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Oh today looks much better but does feel much colder. It is November so we got lucky the weather was as warm the last week.
I think face is doing better today although it is a bit swollen. Hopefully by this evening will be almost normal.
We’ll leave at around 12:30 to go to Des Moines. David wants to stop by the Puerto Rico restaurant. I want to stop by RayGun. We have to come back fairly soon because of the dogs.
you steal all the air from my lungs
asphyxiation has never been so addictive
i'll keep letting you do this to me
it burns and i'm dying and i love you anyway
i wish i knew what you wanted
the fluctuating temperature leaves me confused
you won't let me in and it's breaking me slowly
i'm a hypocrite because i push you away too
this jealousy is eating me alive
all the conversations that leave me reeling from doubt
you tell me you love me and it melts my heart
but a band aid wont stop me from bleeding out
maybe we’re both too broken for this
i'm far too terrified to trust you
maybe i'm too far away for you to want me
maybe i'm an idiot to still love you
I am touch-starved and yet I don’t think I can handle any touch.
Was I supposed to live this life where I crave something so badly I feel it in my bones and wish for a gentle caring caress, and when ___ goes to hug me or when I shake hands it feels like I’m on fire in a bad way?
In all likelihood the next right fielder, whoever he'd be, would be clumsy too, and if there was a mound to trip over he'd find it and break his neck, and soon right field would get the reputation as haunted,a kind of sandlot Bermuda Triangle, inhabited by phantoms calling for ghostly fly balls, where no one but the most desperate outcasts, already on the verge of suicide, would be willing to play.