#❌ no rats please 🐀
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"Regrets"- a short story with Heather and Orochi (hurt/comfort)
"You seem a bit down, is something the matter?"
"Orochi... Do you regret having Mitama?" Heather asked as her friend looked up at her "Not really" she paused "How about you? Do you regret having Dwyer and Kana?" considering that Heather was the one to start the topic Orochi already knew what the answer was, but it was important for her friend to say it out loud.
"I do" she shamefully admitted. Although her friend didn't plan on judging her.
"Of course I still love them but... I don't think that I'm a good mother" her voice started shaking "While Kana still has some hope of restoring his childhood... I'm afraid it's way too late for Dwyer" she sighed "Then again, I suppose our entire family didn't have it too great. I was kidnapped and lived a fake life, locked away from the world and not knowing literally anything about it, Jakob was given away and forced to work as a butler... and now our kids were forced to be so... Alone. Just because we were too selfish to wait" as she slowly teared up she followed up her statement "We're horrible parents, aren't we? Instead of breaking the cycle we only made things worse" as she started crying Orochi placed her hands on Heather's shoulders "Heather, you've talked to them about it already didn't you?"
"Yes... They didn't seem to complain but what if they're lying just so I won't blame myself?" she looked at Orochi "You saw Kana, he keeps saying that he wants to be useful just so I won't abandon him again. And while Dwyer doesn't show any odd behavior he really often snaps at Jakob. I think he might be blaming everything on his father even though it was my idea to send them to that dammed realm to begin with"
"You just protected them" Orochi tried to think of a way to calm Heather down "Look at it this way: even though you lost a lot of time with them despite your visits now it's best time to make up for all of it" her spirit and wide smile made it hard to not feel better "I suppose you're right... But I don't think that I'll stop feeling this way..."
"You don't have to feel good about it, you just need to accept what's done can't be undone. If not for yourself, do it for them" and yet again she's right. With an awkward chuckle Heather said "I just wish I could handle it like you. You're always so strong Orochi"
"Aww, thanks. You know, that three is really lucky to have you. Even if you may not feel the same" she remembered a few interactions she had herself with Jakob "Your husband is a stubborn one, but he was always so open about his feelings for you to others. I even heard Hana complain that he called her 'Sakura's fool' and when she called him 'Heather's fool' he completely adored the idea and that was before you even got married" both of the women laughed as they imagined Jakob's proud expression "Your kids are great too. Mitama actually often talks about Dwyer if you can believe it. He always helps her find some good napping spots but also he often mumbles about his plans to surprise you with his skills which interrupts her sleep from time to time... So that's actually why she talks about him. As to him snapping at Jakob I think it's just a teenager thing and you're not easy to be mad at compared to your husband" she paused "No offense" she added "None taken" Heather responded.
"And Kana, is the just sweetest child. He helps around everyone just to make you proud. It still doesn't stop at that and I often see him playing so I'm pretty sure he's got the spirit. So you really don't have anything to worry about. If anything I think that talking to them in more detail might help you a lot there" she started playing with her hair, twirling it around her finger "But it's best if you start with Jakob, the sooner you do the less dramatic he will be about you secretly beating yourself over it"
After some time to think Heather nodded "I'll try to bring it up, even though it's going to be hard..."
"You can do it, I believe in you" and with that words of encouragement Heather left to have a talk with her husband...
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Hi there this is our current alter name list and matching emojis, alters and commenters may use one, or both
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❗ !!! (congratulations it's twins!)
❓ ??? (congratulations it's twins!)
🎸 Al blu (song fictive of alien blues)
🏖 Beach ken (Beach Ken fictive)
☢️ Dr. Oppenheimer (fictive from Oppenheimer movie)
😺 Candy (the literal cat)
✊ Garnet (fictive SU (rly only plays beat saber))
😣 Grumpy (Purrfect Tale introject)
😐 Oliver (Purrfect Tale introject)
🐉 Hiccup (fictive from how to train ur dragon)
🥺 Kitty (factive of our best friend)
🚔 Leon (fictive from resident evil/dbd)
💠 Missing No. (out from dormancy)
💷 Officer K (fictive from blade runner)
👽 Paradot (fictive SU (tablet kid))
🐞 Puppycat (fictive from bee & puppycat)
🖥 Pyro (introject of Pyrocinical YT)
🐀 Rat (demon mf)
🍼 Lil Rat (little of rat)
🌹 Rosie (alien sweetheart)
🌙 Little Rosie (little of Rosie)
🔥 Rin (fictive from blue Exorcist)
💨 Seth Rogen (introject of the actor?)
🩻 Shaun (fictive of the good doctor)
🚬 Simon (fictive COF (regular dude(kinda)))
💒 Kitty Simon (fictive COF (meow meow/silly))
🦽 Sick Simon (fictive COF (hes sick and can't walk))
🩸 Silly Simon (fictive COF (silly sso silly))
📱 Little Simon (fictive COF (smoll))
🌟 Simpleflips (introject of simpleflips YT)
🕸 Webber (fictive Don't Starve)
🧪 Wilson (fictive Don't Starve)
😇 ångel (Lalaloopsi boy doll object alter)
🧸 Cardamon (fictive puppycat)
👻 Nyx (split off of an art peice won't talk much)
📛 Crona (Soul eater introject)
🕳 Ragnarok (SE introject only speaks to crona)
⛓️ Yoon Bum (killing stalking introject)
🐸 Baby Bum (Yoon bum but a kid)
🪡 Empty SEKAI Miku [EM] (project sekai fictive)
🫐 Craig (southpark fictive)
☕ Tweek (southpark fictive)
📼 Alex (marble hornets fictive)
🌈 Tism Creature (autism creature introject)
🍑 Fawn (shy bunny)
🍟 Fry (Futurama fictive)
❌ Blury (mf named Blury)
🌸 Kylar (degrees of lewdity fictive)
🍆 Sock (degrees of lewdity fictive)
🟡 Ena (Ena fictive (happy))
🔵 Ena (Ena fictive (sad))
🟠 Ena (Ena fictive (drunk))
🌀 Connor (Detroit become human fictive)
🗡 Link (BOTW/TP/TOTK fictive)
🍷 Nils (fictive from twilight host club)
🧠 Brain (sad)
🤬 Bruno (can't keep his mouth shut)
🫀 Wren (Jeff the Killer introject)
📺 Blurry (all of your friends are gone rn, please come back later)
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76?
(Needs fucking fixed AGAIN)
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