Is cheating ever okay?

        Absolutely not. Dump their ass. 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

        Nope. 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

        I believe in infatuation at first sight125. Do you believe in true love?

         Not sure 126. Are you currently bored?

        I was till I started this 127. What makes you happy?

        anime, superheros, nerdy shit, music and makeup 128. Would you change your name?

        No. I used to want to as a child. 129. What your zodiac sign?

        Cancer. 130. Do you like subway?

        No. It’s gross. 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

        Politely decline132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

        Already answered. 133. Favourite lyrics right now?

        “Yoko Ono, she got that Yoko OnoYou know that shit that made John Lennon go soloKnow that shit gotta be lethalIf that pussy broke up The Beatles” - Jay Z

Murder by Justin Timberlake (Featuring Jay Z)134. Can you count to one million?

        I could. I don’t want to though.135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

        Not sure. 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

        Closed. 137. How tall are you?

        Five foot. Three inches. 138. Curly or Straight hair?

        My hair is wavy. I like both.139. Brunette or Blonde?

        I’m a brunette140. Summer or Winter?

        summer141. Night or Day?

        day 142. Favourite month?

        october143. Are you a vegetarian?

        nope but i’ve considered. 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

        dark chocolate. I’m old. 145. Tea or Coffee?

        tea - coffee gives me the shits 146. Was today a good day?

        It was decent. 147. Mars or Snickers?

        Mars148. What’s your favourite quote?

        “It’s not who we are underneath, it’s what we do that defines us.” - Batman Begins 149. Do you believe in ghosts?

        Yes and No150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? (via catscuddlingandyou)

         GRE prep book “Directions:” It said more but my fingers hurt from typing all day. 

About Me/FAQ

Hey, welcome to my blog! This is my -well, usually- Marvel-centric blog that has everything WinterIron, Bucky Barnes, and Tony Stark, as well as some general shitposts of my own wild adventures. I figured it’s best to keep up this trend of updating my ‘About Me’ page every follower milestone. So thank you all so much for over 3,000 followers, I never expected to break that many followers, let alone in less than a year on Tumblr. I appreciate each and everyone one of you, so really, thank you for sticking around with my bullshit.

Per the usual, I don’t do drama, I don’t do discourse. If you have a serious problem with me or anything I’ve written/done on this blog, please take it up with me personally. I will delete anon hate (if I get any, I haven’t gotten any yet…) and I think it’s all just pointless. I can be salty and derpy sometimes, but I will never purposely say something malicious. I’m not here for that negativity.

Now, to the FAQs.

Do you have an Ao3/Pillowfort/other social media?

I do have an Ao3, you can find me at Gothic_Lolita. I don’t cross-post everything, and a lot of my stuff on Ao3 isn’t WinterIron or even Bucky or Tony-centric, so if you’d like to see some other stuff I write, feel free to check over there. I don’t have a Pillowfort, nor do I plan on getting one. It took me forever to get this platform right, I’m not in the place to bother learning how to navigate a new one. I don’t do Snapchat or Instagram or Twitter because I am not nearly basic or cool enough for that stuff. The only social media I use is Tumblr and Pinterest, and trust me, my Pinterest is nothing interesting enough to be worth linking.

Do you have a tagging system?

I’m… trying, honestly. I’m trying to adjust my tags and systems because of the… wildness Tumblr is having with blocking and purging certain tags. I try to be funny in my tags, and I swear a lot, and apparently ‘fuck’ is being filtered out of the tag search, so that’s fun and completely screwed me over. As it stands, the important tags are ‘winteriron-trash writes’ (my writing tag), ‘shitposting with becca’ (any wild shitposts of my own sad creation), ‘not about marvel’ (any posts that are my general bullshittery and not Marvel related), ‘becca gives mediocre writing advice’ (a new tag I’m trying to use that’ll tag any post that I give writing advice on), ‘becca spills the tea’ (a tag for whenever I post my metas or opinions on Marvel characters, plots, etc), and the citrus scale which I explain in a post here

Do you write original fiction?

Yes, but I rarely, if ever, post it. I think I have all of one poem on Tumblr, any absolutely nothing original on Ao3. I write original works all the time, especially poetry and novels, but I’m super shy about being vulnerable and putting my stuff out there. I do wanna post my original writing somehow, but considering a fandom blog and Ao3 aren’t really the place for it, I’ll just keep it all hidden inside of me, and one day I’ll die. You’re more than welcome to ask me about any of my original writings, trust me, I am always willing to ramble about the shit I write, it’s pathetic.

What type of fanfiction do you write?

For this blog, mostly WinterIron fics or gen fics focused on Bucky or Tony. I do write about OT3s on here occasionally, but they usually include WinterIron in some way. Most of the time. I’ve somehow gotten to writing some weird stuff lately, to be honest. I’ll work with MCU, Sony Venom, and Spiderverse characters and canon, with the occasionally comic canon shoved in there. I have occasionally written crossover content with DC characters, but that usually relies on comic versions -or at least my own remixes of them- rather than the DCEU. On my masterlist, you can check out all the things I’ve written!

What are your ships besides WinterIron? NOTPs?

I’ll ship almost anything, and I’m a huge fan of rarepairs/interesting relationships simply to explore the possibilities of it, particularly when they include Bucky or Tony. My top OTPs besides WinterIron are currently Phlint, FalconShield, and BlackPepper. As for NOTPs, I strongly dislike Stucky, Stuckony, Thorki, and Staron for reasons of just not being able to see those characters together romantically. Feel free to send me the wildest rarepair your mind can think of, chances are I’ve probably already thought of it myself so I’d love the chance to ramble about/write for it. I’m a big fan of weird OT3s as well, just see the weird shit on my masterlist.

Are you in any fandoms besides Marvel?

I’m into DC, Star Trek, classic literature, Percy Jackson/HoO/Kane Chronicles, She-Ra, Carmen Sandiego, indie gaming, Supernatural, vulture culture, HYDRA Trash Party, and musicals. Yes, I’m aware I was born to be a geek. Trust me, I’ve grown very used to it.

Do you take prompts?

Honestly, sending me a prompt/headcanon/idea is a shot in the dark. I have prompts sitting in my inbox that has been there for about a year that I’ve been meaning to write. Chances are if you send me a prompt yes I’ve seen it, yes I think it’s lovely, but god I do not have the time. Occasionally a prompt will really grab my eye and I’ll just have to write something for it, but sometimes even that can take months to finish. Don’t be surprised if you send me a prompt and I randomly fill it seven months later. I’m prone to doing so. I love being tagged in existing prompt/headcanon posts and asked to write it (as I have a bad habit of hijacking posts to write stuff for them to begin with…) just know that once again the chances of me writing it are about a 50/50. Also, make sure the OP is okay with you asking me to write it, it’s never my intention to steal someone else’s spotlight, I just want to take cool ideas and throw my two cents in.

Is there anything you won’t write?

Drugs and alcohol are hard nos for me. They’re personal triggers that if you really want to know more about, you can send me an ask or message about. If I’ve listed something as a NOTP, I will not write anything with it. I strongly dislike writing kid fics, mundane AUs, damsel in distress Tony fics, and A/B/O, but I’m willing to work with an idea if it’s good enough. It really depends on the situation.

Do you offer writing advice/reviews?

Yep! I’m down to answer any questions on writing fanfic or just writing in general. I love talking about writing and all that. Seriously, I like talking about writing almost as much as I like talking about Marvel. I’m more than open to reading a few chapters of your fic or book or whatever and telling you my honest thoughts, but I probably won’t have time to read all of it if it’s more than 5k long, because I’m just a busy person. And I will be honest because I want to be helpful. Don’t ask me for my honest opinion if you just want your ego stroked.

Can I ask your opinion on [insert topic here]?

Always. I am always open to sharing my honest opinions, regardless of backlash I’ll receive for it. I’d rather be my honest self online -the one place I can be my honest self- then a fake mask made to please others. Whether it be fandom ships, in-universe meta, or non-fandom related topics, feel free to ask me. I love talking meta, or just general thoughts and opinions on random stuff. Trust me, I’m far too opinionated for my own good. Ask literally anyone who’s met me.

How long have you been writing?

All seventeen years of my sad, sad life. I loved writing stupid little stories when I was a kid, that slowly morphed into shitty “books”, then I went through a poetry phase in junior high, and when I was about 14 I wrote my first fanfiction. I posted my first fanfic when I was 15, and have been posting fanfiction for over a year and a half now. I started Tumblr in late February but didn’t start writing fics here until about March because I am a shy bitch.

Aaaaaaand now for some stupid shit about me you didn’t ask for.

My name is Becca, or Winter, or Dumbass, whatever you prefer, and I’m a dumbfuck 17 yr old lesbian from upstate New York. (The ‘upstate’ part is important. Don’t ask me if I live in NYC. Just don’t.) I’m a junior in high school and planning to study English and Marketing in college, to hopefully become an editor. Hopefully. I’m actually a pretty boring and dumb bitch, which makes it all the more concerning that I am steadily gaining popularity on this hellsite. Someone help me.

I mentioned some of my interests above, but some other stuff I’m into includes knitting, playing piano, tea, collecting (hoarding) notebooks, photography, editing, music, and being a general idiot. I’m a wild child in ripped jeans and a leather jacket, which should not fool you because I’m far too shy and afraid of everything to be cool like that. I sound a lot cooler online because I’ve gotten so used to online interactions from making friends and running my own Discord server, but in real life I am unrecognizable. I’ve been in a grade of 60 people with the same people since kindergarten and some of them still don’t know my name.

I’m mentally ill and all that, but we’re working on getting… better. Writing schedules are a mess from me and sometimes I’m falling apart so, that’s fun. It doesn’t usually affect my blog because I internalize that shit, but occasionally the self-deprecating humor can get to be a little too close to the truth. And just the general spastic nature of my blog reflects the utter chaos of my mind.

So anyway, that’s me, please be my friend. Also, because this seems to come up more and more. Please don’t be afraid of me/intimidated by me. I know I look all cool and popular, but I am literally a hot mess just like the rest of us. If you want to climb your way into my messages and just,,,, scream at me about something you think I’d like, or just scream in general, go ahead. I really won’t mind, I promise. I need… friends, or so my therapist tells me.

Oh, and here’s a face reveal.

Yes, I am that absolute idiot of a person, lying splat in the middle of my elementary playground field for,,,, reasons???? I don’t really remember the story behind that picture tbh, but it’s my entire personality in a single picture, so I dig it.

And here’s my actual face, with a cheap ring in my mouth and a fox filter because I thought I looked cute, okay? Leave me be.

Tadah.

I swear I’m funny and talented sometimes, please like me.

As always, feel free to send me an ask or a message about anything you’d like. 

Check out my Masterlist if you want, and join my Discord Server.

Anaconda, Andrew Bogut, and Animals: Very sweet & friendly Well behaved with a constantly wagging tail ACED his SAFER RANGER ID 32112, 2 YRS., 61 IES. 0f JOY ICK MEI MANHATTAN ACC TO BE KILLED 7/10/2018 5 dogs found with their dead owner! HOW HORRIFIC! *** NEW PICS, NEW FLYER FOR RANGER *** Ranger, one of the five, has nothing but GREAT NOTES. He ACED his behavioral evaluation with all 1s. AWESOME! The medical team has nothing but great things to say about him – VERY WELL BEHAVED, VERY SWEET! THIS IS ONE GOOD BOY who has gone through a HORRIFIC ORDEAL! And to make matters worse, they want to kill him with his siblings! With no decent pictures, no videos, nothing to advocate for him, we can only ask that you see past this sad intake picture and see the GOOD BOY that RANGER IS! Please consider opening your home and your heart and #SAVERANGER now! Ranger #32112 Male brown brindle dog @ Manhattan Animal Care Center About 2 years old Weight: 61 lbs SURRENDER REASON: Surrendered as a agency on 23-Jun-2018, with the surrender reason stated as person circumstance- death of owner. AT RISK NOTE: Ranger is at risk for medical reasons having been diagnosed with Canine Infectious Respiratory Disease Complex, which is contagious to other dogs and requires treatment with antibiotics for around 14 days. SHELTER ASSESSMENT RATING! We suggest that Ranger would be best suited to a dog experienced home. My medical notes are... Weight: 61 lbs Vet Notes 26/06/2018 Hx: Pt came in with 5 other dogs. This pt had wounds on intake but none of the dogs received exams at the time of intake, due to a large number of animals in the care center. S: On rounds today - pt was energetic, wagging tail, originally lying down on his bed but he stood up gingerly to come say hi at the door. O: Estimated 50 lbs -Many many small linear puncture wounds (1-3 cm long) on the dorsal aspect of the front legs. No bloody discharge. The wounds appear to be partial thickness. -Pt is bearing decreased weight on the left front leg A: Wounds consistent with bites P: 1. Rimadyl - 100 mg PO SID x7 days 2. Clavamox 375 mg PO BID x10 days 3. Weight and full intake - then revise medication doses as necessary 1088 26/06/2018 [DVM Intake] DVM Intake Exam Estimated age: 2yr Microchip noted on Intake? neg Microchip Number (If Applicable): History : stray. Came in with what looked like bite wounds on Left ear and RFL. 5 dogs brought into the shelter. Started on rimadyl and clavamox, until full intake could be done. Subjective: BAR. No limping, wagging tail. Very sweet and friendly, no signs of aggression, very well behaved during PE and med handling. Observed Behavior - Evidence of Cruelty seen - n Evidence of Trauma seen - n Objective T = P = wnl R = wnl BCS 5/9 EENT: Eyes clear, AU moderate amount of black ceruminous debris and canals erythematous, no nasal or ocular discharge noted Oral Exam: muzzled. PLN: No enlargements noted H/L: NSR, NMA, CRT < 2, Lungs clear, eupnic, normal RR/RE ABD: Non painful, no masses palpated U/G: intact male, 2 testicles MSI: Multiple superficial to partial thickness wounds (likely bite wounds) on both FLs (medial and lateral side), ventral neck, top of head, and both ear tips. Number of wounds are too numerous to count. All wounds appear quiet to scabbed over, no active bleeding, no signs of infection, no pain on palpation. Partial thickness laceration on right ear base, which began bleeding when pet shook his head. Laceration was cleaned and bleeding controlled with pressure and silver nitrate sticks. Ambulatory x 4, no signs of lameness. skin free of parasites, no masses noted, healthy hair coat CNS: Mentation appropriate - no signs of neurologic abnormalities Rectal: normal externally Assessment: Wounds consistent with bites -- wounds appear to be healing normally otitis externa Prognosis: good Plan: Rimadyl 50mg PO BID x 5 days continue clavamox 375mg PO BID x 10 days. Started 6/25/18 cleaned ears apply gentizol AU BID x 7 days SURGERY: Okay for surgery 3/07/2018 S: BAR, front of kennel, barking, could not assess appetite, no evidence of diarrhea or vomit, seemingly good BCS O: Bilateral mucoid nasal discharge and frequent coughs A: CIRDC P: Doxycycline 275 mg PO SID for 14 days Cerenia 60 mg PO SID for 3 days Move to iso recheck in 7 days Assessed by OS reviewed by 1088 Details on my behavior are... Behavior Condition: 1. Green Behavior History Behavior Assessment Upon intake, Ranger allowed all handling. He demonstrated minimal hesitance when crossing thresholds. He appeared nervous and kept his tail relatively low, but allowed petting and handling without escalating behavior. Date of Intake: 6/23/2018 Basic Information:: Ranger is a large mixed breed male dog that appears to be an adult. He was brought in by the NYPD after the owner died. How is this dog around other dogs?: Ranger was found with four other dogs of similar size and age, both females and males. Bite history:: Ranger's bite history is unknown, but he was placed on a DOH Bite and Victim hold upon intake. He was discovered with his deceased owner who had scratch marks of an unknown origin. Ranger also had what appeared to be a fresh bite wound on his left ear. Medical Notes: Ranger came in with a bite of unknown origin on his left ear. Date of intake:: 6/23/2018 Spay/Neuter status:: No Means of surrender (length of time in previous home):: Stray Other Notes:: Ranger was found in a home with four other dogs. All of the dogs had bite wounds, both old and new, leading us to believe the dogs had been fighting. Date of assessment:: 6/28/2018 Look:: 1. Dog's eyes are averted, with tail wagging and ears back. Allows head to be held loosely in Assessor's cupped hands. Sensitivity:: 1. Dog leans into the Assessor, eyes soft or squinty, soft and loose body, open mouth. Tag:: 1. Dog assumes play position and joins the game. Or dog indicates play with huffing, soft 'popping' of the body, etc. Dog might jump on Assessor once play begins. Paw squeeze 1:: 1. Dog gently pulls back his/her paw. Paw squeeze 2:: 1. Dog gently pulls back his/her paw. Flank squeeze 1:: Item not conducted Flank squeeze 2:: Item not conducted Toy:: 1. Minimal interest in toy, dog may smell or lick, then turns away. Summary:: Ranger quickly approached the assessor and jumped up in a social manner. He jumped up several times throughout the assessment but remained social, allowed all handling, and displayed no concerning behaviors. Date of intake:: 6/23/2018 Summary:: Ranger allowed handling. Date of initial:: 6/26/2018 Summary:: Ranger was social and allowed handling. ENERGY LEVEL:: We have no history on Ranger so we cannot be certain of his behavior in a home environment. However, he is a young, enthusiastic, social dog who will need daily mental and physical activity to keep him engaged and exercised. We recommend long-lasting chews, food puzzles, and hide-and-seek games, in additional to physical exercise, to positively direct his energy and enthusiasm. BEHAVIOR DETERMINATION:: EXPERIENCE (suitable for an adopter with some previous dog experience, especially with the behaviors outlined below) Behavior Asilomar: TM - Treatable-Manageable Potential challenges: : Basic manners/poor impulse control Potential challenges comments:: Basic manners/poor impulse control: Ranger jumps up a lot on people in a social manner. It is recommended that default behaviors such as "Leave it", "Sit/Stay", "Down" are reinforced to substitute any frustration and teach him to control his impulses instead of simply reacting; proper management is also advised. Force-free, reward based training only is recommended. * TO FOSTER OR ADOPT * If you would like to adopt a dog on our “To Be Killed” list, and you CAN get to the shelter in person to complete the adoption process *within 48 hours of reserve*, you can reserve the dog online until noon on the day they are scheduled to die. We have provided the Brooklyn, Staten Island and Manhattan information below. Adoption hours at these facilities is Noon – 8:00 p.m. (6:30 on weekends) HOW TO RESERVE A “TO BE KILLED” DOG ONLINE (only for those who can get to the shelter IN PERSON to complete the adoption process, and only for the dogs on the list NOT marked New Hope Rescue Only). Follow our Step by Step directions below! *PLEASE NOTE – YOU MUST USE A PC OR TABLET – PHONE RESERVES WILL NOT WORK! ** STEP 1: CLICK ON THIS RESERVE LINK: https://newhope.shelterbuddy.com/Animal/List Step 2: Go to the red menu button on the top right corner, click register and fill in your info. Step 3: Go to your email and verify account Step 4: Go back to the website, click the menu button and view available dogs Step 5: Scroll to the animal you are interested and click reserve STEP 6 ( MOST IMPORTANT STEP ): GO TO THE MENU AGAIN AND VIEW YOUR CART. THE ANIMAL SHOULD NOW BE IN YOUR CART! Step 7: Fill in your credit card info and complete transaction Animal Care Centers of NYC (ACC) nycacc.org HOW TO FOSTER OR ADOPT IF YOU *CANNOT* GET TO THE SHELTER IN PERSON, OR IF THE DOG IS NEW HOPE RESCUE ONLY! You must live within 3 – 4 hours of NY, NJ, PA, CT, RI, DE, MD, MA, NH, VT, ME or Norther VA. Please PM our page for assistance. You will need to fill out applications with a New Hope Rescue Partner to foster or adopt a dog on the To Be Killed list, including those labelled Rescue Only. Hurry please, time is short, and the Rescues need time to process the applications. Shelter contact information Phone number (212) 788-4000 Email [email protected] Shelter Addresses: Brooklyn Shelter: 2336 Linden Boulevard Brooklyn, NY 11208 Manhattan Shelter: 326 East 110 St. New York, NY 10029 Staten Island Shelter: 3139 Veterans Road West Staten Island, NY 10309

Old is the New New

Not really. But the question of how and whether innovation happens in the digital age is a perennial one. I remember a drunken New Year’s Eve conversation a decade or more ago with a friend complaining that there was never going to be another summer of love or punk or acid house revolution, and me saying we’re too ready to pre-empt that in the UK now, but subcultural things like that could very well happen in places like Kinshasa or Kuala Lumpur or Kiev... and indeed music is a part of major cultural shifts around the world. 

Listening to the We Out Here compilation really got me going this year though. It’s so vivid and of the now, without having any of the high-tech signifiers that we of the post-rave generations have come to recognise as representing newness. But in the bodily movements of the players are encoded London life 2018, just as much as they are in drill MCs’ voices or whatever deconstructed club beat patterns are working for people right now. Though that perhaps only makes sense if you understand the soul-jazz continuum as it is woven through London music. Not that you NEED to, mind, because the music operates on an instant, pleasure-principle level too. My full review I wrote for the Wire is above... 

We Out Here by We Out Here

...but that review in turn then set off a few tangents, which became a Twitter thread, which I have tidied up as follows:

A short rant on people who use "innovation" as their primary yardstick for judging music. 

If you do this, you are judging music first of all as A Cultural Phenomenon - an abstraction - and sidelining both the sound itself and what it is doing for the real people who love it. If people still love to dance to / make drum'n'bass 20 years on, or deep house 30 years on, or jazz-funk 40 years on, or garage rock 50 years on, or R&B 60 years on, or whatever, and your first response is to accuse them of lack of inspiration, you've gone wrong somewhere. We can't always be in a Cambrian Explosion period like 70s NYC or 90s UK where globally important musical species are created seemingly willy-nilly. Comparing the normal pace of innovation to those explosive times is foolishness. And worse, it denies lasting value to music.

I've been thinking of this wrt the current buzz of what you might call "post-Plastic People jazz" - music which doesn't sound overtly new, but is still vivid with value in the here and now. Thing is, there's always been top parties where you could dance to jazz if you looked. And whether it was 70s, 80s, 90s, 00s, 10s, that music had the same instant value in the heat of a club, both for its direct effect on the body and from the fact that it tended to attract some of the most diverse crowds: something that always leads to a better party. Does it lose value over the decades, just because it's not the first time it's being played in that style? Christ no. Does sex become less good because you've done it a few times?

The motives of ppl who insist that newer ≡ better are highly suspect & usually proprietorial.

This doesn't mean things don't change. The concept of "timelessness" is metaphysical and equally suspect. OBVIOUSLY dancing to drum'n'bass at 4am in 2018 is different to 1998. But when the beat drops there's real continuity of physical/emotional/social experience. All of this is no shade on innovation, either! Indeed it's rly the "innovation is dead" argument that diminishes real & amazing developments. From Chino Amobi and Elysia Crampton to mainstream hip hop over the last decade to any number of 'developing world' sounds, it's rife. Innovation is vital, we celebrate it, we seek it out. But to use it as your main measure of social and aesthetic value is bullshit.

"Oh nice house you designed and built with your own hands there... BUT DID YOU INVENT THE CONCEPT OF HOUSES, HMMM??"

Aside from sidelining the value of craft, folk art etc in favour of a vision of "inventiveness" that is always tied up in a tangle of sketchy ideas about cultural superiority, it just suggests you're more wrapped up in your own valuations than in the thing you're evaluating. And with huge irony it's often nostalgia-based: people want to see the same kind of innovation that blew them away when they were first launching out on their own voyage of discovery. It's quite egotistical in these cases, it's centring ideas of progress around your own tastes. Tangentially, there’s probably a whole PhD thesis on compering the theory bro’s modernism with the tech bro’s disruption. But more generally, this desperation to repeat a particular type of innovation v often seems like attempt to isolate "modernism" or "innovation" as an essential quality divorced from historical context. And essentialism and ahistoricalism are bad.

NONE of this is to say that retroism, revival, tradition etc etc are worthwhile qualities in and of them selves, of course. You still have to make aesthetic and cultural judgements yourself about what you're hearing and how it's consumed! Being familiar or traditional in itself doesn't make anything good, any more than it makes it bad.

Here’s another thing. Old things can still smash preconceptions. If you’re so jaded you think Sun Ra or Kate Bush or The Butthole Surfers or Coki don’t have something new to say to you, let alone a 15 yr old hearing them for the first time, I feel for you. These things, heard in the right light, can be as modernist as they ever were.

A tangent, on the job of music critics, and how we value the music of the past:

I think we all to one degree or another internalise the notion that popular music is aesthetically "cheap" because of the illusion of infinite availability, as compared to art or "art music". If you watch art/history on BBC4 you see Andrew Graham Dixon or Janina Ramirez waxing lyrical about the qualities of the pieces of art themselves, as expressions of their time. In BBC4 pop music history – unless it's one of those very specialist musicological things with Howard Goodall – it very much tends to be biographical and social history above all else. Can't help feeling that's because there's a reverence for the artworks, that comes from not everyone being able to go to Florence or New York or whatever and see them in the flesh - but everyone can hear "Purple Haze" or "Strings of Life" any time they want, right?

And to my original point about modernism vs retro, I suspect that adds to a cultural forgetting of how radical, say, "Purple Haze" not only was, but STILL IS. Isn't there a value in talking about it not in a Classic Rock way, not in a cultural history way, but in the way we'd talk about a Picasso? "Purple Haze"/"Strings of Life" perhaps are not good examples actually, because they DO at least get the historical reverence treatment on occasion (though this, too, is more based on historical context than aesthetic antalysis). There's thousands upon thousands more records that - if criticism is going to have any purpose - deserve to be looked at, over and over, AS ARTWORKS.

Especially DJing for Big Fish Little Fish parties I listen to & play a lot of what might be called cheesy dance classics, and I continually listen to them closely as a result. The diff between listening hard to Music Sounds Better With You or the Hardfloor mix of Yeke Yeke and just HEARING them as background in a bar or on the radio is like the difference between seeing a Miró or Warhol full sized and up close, and seeing a postcard of one. And actually those records are as great as works of human intellect and instinct as most Great Gallery Art. When you are up close to - in fact INSIDE - those records as they were built to be heard, their sense of balance, scale contrast, movement, balanced chaos/control, etc etc etc is up there with a Kandinsky or Braque. Obviously Capitalism doesn't value it as such, mind... And I think we (critics) unconsciously undervalue that too. So we talk about the past as movements, moments of cultural significance, but all too rarely about how the patterns and tics and structures of X record embody that and what power they still have now. People often talk of the job of critics as just being either explainers, enthusers, conceptualists or a glorified recommendation algorithm. But if the WRITING part of writing about music is ever to have any value, then what about just discussing and bearing witness?

All of which brings us back to the thing about fetishising innovation. We live in a world where thousands or more of people globally are hearing Nu Groove reissues, or rediscovered tapes from Benin, or some twisted Catalan synthpop record from 1981, FOR THE FIRST TIME. While at the same time, in mainstream and underground, soundcloud rapper and Elysia Crampton records are startling and scaring with newness. And elsewhere people – let's take the 100% Silk label or Dekmantel in Amsterdam as prime examples – are maintaining past sounds as living folk traditions. When you hear a set of Robert Hood type minimal techno, even if you don't share his spiritual beliefs and sense of the eternal, you can certainly feel it as being several steps away from the microhistorical cycles of hype. Because of course devotional or ecstatic music is consistently resistant to - or doesn't need - innovation. A shaman chanting in Uruguay, Sufi dancers in Pashtun country, a choir in Hereford Cathedral, Niyabinghi drummers - what do THEY care for the Shock of the New? But from the global 'old' music forms to the crate diggers' early house compilations to the super innovative post-Arca electronicisits, all of these things ARE our present. It's an extraordinary musical-historical moment to be part of. Scary, unpredictable, best of times / worst of times, etc but fucking extraordinary - including the presence of the past, whether unearthed or transmitted through living tradition. We should bear witness to that!

Snap On Verus Vs Modis

If you like JVComm32 you can just buy a registration key which makes the free demo version a full registered version. I expect that, before you register, have tested the program on your computer carefully. Jvcomm32 registration key. The registration key that you buy will be valid for all future versions of JVComm32, too. It is also valid for so called 'pre-releases' of new JVComm32 version. If the further development makes necessary another registration key scheme, all registered users will receive a new registration key.

Program available for Snap-on diagnostic platforms still eligible for software upgrades. Enrollment fee is separate and not eligible for weekly or monthly payment option. Rates and terms are subject to credit approval at time of sale and terms of the program and contract. Not everyone will be approved. Payment based on 12-month term for. So, how would these scan tools compare to the Snap On Modus or Verus? It seems in my area everyone says the Snap On Tools scanners are the ones to have. I just have a hard time dealing with a company that seems to always be A LOT higher in price than other companies. Andy Driveline & Gear Service Fallon, NV.

we also have just purchased a Maxisys! so far so good, some minor issues but didn't pay $7,000.00 more. Reason for changing: 1. Verus Pro = Slower than molasses is January when booting and this is AFTER we installed a SSD drive.. REALLY? i really think it got slower??? 2. Software Updates. slow in coming and WAY over $$$$ 3. Hardware that 10+ yrs old???? come on snap-on.. build a computer with some speed and get rid of WINXP. really????? computer hardware prices is NOT that high anymore.. QUAD CORE?? monitor 1024x600 what's with that ODD ball size?..better quality camera wouldn't hurt.. anyone can buy a laptop today for $300.00 that would run circles around this $10,000.00 thing.. yah, yah, i know, there is more to it than just that.. you can still build one hell of a computer for $1,000.00 and you can still charge your $9,000.00 for the software thats on it. i know this Maxisys does not have a 4 channel lab/ignition scope but $10,000.00 for Verus pro or $3,000.00 for the Maxisys, with weekly updates, hmmm, let me do the math?.. i didn't know lab/ignitions scopes cost $7,000.00?? hmmm Well, things are going to have to get much better in the snapon world before i look at anymore snap-on diagnostic equipment. really, for what snapon charges for, now i guess we will call it a subscription fee, they should throw in shopkey & suretrack. give your customers a little something in return for all the $$$ they spend with you.. OH, wait a minute, that's NOT the corporate thing to do these days, is it?? not like it was in the 50's or 60's when big business gave back a little to there customers.. getting off my soap box for now. have a great day! thanks for thinking of us..LOL

This time we will share information to cool you lovers of automotive and mechanics. We will introduce the 2 best scanner from each brand. What is it scanner is? A scanner is a device that serves to detect damage to the injection system of the car, in addition to the code can detect damage and remove code breakage, this tool can also display live data streams of cars. We can see information such as code injection of car’s system that can damage engine, gauges, temperature sensor, engine, etc. This tool is very helpful, especially for riders who like to travel far, this tool as an Assistant to monitor problem in car’s machine. Then, what brand will be shown? Please enjoy Launch X 431 vs Snap on D10.

Launch X431 The Launch X431 Wi-Fi Bluetooth Full System Android Scanpad is designed to solve all your confusion and more. It is supported by the launch technologies, you are bound to see the reason behind people run over heals purchasing this device. Moreover, there is OBD 2 scanner that stands out among others when it comes to the uniqueness in terms of features, performances and functions. Take some benefits of this product as much as you can. This is a fast and efficient data coding with all the hallmarks of a fast device, mechanic and driver will be peace in getting fast data coding and repairs as soon as possible. It is also multilingual which means that it has several universal languages so that the mechanic will not need effort in trying to get translations of all code meanings and can repair formulas are concerned. Not only that, it is also wide compability to cover some European and Asian cars. It is done what it takes to be used widely. The addition of the Indian car models makes its use more widespread exactly. But unfortunately, this is not a tool for use by people with minimum budget. With its sky rocketing cost, you can not manage it even with the lucrative discounts offered by most of the online stores out there. (Read also : Launch X431 vs CRP123)

Snap On D10 Snap On D10 is an equitable solution claims to be shifting the maintenance until 100% in-house program. This makes sense enough as it obviously costs less than with new tool investments. And we have completed control over the quality of workmanship performed on some equipment. When it comes to high-end scan and diagnostic tools, there are some things to choose from. The Snap On D10 Edge will store and manage an amount of vehicles in its database and also provides exclusive expert resources such as SureTrack, Troubleshooter and Fast-Track Guided Component Tests. Fast track Guided component tests is the most excellent features that will show you how and where to test components and what results you should be getting in order to verify failed parts before replacing them. While the others like SureTrack is the automotive industry’s most comprehensive source of expert knowledge, it consists of a lot successful completed repair orders from many technicians verified real fixed outlining parts replacement records. The last one is troubleshooter. It covers everything from trouble code tips, symptom tips and even time saving advice.

- WIFI/BLUETOOTH Diagnosis: Support WIFI network. Android System: Users can install and Android software

- Supports 72 car brands from USA, European, Asian,supports 12V/24V gasoline(petrol) vehicles, and some 12V diesel cars

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- Numerous Additional Functions: Photo, video, multimedia, other software application, etc

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Launch X431 vs Snap on D10 First of all before you decide a choice, you must determine which carws you work on. Actually, we will totally recommend you with the Launch X431 not only because of its affordable price, but also for the features and good reviews among it. What is wrong with Snap On D10? They sometimes must take minutes to boot up and load all its fancy graphics, you will not like it.

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2020 American Heroes 100

I was pretty sure that the American Heroes 100 mile run would not happen this year.  Back in May, the 49 yr old race director died from complications of back surgery.  Most races have been cancelled this year due to COVID.  There were no updates on the race webpage or FaceBook, so it seemed like it just wouldn’t happen.  I kept looking for some kind of announcement either way and finally, a couple weeks ago, I learned that the race would go on after all.  I had just finished the 4 month long virtual race across Tennessee – 1270 miles covered from May 4 to August 30.  I waited a whole 24 hours after finishing that to sign up for American Heroes.  The week before the race was kind of crazy.  Wildfires nearby and on the west coast were causing terrible air quality. We had been having very high temperatures and then on Tuesday, a big cold front came in dropping temps by 50 some degrees and bringing snow and rain.  The forecast showed a nice rebound by the Friday morning start.  Five days before the race, I was working on making a flagstone patio.  Moving the stones and 50 lb sacks of sand strained my back a little so I decided no more of that before the race.

Friday morning, I finished packing my gear and loaded up the van.  Shah kinesio taped my low back in the same pattern as last year (partially for the low back strain I already had and preventive because I’ve had low back pain in other ultras).  I often get a bad pain in the neck/shoulder area on the left side during long runs, so I also got a piece of kinesio tape on my neck hoping I could avoid that. Kinesio tape is magic for me!  I did my usual foot taping and was ready to go by 8:30. 

  I got my camp all set up in the Roger’s Grove park in Longmont, picked up my race number, ankle bracelet (this race has both ankle bracelet chip and chip on the bib to make sure the chip reader doesn’t miss any laps) and shirt then had a bit of time before the start at 10:11.  There are many different distances for this race, all with start times corresponding to events of 9/11.  The 100 mile race has a 30 hour time limit, ending at 4:11 Saturday afternoon.  The sky was overcast and temp was perfect for running, low 60’s at the start.  Fifteen people entered this year but only six of us showed up.

At 10:11, we hit the trail. The course is 1.05 mile loops of mostly dirt, sand/gravel and a little bit of pavement.  Pat was the first of many of my running buddies there to keep me company.  She ran the first 16 miles with me.  Not too long after she left, Shah showed up and he walked a lap with me.  He also brought me a spicy chicken sandwich from Popeyes – I decided I would hold on to that for after the race.  Spicy anything during a long run is not a good idea!  When we finished that lap, Donna was at my camp. Her car was in the shop a couple blocks away getting new tires, so it was convenient (under the circumstances, though not that convenient overall for her!) to walk over to the park.  We walked together for six laps.  I was feeling fine, but getting some hot spots on my left foot despite all my preventive taping.  I don’t typically have issues with my feet but have had this same problem the last two years at this race.  On the off chance that it was my shoes or socks causing the problem, I changed both.  The foot pain was annoying but tolerable.  At 4:11, about 15 runners in the 24 hour race started so there were a few more runners on the course.

I normally don’t eat anything from the aid stations, just stick to my Hammer Nutrition fuels, but they had these delicious fig cookies and I thought it would be ok, so I ate a couple.  Sometime late afternoon, I was a few tenths of a mile away from the bathroom (we get real indoor flush toilets at this race!) when I realized I needed to be there NOW. I almost made it.  Luckily it was not a catastrophic event – could have been much worse!  I think figs are just a bit too much fiber for me during a race.  After that, I had what just felt like pressure in my low gut. Not awful nausea or cramping, but not quite right and it made it hard for me to take in calories.  Sometime in late afternoon, a guy walking his dog asked me “is this the same race that was going on this morning?”  Yep – it’ll still be going on tomorrow morning and afternoon too!  

By evening, it was getting pretty cool out.  I gradually added long sleeve shirt, light wind breaker, light gloves, down jacket, light beanie, warmer beanie and warmer gloves.  Judy arrived a little after 8:00 with a Smashburger for me and she joined me for ?? miles.  I was getting chilled and couldn’t really eat much and my stupid foot was still hurting. Around 10:00 I said I wanted to lie down for a few minutes.  I crawled in my sleeping bag and warmed up while Judy patiently sat outside.  My timer went off after 10 minutes and we got back to walking.  I think she left around 11:00.  At midnight, I decided I was ready for a nap so I set my timer for 30 minutes and crawled into my sleeping bag.  It felt so good, I stayed there another 30 minutes.  I went back out for another hour, then back to the tent at 1:00.  I think the combination of my gut and my foot were wearing me down.  I probably could have managed just one of those things.  I kept setting my timer for 30 minutes and at some point, I did the math and decided I was not on track for a 100 mile finish.  Once I made that decision, I figured I might as well enjoy the warm sleeping bag and get some rest.  I checked on the toe that hurt so much but it just looked red and angry. Back out to run some more at 4:30. Cat arrived a little after 5:00.  My gut was feeling much better by this time and my only real complaint was my foot.  

I didn’t recognize any runners from the last 2 years, but I did see some people I had seen other places. The first place guy in the 100 mile race had a sign on him that said “Legally Blind”.  I saw him and his pacer at Chase the Moon a couple months ago.  Really nice guy – he somehow knew my name and would always say something nice as he lapped me (many times!)  He apparently has enough vision to run alone sometimes. He had a pacer running ahead of him announcing obstacles and he wore a super bright headlamp.  He was coming up behind Judy and me and we heard his pacer tell him to step up (dirt path met up with sidewalk) and then we heard an awful crash.  He didn’t make that step up.  It hardly seemed to faze him though.  He just jumped right up and kept on running.  I also recognized a runner I had seen at races in California.  His nickname is “the running jester” and he’s easily recognizable by his clothes and jester’s hat.  He was there for the 24 hour race.  Saturday morning, I saw a woman I’ve visited with at several races around here so we chatted for a bit.  One of the really nice things about a short loop course is that you get to see the same people many times and there’s a nice camaraderie to that.  It’s especially nice to see how the fast people just keep on with such a steady pace.  

As the morning went on, all the shorter distance races began and these annoyingly fresh-looking runners joined us on the course.  Julie came and joined us for some miles later in the morning.  Saturday was warming up a lot more than Friday.  I was starting to think about when would be a good quitting point.  Since I knew I wasn’t going to make 100, I should pick some meaningful distance. Cat was game for pretty much any distance (within reason, of course) and she planned on running marathon distance so I was thinking maybe 80 miles would be good.  My toe was really throwing a tantrum though and I came up with a new goal: 78.6 miles.  That’s 3 marathons distance and I could finish a couple laps sooner than 80. 

 I ran most of that last lap and finished with a sprint.  The RD tried to convince me that I should go for another one but I was already mentally done.  My final distance was 78.75 miles in 26:12, including 5 ½ hours of resting.  My back and neck were never an issue thanks to the Kinesio tape.  I’ve got a year to figure out how to protect that pinky toe so I can go the full distance next year.  I think the problem is going in a circle, always turning to the right.  I never have this problem in other races!

Sunday morning update: I feel fine this morning and the problem toe is just tender.  When I drained that blister last night, the toenail was just kind of floating around on that loose blister skin.  It will be interesting to see how that heals.  I would be fine if the nail doesn’t come back after it inevitably falls off. I think I would be ok if that whole toe just fell off!  My legs aren’t sore and I’m ready to meet up with Julie and Cat for a short easy run. Thanks to all the Allenspark Pack Runners who made my run so much more fun!

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Short Hair Styles for Older Women - 20+ - https://shorthaircutsmodels.com/short-hair-styles-for-older-women/ - Short Hair Styles for Older Women, The Today show also does some great makeovers and it's. Always fun not to let people see themselves in. The mirror until they're live on stage and see their reaction to look at themselves in the mirror for the first time. Screaming and jumping and a lot of family members can't believe t's eyes. These makeovers are incredible. For example, if you are very careful and maintain a beauty routine to protect your hair, the best option is asymmetric haircuts V cut haircuts or fringed haircuts. Short Hair Styles for Older Women Short Hair Styles for Older Women, With this kind of cut you can stand out at the next meeting with your friends and family. Facebook instagram youtube etc.in Facebook Instagram youtube etc. among all search engines and social media Spring Summer 2020 2021 hairstyles the most worn designs are short haircuts and hair colors for women over the age of 65. And because the shape of the face affects the choice of hair styles, the skin also affects the choice of hair color. Short hair styles for older woman Short Hair Styles for Older Women, There are hairdos suitable for light-skinned women and other haircuts are more suitable for darker skin. Thanks to the article we will show you the Ten Best Short Hairstyles for black women. Keep scrolling down and find out what your best look will be for this year. It's a popular topic among all women. We all have, and we all have to figure out what works for us. Fascination with hair came naturally to all of us especially when we hit our teenage years. Short pixie hair cuts for older woman Short Hair Styles for Older Women, What a shock that I recently found myself a photo booth picture when I saw my hair in a layered shoulder length hairdo about five years ago. Five years ago, I looked much older and fatter than when I switched to a trendy short hairstyle tailored to balance my face. Ready When Ready says Citrone again. It seems to sound. All the answers you need and the inspo is ahead. then it will definitely be one of those inspired styles. There are many new beauty concerns to consider as you get older. Short hair styles for older black woman Short Hair Styles for Older Women, You face changing your skincare routine to fight the signs of aging grappling with grey hair coverage and find makeup products that won't sink t into fine lines and wrinkles. But change doesn't t have to be a bad thing. Perhaps you'll find the perfect weightless face powder in the process, or you'll eventually learn the best hairstyles for older women. In fact, we strongly recommend embracing your age as an opportunity to refresh your beauty look. You want a place to start. Short hair styles for older women with fine hair That sounds like you and if you're thinking of trying something new you've come to the right place. Today we're making a case for short bursts. Getting this new new fringe gives you a bold and edgy look that will help you make a big statement with your strands. One of our favourite parts about short bang hairstyles is that it's a relatively low impact in terms of commitment. Sure they recreate a gritty and edgy look but before you know it they will grow into a longer series of full bursts and if they regenerate too inclined then you can start growing them for good. Short hairstyles for 60 year old woman Also this fringe gives it a chunky edgy feel at first and can evolve into something softer over time. After all, no matter her age, every woman wants to look stylish and attractive. 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Short hair styles for older woman with thick hair Short hair has maintained its position over the years despite a change in fashion and lifestyle. From Pixie cuts to voluminous curls, it's our favourite 31 hairstyles and haircuts for women 50 and up. Just because you regain a certain age doesn't mean you should adopt old-fashioned hair T aren't complimenting for your look. You can look really stylish and elegant no matter your age. You are committed to making the year 2020. Best Short hair styles for older woman Start with a great new short bob hairstyle. It's like our own hair. Did you find the right style for you? It took me a while but I think I've finally found a great style to get into my old years. It's not long, it's not short, it's decidedly occasional what works for me. Very Short hair cuts for older woman Many older women think they can get away with long hair but sometimes it works and sometimes it doesn't. we all need to be honest with ourselves and have a good look at what works for us and what needs improvement. Short hairstyles for 60 yr old woman If I had soft fluffy hair, I'd probably wear it for a long time. I thought it would be fun to talk about hair since I would start doing some fashion and beauty posts on my blog. Short fairy and long fairy models create models based on face shape and hair texture. Short haircuts for older black woman It can take some time to find a hairstyle that suits you and sometimes you can make a few cuts that you don't quite like. This may be especially true if you are also working with accessories such as glasses. While age t shouldn't come into play when choosing a hairstyle for you you may feel more or less comfortable with certain fashions. Pictures of Short hair cuts for older woman There are women who set Hair Trends for women 50 and older if you want to follow them and have examined them for you. Short bobs are ideal for women who like having short hair but for women who never want a new way of wearing it or have had short hair and need a way of easing into their new length. This will be 25 hair looks amazing all year. To try out classic and cool hairstyles and haircuts for older women. Short hairstyles for 65 year old woman For older women, these stylish haircuts are perfect for the wise and beautiful regardless of age. Check out our favorite bobs pixies lobs and shags. I know t can be the only one with hair stories. Hair is an important extension of who we are as women, and it lasts our whole lives. It started when we were teenagers and we couldn't help but feel good or bad about ourselves based on how our hair performed from day to day. Short layered hair cuts for older woman No matter your age, there's always a fairy cut for you in 2020. Today's images of short fairy haircuts for women over the age of 60 have been compiled with the most fashionable colours and pictures from the 2020 special catalogue. Best Short hair cuts for older woman Long hair is not just an old-fashioned myth and the most feminine or flattering look for anyone whose latest fashionable short hairstyles can be cut short to a younger look. This year we invite all nominated women to be the most beautiful woman to review the images below. Short hairstyles for 70 year old woman The short bobs come in many lengths, from chin length to neck length, and are filled with details. Choose to have short layers to create volume wear hair straight or perm or add coloured ombre. For older ladies over the age of 60, the same haircuts are recommended for naturally younger girls without creativity. Short hair styles for 50 year old woman Jon Reyman, owner and stylist of leanne Citrone co at Andy Lecompte Salon in Los Angeles and founder of Bicoastal Salon, spoke and Weal. Both Citrone and Reyman classify the trendy length as a shock-proof cut that won't leave you in tears, and it could inspire you to try more risk task length in the future. Short hair styles for older woman with fine hair Reyman likes to call different, more dramatic cuts a gateway drug. And how do you know if you need a dip? We know it's very important that women can wear modern haircuts that allow for a change in appearance. Short hair cut styles for older woman Confidence and self-love are revived by making a new haircut for women. Often a common shape of women emerges and is largely inspired by the shaving of supports. It's no secret that a good haircut for women is always a basis for fixing and not spending much time on everyday hair. What is a good hairstyle for a 60 year old woman? It has been a season where many people experiment with their own style while spending time at home. Most remarkable is the fact that they grow quite quickly so if you like style regular maintenance is absolutely essential. Short curly hair cuts for older woman The low commitment nature of this style coupled with general excitement if short hair did not convince us to try out bursts of doubt because short hair has unique spells that attract many women giving them confidence courage and a sense of freedom. What is the hairstyle for 2020? And some women prefer short hair because they are tired of dealing with long hair and don't have time to pay attention when choosing the appropriate style and the right dismissals. So you want to buy a bob. Kim is NOT t these days. Bella Hadid Rowan Blanchard Tessa Thompson got it all why not. But a one-size-fits-all deal like lipstick or foundation bobs isn't. Why not renew your mane with one of the best hairstyles for women over the age of 50? Use a 1 inch curling stick to create small waves throughout. Short hairstyles for 80 year old woman The entire hair. The key to nailing this look is to leave the last half inch of each thread out of the wand to maintain the Straight Edge. Rather leave the fringe flat and extend the Level 4 hold for a long-lasting style that finish the look with a mist of TRESemmé Compressed Micro fog hairspray. Pixie haircuts for women over the age of 60 have become their favourite short hairstyles in 2020. What haircut makes you look younger? You can't say that a hairstyle has become an old fashioned, because you can revive any haircut and get the results you want by adding some wrinkles that control the hair's size density and choosing the appropriate haircut to fit the shape of the face. I'm sure most of us have a hair story that we never forget. So our mum gave us a perm and we T s when we didn't want to leave the house or the stylist ruined our hair with a bad cut or a terrible dye job. Or worse we are devastated at home. With our own paint business. Short layered hair styles for older woman This is accurate. Hair is very important to us as women and can really make or break our looks. I used to love the make-up Oprah shows she took one of their looks desperately outdated and completely finished them. Hair was always a big part of this process and would completely change a better person's appearance. What is the Best haircut for older women? Below we have prepared a gorgeous short pixie and bob haircut to fit your face type. Stylists always say a 50-year-old woman can be 10 or even 15 years younger by choosing the right hairstyle. Ladies at this age can confidently experiment with their images by looking for something unusual. Very Short hair styles for older woman Let's review the most interesting short hairstyles for women over 50 with photos. A fairy cut is one of the most popular hairstyles for older women and has good reason. This timeless cut is seriously low maintenance and who has tons of extra time to perfect their mane every day. It's not us. Is Short hair better for older women? Add a fun and sexy twist to this classic ‘Do by rocking a textured fairy. Just grab a hair pomade like L Oréal Paris Studio line overworked hair paste and use your fingers to work with your hair and highlight the layers. Messier is better.

All 60! 60. If you had to choose any food to eat your body weight in, what would be and why?

1. selfiemobile :( ill post one after i post this2. what would you name your future kids?as far as a boi and gorl it would be James and Vienna3. do you miss anyone?definitely 4. what are you looking forward to?uhhh well june definitely and uh OH SHINEDOWN TOUR YEAH thats gonna be good5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?theres a few :)6. is it hard for you to get over someone?it has been but u kno life goes on its get better 7. what was your life like last year?worse than it is right now!8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?o yeah for sure9. who did you last see in person?me mum10. are you good at hiding your feelings?i usually am but past few yrs im too tired to hide things lol 11. are you listening to music right now?for once i am not12. what is something you want right now?mexican food. sm mexican food13. how do you feel right now?rly tired and fibro fluie14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?few days ago15. personality description@ friends reply w what u would say my personality description is16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn't?WHOLE LIFE17. opinion on insecurities.its a natural thing that occures and takes time to work on18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?nope19. have you ever been to New York?nope20. what is your favourite song at the moment?the new apc song 21. age and birthday?18 and my bday is February 17th :^]22. description of crush.smol, loud, lovely, worries me sometimes, home.23. fear(s)nop24. height5'225. role modelrn my top role model is maynard 26. idol(s)ehg27. things i hateknow it alls, people who talk to me like i aint kno a subject, ppl who aren't kind28. i'll love you if...u bring me food and send me memes29. favourite film(s)all the xmen all the time30. favourite tv show(s)agents of shield, grimm, the crown, bloodline, daredevil etc31. 3 random factsi have a scar on my right templeive broken my toenails 4 days in a rowi cant ride a bike32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?both33. something you want to learnfkn everything man34. most embarrassing momentjeez i cant think of any that are still rly uncomfy anymore35. favourite subjectnone tbh lol36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?stable farm life w gfbandmusic school37. favourite actor/actresshi stranger things cast38. favourite comedian(s)JOHN MULANY 39. favourite sport(s)idk40. favourite memoryplaying w my doge outside my old house41. relationship statustaken42. favourite book(s),,maynards43. favourite song everAerosmith livin on the edge44. age you get mistaken formid twenties45. how you found out about your idolradio o i think46. what my last text message says"a good pal"47. turn onspff idk touchin feelin breathy stuff like is this a sex question or48. turn offsbeing inconsiderate 49. where i want to be right noww me pals n gorl 50. favourite picture of your idolinsert screencap of maynard feeding a pigeon from a fork lift51. starsignaquarius 52. something i'm talented atidk im sure theres something 53. 5 things that make me happymusicmy gf and friends lov u hoeswarm thingsthe sunart54. something thats worrying me at the momenta lot55. tumblr friendseveryones me frands!! 56. favourite food(s)mexican food n greek food 57. favourite animal(s)wolves, otters, doges58. description of my best friendI HAVE A FEW I CANT59. why i joined tumblrMy friend at the time said it was a cool website 60. ask me anything you wantTHE ANSWER IS OBVS MEXICAN FOODALL OF IT ALL THE TIME ESPECIALLY RN THANK U!!

100 Questions

I suddenly felt the need to answer random questions so... HIHI

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
 I think so. I hope so. 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? UHM... I dont want to close my doors but, I’m gonna say NO for now. HAHA! 
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Minutes ago. :’) 
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? Yes, I actually do that everyday.  
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
 NO... I guess? Haha 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? NO. It’s been so long since I’ve actually thought of “someone” whilst listening to music. 
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
 Purple tee + shorts 8. How often do you listen to music? every.single.day. 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
 I’m more of a jeggings / leggings type of girl actually 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2020?
 YES. For the better (claiming it!) 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
 Antisocial... I’m actually an ambivert. I can do both. :) 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? This is a vague question!!! All of us in the family... our names all start with A so of course! HEHE 
13. What about ‘R’?
 *croo croo* YES *croo croo* hahaha

14. Can you drive a stick shift?
 NO

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
 Sometimes I do, but then I’ve learned that it’s better to have a “fuck it” attitude. 

16. Are you going out of town soon?
 YES!!!!!

17. When was the last time you cried? hmmm... last week?


18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
 YES

19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
 hazelnut? WOW. HAHA

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
 No. :P

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
 the fact that I had to reset my Yahoo password for the fcking nth time today ‘cause I keep on forgetting what I fckin typed

22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
 YES!! That’s my favorite

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
 NO

24. What are you sitting on right now?
 I’m actually lying on my tummy rn

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? YES :)


26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
 YES! Argh

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
 My friend Mikee

28. Do you get a lot of colds?
 NO. Hihi *knock on wood*

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Adidas


30. Does anyone hate you? I hate myself sometimes... does it count?


31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
 NO! Do you?

32. Do you like watching scary movies? Sometimes... it depends what part of the day it is. 


33. Do you want your tongue pierced? NO. NEVER.


34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
 2016. That was a shitty year. No offense to Disneyland.

35. Did you have a dream last night? No! I guess it’s because I slept in too late.


36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
 An hour ago I guess? I was watching a BTS vid and I screamed “JIMIN SARANGHAE!” while fangirling. LOL

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? Who knows... I guess? HAHA


38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

Hmmmmmm... NO?


39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?


NO

40. Did you have a good day yesterday?

I DID! Thank you for asking. HAHA


41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?


NO. HELL NO. HAHA

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?


Yeah. my sister. HAHA

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?


LOLYEAH. HAHAHAHA

44. What’s the best part about school?


the misadventures after class. :P

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?

Yes


46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?

YES! It was a thing back in highschool.


47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?


 I do. I overthink a lot so...

48. Were you single over the last summer?


Yes.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?

No...


50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?

cleaning my room, but here I am... doing this. HAHA


51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?


No. :)

52. Are you nice to everyone?


 NO. Haha! I am a very transparent person. I can’t hide my feelings, especially when I’m irritated.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?


YES! It was awful. Haha

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

I can last in a relationship for 2857254 yrs and NOT cheat thank you very much.


55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?


NO

56. Do you think you like someone?

I do. 


57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?


No, I wish I could though. :P

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?


I’m a girl but I think boys are waaaaaaaay better than girls when it comes to being a friend.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?


YES, I think almost all of them did already

60. Do you hate anyone?


YES. 

61. How’s your heart?


It’s still healing, still learning. :)

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

YES 


63. Have you ever cried over a guy?

YES


64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?


NO ONE. I’m that nice. Haha!

65. Are your toenails painted pink?


YES

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?


No. I think my next one will be the best one. OHA. :)

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?


NO!

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?


No!

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?


My best friend.

70. How do you look right now?
 Fabulous, as always. Haha!

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?


Yes :

72. Can you commit to one person?

YES... Cheating is a deal breaker for me so I would never cheat!!!


73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?

I did once upon a time... our friendship fell apart tho


74. Have you ever felt replaced?


FUCK YES

75. Did you wake up cranky?


This morning? No :)

76. Are you a jealous person?


YES I AM AND THERE’S ABSOLUTELY NO PROBLEM WITH THAT

77. Are relationships ever worth it?

It really depends on who you’re in a relationship with. Is he/she worth-it?


78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
 USA / Philippines’ government officials??

79. Currently wanting to see anyone?


Yes.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?

Go to church, sleep, write, exercise 


81. Last person you cried in front of?


hmmmm... I forgot!

82. Is there someone you will never forget?

Yes


83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?


he doesn’t even know I exist... so bye

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?


cuddling? LOL

85. Are you over your past?


YEEEEEEES! *confetti*

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?


No :)

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?


Yes

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?


*nods*

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?


Uhmmm. No. I would tell him to go home

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

YES! HAHAHA


91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?


I’m praying to the Gods, YES!

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?


Yes :)

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?


I have a baby cousin named Matthew! Yes

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?


NO, shut up.

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?


NO, go away

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?

HAHAHAHA yes??


97. Who do you have texts from?


None of your business hahaha

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?


Bye, Felicia

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?


 yes?

100. Who’s in your profile picture?

Me? hello?

honestly yet another reason "reading too much into it" for gay/trans material in media is a shit argument based on nothing but ones fragile bigotry is that since the early days there was pearl clutching about what could be shown in movies and the first attempt to regulate what could be shown in theaters was a bunch of states saying that police chiefs would choose which movies could be shown within their locality. and then the mpaa was created in an attempt to preempt federal censorship, and the hays code was created to require each film to be certified by the mpaa and it was not only a list of stuff that wasn't allowed but also a "moral code" that films needed to promote, and guess whom wrote that moral code? that's right, an actual catholic priest. so that involves a fuckton of guidelines on how to properly present the Genders, which mostly means no women's chests and skirts down to the fingertips ok. betty boop was a threat to america. but most of all there was the obsession with sex, and how it really wasn't even allowed to be alluded to so even when telling cishet stories, if you wanted to talk about sex as a concept or activity or topic of which anyone had any knowledge of interest, you had to encode everything and make everything really subtle and metaphorical. kinda like the "school dance supervisor" gag where someones running around making sure nobody's touching too much while they share a passionate gaze and that all kisses are brief and chaste enough and follow a properly moral christian hetero wooing. there was some movie later that edgily cheats the guidelines of "kisses can only last so long" by making a really long kiss scene that just so happens to have precisely timed pauses to exhange words. i dont remember what it is and i dont care to look it up becoz i dont want to be reminded of being made to look at olden straight kissing scenes where the guy is always 20 yrs older and it has all the awkward stuff to say "this is passionate and sexual ok but there has to be No Tongue" the hays code stuff started in the 30s and fighting it off really started to make headway in the 50s when some films just decided not to get the certified approval, and then when some like it hot and psycho both lacked the certification but were also hugely successful, that was a huge boost for the "not adhering to promoting catholic moral standards" agenda and by the time you got to the 60s it began to be more of a thing to consider having mainstream movies not be all about white cishet straightedge waiting-til-marriage characters living catholic-white-jesus-approved lives so basically when you look at old b&w movies and it's like "oh there's a kinda gay moment but clearly they're just smiling and looking at each other and standing kinda close and expressing an emotional connection but calling it gay naturally is a corruption of purity and wholesomeness and somehow bringing up sexuality of any kind taints and nullifies other bonds so" thats bs. even the straight stuff could barely involve kissing and gay shit couldnt involve kissing OR speaking of it. since yknow gay people didnt exist back then all over the place. and then its not like that didnt bleed into tv when the time came, tho that was a common fixture only by the time the hays code was being more frequently challenged, still it was built on everything media had been doing for the past half century or so. and then of course there's the cheat of "gay love stories are allowed only if it leads to showing how being gay leads to tragedy in ruin, so we just make a regular love story until you get someone killed at the end and the other is probably destitute or whatever," which totally didnt become the only story the straights knew how to tell and why gayness always leads to being killed or some other form of doom anyways i know very little about film history so i dont know specifics about the weird particulars of the hays code or the production of early films that didnt adhere to the code coz i know they existed before the 50s. and also especially before the 30s coz there wasn't really any official enforcement prior to trying to require that approval. tfw watching tcm with a pad of paper to play Spot The Gay Stuff. tell me all about it ben mankiewicz