I'm a gay elder. I'm not an old homosexual
1/15/2024
“In the mid 1950s, when I was fourteen or fifteen, I told my mother I was homosexual: that was the word then, homosexual, in it’s full satanic majesty, cloaked in ether fumes, a combination of evil and sickness.’ From “My Lives” by Edmund White
“ She found herself, at sixty-five, telling younger friends that there was nothing to getting old, quite pleasurable really, for if this or that good took itself off, then all kinds of pleasures unsuspected by the young presented themselves, and one often found oneself wondering what the next surprise would be.” From “Love, Again” by Doris Lessing. from "65" in Joshua Pregar's book 100 Years
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Notes:
In the quote above, Ms Lessing wrote that “there is nothing to getting old”.
Old is like fag or homosexual or nigger.
Elder is like gay or black.
I’m a gay elder. I'm not an old homosexual.
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I HAVE NEVER FELT SO DECEIVED THAT WAS ACTUALLY A GOOD ONE PHILZA FUCKING MINECRAFT
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[Event "Live Chess"]
[Site "Chess.com"]
[Date "2024.01.15"]
[Round "?"]
[White "opponent"]
[Black "Xavier"]
[Result "0-1"]
[ECO "A00"]
[WhiteElo "192"]
[BlackElo "245"]
[TimeControl "1800"]
[EndTime "13:16:14 PST"]
[Termination "Xavier won by checkmate"]
1. h4 Nf6 2. Rh3 Nc6 3. Re3 d5 4. Rb3 Qd6 5. g3 d4 6. c3 Qd5 7. e3 Qh1 8. Nf3
Bh3 9. Rxb7 Qxf1# 0-1
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I Thought It Was Change
When I was young — before I understood —
All life to me brung what only to a child it should:
Innocence, happiness, spoils.
Then one day I left and everything changed.
Twice, made bereft, and twice was engaged
— psychologically broken, mentally strained, never ever the same.
I wish for those younger days, I wish for the smiles
That came to me in a gaze that nevermore styles
This existence, I know as life, cruel by design.
Any chance, any sign,
Any reverberance I’ll embrace —
If only I wasn’t desperate, if only I’d continued
In my darkness, hopeless, anger and wrath.
They tricked me,
Or didn’t I see?
I’ll never go back, no matter how hard
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THE MONACO CURSE IS BROKEN BITCHES
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stevieaiello: This past weekend was a blast at @iheartradio Alter Ego. Got to rip the stage with the epic @mikeyway and saw so many friends new and old. Until the next one.
[Jan 15, 2024]
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day 15 - 1/15/24 - spindle lilies
went for a full background on this one. i've done better but i'm pretty happy with it :)
i love these little fellows
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