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kayime · 3 months

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#19 days #qiucheng #he cheng sama #he cheng #qiu shark ge #qiu #dandy big brother and his shark

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its-hitsugaya-himself · 1 year

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Now why did u take that big ass helmet if you're riding a tiny bicycle for grocery shopping huh?

And he lives around the corner?? Seriously Brother Qiu has no business being this funny

#19 days #look at his big ass making that bicycle look clown size #brother qiu #he tian #jian yi #mo guan shan #zhan zheng xi #zhanyi #tianshan #old xian #old先 #orsumnidrk #19days

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stuckinapril · 3 months

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do u think it’s weird for an 18 and 21 yr old to date?

Yeah tbh. These are such big years for us. Me rn at 21 is so different from me at 18. You could argue that there’s a 21 year old out there who’s just as sheltered as an 18 year old—and to that I say probably, because there are exceptions to every case. But most 21 year olds have had more experience w relationships than 18 year olds. I would side eye any 21 year old who’d see it as appealing to date someone who’s 18. Just not appropriate to me

#Am I being harsh like idk #My friends and I know a guy who’s 23 and dating someone who juuust turned 19 #And everyone dogs on him for it and thinks it’s weird #And like I Agree bc why are you at the age to be a college senior dating someone who just graduated hs? Idk like 3 years aren’t many but #They’re so big for us bc of the transitions we do during them #I can actually never look at an 18 year old and think I could date them 💀💀#They automatically get little brother zoned I fear #ask

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ficsficsficsallfics · 1 year

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He Cheng: What are you doing up this early screaming and punching mirrors?

He Tian: I’m talking myself up.

He Cheng: For what?

He Tian: None of you fucking beeswax Cheng. I’m going on a big mission with the boys. We’re gonna go kill cunts and fuck shit up.

#19 days #old xian #he tian #he cheng #the he brothers #at the he house #source: the big Lez show

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livelaughlovelams · 2 months

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big sis culture is getting up at 1 am and going into the bathroom in your tightest pajamas and half-on crusty tennis shoes to grab lil bro's computer mouse because he left it in there with the big ass spider and he's scared but mom won't get up from her book to get it

at least for me?

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loveislovealways · 2 months

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Maya is shocked seeing Mason

Station19||Season 7||Episode 3|| part 8

#maya x carina #maya bishop #danielle #station 19 #love is love #big brother

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thewildchild13915 · 1 year

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Sibling grief is weird.

With sibling grief you're grieving more than just the loss of your sibling.

You're grieving the life you had before you lost your sibling.

You're grieving the loss of who your parents were before your sibling died

You're grieving the loss of the future you'd prepared for

You're grieving the loss of the family unit as you'd known it

You're grieving the loss of who you were before they died

You're grieving the loss of your best friend

Before my brother died, I had plans for how the future would be. Family holidays with our kids, major life events being celebrated together, family vacations, so many memories to be made.

All of those were lost when he died. An entire future full of plans just.... Gone.

Finished.

Now I'm only left with the haunting visions of watching him go, with the sounds of our parents sobbing and begging for this to not be happening, with hearing the love of his life begging for more time and promising to make the rest of his life everything we'd always dreamed for him, with remembering both the feeling of his warm hands AND the feeling of his lifeless, cold hands.

Before my brother died, our parents were mostly happy.

Parents change after the loss of a child, regardless of the age of said child. That change can go 1 of 2 ways and it is usually to the extreme of whichever way they go.

Way 1: they're going to be extremely clingy with their remaining child(ren). They will want them close.

Or

Way 2: they're going to become extremely distant with their remaining child (ren).

My mom quietly went with way 1. She tries to not show it, but I know it. She still has her moments where she's distant, but she won't even entrain the idea of us being far away from her. She wants all of us near her.

My dad went with way 2. I've always felt like my dad absolutely hated me. There was no proud father moment when I got married, no "you look beautiful" comments, or any heart touching moments really. It's always been he was there, but quietly wondering how quickly he could leave. Sure there were moments when he really came through and made me feel like he cared. I can't say there weren't ANY.

But after losing my brother, I feel like I completely lost my dad. He barely acknowledges I'm there, he flat out ignores me when I say "I love you", but he will say it to everyone around me, he doesn't even try to hide the fact that he does NOT want to be wherever I am. In my heart I feel that he believes the wrong child died and that it should've been me. I have never felt like more of a burden than I do now.

Before my brother died, my mom always told us "nurture your relationship with each other because when your dad and I are gone, you're only going to have each other". That was the future I'd prepared for. Now, when my parents are gone I will be alone. I'll have no one to grieve that loss with. Our future was supposed to be long and fruitful, with so many memories to be made... I was not prepared for the future I'm going to have.

Before my brother died, we were a family of 4. He was my big brother. Sure our family expanded as we got older. We had significant others and kids, but our family unit was 4. Now, it's only 3.

I'm no longer the little sister.

I'm the surviving sister.

Before my brother died, I was happy. Sure I dealt with some mental health issues, but he always helped to keep my grounded. He was who I called when I felt like I was losing my grip. He was my rock. He was my best friend. He always made sure I was ok, that his nieces and nephews were ok, that everyone had what they needed. He was my go-to person for everything.

I used to get so irritated because he'd always call me when bad weather was moving in. He'd give me all these instructions on things I needed to do to be prepared, he'd make sure I was making sure the kids had everything they needed.. it could be so exhausting sometimes.

God how I miss those phone calls.

Now that he's gone I find myself riddled with anxiety and anger. I have no idea who I am anymore because I do not feel like me anymore. I feel like a part of me went with him. The strong part went with him.

Now that he's gone I feel so alone, even with the rest of my family right beside me.

I try to grieve quietly. I try to do it alone as much as possible so that it doesn't make those around me sad.

Sibling grief is weird..

It's lonely

Unless you are the surviving sibling, you could never understand.

#coping with grief #dealing with grief #grief #griefandloss #grieving #it's okay to grieve #sibling loss #siblings #brother #covid 19 #grief journal #grief/mourning #stages of grief #i am alone #sibling death tw #big brother #surviving

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blueekim · 9 months

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heartbreaking: worst person you know is so attractive

#bb25 #big brother #lol this Paul from 18/19 if you couldn’t tell #it’s sick but they’re so hot I can’t help it 😭

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natsarrownecklacx · 4 months

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Noooo because Im sorry now but it’s literally 2024 and I think some men need to be reminded of that because in the last week alone the amount of times I’ve had to deal with men treating me like I’m literally just some stupid little girl or just not rly like an actual human or that I don’t have an actual brain in my head and literally just OH MY GODDDDDDDDD

#I am actually in a fit of rang #I am so fucking tired of thisssssss #some man literally walked up to me in work and was like “be a good little woman and do this for me #not even five minutes later some other man strolled over and was like “be a good girl and get me #like sorry sir I am literally 19 are your like 50 get that smirk off your face #disgusting behaviour #also ordered food and the delivery man was STARING AT MY CHEST #like babes I just want my pizza and I’m literally in a big as spider man T-shirt can you not #also got the biggest load of abuse off my brother because I asked him to pause his game and go to the door because our parents aren’t here #so #slay #sorry for the novel of a rant

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tsuga-of-mars · 1 year

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Gallacrafts Theme 19 📚📔🔖

This months @gallacrafts theme was Big Fic Energy, choose a multi-chapter fic to make a craft for. I went with ever talented @notherenewjersey cozy fall story BOOK U-UP ❤. And there is a podfic of the story too. Hope you enjoy all the little details I tried to include.