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daz4i · 9 months

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not to tmi but. i used to think sex in general isn't for me bc it was boring and never pleasant even if i wanted it. but only doing anything sexual in the context of bdsm (and a lot of pain involved usually) definitely helped. anyway i think now the same thing is happening to me with romance and bloody and/or gruesome violence

#listen ppl telling me smth along the lines of 'i bet your blood tastes good' genuinely makes me blush .#regular flirting doesn't work on me that much (it usually goes over my head) but someone telling me they wanna play with my insides? well 🥴#...i am mentally unwell.#let's not try to read too deep into why i associate love with violence. i know why. no i didn't get therapy for that.#but yeah you can woo me so easily. i think if someone pulled a knife on me i would unironically say 'are we about to kiss'#god i need some toxic violent obsessive love in my life fr fr unfortunately this type of love is commonly frowned upon and might be illegal #(given. the extent of how far i wanna go with it at least. i need to find someone as crazy as me who would be willing to kill me fr 🥺)#hey remember how i started this post with not to tmi. yeah i think I'm past that by now so. sorry for the tmi #but if you wanna come over and kill me we can plan smth out on how you won't be found. no pressure. we can even kiss if you'd like tho.

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atsuwumus · 4 months

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𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓 . . .

Zayne, who had to stop wearing a smartwatch because it would alert him about his heart rate that spiked dangerously everytime he found himself around you.

Rafayel, who's ears turn red from the intensity of his blush whenever you get perhaps a little too close to him, brushing a hand over his arm, your knee knocking his underneath the table, all innocent touches that makes him go red.

Xavier, who's opted to start stuffing his hands into his pockets or hoodies so you wouldn't see how they trembled, or how they ached to hold your own. He can at least keep the fidgeting to himself that way.

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daniel-bruehl · 7 months

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"Rest in peace, Johnny..."

SIMON 'GHOST' RILEY CALL OF DUTY: MODERN WARFARE III (2023)

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gettinglitculttm · 3 months

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silly cat and silly month of love pt 2

Deer is one of my followers in game.

#i am mentally unwell #cotl fanart #cotl narinder #cotl lamb #cult of the lamb #narilamb #ignore the questionable shading #im new to this

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loveydive · 1 year

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The Tragedy of Hayakawa Aki - chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto

grief lessons: four plays by euripides, anne carson // chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto // deathless, catherynne m. valente // “untitled,” 2016, ink on paper, kara walker // james, clementine von radics // slide tackle, japanese breakfast // how to cure a ghost, fariha róisín // red glove, holly black // the letter, richard paul evans // interview with james hall, richard siken // ptolemaea, ethel cain // iq84, haruki murakami // the godfather, mario puzo // god's silence, franz wright // crush, richard siken // tumblr user ojibwe // when i was done dying, dan deacon

#csm #chainsaw man #hayakawa aki #aki hayakawa #webweaving #you know your girl is mentally unwell when she makes a webweaving post abt an anime character #web weaving #okay gonna spam every variataion fo teh spoilers tag now LOL #chainsaw man spoilers #csm spoilers #csm manga spoilers #chainsaw man manga spoilers #spoilers #hopefully that was enough #ANW #thinking about him SOOOO MUCHHH #man doomed by the narrative *twirls hair*#his character IS tragedy but i am still conflicted on which tragedy it is #was it inevitable? or was it preventable?#what is the hamartia in this story #is it a character flaw or his circumstances that were out of his control?#honestly think it can be viewed both ways #if he hadnt been so intent on revenge he wouldnt have ended up like this. but it was also circumstance bc makima is basically a god #but god gODD that last quote got me so good bc i was liek THATS LITERALLY IT #TAHTS AKI #anw after volume 9 i cried so many times after during the day and now im rotating him in my mind #my edit #EDIT: JUST READ A POST THAT SAID THAT GOOD TRAGEDY IS WHEN YOU CANT TELL WHETHER IT WAS CIRCUMSTANCE OR FLAW...#DROPPING TO MY KNEES....#thats it thats exactly it

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bitwein · 4 months

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To spend my tomorrows with you

I’m reuploading older works for archive reasons don’t mind me

#trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d. wolfwood #wein art #trimax #wolfwood #vashwood #I spent like two days like listening to iris by the goo goo dolls while drawing this #I was so mentally unwell about them #I still am #but I was like super unwell at that time

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spiked-mall-goth · 8 months

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whenever i get like really really mad i ask the person in closest proximity to me to pick a number between 1-7. and then i take a saw trap from the movie of choice and start imagining my least favorite people in it.

#spikes rambles #i am mentally unwell but it keeps me from like killing people so

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sikuena · 4 months

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idfk if the voltron tumblr people are still alive but i have crumbs

#vld kosmo #vld keith #voltron legendary defender #i am mentally unwell

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towards-toramunda · 9 days

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Caleb and Essek share scrunchies they told me themselves at brunch last weekend

#critical role #cr spoilers #essek thelyss #caleb widogast #I am mentally unwell right now #like #ESSEK?#MY MAN ESSEK???#SHOULDER LENGTH WAVY HAIR??????????#shadowgast

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universal-verringbebe · 2 months

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"Do I still need--" YES ZAYNE. CARNALLY. VISCERALLY. FERALLY AND BIBLICALLY.

#love and deepspace #love and deepspace zayne #i have not been able to think straight since i logged in today #i am actually mentally unwell after this update

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daz4i · 10 months

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i feel like being eaten by a beautiful boy would fix me

#like watching him taking a bite out of me or digging into my insides and getting covered in my blood. yknow?#...i am mentally unwell.

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thisiswhatmakesusgirrls · 6 days

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#girlblogging #female hysteria #girlblog #this is what makes us girls #i’m just a girl #female rage #hell is a teenage girl #girlhood #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #just a girl #i’m so tired #i am unwell #actually mentally ill #i am not okay

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nobody-likes-my-fav-characters · 7 months

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Little Things About Light Yagami That I Love

He almost always leans on his hand while sitting.

He isn’t quite fond of guns.

This is anime-only, but he likes walking around with his eyes closed.

Despite how the fandom seems to believe he’s ambidextrous, I think he’s right-handed. He wears his watch on his left arm and uses his right hand to write when he has both of his hands available. Him being able to use his other hand when necessary does not make him ambidextrous.

He’s rather quiet. He doesn’t engage in conversation a lot.

He likes video games.

His room is usually dim-lit.

He uses the subway to go to To-Oh.

He has his own stupid little tv in his room.

#i am mentally unwell about him #light yagami #death note #fypage #fyp #l lawliet #lawlight #misa amane #mello #ryuk #mihael keehl #near #nate river #rem #watari #anime

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howlonomy · 2 months

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Soooooo Monster Clover Swap au? I think that'd be a fun and silly little idea if you want, imagine the new shenanigans that could occur! (And also maybe seeing you draw Chujin again since he has not been drawn since Monster Clover was first revealed (not including mine), trust me I checked)

ok so i couldnt think of how to make it specifically monster clover so i. think i just made a swap au by accident??

#asked and answered #undertale yellow #uty swap au #i realize i could have just done an amalg clover and a revivedmonster kanako but i. am thorough. and you wanted chujin so i drew chujin :]#erm i am a little obsessed with mt swap chujin i made on the fly….. unfortunately i had to kill my fav (the roba) but. hopefully a maniacal #mad scientist is an ok replacement?? he is so mentally unwell

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knifefightscene · 9 months

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wake up babes new worst response to "i love you" just dropped

#i am sooo mentally unwell i love this #fleabag #good omens

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mdemn · 10 months

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if you love me, henry, you don’t love me in a way i understand.

wishbone - richard siken, never let me down again - depeche mode, you are jeff - richard siken, hum hallelujah- fall out boy, plainwater: essays and poetry - anne carson, henry & vito via @miasmat, ghismonda with the heart of guiscardo (detail, 1650) - bernardino mei, two children in a motel bed - ethel cain , you are jeff - richard siken, never let me down again - depeche mode, wishbone - richard siken, & wishbone - richard siken.

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