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bavrenilia ¡ 4 years
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yandere headcannons | om!satan
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tw: manipulation, dubcon, finger fucking, degradation, exhibitionism if you can read until the end, kitty and kitten as petnames.
Satan
ー It started as a friendly encounters when you started to live with them, he wasn’t the most comfortable person around other people but something in the way you smiled at him so sweetly made him want to let his guard down even if it was just a slight slip.
 ミ You being sweet was nothing new to the ones around you; always being patient withe everyone, listening to them carefully, eyes never leaving their orbs as your attention was fixated on the person right in front of you. Satan found it sweet, sickeningly sweet if he had to say the truth.
 ミ But when he had a lot of time to stand back and watch you, examine you with his sparkling but also dark eyes something snapped in him; a voice becaoming way too loud in his head telling him that you were looking like a cute little prey whenever you looked around with those pretty eyes of yours.
 ミ You were easy to talk to, easy to keep close because you were a human standing right in the middle of devils. A cute dumb prey, his mouth would always dry to the thought of this nicknames. Satan was the hunter, waiting for the right time to strike and get a hold of his pretty little and innocent prey.
 ー With you, of course, he didn’t have to wait that long. He was smart, much smarter than you could’ve ever think of. He knew how to push the right buttons, what to say to you, how to make you shy, when to have you all to himself.
 ミ You liked to talk to him too, he was always nice to you. Eating lunch with you, listening to your ramblings very carefully, not laughing at you when you embarrass yourself, always trying to take care of you in his own way- which meant a strong arm holding you by your shoulders or your waist sometimes.
 ー He knew what to say to you, he always knew how to talk yo into anything. Getting Lucifer mad? You were scared of the eldest brother’s reaction but Satan would protect you, he would never let you get hurt in any way. Reading book together late into the night? You were sleepy but he knew how to keep you awake.
 ー You knew that he was kinda getting jealous of you hanging out with others but you just shrugged it off as you thought it wasn’t a big deal- he was a fucking grown-ass demon for fucks sake. Of course he wouldn’t get jealous of a human like you. This idea didn’t make you sad at all, on the contrary it made you feel relieved.
 “Ah, you’re late tonight”, Satan gave you a soft smile when you entered his room with you eyes half closed, his silly girl.. what if you bump into something and hurt yourself? He stood up and walked to you, his free hand resting on the small of your back as he guided you to his bed.
“ ’m sleepy”, you mumbled as you made yourself comfortable in his bed- a familiar scent filling your lungs and a warmth letting you loosen up. Look at you, with your lashes almost touching your pink cheeks and your soft lips parted slightly- oh, you were so at his mercy. He could do anything to you, he coukd have his way with you and you’d lie in his bed all worn out looking at him with glossy eyes.
He would love to do that, but not when you’re out of his reach and tight grip. He had you, if course, but it was just a friendship that grew bigger and sweeter as the time passed by. Since you lived with them, becoming comfortable with each other was nothing but expectable- the second reason was the way you two had almost identical tastes in almost everything. The more he learnt about you, the more he felt like you were completing him.
There was a soft smile on his face as he watched you trying to keep your eyes open as you breathed deeply, your eyelids were literally fighting their greatest battle against your will. His eyes started to wander, taking in your delicious sight. You had an oversized shirt coming down to cover your soft thighs, his breath getting heavier and heavier while he kept examining your delicate body. You were so, so weak- so dumb, how could you let your guard down right in front of the very predator who had every type of dream and fantasy about you.
To his luck, he made you comfortable enough to sit on his lap while you two read- he didn’t know how you didn’t reject him, how you didn’t say that you’d be fine on the bed sitting right next to him. It was probably because you were too tired and cold since the temperature difference in Devildom always caught you off guard.
His smile dropped in an instant when he realized the shirt, realized its owner. “This lowlife of a demon”, he mumbled under his breath before putting the book on the bed, you perked your head up to see if he called out to you. “Did you say something?”, you asked, voice raspy and somehow low since you were swinging between falling asleep and staying awake. You promised him, after all. You always kept your promises.
Getting no answer from Satan made you furrow your eyebrows slightly, every reaction of you giving his heart a tight squeeze.
“Why are you wearing Mammon’s shirt?”
Your reply followed his question quickly, almost as if you started to realize the dangerous aura that filled the room.
“I didn’t even notice when I picked it up from the laundry, I messed it up and accidentally took a shirt of Leviathan too. I chose this shirt without looking at it, I’ll give it back to him.”
No response.
You watched him as his eyes darkened a little but you just ignored, maybe that was the worst decision you’ve ever made. Ignoring the very obvious signs in front of you, playing the dumb most of the time.. maybe, it really was the worst idea.
But whenever you caught Satan’s sudden change of aura, it was gone in a blink. His eyes were back to normal, shinning brightly while looking at you- his lips curled into a soft smile as he took the book and lay down right next to you.
“Will you read for me tonight, sweetheart?”, his voice was like a purr in your ear, hot breath caressing the shell of it as you gulped thickly. You always read to him and he always read to you but.. what was off? What was making you feel uneasy, whose voice was it telling you to run? You ignored everything, again, like you always did because how could you not? Sagan would never hurt you, he was there ti protect his little human friend after all- he cared about you, and it was true. He cared about you so, so much that it drove him crazy sometimes.
“Of course”, a wave of sleep hit you again as you took the book he was handing to you, fingers brushing softly and making your heart skip a beat. He was looking good, way too good while he was in bed with you like this. His hair was soft and messy, in it’s most natural shape you’ve always like to see. He was wearing comfortable clothes instead of the RAD uniform and his daily choice of fit.
You turned to your side since the moonlight coming from the window was hitting your face instead of hitting the book. Satan followed you movements and did the same as you, his body pressed against yours. You should be used to it by now because you always held you close to himself in your reading sessions; at first it was your hands or arms brushing slightly, then Satan held your hand and started to draw invisible circles- sensation was relaxing in every possible way, your hands fitting in with his way too perfectly. And when it became a habit and you started to hold his hand as soon as you two buried your heads into your books, Satan’s hand started to rest on your thigh, a little higher, and a little higher again; his hands roamed around your body like it was such a normal thing to do. It felt normal, it felt soothing, it felt like his hand belonged to your body. And all of these things turned into something much bigger, to your suprise. You, sitting on his lap- sometimes him making you move slightly to get in a more comfortable position and you could swear that every time he held the side of your thighs softly and moved you, you could feel him; his leg pressing against between your legs.. such a dirty little human you were.. making up scenarios in your head to get what you want.
Satan threw his arm over your waist as he rested his chin on your shoulder, you were feeling all warm again- actually way too warm you could just sleep but no, you promised him. A promise. You started to read the book and it actually made you sleepier, until Satan’s hand found its way to between your legs. Your mind was torn in between- did your body froze or did you actually try to free yourself from his grip.
“Satan?”, you breathed out his name and it sounded music to his ears, you weren’t even aware of how you sounded. Just like a cute little kitty, purring and mewling as his palm pressed right into the part you actually wanted to get some friction.
Your mind went blank as you realized your train of thoughts?
You wanted him to touch you?
Realization made your cheeks burn with shame and embarrassment as you squirm under his tight grip and delicate fingers.
“Ssh, keep reading kitten”, his voice was calm, completely fine as he acted like nothing was happening. You wanted to get up, but you also wanted to trap his hand between your thighs. How could you think like that? He’s always protected you and you were just thinking about this lewd stuff? Satan would be so disappointed in you if he ever heard that.
“I..I can’t”, you said breathlessly. “Stop-ah, stop touching me.”
“And why would I do that?”
Nothing came out of your mouth as he kept moving his fingers painfully slow, feeling your warmth and wetness even though you had your panties.
“Don’t make me repeat myself, and don’t make the same mistake again. If you don’t want me to tear that fucking shirt into two- keep reading.”
Satan almost growled and your face got even hotter, even redder as you tried to hold up the book with your shaky hands. Why couldn’t you say no? You knew that he’d immediately stop if you told him in a serious and demanding manner- but why your voice sounded so desperate even when you asked him to stop?
You started to read the book again, mind hazy as all you wanted to do was rock against his palm. Words were nothing but blur at this point when he pulled your panties to the side and a broken sob escaped from your lips.
“What did I tell you?”
“I can’t, I can’t, I just-”
“You can’t what? Can’t you focus on the book in your hand? Your dumb little brain is so full of dirty thoughts, hm?”
You wanted to say no, you didn’t want to disappoint him but instead a soft moan escaped your lips.
“Read, kitten. This is your last warning”, he was enjoying the view way too much, holding himself barely back to grind on your bare thighs as he did all the magic with his fingers.
Your head thrown back and resting on his shoulder, you shuddered- the petname he called you seemed to be appealing to your taste. Instead of turning your attention to the book, you dropped it off on the mattress and wrapped your fingers around Satan’s wrist; just to make him move his hand a bit faster, a bit deeper and then you’d read to him. You’d read to him till morning.
But Satan wasn’t really the most patient one when it comes to slutty bitches like that. He quickly hovered over you, his two fingers were now knuckles deep inside you as he grabbed the hem of the shirt with his free hand- his teeth holding the other side.
“Silly kitty, you should’ve listened to me in the first place”, he growled as the shirt you took as a mistake tore up in two, your mind’s too foggy to actually get a hold of the happenings around you.
His hand moved faster, faster and faster- rubbing and touching all the right places and it didn’t take you long to came around his fingers. Satan got up, licking his fingers clean before grabbing his phone to call Mammon. Everything settled in when you came down from your high, panic rising in your chest as you heard Mammon’s voice from the speaker.
“What do ya want this late, Satan?”
Satan’s eyes never leaving yours, a smirk lighting up his face in the dim lighted room; he answered.
“There’s a dumb little thief who wants to give you something that belongs to you.”
It was humiliating, your eyes filled with tears as you lay there unable to move. You fucked up, you knew you fucked up but whenever your eyes met with his suspicious green orbs your mind stopped working. Your breath caught in your throat as you heard Mammon’s footsteps approaching, you wanted to cover yourself before the second oldest barges in. But it was too late when your glossy eyes met with Mammon’s widened ones; looking at your slightly shaking body, your soaked panties that were pushed aside, his shirt that torn in two and resting on your limp body and your red face. He stood there, in pure shock before leaving as quickly as he came. Satan’s amused laughs filled your ears as he approached you. “You should’ve known better, kitten.”
 ー Satan doesn’t like to share, not even a bit but he takes a great pride in the fact letting his brothers know that he’s the only one- and would be, who turns you into a mess.
 ー You wouldn’t even realize that you’re being manipulated, slowly being consumed by his every little action. Even if he uses you /he actually told you that he’s trying to make you feel really good, and taking care of you/ you simply can’t turn your back in him.
 ー You depend on him, clumsy human. How could you talk back to him? How could you say no? If he wanted to, he could eat you alive in a second- but you’re lucky, you’re too lucky that he wants to keep you by his side forever.
 ー Since he has a way with his sugar coated words, he also knows how to shatter you in pieces. Always picking the right word to make you feel small, weak, uneasy in front of him. But that’s okay because he’ll take good care of you, he’ll make sure that you become so strong- you’ll be able to protect yourself one day.
 ー Gets jealous not so easily, but gets angsty way too quickly. He likes to let others know that you belong to him, that you’re his stupid little kitten, his weak human. But he gets angry when you spend more than a two or three minutes with someone else.
 ー Constantly ask you if you plan to leave him behind, if you go back to your world and never remember him. His voice comes out so, so sad. Your heart starts to bear faster every time he talks about this stuff. You place your hand on his cheeks, promise him that you’ll be by his side forever.
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bavrenilia ¡ 4 years
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yandere headcannons | om!leviathan
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tw: manipulation, degradation, holding against will, fear play, exhibitionism, public, fingering, orgasm denial.
Leviathan
ミOh, Avatar of Envy.. he is obsessed with you. He has to know where you are, what you are doing, when will you come back to him.
ーStaying in your room can’t be that bad, right? That’s what he does all the time and it’s kind of fun, you can watch animes and play games with him. So you have to stay with him, in his room.
ーHe’s soft, cute and sweet at first. He’ll treat you really nice and gentle, because it’s always like that in those romance animes that you two have watched together.
ーIt takes time for him to open up to you, he mostly stutters and cuts his own sentences off awkwardly because if he isn’t careful with his words he might lose you.
ーLeviathan needs constant validation from you. Once you assure him that he can always talk about his feelings and thoughts openly he will become more clingy and needy. You’re the only one who isn’t grossed out by this yucky otaku, how can he take the risk of losing you?
ーHe is shy and anxious about skinship at first and this attitude of him makes you feel relaxed, that’s definitely not a way to manipulate you. Most of the time he can’t help but feel like he’s not enough for you, disappointing you is his biggest fear.
ミThere has to be a reason for him known as the third most powerful demon, huh?
ーArguments and fights with him are way too scarier than you thought. He’s loud, speaking before thinking and he’s most likely to make you cry by making you feel at fault or humiliate you.
“I thought that you were there for me for who I am! Was it nothing but an act? You were there for me while no one was, and you made me get my hopes up so high that I thought I could trust someone, I could open up to someone. But after all.. you’re nothing but a lowly human, right? How can you be there for me, how can you support me while you’re such a weak and coward being? I keep doing the same mistake.. I keep thinking that someone, anyone can stand right beside me and love me as the way I am.. you know what, you made me believe this. You’re the only one who’s at fault right now, that’s all your fault.”
ーAh, are you crying? He’s sorry, he is so so sorry. He’d never and ever want to hurt you. It was just a moment of anger, he didn’t know what he was saying. He’d never hurt you, you know that.. hm? He wants to keep you all to himself, he wants to make sure that you are happy while you’re with him. So please don’t cry, he’ll cry too.
ーIf you rub him in the wrong way, he’s really scary. That shy and sweet boy is long gone. He’ll most likely to give you cold shoulder, he won’t talk to you unless you go to him and express your sadness about it.
ーWhen he’s not mad or jealous he’s the sweetest baby. He’ll let you sit on his lap while gaming, he’ll play with your hair while you two are watching animes. His cheeks are always a little bit pink, he can’t talk to you without breaking the eye contact. If you’re good and obedient enough, you can see this side of him.
ーThere are times that he goes overboard. Normally he’d cry while talking to you about how he feels and how your actions have impact on his moods but if he’s too mad to actually have a solid conversation.. oh boy, he’s hard to keep in place.
ーLocking you up in his room is not a big deal for him.. because it not locking you up, you shouldn’t feel like a prisoner. He’s there with you. It just that he doesn’t want to be interrupted by any of his brothers, because you two are having fun and getting along really well and.. it’d be devastating for him to let someone else take you away from him.
ーWhen you talk to him sweetly, whisper into his ear, kiss him deeply, play with his hair, let him lay his head on your shoulder.. it feels like a dream to Leviathan. If you’re nice and sweet like that you can make him do anything and everything for you.
ーBut if you try and use this to escape.. that’s the point where it goes downhill. Now you can feel like a prisoner, a pet in a cage because that’s what you are. He’d definitely lock you up in his room and when someone asks him where you he simply shrugs and tells them that he doesn’t know.
ーLeviathan has degradation /and praise/ kink so it’s very likely for him to humiliate you. He loves your expression when he tells you that how invaluable and unimportant you are.. he’s the only one who values you and cares about you. So what can you possibly do? His brothers doesn’t give a fuck about you, so how can you ask for their help? They see you as a lowly human, you don’t worth their time.. they won’t help you. But if you are nice enough, he’ll think about helping you.
ーI think he kinda likes it too? Like you’re standing up to him, planning your escape.. he’d probably thought about it earlier when he couldn’t fall asleep. You’re trying to get up from his bed /aka a bathtub/, your hair is messy and you seem really exhausted. He catches you while you’re searching for the door’s key and his hand slowly touches your waist, you jump in fear and start to cry as soon as you see him. But he has a sweet smile on his lips and looks at you with his shiny eyes. You look at him in fear and start to beg for his forgiveness but no, he won’t let you go away with it.
ーDreaming of things like that, where he’s powerful and you’re his cute little puppet, turns him on. He’s holding your strings tightly and moves you as the way he wants, he can get under your skin and have you all to himself.
ーThat’s a perfect opportunity for him to use you the way he wants, he can do anything he’s ever dreamed of. He can be rough with you until you cry and beg for him to stop, or he can be soft and sweet and slow so you’ll, again, beg for him to go faster this time.
ーYou’re talking with someone? Smiling at them? That’s the part where you crush down all of his hardly-built low self-esteem. Why did you do this to him? Isn’t he fun to spend time with? Did he fail to make you happy? He thought that if you have him then you don’t need someone else.
ーAfter all Leviathan is the Avatar of Envy, so his jealousy can’t go unseen. He’s likely to transform into his demon form at the moment he saw you with someone else, but if you confront him about that he’ll start to talk about how unfair it is.
ーHe wants your hands on him and only him. He wants you to look at him only, he wants to be the one for you. He can’t let some waste of a demon to enjoy their time with you.
“You know that I come here once in a while and that’s how you greet me?”, Leviathan asks, his voice is cold and stern as the teacher keeps explaining the topic. The classroom feels smaller, a lot smaller than it originally is and your breath catches on your throat before you can reply to his sarcastic remark.
“I didn’t mean toー”
“Stop lying, I know that you are doing this kind of things behind my back.”
“But we were just talking about a bookー”, he never lets you finish your sentences because your explanation has no meaning for him. He believes what he sees and he saw you with a classmate, so that’s what you do while you’re at RAD without him.
“I don’t give a fuck about what you two were talking about, I only care about your behaviors. That’s the way you treat me? Do you think my worth is nothing but this?”
You let your head hang as you start to play with your fingers nervously, you know Leviathan but he never fails to surprise you with his reactions. You gulp visibly when you realize that his free hand is resting on your thigh and you know what’s coming to your way.
“No no no, Leviathan not here.. not during the class, please”, you plead desperately but he acts like no one’s speaking, his hand crawls up to under your skirt and you bite your bottom lip to muffle any sound that will come out of your mouth. You look at him with your teary eyes and see his blushy cheeks, it’s not that obvious but since you sit so close to him it’s very clear.
He pulls you a little bit closer and makes you throw your left leg over his legs just to have a space to move his fingers freely. Your face burns with shame and fear because it’s very obvious what you two are doing and if anyone happens to look at your side they’ll understand it immediately. Regardless of the environment Leviathan’s fingers find their way easily and you hide your face with your hands when he pushes his finger in.
Your heart beats at an incredible speed in your chest and your breathing gets heavier because the feeling, it’s not enoughー that’s definitely not enough. You want to feel him, you want to please him and prove him that he’s the only one you want.
Leviathan catches your reactions and his mood is already boosted up by them, because he’s the only one who can make his pretty little puppet like this.
“Yeah, that’s what you are.. a slut for attention, right? You want everyone’s eyes on you just because you think that a shut-in like me isn’t enough. But look at you, it’s just two fingers but you’re squeezing me so much. You like the excitement that this gives you, hm? If anyone looks at our way they’ll see how I’m playing with you the way I want..”
His words make your body shake ever so slightly and just when you’re about to cum on his fingers, he pulls his hand back and smirks at you.
“Get under the desk, you’re going to lick them clean.”
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tw: manipulation, exhibitionism, mentioned/implied oral (m.receiving), mindbreaking.
 Lucifer
ー He wouldn’t threaten you obviously but one look from him would be more than enough to put you in your place, he’d fixate his eyes on you and you would feel the shivers running down from your spine.
ー Lucifer would be there for you unconditionally, tries his best to spend time with you as much as possible, keeps you right beside himself even if he’s busy with work. He keeps doing things like these until you start to feel uncomfortable whenever you two are apart from each other. His ulterior motive is to make you an addict- an addict of him. He definitely makes you addicted to himself so that you would feel like you need him every second, being away from him makes you feel less energetic and sad.
ー If you two are arguing about something he just keeps his cool and talks to you calmly only to drive you more mad. If you start to yell or get aggressive he quickly would ask you to calm down, he’d make you believe that you are the one who is making “a little argument turn into something big.” You find yourself begging for his forgiveness, he’d make you cry before you even knew it. With tears in your eyes he makes you promise that you’ll never say something against him—he assures you that if you don’t make any trouble, he’ll never get mad at you. By doing this he not only makes you boost up his own ego, but also he makes you think that you’re the one who’s at fault.
ー If you ever try to escape.. oh boy this man will go feral. He doesn’t make it obvious at first, he asks you what he did wrong and manipulate you as much as he can.
“My love.. did I do something to upset you? Am I not enough? Not worthy of your love? Please tell me what can I do to be worthy of your love.. so that I can try my best to be a man who’s good enough for you.”
ー If someone approaches you on his sight, that’s the last drop for him. You’re his and his only. You belong to him and no one can get close to you more than him. You are his to admire, his to love, his to take care, his to shower in compliments. Even if you try to not pay attention to the person who’s trying to approach you, he’d blame it on you. He’d probably hurt that person, telling you that you are the cause of this because you never listen to him; because you keep getting attention and he has to do something about it.
“My dear.. what did I tell you about flirting with others?”
“I.. I wasn’t flirting with them, it was just a small talk about our class.”
“You can talk to me, you know. I have every answer to your every question, I am the only one who you can rely.. so why would you step out of your boundaries to communicate with a person who’s as low as them? You see.. if you let them get close to you, I have no other choice than to let them know who you belong to. Do you see what you are doing to them? That’s your fault for not listening to my words and warnings. It’s not me who’s hurting them, it’s you.”
When you see Lucifer’s text, inviting you to his room, you know that you have no other option to obligate. You are on your feet before you even know it, rushing to his room because you already saw his text later than usual—he’ll definitely get mad. What were you doing? Nothing can be important than him, right? When you get to his room you knock on the door and wait for his answer. His voice is hoarse as he says, “come in”, from the other side of the door. As soon as you step inside the room, you see your classmate all beaten up. The poor demon looks at you with total fear and you can’t help but gasp at the scene in front of your eyes.
“Lucifer, what’s happening?”, you ask reluctantly but he takes his sweet time to come closer to you and place a soft kiss to your lips. The feeling of his soft lips against yours makes you feel lost. Are you disgusted? Or do you want him to keep kissing you? A tingling feeling makes you ache but you can’t take your eyes from your classmate.
“You need to tell me what’s happening, my love. You were flirting with them earlier today, weren’t you?”
“No.. no we weren’t flirting. He is in the same class with me, he asked for my notes and we talked about finals, that’s it.”
“And what did I tell you about this?”
The air becomes thick and you swallow, try your best to keep your tears back—because you know that Lucifer will get even more mad if you cry. He’ll think that you’re crying because you value that demon, he’ll get so many wrong ideas so you definitely can’t do that.
“I don’t need anyone else beside you, Lucifer.”
“That’s right”, he gives you a soft smile before he grabs the demon’s hair harshly and pulls on it. “Do you think that they’re better than me? What can they possibly give you that I can’t?”
“Nothing.”
“A little bit louder, love. They might not hear you.”
“They don’t worth my time, I don’t need them. You’re the only one who knows the best for me, so I don’t need anyone else but you.”
“Ah, that’s right.. so why did you  not care about all my warnings and still talked to them? Do you see what you’re doing to them? You’re hurting them, it is no one’s but your fault. You understand this, right?”
“I.. I do.”
“I think someone is unsure about the answer.. is that so?”
You quickly step forward to hold Lucifer’s hand and make him let go of the demon who’s clearly in pain but it only makes Lucifer’s grip even more harsh. His red eyes glisten and you feel like you are unable to move as the demon grunts in pain. Your chest feels heavier because of the sight but you bite the tip of your tongue—you have to hold yourself back, or else Lucifer know no boundaries.
“It won’t happen again, I promise”, you mumble and take a step closer to him. Lucifer wastes no time to pull you closer to himself, he kicks the demon who’s kneeling right beside him. He kisses you deeply before pushing you down on your knees.
“That’s my pretty baby.. let’s show him who you belong to, hm?”
Your face gets red with the humiliation because you know what’s going to happen.
“Show him what that pretty mouth of yours has to do instead of talking with them.”
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Mammon
ー Ah this boy.. he’d definitely make you feel pity him at first.
ー His bothers are always insulting him, bullying him, telling him to die.. you are the only one who supports him no matter what. If he loses you, he’ll be nothing. Only you are taking good care of him, value him and listen to him carefully so if you leave him and he ends up in a bad situation it’s your fault.
“I don’t even know what I’d do without you.. you protect me, you comfort me. You are the only one who I can rely on, you know that right?”
ミ Lots of crying.
ー When he gets mad at you, he immediately starts crying and makes you feel guilty—why? Because you couldn’t take care of him. If you had tried harder, he wouldn’t be crying right now. You have to do your best only for him. Your time, your love, your energy… your everything belongs to him.
ミ He is your first and wants to be your first at everything. Wants to be your first man, wants to be your first kiss, first boyfriend and the list goes on like this.
ー Always holding your hand, kissing you, playing with your hair etc.. everyone has to know who you belong to—who you devoted yourself to.
ー If you ever try to escape he will start to manipulate you, telling you that he’d never expect this from the person who he’s in love with; the person who he trusts most.
ー If you ever get close to someone other than him /including his brothers/ he’ll start to talk about how he’s not worthy of your anything.
“Do you see me as a poor excuse of a demon just like my brothers? Will you replace me with someone better than me? I am so sorry, I am sorry for not being able to give you what you want. Baby.. I’m begging you, please give me another chance. I’ll prove you that I am worthy of everything that you give to me, just stay by my side please. I need you. You are the only one for me.. you’re all I have. If you leave me alone, I will be nothing.”
Mammon rests his head on your thigh, completely calm and silent as he starts to draw invisible circles on your soft skin. He touch is soft and soothing—it shouldn’t be soothing but you can’t help the way you’re leaning into his touch. His breath is hot on your skin and after a minute his tears start to make your leg wet. He’s crying, shaking uncontrollably as he buries his face. You run your fingers through his soft locks and try to comfort him but you can’t even bring yourself to actually say something.
“Everyon’s seeing me as nothing but a loser, nothing but a fucking waste of time. Do you agree with them?”
“No, Mammon no.. why would you think like that?”
“I saw you today with someone from our class, you were smiling at them. Do you like them more than you like me?”
Your heart aches as you hear his words.. he only has you, he made it clear from the very beginning. If you’re not there for him, he’ll be lost. You can’t be so selfish, right? You can’t leave him behind because everyone around him just uses him, treats him badly and acts like he’s nothing but a complete failure. You’re the only one who make him realize his own worth, so if you ever leave him.. he’ll be getting shoved around like a toy.
“You are the only one I love, Mammon.. they were telling me about something—but it wasn’t important, I don’t even remember what we were talking about. You see, no one is more valuable than you to me. I am here to support you no matter what, you know that.. don’t you?”
His sobs finally come to an end, he lifts his head up to look at you and his small smile makes you want to cry. You don’t want to see him broken like this. Never and ever.
He starts to place kisses on your inner thigh, his lips quiver with the contact of your soft and warm skin.
“I want to be the best for you”, he mumbles against your skin and it takes every piece of sanity that you have to not make a sound right at that moment. He doesn’t like it when you’re quiet. He needs everyone to know that he’s the only one who can make you feel like this, who can pleasure you like this. He needs to—no, he has to hear your voice.
His bites your skin harshly before giving you any time and you quickly tuck on his hair as you cry out his name.
“That’s much better.. my pretty human, you’ll be even louder for me, hm? You’ll let me devour you the way I want because that’s what I deserve. I deserve everything that you can possibly give me.”
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