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justsomebandfanfics · 5 years

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Pick Up Your Fucking Book - Austin Carlile

can you please write one where y/n needs tuition in math or so? and austin is pretty good in math and she’s going to be angry because she don’t get it. then they yell at eachother and he press her against the wall and they’ll have rough sex? (sorry for my bad english)

Your English was fine, don’t worry! - British so I say maths not math - what a nice detailed AC story if I say so myself 😌 smut warning - words - written by Emma.

“This is just dumb!” You exclaim, swiping your arm across your desk, sending your book and pencils onto the floor.

“Y/N,” Austin sighs. “Pick it up, again.”

You pout. “No.”

“Y/N, just do it, please.” He puts his head in his hands.

You shake your head. “No.”

“Y/N.” His tone has this slight tinge to it, implying he’s getting wound up.

“I don’t want to.” You can tell he’s getting annoyed, making you grin inside.

“And why not?” He asks, purely disinterested.

“Because maths is dumb.” You humph.

Austin is in the year above you, he’s been allocated to be your tutor because he’s extremely smart and good at maths. You on the other hand…

“Maths is not dumb, Y/N. Just pick up your book, again, and we can continue.” Rolling his eyes, he leans back in his chair that’s next to yours.

“I don’t want to continue.” You mutter.

“Well we are going to, alright? Now get your book from the floor!” His voice raises as he looks at you with a pissed off expression.

“Mhm, no.” You answer, sarcastically.

“Get your book, off of the floor, now.” His voice almost becomes a growl.

“And if I don’t?” You tease, but he doesn’t find it exactly funny.

“Then I will make you.” He slouches onto your desk, seemingly counting to ten in his head.

“Go for it.” You lick over your lips and pull a sarcastic smirk.

“Y/N, for Christ sake! Pick up your fucking book!” He shouts at you.

You’re stunned for a few seconds. “No!” You find myself yell back.

“You’ve got to be most difficult fucking child ever!” He slams his fists down on your desk, before launching himself up, putting his hands behind his head.

“I am not a child.” You frown, standing up and knocking your chair slightly.

He flips around. “Yes, you are!”

“I am not!” If it was up to you, shouting like this was the thing making you both kids.

“You're acting like a moody child because you can’t do some simple fucking mathematics!” His arms jolt outwards, his films facing the ceiling, looking at you like you're being stupid.

Instead of getting upset, you just get angrier. “Maybe if I had a decent tutor rather than a dickhead I would get better!” You spit at him.

“I'm not a dickhead. I'm just smarter than you, and you're jealous.” He gives you a brief smile, full of sarcasm.

“Oh, piss off, Austin.” You mumble.

“See, I’m right.” His arrogance shows as he shrugs and that same smile on his face.

“Shut, up!” Stroppily, you kick your chair.

“And if I don’t?” He mimics you, making your blood boil.

“Then I'll smack your face into tomorrow.” You hiss.

“Go for it.“ You’re pretty sure he didn’t know that you was going to throw yourself full pelt at him, but you do.

You make yourself in line with him before you go at him with your clawing hands. “I, hate, you!” You mumble, in short breaths, trying to scratch his face.

He frowns and leans back with his face, slapping you lightly to get you off. “Quit it!” He says repeatedly, sounding frustrated.

Considering you’re too short to get at his face, you grab near enough the collar of his shirt and pull him down towards you.

Attempting to brush you off, he pushes his hands at your stomach. You pull harder at his shirt and you accidentally cause some buttons on his shirt to fly off.

But you don’t stop, you press him with greater force, so hard that you send the both of you back into your wardrobe, which erupts a small grumble as it bangs against the wall.

With ease, Austin turns the tables. With one hand, he grips both of your wrists, pinning them above your head. With his other, it’s slightly enclosed around your neck. He slams you against the wall forcefully. His mouth is by your ear. “I said, quit it.”

Unintentionally, you let out a small moan. You can see his chest heaving, even more because you had undone the top half of his shirt. You can see the veins pulsating in his arms, his biceps making the sleeves suddenly tight on him.

He lets out a long sigh, you feel the long, warm breath on your neck. He levels his head with yours and you meet this unfamiliar look on his face.

Something in the moment pulls you two together, and you spontaneously begin to kiss.

Your arms are still pinned above your head. You try to pull them away so you can tug at Austin’s clothing that you want to rip off of his heaving body. However, Austin uses his strength to keep you restrained, making you impatient.

You begin you move your legs to try and get closer to him, to push your bodies together, but you fail. “Pft.” You groan annoyed.

“Don’t like not being able to do what you want?” Austin asks you, chuckling against your lips before kissing you again. His hand runs up your bare leg and under your skirt.

Heavily, you exhale onto his lips, sighing again when he pulls away from you. “How about you give me what I want and it won’t be a problem?”

“What do you want then, huh?” He asks, running his fingers back and forth over your underwear.

You batter your eyelashes at him. “Do you really need to ask?”

He chuckles, running his hands through the lace until you can feel yourself getting wet, you breathe shakily.

Humming, Austin trails his fingers back and forth around your bare skin, hovering over your underwear here and there. The material only leaves a thin layer between you both, so thin that you can imagine how his fingers would feel inside of you. The thought of it makes you tense your legs, god, you want him inside of you. You muse a quiet moan, tiptoeing over his fingertips trying to edge him that bit closer inside.

He chuckles at you, hooking two fingers into your underwear beginning to draw them down your legs. Once they get to your knees, he lets them drop straight to your ankles where you step out of them.

Austin starts to run his hand on your inner thigh, moving painfully slowly to your core. Once he touches you, you sigh, slapping your hands above your head against your wardrobe. He interests a finger inside of you. “Is this gonna shut you up, huh?” He asks quietly into your ear.

He pushes the one finger deeper, making you squeeze your thighs together and moan.

“Aw.” He sighs in a degrading way. “What about this, then?” All too easily, he slides a second finger into you, starting to pump them into you in sync.

You open your mouth, throwing your head back and looking to your hands that are still being held hostage over you. Widening your stance, you allow him to slide in deeper. Oh my god.

“I bet you really fucking like that, don’t you?” Austin asks, leaning in closer to you and breathing over your neck. He starts to lay kisses that quickly turn open mouthed pinches, letting his tongue run over you.

You can’t answer him, your mind revolving around the pulsing of his fingers moving in, out, in, out. Your knees buckle as you attempt to lower yourself, getting at any possible way to push him deeper inside of you.

“No?” Austin murmurs to the lack of your response, yanking his hand out of you and grabbing your thigh. He wedges his leg underneath you, leaving your leg hooked over his hip in a permanent stance. “You want three fingers?” He asks as he slides his hand back between your legs, putting two fingers back inside.

Smirking, he pushes a third one in, where you release an audible moan and tense at how good it feels. He pushes them back and forth, making you so wet that you both can hear him side of you. Your breathing fastens with his pace, feeling yourself flow into a light sweat.

“God, you are a dirty girl.” He looks at you, amused, your faces close together.

You move forward as much as your restricted position lets you, kissing him forcefully, biting down on his lip as he pushes you off of him. “How about you fuck me then, huh?” You ask, tilting your head antagonistically.

He digs his thumb into the vein on your wrist, making you squirm under his grip. “Is that what you want?”

Using all of your strength, you rattle your hands in his enclosed fist, smacking them back into the wardrobe. “Try me.”

Grinning, Austin gives you one last deep pump before emptying you. He unbuckles his trousers with a confident smirk, still resting one arm against yours keeping you held against the noisy wardrobe. His trousers fall, leaving you staring at the big bulge in his boxers. You squeeze your thighs in anticipation.

Austin rubs himself, looking at you before pulling himself out of his boxers. He presses his chest to yours, his hand pumping his length against your thigh. You can feel yourself pulsating, anticipating him moving inside of you.

Without a warning, he pushes himself inside of you, making you both simultaneously moan. Begins to thrust into you, going harder and deeper every time. You have to gasp for breath with each point. Increasingly, the speed makes it one thousand times better. You both begin to get sweaty, but it doesn’t stop him.

“Let me go, please.” You breathe, your arms aching above your head.

God, you want to touch him. You want your arms around his neck, you want your nails running lines down his back.

“How’s that any fun for me, huh?” He asks against your lips. “I like watching you struggle.” He smiles before kissing you.

Groaning in annoyance you pull at your wrists, stuck in restraint. Of course, he still wants to annoy you even when fucking.

You start to moan involuntarily, the feeling of him inside of you is driving you insane. He thrusts deeply and vigorously, smacking your back into you wardrobe, which leaves echoing rattles throughout your bedroom.

It seems to be a turn on, as Austin thumps his free fist against it to make it do it again, and again. He scoops up my body and throws me back into the wardrobe, making a thump.

“You like that, do you?” You ask with a flirtatious giggle. You can’t explain how much you want to grab him and run your fingers through his hair, and again you find yourself whining at your restricted wrists.

He ignores your comment with a smile. “How about you,” he moves his hand to your throat. “Start doing what you do best and start making some noise, yes?”

Roughly, he thrusts into you, making you help. “Just like that.” He confirms, before doing it a second time, then over and over.

You find yourself whimpering, your body shunting with his powerful pounds. Your high pitched moans come fragmented as you squeak that little bit higher each time.

“Louder.” He says, doing that thing again where he throws you hard against the wardrobe.

It’s not even like you had a choice. As Austin starts to thrust, he’s gone so deep that you can feel him tapping your g-spot. You squeeze your thighs together, feeling the friction of your bodies and moan in synchronisation with him. He fastens his pace, seeing the change in your body language, his hand still enclosed around your neck.

Beginning to stutter, you fight for air in your body. God, it feels so good. “Austin,” you moan his name in pleasure.

“Hey, Y/N?” He says in an antagonistic tone.

You breathe heavily, struggling to look at him. “What?”

He kicks something from the floor over at you. “There’s your book. How about you bend over and pick it up for me, huh?”

Looking down over your shoulder, you see your orange exercise book on the floor. Your eyes switch to Austin’s and then flick up at your hands being held above you. He slowly releases you and you rub your sore wrists as you squint at him questionably.

Turning your back to him, you steadily start to bend over, dragging out the anticipation as much as possible. You press one palm to your wardrobe, helping you clumsily not fall over. You feel his eyes on you.

Austin takes your free wrist and twists it around your back. “You didn’t think I would actually let you go, would you?” He asks, before unexpectedly shoving his length back inside of you.

“Shit.” You curse and the new found depth of his thrusts. “Fuck.”

“C’mon,” he purrs at you, tightening his grip on your arm. “Make some fucking noise.”

Trailing your sweating hand against your wardrobe, the familiar rattle of wood hitting the wall erupts. You release quick moans with every thrust, feeling a build up in your stomach that you try to desperately ignore. You don’t want this to end.

With his other hand, Austin pushes you down further, making you scream as he continues to thrust violently into you.

“Austin, fuck!” You moan, your whole body shaking in time with his. “Shit!”

He takes it as his green light, thrusting so rapidly that you could topple over if he wasn’t holding your waist. He uses that hand for his convenience, throwing your hips into his body with the timely pumps of his own body.

You squeal, you groan, you claw at the fucking wardrobe. It feels so good, too good. Your loud echoes of pleasure make him harden inside of you, if that was possible, and pinch your skin.

“I’m gonna come.” Austin murmurs. “Are you going to be a dirty girl and scream whilst I come?” He asks, although you can’t answer.

His dick touches your g-spot and you quiver. He’s so deep inside of you that you miss him as soon as he leaves, if only for a millisecond, and crave his length being in you.

“Come on, Austin.” You beg in a whimper, your wet bodies clashing together clumsily.

Your core is so wet that you can feel it around your upper thighs. Austin’s soaking dick spreads it all over you, occasionally sliding all the way to the front and tapping your clit. He releases your hand that you immediately slam into your wardrobe, supporting yourself, bending deeper to show yourself fully to him.

“Fuck.” You hear Austin groan, taking an ass cheek in his hand and spreading them.

He pumps inside of you some more, gripping tightly at you and exposing your holes to him. It seems to drive him wild as he starts to groan as loudly as you.

“I’m gonna come.” He exhales, pinching you tighter and throwing you back into him.

Your moans relay throughout the room, screaming in pleasure as he pushes himself deep inside.

“Oh, shit. Oh, shit!” Austin yells, just as you feel a hot liquid shooting up inside of you. “Fuck, Y/N.” He continues to ride it out, his pumps becoming slow and long.

Pulling himself out of you, he leaves you gasping for air with a layer of sweat pooling over your forehead. You can feel his come inside of you, the excess trickling around your hole and dripping down your thigh.

“Now, pick up your fucking book, will you?” Austin chuckles, looking over you with a satisfied smirk on his lips.

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imagineseverywhere · 7 years

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Imagine Austin introducing you to Sqidgy

(requested by bandlovergirl98)

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lost-and-done-for-you · 7 years

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Morning play (Austin Carlile x reader)

Hope you really enjoy this.

- Time to wake up pretty little lady... - my skin shivered and my heart started beating so fast when I heard his voice whispering in my ear.

I mumbled a "no" against the pillow.

- Come on baby girl...- I feel one of his hands sliding under my nightgown, causing me goosebumps. His warmth touch feels like heaven on my skin, he was touching my waist and then, with his fingers, he started tracing up a path all over my back.

I move my face out of my hidden spot against the pillow and turn it to the left not letting Austin see my blushed face and right then, my mouth let escape an involuntary moan. I listened to Austin's soft laugh right on my ear.

- Someone likes what I'm doing, I see - he placed his hand again on my waist he turns my body, gently, against his. My back now was touching his bare chest. I place one of my hands on his, the one on my waist, and entwine our fingers.

- Austin... - I say his name half pleading, half moaning. - Yes, baby? - he asked while his lips were kissing my neck and then, feeling his teeth biting it softly.

I bit my lower lip trying to keep silence and not letting my moans to get out of my mouth and trying to find a way to tell Austin what I need more than ever right now.

- Let them out baby girl - he whispered seductively. At that moment, I was melting in his arms. He let go my hand untwining our fingers and moved it again right under my nightgown, moving it all over my belly, then, all over my stomach till he reached one of my breasts and he pinched and twisted, between his thumb and index finger, one of my nipples, driving my crazy, making me moaned louder.

- That's what I want to hear - he said fascinated with the sound of my moans. He continued pinching and twisting both of my nipples and I can't control anymore my moans and the wetness between my thighs was literally dripping, so I decided to move my hips backwards against him, rubbing my butt against his bulge, making him moan roughly and causing him to pinch my nipple even harder.

- You should be careful of what you are doing sweetheart - he said growling and breathing harder and taking my earlobe between his teeth, biting it softly. I can't stop moaning at this point, I was feeling right now like a cat purring because of his touch.

Once more, I move my hips against him and then, when I was about to do it again. I feel his hand between my thighs...

- There... - I say moaning. - Uhm... there baby girl? - he asked while his fingers were sliding up and down my dripping lips. - Yes! Please, Austin. - I pleaded. - Say it baby girl. What do you want from me? Say it Y/N - he asked me, still playing with his fingers and introducing one of them inside my wetness and rubbing my clit with his thumb.

The feeling was breathtaking. I feel his finger inside of me, in and out of me, hitting that specific spot inside of me, driving me crazy, making me shiver and feeling a knot getting bigger and bigger inside of me. I managed to take my hand backwards and press my palm against Austin's bulge. Taking him by surprise and, by the feeling of my hand on his cock he, unexpectedly, introduces another finger inside of me making me moan louder.

- This is a game that can be played by two, baby. So don't play with fire. - Austin growled with difficult breathing because at that moment, I introduce my hand under his pants and I take his cock, making slowly up and down movements.

Austin at that moment can't handle it anymore so he, unexpectedly, placed me right against the bed, facing him and his intense gaze. The hand that I had on his cock continued inside his pants but not touching him, because of the new position.

I look at him, heavy breathing and with my still red cheeks, I bit your lower lip and...

- It's better if you continue doing what you have been doing Y/N or... - he said with that deep voice.

- Or... what? - I say with a weakness voice.

- You will regret it baby girl - Austin says while he bends down and kisses me passionately and aggressively, biting my lower lip.

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waasting-awaay · 4 years

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The kinda love I use to write fanfiction about...

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mostfandomimagines · 5 years

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Imagine: Oli jokingly saying that he's had a threesome with you and Austin in an interview

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descentintobandom · 5 years

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How Far I’ll Go Chapter 7

Title: How Far I’ll Go Chapter: 7/? Pairing: No Pairing Rating: T Fic Summary: Evie, an orphan with no memories of her past, has felt drawn to the ocean ever since she was born. Austin, former frontman of Mice & Men, a man born with the ocean in his veins. Evie cannot remember her parents, but she knows they must be out there. Austin lost his daughter 12 years ago and he’s been searching for her. What happens when fate throws these together again? Will Evie finally find where she’s meant to be?

Austin had been staying in our house for the past few weeks and it was amazing. He and Jenny were falling in love more and more every day and I spent as much time as I could with him.

My brothers and sisters had also taken to him quite well.

As we were eating dinner one night, he said, “I need to go back to California for a bit and sort some things out”.

“Jenny, may I please be excused?” I asked.

“You’ve barely eaten, honey”.

I stood up and left the dinner table anyway, Austin following me. “Leave me alone”, I said as I grabbed my jacket and headed for the front door.

“Evie, my little mermaid…”

“Don’t call me that”, I said and walked outside. I made it about halfway down the road when Austin yelled my name again.

“Evie, would you slow down and let me explain?” he asked.

“I knew you’d leave. Just like last time”.

Austin grabbed my arm and said, “You know that wasn’t my choice”.

“Why didn’t you try harder then? Why didn’t you fight for me?” I asked him, my eyes filling with tears now.

“Camilla disappeared with you. She flew back home with you, moved, and blocked my number. I had no way of finding you. Besides, I was touring at the time. Do you really think a judge was going to give me custody of you? I couldn’t even contact your grandmother because she hated me so much”.

“I thought you loved me…”

“Evie, I do love you”.

“Then why are you leaving?”

“If you had let me finish, I was going to say I’m going back to California and I wanted to take you with me. To visit, to see the boys, to show you how I live and meet all my friends. I already talked to Jenny and she’s on board with the idea. She thinks it’ll be good for us to bond on our own”.

“Can…can Rose come? I’m not going anywhere without her”.

“Of course Rose can come sweetheart. I think Alan might pitch a fit if I don’t”.

A few days later, Jenny drove us to the airport.

“Please be careful”, Jenny told Austin.

“Jen, calm down. They’ll be fine”.

“It’s not them I’m worried about”.

“Me?”

“You have two teenaged girls to take care of”.

“How much trouble could they be?”

Before she could say anything, they called our flight and Jenny hugged Rose and I. “Call me when you land. Have fun, but not too much fun”, she said. She and Austin shared a brief kiss and said goodbye to each other.

The lady at the counter scanned our boarding passes and we got on the plane.

Rose took the aisle seat since she had a nervous stomach about flying for the first time, Austin took the middle seat, and I took the seat by the window.

“Will Ginger Princess be meeting us at the airport?” Rose asked.

Austin laughed and said, “Yes. Some of our friends are having a little party to welcome you home”.

“When you say ‘friends’, who are we talking?” Rose asked.

“Sleeping with Sirens, Pierce the Veil, some other bands”.

“You are like the coolest dad ever!” Rose said, “I mean, if you were my dad”. Rose got quiet after that, no doubt thinking about her parents.

“I’m nervous”, I told Austin.

“Why?”

“What if they don’t like me?”

“They’ll love you. They miss you more than anything. When you were a baby, you had all the band guys fawning over you”.

“Lucky bitch”, Rose stage-whispered, leaning over Austin’s lap.

I rolled my eyes and smacked her forehead.

She reached over to hit me back, but Austin grabbed her wrist. “Hey! She hit me first!” Rose argued.

“Maybe I should have taken Jenny’s advice”, Austin said, “Please behave yourselves or…”

Rose smirked at his inability to come up with a threat or punishment.

Austin smirked right back and said, “Or we’re not going to the party”.

Rose’s mouth dropped open and she sat back in her seat, sulking.

I turned to look out the window, watching my small Midwestern life disappear.

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dweebobeebo-blog · 7 years

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Who are you now - Brendon urie

Requested: yes Warnings: smut, daddy kink, bondage. Words:2187 Paring: Reader x Brendon Urie

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I have always seen, advertisements videos and pictures, of the one guy I have came to hate over the years he happened to be my best friend in school him and his group. I was interested in Brendon but someone else got him the total bitch of the school, I ended up with Ryan.

After two years, and them starting a band Ryan broke up with me, we had kept in touch for while but I stopped that. They got big, Brendon lost his girlfriend Ryan left Jon left and Spencer had ended up leaving too. He had gotten all new members. Touring around the world.

I'm currently in New York for a book signing, after high school I went to college for different stuff, I ended up being a editor but stopped to become a writer and here I am on my third book, a rather raunchy book.

"Hi! Who should I write this out to?" I ask

"Leann" she says, I sign it and hand it too her "thank you so much!"

"No problem" I smile, my gaurd yelling next, and so it went on, it was time to quit for now I'll be doing more tomorrow I grabbed my stuff so I and my guard Nick left, we are close always cracking jokes we went to eat, on the way in someone ran into me

"Step away from miss y/writers/name" Nick says, stepping beside me, the group turns around and My stomach churns the one and only Brendon boyd urie

"Nick I'm okay " I smile at him and he settles down " let's go sit down we need to talk about my signing tomorrow "

"Agreed miss " he smiles as we started to walk off he himself Brendon speaks up

"Y/n?" His voice deeper smoother, sexier. Just like his appearance

"In the flesh Urie" I wave Nick off and face him "my Urie you've changed, barely recgonized you "

"U-uh yeah same with you" he chokes out, the others chuckling "why are you here me?"

"Me? Why are you here?" I snicker "I'm here for a signing for my new book, let me guess you're tourin?"

"Yeah yeah. Y- were pretty big now and obviously sexy as fuck"

"Hmp" I scoff "who are you now? A cocky bastard definitely not the sweet caring Brendon I grew up with. Let me guess Chrissy changed you?"

"Me?! The cocky one? Look who's talking miss bigshot here for a book signing" he scoffs "you always were a bitch"

"Blame yourself Urie you and Ryan" I turn my heels and walk off not before hearing the others speak

"You grew up with her?" One says

"Ryan?" The other says

"Yeah. I dated Chrissy she dated Ryan Ross" he says, I find nick.

Through out dinner I was zoned mind running off the thoughts of Brendon now, deeper voice smoother, style sexier. Arms more toned. I sigh and pick at my food. Of course after dinner we went to the hotel. And I just laid wide awake.

My phone going off, I check and see who it is, Urie. He still has my number? What the fuck.

Brendon Urie: y/n I'm sorry we got off on the wrong foot earlier, wanted to invite you tomorrow night to an after party.

Me: whatever Urie, do you know what you did to me in school? You broke my heart you guys never kept in contact Ryan left me and broke me even more. Fuck you and your nice morals.

I slam my phone down on the bed and get you stripping on my way to the bathroom, getting into a steamy shower, when I get out I don't bother getting dressed I just lay down, I know I'm a getting to be a well known arthor but to feel better about myself I snap a few pictures of myself. Has anyone ever seen these? A little fling I had a while back did. My phone goes off once more

Brendon Urie: I'm sorry okay, please just come. So we catch up .

I don't respond, I just cover up and fall asleep.

The next day, went by in a flash. I never told Brendon that I was going, Nick and I went back to the hotel and got ready I word a red off the shoulder dress. Nick knew where to go. Before we left I took a picture and then one of nick and I. If he weren't my guard id so be sleeping with him. We left and headed to the party, Brendon has some pretty hot guys in his band now I could flirt.

When we got there, nick guided me into the place making sure no one does anything. My editor and agent suggested nick, I went along, we spotted the group and I go to then swaying my hips when they see me, they nudge Brendon and he turns around. his wonder over me a couple times.

"Eyes are up here urie." I raise my brow "you all look dashing" before anyone can something Brendon moves close to me

"Let's go get a drink" he says, guesturing me infront of him I scoff and turn around and walk swaying my hips. We get to the open bar and both get drinks, I having a margarita.

We go somewhere else and start talking, catching up. Talking about everything that happened even getting into a yelling match people staring I storm off to get another drink he follows me, so I go outside. Deciding we should continue to talk and try not to start yelling, but that didn't last long, we started yelling again and not wanting to waste my drink i chug it down finding a fill cup and throwing it at him

"Fuck you Urie" I half yell my voice breaking. before anything else happens, his hands are grabbing me and pulling me in for a kiss, not wanting to fight anymore I grip his shirt in my hands. It got heated quickly like we were making up for something that never happened.

"I thought I never had a chance, I was so dorky" he breathes

" I never thought I had a chance bren, " I lick my lips "i got with Ryan hoping to make you jealous"

He laughs and kisses me again, pulling me close to him I wrap my arms around his neck trying to pull each other closer than what we are. He pushes us up against the closest wall, just the simple needy makeout has me aching for more knowing my panties are well soaked. His tongue slides into my mouth and our tongues battle for dominance I let out soft moans

"Let's go somewhere else yah?" He bites his lip and I just nod "where are you staying?"

I tell him hotel, telling Nick to stay and enjoy himself, Brendons group giving him wide eyed looks, he just shakes his head and rushes us outside to get a cab. We definitely annoyed the driver, as soon as we got in we were going at each other once more. When we got to the hotel the cab driver was all but happy to get us our of the car.

We rush in, going to my room, as Im opening the door he's kissing my neck. We get into the room and are making out and stripping each other as we walk to the bed. Falling on it his lips starting their attack on my neck, searching for my weakspot nipping at my skin, he hit the spot and bit on it causing a moan from me that makes him suck the skin into his mouth, I run a hand through his hair and holding his head on my neck

"Brandon fuck me." I spit out, he pulls away and looks at me

"Yeah?" He smirks, I nod "everyone will know who's making you feel good"

He goes to grab a condom but i stop him and he just looks at me

"Birth control" I say, smirking and wasting no time he's inside of me, starting a agonizingly slow pace, he knows what he's doing he knows I'm about to break.

"Mm fuck" he groans, not speeding up any, I groan in annoyance, he looks at me and smirks "what's wrong princess?"

"You're going to slow" I whine I lean up and kiss him roughly and bite his lip making him groan and stop his movements all together "I'm not the fuck me slow and easy urie"

"Huh then what are you" he grins "take me how you want choking and all?"

"Fuck yes please " I moan, he doesn't do anything, smirking once more I roll my eyes, unexpectedly he slams himself inside of me, making me moan quite loudly

"Jesus christ darlin you're so tight" he groans, setting a pace we're both happy with, he dips his head down and bites on my neck and collar bone making me moan out his name some more

"Ouhhh Brendon fuck" I moan out "more please, don't hold back "

"As you wish babygirl" his voice dripping in pure sex, his pet name for me making me whimper and press my hips up to feel more of him. He pulls out and flips me over onto my stomach pulling my ass into the air his hands grabbing and rubbing it

"You okay with your hands being tied?" He's holding back trying to be easy but I can tell he's not so sweet and gentle

"Shit do it" it comes out as a plead, he gets up and grabs his tie, grabbing my arms and tying my wrists together, his hand trailing down my back to my ass once again

"Tell me if I hurt you baby" his whispers into my ear, I nod and whimper wanting him to be back inside of me, and as if on cue he's back inside of me, the pleasure indescribable moaning at everything thrust he does, his groans turning me on even more if that's possible.

His thrusts getting slightly slower, he flips me back onto my back, his lip pulled between his teeth id do anything to touch him but I'm content with my hands being tied together from him, he pulls my legs higher around his waist so I'm slightly closer to him, dipping his head down to my neck to suck on the skin to mark that he was the one pleasing me, I moan and squirm around a little bit making him groan and look at me, sitting up on just his knees the Angle feeling perfect, finding my g-spot hitting it with every single thrust, my moans are louder and more consistent, he grins in triumph, I through my head back and scream out his name

"Fuck you're so fucking sexy like this" he groans out, "I just want to picture this so I can see it all the time

"Brendon..." I whimper, not even caring that he's reaching for his phone to take a picture of this, knowing my face looks like I'm in pure ecstasy from the pleasure. He throws his phone down and kissed me roughly

"You're gonna ride me" he smirks, moving aside his back against the wall, I roll myself over onto his legs, he grabs himself and I sink down onto him, throwing my head back and moaning loudly

"Mm daddy" I whine, he groans and I look at him unquestioningly

"Say it again baby" his hands grabbing at my boobs, bring his mouth to one his tongue toying with my nipple I moan and start moving against him, not being able to do much as my hands are still tied together

"Daddy... please " I moan pleading for him to help me out, he gets the hint as his hands go to my hips and moves me against him, we stay this way. Having my hands placed on his chest and my head thrown back screaming my name and he's lifting my body and slamming it back down roughly. Feeling as if I'm in heaven, I feel my legs shake, my body tensing knowing I'm getting close, and it's going to be the best orgasm I've had in years. I ball my hands together finger nails digging into the palm of my hand

"Fuck you're close huh baby?" He groans kissing my neck, I nod. "Come on baby girl cum for me let me see that face

With one last slam of my body onto his, I scream out his name my head and body falling onto his body shaking from the force of my orgasm, I whine and wiggle around when I feel his juices spill into me. We stay like that for a bit before he lays me down and gets up. Coming back with a wet towel and cleaning me up and disappearing again.

Before he comes back I'm curled up underneath the covers and falling asleep, feeling the bed dip in and a kiss to my head and being pulled to his body.

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imagines-by-victoria-blog · 6 years

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Max Green Imagine... Imagine laying between Max’s legs, your head on his chest and him playing with your hair. As He talks to the guys about their next show their playing, you can feel his breath tickling the back of your neck while he talks. You start to fidget getting slightly uncomfortable he loosens his legs a little until you get the right position. This time he shuts his legs tightly around you so you don’t move again. He leans into your ear and whispers a soft “are you okay?” With a small smile, you nod and lean into him more. His kisses the top of your head and continues his conversation with the guys. It’s short I know but yeah...

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likelylarks · 2 years

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maxiel country music manifesto

okay so i just made a maxiel country music playlist and then i didn’t want to just drop a massive playlist so i felt the need to justify all the songs on it? so here’s the list! (and the playlist)

please be so proud of me for not making this playlist SO long by including taylor swift and brandi carlile because then we’d all still be here, i was SO brave and SO discerning for y’all

1. 23 - Sam Hunt

“You’ll always be my first time….in New Orleans” tell me something that doesn’t scream red bull maxiel more than that line? More than this whole song? You can’t! It’s about how no other teammate that either of them have had has been able to recapture the magic! Also max lost his virginity to daniel and that’s that, we’re starting off strong folks xx

2. Amazed - Lonestar

Daniel totally grew up listening to this song and you can’t change my mind :) he wants to slow dance with max to this song at their wedding :) everyone is like oh my god we get it you’re in love and they’re just like yeah :))))) and gaze lovingly into each other’s eyes

3. Are You Gonna Kiss Me Or Not - Thompson Square

What it says on the tin! The will they wont they! The lean in! The slight teasing! The speedrun of the song from first kiss to marriage mimicking maxiel’s internal feelings!

4. Austin - Blake Shelton

Long hair blake shelton singing about a maxiel after daniel has moved to renault and they broke up :( but are still in love and need to stop being stupid

5. Beautiful Crazy - Luke Combs

max @ daniel, no further comment

6. Better Dig Two - The Band Perry

They’re scarily obsessed with each other, max would literally rather die than get divorced, if daniel died he would die (daniel does not think about max dying bc it is Too Scary)

7. Bless the Broken Road - Rascal Flatts

Daniel and max broke up when daniel left red bull :( and it took them years and years and years to get back together :( but they did! God bless the broken road! For it was broken! But it led daniel back to max!

8. Body Like a Back Road - Sam Hunt

They fuck?

9. Break Up in the End - Cole Swindell

They broke up :( but no amount of love is ever love that is wasted, and there is never a world where they could regret being with each other - or they were never together and this is about daniel breaking up with red bull and how he’d still do it all over again because when it was good it was Good

10. Buy Dirt - Jordan Davis, Luke Bryan

This is vineyard au daniel’s favorite country song, loves the land and the grapes and making max happy with what he grows there

11. Check Yes or No - George Strait

Very cute, very sweet! Also can very much see a high off his ass daniel writing a little check yes or no note and passing it to max and looking at him with wide eyes, pupils blown out huge and not looking away from max’s face as max, also high off his ass, checks a box with shaky hands and shoves the paper back at daniel, and daniel looks down and max checked yes and daniel says “cool” and then max has to be the one to kiss him

12. Colder Weather - Zac Brown Band

I love daniel but he is a ramblin man and he aint ever gonna change, he’s got a —- soul to blame and he was born for leavin, i think the first few months, maybe even years would have been really hard because max wouldn’t understand why daniel couldn’t just be happy right where they were all the time

13. Die a Happy Man - Thomas Rhett

Max has an unending faith that daniel will win a c-word, daniel tells him he doesn’t need one (it would be nice but he doesn’t need it) when he has max

14. Fancy Like - Walker Hayes

I think it’s amusing to imagine millionaires going to apples bees (spelling intentional, that’s how i pronounce it to make my dad fondly roll his eyes) and i think daniel would like to pretend that he would be comfortable there

15. Fast Cars and Freedom - Rascal Flatts

“You don’t look a day over fast cars and freedom” daniel @ max and his perpetual baby face, also peak vibes but i can’t describe the vibes you just gotta listen and then you’ll get the vibes

16. Forever After All - Luke Combs

Many things don’t last forever, max and daniel wouldn’t know anything about that xoxo

17. From the Ground Up - Dan + Shay

It’s about building a family and building a life and the safety and security that comes with it! It’s about choosing each other over and over and over for the rest of their lives

18. half of my hometown (feat. Kenny Chesney) - Kelsea Ballerini

No matter how far he goes, how fancy a house he gets in LA, or how famous he gets, there’s always going to be a part of daniel that’s still that goofy kid from duncraig in perth

19. Head Over Boots - Jon Pardi

Did y’all ever see that video of the chick lip syncing this song to her girlfriend while her gf drives? That’s maxiel

20. Highwayman - The Highwaymen

It is my personal belief this song is on daniel’s ancient ipod, i will be accepting no criticism at this time or ever, also it’s about cycles and storytelling and can we ever go back?

21. I Don’t Want This Night to End - Luke Bryan

They’re hooking up! Don’t want it to be over because then they have to acknowledge they just slept with their teammate! Does not stop them from hooking up again and again!

22. I Got the Boy - Jana Kramer

Slightly to the left of reality where max is still with kelly but he did date daniel when he was younger, daniel is sad :( but there’s a part of max that will always be his so he won, he guesses.

23. In Case You Didn’t Know - Brett Young

Daniel @ max when max says smth stupid about how daniel doesn’t need him as much as max needs daniel

24. It’s Five O’Clock Somewhere - Alan Jackson, Jimmy Buffett

I couldn’t resist? Essential listening?

25. I Want Crazy - Hunter Hayes

They’re insane about each other! Max does not realize this is not normal! Daniel knows this is not normal and does not care!

26. I Will Always Love You - Dolly Parton

Daniel leaving red bull, gifting the number one driver spot to max (as much as it was his to give), what greater act of love (for max, for himself) than to leave?

27. Jolene - Dolly Parton

Max @ every woman who ever looks at daniel for longer than 0.3 seconds

28. Just a Kiss - Lady A

Put them wherever you’d like, the vibes are there! Idk they’re in high school and they’re lying in a field somewhere, max pointing up at all the constellations, daniel keeps humming like he’s listening, but really he’s turned over on his side and he’s just looking at max (they planned to go all the way tonight, for the first time), max is the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen, max eventually lowers his arms and looks over at daniel only to find him already looking, “daniel, will you kiss me”

29. Knee Deep (feat. Jimmy Buffett) - Zac Brown Band

I couldn’t resist? Essential listening?

30. Lady - Brett Young

SORRY but max is the most excellent mother, we all been knew, daniel been knew, etc.

31. Live Like You Were Dying - Tim McGraw

is this not the formula one thesis?

32. The Long Way - Brett Eldredge

Daniel showing max around perth

33. Love You Like I Used To - Russell Dickerson

Every day they are more in love! I don’t make the rules!

34. Made for You - Jake Owen

They were made for each other, they were made to be parents, etc. i do not make the rules, i simply find the country songs that reflect them

35. Margaritaville - Jimmy Buffett

I couldn’t resist? Essential listening?

36. Marry Me - Thomas Rhett

In the music video she shows up at the diner where the best friend has run off to and does NOT marry the guy and that’s the plot we’re going with - the vibes are similar to @abedsmessedupmeta ‘s catalog of non-definitive acts on ao3 (washtheseghostsclean)

37. More Hearts Than Mine - Ingrid Andress

Daniel taking max home to perth and everyone loving max and max being like what if we break up and daniel is like well then you’ll make everyone sad so we should just stay together forever

38. My Girl - Dylan Scott

Daniel is stupidly in love with max, hope this helps

39. My Wish - Rascal Flatts

It’s a good song, and they just love each other y’all, they want the very best for each other

40. Night Train - Jason Aldean

Idk put them in the just a kiss high school scenario again or idk i get come on, star boy ( @yekoc) vibes but like while daniel is at bama and max is still in high school, there’s just something about train whistles mixed with cicadas, nothing quite like it, they’d have fun making out to it

41. Nobody But You (Duet with Gwen Stefani) - Blake Shelton

When this song came on the radio i had to one hand drive down the interstate so i could shazam it so i could keep it because the maxiel vibes were so strong, they’re insane about each other thank you for coming to my ted talk

42. Play It Again - Luke Bryan

Max watching daniel dance stupidly at some house party, thinking he’s the most incredible person in the world

43. Remind Me (with Carrie Underwood) - Brad Paisley

Daniel to renault then mclaren, it’s been so long since they’ve been together, they fall right back into as soon as they let themselves, as easy as breathing

44. Sand In My Boots - Morgan Wallen

Daniel meets max while max is hitchhiking through australia? And max says he’d like to see perth but then he has to get on a flight and go back to europe and daniel goes home to perth alone (max comes back to australia, visits all the places daniel told him about hoping to see him, he does)

45. See You When I See You - Jason Aldean

Daniel leaving red bull, promising max they’d still be friends, max curling daniel’s fingers around the fuel scented candle, saying see you later

46. Setting the World On Fire (with P!NK) - Kenny Chesney

Remember that time they saw each other in passing in LA? Idk they met up that night bc they’re in love and young and beautiful and deserve to be drunk and pretty in LA together

47. She’s Everything - Brad Paisley

Daniel @ max, max @ daniel, hope this helps

48. Something to Be Proud Of - Montgomery Gentry

Cannot convince me that daniel did not grow up listening to this song, he hears it again while they’re in austin, while they’re doing that stupid PR video, he takes his hat off and puts it on max, sings under his breath, max is the life he can hang his hat on

49. Speechless - Dan + Shay

Max is the most beautiful person daniel has ever seen ever in his life! Daniel is the most beautiful person max has ever seen ever in his life! Sometimes they get overwhelmed! I would too!

50. Strawberry Wine - Deana Carter

Daniel took max’s virginity :)

51. Take Your Time - Sam Hunt

This is how it starts! Fun! Casual! And then, of course, they do want to take each other’s hearts and call each other baby :)

52. Tennessee Whiskey - Chris Stapleton

Max is as sweet as strawberry wine (see above), but also, there’s a lot of ways that daniel could cope that are unhealthy, instead he goes home to max

53. That Ain’t My Truck - Rhett Akins

DANIEL IS MY GIRL !!!! MY WHOLE WORLD!!! MCLAREN IS NOT MY TRUCK!!!

54. Think of You - Chris Young, Cassadee Pope

They’re a package deal even when they’re not (“they still call you daniel”)

55. Toes - Zac Brown Band

I couldn’t resist? Essential listening?

56. Unanswered Prayers - Brooks Jefferson (IT’S TECHNICALLY GARTH BROOKS but he doesn’t have, like anything on spotify???? King??? Why???? This is NOT the first time this has been a problem, everyone please go listen to the original, the cover is just on the playlist for posterity)

Idk something about the way that daniel was with his high school girlfriend until 2016/2017 (i can’t remember exactly when they split), and then wasn’t seriously with someone for A While IRL, and then to make it maxiel (bc that’s what i’m doing here), something about how daniel probably really wanted it to work and then he met max and was glad it wasn’t working, and then got to be with max, and years later runs into jemma and is so fucking glad he didn’t try and stick it out because max is literally everything

57. Wanted - Hunter Hayes

I just think there are different ways and different times where they have felt unwanted but never by each other

58. Waves - Luke Bryan

If you ask daniel, max was made for summer and being under the southern hemisphere’s stars; if you ask max, he’d say the same about daniel. And that’s love baybee

59. You’re Gonna Miss This - Trace Adkins

It’s maxiel as parents, it’s maxiel as some of the most established drivers on the grid, it’s maxiel reminding each other to enjoy their triumphs as they happen

60. Yours - Russell Dickerson

They love each other :)

#maxiel #max verstappen #daniel ricciardo #i worked so hard on this lol like too hard on this

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imaginesinthedark · 5 years

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Not my gif

#austin carlile imagine #austin carlile #of mice & men imagine #of mice & men #gif imagine #imagines #imagine #band imagine #band imagine blog #not my gif #alan ashby #aaron pauley #valentino arteaga #phil manansala

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fangirl94stuff · 7 years

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#not my gif #austin carlile #austin carlile imagines #OM&M #om&m imagines #of mice and men #of mice and men imagines #om&m austin #band imagine blog #band imagines #band fanfiction #band fandom #fandom blog #fandom #music #imagines #band blog #bands

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You’re All I Ever Wanted - Ben Bruce ft. Austin Carlile

Can u do one where you’re dating Austin carlile & you catch him cheating & you go to Ben Bruce (he’s a close friend who u know has feelings for you) and y/n ends up realizing she and Ben were meant to be.

My first piece back in the game! I hope you enjoy, cute & fluffy! - 3,145 words - written by Emma.

Ben pulls up outside of yours and Austin's house.

"Thanks for the lift Ben." You say, gathering your things from his car after what's been an extremely long day spent out with him. You've been to the cinema, out for lunch, even included a little shopping. "I've had a really good time." You add.

"I'm happy you did. Remember, any time you want or need me, to see, to do things with... I'll be here." He shrugs with both of his hands on the wheel.

Leaning over, you cup his chin to give him a thankful peck on the chin. As you do so you feel him inhale a sharp breath and his jaw clench. Afterwards, he bites his lip but smiles briefly.

"I'm sorry..." You murmur, suddenly flooding with instant regret.

"It, it's fine. I don't mind." He drops a hand from the wheel and runs it through his brown hair. "You've got him, and you love him." He swallows hard. "I can deal with that, I'll be on the sidelines waiting, as I always have been." He chuckles, but you can tell it isn't real laughter. "I always will be, too."

"I love you too, Ben. You know that... But..." You lose words.

"You’re with Austin, and you love each other." He builds the words up for you. "It's okay, Y/N. I understand." He places a hand on your thigh and strokes it softly.

You smile thoughtfully at him and trail your fingertips lightly down his arms. "I'll text you later, okay? Maybe sort something out for tomorrow?" You tilt your head.

"You bet." He nods his head with a smile. "Unless Austin says you can't." He says in a joking manner, although recording what happened the other day.

“He won't." You say, you hope. Sometimes, Austin is a little weary/paranoid about yours and Ben’s friendship. It doesn’t bother you much, however, because you know nothing like that would occur.

Opening his car door, you step out, bags in hands. Turning for a brief moment, you wave him off as he starts his car. As soon as he's driven down the road, you walk down yours and Austin's driveway.

Ben has been your best friend for years. Although you've been close, you've never been close in the regards that you've been in a relationship, or anything of that nature.

However, Ben has made it clear that he would want something like that with you. You, on the other hand, are scared, scared that things would mess up and that you'd ruin your friendship. Maybe you two just weren't compatible in that way? Maybe it just wouldn't work? If there ever was to be a breakup you know there wouldn't be any hard feelings, and that Ben would still want to be friends, so would you...

But sometimes... Things don't work that way, unfortunately. Ben was and always has been your best friend, even when you did the more than likely unforgivable - you broke up somebody's marriage.

Austin had a wife - had. Together, you and him demolished it in order for Austin to be with you. Does it make it worse that she was your friend? Was?

Nonetheless, Ben still stood by your side, he said that if it feels right, it must be. He's been protective, as any friend would be. There's been times where he's tried to persuade you to end it with Austin, because he doesn't get that "good feeling" about him. He's always said that "once a cheat, always a cheat". But then... What did that make you?

Fumbling for your keys in your pockets, you eventually find them and click open the door.

It's quiet downstairs, but the lights are on. You dump the bags in your hands to the floor and kick off your shoes. Austin must've gone to bed, you think to yourself.

Or, he might not be home yet. Austin sometimes works late, so it's happened plenty of times before. He can't be, you think as you see his shoes kicked on the floor.

However, you notice an unfamiliar pair of shoes - women's shoes - besides his. Wait... you think as you remove your jacket. Before you're about to hook it on the coats peg, you notice another jacket, another unfamiliar one.

"Austin?" You call out, feeling confused.

Instead of a response, you hear a bump, or bang, coming from upstairs. Your curiosity pulls you towards the sound, and so you march up to the landing, not bothering to call his name out.

You hear the sound of a woman’s giggling and Austin's husky chuckle from your bedroom. The feeling in the pit of your stomach is telling you not to go further, that you won't want to know what's happening through that door.

You take a couple of petite steps, so that you're by the doorway. You can hear the same noises and you swallow hard, feeling nauseous all of the sudden. But your brain makes your body step forward, closer and closer until you'd wish you'd listened to your stomach.

In your bed you can see Austin underneath the covers and a clear outlining of a woman with him. You fold your arms, punishing yourself with what you see.

You cough loudly, trying to mask the feeling of sickness in your tummy, feeling the need to be seen.

Sudden realisation comes to the two and they stop. Austin draws back the covers and you flick the light switch on. You don't bother to see who he's in bed with; you didn't need to hurt yourself anymore than you know you already will.

There's dead silence.

"I, uh...” You stammer. “I’ll be getting my things in the morning.” You say quietly, doing your best to conceal the tears.

Turning around quickly, you have no hesitation in going the exact same way you came. You go down the stairs and grab your coat, slip your shoes on as if everything is normal.

But it isn't. And you know it isn't, but it's better to pretend and leave looking like the heartless person you wish you was.

You hear the staggering of Austin, rushing out of the bedroom and down the stairs after you. "Y/N, I-"

"Save it." You interrupt, holding up a hand.

He goes quiet.

You grab your phone and don't mess around, you slam the door straight behind you.

You walk down the driveway, no anger blasting from your mouth, but you're left alone with your thoughts. You deserve it, you knew he was like this, but you persisted that he was somehow going to be different with you.

You should've known better, it's how you and him got together in the first place: by destroying his previous marriage. But you were in love, that's what your excuse was. And you thought he was too... But clearly that isn't the case.

Ben told you, he warned you. He told you that cheats will always be cheats, and that someone who had no issue with dumping a wife for another woman would always have no issues with dumping that woman for another. You didn't believe him, of course.

You thought Austin loved you, that you two were in love, that that's the reason he left her. Or was it because he was everything Ben said he was? An egotistical airhead who's actions and thoughts revolve around him? The selfish asshole who cares about nobody but himself? Clearly, you answer your rhetorical questions in your mind.

You know the one place your will be welcome that certainly isn't your home: Ben's house. You call his number, awaiting a response. He answers almost immediately.

"Y/N?" He says. "I've just gotten home, what's up?" You even hear him slamming his car door.

"C-can you get me? P-please." You try to keep everything together over the phone.

Ben knows. No questions asked, he accepts, "Sure thing, of course. Are you by yours?"

"Yes." You answer, throat becoming dry.

Hanging up, you wait patiently, clinging to a street lamp pole outside of your own house. Ben will be here soon, is all you think to reassure you, everything will be okay.

As soon as you see his car, you stand by the pavement. Without a word, you slip in to his passenger seat. He looks at you, seeing your obvious forlorn expression, but doesn’t say anything as you turn away to face the window.

At first, he drives back to his in silence. Although the air is heavy with questions, Ben doesn't ask. It's one of the things you liked about him - he never persisted and waited for you to feel ready to tell him things. But it was so... Embarrassing... You think to yourself. He's everything Ben said, everything.

"Austin's cheated on me." You break the silence. "Or has been. I don't know." You admit in defeat.

All those long working hours... Was he really working?

Ben slows his car down. "What?" He turns to you. "You mean-"

"You was right, yeah." You swallow hard. "I, uh, don’t really know anything but... I just found him with someone else. I didn’t stay to ask.”

"Oh, Y/N." You feel him looking at you.

Turning, you see his eyes setting on yours. His head is tilted, and he's attempting a half smile, but not a cocky one. Not a smug expression as if he's thinking "I knew he would do this"... But possibly a sympathetic one... He looks at you as if he's saying "sorry, you deserve better".

His hand rests on your thigh and the other is on the wheel. With his thumb, he strokes your leg. Surprisingly, it's comforting.

The rest of the journey is quiet, but you feel okay. You don't feel anger burning inside of you, perhaps just like you want to burst into tears, but you sit there, content.

With no more than a few words, you walk through Ben's front door together.

"Wanna go to bed?" Ben asks, looking at you with his kind eyes. Nodding your head, he happily leads you up, switching on/off lights as he goes.

As you walk into his bedroom, he turns on the bedside lamp, giving the room a yellowy glow as he doesn't bother to switch the light on.

"How about we get you in something a little more comfortable, hm?" Ben asks, just as he has every other time you've slept at his.

You nod as he walks over to his wardrobe, picking out a shirt for you.

"Here we go." He says, pulling out a black AC DC top and walking over to you. "This should be just fine." He holds it up to you with a smile.

"Thank you." You reply, grateful, wearing a smile.

"You're very welcome." Ben says to you, turning away as you start to take your t-shirt off.

He never looked at you in a sexual way or tried to take advantage, he just wanted you to be comfortable, which puts you at ease as you slide into the band tee and hop into his bed. You kick off your jeans before snuggling down.

Ben sits on the side of his bed, ensuing you're comfy, tucking you up securely. He stokes your cheek with a smile. "You ready for me to love you and leave you?" He tilts his head.

Ben had never shared the bed with you; he thought it may be disrespectful in case Austin ever found out. Austin was prone to jealousy and didn't like you hanging out with Ben as much as you did, you'd like to think he was protective but sometimes he got pretty controlling.

Sometimes he pushed you to your limit, where you would lie and say you're at a friend's. However, both Ben and you knew that nothing would take place if you did share a bed. You were loyal to your relationship as Ben was to your friendship. Neither of you ever tried to break boundaries.

"Yeah." You murmur to him, rolling to your side, not feeling prepared for the night alone.

Ben is about to leave the room, until you call his name. "Yeah?" He asks, leaning on the door frame.

"Would you..." You huff, feeling embarrassed. “Would you mind staying in here tonight?” You ask in a gentle tone.

Ben subtly frowns. "In the bed?" He usually slept on the couch.

"Mhm." You nod your head. "I, I just want to feel... not alone." You say.

Ben made you feel like home, like you were protected from all the bad things. You didn't want him to leave.

"If you'd like me to, of course." He steps back into his bedroom.

You nod, not feeling the need to say anything else.

Wandering round to the other side of the bed, you hear him kick off his shoes and toss his jacket to the side. You don't pay close attention, but you watch him reach for the corners on his own shirt and pull it over his head. He undoes his belt, adding it to the pile of clothes he's removed.

"You wouldn't mind me taking off my jeans, would you?" He asks, always wanting you to consent to everything.

"It's fine." You ensure. You've seen him in his boxers enough times, but you guess this is under different circumstances.

He slides into bed, leaving a space to divide you. You roll over and look at him, resting on your own forearm that’s placed on his pillow. The smell of another man’s cologne, albeit only Ben’s, is peculiar.

“I don’t believe it.” You murmur, not being able to stare at him in the eyes.

He knows immediately what I’m referring to. “I know,” he replies softly. “But it will be okay, I promise.” He reaches and places a hand on your side, squeezing you.

“I don’t have anything.” You scoff, thinking of all of your items being held in his house. “Everything of mine is there... I don’t... have anywhere else to go, Ben. I don’t know what I’m going to do.” You try to keep your tears at bay, rubbing your head onto the soft pillow.

“You have here, with me.” Ben replies, looking at you with intent. “You can stay here, Y/N. For... however long you like. I won’t have you struggling for places to sleep when you could be here.”

You close the gap and you lay on your back and tug him closer to you. “Thank you.” You say appreciatively. “But, this is your flat. It has one bedroom, all of your things in it. You don’t want me waltzing in here with all of my clutter.” You add, your lack of confidence in yourself becoming obvious.

“Your clutter, is probably a lot nicer than half of the shit I own.�� Ben laughs softly in response.

You shake your head. “If we lived together, you would see what I’m really like. You... would discover my stupid annoying habits, get fed up of me, I don’t know.” You mumble, your insecurities showing.

“I love your annoying habits.” Ben replies, grinning. “Like that stupid thing you do when you’re thinking and you stick your hair in your mouth. It’s gross, yeah, but I don’t view you any differently.” He continues, making you smile. “I’ll get a sofa bed for the living room, sleep there. It wouldn’t bother me at all.”

“I don’t want to take this all from you... Just because, because I’ve been dumb and have got myself stuck in a shit situation.” You mumble, feeling ashamed of your own poor life choices. “How... how didn’t I know that that would be what would happen? I’m so, so stupid.”

“Your not stupid.” Ben contradicts. “You... love him.”

“Loved, loved.” You correct, hoping that if you say it it will make it true.

Ben strokes your face, looking at you with a soft smile that’s laced with sympathy. “You overlooked his flaws because you loved him, that’s not stupid, Y/N.”

“Well then... how come you don’t have any flaws? How come you’re all nice and... perfect and stuff.” You blubber, wondering how there’s men like Ben out there who would never dream of doing something so stupid, yet every man you bump into it’s at the top of their agenda.

“I...” Ben shuffles, sitting up. “Have plenty. Just like you and your hair chewing, I leave clumps of hair I pull from my hairbrush around the house. Just wait until you see that.”

You smile into his pillow, admiring the way he improves your mood even though you’ve landed yourself in the worst situation imaginable. “Why are you so nice to me?”

“Because...” He shrugs in return. “You don’t deserve to feel like shit because of someone else’s wrong-doing. I know that you know this, but... I love you, so much, Y/N. I want to and will always do my best to make sure that you are okay.”

You look at him, the faint yellow glow of the bedside lamp making him look all-that-bit more amazing. You knew Ben was lovely, kind and the best person in the world that you could have stand beside you, but in this moment you realised, shit, he is totally beautiful.

“You know...” You murmur, struggling to find the words. “I love you too, right?” You push some hair behind your ear. “That I’ve always loved you from the second I first saw you, and just knew that we were supposed to be friends.”

“Friends,” He nods back at you. “Yeah.”

“But what if I told you that maybe, this is more than that? Maybe as well as overlooking Austin’s flaws, I overlooked our... relationship?” You frown, hoping that you make sense. “Because I’m looking at you right now, and... you’re all I want.” You smile faintly, hoping he reciprocates it. “Do you know what I mean?”

You watch the way his smile grows, and how his eyes beam back at you. Slowly, he moves a hand to your chin, cupping your face. He draws you closer to his face, before slowly pressing your lips together. For a moment, you freeze, wondering if you are really willing to cross the line over your friendship.

But suddenly, everything seems to fall into place. You relax in his grasp, moving with the flow of his body, sinking into his touch. You begin to kiss him back and an overwhelming feeling of serenity hits you, making you feel calm, making you feel like you’re at home.

He kisses you softly, his lips gently pulling at yours, causing your head to move with his. Although the moment draws by slowly, it’s phenomenal. Pressing his weight into you, your body sinks into his mattress, surrounding your senses with the sight and smell of him.

Once he finally pulls away from you, he looks at you admirably.

“Y/N,” he breathes quietly. “You’re all I’ve ever wanted.”

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