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zbase1 · 9 months

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most to least likely to get jealous easily

most

zhang hao

hanbin

gyuvin

taerae

ricky

jiwoong

matthew

least

explanations below the cut !!

zhang hao

— uh oh

— i genuinely think zhang hao would get jealous very easily

— and boy is he scary when he is jealous

— like he wouldn't even try to hide or tone down his expressions

— have you guys seen that clip of zhang hao's reaction when he saw gyuvin cuddling hanbin lmfao

— and the one where he gets up and manually separates jiwoong and taerae's hands

— bro was MAD

— overall zhang hao strikes me as a pretty possessive person and he is not afraid to proactively show it

— your sweater would get stuck on a doorknob while you were walking by and hanbin, who happened to be nearby, offers to detangle you

— hao sees the entire interaction and he is practically fuming

— storms up to you guys and immediately moves hanbin's hand away from your sweater

— "thanks hanbin, but i can take care of it from here"

— gets super touchy and doesn't let go of your hand for the next 30 minutes

— "hao, i'm not going anywhere, don't worry. also my hand is getting numb...."

— "oH sorry"

hanbin

—hanbin also strikes me as being quite possessive

— remember that one clip where zhang hao is touching taerae's leg and hanbin was in the back, watching it all unfold with a scary look on his face

— but then when taerae looks behind him to check for hanbin's expression, hanbin suddenly smiles like nothing happened

— so the main difference between zhang hao and hanbin is that hanbin actually tones down his emotions he is feeling at the time

— when he sees zhang hao showing you pictures on his phone while standing a little too close to you for his liking, hanbin sees literal red

— when you bring it up to him later,

— "is everything alright hanbin? i saw you glaring at me a while ago when i was with hao"

— "yes. everything is just fine. "

— he would feign a reassuring smile (a scarily believing one too)

— due to his leader position, hanbin has the tendency to be a control freak sometimes, and that translates over to your relationship with him as well

— but remember in that one video hanbin he said he resolves his anger easily

— so i think hanbin would quickly get over himself and acknowledge that there was no need for jealousy

— he eventually apologizes to you for acting this way

gyuvin

— i think gyuvin would get jealous quite easily since he is still quite young and needs more time to process this intense emotion

— gyuvin feels a twinge of jealously whenever he sees you laughing at ricky's jokes

— he would get insecure and start comparing himself to others :(

— tries to brush off his jealousy with humor

— "bitches be obsessed with y/n ⁉️ it's me i'm bitches ‼️🔥"

— "gyu, what's wrong?"

— "okay be honest y/n do you think ricky is funnier than me"

— reassuring gyuvin was really simple: just hug him

— gyuvin forgives you so quickly and wraps you in a big hug

taerae

— he is so gentle-natured and soft-hearted

— so i think taerae's heart would break a little when he overhears you asking matthew for advice about what shoes to pair with your outfit

— he is your boyfriend, NOT matthew!!! was his sense of style so awful you didn't wanna ask him for his opinion?

— lowkey gets offended but would never say that out loud

— instead he just becomes really really quiet

— taerae knows it's petty but he gives you the silent treatment and feels guilty about it the whole time

— taerae isn't trying to hurt you, but he just wants space and time for himself to think things through before he says anything he regrets

— comes out of hibernation after 24 hours and talks it through with you honestly

— "y/n i'm so sorry for ignoring you, i just wasn't being right in the head at the time and i let my emotions get the best of me"

ricky

— moderately gets jealous from time to time

— doesn't act like his usual self and sighs a lot out of frustration

— in my perspective, ricky is not usually touchy with loved ones, especially not in public

— but ricky starts acting more clingy than usual when he is jealous, which makes you ask him if everything was okay

— he admits to you that he didn't like it when you paid more attention to gyuvin's dog than him when you guys went over to gyuvin's the other day

— "ricky, you're jealous of..... eumpappa?" 💀

— "NO WHAT. well..... maybe a little. BUT i just wanted your attention :("

jiwoong

— i think jiwoong wouldn't really get jealous that often due to the life experiences and wisdom he already has (he is only 24 i accidentally made him sound ancient)

— being an actor, jiwoong definitely knows about having to kiss other actors while filming a romance drama,

— all while some actors are in their own actual relationships

— they know to set aside personal life for professionalism

— so i feel like jiwoong would understand and know how to separate the two

— knows that your relationsbip with him is valuable and you aren't trying to leave him when you spend alone time with the other boys

— honestly i can see jiwoong giving advice to the other boys who get jealous more often

— "taerae, i really think y/n just happened to ask matthew about the shoes because you had your airpods in and your head in a book. and no one wants to be interrupted when they're listening to music and reading."

matthew

— my boy matthew is so chill (it's the canadian in him)

— he almost never gets jealous

— except for maybe when you mention your childhood crush on nick from zootopia for some reason??? 💀

— matthew legit doesn't bat an eye when you tell him you're going to the grocery store to buy some ingredients for taerae's birthday cake

— "i wanna come along y/n!!! i know exactly what taerae would like."

— it's so sweet how matthew fully trusts you and the other zb1 boys

— if anything, matthew usually ENCOURAGES you to hang out with his friends

— smiley boy isn't worried at all

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globaloppaaa · 8 months

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omg I just read your Matthew things post and my delusions are being fueled sjdkk 🥹🥹 would it be possible to request headcanons for looking after hanbin + hao + matthew when they’re sick? I’m so weak for fluffy stuff like that 😭

glad i could feed your delusions bb 😌 and ahh how cute of a request!! i can absolutely do that for you!

might add jiwoong in there too, juuust to complete the hyung line 🥰

in sickness and in health

ft. zb1 hyung line

warnings: nothin’ but fluff :3

jiwoong will fully believe he can take care of himself until you force him to lie down and give himself a break while you prepare him his necessities. you’ll find him to be a little grumpy at your attempts to care for him, and It takes him a while to realize that he feels much better when someone he loves wants nothing more than to help him feel his best. Eventually becomes quite shy at your kind gestures, murmuring quiet ‘thank you’s whenever you simply pass by. Even if you’re attention isn’t on him in that moment, the fact you’re present at a time when he’s most vulnerable makes his heart melt.

zhang hao will genuinely need your help, because he embraces his emotional diva when he isn’t his usual, healthy self. “babyyyy can you run to the store for meee.” “honey there’s this soup recipe i’ve been dying to tryyyy.” “don’t forget to set the air conditioner down to 68!! my temperature is rising againn 😣.” He forgets about everything he said and did to you by morning, and desperately apologizes for his immature attitude. You reassure him with countless acts of affection that you’d never mind, because he’s opening his heart, and letting himself trust you at such a sensitive time. Knowing you’re determined on making him feel his greatest makes him fall in love with you more than he ever thought he could.

hanbin is definitely the kind of guy that doesn’t take help from people easily. He’s so used to leading and caring for others all the time, so it doesn’t come as much of a surprise when you find him dizzily swaying himself over to the kitchen to make himself food or grab another dose of medicine. having you be the one running around for him makes him feels worse than the illness that aches his body, fretting over something like his mere sickness. It’ll take numerous attempts, with lots of sweet talk to lay him back down before he begins to enjoy being take care of for once, especially by the one he loves so dearly.

matthew on the other hand lives for the extra quality time he gets to spend with you at first. however, it’s soon followed by his piling anxious thoughts and insecurities. ‘what if i’m too demanding?’ ‘am i being selfish?’ ‘are they thinking little of me?’. He begins to get inside his own head for greedily using his time to admire your love for him, instead of trying to get himself back into a healthy state. He wants to be able to leave you worryless and carefree, but can only rebel your affection so much when he isn’t dead asleep lmao. the way you play with his hair, stroke his cheek, and fix his sheets is enough to make him understand the tender care he’s receiving comes from nothing less than all the love you have for him. he’ll, it’s even enough to knock that man right out.

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matthyeu · 11 months

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perfect boy ― zh.

pairing ⇢ zhang hao x ftm!reader

genre ⇢ hurt/comfort

warnings ⇢ gender dysphoria

word count ⇢ 792

synopsis ⇢ you can always count on zhang hao to cease your worries about your gender.

hao was not expecting silence upon entering the apartment. usually you were ready to greet him every time he came home from a long day of work. it was unusual for it to be as quiet as it was. if not waiting for him, he would expect you to be immersed in your latest tv show obsession.

however, it wasn’t completely silent. once he stopped his steps, he could hear some faint sounds coming from inside your shared room. he furrowed his eyebrows, walking towards the door to find out what it was.

his face shifted immediately from a confused expression to a worried one when he realized this wasn’t any sound. it was you crying.

without any further hesitation, he pushed open the door to reveal you face down on the bed. the way you held the pillow over your ears probably muffled everything, so you might have not known he had come home. you were like that, always tuning out the outside world in times of despair so you could listen to yourself. whatever happened must have been serious.

he carefully sat on the bed, the sudden dip pulling you out of your session. you whipped your head around, meeting eyes with your boyfriend. “ah, when did you come home?” you asked, voice breaking halfway through.

“shhhh it’s okay i just came home. don’t worry about it,” he whispered, trying to keep the calm mood up for you, “what happened?”

you looked hesitant to tell him, but he would never force it out of you. he wanted you to always be comfortable with him, so he made sure to respect your boundaries. he didn’t expect you to tell him, not to mention what you told him.

“do i really look like a girl?”

“huh?”

immediately, you started breaking down again, forcing your head back into the covers. it seemed his answer, well lack thereof, triggered it again. regret came over him. it just caught him by surprise, so it wasn’t his intention to not deny your worries.

panicked, he placed a hand on your back, trying to console you as much as he could with his touch. you wouldn’t hear him if he started now. he had to wait until you stopped your session again to say anything.

luckily, it worked, the feeling of his thumb rubbing circles on your back always seemed to bring you some sort of solace. you took a deep breath, trying to suck in all the tears you could.

“i’m sorry–” he cut you off right there.

“don’t be sorry dear, i’m sorry for not being able to respond to your worries right away. i was just caught by surprise because in no universe would you look like a girl. you are the most handsome boy i’ve ever seen.”

“are you sure?”

“positive.”

“but…” oh here was where he’d get the story of who made his love cry. “it’s just. i felt so comfortable today. i picked out such a great outfit. i looked in the mirror, and for once, i actually felt so comfortable. i looked, and there really was a boy there.”

“there’s always a boy there,” he corrected, not wanting you to try to downgrade your own gender identity.

you rolled his eyes at his interruption but felt very happy he did intervene on that day. it made you smile a bit before continuing your story.

“besides the point. i went to the café, and after taking my order, he said ‘have a nice day ma’am.’ just…what part of me looks like a ma’am? i thought i looked so masc today, but that made it all crash down. i couldn’t even say anything.”

“well that person’s just stupid,” hao finally responded, not letting you continue. he didn’t want you to relive that experience because it was utter bullshit.

“you think?”

“dearest, you are my wonderful boyfriend, the only boy i could ever have eyes for. you do not look the slightest like a girl. i can’t believe people are that blind. maybe they just need extra thick glasses to see past the transphobia. they don’t know anything. please don’t listen to them. you are so much more than what they have to say.”

when you broke down again, crying into his shoulder, another wave of panic washed over him. had he said something wrong?

“dear, are you okay? did i say something wrong?” he quickly asked.

you shook your head quickly before throwing your arms around his neck. “you are just so perfect, the perfect boy. i can’t believe i have someone like you.”

he laughed, wrapping his arms around your waist to pull yourself close to him. “no, you are the perfect boy, and i don’t want anyone telling you otherwise.”

#🐨 ― matthyeu #zerobaseone #zb1 #zb1 x reader #zerobaseone x reader #zerobaseone imagines #zb1 scenarios #zb1 drabbles #zhang hao #zb1 hao #zhang hao x reader #zb1 hao x reader #zhang hao imagines #zhang hao drabble #hurt/comfort

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randomingoftherandomness · 6 months

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Your top 10 c-actors and top 10 c-actresses?

Oooo hm. I'll be honest with you and say that I don't actually watch as much Chinese dramas as people might think haha... It takes a very special premise to pull me in and even then, I usually don't end up liking 70% of whatever is on and abandoning it by the 3rd episode.

That said, I'm going to limit my picks to the top 5 off the top my head in each category. These are actors and actresses who, by virtue of their names being attached to a project, will get me interested in making it to episode 5 and of whom I have watched more than 2 projects that they've been a part of.

Actors

Leo Wu

Our family's Fei Liu 🥰 I know, I know. Didi is the furthest thing from Fei Liu these days, but in my mind, he'll forever be Fei Liu and there's a huge part of me that will always adore him for that. Throughout the years, his projects have been a hit or a miss with me. Either I'll like them or I won't. Which is what I like. I don't want to like everything my faves are part of.

Joseph Zeng

(Look at that happy baby hahaha)

I can't remember which project I first saw him in, or how he even pinged on my radar. But before I knew it, I'd watched three of his dramas and I was about to watch more.

Qin Hao

THIS. DUDE. He's such a powerhouse of an actor and I AM--

He chooses some of the most intense projects and I'm so, so here for them. There's this magnetic quality to the way he acts and every time I get to see him onscreen, I'm absolutely mesmerised. I also have to be honest and say that I haven't had a change to work through his body of work, but I think it's just a matter of time (and mental space) before I do.

Liu Yuning

I believe some moots on this hellsite have had front row seats to my thirsting of this tall, thin, sassy da ge and I won't apologise for any of it. 100//10 would climb him in a heartbeat.

I fell for his voice first before I even knew his face (花开早天知晓天莫笑天亦老~~!!!) and then I saw his face and BAM. Goner. Goodbye ovaries. You might be thinking, oh Gab you're just horny on main for him, to which I will say, yes, yes I am. Isn't that reason enough for me to have gone watch the variety show he was on WITHOUT SUBS. My banana ass went through a lot for this man ok? That's love.

Zhang Linghe

HIM. Saw him in Maiden Holmes. Watched how he acts with his eyes. Okay. Sold. Over the last couple of years, the one drama I really wanted to see him in was the TGCF live action adaptation, which as we all will know, won't be seeing the light of day any time soon. He was actually on my fancast list for Hua Cheng and I was pretty gratified when they announced that he was taking on the role.

He's been doing well for himself and I've liked him the dramas that have caught my eye, and I look forward to what he will bring to the table next. Even if he had been, unfairly in my opinion, saddled with this perception that his dramas have a difficult time getting to air.

Actress

Zhao Liying

Zhao Liying is someone with a face that is so sweet that you'd go into her projects thinking that she's going to portray one type of character then getting body slammed into a spiral of a drama length like The Story of Minglan.

Zhao Lusi

This woman is on track to being the best actress of her generation. Period. You can't fight me on this because you know I'm right.

She's an absolute powerhouse and there's this sense about her that she isn't afraid to get ugly, go roll in the mud and get dirty just to portray a character. I love that about her. There's just this sense of joy to watch her act because she's not just embodying the character, she IS the character. I wouldn't be surprised if her international audience reach is really big because it's what a Queen like her deserves.

Tian Xiwei

Now, she is someone that I never thought I would be into. But I think the dimples should have been a good indication that I was gonna get suckered into her projects and for that, I'm glad. I've only seen bits and bobs of three of her projects, but if the way that I am actually intrigued by the projects she takes on is any clue, I think I'll be sufficiently entertained.

Liu Mintao

Every time I see her, I wanna just be on my knees and call her Mother.

She is absolutely fantastic in every role she takes on. The gentle but steely Consort Jing in Nirvana in Fire? The nurturing and protective Ming Jing in The Disguiser? Check and Check. Love her. I low key think she's a chameleon. Her body of work speaks to the quality of her acting.

Esther Yu

(listen. LISTEN. I HAD TO INCLUDE ONE OF THE HOTTEST KISS SCENES IN CDRAMALAND THAT ISN'T A DEAD FISH LIPS SITUATION OK)

The first time she ever pinged on my radar, it was because of her antics with Lisa from Blackpink during her Produce days. Found her cute and endearing, but that was it. And then came Love Between Fairy and Devil. Without knowing, I fell in love with her charms. She is another actress I think isn't afraid to own being neck deep in the nitty and gritty and not looking perfect. I'm very interested to see what sort of projects she takes on, and judging by her Yun Weishan in My Journey to You, I think there'll be much to anticipate.

#leo wu #wu lei #qin hao #joseph zeng #zeng shunxi #liu yuning #Zhang linghe #zhao liying #zhao lusi #rosie zhao #liu mintao #esther yu #yu shuxin #gab rambles #if you connected the dots that most of the actors on this list are dmbj alums congrats #have a cookie :>

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haobinssecretlovechild · 10 months

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YOUTH: CHAPTER 1

Weeks passed by, and finally a big moment for our Boys Planet partecipants arrived: the signal song!

They did their best to change their star level, luckily Hao managed to mantain his status as an all star, but now was Sung Hanbin’s turn.

Hao watched Hanbin from the screen outside the star level test re-evaluation room, to Hao’s eyes, Sung Hanbin was the most handsome and charismatic human being he ever seen, he was totally all over him.

When Sung Hanbin finishes his “here i am” performance as his final pose he took from his pocket a star and placed it from the blank space on his sign, since he was rank as a three star. Everyone went wild when they saw this move, Hao in particularly stood up from his place with his eyes and mouth wide open: Hanbin was not also a talented dancer, vocalist with an appearance of an angel. He was also very confident when it comes to show off his skills as an artist, so Hao began to admire him even more.

Sung Hanbin managed to move from three stars to an all star, as expected from the hype that even the mentors gave to him.

Time passed to this day and now the moment of truth finally came: they were about to announce who will become the center of each group and who will end up obtain the killing part by standing on the main step.

Two names.

And the two names were:

«Sung Hanbin and Zhang Hao»

the announcer said, that means one thing: Hao was finally about to spend time close to his crush.

——

The first day of practice came and they were about to try the bridge part of the choreography, Hao and Sung Hanbin were at the center of the step were the all star trainees were.

And finally the magic moment came, their eyes met when they did their part of the coreography, Hao’s heart skipped a beat but Hanbin on the other hand gave him a neutral look.

the second day came and as usual, Hao and Hanbin were at their own platform as it was still down.

There was an embarrassing silence, and Hao took the courage and decided to break it.

«hey»

Hao shyly greeted him.

Hanbin immediately gave him a big and friendly smile.

«You’re supposed to be my rival, aren’t you?»

Hanbin jokes.

On the other hand Hao was red as he was overwhelmed by the typical feelings of the butterflies in the stomach, “that beautiful smile…” … He immediately composed himeself as he didn’t want to look like a weirdo in front of Sung Hanbin in person.

«A rival? oh that’s kinda harsh, I mean… We’re not about to fight in a war, don’t we?»

the chinese boy laughed.

«well, so… You won this round… You’re ranked first and you’re the one between us to have the killing part»

Hao added.

Hanbin put a hand on one of his shoulder and said:

«Well, it’s too early to say this, you’re also very talented! maybe you can easily surpass me»

«oh you’re so sweet…»

Hao talked

«… To think that there will be a tiny tiny possibility for me to surpass you»

Hanbin put the other hand on his other shoulder, like he wanted to encourage him.

«tiny? can you believe in yourself just a little beat, sir? I think you can do it»

Hanbin talked and he genuinely smiled at him.

«If you say so»

Hao said, he didn’t want to contradict him, he was to cute and sweet he didn’t have the nerve to decide to start an argument with him

Weeks passed by and finally something between Hao and Sung Hanbin developed: they were seen as the duo royalty, they were K and G’s centers, something big was coming for them, but in the end Hao finally managed to make interractions with Sung Hanbin.

But still: he thinks that Sung Hanbin was unreachable.

——

One of the biggest moment came: the first mission.

Hao was chosen by Keita to take part on the Kill this Love team, along with: Wang Zihao, Min, Chen Kuanjui and Seok Matthew.

Seok Matthew was THE closest friend of Hanbin, maybe Hao will ask some advice to him about Hanbin, but now they had a lot of work to do: they must put their performance and beat the K group with the battle song.

Hao was their leader and the main vocalist and Keita obtained the killing part, so when the others obtained their own role in this performance they started to practice.

The dark hours came by, all the trainees went to their dorms and he had to share the room with his teammates. When he entered to the room he found Matthew sitting on his bed, so this was Hao’s to talk to his crush best friend and ask for help.

«Hey, Matthew I want to tell you something…»

he shyly said… Did he really have the intention to tell his crush’s best friend his feelings for him?

He was embarrassed of that idea but… Did he have a second option?

«Zhang Hao, right? oh sure, spill it out»

the canadian boy said and he invited Hao to sit next to him.

The chinese boy sited next to Matthew as he was unsure to spill the hot tea about himself, but Hao was kind of desperate about Hanbin's topic, so he decided to talk about his situation by using the "I know this person" card.

«Well... I know this person. This person discovers the meaning of love at first sight as he saw this dude walking into the same room as theirs»

he started to tell.

«But what if you actually know this dude. What if you and this dude are actually very close friends and... And the person I know tells you that they have a crush on your friend... what would you do?»

But on the other hand, Matthew wasn’t stupid, he knew what the chinese boy was talking about and he actually saw the chemistry between him and his best friend.

«So there’s a person has a crush on someone I know, right? Well, I’m kind of jealous and overprotective»

the canadian answered.

«But I still want to help because you deserve all the happiness and my support»

He continued.

«You…?» Hao turned bright red from the embarrassment, he knew that Matthew got what he was going to say.

«Well I guess I don’t have to hide anything to you»

Hao nervously laughed

«Thank you…»

he said shyly

«No problem! We’re friends of course I’m willing to help you!»

Matthew giggled as he saw Hao’s reaction.

But soon they heard the door opening, they first thought that was Keita, but it turned out to be Sung Hanbin and he was wearing a sleeveless shirt.

“Jesus Christ” Hao thought.

Disclaimer from the author: as always I wanted to remember that since english is not my first language, I apologize for eventual grammar or spelling mistakes. Also, I wanted to know that I have on my mind to do a spin-off of this story where the main character pov is Matthew

#zerobaseone #zb1 fluff #zb1 fanfiction #zb1 zhang hao #zerobaseone sung hanbin #zhang hao #sung hanbin #boys planet #haobin

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ninbayphua · 3 years

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八三夭《盗墓笔记》官方主题曲《所信非神》 That In Which I Believe In Is Not God - ENG SUBS

So this is the first time I've actually properly translated and subtitled a song 😂 I tried to keep to the original wording as much as I could but there are few places where it's kinda vague or where the wording is just too awkward so I went with meaning or my own interpretation of the lyrics instead. 👀

List of Interpretations

1. 与宿命论个主臣 in a word for word translation would be "debating with Fate who is the master and who is the servant" which basically means they're fighting over superiority.

2. 当自己不死之身 is a really interesting one because 当 has 2 different meanings depending on which intonation is being used and this isn't always clear in songs cuz intonations get kinda murky in singing. Anyways, 'dāng' means to pretend whereas 'dàng' means to pawn. Since I interpreted this song as both from Wu Xie's and Xiao Ge's POV I decided to include both potential interpretation in my subtitling. So it can either mean "pawning my immortality" in Xiao Ge's POV or "pretending I have an immortal body" in Wu Xie's case.

Song Overview (Wu Xie's & Xiao Ge's POV):

Ok I read the song as being from BOTH Wu Xie's and Xiao Ge's POV instead of just one but that's my personal interpretation @thosch3i covered most of Wu Xie's POV and my own interpretation of the lyrics are pretty similar so I'll elaborate from there. This is how the song goes for me:

I give you a look with lost innocence of days past and gone that's tucked away in forgetfulness. (This is without question Wu Xie speaking because of the play on words - Tian Zhen)

Let the sound of raindrops gloss over the unsolved questions, let the sharpest blade be sealed away for safekeeping in this instant when life is at its most peaceful (OK, this could be either Wu Xie or Xiao Ge speaking to the other because both of them have a lot of unsolved questions: Wu Xie still doesn't know what happened to his San Shu and Xiao Ge is still looking for answers to his past. Both Xiao Ge and Wu Xie have been referred to as the sharpest blade of the Nine Gates. In Wu Xie's case, it's when he lost his innocence and became 邪帝 in the Sha Hai era. Xiao Ge was shaped to be a weapon ever since he was a baby stolen from his mother so it goes without saying he is the sharpest blade of the Nine Gates. (There's a saying that Wu Xie ended up becoming like Xiao Ge and Li Cu becoming like Wu Xie during his Tian Zhen era which I think is a pretty accurate reading but a discussion for another time.) Basically, regardless of which of them that's speaking they're telling the other to let go of all the questions tormenting them and sealing away the past and the way they've been conditioned to become a weapon for the Nine Gates and just live peacefully in Rain Village from now on - I'm assuming this is post Sha Hai.

My death, my life, it's not up to the ghosts and gods to intervene (Honestly, this can be either Wu Xie or Xiao Ge depending. Both are very stubborn and don't believe in leaving things up to fate.)

a wait of ten years, I've long since stopped smiling, stopped crying, stopped feeling pain, challenging fate to see who is superior (This could be Xiao Ge but I read it as more Wu Xie because of Qin Hao's line in Sha Hai when Hei Ye said "I still feel a bit of pain from time to time" and Wu Xie just straight up said "I've stopped feeling pain a long time ago".)

Pawning my immortality / Pretending I have an immortal body, to leave for you a gateway of life, this life was not in vain. (This is probably my favourite line of the song because is so freakin beautifully written? The reason there's an either or translation for the line I've explained above so we're just gonna do meta here. OK so in Xiao Ge's POV he went to guard the Bronze Gates in Wu Xie's stead to protect him so he could live a happy life. Essentially he is exchanging his immortality for Wu Xie's life because it was initially Wu Xie's fate to guard the Bronze Gates and he'd probably die in the process. Xiao Ge's immortality for Wu Xie having a life of happiness and innocence is worth it to him. He is using his immortality in exchange for a way for Wu Xie to live by going behind those gates. Remember that line: 用我一生换你十年天真无邪 my life in exchange for ten years of your innocence? That's basically what I think they're referring to. The reversed applies. It's Xiao Ge's responsibility to keep the Wang clan in check. Since Xiao Ge sacrificed himself so Wu Xie could live the life he wanted, Wu Xie decided to do the same for Xiao Ge by getting rid of the Wangs completely so Xiao Ge could be free to live the life he wanted when he exited the gates. Wu Xie wasn't trained like Xiao Ge nor did he have an immortal body like the Zhangs or had their self healing and magical qilin blood but he will pretend that he has all of those and take on the Wangs , wiping them out to give Xiao Ge a way out of being used by the Nine Gates again when he exits the gates, giving him a chance to live the life he wants. Even if he knows he could potentially die doing this, it's still worth it to him. Remember that line after Xiao Ge's: 只愿尽我一世无邪换你百载浅笑无忧 emptying all of my entire life's innocence in exchange for a hundred years of your easy smiles and lack of worries? That's what I think the song is referring to.)

Not even for a day in my entire life have I ever believed in ghosts or gods, but I spent ten years believing in one person. Even if the world is too cold, there is still your lingering warmth in my heart, I'll still rush into the journey, no matter how unfathomable the wasteland or perilous the path, never questioning whether it's fortune or calamity. Honestly, in my entire life, I've never believed in gods, only believed in them. (This can be both Xiao Ge and Wu Xie because the only person Xiao Ge believes in is Wu Xie - and Pang Zi. Vice versa, the only person Wu Xie believes in is Xiao Ge - and Pang Zi. None of them believe in fate or ghosts or gods but they believe in each other and only each other. Wu Xie is Xiao Ge's only connection in the world - thus the lingering warmth in my hear bit - and I'm pretty sure Xiao Ge also holds a special spot in Wu Xie's heart during the Sha Hai era when he becomes a hardened man. We see that flash of Tian Zhen softness when he's talking to Li Cu about Xiao Ge and Pang Zi. He even admits at the time that he has an obsession: to pick up Xiao Ge when he exits the Bronze Gates and take him home. Also, PingXie is constantly rushing head first into danger for one another? Even Pang Zi made a comment on this in Ultimate Note after the sword gifting ceremony that when Xiao Ge lost his memories, Wu Xie accompanies him on his journey and helps him look for his lost memories; when Wu Xie is in danger or gets into trouble in his obsessive search for answers and his San Shu, Xiao Ge comes to his rescue. Even in Reunion, Xiao Ge says he'll follow Wu Xie on his journey to Thunder City in search of answers and his San Shu. Neither of them ever question whether it is fortune or calamity that will befall them on these journeys. They'll go through hell fire and high waters for each other regardless of consequences.)

Exchanging gazes, in it are new sprouts of innocence, all old hatred tossed and tucked away in forgetfulness. (Xiao Ge talking about Wu Xie - post Sha Hai, now that Xiao Ge is back and Wu Xie isn't emo anymore, we see a bit of his Tian Zhen coming back, Xiao Ge can probably see it too. The edges aren't gone but there are now some softness growing back. There are new sprouts of innocence in Wu Xie's eyes again.)

But there are still spirits to drink together, and extra cigarettes enough to share, if there's us and the rest of our lives, then it is the greatest of good dreams. That in which I believe in is not a god. Entrusting my life and soul to you with a smile on the wretched battlefield, even the gods of death themselves must submit under the sword, the world has too many uncertainties, only this is the sole surety. But even the sharpest blade is also mere flesh and blood, I wish to give him affection and to let him rest and recuperate. (This can be either Wu Xie or Xiao Ge referring to their retired life in Rain Village that having just us - the iron triangle - as well as the rest of our lives then it's the best dream come true they could wish for. Also, Wu Xie and Xiao Ge's only belief is in each other but neither sees the other as a god. Wu Xie is unarguably human and Wu Xie sees Xiao Ge as human instead of a weapon or a god so it works both ways. Both Wu Xie and Xiao Ge are considered to be the sharpest blades of the Nine Gates with a tendency to go against fate and death. In Xiao Ge's case even death must bow its head under his sword and abide by his rule whereas in Wu Xie's case he himself is the sword so to speak and that he has defied death so many times as well as planned the death of the Wangs that in a way, death is under his control and has to do this bidding. I think it's also referring to the saying 麒麟一笑，阎王绕道；天真一笑，麒麟开道 when the qilin - a.k.a Xiao Ge - smiles even the lord of the underworld will make a detour to avoid his path; a smile of innocence - when Tian Zhen a.k.a Wu Xie smiles - the qilin clears the way. Not sure if this was in the original books or if it's just a comment made by fans online or by NPSS during interviews but it's pretty legit interpretation in my opinion. PingXie is each other's only constant in a world of uncertainties and they see the other as a human, not a god or weapon/blade to be used for the Nine Gates. I think after Sha Hai when Xiao Ge exits the Bronze Gates both are so wounded and scarred that they want to do is to give the other affection and for them to rest and recuperate from what they've suffered in those 10 years and more.)

Even a lifetime as a god, there can also be a moment, a minute of being an ordinary human. (Wu Xie referring to Xiao Ge that even though he has lived as a god for his entire life, there are still brief moments where he too can be an ordinary human. Xiao Ge is just an ordinary human, just like Wu Xie and Pang Zi.)

Anyways, sorry about the long post but that's about it I think. I'll add on if I ever think about anything in the future. Hope this post was helpful 😂

#盗墓笔记 grave robbers' chronicles #瓶邪 pingxie #张起灵 zhang qi ling #吴邪 wu xie #ninbayphua 墨彦 #song lyrics translation and subtitling #meta

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swankitty · 5 years

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transposed here at the request of @syncogon , now everyone gets to see me getting emo over blossom duo and zhang jiale >:3c

so i read chapter 1487, as you do, and i

The Hundred Blossoms playstyle was protection, was cover; it filled the openings left by teammates; it augmented the teammates' offensives. This was an extremely careful and thorough playstyle. It wasn't something that could be accomplished just by throwing around complicated controls - that kind of Hundred Blossoms wasn't a true Hundred Blossoms.

this makes me so SAD because zhang jiale's playstyle is meant to be used in tandem with others, it covers, protects, augments. it's careful, controlled, DELIBERATE, even if the flashy, eye-catching gunfire seems to suggest the opposite. it's not meant to be used alone, so when zjl has to take on szp's role as the main aggressor and main attacker, of course his play style breaks. it changes. it's adapt or die, and at the end of the day zjl is still a pro player and there's still that never-ending hope to chase :'')

it also makes me extra sad that zjl didn't have the option of integrating the rest of hb into his style? on one hand this was probably a flaw in that system: a team built on the backs of two people was never gonna last. it makes me wonder if zjl and szp were too blinded by themselves to consider the gap between their ability and the rest of the team's ("we'll make it work." "there's still time." "opportunities will come." but. idk. complacency? kunming has a lack of talents? hb is not good at/too poor to entice up and coming talents? conflicts between ambitious new rookies and the established blossom duo pair??? WHO KNOWS)

but whatever it was, it accumulates into a lack of trust, understanding, communication between zjl and the rest of the team. and it ends up with zjl carrying the team by himself. and the more i think about his playstyle being meant for teamwork the more it breaks me :))) i wonder if it felt like he'd lost part of himself: in the past szp could set the rhythm and take charge, and zjl could focus on what he does best!!

His technique simply reflected his personality; this was just the kind of person he was.

but now zjl has to do it all. and it makes me uber sad that zjl's resulting style was characterized as desperate. frantic. like you make an all-in deal and it fails when it matters the most. just...thinking about that endless uphill trudge makes me want to lie down and sleep

BUT ALSO!! TO END ON A HAPPY NOTE!! i'm thinking about....how it's all about the process...zjl's time as a one-man team refined his skills, now his time with tyranny has him apply those mechanics to a team environment again....season 8 showed that their teamwork + strength was an strong contender for the championship, and there's no way that could have been achieved w/out the experience of the old gen plus tight teamwork etc etc

and zjl understands a lot about working intimately in a team; kind of like su mucheng in her ultra support role: none of that understanding would be possible without the zjl's hb style. at this point, it's also about teaching and raising the next gen :'') which, i firmly believe he'd be really good at :'')

after all, glory is not a single player game :'')

addressing hundred blossoms as a team, in the aftermath of this:

there’s definitely a standard of coordination blossom duo had with the rest of the team: you don't get to the finals 2, 3 times without having strong teamwork and leadership. but the rest of the team was probably built around supporting and supplementing blood & blossoms, because why wouldn't it? it's just, like you said, the gap szp left was way to big for anyone to take up, and that no one could, either from within the team or outside it speaks to the way the strategy is built + how the strategy affected the mind space of hb (b&b being the "core image" of the team, and management, who i presume wanted to keep b&b for marketing purposes)

but still, the fact that one of the only other named hb character's trait is literally "he was average but still persisted" is a little indicative of, imo, how hb isn't able to really...move on? git gud? of course we're all sad about older players leaving, and there's probably financial/tactical reasons to not really overhaul the roster, but...still. it contributes to hb's problem of being solidly middle tier w/out a leader.

and of course, zjl: b&b itself probably means a lot to him, even if there was a talented berserker to fill that spot, how successful would it be? at the end of the day, i believe that if it worked then zjl would stick with it unless something about the player egregiously offended him, but you'd never really reach that Full Potential state again. i feel like the "what if szp was here--" would hang over zjl's head even more that it does in canon, b/c in canon he has no choice but to completely break free; in this scenario it's almost like he has to contend with a substitute.

tang hao was raised to be a melee attacker that hb sorely needed, and maybe zjl retired with the hope that tang hao and zou yuan would be able to take up the mantle? it’s unfortunate that not only did tang hao leave to search for his own glory, but a viable berserker candidate didn’t appear until yu feng decided it was time to make a name for himself.

#the king's avatar #quan zhi gao shou #zhang jiale #sun zheping #blossom duo #team hundred blossoms #swankitty talks #i'm feeling emotional in this chili's tonight #i love zhang jiale so much...if you couldn't tell :^)#ty to the discord for indulging me in blossom duo emo hours #post!

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oh-beyond · 7 years

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The Postman AU - Part 5

Your parents tried to have children for years… They were desperate to conceive a child, almost gave up on the idea, until finally your mother got pregnant with you. Fragile child, born underweight and prematurely. You were the light of their eyes. Now you were a teenager and still treated you as if you were going to get broken. Homeschooled and trapped in your house. You didn’t need anything from the outside world.

Nothing. Until you saw the postman one day.

Angst/Fluff/Smut

Lay x reader

Masterlist

< Part 4 - Part 6 >

Summary: I was official engaged to Zhang Yixing medical student… everything looked and felt perfect, but your mother had other plans…

“She- I don’t know it was like she was going to die… I was like killing her, I do- Junmyeon-ah… I didn’t even touch he- I mean we didn’t…”

“Calm down, calm down Xing, I understand you are nervous and explaining might be a be difficult, but maybe you went on her too fast? Rushed? It’s understandable in your first time”

“Junmyeon-ah, you are not listening, I didn’t do anything, I was just… I was just, it was just a kiss, and she couldn’t handle it”

“Oh”

“I am such a bad person, like selfish and I hate myself right now”

“Yixing, you are none of what you just called yourself, it’s normal to want and feel these desires, I still can’t believe you kept yourself intact for so long, I guess it’ll have to be baby steps”

“I don’t think I can do this, it’s just not OK. Everything”

“Also understandable if you don’t want to carry the burden of a sick wife, I mean I know I wouldn’t be abl-”

“What are you saying? You are not understanding my point! I thought you were better than this! I am taking advantage of her money, I am no one, plus I wanted those things that she can’t give me, I am greedy and not a good human being”

Junmyeon fell silent for a moment not beleiving there could be someone on the face of earth this genuine and pure as Zhang Yixing. He knew his friend was one of a kind, but not to this extent.

“I am sorry friend” he patted on Yixing’s back “I guess I am not as good as you are because none of that crossed my mind. I’d just like to look at the situation from a different point of view, not as dark as Baekhyun sees things, and not as platonic as you see them”

“How do you mean?”

“Alright, for starters you are not a bad person, like that is far from being true, let’s look at it this way” Junmyeon continued “yes you will get the money from Moon Changwook to pay for your tuition, I had many times offered you this and you never agreed”

“Bu-”

“Let me finish. You clearly like this girl so anything to be close to her. I’d even say at this point that you love her because here you were ready to finally do it with her”

“Junmyeon~~~”

“Listen to me till the end. I know that it might look to some people including her mother that you are taking advantage of the situation. But I think differently. You have no other way to get close to her but to agree to Chanwook’s offer. Even though you know that ___ might not be 100% be able to make you happy”

“She will! I don’t care about that! I love her, I really do”

“And giving up on something like that Yixing is angelical behaviour. I still can’t believe you are for real. Now come one take my car, you will be late for your appointment Dr. Zhang” added Junmyeon, finally getting a smile out of Yixing.

*****

“Good morning Yixing son! You look really good. Are you ready to go? You are lucky the dean of the university is a good friend of mine, he will make an exception and let you in even though the course started 3 months ago” your dad talked but Yixing was moving his head looking behind him to see if he could get a glimpse of you.

“Son? I’m talking to you”

“Yes sajang-nim. I apologise”

“Please call me abeoji. You want to see her, don’t you?”

“Ahm… no- I mean yes, bu-”

Your father looked at his watch and smiled “well I guess you actually came a bit too early. She is in the study room, she is very lazy and hates studying, maybe you could go encourage her. No wedding if she doesn’t pass this year”

“Thanks you sajang-nim”

“Abeoji son, call me abeoji” Yixing bowed shyly, still not used to it.

He walked behind his father-in-law to be, your dad brought him to walk alongside with him “please act more relaxed, this will be your house after all”

That shook Yixing, he never really thought were you were going to live when you got married, and when your dad said it like that it did shook him. As if the accusation for taking advantage was getting more undeniable.

He wasn’t comfortable and he didn’t like it.

“Right, she is inside that room. I will give you mmm, is 15 minutes alright?”

“Oh, saj- abeoji, you are so kind thanks so much” Yixing bowed again a 90º bow.

“No worries son, she is your fiancée after all, it’s the least I can do now that you can’t really go out. I wish I could do more”

Could do more? What more could your dad do? Yixing felt really bad… nevertheless he went to see you.

Before he had the chance to knock the door it was being opened and you were pulling him inside, encircling your arms around his neck.

“Whoah! I take it you weren’t studying young lady”

“Yixing oppa, I missed you” you spoke in the crock of his neck.

“Really? I was just here hours ago” he caressed your hair and your back.

“I can’t wait for you to live with us, I’m so happy oppa”

Yixing exhaled… he wasn’t getting used to hear that. He wasn’t liking the sound of it.

“Baobei, go back to study now, I will come visit again I promise”

“Come everyday, please” you detached yourself to look at his face.

“I’ll try, now go back to what you were doing”

“Ammm, I really am a bit lost, maybe you can help me study, when you are back?”

“Let me see, what were you doing?”

“It’s algebra, I hate it”

Yixing walked to your desk taking the book in hand, eyeing the exercises you were solving. You weren’t bad at all actually, he took a pencil and just corrected minor mistakes in your equations, just to get interrupted by a pair of arms around his waist, leaning your ear on his back. He gasped, putting the pencil and the book down covering your hands with his.

“Come on ___, I need to go now”

“I am sorry for yesterday, oppa you know…”

He closed his eyes exhaling again, feeling guilty for making you feel like this. He turned around cupping your cheeks “don’t say anything please, I am the one who should be sorry, I shouldn’t of had”

You went on your tiptoes pecking his lips, the worried look vanished, and you managed to make him smile bringing his dimples to life. You pecked his lips again.

“___~~~ stop now” he laughed he couldn’t contain it.

“Kiss me oppa”

“I have to go”

You melted in his arms “oppa”

“___? What’s wrong?”

He held you straight, pressing your chest onto his as he fanned your face.

“Your dimples, I just collapsed”

“___! Not funny I was worri-”

You kissed him now, your kips landing on his, your hands under his ears to bring him closer.

He wanted to kiss you back but he had promised to himself never to get excited again.

“___, I have to go”

“Alright, alright good luck oppa. I love you”

“I love you more” he said kissing your forehead before going back to meet your father. As soon as he opened the door he sighed loudly, he leaned his back on the door pinching the bridge of his nose.

“Oh, our beloved beggar, ni hao Xixing. I would like to ask you why you still didn’t do what I have asked you?”

“Good morning samo-nim. I need to go sajang-nim is waiting for me”

“You are going ahead with this nonsense?”

“I am”

“Your tone. Watch it”

“If you’ll excuse me” Yixing tried to walk away but your mother stopped him pulling at his shoulder tuning him aggressively around to face her.

“So haven’t you learned that my daughter can’t be a wife? She can’t, and I won’t allow it because I intend to keep her alive”

“Marie! Stop it, we will be late” said your father that appeared to witness the improvised scene your mother was causing.

“No Changwook oppa, does Yixing understand the situation?”

“I understand it. And I don’t care”

“You want me to believe that you will just give up living marital life like a healthy young man would? Or are you planning on cheating on ___?”

“MARIE! I’M WARNING YOU!”

“I love ___, that is what matters”

“When? How? Excuse me I just can’t believe it”

“Let’s go son, ignore her for now”

“Appa? Eomma? What are you talking about?” you said opening the door of the study room surprising everyone.

How much of this conversation have you heard? How much damage did it cause? And most importantly, how much would affect you?

“___ honey!”

Yixing couldn’t just see your sadness and not do anything, his legs moved forward opening the door fully, his arms embracing your weak shaking body, one arm around your waist, and the other around your shoulders, his hand at the nape of your neck bringing you to his chest.

Your mother gasped at the sudden action, looking at your father enraged. She was about to pull Yixing away from you but your dad grabbed her wrist to stop her.

“Stop it Marie” he whispered in her ear “your overprotection is going to cause her irreparable damage. What you just said… stop it! I will not let you depress her. Just stop it!” he continued as he forced her down the stairs with him.

“___, my precious delicate flower. Shhhh, why are you sad?”

“What was that about? Why can’t I be a wife?”

“What? That is nonsense, you will be the most prettiest wife, the only wife I want”

“Cheating, she was talking about cheating, I am not stupid, I know what she meant”

“You understood? Because I didn’t. All I know is that I want you to be between my arms every night”

You detached yourself pressing your hands on his chest to look at his eyes “between your arms and do nothing else?”

Yixing bit his lips trying to think his next sentence, promising eternal love would sound just too unreal and unbelievable.

“Who said? Yes we will be cuddling, and kissing, and loving each other” he tilted his head to one side capturing your lips, slowly, lovingly, as if time had just stopped, running his hand over your back carefully and the other running his fingers through your hair.

“Oppa”

“___, don’t worry about that now. Alright? You have exams coming up, and if you don’t pass them all I will get very upset. Promise you will study?”

“I promise, I’m sorry”

“Don’t. I love you. I’ll be back”

“Today?”

“My ___, what am I going to do with you?” he added kissing you again.

*****

The ride to the university was quiet. Quiet and heavy, both your father and Yixing seemed to have their own reasons to be feeling the way they felt.

Your father felt as if he was offering a burden on a young healthy man that had all his life ahead of him, also the burden of having him study and be the best one.

Yixing had the feeling as if just sold himself for the tuition, he agreed to all this without even consulting his mother, he agreed to all this without thinking what will people think about him. It looked really bad, especially as to agreeing to marry the sick inheritor of Moon Changwook’s fortune.

They arrived and made their way through the university, your father noticed that Yixing did make a big impact with the female population, watching Yixing’s every move. Liking the way he shyly looked at the floor as he walked ignoring all the female students.

Finally arriving at the dean’s office you father patted on Yixing’s back before knocking the door.

“Hello Cho Suntae, long time no see!”

“Moon Changwook himself!”

Yixing stood like a deer caught in headlights, not knowing how to even introduce himself.

“So this is him, my future son in law Zhang Yixing”

“Welcome to out school Zhang Yixing! Have you got your report from last time you studied?”

Yixing bowed a few times before presenting his reports.

“Oh wow, Seoul University, so you got a scholarship? Boy, why didn’t you just continue? I though I was going to make you a favour here but you are excellent”

“I wa-”

“Some family issues, Suntae” interrupted your father looking at Yixing to be quiet “so can he just start right away?”

“I can make that happen”

“Yes, but don’t I need some sort of entry examination?” asked Yixing naively.

“No need son, I’m sure you can catch up, we won’t let you perform surgery on anyone anytime soon anyways”

Both elders laughed out loud with that joke, but Yixing just felt more and more uncomfortable with the reality, getting things done just by talking to connections. Sure this world was scary, and he certainly didn’t want to be part of it.

Too late now…

Too late because he was in love with you.

“So you will start next week son! Excited?”

“Yes, yes”

“Why do I see sorrow in your eyes? Are you doubting marrying ___?”

“No! That is the only thing that I am a 100% sure about”

“Then what is it?”

“We haven’t really spoken how everything will work out. It makes me really look like an-”

“I told you. Ignore Marie”

“Alright and what about my mother? Is she going to be in the picture? I am not ashamed of who I am and how I was brought up”

“And if you were I would of doubted your integrity Yixing. Your mother is more than welcome any time. After all I should be thankful that she raised a young man like you”

*****

The following days were really awkward, especially after Yixing called his mother and told her. She wasn’t proud of it, she thought her son had changed for money and their relationship grew cold and distant.

Yixing visited you everyday and helped you studying, always with the supervision of your mother who kept making his life a living hell. Although you always stole kisses from him whenever she wasn’t around. That made it bearable.

He started college and was doing quite well, he was the only ‘peasant’ in the private university, but that didn’t stop curious snob students from trying to get close to him out of curiosity and admiration. And that gave your mother a brilliant idea to expose him and get hated by your dad, and most importantly you. It was all being planned as she watched him walk holding his books shyly from behind her dark shades.

Zhang Yixing will be soon falling in Marie’s trap.

“How are you Sohee? How is your mother?”

“Marie imo! Very wel and you?”

“Sohee, have you met my son-in-law to be?”

“Yes he is in our school, he is doing medicine right?”

“Right!”

“Congratulations, my mom wanted to congratulate you properly but you know how bus-”

“No need for that now Sohee, I need a favour. Of course you’ve seen how handsome he is, I am sure a lot of students have an eye for him”

“Well I am not going to lie, if you want me to spy on him it’s useless, because he really doesn’t talk to anyone, it’s like he feels that he is less than others? If I may say so myself?”

“Of course he is, he is a filthy Chinese rat taking advantage of us”

“Oh…”

“You don’t approve to-”

“Listen Sohee-yah, I need your help, I am sure you might know of anyone that has a particular interest in him. I want her to seduce him, and I want you to take pictures of that”

“Well as a matter of fact there are many girls that would kill to have him look at them”

“I just need one. One that would be willing to do this, and believe me Sohee your reward will be more than satisfactory”

“You got yourself a deal Marie imo”

That day Marie was nice to him, Yixing came for dinner and she even took his jacket and greeted him with a smile. Yixing didn’t suspect anything and just went with the flow. An innocent dinner while your father was away on another business trip.

He smiled at her showing her his dimples and she couldn’t disagree about the fact that he was indeed gorgeous. Way too much… he will definitely fall in her trap because any girl would certainly do the job gladly.

"How have you been Yixing? How is college doing?”

“Very well samo-nim, I will make you proud, I will pass everything. I promise”

“Relax boy, you are part of the family now. I hope you don’t mind that I have invited 2 girls over. They actually are in your college”

“Oh!”

“Kim Sohee is doing Microbiology, she is the daughter of a good friend of mine. And she brought her friend who actually is in 2nd year just like you. Lee Hana, I guess you know her” you mother added with a smirk looking back at him as they walked down the corridor.

“Ammm no, I don’t think I know her”

“Oh come on she is very pretty, how can you not know her?”

“I don’t samo-nim. Where is ___?”

“She is in her room getting ready”

Your mom slid open the double doors to the living room letting him enter first, he bowed at the girls that were ready to toy with this innocent lamb. He sat down awkwardly holding onto his knees looking around.

“So Yixing right?”

“Yes Hana-ssi”

“You know my name? I like that, I thought you were just studying all the time”

“Well samo-nim just told me your name so…”

“Samo-nim?” Asked Hana looking at Sohee “weird how you address you future mother-in-law”

Yixing cleared his throat looking away again.

“So I heard you are a brilliant student, perhaps you could help me sometime” she added getting up sitting next to him suggestively looking at him with some added intensity.

“I’ll go check on ___”

“I will go, Marie imo said she was still changing”

“Good idea Sohee-yah”

When Sohee left the room Hana went to touch Yixing’s shoulder but he stood up as he understood straight away the game that was being played at him.

“I need to make a call”

He dialled Junmyeon’s and whispered over the phone what was happening.

“Junmyeon-ah help help help”

“She is just throwing herself at you?”

“Yes, I know what this is”

“Clever Xing, alright. Let’s play it her her way. I’m coming, don’t worry”

Yixing noticed that Hana had moved from the couch and was really close to him, so close that most probably she heard the conversation.

“Are you scared Yixing? Are you scared that I am this attractive and that I want you?”

“Want me? When did this escalate to want me? I just met you like 2 minutes ago”

“But I had my eye on you since you arrived in college”

She placed her hand over his chest darting her index finger inside his shirt.

“Alright stop!” he asked firmly grabbing her wrist.

“Uuuh I like it! I love that frown and how you hold my wrist. You like it rough cutie?”

“I’d like you to stop because I love my fiancee, you are wasting your time, this little game you got going on. You won’t succeed”

“We shall see”

Yixing moved away and went outside to check on you. Your mom and Sohee were just outside the living room, they watched him walking past them as if nothing, she got really upset.

“Where are you going?”

“I am going to check on my future wife” he sing-sang that last word making your mom getting more aggravated.

“She’s not ready!”

“I’ll make her ready” he added climbing the stairs without looking back.

He went straight to your room, he knocked the door and noticed that you were clearly asleep, he opened it and indeed saw you placidly drifted to a peaceful snooze.

“___, baobei. It’s me”

“Zhang Yixing get out of ___’s room” your mom’s voice was heard from the corridor.

He instinctively locked the room and ignored her, he couldn’t believe the spine he grew. When it came to you he knew he was ready to do everything and anything.

By the time she knocked the door gently not to wake you he was already inside the covers next to you.

“Baobei, come here” he whispered placing his arm under your head to bring you to his chest.

“Oppa?” you said without opening your eyes “I am not feeling well, and I am pale and ugly”

“Oh but what will I do with my blind heart that like you pale and ugly?”

“Oppa~~~” you whined.

“I adore you ___, I can’t see anything but you”

“Let me brush my teeth” you said trying to get up, but he brought you back to his chest.

“Let me be the one that tastes your lips before the tooth brush” he sad pinning you to the mattress hovering your face.

He kissed you softly and lovingly, you had no energy to even part your lips but with care he did everything. He stroke your hair as his lips took care of your weak ones. They were soft and caring, and he made you feel warm and got all your nerves on edge, like a boost of energy you tried to respond to the kiss.

He tilted his head to get better access, you pulled him by his shirt so you could caress the nape of his neck like you liked. He loved how your fingertips felt against his skin.

It turned him on so fast…

He hated how his mind would get blurry and commanded him to do more than just kissing.

“Stop! Stop stop stop!”

“What?”

“W-well! Your mother is outside”

“And?”

“And, and, oh oh… did you hear that?”

“No?”

“It’s the door, Junmyeon is here”

“Alright, I’ll get changed and will be right there, I guess I’ll need mom’s help”

“Soon it will be me helping you”

“I hate that idea though, I am treated like a 5 year old”

“But I love taking care of you” he added capturing your lips one last time “don’t be late”

Yixing opened the door to find your mother just right there arms crossed over her chest “unacceptable, you aren’t married yet”

“As you said nothing will happen, so I will take the advantage of doing this. Coming to her room because nothing will happen” he was so proud of how savage he was being lately.

You mother scoffed and let herself inside your room.

As Yixing went down the stairs with a proud smile he heard Junmyeon and… Baekhyun?

They were at the reception being greeted by Ada who advised them where the living area was.

“Baekhyun?”

“Yeah! Why? You think I can’t take rich girls? Try me”

Yixing looked at Junmyeon who was giggling.

“Was this your idea?” he asked.

“Well he is the right person for the job Xing, at least give him that”

“Unless you are afraid to show me your delicate jewel”

Junmyeon elbowed Baekhyun, he literally had no filter.

“So where are these snakes you want to get rid of Xing?” asked Junmyeon casually trying to smooth the ambiance.

Yixing nodded and walked in front of them guiding the guys, Junmyeon and Baekhyun followed him as the older male scolded Baekhyun again with a threatening gaze.

“I brought company ladies” announced Yixing sliding open the double doors to the living room.

Sohee and Hana actually got excited, they knew that Yixing had discovered the little trap they had for him, and they couldn’t get better punishment for it.

Baekhyun sat excitedly between the 2 girls taking a liking to Hana who did welcome it. While Junmyeon sat on the armchair smiling cheekily because he loved the attention of any girl.

Unlike Yixing who was waiting patiently for his beloved.

Text:

You: I am too weak today and mom doesn’t want me to go meet the guests 😞 but if you come and collect me I’ll make an effort.

Yixing: I’m coming 😘

He rushed upstairs again meeting your mother half way.

“She can’t, she is too exhausted, I wonder why”

“I will help her and take care of her”

“Don’t be selfish Yixing and leave my daughter alone, I’m begging you now”

“Never”

He pulled his arm away from her and went running to your room.

‘Have it your way Zhang Yixing’ is all your mother could thing of right now…

Yixing knocked the door and let himself inside your room, you were dressed in a half sleeved navy mid thigh light chiffon dress, simple and elegant, you were brushing your hair with difficulty and your eyelids were heavy, they were almost closed. When Yixing saw you this weak it pained him, but he did really want you downstairs, maybe so you could presence the plan your mother had going on… he felt selfish like your mother just called him, but still… he just wanted you there.

“I’ll do that for you” he said taking the brush from your hand sitting next to you in bed gently brushing your hair.

“Oppa, I am sorry I am like this”

“Don’t be sorry, I love you”

“Do you like my makeup?”

“I love you with our without it”

“But look at me, please let me feel you like me for real”

Yixing stopped brushing your hair and went on in knees in front of you, he cupped your face and looked at you in detail “why would you say something like that? Do you think I don’t like you enough?”

“No… but I want to feel desired when I look pretty, your reaction to me with bed hair and pyjamas is the same as when I am feeling pretty. I want to feel that you find me sexy. I am so pathetic I am basically beggi-”

“Shhh” he cut you off placing his index finger over your lips, his own lips forming into an ‘O’ before he bit his lower lip “sexy you say?”

Your eyes doubled in size expectant as you felt that familiar electric feeling running down your spine, immediately feeling the heat on your cheeks.

“Don’t you know what you do to me little girl?” he continued eyeing you with a new kind of gaze, his eyes dark while his pupils dilated. He pulled you to stand, his arm encircling your waist and his hand resting on the small of your back, surprisingly you didn’t know what to do, it felt much hotter than when you were making out in bed. He tilted his head looking from your collarbones to your lips back to your eyes.

He looked like a bad boy.

Ughrrrr you loved this side of him.

“You drive me crazy __, you can make me lose control baobei, that is why I don’t show you what you do to me because I want to maintain composure”

“I w-want to know what I do to you”

He went to kiss your jaw but instead he just inhaled and exhaled taking in your scent, you heard a muffled groan before feeling his lips over your earlobe.

“You make me hot and bothered, you create goosebumps all over my skin, you make my thinking and reasoning so blurred that I don’t know if I can hold back. Now let’s go because I don’t want to ruin your makeup and your dress”

You giggled covering your mouth, he bent and placed his hands behind our knees lifting you bridal style, you encircled his neck kissing his cheek.

“I love you”

Your mother was waiting downstairs, her hands over her hips completely pissed, make that extra pissed when she saw you in Yixing’s arms and how you smiled at each other. It was killing her slowly.

“So you brought to much company, too many people, haven’t you heard about immunodeficiency disorder future doctor to be?” your mom asked with a sarcastic tone.

“She will be fine”

“She will be fine? What do you know? You weren’t next to her when she had uncountable nights of endless fever, you weren’t there when she had to be isolated, you know nothing Zhang Yixing”

“Eomma, please, I want to be there, I want to feel engaged and brag about my handsome fiancee with other girls. Please~~~ I will take a shower after and go to bed, and I will do anything you want”

Your mother sighed in defeat, you broke her heart, but of course you wanted to feel like any other girl, she nodded her head and let Yixing take you to the improvised gathering.

As Yixing walked proudly carrying you all invitees stood up to greet you, Baekhyun was the most shocked when he saw that indeed you weren’t ugly at all, in fact you were too pretty and you looked too good next to Yixing.

Yixing set you down, Baekhyun being the first one to greet you placing a kiss on the back of your hand, your mother was losing it, too much contact, too many people… chances you will be sick tonight were high and she wasn’t having it.

At the dinner table things started to get really awkward as Hana sat next to Yixing, she didn’t give up because she had an agreement. She touched Yixing’s calfs with her toes and she even dared bring her hands to his thighs. Of course this didn’t go unnoticed by Junmyeon and Baekhyun.

So the game was on.

Baekhyun started to do the same, at some point he winked at her licking his lips seductively. Poor Hana was losing her shit herself, too busy to notice that your mother was losing her patience.

Hana came back from her thoughts with Baekhyun and went on with the plan they had in mind, she asked Yixing to pour her a glass of wine, when she took it faking that she was a bit tipsy she dropped it on his lap creating a mess.

“Oh dear Yixing, let me get you some clothes, I will let Ada send your suit to the dry-cleaners right now”

Yixing didn’t suspect anything and just followed your mother, He went to the bathroom taking off his jacket, his shirt and his pants, trying to clean the little moist that got into his briefs with some toilet paper.

He heard a knock on the door thinking it was your mother, he went behind the door peeking his head to take the change of clothes.

“Thanks samo- Hana? What do you want?”

She pushed the door open and pinned poor Yixing to the wall.

“Oh my god, all this equipment will go to waste with that sick girl? How about you and I try it out?”

“Please get out, please, you saw I am not interested”

“What will she give you? I know a lot of things I could” she added palming his crotch making him gasp in surprise.

“Don’t touch m- ah, no no no. Move away”

“Hello guys! Care if I join?”

“Baekhyun help!”

“See he is no fun, how about you and I babygirl?” Baekhyun pulled Hana away from Yixing, he paralysed her when he roughly forced his tongue in her mouth making her moan “I knew I’m more your type, I am wild just like you are”

Yixing couldn’t believe how willing Baekhyun was, but for now he needed clothes, he questioned wether to put on his own stained ones or Baekhyun’s that were being peeled shamelessly.

He took Baekhyun’s shirt and he put on his own pants and went outside leaving the horny dog take care of the situation.

He waited for your mother outside who of course wasn’t anywhere to be found, he was panicking, if you saw him right now…

“Oppa?”

He heard your voice, he had no other choice but to hide back in the bathroom.

“You like that don’t you Hana? You like me better don’t you? You were just acting outside” Baekhyun kept saying as he kissed her furiously.

She didn’t reply but just took the attack. Yixing didn’t know what to do… you were just outside.

“Yah Baekhyun-ah! Enough! ___ is outside! Help me man!”

Just then Hana had an idea and her plan would be a total success. She detached herself from Baekhyun unbuttoning her shirt, he thought she was giving more of herself, but instead she opened the door to the bathroom faking a cry.

“Unni? What-why are you? Your shirt” you asked puzzled pointing at her exposed bra, this was the first time you’ve seen such a scene.

Before she opened her mouth to reply Baekhyun came from behind closing her mouth with his hand.

“Baekhyun oppa? What is going on?” at this point you didn’t understand anything.

Hana tried to set herself free but Baekhyun held her in place.

“Why are you gaging her? Leave her alone!”

He had no other choice but to set her free.

“Hana unni?” you asked again “what is happening here?”

“They attacked me!”

“Th-they?” you asked confused.

“Yixing and Baekhyun attacked me in the bathroom”

“You whore! You liar!” shouted Baekhyun “that is not true ___, believe me, it was me and it was consensual”

You took shaky steps and opened the door of the bathroom finding Yixing behind the door breathing heavily his eyes big as orbs.

“___ this isn’t what it looks like” said Yixing “Hana had it all planned”

“Why is there lipstick on your shirt?” you asked almost whispering.

Yixing looked at his shirt in panic taking off the shirt throwing it to the floor “___! I swear it’s not-”

“Get out of my house all of you! RIGHT NOW!” exclaimed your mother.

You took a step forward placing your hands over Yixing’s shoulders surprising everyone “tell me what happened, I will believe you”

“Look at me ___, I swear I didn’t do anything”

“I believe you”

“OUT! OUT RIGHT NOW OUT!” your mother continued.

Junmyeon and Sohee followed your mother’s loud voice, it was quite a view. Junmyeon did a face palm pulling Baekhyun to leave, while Baekhyun shot Hana a death glare.

“I will get to you bitch!”

“I am amused Kim Junmyeon, I didn’t expect you to have these specimens as your friends. Does your family approve?” asked your mother.

“Let me add that I am a mechanic, a greasy filthy mechanic! You have been just almost fucked by a mechanic pretty girl!” Baekhyun said poison almost coming out of his mouth.

“This is over! Game over Zhang Yixing, now out before Changwook knows about this. I will juts say that you had broken up, now your hands away from my daughter” your mother pulled you away from him and you collapsed.

______________________

A/N: Well… I am such an angsty person, this still has a lot of drama, Yixing not giving up on her, the dad still needs to know what happened and he will keep sneaking in the house because he just is so in love…

Thanks for reading, feedback always welcomed ^_~

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