Notes:
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Chapter Text
You came downstairs as you did every morning with your maid following slightly behind you. She was a mere waif of a woman, slightly older than you but much, much smaller. There was barely anything to her but she was so very lovely to you. She was in possession of the palest skin, a shock of bright red hair and silvery blue eyes; she was also very quiet. She seldom spoke in front of anyone but you. On this particular day, she told you what was being served for breakfast as you descended the staircase.
"Today we have servings of fruit scones and butter, toast with fresh blackberry jam, hot oat porridge and honey, a selection of fruits and either tea, milk, coffee or fresh orange juice, my Lady," said Dorothy, your maid. You often affectionately shortened her name to 'Dotty' or 'Dolly', the latter because she was so small and fragile--much like a china doll. Even though she was a servant of the house, you would often sneak food away from the table and the food carts transporting meals to and from the dining room to give to her and--when you were able--the other servants. Your parents were kind people, but you weren't sure how they would tolerate feeding others like this.
So you didn't tell them, and neither did they.
"Thank you, Dolly," you said, reaching the bottom of the stairs. You could sense her smiling behind you, knowing that she was now long-used to your nicknames for her. She didn't mind anymore. In the beginning, it had been a little uncomfortable but as you had grown to be friends she had come to enjoy the fond diminutive of her name that you used. "I think I'll have some toast and jam, please,"
Dorothy smiled and nodded, even though you couldn't see her. "Of course, Miss," she said. "And what will you be drinking?"
"Oh! Um...Some orange juice, please,"
Your maid smiled again. She always appreciated your good manners; the last family she had worked for, when she was just a girl, were considerably ruder. You were a true lady, one of distinction and fine standing and etiquette, something you didn't even spare for servants. "Yes, my Lady," she said, and rushed forward to open the door to the dining room for you. It was not something that you liked her to do, but she did it anyway as a way of affording you further respect. You always told her that she didn't need to but she did it anyway. As you entered the room, you saw your father sitting at the head of the table and your mother next to him on his right. Just as you were about to sit in your usual seat--on your father's left--Dorothy approached you again with a tray of food and a letter.
"This came for you this morning, my Lady," she said, setting the tray down and taking the plate of food off, placing it in front of you. She put your orange juice nearby too, and laid a napkin down on the table beside your plate. She then handed you your letter, as well as a paper knife. You thanked her and took both gently from her cool white hands, just before she backed away and stood near the edge of the room waiting for you to breakfast.
"What have you got there, darling?" your father asked as you slipped the paper knife under the seal of the envelope. "A letter?"
"Yes...from Earl Phantomhive," you replied, taking the enclosed letter from the envelope and beginning to read it. Its contents read:
"Dear Lady (F/N) (L/N),
I sincerely hope that this letter finds you in good health. I am writing to formally invite you, and your family, to a Christmas ball being held at my estate on Christmas Eve of this year. You are very welcome to stay at the estate for the entire holiday period.
I look forward to hearing from you soon.
Yours,
Earl Ciel Phantomhive"
You were most surprised to receive an invitation from the Earl at this time, not having put him down as a person who would host parties in his own home. You were more than happy to accept, since your meeting with him through Lizzie had helped you to gain some confidence in the social world. All you had to do was ask your parents to accompany you.
"Earl Phantomhive has invited us to a Christmas ball at his estate," you told them before taking a bite of toast. Your mother looked up gleefully and your father smiled, nodding approvingly.
"That sounds like a wonderful idea," he said, sipping his coffee. "You should write back to him as soon as you've finished your breakfast,"
"I will," you told him, taking another bite. Swallowing, you thought about who else you would see there. Undoubtedly Lizzie would be there, and possibly some other nobles that you hadn't yet had the pleasure--or otherwise--of meeting, but also Sebastian...Your face flushed with heat as you remembered the kiss you had shared.
Why had he wanted a kiss from you? Did it mean anything to him? You hadn't really given it much thought beyond a girlish infatuation, but really a kiss would always mean something to you. It had been your first, after all. At nearly twenty years of age--spent as the daughter of a nobleman--you had lived a very chaste life so far and had never even held proper conversation with a man apart from your father. Sebastian had changed a lot of things.
As you finished your breakfast, another servant came along and began clearing everything away. Dolly came to your side and followed you as you left the room, letting your parents know where you were going. To write that letter of response to Ciel, of course. You came to your private study and sat down at the desk by the window, just as Dolly closed the door behind you both. You opened a nearby drawer and took out your fountain pen and some paper used specifically for writing letters--the parchment had your family's crest in the top right-hand corner.
"What will you say, my Lady?" asked Dolly, knowing that you didn't mind her asking questions about your intentions.
"I will say that we would be happy to attend the ball," you told her, putting pen to paper and beginning to write. "Would you care to accompany me also, Dolly?"
The young woman blushed a little, a sudden rush of blood to her otherwise pallid face that was rather more pink than red. "I would be honoured to go with you, Miss,"
You looked up and smiled brightly at her. You wished that she wasn't your maid so that you could be friends more freely than this. "Then I shall ask the Earl if I can bring you along," you said, and resumed composing your letter. Dolly said nothing else while you wrote away, quickly and in beautiful cursive handwriting. Every time she saw you do that, Dolly felt absurdly jealous because she'd never been able to learn. Not that she'd had much opportunity.
As you finished writing, you took an envelope out of another drawer and folded the letter, inserting it smoothly and carefully into the paper package, taking great care not to crease anything or dull any corners. You closed it, and then took a candle and box of matches out of another stationery drawer. The candle was specially made for creating wax seals, so when you lit the end the candle began to melt and you could smear the hot wax on the envelope. You took the stamp out of the same drawer and pressed it carefully to the wax, waiting until it would have left a perfect imprint of your family's emblem.
You addressed and stamped the letter, and smiled up at Dolly who had been watching you work the entire time. You placed the hot candle--now not in use--on a flat glass paperweight on your desk and allowed it to dry. "Here," you said to your maid, who had clearly been waiting for you to ask something of her. "Please can you post this for me as soon as you get the chance?"
"Of course, my Lady,"
-
The day of the ball had arrived and once again you found yourself in a carriage bound for Phantomhive Manor. You even had Lizzie along with you for the journey, since your parents had thought it would be easier if you just picked her up en route to the party. Of course, the girl hadn't stopped chattering the whole distance there but that was alright. Your mother continued to chat with her, and you and your father just smiled and rolled your eyes. You were the two more reserved characters in your family and only outspoken when it was necessary. You were a mixture of your mother and father but it was easy to see which aspects you took from your father more than your mother and vice versa.
The carriage drew up to the mansion in what seemed like no time at all after collecting Lizzie from her family home. You were very excited, and you knew exactly why. But you couldn't tell your parents that.
"Welcome to the Phantomhive Estate," said Ciel, greeting your parents. He smiled gently at you, as was customary for the host of the ball, and bowed. "And welcome back, Miss (F/N). I hope that your stay will be a most pleasant and festive one. We have provided for our guests every comfort and luxury available, so I hope you will make yourselves at home,"
"Thank you, Lord Phantomhive," said your father, shaking the young man's hand. It was common for your father to do this, you realised. He was very well-known and very high ranking, but that didn't make him at all arrogant. He liked to shake the hands of others to show his friendliness towards them. "You have a most splendid home,"
You smiled to yourself, remembering how Ciel had given you almost the very same compliment at the ball your father had hosted not long before. You glanced around you and saw Sebastian stood nearby for the convenience of his master. As your eyes met you recognised immediately the same intense, expectant expression as that which he'd worn when you departed the estate last time you came to visit. You wanted to go straight over to him and speak to him right away but that would, of course, have been construed as odd and more than just a little suspicious.
You didn't want that. You simply regarded him while keeping your gaze soft.
"Beautiful as ever," he thought as he watched you from across the hall. His gaze wasn't even torn from you when Lizzie launched herself at Ciel.
Struggling with the cumbersome blonde hanging off him, Ciel called across to Sebastian. "Please take our guests to the salon for refreshments," he said, acting as though he was gently hugging her back. The butler approached and bowed to you all.
"It is so very good to see you again," he said smoothly, addressing all of you at once. "Please follow me,"
You followed the suave, darkly-dressed butler to the drawing room where two other guests were already sat waiting. Sebastian didn't even get a chance to introduce you to them as the male of the pair leaped up and bombed over to your father.
"Marquess (L/N)!" he gushed, shaking your father's hand. He had a distinctly European accent which you placed very quickly; the man was French in origin and your father seemed to know him quite well. "It is so good to see you, my friend!"
"And you, Monsieur Guillaume," he said, shaking his hand in return and patting him on the shoulder. "It is very good to see you indeed,"
"And is this your lovely family?"
"It is. My wife and my daughter, (F/N)," said your father, proudly introducing you to him.
Sebastian, stood at the door, suppressed an angry scowl as the charming Frenchman kissed your hand.
"Your ladies are very beautiful indeed," he crooned, winking at you and backing away. "Ah! How rude of me! My name is Jean Guillaume, and this is my sister Marie," he said suddenly, introducing the lady behind him. She was incredibly pretty, you thought, and it made you extremely jealous. She wore a dress in a light lilac colour which went very well with her light blonde hair.
You suddenly felt very insecure.
"Yes, well..." sighed your father, moving to protect you slightly. "While they may be beautiful, please keep your hands to yourself, sir," he said, laughing slightly. But you could clearly hear the warning in his voice.
Guillaume laughed and went back to his seat, offering you and your parents seats on the sofa opposite him and his sister, Marie. She eyed you with curiosity as you sat but soon her attention was drawn away by Sebastian offering you all some tea.
"Yes please..." you said as he asked you individually if you wanted any. He smiled serenely and began to pour you a cup, waiting for Lizzie and Ciel to join you if no other guests would be arriving for the time being. As Sebastian handed you your tea, you realised that he had made it just the way you liked it with slightly more milk and sugar than usual. It was simply nicer when it was sweet.
"He remembered..." you thought as he passed the cup and saucer to you. Just then your eyes were drawn to Marie batting her eyelashes at him, even though he wasn't looking at her but rather your father as he spoke to him. You weren't paying attention to what they were talking about but you found yourself suddenly incensed by Marie's behaviour. It was ridiculous, you thought, that you could be so angered by one woman attempting to flirt with a man who wasn't even yours to be jealous over...but it was still the way it made you feel.
You sipped your tea delicately and did your best not to spill it on your pastel blue dress. You had worn one of your favourites for the first day there, and had brought with you one slightly more extravagant dress for the ball and a couple of others for the other days you would be spending there at the Phantomhive estate. Just then, Ciel entered the room with Lizzie and four more people in tow. Two were very handsome young men who looked to be Indian in origin, and the other two looked to be Oriental--a man and a woman.
"Everyone, this is Prince Soma Asman Kadar, the twenty-sixth child of the King of Bengal of India and his..."khansama", Agni," said Ciel, introducing the two Indian men respectively. You smiled as he clearly struggled with which term to actually use for this Agni fellow. "And this is Lau and Ran-Mao," he added, gesturing first to the man and then the woman. You took notice of how he didn't give any indication of how Lau and Ran-Mao came to arrive together but you were sure that you would find out at some point.
Soon enough, the room was filled with happy discussion of the evening's entertainment and other topics of conversation. You happily looked around at everyone--less so at Marie--and listened in rather than contributing. Just beyond the sofa opposite you, you met the gentle yet watchful gaze of Sebastian.
You blushed hotly as he flashed his eyes at you--an almost invisible gesture made for your eyes only--in the form of a quick widening and relaxing of his eyes. It was almost...suggestive in its nature. More than anything, it made you long to be alone with him again as you had been in the carriage before, on your way home after being rescued.
-
That evening, you descended the stairs from the same room as that which you had been given during your last stay at the Phantomhive estate. This time, for a ball, you wore not a bold, deep-coloured ensemble but a rather more demure yet still distinctly mature number in wintry silver. For once your mother had allowed Dorothy to be the one to help you prepare for the party and so she seemed to be quite happy with her handiwork for a change.
There were a good many more people now in attendance at Ciel's Christmas party and once again you found yourself being stared at. This time, you made a conscious effort to look around for Sebastian. The music floated on the warm air as it had at your father's ball previously, and snow fell thickly beyond the windows. Christmas decorations bedecked the walls and furniture, and everything positively glowed and sparkled.
-
Sebastian returned to the ballroom with a tray full of glasses of champagne--Ciel had decided that even the youngest people in attendance (Lizzie and himself) should be allowed the luxury of drinking a little that evening--and nearly lost his balance with it as soon as he saw you. You outshone everyone there, and he found himself unable to breathe. You were a vision in silver, as delicate and beautiful as the crystals that adorned the room and the snowflakes that fell outside. From that moment on, the evening for him was all about the comfort and happiness of one.
You.
Notes:
Hello my lovelies!
Hope you're all well! Chapter Ten is now complete, next one is a work in progress. I apologise if the writing is a little different to previous chapters; I'm having a bit of writer's block at present and it's proving quite difficult to shift; it is resulting in quite long-winded storytelling...Hope the story's enjoyable anyway! ^_^
- SooperChicken
Chapter 11: Merry Christmas
Summary:
On Christmas Eve, celebration and merrymaking is underway at the Phantomhive estate. Of course, it is an unusual occurrence indeed for the young Earl to host such a party but everyone seems to be having a good time--even him. As midnight approaches, everyone gathers around to toast the merriest day of the season.
There could be much more in store for you, though.
Notes:
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Chapter Text
"Mademoiselle..." said a smooth, velvety voice. You looked up and saw Monsieur Guillaume bowing to you and offering you an outstretched hand. "May I have this dance?" His smile was flawless and his eyes were warm and soft as they rested on you. You felt somewhat at ease but the notion of dancing with anyone but the man who made you enjoy it made you apprehensive.
You offered him a little smile, one that clearly portrayed your shyness, and took his hand. You were the daughter of one of the business associates of this man, and you were supposed to behave like a noblewoman all of the time, regardless of who you were associating with yourself. As he led you out to join the other happy dancers, you thought about your duties as the Marquess' daughter and how you hoped that this would be over soon. Handsome though Jean was, you couldn't help feeling the same discomfort with him as that which you felt with Aleistor Chamber.
"You dance like a princess," he said, twirling you round. You looked away, managing to muster a blush this time that excused your lack of words. Your averted gaze came to rest on Sebastian who stood on ceremony next to Mey-Rin, who was also providing the guests with refreshments that evening. You suppressed what you knew would appear on your face as a scowl, seeing Marie chatting away to Sebastian. You weren't sure just how much attention he was paying, though, for he suddenly glanced away from her and straight at you. You turned your focus back to Jean and continued to dance.
The dance was very long but the more you went along with it the more you found yourself forgetting about your dance partner's sister and the man with whom you found yourself...romantically interested.
How did you feel about him? How exactly could you describe it? You didn't know, but you hoped that the niggling, nameless feeling would soon make itself known.
The music began to slow and then finally stopped; Jean let you go. He kissed your hand so gently it was like being kissed by sunlight. It had a sickeningly sweet quality to it, like having affection showered upon you by fairies. Very odd, considering this was a fully-grown man with no elfin qualities whatsoever. Looking around the room, you noticed that Sebastian was now speaking to your father. They seemed to be chatting quite amicably, when suddenly they both looked over at you.
"Are they talking about me?" you thought to yourself, moving over towards Lizzie. She squealed and hugged you tightly, almost as if she hadn't seen you already that day.
"You look so beautiful again!" she cried, bouncing up and down while holding your hands. "Where do you get it from?!"
You blushed and searched for an appropriate answer to give her. "Thank you...You're too kind, Lizzie, really," Just then you heard someone behind you clear their throat. "O-oh...Sebastian," you said, suddenly beginning to tremble in his very near presence.
"Good evening, Miss (F/N)," he said gently. "Are you feeling alright? You look quite...flushed,"
"Ah! I'm fine, thank you..." you answered honestly. Clearly your blush was quite obvious but that didn't deter you from making a good appearance that evening. You were determined not to let your timidness undermine you. "Is there something I can help you with?"
"I was just speaking with your father and, with his permission, I have come to you to ask for a dance...Would you do me this honour?" he said, keeping his voice low.
Your heart leaped for joy and you smiled, taking his hand. It felt quite...good to hear him speaking as though he knew exactly what he wanted, to hear him getting straight to the point and not beating about the bush. You had wondered when you would next get the chance to dance with him as you had at your father's party before. "I would be delighted," you said, following him away from Lizzie. You turned back to her and mouthed that you would be back shortly.
The music was one of the more classical Christmas pieces and you looked up at Sebastian wondering how a demon could pretend to partake in human festivities like this. He caught you staring and smiled, pulling you closer to him. "Is something the matter, my Lady?"
"Uh, no! Nothing at all!" you stammered, downplaying the reason for your close analysis of him. His grin widened, indicative of the fact that he didn't really believe you. He stood out greatly in the ballroom, a dark figure in an almost golden setting. It seemed to suit him very well, even better than the Earl himself. There was just something so majestic about him...
You suddenly realised how emotionally invested in him you were. You couldn't believe, at this stage, that you had allowed yourself to bring your heart so close to a demon.
"Very well," he said at length, tipping his head slightly to one side and smiling--sweetly?--at you. One of his eyes became hidden behind his fringe and it became clear that he was trying to beguile you. You knew that there was something else on his mind and you were right. "So tell me, Miss...Do you like that man?" he said, nodding his head towards Jean. Your eyes widened in surprise and you shook your head.
"Please define what you mean by 'like'..." you said, keeping your voice low as he had earlier. You grinned at him exactly as he had at you moments before. It was rapidly turning into a game.
He smiled at your coyness. He loved it. "Do you care for him? Would you accept his affections, were he to offer them to you?" he growled, gently massaging the soft part of your waist with his fingertips. "Would you...go with him?"
Your body tensed and heated up very quickly as he led you through a quick turn in the dance steps. His red eyes were almost molten and burned into you with a kind of intensity you'd never seen before. It was passion, you knew that much. It made you tingle with excitement and anticipation; what did he want from you?
"N-no..." you stuttered, trying desperately to get the words out. "I don't feel that way about him..."
"No?"
You searched his face for any signs of why he was asking you those questions in such a purring, seductive voice. "No," you said. "I don't,"
He smirked and loosed a low chuckle. "Good," He spun you out of the hold he originally had you in, keeping a firm but gentle hold on your hand before bringing you back. As you spun back, you found yourself with your back against his chest and his arm around you. He leaned in and whispered to you, "I'm sure you remember me telling you that I can be very selfish..."
Your skin prickled with the warmth flowing around your body. He was so close to you, still moving in time with the music, and if you had so much as tweaked the position of your head he would have been able to kiss you again. Your breathing went ragged as you breathed in and felt him smirking against your neck. He twirled you around to face him again and resumed the usual position for the dance. This time he brought you so close that your chest was pressed up against his.
"You're blushing," he said, pointing out the vivid colour of your cheeks.
"...!" You couldn't say anything, momentarily, but soon found your confidence. "No, I'm not!" you protested, giving him a playful, childish pout. He chuckled.
"What a charming young woman you are..." he murmured, scanning your face. He was much different to how he had been before, you realised--his behaviour was much more suited to a demon, now. It didn't make you feel at all uncomfortable, though. You wondered why that was. His eyes traced all of your features, from your eye region to your nose, your cheekbones, your jaw and finally your lips. His gaze trailed slowly back up to look at you properly.
He was about to say something else when suddenly the music came to an end. He let go of you and did as he had the first time you danced; he bowed and then kissed your hand, kissing over the part of your hand that Jean had, covering the mark.
"Thank you for the dance..." he said, leading you back to Lizzie.
"You're...more than welcome," you replied, finally finding within you the confidence to play his game. As he bowed and walked away, Lizzie began chattering away to you as if nothing had happened, and as if you'd never left her side.
The only unsettling aspect of this otherwise happy scene for you was the vicious glare shot at you from across the room by Marie Guillaume. You ignored her and cheerfully returned to concentrating on Lizzie.
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Everyone gathered around in a great circle as the great grandfather clock in the room indicated that it was five minutes to midnight. Everyone held a glass of champagne each, ready to toast to the dawning of Christmas Day. Lizzie stood with Ciel, your parents stood together with you by their side, the Guillaume siblings stood together and everyone else who was there with somebody gathered with their loved ones. Ciel had even allowed Baldroy, Finnian, Mey-Rin and Sebastian to toast--in the name of keeping up appearances, of course--but Sebastian remained completely sober for the sake of maintaining service for the guests. As the twelve chimes to midnight began, people began to count with it.
"Five...! Four...! Three...! Two...! One!" they chanted, and the clock sang its tune to announce the beginning of the new day. Thick snow tumbled from the cold, dark sky outside while everyone raised their glasses in the golden warmth, bidding everyone a 'Merry Christmas' and hugging each other. You smiled happily and took a sip of champagne after raising your glass to everyone in the circle with you.
As people began to disperse, certain party-goers began saying their good-nights and making their way off to bed. You saw the beautiful snow falling beyond the windows and thought to yourself how it had been so long since you had seen a white Christmas...The part of the country that your family called home often saw more rain than snow during the holiday season. Despite the obvious cold, you slipped outside to enjoy the snowfall.
No sooner were you outside than you realised that, if you were to venture out into the whitewashed garden, you would instantly be ankle-deep in snow. Thus, you remained on the covered patio watching the snowflakes flurry before your eyes. The stars in the night sky were replaced by equally white snow crystals. The creak of a door opening resounded behind you and you whirled around to see who it was.
"What are you doing out here in the cold? I thought you would have learned your lesson by now..." said Sebastian, raising a questioning eyebrow at you. His lips were not without that trademark smirk of his, though.
"I just like the thought of having a white Christmas, for once," you said honestly. "I don't much mind the cold when there is a good reason for it,"
He nodded as though he understood. Of course, he didn't really but he could at least act like he did. "You really are a fascinating creature..." he murmured, coming closer to you. "Look at you, though...Your skin is almost blue with cold,"
"Oh...I hadn't noticed," you replied, doing your best to compose yourself while thinking about what he said just before. When he was around you felt much too warm...He had a rather incredible effect on you. He moved even closer to you, offering you the natural warmth he emitted from his person. You stood there watching the snow fall, the entire world being silent beyond the house. You could only just hear the sounds of merriment and laughter inside the house.
The silence was suddenly broken by Sebastian, who you hadn't realised was watching you intently.
"You look as though you have something on your mind, my dear," he said gently.
It was true, you thought. You were pondering your next course of action with regards to telling him that you knew what he was. He just...didn't scare you. The nature of his existence only served to remind you of...previous experiences. You had also been meaning to talk to your parents about that too...
"Yes, well..." you said quietly, listening to the wintry sounds of quiet, seemingly distant wind blowing across the snow. "It isn't of any importance..."
"Everything has some degree of importance," said the butler, in a tone that you could only describe as reassuring. "Especially if it troubles you,"
It was all so confusing...One minute he could be very kind and gentle, the next he could be intense and alluring...He was difficult to decipher. You thought about telling him for another few moments, until finally plucking up the courage to tell him--or at least imply to him--what you knew.
"How do you endure human whims like those you see in there?" you said, nodding your head over towards the house. Daring yourself to look at him, you realised he knew exactly what you were insinuating. You pressed on, elaborating on what you had already said. There was no backing out of it now. "I can't imagine how simple we must seem in your eyes,"
He released a low chuckle from the bottom of his throat. You weren't sure what that meant for you. "So you had an inkling, then...?" he said calmly, looking ahead into the snow and no longer at you.
"Yes..." you confessed. "I have since that night you found me walking the corridors..."
You froze stock still as he said nothing. Glancing at his face, you saw his eyes flash fuchsia...just before he pinned you to the wall. You squeaked, but not strictly out of fear.
"What are you doing?!" you gasped, pushing back against him. You weren't quite as desperate as you'd thought you would be in this position--you had considered having to fight back after telling the demon that you knew his secret--and he knew that. He was showing his true colours now. His demonic nature. But he wasn't holding you as firmly as he could have been.
"I shouldn't allow you to walk freely with this knowledge," he said darkly. You took note of the now scary smile on his face. It spoke of all kinds of pain but for some reason you didn't feel it threatening your very being. "It is not something that I, or my master, like people to know,"
You shivered slightly in the cold. Still he didn't scare you. Somehow you trusted him. It was time to be bold, and daring. "I don't believe that you'll hurt me," you said in a stronger voice than you'd originally intended to use. "I challenge you to prove me wrong,"
He searched your eyes for answers to all of his questions. Why were you so damn beautiful? So strong and yet so quiet? How could you be so clever with your words that you could even sway the instincts of a demon? You had many facets to your personality, and it enticed him to unlock them all...
His eyes softened and returned to the colour you knew. He stopped pushing you to the wall and wrapped his arms around you instead. His body seemed to become weaker and yet the kiss he pressed to your lips was almost bruising in its strength. "I can't prove you wrong," he growled, and pulled you in for another. "I can't hurt you,"
You lost yourself in his kisses, your face tilted upwards as he ravished your lips until they were swollen with affection. You opened your eyes ever so slightly, and saw above you a sprig of something just as his hand ran up your side, stroking you as though checking that you were real. You put your arms around his neck and pulled him closer, warm bodies pressing up against each other in the cold outside. You moaned a little as he moved to kiss your neck.
As for Sebastian, he no longer cared about the appropriateness of your shared actions. Whether you were the daughter of a Marquess or not, he couldn't resist you and he didn't want you to resist him either. He didn't know how you had come to realise that he was a demon, but he was certain that it would all come in good time. He wanted to touch you, feel you under his fingertips, make you his. He was going to be extremely selfish with you. He didn't even care that it was a human who had brought him to this point of desperation...You were the one he wanted.
You smiled as you realised the sprig above you was mistletoe. Purely by accident you had achieved what was probably Christmas' most romantic tradition. With a demon. He stopped bombarding you with kisses for a moment to see what you were looking at.
"Tsk," he tutted, returning to your neck but not without a smirk. "Humans and their customs..." You squirmed as he nipped at your collarbone, holding your hips to keep you still as he lavished his passion upon you.
Just then, his head flew up and once again his eyes flashed their true colour. He looked to be somewhat irked, and turned to you with regret.
"Is your master calling you?" you asked, resting your hands on the lapels of his coat.
"Yes..." he mumbled, clearly dissatisfied with the circumstances. He leaned in and kissed you again, unable to get enough of you. "I'll be back before the night is at its end,"
He reluctantly left you and returned to Ciel, whom you could both hear calling his name. You would follow soon after, to avoid arousing suspicion in anyone inside, but you watched him go with a violently thudding heart. You would join everyone again soon but Sebastian...He was impossible. Irresistible. Forbidden.
But that was exactly what you were to him. As he walked with resentment of his master for forcing him to part with you, Sebastian considered how out-of-character you made him behave. You brought out a softer side of him, but all the same he couldn't deny his possessive, demonic urges. You made him desire...everything about you.
He would soon get to the bottom of that.
Notes:
Hey everybody!
Hope you're all well! Here's Chapter Eleven for you Black Butler fans, hope it was to your liking! Sorry to spring the hot and heavy stuff on you so suddenly ;D Get ready though, because I've got some very...interesting plans for the next update... ;)
As always, you're more than welcome to leave a comment and let me know what you think; I love hearing from you lovely people! ^_^
- SooperChicken
Chapter 12: Silent Night
Summary:
You sit before the fire, waiting for your demonic suitor--for want of a better descriptor--to return to your side as he had told you he would. As it starts to look like you'll be there a while, on your own, you decide to turn in for the night with disappointment.
But little do you realise, Sebastian is a man who never goes back on his word...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The warm, glowing fire before you danced before your eyes as the kindling crackled and snapped away. Embers leaped out of the fireplace and died on the hearth. The snow outside was beginning to fall more slowly and the snowflakes were more sporadic in their frequency. They were lighter and smaller than their brothers and sisters before them. The brightness of the flames bore hotly into your eyes and soon you were forced to look away. You looked at the ostentatious carpet with its intricate patterns and rich, deep colour. The whole room, in fact, was very plush; you hadn't realised it before but now that you sat alone you had every opportunity to take in its lavish beauty.
"I don't think he's coming back just yet..." you thought, thinking of Sebastian. You had only been away from him for an hour, but that was an hour too long it seemed. You let out a deep sigh, following it promptly with a yawn. The gentle light of the fire glinted off the baubles and tinsel in the room, creating a very comforting, homely feel for you. You were tired...Your parents had gone to bed and so had Lizzie. Everyone else staying at the manor had gone to sleep as well. There was nobody to talk to. There was nothing to do. You might as well have been in bed already.
You rose from the plush sofa and straightened the skirt of your dress, smoothing out the creases with your hands. There were no lights on in the room and so you were able to depart without worrying about what the room looked like. That was just your nature; you liked to make sure that you left the room in an acceptable state. You left the room, closing the door behind you to keep the heat in, and made your way towards the stairs. They seemed much larger and like there were far more steps to the top when walking them in the dark and on your own. Once at the top, it didn't take you long to reach your sleeping quarters.
You stood before the full-length mirror near the armoire in the room and turned, taking off your shoes and managing to unbutton your own dress although it was very stiff and difficult. You had sent Dolly off to bed long before, seeing how tired the poor girl was. You could manage, anyway. The dress slipped off your body and you were down to your undergarments but you weren't cold this time; the fire in the fireplace was putting out a lot of heat. You picked the dress up off the floor and opened the armoire, hanging the beautiful gown there on a hook. Walking to the adjoining bathroom, you took off your jewellery and decorative hair accessories and watched as your hair tumbled down. You picked up your brush and started to smooth it out, making sure to catch all the pesky knots. There were relatively few, but you didn't need them contributing to those that would undoubtedly be in your hair in the morning. You hated the sting of your hairbrush catching on matted locks.
You took a tissue and removed the red lipstick you had worn to the ball. The powder you wore on your face remained, but then again it often did until you took a bath. There wasn't time for that tonight; you needed to sleep. You gave yourself a quick once-over in the mirror before returning to your bedroom to put on your nightdress. You often walked around your own quarters at home in your underwear--it was better than potentially being caught walking around without a corset--so you felt as though you wouldn't be in trouble doing it here. Nobody would come, anyway.
Just as you thought that and you had taken your nightdress out of its drawer, you heard a light knock upon your bedroom door. You nearly leaped out of your skin. Your heart started beating more quickly and with greater impact, and you looked around wildly for something to cover yourself up with. The first thing that you spotted was your dressing gown hanging on the back of your bathroom door. You grabbed it and threw it on, fastening the ribbon around your waist to hold it in place over your underwear. You were nervous enough about answering the door dressed in just your corset and chemise with your dressing gown, let alone thinking about what would have happened if they'd seen you without it. Who could it have been, anyway? At this hour...
You made your way over to the door and were about to open it a crack just as there came another gentle tap. You opened it only slightly, peeking out at your visitor. You blushed hotly as you saw that it was, in fact, Sebastian.
"Are you alright, my Lady?" he said quietly, unable to actually see you through the narrow slit in the door. You could see him, though; his eyes held in them an unmistakably sad look.
"I'm fine..." you murmured, opening the door wider. "What brings you here? It's ever so late..."
He glanced over his shoulder at the clock ticking in the hallway. You were indeed correct; it was almost quarter to two in the morning. "You have my sincerest apologies for disturbing you at this hour..." he said, clearly with a degree of regret. "Were you sleeping?"
"No...I haven't been here for long..." you told him honestly. "I was waiting for you in the living room before..."
He closed his eyes for a moment, for reasons you were unsure of until he told you what he was thinking. "I am so sorry..." he mumbled. "I wish I could have come to you sooner but...there was business that my master needed me to help him with,"
"I understand..." you said, offering him a reassuring smile. He didn't have to apologise; he hadn't done anything wrong. He had a job to do and to remain by your side while Ciel was calling for him was interfering with that duty. "You have nothing to be sorry for,"
"I made you wait, late into the night. And then I came knocking while you were preparing for bed...I have been incredibly rude,"
You grinned. "No. You haven't," you insisted. "I would like to know something, though..."
"Anything you desire," His eyes glittered in the darkness, proof of his desire for you. But you didn't notice that...yet.
"How can you be so gentle and...meek one moment, and then so wicked and passionate the next?"
He grinned at you. "Wicked, you say?" he mused. "Perhaps you bring out the best--and the worst--in me,"
You shivered as he said that, not just listening to his words but really hearing them as he spoke in such a low, lustful voice. You could hear the lust, too. It wasn't just something you had imagined. He sounded...hungry, in truth. But not for sustenance. "You didn't answer my question," you pointed out.
He chuckled, a deep and unrestrained sound of true amusement. "If I answer your question will you answer mine?"
"Yes," you said without a second thought. You smiled genuinely at him, your eyes creasing at the corners as you suppressed a giggle of your own.
"Very well then..." he purred. "I have to be seen to be behaving myself, most of the time, but I am afraid that it is you who makes me lose control of that...veneer,"
You nodded your head while grinning, satisfied with his answer. You watched him as he moved and almost completely covered the doorway. He leaned in and kissed you gently but with evident passion. "Nng..." you whined against his lips, creating a little space between you. He smirked. "What was your question?" you asked, running your fingers through his hair.
He laughed again, more softly this time. "Does anyone else know about your...hidden charms?" He wrapped his arms around you and kissed you again, savouring the moment before letting you answer.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Clearly you are not merely the reserved and demure young lady you make yourself out to be..." he growled, obviously enjoying the sensation of having you so close to him. "You have a hidden side,"
You smirked at him, coming closer and kissing his cheek. "Perhaps I just haven't found the right person to show that side of myself to," you whispered. It was true, you realised. You had always had the confidence to be more...cheeky. There was just nobody you ever felt comfortable being cheeky to. But Sebastian was different. He was good fun. You didn't know why he sometimes made you shy and why he sometimes made you bold, but it didn't matter. He emboldened you at this very moment in time. You kissed his jaw and then his neck without thinking.
"So you choose me, a demon?" he murmured, grinning seductively at you. He couldn't tell you that at that moment you were driving him crazy. "Do you know how dangerous that is?"
"Was that supposed to frighten me?" you teased, pulling your face away from his. "What would you do, anyway?"
"Do you really want to know the answer to that?" he whispered, leaning in again as though about to kiss your own jaw. He stopped short and you could feel him breathing gently on the skin of your neck. Suddenly your entire body went rigid as you felt something hot and wet touch you there; he licked your neck, almost experimentally, but you knew better. He was doing it on purpose.
"Y-yes..."
"Are you sure? I'm waiting for a more...assertive answer,"
"Yes!" you hissed, nearly bubbling over with excitement and anticipation.
He stepped forwards, backing you into the room and closed the door. The only light in the room came from the fireplace but you could still see his face. "W-well...?" you stammered, unsure of where this was now going.
"Something I've been planning to do since early this evening..."
Your skin prickled as he came closer, making your body heat up to an almost unbearable level. He positively radiated lust, and the sheer animal instinct to do...whatever it was he was planning to do to you. No matter how human he looked to you, you constantly had to remind yourself that he was a different creature entirely. You allowed him to approach, seeing that he was not going to do anything sudden--yet--and you let him touch you. That touch was electric, sending a jolt of ecstasy through your being as he slid your dressing gown down over your shoulders. He moved slowly, and silently, as he craned his neck to kiss yours. It was a beautiful sensation, as soft lips caressed the equally soft skin there. He was warm, made you feel safe, and made you want to be even closer.
As he kissed you he slipped out of his own jacket, discarding it on the floor before returning his hands to you. You felt one of his hands trail down your body, across your stomach until it stopped at the ribbon of your dressing gown. There was no struggle and no tugging involved, he simply pulled on the little bow as if pulling a silk ribbon from a gift. The robe drooped even further and he pushed it--ever so gently--off your body. Your lips barely parted the entire time, indulging in what was only describable as a tender, sensual moment.
Without a word, he turned you around so that you faced the bed and the window beyond. The pale moon beyond offered little light this time, being a mere sliver of a crescent now. You felt Sebastian's lips touch your shoulder from behind, then as the tip of his tongue ran along your skin. You shuddered a little, wanting more from him but too tongue-tied to ask. His fingers began to toy with your back, fiddling with the laces of your corset. You felt them loosen and eventually give way, the corset itself trying to escape from your body. Instinctively your hands flew to your chest and stomach in an attempt to preserve what very little modesty you had left. No sooner had your hands rushed to hide you than Sebastian's own settled upon yours, removing them from your body. Now neither you nor Sebastian touched your body but even without looking you could tell that your upper body was now fully exposed.
The excitement surged through you as you heard the demon's breathing go ragged before speaking to you, finally. "Sit down," he said, his voice nothing but a rumble. You heard the command in his tone and did as you were told, taking care to cover your breasts as you turned around to face him. His eyes lapsed from red to fuchsia, then back to red as he noticed what you were doing but he didn't try to stop you this time. He bit the wrist of his glove and tugged it off with his teeth in an almost feral fashion. He pulled the other off with his bare hand and you saw what looked like a tattoo on the back of his hand. You had seen it somewhere before...It was his contract seal.
It only seemed to take him a few moments to get out of his waistcoat and shirt, yanking his necktie off along with them. You stared in awe at his toned body, so muscular for such a svelte man. You were so busy admiring him that by the time you realised he was coming towards you and taking your hands away from your body it was too late. He had you on your back on the bed in an instant with your arms above your head. Blushing furiously you looked away from him, staring into the fire as though that would help you to avoid his gaze. You were brought back to attention by his uttering of a peculiar noise.
When you looked back you realised what it was. It matched his expression, at least. It had been a little hum of approval, as though he liked what he saw. It only made you blush harder. Your body felt as though it was on fire, and no amount of water would ever extinguish the heat. You weren't entirely sure you wanted that, though. You wanted him. It had crossed your mind, though, that it could compromise your very soul by continuing with this...with a demon. Your mind shut down, however, and banished those thoughts as he brought his lips to your sensitive, previously untouched breasts. He was much more gentle than you had thought he would be as he sucked the rosy bud of your left breast, and even as he bit it slightly. You squirmed and let out a small squeak of some nameless emotion.
"Did you like that?" he growled, voice absolutely oozing sexuality now. "I want to know all of your soft spots...It'll be our dirty little secret..."
"S-Sebastian..." you gasped, shuddering with pleasure under his fingertips. You didn't need to tell him that you wanted him, despite never having done this before. He was already setting about relieving you of the remainder of your clothing and you were all-too happy to let him carry on with it. Until you realised that it did indeed mean that you would be entirely naked in front of somebody. You wriggled and tried to free your hands from his, the single hand holding your arms in place above your head. He had been planning this all evening?
"Don't hide from me. I want to see all of you," he whispered, holding your waist with his other hand as he manipulated one of your now erect nipples with his tongue. "You're the most beautiful creature I've ever seen,"
He wasn't holding anything back. You didn't know it just from lying there but he was taking his time and enjoying himself. He delighted in making you wait for what he knew you really wanted, in spite of knowing the pain it would cause you.
"Ah...!" you cried out as he released your waist from his hold, moving that hand to touch you in another place where you'd never had contact before.
"Shh..." he soothed, failing to hide the trace of a chuckle entwined with his voice. "We don't want to wake the entire household...As much as I would love to hear you scream..."
Heat shot through your body as he murmured this in your ear, biting it gently in the process. You were fairly sure that your face was a spectacular shade of red but you had little time to entertain those thoughts. Sebastian slowly kissed your lips as he inserted a finger into your body equally so. It was too stimulating for you to even bring yourself to care that it hurt, even with the addition of another finger and the introduction of movement.
"I don't mean that you should be silent, though..." he growled, nipping at your neck.
With no experience of men or sex you didn't know exactly what turned you on yet but you had to admit that everything he'd done so far was pushing you closer and closer to an abyss of what you could only assume was pleasure. And the demanding, bossy side of Sebastian was making it worse; his ideas of taking control were making you wild. To please him you allowed your previously stifled gasps of desire to escape your swollen, rosy lips. But you would have done that anyway, whether he wanted you to or not. It was too much to bear, to keep them in.
Without warning he stooped down and ran his tongue across your abdomen, watching as you writhed underneath him. "Damn her...I can't do this for much longer..." he thought desperately. The next thing you heard was a brief period of rustling and then before you knew it you were being set upon by the libidinous demon; he lifted you into his arms and set you back down on the bed with your head on the pillow. His red eyes had taken on a primal--in terms of demon-kind--fuchsia hue although red they remained, and his raven hair was in a ruffled, unkempt state.
You didn't know how you knew to do it or what made you even try, but your hand found its way towards his--impressive--length. Not that you knew much about the size of men's equipment but it definitely seemed like it could do a good job. As soon as you touched it, though, he loosed an almost savage growl from his throat and grabbed your wrist, pinning it to the pillow next to you.
"Don't,"
"I-I'm sorry..." you stuttered, looking away in shame. Maybe he didn't like it, you thought.
Instantly feeling the weight of what he'd just said and done, Sebastian returned to kissing your neck and took the opportunity to tell you why. "Because if you do, I would hate myself if I hurt you in my excitement..." he whispered, biting your earlobe again. Feeling your body heat up and your head turn to let you face him, you offered him a small, shy smile.
"Alright..." you said, understanding what he was getting at. After a couple more minutes, he didn't look like he could control himself any longer.
"May I?" he murmured, searching your eyes for signs of uncertainty and insecurity. You had been lying naked beneath him for quite some time now, growing more and more desperate for what he could provide you with. He found no such thing written on your face. As soon as you nodded, you tried to relax as he positioned himself at your entrance. He was a demon, so of course he didn't wait around. You gasped and flinched away as he entered you in his entirety, stretching your body to an almost unbearable limit.
"Ah...! Ow, ow, ow..." you whimpered, desperately trying to adjust to him. He didn't give you any time, losing himself to his own unholy urges. His eyes had changed completely and there was no doubt in your mind that he was everything you had suspected him of being. But it still didn't scare you. As he drove himself into you time and time again, the pain eventually subsided and you started to enjoy it more than you had even dreamed you would. Sounds of heavy breathing and skin against skin filled the room and you soon lost yourself in a world of unbridled, unparalleled and utterly sinful pleasure.
-
You awoke the next morning feeling as though you had been liberated, in a way. You smiled as the cold, bright sunlight streamed in and you felt the warmth from the fire which had clearly been stoked to keep it going. Your smile only brightened though as you saw the flower on the pillow beside you, where your lover might have been. Of course, you knew why he couldn't stay.
How suspicious would it have been if he emerged from your room at the same time as someone passed by? Very.
You rolled over and realised that you were still stark naked. It didn't matter anymore, but you pulled the sheets up anyway and picked up the beautiful flower. It was a red tulip. You thought back to what you knew the 'language of flowers' said about tulips. You lived in an era that was absolutely obsessed with sending flowers with the intention of conveying to their recipient a message, and you spoke this language quite well. You hoped that Sebastian did too...
The meaning of a red tulip is 'a declaration of love'. It was less obvious than a red rose, but just as lovely. Had you won the love of a demon, a creature that supposedly felt no such emotion? It was a fanciful thought, and one that made your heart flutter since it was Sebastian in question.
And then you remembered that he stayed true to his word. You smiled.
Notes:
Hello, gorgeous readers!
Hope you enjoyed Chapter Twelve...I don't know how good I am at writing this sort of thing but I had a damn good stab at it! And I think most people enjoy a bit of action with Sebastian Michaelis... ;D
Chapter Thirteen is in the works; things are going to start revolving around you and your family history more than anything, but of course Sebby will be there too! ^_^
- SooperChicken
Chapter 13: New Year's Resolution
Summary:
You have resolved to speak to your parents about a mysterious relic that you found in the mansion's library. It seems to concern your family and it has made you curious, as it seems to bear some significance to you. But your questions will have to coincide with a business visit from Earl Phantomhive, or wait until he goes home.
But the relic may concern you--specifically--more than you realise.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Maybe it was best to speak to your father. He knew more about the family's history than anybody else. Not that your mother didn't, but she'd married into the family so perhaps the lives of your ancestors weren't as well-known to her as your father. Your mind was all over the place as you walked, gripping the scrap of paper in your hand tightly as you went. You were heading for the salon where you knew you would be able to find your father.
"Father?" you called out from behind the door, knocking gently upon it. You could hear him inside and instantly wondered if he had a visitor.
"Come in, sweetheart," he called back, permitting you entry. You placed your hand upon the door handle and pushed it open. As soon as you were inside you saw who your father had been speaking to. You started in surprise, almost baulking towards the door again.
"Oh! Good day, Lord Phantomhive," you said, recognising the boy instantly. He sat elegantly upon the sofa, one leg crossed over the other, and the staff he always walked with was propped up on the furniture next to him.
"Good day, Lady (L/N)," he replied, offering you a small smile. You rarely saw him smile at anybody else; you considered that he did it out of politeness but it didn't bother you. It was nice to receive a smile every now and again. Then it occurred to you that wherever Ciel was, Sebastian was never far. You glanced around and spotted him a short distance away. His eyes were trained steadily on you and he smiled, bowing to you.
"Hello, Sebastian..." you said gently, trying desperately not to let your breath catch in your throat in your excitement at seeing him again.
"Hello, Miss (L/N),"
You noticed his formal use of your surname rather than your first name, presumably to avoid arousing suspicion in your father and Ciel. To be heard using your first name in greeting--during a meeting--could be construed as much too familiar. Of course you were rather more familiar than anybody realised--you remembered very clearly the night you spent together, the first time you had lain with someone. After you had returned home, after the Christmas season, you had often received posies of various different flowers intended to convey different messages to you. You knew they were from Sebastian.
You didn't know where he kept getting these beautiful flowers from--most of them weren't even in season--but you did know that you adored the messages behind them, most or all speaking of love or a compliment. There had been simple flowers, such as red daisies which spoke of a beauty unknown to its possessor. You had blushed to receive them. Others included arbutus--"thee only do I love"--forget-me-not--"true love" and "memories"--as well as gloxinia and gladioli for "love at first sight" and "I am sincere" respectively. The beautiful colours of all of them had served to make them even more charming, and today you even wore one of the flowers in your hair--heliotrope for devotion--to match your light purple dress.
Sebastian noticed. He may have suppressed the smile that would have followed his recognition of those flowers but his eyes sparkled mischievously as he regarded you. You had been accepting his floral gifts just as you had accepted his advances and it brought him a sense of pride.
"What is the matter, my darling?" said your father, looking at you with expectant eyes. "You look troubled,"
You remembered what had happened the last time you had "looked troubled"; you had been seen right through and encouraged to speak out anyway. "I was just...wondering if I could ask you something, but...it can wait. I'm very sorry to have bothered you both," you said falteringly, but trying to maintain your composure. "Please excuse me,"
"Alright, bumblebee...I'll be sure to ask you about it later, yes?"
"Yes...Thank you, Father," you said, smiling and backing out of the room. Sebastian watched you go.
-
"Is the Lady alright?" asked Ciel when you closed the door behind you. "She seemed...worried,"
Your father rubbed his temple with his fingers as he propped his head up, elbow on the armrest of the sofa. He sat opposite the young Earl. "I don't know..." he sighed. "She's an enigma, that girl. I do worry about her myself sometimes...She spends so much time in thought that I begin to wonder what she starts conjuring up,"
Ciel smiled wryly. "An active imagination is not always such a bad thing," he said as though he knew from experience. He sounded rather sage in his contribution to the conversation.
Your father smiled a little as though unsure. "Not always..." he murmured. Ciel turned to Sebastian.
"Sebastian, if Lord (L/N) does not object, please go and see if Miss (F/N) is alright," he said decisively. He looked at your father, who nodded his permission.
After seeing the Lord of the house's quiet response, Sebastian bowed to both the Earl and the Marquess. "Yes, my Lord,"
-
You decided to go looking for your mother instead. Perhaps she would be able to give at least a cursory explanation for the strange artefact you'd recovered from the library. After being unable to find her anywhere else, you found yourself there again anyway so you sat down with a book and began leafing through the pages. Everything was so quiet in there; it was eerily beautiful in its quietness. The only sound in there was the rhythmic ticking of the clock on the other side.
Suddenly you were startled into almost dropping everything in your hands, book and piece of paper alike. You looked up, suddenly feeling rather skittish, but your racing heart was soon soothed by who you saw.
"Sebastian? What are you doing here?" you mumbled, putting the book to one side with the slip of paper between the pages. You smiled and stood to meet him.
"My master sent me to check on you," he said honestly, coming within reach of you. He didn't seem to have any intention of touching you, though. "We were quite worried,"
"We?" you asked out loud, questioning him. "What do you mean?"
"Your father, my young master, and myself," he said, smiling a little. He had rather hoped you wouldn't ask him that question; it was a little embarrassing.
"Oh, I see..." you murmured. You were a little disappointed that he hadn't tried to reach out to you yet. Would it fall to you to make that contact if he wouldn't? "I'm fine, anyway. Thank you for your concern..." You blushed a little and looked down at your feet. He smirked.
"Why are you blushing?"
"I don't know. I can't control it," you replied indignantly, and then realised the trap he had lured you into. He wanted to see if you still had that flame about you, the devilishness he'd seen in you the night he made love to you.
Sebastian felt an electric tingle crackle up his spine as he thought about it. You weren't the first woman he'd been with but he found that he wanted no other but you; you were far more than anything they could ever be. He'd given himself to that night with you so completely that he physically felt the bond he now had with you. He reached out, as he had been longing to do since he saw you enter the salon, and touched your soft (H/C) hair. He gently fondled the purple flowers in your hair with his long, slender fingers.
Ignoring your previous comment about being unable to control your blushing episodes, he spoke in a much gentler voice. "I am very happy to see you wearing these," he murmured. "It is like seeing you bear a mark of mine,"
Heat rushed through your body and you smiled shyly. "I do love them...Thank you so much..." you told him truthfully. You also loved the use of his suggestion that he had 'marked' you. But you had no idea of what he could really do, in that respect. At least, not until he showed you moments later. He leaned in and kissed your cheek, and then your jaw before moving to your lips. You relaxed into his affectionate gesture, leaning into his now very close body. He broke the kiss momentarily, only to return to kissing your jawline. You felt his fingers toying with the high neck of your dress and pull it down slightly, and gasped as he put his lips to the skin that was previously hidden from him. The new sensation of him sucking on the skin was peculiar and exhilarating all at once. Feeling the blood rushing to the surface, where he was kissing you, you put your arms around his neck and held him close.
When he seemed to be finished and ready to return to your lips, he smirked once again and studied the area he had just lavished affection upon. "That is the kind of mark I would like to leave more often..." he growled, covering it up again with the neck of your dress.
"Sebastian, you...You're insatiable," you murmured, giggling as he pulled you flush against him and kissed you harder than before.
"You only have yourself to blame," purred the demon. And he truly did sound demonic at that moment. There wasn't a single thing you didn't love about it. "Now why don't you tell me...what's troubling you?" He nipped at your jaw, enticing you to talk to him. In truth, you were just glad that he'd made the first move.
"N-nothing..." you lied, trying to hide the truth from him about the mysterious note you'd found in the library. You felt the corners of his lips curl upwards in another smirk.
"I would have hoped you wouldn't lie to me, my darling..." he chuckled, taking hold of your waist. He made a movement as though to kiss you again but quickly pulled back, holding you in place in front of him. "But if you'd rather not tell me you do not have to,"
You knew what his angle was but you succumbed anyway. He'd made you feel bad for lying to him; you felt guilty enough as it was. "Alright..." you said, sighing. "I found something about my family in the library a couple of weeks ago...I wanted to ask my father about it,"
"I see," Sebastian mused, using his thumb to gently rub your side. "Well I'm sure your father will be able to answer any questions you have about it,"
"Yes, I hope so," you said. You really did; it was concerning to say the least. You wanted to know why the artefact seemed to speak about you...Or at least someone eerily similar to you, in description.
Just then, Sebastian turned his head towards the door before looking sadly back at you. "My master is wondering where I am. I ought to return to him soon..."
"Ah, yes!" you exclaimed, remembering that he did--in fact-- still have a job to do. "I'm terribly sorry...I've kept you too long already..."
He seized your lips in a hot, passionate kiss. "I don't want you to apologise for enticing me away from him," he growled in between kisses, bestowing them upon you one after the other in rapid succession. "You are...my liberty,"
You froze still as he gave you one last peck on the lips. He smiled and left you alone in the library, leaving as silently as he came.
"I am his "liberty"? What does he mean by that?" you thought as you watched him go. You traced your lips with your index finger, feeling the tingle of the demon's kiss. He had rendered you obsessed with him but you didn't mind. No matter how sinful it was to love him you couldn't help yourself.
You would speak to your mother soon about the note.
-
"Mother? Are you in here?" you called out to her, hearing somebody bustling around.
"Yes, dear, I'm just in the dressing room. Come in," she replied. She was looking for something; she was always quieter when she was looking for something. You walked into the room and saw her rifling through drawers and the pockets of various winter coats. "What is it, darling?" she said over her shoulder, sensing your presence.
"I was wondering if I could ask you about this..." you ventured, reaching out to her with the scrap of paper. She whirled around and looked at what you were holding out to her. Her eyes grew ever so slightly wider and you heard her suppress a gasp.
"Where did you find that, dear?" she asked, trying to keep her voice calm and level. She smiled at you as though it was an innocent object, but its inscriptions were anything but. You looked at it again.
The accursed family...Child of the day, and of night...Take his due from your bloodline...Peculiar abilities...
"I found it in the library...It fell out of a book I was reading a couple of weeks ago," you said honestly. "I thought to ask father about it first but...I never could bring myself to..."
Your mother appeared to physically tremble. She reached out a shaky hand to take the paper from you. You handed it to her willingly and she began to analyse it. At last, she said, "Oh...This might just be one of your grandfather's ramblings...He was quite the wordsmith, you know,"
You smiled in remembrance of your old grandfather. It had been so many years since his passing...The happy memories brought a tear to your eye. Shaking the thought from your head before you could get too wistful about the past, you nodded your head in acceptance of what your mother was telling you.
"Alright then," you said. "Thank you, Mother,"
"You're welcome, darling," she replied, smiling more strongly at you now. She folded the paper up and kept it tightly in her hand. You nodded to her and left her to her devices, knowing that she would still be looking for whatever it was she'd been rummaging around for earlier.
As you walked along the corridor, you heard a door close behind you. Turning a corner, you stopped and peeked back around. Your mother was hurrying back along the corridor in the opposite direction, and you could clearly see the note fluttering in her hand as she strode away.
You knew you were right not to believe her story about your grandfather's creative pursuits.
-
Later, you spotted Sebastian and Ciel walking in the corridors as you continued to hide behind corners and avoid your parents. You had a feeling that something was happening with them but you hadn't realised that Sebastian and the Earl had spotted you.
"What are you doing, Miss?" Ciel asked, coming up behind you all of a sudden. You jumped and turned around to face him.
"I'm..." You considered lying to him for a moment, and then realised that he was probably as astute as Sebastian anyway. There was nothing else for it but the truth. You trusted that Ciel wouldn't care enough to gossip to your father or mother about this. "I'm eavesdropping on my parents..." you whispered. Sebastian's eyes positively sparkled as you said this; the intrigue of you being a little spy on your own parents was too much for him to ignore.
"Why are you doing that?" said Ciel, frowning a little.
"N-never mind..." you said, swatting lightly at the air as though the matter was of little importance. "It's nothing,"
"Nothing indeed," chuckled the boy. "Well I wish you all the best with that. For now we must be returning to the meeting,"
You realised that Ciel and your father must have been taking a short break from the meeting. You nodded and smiled, allowing them to carry on their way. Your gaze and Sebastian's lingered for longer than was necessary; if Ciel had seen then he would surely have known that something was going on between you both.
Mere moments after the two had left your side, your parents appeared in the corridor just beyond the wall you were hiding behind. You listened carefully to what they were saying.
"I thought that we burned this...!" squeaked your mother, showing something to your father. There was silence, meaning your father was looking whatever your mother was holding over.
"We did...and so did my father. And his mother. And her mother. And her father...and..."
"I understand, my love..." said your mother. "I know what you are saying,"
"I feared that this would happen," whispered your father. "But she is a strong girl. I trust her because she is our daughter, and she has a beautiful soul,"
Your mother nodded. "Yes, but it is that soul which attracts them. They have been drawn to her ever since she was born. A soul so pure...Untainted even by the 'family curse'..."
Your father embraced your mother and held her close. "Everything will be fine. She will know what to do when the time comes...She has already learned that she is capable of certain things,"
Your mother nodded again, against your father's chest. "She will be fine...Do you think, though, that we should tell her?"
Again, silence. Then your father was the one to nod. "Yes...We will tell her one day soon. If she has not learned the truth already, for herself..."
Your heart, you were sure, was no longer beating. To think that your parents had known this for years and had never said a word about it to anybody. It made you doubt everything you knew to be true now. You were not a normal young woman; you were possessed of certain 'abilities', as your father had worded it. And someone was attracted to you for your soul...and the only beings you could think of who were attracted to something like that were demons and angels.
You wondered about the motive behind Sebastian wanting to be close to you with an aching, almost breaking, heart.
-
Sebastian stood on the balcony above the corridor in which Lord and Lady (L/N) spoke, and just above where (F/N) hid from them eavesdropping. He shook his head in disbelief; he had always known, from the moment he saw the Marquess' daughter, that she had the purest soul that he had ever come across. It stood to reason that other demons would be attracted to it, to consume it, but again he shook his head--more vigorously this time.
He couldn't do that to you. "To take such a beautiful soul would be the same as picking a flower...It would eventually wilt and die. Flowers remain beautiful when they are left to bloom," he thought. She had to be preserved, even if their activities from Christmas Day were as sinful and forbidden as all the tales told.
While your soul contributed to your beauty, that was not what made him love you.
Notes:
Hi everyone!
Chapter Thirteen was designed to add a little more intrigue to the story, and it certainly looks like Sebastian is more fascinated by you than ever before! Sorry this was quite a long chapter, though! Stay tuned for the next instalment! ^_^
- SooperChicken
SooperChicken
Chapter 14: Protective
Summary:
After overhearing your parents' conversation about you, you seriously begin to consider that there may well be forces far older and far more complex at work than you had previously imagined. You continue to think about everything they said, but your ponderings will have to wait...You've received another party invitation, this time at the estate of someone you've never met... Earl Alois Trancy.
Now is your chance, you think, to prove once and for all that you can handle yourself at grand social events. Maybe it is also a chance to find some proof to supplement your parents' discussion...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"A costume ball..." you thought, making your way towards the front door of the rather exquisite building before you. "How...unique," You had never been to a costume party before, and you'd never been to the Trancy estate, either. You didn't even know that Earl Alois Trancy was a real person, but that didn't matter anymore. You'd received an invitation from him to attend the party being held at his manor, and so you had gratefully--and dutifully--accepted. You felt a need to prove that you were capable of doing this sort of thing on your own, now.
Still, you hoped that somebody familiar would be there with you. There was always Dolly, anyway.
"Are you alright, my Lady?" she asked, voice tinged with concern. You realised that you hadn't said a word for the longest time...It must have made for a rather awkward journey. "You're awfully quiet..."
"I'm fine, Dolly--thank you," you said, ascending the stone steps to the grand front entrance. As soon as you arrived there you noticed the spider insignia in various places on the archway. It piqued your interest, however spooky you found arachnids in all their forms. There was something about this place that seemed spooky altogether. You couldn't place it just yet, though. You heard the carriage you had arrived in move off from its parking spot and off towards the back of the manor where it would be stowed away in the coach house. Your driver, who was a servant of your household, would have to enter the mansion through the back where the rest of the servants went and take the few belongings you and Dolly had brought with you inside with him. It made you feel quite bad for him.
You brought Dolly with you to the front of the house because she was your personal maid, just as Ciel would have Sebastian with him everywhere he went. You were about to knock on the door when it suddenly opened before your knuckles could make contact with the wood. You stood there in shock, staring up at the person who had answered the non-existent knock.
He was a very tall, dark and handsome man with very sharp golden eyes. Those eyes glinted at you from behind a pair of spectacles that--it was clear to you--he didn't really need. You took immediate notice of his almost alabaster skin and his hair, the colour of midnight. He was almost--almost--as handsome as Sebastian. This man, though, seemed determined to keep his eyes on you.
A chill ran up your spine. You knew what it was about this place that was so ominous.
It was again the presence of demons, and more than just one. You weren't sure how you felt about that, considering what you'd heard your parents saying before. They hadn't expressly said the word 'demons' but you had deduced it for yourself that this is what they had been referring to. You weren't scared, for some totally obscure reason, and met the the gaze of the man before you.
"Welcome to Trancy Manor, my Lady," he said, in an extremely smooth, deep voice. He sounded almost relaxed in the way he spoke to you but that was alright; it was just how he seemed to have expected you at that precise moment. "You must be the daughter of Marquess (L/N)?"
"I am," you said. "It is a pleasure to meet you,"
He bowed to you before stepping aside to allow you across the threshold rather than keeping you there on the doorstep. "The pleasure is mine," he said calmly. "Please do come inside,"
"Thank you, sir..."
"Claude Faustus. Your ladyship may call me by my first name," he said, bowing to you once again. He was almost as courteous as Sebastian, as well. You couldn't help making the comparisons, but you supposed it was because they were the same...species. Very little escaped your notice in this regard. Dolly seemed perfectly calm behind you, making sure that you remained happy and comfortable, although it was the host's responsibility to do this for his guests. Not that you, or Dolly, liked to be presumptuous in this respect. You looked around, wondering where the Earl was.
"O-oh! Um...Very well..." you stammered, remembering yourself. You always greeted butlers, maids and servants as you would a noble or gentleman or woman. "Please accept my apologies, Claude...It is a habit of mine..."
His golden eyes merged with your (E/C) ones. He didn't smile but you could almost see it dancing behind those piercing orbs of his. "My master and I had heard of your being a lady of exceptional manners and grace," he said quietly, straightening up completely. "You do not have to apologise, my Lady,"
You relaxed a little bit and followed him as he started to lead you away. You weren't sure where he was taking you but you went with him nevertheless.
"You will have to excuse my master for now...He is away on business but he will return later for the party," said Claude, walking around a corner. "For now you can join the other guests in the drawing room for refreshments,"
"Thank you very much," you said, as confidently as you could. After all, you were trying to make it look like you knew what you were doing, while being an ambassador for your family. "I greatly look forward to meeting your master,"
Claude opened a door for you just as you said that and smiled down at you, a small twist of the corners of his lips. "I am sure he will be delighted to meet you also, my Lady," he said. "For now, here is the drawing room,"
You thanked him and walked inside, where you were immediately set upon by an overexcited, bouncing blonde bubble of a girl. "(F/N)!" she cried, snuggling the side of her head up against yours. "I've missed you so much! I haven't seen you since Christmas!"
"Oh, hello Lizzie!" you said, hugging her back. You loved this girl to pieces but sometimes she was a little too boisterous in her greetings. Not that it was a bad thing, it was just...inconvenient, at times. "How have you been?"
"Very well, thank you!" she tittered, squeezing you even harder. "Look who else is here!" She quickly let go of you and pointed at two people occupying the other side of the room. Your eyes lit up to see Sebastian and Ciel were there with you as well. Perhaps it wouldn't be so awkward after all.
"Hello, Earl Phantomhive and Sebastian," you said, giving a very small curtsy. You were extremely excited to see Sebastian, considering that there may be opportunity for a dance later on in the evening. They both offered you a small smile, although Sebastian's was accompanied by the recognition one has in their eyes when seeing their lover. You felt your body grow warm as he did so.
"Good day to you, Lady (L/N)," said Ciel before offering you a seat opposite him and next to Lizzie. You saw Lizzie's maid Paula nearby as well as Sebastian, and realised with happiness that Dolly would not feel out of place now.
You did not see what was going on behind you, though, as you took your seat opposite Ciel and Dolly brought you a drink.
-
"You wouldn't dare..." thought Sebastian, glaring at Claude. He knew that the other demon was after Ciel's soul, but to have his eye on (F/N) as well was much too audacious. He had seen Claude watching you as you moved away from the door to sit opposite Ciel. It made Sebastian feel sick.
Claude chuckled--almost silently--to himself. "This should be interesting..." he thought.
-
There was a great deal of noise going on downstairs and you were just about ready to get out there yourself. Dolly was ready, dressed as...a doll, of course, and you turned to her after putting the finishing touches on your costume.
"What do you think?" you asked nervously, patting your clothes down.
"I think you look fabulous!" she said without a trace of dishonesty. You smiled; you could always count on her to make you feel better. You had gone with the idea of dressing up as a storybook character, and had chosen Puss in Boots. You wore makeup that not only made your eyes look very feline in nature but you had also used black to draw a little kitty nose on the end of your own, as well as lines for your lips and dots where cat whiskers would be. You wore a black fedora with a bright yellow plume and for the rest of your outfit you had chosen a white blouse, a black waistcoat--both of which had turned out to come a little too low for comfort at your chest but there was nothing to be done now--and black breeches with long, black boots. Topped off with a rapier you felt as though you had done rather well with your outfit. You hadn't forgotten about the little cat ears you wore on a headband under your hat, in case the hat came off, and the tail you had made to poke through a tiny hole in your breeches. You wanted it to look authentic, at least.
"Thank you..." you said to Dolly, hugging her. "You look wonderful yourself,"
"Thank you, Mistress," she said, curtsying to you this time. She really did look like a little porcelain doll.
You made your way out to the ballroom where everything was underway and the party was in full swing. You could see all sorts of people milling around, including Lizzie and Paula, and Ciel. Sebastian was nearby, which gave you courage, but he was not in fancy dress. It was something you would have liked to have seen but no matter. Ciel was dressed as a pirate and Lizzie as a Native American girl. Paula was dressed in a rather skimpy Egyptian queen outfit, something you admired her for because it was daring to say the least.
You glanced down at your own cleavage and realised that it was indeed showing almost as much as Paula's was. Or indeed as much as the Trancy maid's was. You eyed her with jealousy as you realised that she was much the same as Claude and Sebastian--a demon. She was very beautiful and it made you feel a little like Jean Guillaume's sister had. Except the maid was a demon. You wondered if she was attractive to Sebastian...
Shaking those thoughts from your head you decided to go downstairs. As you went, you spotted Baldroy, Mey-Rin and Finnian dressed as the three creatures from the Journey to the West, as well as Prince Soma and Agni dressed as a detective and his sidekick--respectively--and Lau and Ran-Mao dressed as...an Oriental man and a geisha, you thought. Ran-Mao's outfit was very elaborate and beautiful, though, you felt.
You were not oblivious to the attention suddenly turned on you, though, as you walked into the room with Dolly in tow. Bard spat out his cigarette and Finny blushed bright pink. You suppressed your own blush, trying to remain calm in this situation. You were there without the help of your parents, so you had to do this right. You smiled at the Phantomhive servants and they smiled--shyly--back. You were gaining confidence.
You didn't hear what anybody was saying but you started to speak to Lizzie anyway, who had come barrelling over to you with great speed. You gave all of your attention to what she seemed so happy to tell you about while everyone around you continued with what they'd been doing before.
"However will you control yourself now, Sebastian?" Ciel taunted, glancing up at his butler.
Sebastian dragged his eyes away from you as he heard his master speak. "Whatever do you mean by that, Young Master?" he asked, feigning ignorance.
"Well attracted to her as I know you are, I would think that the last thing she needs to do is dress up like a cat, of all creatures. Surely that must make it difficult for you?" sneered the boy. He loved teasing Sebastian, now that he knew what to use against him. Even if he hadn't actually admitted that he liked the young Lady (L/N), Ciel could practically see it written all over the demon's face.
"It is a rather fetching costume," he replied, almost too calmly. "But I can assure you that I have no idea to what you could possibly be referring, my Lord. Control? I am perfectly under control of myself,"
"So you do like her, then?"
"She is a pleasant young woman," said the demon. Then, to himself, "Oh, if only you knew the truth of the matter," he thought. Ciel could not know the truth of Sebastian's attraction to the Marquess' daughter; it had gone far beyond a mere spark.
It had erupted into an inferno.
He watched you moving around the room with Lizzie, admiring your choice of outfit. The steep neckline was a nice feature, too, although he felt certain that it was not worn on purpose. His eyes swept over your body, examining your curves in that ensemble and remembering with fire in his heart and soul how you looked underneath those clothes. Oh, the things he wanted to do to you, seeing you like that...
His attention was drawn away from you briefly by Claude entering the room. He seemed to spot you instantly, and not Sebastian. One would have thought that he would be more wary of the other male demon in the room besides the triplets. You would have had to be a fool not to notice that those three were as ungodly as the rest. They were very quiet and polite, though. You didn't have a problem with any of the demons in the room at all.
Sebastian glared hotly at Claude, who soon met the red-eyed demon's blistering gaze. He ignored him and proceeded to speak to you instead. Little did you realise at the time that his main motive for doing so was to enrage Sebastian almost to the point of losing his head over it.
"Good evening, my Lady. How are you enjoying yourself?" said Claude, bowing to you once again.
You smiled a little, turning away from Lizzie. "Good evening, Claude. The party has been very enjoyable indeed, thank you," you said, giving him your honest opinion. Still you wondered where Earl Trancy was. You decided not to ask that question, fearing that it would be deemed to be very impertinent.
"I am glad to hear it," he said in an even smoother tone of voice. You noticed him glance upwards suddenly, and you turned to see what he was looking at. You could not be sure, because there was nothing of any particular interest in the direction he had been looking. If only you had looked a moment earlier, the throngs of dancing people would not have been there and you would have seen the filthy looks that Sebastian was shooting in Claude's direction.
Just then you heard a loud, high-pitched voice ring out above the rest. You looked up to see a boy with very light blonde hair and very blue eyes standing in the centre of the ballroom. The music had stopped, temporarily, and you saw that he was dressed either like a vampire or a very fluffy, purple bat. He was quite a cute little thing, you thought, until you realised that this was the young Earl Trancy. He couldn't have been much older than Ciel...
"Welcome, everyone, to Trancy Manor! I am so glad you could all be here tonight!" the boy announced. "I am Earl Trancy, head of the household, and I very much hope that you will all enjoy your evening here! I apologise for not being here sooner,"
He was a very eloquent young man but you realised that there was a tint of something else there. Something almost like he hadn't always lived the life of a young nobleman. You watched him closely as he gave his little speech, and clapped along with everybody else after he finished. He made his way over to Ciel, though, and you thought that perhaps they were friends. After close inspection of Ciel's expression, you concluded that this was most certainly not the case.
You kept your distance for a while, until Alois approached Lizzie who was still stood beside you, chattering away. His original target had been Lizzie, but now he had realised who you were.
"Oh, goodness!" he exclaimed, slapping a hand to his face. "I am so very sorry, my Lady--we have not yet met, have we?"
"Good evening, my Lord," you said with a smile on your face. "No, I do not believe we have,"
"How rude of me...I apologise once again," he said, with what seemed to be genuine regret. You thought, though, that perhaps this Earl was slightly less sincere than Ciel. "I am Alois, Earl Trancy," He offered you his hand to shake. It was more appropriate of a younger boy to do this.
"A pleasure to meet you at last, my Lord," you said, shaking his hand. "I am (F/N), daughter of Marquess (L/N),"
"The pleasure is mine," he replied, repeating Claude's words from earlier on. You chatted with him and Lizzie for a little while longer, until suddenly Alois was taken by great fancy. The music had changed to a piece he apparently liked a great deal.
"Lady Midford, may I have this dance?" he asked, turning to Lizzie. She didn't look too sure about the offer, knowing that Ciel was well within view of the dancing scene, but before she could give an answer Alois had taken her by the hand and wheeled out onto the dance floor with her. You shook your head and, with an awkward smile, considered what an eccentric young man Earl Trancy was.
You continued to watch the spectacle unfold, just as you were surprised to hear someone else's voice ring out from behind you. You turned and saw Claude standing very close to you.
"I'm terribly sorry, Claude..." you said remorsefully. "I did not hear what you said,"
"I asked if I may have this dance also," he said collectedly, offering you his hand. You were certain that you now wore the same expression as that which had been on Lizzie's face moments before, thinking about how Sebastian was just on the other side of the room. However, the same situation arose with you as with Lizzie, and Claude took your hand before you could say a word. "Do not fear..." he purred. "It is just a dance,"
As he spun you around and waltzed with you in that beautifully lit and decorated ballroom, you realised that he, too, was a spectacularly good dancer. Perhaps it came with all the years that went under one's belt being a demon, you thought. They would surely have had many years to practice. Another spin, and you caught Sebastian's eye. He was not smiling, and did not look at all pleased. You flashed him a look with your own eyes, one that told him that you needed help. Claude was very strong and very solid under your hands, and it did not feel as though he would let you go so easily if it transpired that you wanted to get out of there.
Not that you felt threatened by him, particularly. You were just acutely aware of Sebastian's menacing stare bearing down on the demon dancing with you.
The dance ended and Claude kissed your hand. You shivered a little at his cold touch, cold even through his white gloves. At that moment, you felt sure that you sensed Sebastian's anger rise several levels. It made you happy, for a moment, to consider that you were in tune with him enough to know how he was feeling. When Claude released your hand, you smiled politely at him and watched as he took his leave. Lizzie hurried back over to you after her own dance with Alois.
"Well that was rather peculiar!" she cried, stopping at your side. "I'm fairly certain that Ciel disliked that..."
"I don't think a certain someone was very happy with my own dance with Claude..." you told her. You could not tell her who, though.
"Oh dear..." sighed Lizzie. "It would seem that we are both in a tricky spot..."
"It would indeed..."
"No matter!" said the breezy girl, now heading off to get herself a drink. "I will be back in a moment!"
You smiled to yourself and nodded, preparing yourself to wait for her return. A moment turned into a minute, and a minute turned into five. Then you realised that Lizzie had gotten herself embroiled in a conversation with Prince Soma and that was that. Two of the biggest chatterboxes in the entire room--you would not be seeing Lizzie again in conversation for a little while. You looked across the room and saw that Ciel and Alois were talking--probably not amiably--but both of their butlers were absent. You wondered at that and decided to go hunting for them.
-
Outside in the cool evening air, you looked down the hill and saw a gap in the trees a short distance away. Through that gap you could see water, which you assumed was a pond or lake of some description. You began to walk towards it, and when you were finally between the gap in the trees you heard calm but obviously angry voices resounding above the light wind.
"You cannot have everything for yourself, Michaelis," growled Claude crossly, eyes glinting savagely at Sebastian in the dusk.
"I don't," snarled Sebastian. "It just so happens that everything you want is mine to begin with,"
"Neither Ciel nor (F/N) are yours," snapped the first demon.
You froze stock still again to hear your name being used in such a blatantly heated conversation. You didn't know what to do, so you just stayed very still and very quiet.
"Oh, but that's where you're wrong, my friend," said Sebastian, clearly being sarcastic when he called Claude his 'friend'. "They are mine. My young master's soul, which I have so carefully cultivated in the time I have spent in his service, will be mine because of our contract. And Miss (F/N)...Well..."
"Go on," growled Claude. "I'm waiting for you to give a proper answer, this time. She is...very pure. That kind of soul does not simply grow on trees. You must want that for yourself as well, no doubt?"
Sebastian chuckled darkly. "That is where another line can be drawn between you and I. I will not take her soul, but you would without a second thought,"
"And who are you to--,"
Claude stopped all of a sudden and raised his head to the sky. You could see both demons through a gap in the leaves of the trees and your heart stopped beating in your chest. You might have fainted if not for your instinct to run...Which also happened to not be working at that moment in time.
"What?" snapped Sebastian.
"She is here," murmured Claude, looking straight at you through the trees. "Come over here, my dear. We won't hurt you,"
Somehow you didn't believe him, but you trusted Sebastian. He whirled around to look where Claude was looking, and spotted you as well. He offered you a reassuring smile, but you still knew that you shouldn't have been there. He asked you why you had followed them anyway, as you timidly came out from your hiding spot to stand beside him.
"I was worried about you...You just vanished from the house..."
He sighed and put a hand on your arm, rubbing it gently. "You need not worry about us," he said soothingly. "I would just hate for you to have seen anything more violent," he added, growling slightly at Claude.
"So you would fight for this human, then?" snorted the other demon. "Is that what she means to you?"
"Of course. She is my mate; I will protect her,"
Your heart leaped in your chest at his words, and Claude seemed to shrink away from you both. Sebastian considered you to be his mate? You hadn't thought about what that might mean but you assumed that it wasn't bad...
"You've condemned that girl to Hell," snarled Claude. Then he laughed cruelly. "You really are a fool, Sebastian,"
"Have I?" said Sebastian with a smirk. "Then tell me why her soul is still so pure,"
You looked between the two demons and realised that you had no idea what they were really talking about. You wished you knew but then again you were almost glad that you didn't. Your blood turned to ice in your veins, though, as you heard Claude's next remark.
"Well you had better do everything in your power to protect her from now on, Michaelis. I'm probably not the only one you have to keep an eye on,"
Claude walked past you both and continued on to the mansion. You both watched him go, but your attention was seized back by Sebastian wrapping his arms around you from behind. "I've missed you..." he growled in your ear. "And I don't want to see anybody else touching you like that...Especially not him,"
"I-I've missed you too, and I'm sorry about that...He didn't give me a chance to object,"
"It wasn't your fault. I was just stating a warning," he said, smirking against the skin of your neck. He kissed you there and ran one hand down your body, not stopping until he reached your cat's tail. "Did I ever tell you how much I love cats?" he asked, nuzzling at your neck this time.
"N-no..."
"Well I do...They are delightful creatures, but..."
"But?"
"You are positively marvellous," he whispered, kissing your cheek now. "You are something else entirely,"
"Mm...Sebastian!" you bleated, jumping slightly as he caressed your bottom. He held you in place with his arm across your chest and pinched your backside a little more roughly than you had expected. You found that you did not dislike it. "We can't do this here!"
"Where can we do it, my Lady? Tell me," His voice was filled with such longing that it could have set you on fire with how excited it made you. He had you aching for him.
"J-just...Not here," you stuttered, uncertain of what to do in this situation. He was ravenous, insatiable and lustful and also spurred on by the anger that Claude had caused him.
"Then let me take you to a place where we can..." he said, dropping his voice to a low, almost inaudible rumble. "I am going to purge you of anything that is not me or you..."
Notes:
Hello, my beauties!
Hope you're enjoying the story so far; I thought it might be good to wind our darling Sebby up a little, see what happens...I think it's safe to say the reaction was definitely...revealing ;)
Chapter Fifteen is coming soon so stick around for some more!
- SooperChicken
Chapter 15: Bold as Brass
Summary:
Surprised by Sebastian's forwardness, you find yourself wondering what exactly he has in store for you as he leads you away from his place of confrontation with Claude. Determined to make an indisputable claim on you, your lover reveals to you how truly voracious his appetite is for you.
You might even learn a more outrageous truth about yourself along the way.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
You entered through the window of a quiet, unlit room. It was a guest bedroom, you noticed, and a great distance from the party still underway downstairs. You hadn't expected Sebastian to pick you up and jump with you to the second floor of Trancy Manor. You had a feeling that he was going to keep proving to you, in all sorts of different ways, the true nature of his existence. You wondered why.
"Sebastian, what are you--," you started, turning around to face him. He cut you off quickly with a kiss so strong he almost knocked you over. "Sebastian!"
He scooped you up off your feet again and made you straddle his body. The light of the moon was weak but not so weak that you couldn't see him; it cast a pallid glow over him and everything in the room. "I've been burning for you..." he growled, attacking your neck with fast, passionate kisses. He held you to him by placing his hands on your bottom, suspending you there while he showered kiss after kiss upon you. "Please don't make me wait any longer,"
Your face and entire body felt as though they had caught fire in the instant his words met your ears. You wrapped your arms around the back of his neck and threw your head back, losing your fedora in the process. Goodness only knows how you had managed to retain it all this time. He kissed your neck, your throat, and your collarbone. His lips trailed down from there, down your chest and eventually came to kiss your cleavage, exposed to him in that ill-fitting shirt and waistcoat combination you wore. You were so lost in the moment that you almost didn't feel him start to move across the room with you.
Seconds later you were faced with the unexpected. You were at the edge of the room's double bed, but Sebastian did not lie you down softly upon it as he had the first time he made love to you. He tossed you onto the bed instead, almost dropping you roughly upon the linen sheets. Before you could even gather your senses, he was on top of you and unbuttoning the top half of your body, straddling you this time.
"I want to see you...in all your glory," he growled, stripping you of your shirt and waistcoat. You shivered with anticipation. "As much as I hate to say it..." he went on, leaning down to you to kiss the soft skin between your breasts and licking your stomach as though you were a delicious little treat. "I believe that you were sculpted by angels,"
Your breathing went ragged and your chest juddered with excitement as you felt his tongue sliding across your skin. He was an animal, almost, tasting you like that. "W-what?"
"You heard me..." he murmured, gently sucking the skin just below your left breast. "Goddesses would envy your beauty,"
You let out a small whine of pleasure and appreciation as he turned his attention towards your breasts themselves, toying with one while kissing the other with his soft, sinful lips. You writhed underneath him, willing him to show to you his beautiful body, that which would make the greatest idols in existence seem ordinary and uninteresting. You seriously considered asking him to undress, to hurry the process along, but stopped yourself.
"And..." he purred, returning to your lips for one long, lingering kiss. "...I will answer all of your questions in good time,"
So he knew that something was playing on your mind. You shouldn't have been surprised. As he kissed up and down your body you entangled your fingers in his hair and gently pulled, evoking from him a satisfied, appreciative hum of approval. His hands wandered lower on your body and rid you of both the sword still at your hip and the boots and breeches you wore. He left you in your underwear as he began tearing his own clothes off at an increased speed, his pace becoming almost frantic as he watched you lying there in your panties, complete with cat ears and makeup. It was getting to be too much for him; you could see it in his eyes, flashing from red to fuchsia every so often.
"Put your boots back on,"
You were somewhat startled by his demand. "I'm sorry...?"
"Put your boots back on," he repeated, continuing in the same tone of voice. There was not an ounce of impatience to be heard, but you could tell that he was getting desperate. The way he trembled every so often as he held himself back was enough to tell you the whole story. You nodded and did as you were told, not knowing the reason behind him wanting you to wear footwear again.
It then occurred to you that you had read about something similar to this before, in a book you shouldn't really have come across in the library at your home. It was quite old, so clearly your parents hadn't known about it. It made you feel a little less guilty for reading such depraved literature...But now that you were living it, it didn't seem quite so bad.
You looked back to see that Sebastian had stripped right down to his trousers, and you couldn't deny to yourself that you had indeed seen the bulge in his nether regions. You gulped back a lump in your throat as you thought about what that meant for you. He was ready for you, just like you knew you were for him. The dampness in your underwear was proof enough of that. He had reduced you to a wanton wreck, although you held it together for disguise.
As soon as your boots were back on, and the confusion had clearly faded from your visage, he grabbed you by both wrists and pinned you to the bed. Your back was flat against the luxuriously soft mattress and yet he raised your hips to meet his by slipping his arm underneath the small of your back. He drew a circle against your hips with his, forcing a moan from deep within you. He smirked against your lips as he kissed you deeply, holding your hands above your head once again with one hand. Your lips parted ever so slightly, which he took as an invitation. He pushed his tongue into your mouth and began exploring you in this new--and not unpleasant--way. You found that his tongue could dance as brilliantly as he could. You closed your eyes and relaxed into the love he was lavishing upon you.
"Are you sure...?" you gasped, seeing nothing but the darkness of the insides of your eyes but feeling everything that he was doing to your body. "This is somebody else's house..."
"Sure as Hell," he growled back, kissing your hip bone. You jumped at the touch of his lips so far down your body, not having realised that he'd found his way down there already. You trembled at his reference to Hell; it was so damn seductive...
Just then he came up without any warning and wound something around your wrists. Your eyes snapped open and you looked up, seeing your hands bound with something soft and black, and also tied to the headboard of the bed. Before you could say anything at all, Sebastian returned to your hips and kissed you, licked you, then took the waistband of your panties between his teeth and dragged them away from your body, down your legs and over your boots. He tossed them aside like an animal would as it ripped something apart. He was going to devour you.
You struggled a little against your bindings as you watched him move, crawling back towards you on all fours. Before he reached you, though, he dropped back down faster than you could react and kissed your most sensitive spot. You squeaked in surprise as you felt his warm, wet tongue meet your slick folds. Blood rushed hotly to your face with great embarrassment; you hid your face behind one of your bound arms, biting into the skin so as to stop yourself from vocalising your pleasure. It was too shameful...
"Why don't you say anything, my love?" he purred, licking the inside of one of your thighs. You flinched as he quickly--gently--nipped the sensitive skin there. "You don't have to be so shy..." When you still refused to make a sound, he thrust two fingers inside of you to draw it out of you. And draw it out of you he did--you cried out so loudly that you had to bite down on your bottom lip to subdue the otherwise inevitable scream. The pain in your lip and wet sensation that followed told you immediately that you were bleeding.
Sebastian crept up to you and gazed into your eyes. You saw his smirk and knew that he was enjoying himself immensely. He lay almost completely on top of you with his hands on either side of your body, and you were loving every second of your time with him. His eyes shifted to the blood now dribbling down your chin a little, pooling in the corner of your mouth, and he came in close to kiss you. You had thought that he would taste like you after caressing you with his tongue previously but he didn't. You felt his tongue snake out again and lick your chin, trailing upwards to catch all of the blood on your face until finally reaching your lips again. He drew his tongue slowly, seductively, along your bottom lip until you whined for him again.
"What's the matter, darling? Do you want me?"
"D-don't say things like that!" you protested, face flooding totally pink.
He chuckled darkly, rubbing your sides to make you squirm. "You're such an adorable little kitten..." he murmured, now stroking your face with one slender, gloveless finger. "I've got all the answers I need anyway...Right...here..." he added, using his other hand to stroke your exposed womanhood. You were dripping wet and you turned your blushing face away in shame. The hand that had been caressing your cheek a moment earlier suddenly seized your chin to force you to face him. "I want to see your beautiful face...Your eyes...Everything," he said, voice almost a gasp for air. He had no earthly idea how he was so in control of himself, teasing you like this.
You didn't see it as teasing. It felt more like torture.
"You please me greatly..." he groaned, studying your face contorted with pleasure as he rubbed the sensitive ball of nerves in your southern regions, the sweet little bulb of your flower. "...This incredible wetness...You do want me, don't you...Kitten?"
His pet name for you made you throb even more, hips twitching uncontrollably as you silently begged for him to take you. He still was not entirely unclothed, against your wishes and desires. His smirk only widened when he spotted the desperation in your eyes.
"Oh my...What a naughty little lady I've fallen for..." he murmured thoughtfully, gazing deep into your eyes. Your heart pounded harder--did he just say he'd fallen for you? "You may have to be punished, little one...I think you might like it if I was a little rougher..."
You whimpered like the wanton little wretch you were at the sound of his lustful voice purring in your ear. He was despicable in all the best possible ways. You had never imagined such blissful pleasure before...Anything you may have read about in forbidden, shameful books you had never considered would be attainable for you. For you, you had always imagined a normal life, a normal wedding, and a traditional, vanilla sex life far less adventurous than what was happening now. With a demon. You always reminded yourself of that; it stoked the fire in your heart even more.
"Please..." you gasped, unable to withstand any more of this tension.
His eyes flashed dangerously and his smirk turned to a wild grin of excitement. You gave as much as you got, even when you couldn't move. "What did you just say?" he growled, in an equally dangerous voice.
"I said...please..." you panted, wiggling your hips to indicate to him where you wanted him. "Please...please...!"
Sebastian let loose a feral snarl as he lost control, stripping himself free of all clothing and flipping you over onto your front with minimal effort. You lost your breath as he plunged himself deep inside you, his body coming into direct contact with yours as nothing separated you any longer. First you uttered a squeak with his first thrust, skin slapping loudly against skin. Next you lost a whimper from your lips as he did it again. Everything that followed came in rapid succession, fast and rough and hard. Still tied to the bed you tried to support yourself with the strength you had in your body, and the way your lover held your hips.
"I will make you scream," he said. You almost didn't recognise his voice in the midst of all this passion. "Scream,"
The demands he made of you time and time again only made you wetter, and the slap he administered to your bare behind really did make you scream. It stung at first, but it dawned on you that it was something you enjoyed.
"S-Sebastian!" you cried, trying not to crumple under his powerful thrusts. "I--,"
He slapped you again, knowing what you were trying to say. You screamed again, and he slapped you again. He did it until your skin was red and stinging, until you were panting and almost in tears with pleasure. He came forward and fondled your breasts, making you sing with euphoria. His other hand let go of your hips and suddenly you found yourself face-down in the sheets. He had released your hands from their binding--which turned out to have been his necktie--and now he was pulling you up to his body. Flush against him, he continued to drive himself into you while holding you up, tilting your head to the ceiling by holding your neck. The sensation was just too much...The first wave hit you, then the second...Finally you gave a short, juddering cry of ecstasy and it washed over you; you thought you would die in that moment but Sebastian held you up.
You saw nothing but blackness, and heard nothing but a sharp hiss as Sebastian released inside of you. You were warm inside anyway but the hot seed inside you now was even warmer. He flipped you back over and lay on top of you, both of you panting and slightly perspiring. He kissed your lips and gently sucked on the lower one, before pulling away and smiling.
"Now I'll answer your first question..." he murmured, sliding down your body and kissing you just below your breast where he had done the same thing earlier. You squealed in pain as suddenly a sharp sting jolted into you. He had bitten you, hard, but when you looked down you saw a dark purple mark forming. "You are my mate,"
Your heart began pounding harder, knowing that this was a demon's way of truly taking you to be by their side. But it didn't upset you; it made you extremely happy. "...Really?" you sighed, snuggling into him as he came to lie by your side. "But...what does that mean, exactly?"
"You're the only one I'll ever love, and the only one I can be with. I will protect you at any cost...It is an unbreakable bond," he told you, speaking in an unmistakably tender voice. "I...hope you can be content with this...Your thoughts seem to indicate as much,"
You nodded and smiled up at him. "I am more than content to be your mate..." you said gently. "But...what about what Claude said...?"
"Claude is a fool. A soul as pure as yours cannot be tainted; you will not be condemned to Hell," he growled, angry at the other demon for worrying you.
You cuddled up to him even more and smiled to yourself. If Hell meant being with Sebastian, surely it wouldn't be as bad as all that. "Are you not interested in my soul?"
"Of course I am," he said honestly. He felt you flinch but held you still in his arms. "What kind of a demon would I be if I wasn't? But I cannot do that to you; you heard me tell Claude as much. And I have already told you that I cannot hurt you..."
You remembered your kiss on Christmas Day just after he'd told you this. Your memories of it were crystal clear. "I feel safe with you," you told him.
You didn't see it but Sebastian smiled. "I am glad to hear it. I will always protect you," he said gently.
As you lay there--on someone else's bed, you remembered--you realised that you would have to get up and get dressed, and return to the party downstairs soon. But not yet. Sebastian held you in his arms as though you might break at any second, and you lay with your head resting upon his warm chest.
Your heart soared as you listened to his beating underneath you. He may have been a demon, but his heart still beat for you.
Notes:
Hello, my lovelies!
Hope you enjoyed this chapter...I thought we call all do with a healthy dose of vitamin Sebastian ;) Nothing like scoring a bit of alone time with our favourite butler before continuing on with the story ;) Sorry it took so long to post a new chapter today--it's been quite a hectic day!
- SooperChicken
Chapter 16: The Terrible Truth
Summary:
You have been left with a rosy afterglow of happiness after you and Sebastian gave yourselves to each other. After returning to the party at Alois Trancy's estate, there are suddenly some serious and curious questions being levelled at you. Where have you been? What were you doing? Why did you disappear for so long?
You don't know why but you begin to feel faint. Was it the situation getting you flustered? Then you see something that makes you certain that it isn't the awkwardness of confrontation...
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You descended the stairs before Sebastian did, making sure that you didn't both return to the costume party at the same time. That would have been far too suspicious, and far too obvious. There was already a chance that Claude could have slipped Alois some interesting "gossip" about your relationship with Sebastian, so you saw no reason to add more fuel to the fire if this was the case. Your entire body still tingled from your time spent alone with your lover, and your lips burned from the kiss he'd given you as you parted ways.
"If anyone asks any questions, try to avoid them until I get to you," he'd whispered, savouring the sweet, tender kiss that you had worked up the courage to instigate. "I will not have them pestering you for answers,"
Your heart felt like it was fit to burst; you were convinced that you would die of happiness every time he uttered words of love or showed you affection. Even the slightest touch made your breath hitch. Reluctant though you were, you left his side after getting dressed and found your way back to the party. You had no idea how you managed to reach the ballroom again; you'd never seen this part of Trancy Manor before, and you'd only spent a few hours there anyway. As soon as you entered the room you somehow blended into the crowd and mingled with them, acting as though you'd never been absent. Not even Lizzie appeared to notice your sudden reappearance.
But as soon as she spotted you, she'd known that you were missing.
"(F/N)!" she cried, rushing over to you in a blur of fancy dress and bouncy blonde hair. "Where have you been? I was getting so worried about you, dear!" She hugged you tightly as she always did, before looking you over--seemingly for damages--and finding nothing to be concerned about.
"I just...went for a walk," you lied, thinking about what Sebastian had said to you minutes before about avoiding people and their questions. You felt guilty about going against his word but you couldn't help it. How could you brush Lizzie off? It was damn near impossible, especially if her own fiancé couldn't do it. You glanced around surreptitiously, trying to ascertain whether or not Sebastian had rejoined the party yet. You couldn't see him, but then again you couldn't see Claude, either. For this you were glad.
In an effort to busy yourself until Sebastian returned, you tried to concentrate on Lizzie who was now talking to you as if nothing had happened, although she did ask you about your walk. "Did you get lost?" she giggled.
"Oh, no..." you laughed back. "I just found myself in the woods beyond the house. I was curious, so...I went exploring,"
"Oh, my!" exclaimed Lizzie, laughing as she did so and taking you by the hands. "You and your wanderlust, my dear!"
You smiled and realised that it was true. You did have an insatiable appetite for adventure--among other things, you had discovered--and frequently found yourself out on walks when the weather wasn't too cold for you to bear. Something caught your eye just as you were about to say something else to your young friend; Sebastian had returned to the ballroom, at the very same moment that Claude came back in as well.
"What beautiful timing he has," you thought, admiring how cunning Sebastian was. You didn't think that Claude had even noticed the other demon walking behind him. Your suspicions were confirmed as Sebastian passed Claude, and the latter appeared to baulk as he watched him go. Claude may have glowered at Sebastian but your lover had on his face a rather satisfied expression. He flashed his eyes at you from across the room as soon as your gazes met.
You wished that it wasn't the case, despite how desperate you were to be by Sebastian's side again, but Lizzie grabbed your hand and dragged you with speed over to where Ciel was standing. Clearly she just wanted you to come with her so that she wouldn't lose you again, and so that she could speak to her beloved at the same time. "Oh, Ciel! How are you enjoying the party?" she sang, just like a little bird fluttering over to him.
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