one of the most sensitive topics surrounding xiao is his reaction towards dreams, and how wrought with guilt he is at everything he was forced to do under his enslavement.
but now that he's opened himself up to people who care about him, who love him, his battles against his own self lessen, and his subconscious is then kinder to him, relieving him of guilt, if only a little bit.
he's always had such an issue with wanting, so to have his dreams center around aether and him idling around, doing nothing but enjoying each other's presence without the sense of death and urgency clouding his mind, makes this letter all the sweeter.
something so beautiful about imagining xiao trying to learn more about the world in order to better understand aether. imagining him researching sumeru's akademiya or fontaine's politics all to know more about aether's encounters in his journeys. curiously flipping through inazuman light novels because one of them was inspired by aether, the famous "golden whirlwind". picking up tcg, not because he heard it was all the rage lately, but because he heard aether was interested in the game. trying his hand at a musical instrument because he heard stories of aether playing the lyre with the aranara. maybe he even asks smiley yanxiao to teach him more about cooking so that he can one day return the favor.
just how loving someone can make your world more beautiful and xiao being curious about everything again because he wants to see it all through aether's eyes
thinking about a very touch-starved Xiao who craves affection discovering what cuddling in bed is, and then trying to sneakily curl up beside Aether after he falls asleep.
He's sneaky about it because he feels that it's selfish to demand Aether's time and attention (man get therapy), but he fails and Aether notices anyway. Xiao is then pulled against his chest and absolutely smothered in affection <3
So you're telling me Aether left Paimon for Xiao twice now his most trusted companion:
During Perilous Trails when she was weak and exhausted: He then doesn't leave Xiao's side until Xiao falls asleep. And yet doesn't show the same concern for Itto who faints late on.
And
During the newest epilogue dinner for LR where it made even less sense for him to leave her seeing as she wanted to come with him anyway and him and Xiao weren't even talking about anything secretive.
And I'm still supposed to believe they're just friends?? 😒 Like Xiao gets all this special treatment from Aether when has he ever left Paimon in the past to talk to a companion outside of when said companion specifically asks for his individualized attention?