you cannot tell me that the buddie divorce era during the lawsuit wasn’t just buck betraying the team’s confidence and trust, but also eddie projecting onto buck his feelings about shannon leaving him and chris esp since this was the arc post her dying out of nowhere

“how could you?! you’re not around!” like gtfo here eddie diaz i know what you are 🤨

one of my favorite lines from ofmd is when fancy man gabriel says "so its you... versus AAWWWWLLLLLLLL of us????" like that is SO FUNNY IM SORRY LMAO AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

😘😘😘😘😘

im gonna fucking punch a wall soon

I wrote this really cute thing with Daichi and all that shit and I edited a few things before my screen went FUCKING BLANK AGAIN. AND THEN IT WAS GONE. POOF. THANK YOU VERY MUCH TUMBLR I JUST LOOOOVE WHEN YOU REMOVE MY WILL TO WRITE.

god I hope I get strangled by a fucking toy train

see you for a looooooong update on friday.

nervous to post this but its most of what ive drawn in the past months so have some selfship art 🤸🤸

yeyahwyyeye cosmodark

Okay but Matt being the dressing room boss and having to wrangle Harry and tell him when to put on his trousers is the funniest fucking thing I love them so much

Besides the implied one in your post, what svsss ships are you not into? /for legal reasons this is curiosity and a pls don't block me oh lovely goddess

Ahh lol, there are... a lot more than I have with any other MXTX work. Um, Any to do with Shen Jiu. I hate the romantic fanon reading regarding him and Yue Qingyuan. If you truly loved someone with all your heart (arguably yes, I do think Yue Qingyuan DID, platonically), you would not ever be that cruel to your supposed one and only, or, refuse to make amends to them. Which is the entire epiphany Shen Qingqui has regarding his entire relationship with Luo Binghe and how actions in the now matter more than anything for loving support.

Cum/plan... just... ew. No. Get him away physically from Shen Qingqui or anything with romantic leaning with them. Shen Qingqui doesn't like him and barely maybe finds him tolerable. He doesn't bother even hanging out with him anyways unless it's a PEAK CONFERENCE.

Liu//jiu Come on.... don't fucking do that to Liu Qingge. Despite whatever stubbornness he has, he is very much proto-Lan Wangi and does have standards without liking Shen Jiu for good reason for being a miserable lump of a human that's also pretentious. Despite being STUPID Liu Qingge isn't without honor and doesn't at all like those without it.

Luo Binghe, OUR Luo Binghe, in any polyships. Given he has a harem in the original PIDW because he was trying to find real love and care, it just rubs me the wrong way. Especially since the usual suspects of this force him to be with someone he doesn't like (for very good reason).

Liu Qingge and Mu Qingfan... where does this come from... please stop forcing Liu Qingge with anything that has legs and talks thanks.

Anything that insists that Shen Qingqui could falls for anyone in the story proper other than Luo Binghe. No.

I was so excited to finally have a day off to relax, sleep in, get chores done and write some fic but guess who got roped into working tomorrow

THEY ARE BOTS!!!!

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Good morning mainfaggot stans! I want to kill myself. But. It's okay 👍🏼 i will survive despite the horrors. The horrors:

1) orgo 1 final exam worth 35% of my grade on Friday from 9:30 AM to 1:15 PM

2) i literally woke up again and didn't die in my sleep

3) nightmares about my mother disowning me

4) sleep paralysis moments this past week

5) melancholy. new season new reason to feel empty idk that's just the clinical depression of it all

That feeling you just can't put into words because there are so many contradictory feelings: feelings associated with the highs of intellectual curiosity and with explanations and tools for doing/making/transformation ... feelings of ugggghhhhhhhhhhhh the capitalism, the design of people into better behavioral products that produce more successful success, the capitalism, (the pervasive smell of certain universities, especially the one that is essentially an investment bank).

Ugh.

Yeah folks, typing up notes on various things. And now I know why I feel slightly nauseous. Lol. 🙃

Need tea.

Need to stop with typing up my notes on things I have been reading and, instead, flop out horizontally with an art book and then do something with my hands and paint that results in some sort of image.