me: she show me her "rocky" til i horror

the guy who kidnapped me & keeps me in his basement and forces me to post one or two certified three noters per day to make everyone think im fine: yeah thats fine for today. theres been a bit of a girldick theme lately though so maybe think of something more yaoiful for tomorrow

" do you have any marine animal or soft blue pixels? specifically jellyfish & sharks? :3 "

ミ✩ deep in the ocean!

New York Botanical Garden

saw a post abt this earlier that triggered me and fucked me up rly bad so tw for discussions of pap smears and sexual trauma

im 21 which means im supposed to start getting pap smears but i honestly feel like id rather die im so terrified but everyones always like "its uncomfy but you have to do it" "well some people have slight discomfort but its not supposed to hurt if done properly" "its a widdle akward but its over in no time 🥰"

like no you dont understand i have cptsd and just the thought of it makes me want to very very literally kill myself. also i cant even insert a fucking pinkie finger without searing pain. so exactly how the fuck am i supposed to lay on my back with my legs spread and let a complete stranger hold my vagina apart with a speculum and then scrape my fucking insides with a tool. "they can talk you through it" oh yeah thatll fix it. ive had full blown panic attacks just thinking about it and it makes me feel sick enough to vomit id rather die. and it makes me so fucking angry too like you mean to tell me none of these motherfuckers have bothered to find a different way to do this? too busy creating erection pill number 10,000? okay

♡ᵎ ꒰ beomzzs its going down ꒱ ୨⭒୧ ˖ ࣪⊹ ִֶָ

𝟬𝟰 .ᐟ .ᐟ (๑-﹏-๑) 🎼

☕ ꒰ @/soogyu % ♡ ⋆˚.

Can I sit next to you? Can you sit next to me?

dreamt i had sex with someone and they rolled over and logged the experience on letterboxd

my art is inspired by the fucked up gay sex i have and my fucked up gay sex is inspired by my art

Rei × Azami by Eka

when i think about it i can feel it between my legs, like a phantom hand touching me. its a horrible feeling it makes me feel sick and dirty. sometimes it makes me want to vomit. sometimes i wish i had nothing there at all so i could never feel anything there ever again. but at the same time its my entire identity, what value could i ever possibly have without a body that can have sex?

would you mind sharing the pic of your previous pfp (i think it was lala in pajamas or something similar)? thnx in advance ^__^

here you go!!!

puppy named bestgore