i found a way to enjoy astarion i just have to imagine him as an insane old man. if i try hard enough i could make him a mother

I am once again losing my mind over how much 'grief' is one of the biggest drives in Destiny lore.

countless upon countless decisions because loss and grief twisted someone's guts so much, it pivoted their life in a whole other direction.

and it led some to vengeance, some to indifference, and some to the path of healing.

the Osmium siblings, Eris, Caiatl, Zavala, Crow, Mara, Elsie, Osiris, Saint-14, Saladin, Rasputin, more more more.

that devouring grief.

hi hi hi! feeling a little distance from here lately, and that's okay! what's kind of crazy is that I'm less busy irl which you would THINK would mean I'm here more. but I think I use tumblr as a way to escape when life gets overwhelming. and now that it really isn't (I'm home a lot more, more free time to actually relax instead of coming home and just kind of dying) I find that I'd rather spend time doing other things. things I've been neglecting for a while.

anyway, all the kids have been home this week for spring break, even my collegiate and her girlfriend, so it's been full and wonderful and wholesome around here. and this is feeling too much like a Facebook post now, so I'm gonna go make coffee and stare outside for a while until everyone wakes up.

sometimes i think abt russell crane and his affinity for psychoanalyzing ppl and appearing as smart . like we never really touch upon the details of his trauma as a utopian but there's something to be said about how the guy was practically hunted down after leaving + his own father finding another guy as a replacement son for russell + him literally losing his own mom after he left. the guy's a softie at heart but hides it under so many façades. no wonder why he respects the tenacity in amy, who has undergone similar familial tragedies but persists either way

me sitting next to anyone: *dont ask them, dont ask them, be normal, you can be normal right? keep ur mouth shut-*

also me: hey do u watch f1

@sycamoreclan Decided to do some fan art for a friend/clangen blog enabler :) Ashfail the sweet mopey sad boy...

When will it end

Black Sails: queer rage

Our Flag Means Death: queer joy

Assassin’s Creed IV Black Flag: queer gremlinhood

Y’know I should’ve put that together the first time I noticed ares had white hair

(guy lying soo much voice) haha what do you mean. (I actually made Ares as a character before I knew about ace attorney but I took some inspiration from Edgeworth later because I'm insane about him.)

if u guys heard her voice you would understand. you would get it. you would get why i am the joker

@athrehtao today is a good day to listen to Evanescence EP!

sometimes i think abt russell crane and his affinity for psychoanalyzing ppl and appearing as smart . like we never really touch upon the details of his trauma as a utopian but there's something to be said about how the guy was practically hunted down after leaving + his own father finding another guy as a replacement son for russell + him literally losing his own mom after he left. the guy's a softie at heart but hides it under so many façades. no wonder why he respects the tenacity in amy, who has undergone similar familial tragedies but persists either way

my mum said SHE needs a break after a couple hours of watching her are you kidding me. because she couldn’t talk on the phone

im gonna lose it guys

they were in love