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pedropasxal · 3 years

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I wish for you: Maxwell Lord x Reader oneshot

summary: (During the events of WW84) Reader has a crush on Maxwell and is certain they won’t act on it until he comes to them with a very strange and specific question. One that could change everything forever.

warnings: kinda spoilers! for WW84, but besides that none, fluff w just a bit of smooching and flirty Max

w/c: 1.8k

a/n: It’s Maxwell Lord’s birthday!!! I’ve had this fic in my notes for ages but didn’t think anyone would want to read it. BUT I knew I had to post something for the loml Maxwell Lord❤️ Hope you enjoy!

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Maxwell Lord was your boss. And having feelings for your boss was never acceptable and so embarrassingly cliche. You and his assistant, Emily, were close friends even before you started working for the same company, Black Gold Cooperative, so nobody was surprised to see you up on Max’s floor more than anyone else.

It had been a rough week of little productivity and Max seemed distant. Emily told you that he was shutting himself away in his office a lot more than usual and only when Alistair visited did he truly act like himself. You had noticed over the years that his soft side was reserved for very few people and you knew people glared at you when he smiled across the room after catching your eye. You knew he was just being polite though. Because he knew you. Though when your mind wandered, you let yourself hope that it was different, but your common sense would shut you down every time.

You were on his floor during your lunch break when he marched in, with a sense of confidence you hadn’t seen in a while. However much the dark circles around his bloodshot eyes and the sickly look to his face argued otherwise. His hair was slicked back messier than usual and a few strands had fallen down over his face. He had a determined gleam in his eye as he walked towards his office.

His eyes lit up when he saw you standing over Emily’s desk. She finished typing something on her computer and turned her head to him, before glancing up at you.

She stood as he stopped next to the desk, “Would you like an espresso, Mr Lord? I didn’t know you would be back at the office so soon.” She clasped her hands over her ID card and stepped around the desk.

He forced out a small smile, “Yes. That would be brilliant.”

You started to follow her, fearful of getting in the way and getting you both in trouble, when he raised his hand towards you.

“Wait.” He blurted out, “Sorry. Could you stay a minute? I need your insight on a few files your department sent to me. I’m sure Miss Reats is capable of getting a coffee without your help.” He raised his eyebrows and you watched him hesitantly.

You glanced at Emily and widened your eyes for a split second after nodding and you walked towards him. Uncomfortable at the thought of Emily leaving, you hoped that making a fool out of yourself whenever you were alone with him was in the past.

She smiled at you as she stepped out of the room. You turned to Max, but he wasn’t there. Walking closer to his office, you saw him leaning back in his chair. He rubbed his face, squeezing his eyes shut, but as soon as he felt your presence he snapped his eyes open.

“Come in. Come in.” He stood and made his way over to the sofa in the corner of the room.

He watched you hesitantly step into the room and held his hand out to you as you got closer.

“You said there were some files?” You questioned.

“Yes, but I need to talk to you about something different first,” He impatiently spoke, stepping towards you when you hesitated, “You don’t need to look so uncomfortable, you know?”

He smiled lightly and took your hand, pulling you to sit down with him.

“I’m not uncomfortable.” You defended as you both sat down.

“Maybe not, but you look it. Do I make you nervous?” He asked quietly.

“A little bit.” You looked down and smiled. He chuckled.

“It is not done intentionally.” He brushed a strand of your hair behind your ear and you looked up at him quickly. There were a few seconds of silence as you watched each other, waiting for the other to continue.

You broke the silence, “What was it you wanted to talk about?” You whispered, almost inaudibly.

He shuffled closer, lowering his voice as well, “If I told you I had the power to grant your biggest wish. Your deepest desire. Would you believe me?” He raised his eyebrows.

You frowned softly, “How?”

“There is more power in this world than you think, my dear, and I have that power. Whatever you wish will come true.” He stared sincerely into your eyes, his face inches away, “All you have to do is say it.”

You blinked a few times, “I- I don’t know what my biggest wish is.”

“Oh, but you must want something. Everyone has something they want, but believe they can never have.” He places your hand in his lap, holding it in his tightly, “I can see you are holding something back.”

You froze, “I can’t say it.”

“I assure you that whatever it is will come true,” He emphasises, “Don’t hold back. There is nothing to fear. I am not here to judge. I wouldn’t have asked you if I didn’t care about your happiness.”

You smiled softly and the hand he wasn’t holding found his face, cupping it in your hold, “And what happens afterwards,” You paused, “After the wish ends.”

“It doesn’t have to end. I suppose if you wish for a moment then it will end, but you don’t have to wish for something specific. Wish whatever your heart wants,” He smiled encouragingly, “Don’t think about it. Just wish.”

You hesitated and glanced down, you wished he would stop looking at you like you were the only person in the world.

“I guess I can’t wish for anyone to fall in love with me.” You grinned, trying to lighten the mood.

A flicker of an unrecognisable emotion crossed his face before he smiled, “Ah, I don’t think the wishing rule book allows that, no. I don’t know why you would have to wish for love. You have every man on floor 16 in love with you.”

You grimaced playfully, “The men on floor 16 aren’t really my type.”

“Well, I would hope not. They give in too easily.” He chuckled, “You know, the coffee shop is only a few blocks away, Emily will be back soon.”

You raised your eyebrows, “If you want me to make the wish, then you can just say.” You teased.

Max smirked and lowered his voice, “Make the wish.”

You leaned closer to him, so close that you could feel his breath, “I- I wish.. I wish you would kiss me.”

A gust of wind, seemingly from nowhere, blew between you. Max’s eyes widen as he realises what you said. He closes his eyes and breathes in deeply as the wish consumes his actions. He lets go of your hand and reaches up to cup your face in his hands, muttering out your name.

You frown, almost regretting your wish, when his eyes shoot open and stare into yours, before gently closing again. He leans in until his lips brush against yours and you reach out to grab his shoulder, pulling him into you. Your lips crash together, moving in perfect sync.

He strokes your cheek and kisses you so feverishly, that for a second you forget that you had tricked him into this and that he will feel nothing but resentment afterwards.

You try to pull away, feeling guilty, but he just moves closer, pressing his body against yours. He deepens the kiss and you let him. You are so lost in the kiss and it only heightens the feelings you have kept secret for so long.

When you both seem to run out of air, tangled in each other, you pull away and he leans his forehead on yours, not wanting to let go.

You blink your eyes open and bite down on your lip, emotions twisted and confused.

Max leans away so he can look at your face and he breathes out.

“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” You panic, trying to stand up.

He shakes his head subtly and grabs your hand as you go to leave, “No.” He grunts.

You look back at him and he looks up at you, “Don’t go.” He says, softly.

“No. I have to. I have to go. I’m pretty sure I just broke lots of wish rules and I-“

He stands up suddenly and kisses you, cutting you off.

You pull your head away, surprised, “What’s happening? I thought the wish was over.” You frown.

“It is,” He shakes his head, shocked, “I can’t believe you’d waste your wish like that.”

“What do you mean, Max?” You look down.

“I mean,” He steps closer, “all you had to do was ask. I would kiss you without a wish every time. All the time. Whenever you wanted me to.” He exclaims, leaning in and kissing your forehead lightly.

You frowned, “You’d want to kiss me?”

His eyes soften, “Yes. God. I’ve wanted to for years.”

You sigh painfully, “Wow, that wish really has done a number on you. You’re oblivious to it’s effects.” You struggle to get away.

“No. It hasn’t. I promise you that I mean every word I say.” He insists.

“But, Max, why?”

“Clearly you are the oblivious one. I am always making excuses to be around you. Surely you’ve figured out why.”

You shake your head, in denial, “But, that’s because-“

“-There’s no other reason or excuse you could present. I know that you notice me staring from across the room. And surely you knew how I felt at the office party.”

You scoffed, embarrassed, “What? When I humiliated myself by flirting with you?”

“I wouldn’t say you humiliated yourself. I was very humbled. That you’d want to flirt with me.”

“But you left. You didn’t tell me anything about how you feel.” You step back.

He frowns, “Then you and I remember that night very differently. I left, yes, but only because I got a message from Alistair’s babysitter and there was a situation I had to sort out. When I came back to the party, you found me and you took me up here. I told you how beautiful you were and you kissed me and then panicked and ran from the party. Surely you remember that.”

You blush, “No. Everyone said you never came back.”

“I did. I came back for you.” He smiles warmly.

You stare into his brown eyes trying to see any hint of lies and all you see is sincerity. You smile softly.

“Can I kiss you again?” You mumble, stepping forward.

He smirks, “Sorry. What was that? You’ll have to speak up.”

You giggle, “I said, can I kiss you?”

He pulls you into him by your waist and murmurs against your lips, “Yes. Always.”

tags: (please tell me if you don’t want to be tagged) @asta-lily @thewayofthemandalorian @mishasminion360 @perropascal @pascalscenarios @violentcosmicsymphony @thebatshitcrazyfangirl @shiny-captain-no-pants @adaodinson

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ayyysweetcreature · 4 years

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highschool!boyfriend haechan

mode: fluff, comedy and a lot of bickering!

haechan x reader!

p.s.: hii it’s been a long damn time I haven’t written about nct-related kind of things lol anyways I hope you guys would like this one eventhough it’s quite long and I had so much fun writing it! haha I would appreciate it so much! happy birthday to lee donghyuck, our pride, our fullsun haechan! I love you. ♡ (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

ridin and rollin oh baby

HELLLLOO MY NAME IS HAECHANN

first of all y all know haechan aka lee donghyuck

such a pain in the ass jjsjsjs jk

he would literally annoy you every second, every minute everytime hes with u

bcus he loves u

like he finds u cute he loves seeing reactions

so u guys go to the same highschool and obviously classmates duh

and imagine him in a smart highschool attire esp with his body proportion and his hair up showing his forehead omg

he would wait for u outside the school bcus u’re too slow jsjs

too slow too fasT

but whenever ure done and is finally outside the school w him, he would hold your hand tightly and kiss ur knuckles as he swings ur arm

when he sees the other guys tryna check u out oof boy he snapped

“what are u looking at she’s mine u flat ass”

oooFf

u guys aren’t seatmates but he’d literally push ur seatmate mark lee away so he can sit with u

“get away im lee haechan aka y/n’s boyfriend”

and whenever it gets cold and u fall asleep in the classroom he’d silently wrap ur body w his sweater or jacket

hanging out at the canteen with the dreamies!!

haechan would literally steal your food when you look away

and out of anger and annoyance you’d pull his hair literally

you guys would literally chase each other haha

god hes so annoying

but i love him

btw hes such a bad influence

you guys will be doing the baekhyun’s candy dance challenge in the school’s hallway!!

u’ve never ever skipped ur class in ur entire life until like u guys met and got closer im srs

“duDe aren’t you bored? this class is so boring i might die lets sneak out together and ill buy u food”

“shut up im trying to focus here dumbass”

“u can’t tell me what to do”

“im gonna get in trouble again if i follow all the things that u said wtf-”

“well u only live once oh come on please pls-” he replied back w his pouty lips and u know that kind of sad cute eyes

“what food where”

“um me cus im a snack-”

“i bet u taste horrible-”

“oh no i mean im a wholemeal and i bet u taste even more horrible”

“right now im not even surprised if i have a damn high blood pressure bcus of u”, you replied to him

“me too bcus u’re old”

the no ending bickering jsjs it’s a MUST

he loves to pick a fight w u for no reason man I SWEAR TO GOD

no bickering, no haechan

no haechan, no life

bcus he thinks ure cute when ure about to explode and get upset

omg remember when he talked about renjun being cute whenever they bicker and he makes him feel upset uwu

he be gettin all the attention skrrrttt skrt

but anyways u guys ended up skipping class and went to eat at ur favorite restaurant or whatevahh

he attac but he also protec

u guys went to his house after chillin and eating at the restaurant cus why nOt

it’s normal sometimes u would spend ur time at his house or he’d come to ur house so that u guys can spend ur time together ehe

spending time at his house with him is so much fun even his parents adore u

his room would be filled w michael jackson’s songs, ur and his loud laughter, a lot of love and just pure affection uwu

u guys would study together and help each other whenever one of u have trouble in understanding smthg, eat and even cook together eventho it’d be a mess, play games, listen to the playlist that he made for u, listen to his smooth honey voice singing to u, dancing w just the two of u together like u guys are just vibin y knoww

OH AND DOING DANCE COVERS TOGETHER TOO OMGGG

he might be a pain in the ass kind of boyfriend but deep inside his love for u is soooo deep u can’t even see

he has this special soft spot for u but he doesnt rlly show it but its obvious most of the time lol

“hi baby”

“im literally sitting beside u haechan”

“hello my name is haechan”

you giggled, “what’s up, baby?”

“um nothing but like have u ever thought about your weakness? do you even like exactly know what are some of ur actual weakness is?” he suddenly asked

“honestly yeah i do think about it a lot and yea i know what are some of my main weakness is it’s quite...a lot”

“what is it?”

haechan pulls u closer into his arms till u guys are like in a cuddling position next to each other on his bed and then he plays w ur fingers w full of love as u continue

“hmm like um failing? like i can’t accept my own failures” u hold his hand while stroking it up and down gently

he might be annoying and always love to tease u nonstop and like how u guys would bicker and everything

BUT having a deep heart to heart conversation w him is the best

he loves it and treasures it so much and so do u

he’s very attentive and a genuine good listener, like when he listens to u, he ACTUALLY listens

he knows when to be goofy and tease u and when to actually be serious

“failures? baby, you’ve been doing great and working so hard especially in your studies! I can’t even do it like you and in fact you’re the smartest person I’ve ever met and known”

you shrugged, “I mean yeah sure but like I feel like I’ve been lacking a lot especially in my maths! you know how I’ve always dreamed of studying actuarial science for my uni major and it’s rlly deadass tough-”

haechan then holds ur chin up so that u can look at him and he cups ur cheek as he looks at u softly

“hey, if you fall, I also fall. I’m not letting you give up so come on what do u need help with ur maths? I can help and teach u”

you chuckled as ur eyes met his eyes and sigh, “hey, thank you for existing, hyuck. really.”

he smooches ur whole face and coos at u, “no problem, I’m ur fullsun” uwu

haechan wants to go to the bathroom so he stands up from the bed before making his way

“hey wait, wait a second, I have something to tell u before u go to the bathroom-”, you said trying to stop him

he looks at you with a curiosity, “hm, what is it?”

“your breath...smells kinda bad just now”

i swear HE CANT STAND U HAHAHA U GUYS CANT EVEN STAND EACH OTHER

he rolls his eyes showing his disbelieved facial expression, “i swear to god don’t even start you-”

and thennnn it beginsss

anyways u guys spent ur time together in his room that day with him teaching u maths in the topic that u had hard time understanding and solving it

hes so good at teaching and explaining that u can’t help but to stare at him in awe

“sTop checking me ouT”

“wtf hyuck i aM noT”

jamming to love again while studying together!!

after like half an hour, u guys wanna take a break and u wanna eat some snack so u go to the kitchen

haechan wraps his arms around your waist as he snuggles his face into your neck, “I thought you want a snack”

“babe, i’m trying to cut these oranges stop bothering me” you replied to him while struggling with cutting the oranges

to be honest ure not really good with cutting fruits :’) but u love oranges

ten can’t relate oops

haechan watches u from behind with his arms still wrapping tightly around ur waist and stops u

“hMm wait hold up, who the heck cuts an orange like that-”

“I-I actually am not really good at cutting fruits-”, you replied as u look at him

he giggles while shaking his head, “shut up you’re cute”

he then proceeds to hold your hand and fingers holding the knife carefully as he stands still behind u and shows u the right way to cut the orange at the same time teaching u slowly too

isn’t he lovely made from love

SOOO LETS MOVE ON WITH MOVIEEEE TIMEEE *drum rolls*

you guys would always end up watching the same movie haha

so the two of u lie beside each other on the couch w some of the snacks that u guys prepared at the kitchen

cuddling is a must!!!

he prefers to be the big spoon and u the smol spoon

but when he doesn’t feel well or stressed out, you’d be the big spoon

he loves to wrap his arms around your waist and just having your hand in his hand

he would kiss your knuckles and stare at u but as in like lovingly and admiringly

he loves giving u smooches and lil kisses all over ur face eventho u might act disgusted but u love it too deep inside lol

“hey, look at me” he whispers to u as he entangled his legs w urs

“no”

pls just look at him or else he’d make u suffer with his otteoke otteoke song aegyo

anyways the movie got boring so u just get closer to him and lay your head on his shoulder while putting ur left arm around his waist tightly

“hyuck baby, sing me a song”, you telling him

“you’re my missing puzzle piece”, he starts singing softly in ur ears while playing with your hair gently using his delicate fingers

you rub his cheek slowly as u admiring his tanned skin, the details on his face and his beautiful honey brown eyes

then u fell asleep

he pulls the blanket nearby the couch and wrap the blanket around the two of you tightly so warm like a tortilla

haechan looks at u w that soft eyes for awhile and smile before closing his eyes

“7 days a week, I’ll always hover by your side”, he whispers lightly

“hyuck”

“huh-”

“I love you”, you mumbled before going back to sleep

“I love you too, idiot.”

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nadineselfships-archived · 7 years

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you and pap for first date?~

Ahhh I got a little carried away with this, whoops!! Thank you so much for requesting this it was super fun to write!! I write headcannons in a different format to how i normally write fics so that’s why it may be a little wierd!!

-Firstly, I didn’t realise it was a date until halfway through said date. -Papyrus showed up to my house at an ungodly time in the morning, picked me up and carried me out of the house. -(I was still in my pajamas and once he realised this he took me back so I could get changed but he picked me up and carried me out again when I was dressed.)-He refused to tell me where we were going. -He also refused to stop carrying me.-Turns out there was a carnival in town, I love carnivals and I immediately want to try out every game. -i,, suck at carnival games,,, But Papyrus is amazing at them!! He wins everytime!! It’s not fair!!-But he’s so cute when he wins, he smiles so wide and he practically sparkles,,, it’s so,,, cute,,,-We’re walking through the carnival, now eating fairy floss and stopping at stalls periodically. -At some point I grab his hand and point out a carnival game excitedly, not noticing as he gets very flustered I drag him over to the game. -it’s one where you have to hit the moving targets, if you hit them all you get a big stuffed panda. I, love, Pandas.-I shake him and give him my best puppy dog eyes, asking if I could give it a try.-He is no match for my powerful puppy dog eyes and says yes. -....-I repeat,,, I suck at carnival games,,, I sulk a little and stare sadly at the stuffed panda, it was so big and fluffy and would have been a great cuddle buddy.-Papyrus steps forward and asks to have a go, he’s very focused as he aims the toy gun at the targets. (He looks so cute when he’s focused I-)-He wins,, very easily,, makes me wonder if he cheated but I don’t have time to dwell on that as he hands me the giant stuffed panda. I squeal and hug it tightly, giving Papyrus a smooch of appreciation before taking his hand and starting to walk again.-Papyrus asks if i’d like to go get something to eat and I nod eagerly, being hungry 25/8 of the time.-We walk away from the carnival and find a small cute café, the girl at the counter compliments my stuffed panda and I tell her my amazing boyfriend won it for me.-Papyrus is a blushing mess but boasts about it being nothing for The great Papyrus. (ilovehimsomuchahh)-We order some food and sit down at a booth near a window, I place my panda beside me and pet it’s head.-Papyrus and I start talking about this and that, how Sans still won’t pick up his sock, how Alphys and Undyne are doing on their honeymoon and how my last commission went.-The food comes and it is,, delicious,, I hate eating in front of people so i’m very slow and cover my mouth with my hand self consciously. -I’m enjoying a mouthful of wonderful pasta when Papyrus out of the blue asks how i’m enjoying our date. -.... -....-DATE?! -After internally screaming I swallow my food and smile brightly, face flushed red and heart suddenly beating rapidly.-“A-ah! A lot! I’m having a lot of fun! W-what about you?”

-“NYEHHEH! OF COURSE I AM ENJOYING MYSELF, ANY TIME SPENT WITH MY DEAR GIRLFRIEND IS PRECIOUS TO ME! I HAD FUN WITH THOSE CARNIVAL GAMES, THEY WERE QUITE EASY THOUGH.” -(I loves this precious boy someone end me I can’t-)-If I knew this was a date I would have worn something a lot cuter, gosh dang it.-After I calm down and we finish our food we walk around town for a while, just talking and enjoying each others company.-We stop to admire some musicians when we notice that the cello player happens to be a familiar short skeleton. -What the hell Sans. -Since when could he play the cello what--He winked at both of us as the tune turned into something more soft and romantic, couples around us started dancing together in the street and I felt my face flush. -Papyrus clears his throat to get my attention and when I turn to him he has his hand outstretched to me, a sheepish smile on his face.-“M-MAY I HAVE THIS DANCE?” -....-SDKJHFALJHFLHFAASLKHFJLFH-“y-yes! I-i mean, y-you may.”-I set my stuffed Panda down next to Sans and tell him if anything happens to it he will perish. -I take his hand and he gently pulls me closer, placing his other hand on my waist. -I’m dying. I’m dead. I’m deceased. I cannot.-He holds me so delicately, swaying and spinning me with such care; I laugh joyously as he dips me.-i gently fall into his chest when he lifts me back up, I grin widely up at him and he smiles adoringly down at me. -I’m taken by surprise when he swoops down and kisses me softly, my eyes flutter closed and I kiss back just as tenderly.-The music fades away in the background and I wrap my arms around his neck, enjoying the intimate embrace. -The moment’s ruined by a sharp whistle and a, “go paps!”. -What,, the hell Sans,,,-Papyrus and I move apart with flushed faces, Papyrus yells at Sans for ruining the moment and Sans gives a half assed apology. -Also Sans randomly being in the street with a band playing the cello was totally planned as Sans tells me months after this event. -As we leave I realise how quickly the day has passed, it’s getting later into the evening now and the sky begins to turn hues of pink and purple. -I admire the sky and point up at it so Papyrus would look to.-“Isn’t it beautiful?” -“... Yes. Very beautiful.”-(cliché ‘he’s looking at me not the sky moment’.)-We go back to his house and OH MY GOSH THERE’S A PILLOW FORT.-I don’t even wait for him to close the door before I dive inside the cute pillow fort. -“PAPS THIS IS AMAZING, YOUR AMAZING, I LOVE YOU.” -... oh I just told him I loved him for the first time that’s something.-It is something and it is something that nearly made Papyrus fall over.“O-OF COURSE! NOTHING B-BUT THE BEST FOR MY DEAR GIRLFIREND! I-I LOVE YOU TOO!” -now it is my turn to fall over, except i’m laying down. I mentally fell over. -(we are big giant dorks, he’s a bigger dork tho and I love him.)-(he loves me too aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-)-ANYWAY,,,-Papyrus has a bunch of movies he borrowed from Alphys and Undyne, Alpyhs gave him some ghibli movies and Undyne gave him horror movies. Because horror movies are obviously date appropriate.-Also Papyrus had been playing this date for a long time, like three months. He’s a dork.-We snuggle up under a bunch of blankets, Papyrus brought a heck ton of snacks and popcorn so we won’t have to go to the kitchen and leave our comfy fort. We cuddle up to each other as the first movie plays.-we don’t pay a lot of attention to the first one, we’re talking about the day, laughing and nuzzling each other and just enjoying the present closeness. -When the movie ends neither one of us really want to get up to put in the next one.-He tries to get up but I whine and wrap my arms around his waist, nuzzling my head into his neck. -Flustered Papyrus is Flustered.-Papyrus gives up on changing the movie and wraps his arms around me, content to cuddle me for the rest of the night if that’s what I wanted. -I do end up falling asleep in Papyrus’ arms at some point and Papyrus picks me up and takes me to his bed. -He lays down next to me and pulls the blanket over the both of us, he kisses my forehead softly before wrapping his arms around me again.-In conclusion, a wonderful first date.

Thank you again for requesting this!! ^^ I love Papy so much

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demialwrites · 7 years

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False Start Ch 2

Link to AO3 Page

This makes some references to the first chapter, and it’s been a while, so here it is. This is basically Reader’s first time, and they have it with Genji. ^^

Props to those OW imagines blogs who can write shit similar to this and not fucking blush and almost die. I have respect for you.

Genji didn't push you after the first attempt to try again. Some time went by, and he did bring it up once. He asked if you wanted to make another attempt. You expressed concerns about whether or not he would fit, because he didn't last time. He wiggled his fingers at you and said, "Let me know if I can be of assistance with that."

Then he grinned at your embarrassment and wrapped his arms around your torso, gently pinning your arms to your body, rocking you back and forth. You automatically bent your elbows upward to wrap your arms around his.

Genji always showed a lot of affection, more than you could ever need. And it was always careful and gentle. It was as if he wasn't sure at what point any roughness from his cyborg body would hurt you, and he was constantly trying to avoid finding out. Perhaps he felt a little guilt from hurting you during the first attempt at sex months ago.

Nonetheless, the way Genji was with you came off as very tender. One could call it loving. It had the side effect, intentional or not, of quickly nurturing some strong romantic feelings. Before you knew it, you started to wonder if you had stronger feelings for him than he did for you. You'd never been so happy to see or touch someone in a long time. He always made time for you, so you guess he felt the same.

It didn't help that Genji looked at you with a strong, unidentifiable emotion in his eyes sometimes. He took his visor off more and more, the more often you both spent time together. It was overwhelming trying to hold his gaze when that happened. It seemed to make things worse when you looked away. When you did that, he just moved in to be close like he was doing now, which seemed to increase the feeling and making you a little flustered.

Something occurred to you, and you had to ask.

"I'm happy it turned out like this, but what made you think that what we did wasn't going to be a one night stand?"

Judging by the angle of his helm, he seemed to be staring into space before. He lifted his chin and observed you before answering.

"I made the assumption that you were not that kind of person. I'm glad I was right," he replied, the smile evident in his voice.

His answer made something click and slide into place inside you.

"Maybe we could...maybe you could help me now."

"Really?"

He sounded hopeful.

"Yeah," you replied, forcing some confidence into your voice. You were okay with this; you were just nervous.

Genji didn't move, however.

"Right now, right now?" he asked, as if he didn't believe what he was hearing.

"Yes," you insisted, expanding your arms from your body and his fell away in turn, "Now, before I lose my nerve."

Genji took your hand and led you back to your room. You couldn't help but be reminded of the time he followed you back to your room after that particular mission.

Once while inspecting Genji's hands, you made an offhand comment that he should wear a condom over them while fingering you, in case he pinched your insides with the knuckle joints. You were sure that you were worrying over nothing, so you never brought it up again. But Genji had condoms and lube ready.

"Genji, I was kinda joking," you told him, while taking your clothes off and tossing them haphazardly on the floor, out of the way. Genji had no need to take anything off, the lucky man. He merely removed the plates covering his face and sat on the bed.

"No, I think it's a good idea. I have not touched someone like this since I got this body."

"But you have...had sex?"

For some reason, it embarrassed you to ask.

"Oh? Yes. At the time I was surprised they wanted to - have sex with a cyborg, I mean - but I have accepted it now."

You wanted to argue with him, but he would probably consider you biased. You loved his body, and maybe he didn't.

"Anyway, I am worried you will be reluctant to try anything more involved if I hurt you with my fingers."

You wanted to tell him it wasn't true, but he was being sweet. So you held your tongue and instead sat facing Genji on his lap. You were still a tiny bit nervous, you admit.

"Before we get started," he began, running his hands up and down your hips, "there was something important we didn't do the first time. No foreplay."

There was that intense look again, softened only slightly by a sly smile.

The warm up was sloppy. Genji intended to rub your clit, but you couldn't help pressing the entire area to his palm. The material it was made of felt fantastic to grind against. All he had to do was apply pressure. You hungrily pressed your open mouth to his, and he returned your desperate enthusiasm. Genji's free arm hugged your lower back, and you explored the interlocking parts of Genji's back with your fingertips.

It was embarrassing how soon your mind hazed over, pressing down harder on Genji's hand. He held it steady and firmly rubbed. Seems you had both been waiting for this moment. You moaned into his mouth in lieu of saying his name. Eventually, you broke the kiss and pinned him with a heated stare.

"Finger me," you demanded.

His smile was lazy and his eyes clouded with lust from the makeout session. The sight drew you closer. He slid his bottom lip, slick with saliva, through his teeth. You were so close to pressing your lips to his again, despite your demand for a change of pace.

Genji flopped back on the bed, and you fell forward on his chest with a surprised noise. Genji chuckled and grabbed a condom and the tiny bottle of lube from behind him. You both sat back up. You rested your cheek on his shoulder while he carefully applied the lube to you. He caressed the back of your neck with his free hand.

"That should be enough."

You couldn't help raising an eyebrow when Genji does slide a condom onto his pointer and index fingers.

"I am not taking a chance," Genji insists.

He's being so careful, that your cheeks get warm. You shifted on your knees, getting comfortable and giving Genji permission with a look.

"Hang on to me, if you like," he says, ending the sentence with a quick smooch to your lips and a happy smile. It does comfort you to rest your hands on his shoulders, pressing a few fingers on his round vents.

Your mouth drops open, ready to gasp in anticipation of the pain, but his fingers slid in to the first knuckles no problem.

"It feels really weird," you said. Not surprising, considering it was two artificial fingers shoved into a condom.

"But it does not hurt?"

"No."

He watches your face while pressing his fingers in to the second set of knuckles. There was a sudden burning pain, and you flinched, your eyebrows tightening together. He stopped and pulled back a bit.

"Too far?"

"Yeah, but we're here to do that, aren't we?"

He looked unconvinced. You were worried he would suggest you guys should stop, so you squeezed the part of his shoulder near his neck, for what it's worth. He's never told you to stop touching his body, so perhaps he can feel it in some way.

"What if I took over? You stay still," you suggested.

"If you say so. We could always-"

"No," you shooked your head, "I'm comfortable now."

You closed your eyes. You tried to remember to breathe from your stomach to relax your body. It's working. It burns still, but not too much that you can't work my way down. Then Genji's finger involuntarily twitches and brushes against something extra sensitive. The little bit of pleasure feels like a relief compared the uncomfortable stretch, and it makes your eyes fly open in surprise. He corrects the bend of his fingers, thinking he did something wrong.

"No, don't stop."

"Hm?"

Genji must have figured it out, because he curled his fingers further, gently petting the swollen node inside. This time you squeezed Genji's shoulders because of the burn from the movement of his fingers. You bit your lip, powering through the pain.

Genji inclined his head.

"It's fine," you assured him.

It was worth it, as you had fantasized numerous times about Genji's unique hands pleasuring you. That made this extra intense, and you had the greedy feeling of wanting more than you could have. Eventually, the good feeling deep inside outweighed the pain. And then the pain disappeared altogether.

You closed your eyes and leaned forward, resting your forehead between his chest pieces. Just enjoying the feeling of Genji's fingers inside you, and the fact that you were comfortable with it. That felt like a win. You let out a deep, relaxing breath.

"You know," Genji began, and you could feel a faint vibration in his chest while he spoke, "this is about my size. Maybe a little bigger."

You lifted your head in surprise to look at him.

"W-we don't have to," he quickly added, his fingers still making the gentle little movements inside.

He looked a little guilty for having even suggested you try the real thing today. You seriously considered it for a second before smiling and agreeing.

Genji quickly withdraws his fingers with a ridiculous wet sound and a suppressed smile.

"Come, come," he says, patting the middle of the bed.

"Missionary is just fine for your first time. I think you'd agree."

Your agreement is to lie back on the bed, resting your head on the pillow. Genji crawls on top, supporting his weight with his hands on either side of your shoulders. He gives you a reassuring kiss.

"Hey. You are doing well."

You nod.

Genji leans back to sit on the bed. You let him arrange your legs on the bed to his liking. He asks you if you're okay while removing the black cover on his crotch. His eyes close and there's quiet sigh of relief when his cock flops out, fully hard. He looks up at you, and you can tell with the wider eyes and barely noticeable downward curve of his mouth that he's worried about what you'll think of the state of the skin on his length.

"I'm fine," you laugh nervously, remembering to answer his question. Because he's been really sweet this whole time, you can't help but try to lighten his mood, "It...matches!"

When he realizes when you're referring to the scars on his face and his dick, he makes an "oh" face. Then he breaks into loud laughter that he can't seem to stop. There's a few tears. You're not sure if you should be offended or laugh with him. When his laughter dies down to giggles with quivering shoulders, you can't help grinning along.

"I love you...but that was awful."

You're shocked, and he looks horrified. It's his turn to have a rosy blush and look away this time. This is something you haven't seen on him before. If it wasn't awkward for him at this moment, you would have told him how cute he was.

"You love me?!"

You're ridiculously happy. You weren't sure Genji felt as strongly as you did. Now that you knew, you wanted to hear it again. The three words sounded beautiful in his voice, distortion and all.

You're up on your knees in front of him in a flash, grinning like an idiot. You take his chin in hand, grasping at the metal encasing it, and you turn his face firmly towards yours. Thankfully, he doesn't resist.

"Hey," you almost whisper, in case, for some silly reason, being too loud scares him off, "I love you, too."

He looks into your eyes for a few, long seconds. It's nerve-wracking; maybe you didn't say the right thing. Then his facial expression softens, and he leans forward to give you an equally soft kiss, maintaining his stare and dragging your bottom lip with his lips before letting go.

"Lie down," he requests.

He crawls back on top, intending to get started. Because he's not down there to see, he finds your entrance by with gentle pats of his fingertips. He goes nice and slow with the next part, the actual insertion. He holds the head of his cock at your slick hole, and it feels better than you thought it would. You can't help biting your bottom lip again and spreading your thighs for more. He pressed the forehead of his helmet to yours, so that you had no choice but look to look into his soft brown eyes. They sparkle with amusement, as if each of you exchanging declarations of love was a shared secret.

"Relax," he reminds you, "I'm here. We can stop at any time."

Genji closed his eyes and distracted you with kisses as slow as the speed at which his length slides in. He stops once to ask if the angle is okay. You nod again.

"There's a little bit of stretching, but I can handle it."

In fact, it's feeling very much like it's worth it. Your clit is starting to pulse and demand more attention. Arousal seems to make things easier, so you reach down between the two of you to touch yourself. Genji groans softly and stops kissing you to drop his forehead into the pillow next to your head.

"Let me enjoy how tight you are."

You wondered if it felt as good to him as it felt to have him inside you. Warm and with a kind of satisfying fullness you'd never experienced with your own fingers.

"Ready to start?"

You hummed your agreement, and he began to kiss down from your cheek to your neck.

"If it hurts, I'll distract you."

He continues to kiss your neck, and his hips start to move slowly. He slides in and out with shallow thrusts. He goes as slow as he can. You release a breath when the painful stretch begins again. It's minimal, and Genji starts to nip at my skin, little bursts of pleasure shooting down my spine, so it's easy to concentrate on the feeling of his mouth on your neck.

"Genji," you begged with a small voice.

He hummed and pulled on your ear gently with his teeth. He sped up his thrusts, and by now, the pain had passed. You could let go of the last bit of tension you didn't know you were feeling and let your legs drop open some more. You could really enjoy the feeling of Genji inside you. Being filled and the resulting feeling of being connected to Genji on a very intimate level. You wrapped your hand around the back of his neck to trace the metal links of his artificial spine.

You lifted your head to glance at the sight of Genji rolling his hips, pumping in and out of you.

"It feels so good," he said, pressing a kiss your mouth, "to be inside you."

It was at this point that all you could do was continue to touch your clit and lie back on into the pillow. Your thighs opened further on their own. Genji whispered encouragement into your ear, each sentence punctuated by kisses to your neck. Each supportive word helped build the sweet pressure inside your lower stomach.

"You are so tight. I don't think I can hold on any longer..."

You could guess that Genji was very close, because he stopped kissing your neck and buried his face in your neck. Despite that, he still paused all movement to ask if you were okay. At this moment, that was more frustrating than sweet.

"Genji, please don't stop," you begged again. You sounded pathetic, but you were lost in the moment and didn't care. You wrapped your legs around his waist to keep him close, even though he wasn't going anywhere.

Genji leaned up, shifted his weight to his elbows and wove his fingers through yours. Genji resumed thrusting, but you didn't know if he did anything else besides that. It was just you and the pleasurable tension building inside you, until Genji interrupted with strained words.

"Y/n, I love you. Cum with me."

By some miracle, that works. All the tension building in your lower body is released, and your hips lift really far off the bed. It forces a small moan out of your mouth. Genji is quiet when he cums. He whispers 'yes,' to himself a few times and then silence. His whole body shudders afterwards.

"I almost didn't..."

He didn't bother to finish the sentence and instead rolled over to lay next to you. You didn't realize how sweaty you had gotten until now. You wanted to get up and do something about that, but Genji was still holding one of your hands. You remained, melting into the bed and letting the good feelings make your heart sing.

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