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satoruxx · 1 year

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[6:17 a.m.]

gojo satoru x reader

you’re pulled out of your dreamworld by long fingers at your forehead. they brush away a few flyaway strands of your hair before gently rubbing over your brow bone. when you attempt to peel your eyes open, you can already tell it’s too early.

it’s still dark, the sun not having graced your small room with its presence yet. but even through your sleepy gaze you can make out the brightness of satoru’s eyes. they’re uncharacteristically soft, crinkling a little as they notice you stirring from slumber. they narrow with amusement as you let out an irritated groan.

“satoru…it’s too early.”

you say his name with emphasis, and he chuckles quietly.

“i know i know. go back to sleep, pretty thing.”

your curiosity heightens, and you squint as you attempt to look at him. he looks like your boyfriend alright, with his snowy white hair, bright cerulean eyes, and lopsided smile. but he also looks familiar in a way that is oddly unfamiliar. the tight black shirt he has on accentuates his built physique, and the baggy pants tied loosely around his slim waist — it’s different.

for a second you think you see a faint scar running across his lips, but it’s gone in an instant. you’ll choose to blame it on your sleep addled brain.

“where are you going?” you mumble to him, reaching your hand out to take his own. his long fingers squeeze yours reassuringly.

“gotta go take care of something real quick.” he answers, the smile still present in his voice.

“always working.” you pout, pulling the blankets closer to your chin. “i only just got you back. you owe me for all that missed time, so don’t stay away for too long.”

satoru blinks, his smile gone before he reaches down and cups your face in his two large hands. he presses a chaste kiss to your forehead before leaning further down and planting one on your lips. there is no barrier between the two of you - no infinity, and he relishes in it for a second longer.

“okay sweetheart, after i come back from this i’m all yours, yeah?” he sighs, smile reappearing like it never left, though this time it is much more subdued. his fingers tremble against your skin for a second, but then you laugh and he’s back to normal.

“good.” you grin, eyes fluttering shut again. “as it should be.”

the warmth of the cocoon you’ve made is all too inviting, and you don’t have anything against falling into it. the darkness of the room and the allure of the dreamworld you were in just a few minutes ago is all too powerful. you’re just about dozing off again when satoru speaks up once more.

“i love you, sweets.” he says. there’s an odd tone to his voice now, almost somber but not quite. you’re too absorbed in sleep to really notice, but you hear him, and an easy little smile graces your face.

“mmh, love you too, ‘toru. come home soon, okay?”

your words are squished into the pillow, and satoru only smiles down at you. once more he reaches down to drag his fingers over your cheek, before pulling away. he swallows thickly, before nodding his head.

“alright baby. i’ll come back to you soon. wait for me, yeah?”

a/n: bc after today, we all needed this....

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satoruxx · 26 days

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let it be known that even when the world doubted us, called us crazy and delusional, we stood strong and never wavered—and now he has returned to us.

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#BC ITS NEVER GOJOVER !!#i am no longer a widow #thank you gege pls don’t ruin this for me #BUT STILL HES BACKKKK #it’s like not feeling real i feel like i’m having an out of body experience #cannot believe he’s returned to me after so long……..#i missed you satoru <///3 #jjk spoilers #jjk 260 #jjk leaks #gojo satoru

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satoruxx · 9 months

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HAUNTING ME TONIGHT.

✧ PAIRING: gojo satoru x reader | 0.6k words

✧ SUMMARY: this is a coping mechanism for today's jjk leaks so...SPOILERS AHEAD, blood, mentions of death, ANGST, gojo centric, vague af, hints at canon manga events, he goes back and forth between his past and present self, overall confusion bc he doesn't understand what really happened to him, it's bittersweet ig, idk man my emotions are all over the place rn

✧ RHEYA'S NOTE: looks like it's a trend for me to write a gojo drabble every time the leaks fuck me up lmao. somehow after weeks of writer's block i managed to spit this out. here's part 1 from back in june when the neck slice happened. this and part 1 don't connect all that much but it's sorta hinted and i wrote this as a continuation. this can be read alone tho. whatever i'm so fucked up rn i'm gonna go back to crying...

satoru thinks there's blood in his mouth. he can taste it, metallic and coppery as it fills his pharynx and seeps into his throat.

he tastes it even when his body is free from scars and sunlight warms his skin.

it’s comforting, he thinks, the feeling of carefree youth he hasn’t been able to experience in almost ten years. the grin that's stretching across his face makes him forget the blood.

he’s choosing to focus on them instead. focusing on the faces he hasn’t seen in so long. he’s not really sure what he’s telling them, but satoru has always been good at rambling about things like death.

for a second he feels like a teacher, preaching about dying alone, but then he remembers that he’s probably still a student. young and stupid and carefree.

but for some reason, the expression on suguru’s face makes him feel oddly nostalgic.

satoru likes this. he thinks he’d like to snapshot nanami’s expression. it's strange, but it feels like he hasn’t seen him in a long time.

but that’s ridiculous because he’s still a student. he’d seen nanami in class the morning prior.

something about that is wrong. he can’t quite put his finger on it.

he’s in the middle of annoying principal yaga when he catches sight of you.

you're making a face, one that he’s never seen before. it’s half angry and half wounded, like you’ve never been so hurt in your life. the expression unsettles him, and somehow he knows it’ll haunt his nightmares from now until the end of time.

your features crumble, and satoru notices you’re going in and out of focus, so he tries to blink you back into clarity. it doesn’t work.

briefly he wonders if you’re even real.

you glare at him, eyes shining with tears and every bit of hurt in the world.

“you promised.” you hiss, shoulders drawn high and taut as your body trembles with something he doesn’t quite understand.

promised what, he wants to ask, but he finds that he can’t open his mouth to speak to you.

the taste of blood comes back again, pooling in the back of his throat. metallic and coppery.

you bite down on your lip, hard, before turning away from him.

satoru doesn’t know how to reach out to you because his body is rooted in place. it feels like his brain isn’t connected to the rest of him, neurons firing but muscles not working in coordination.

he inwardly curses.

when he looks back, haibara is grinning at him in a way that reminds him so much of someone else. he briefly thinks haibara would suit pink hair. when he catches nanami’s tired eyes, something in his impassive expression tells satoru that he agrees.

there’s a fleeting silence, and the sound of a clock ticking quietly scratches at his brain. he looks at suguru, who’s smiling at him knowingly, skin clean of any stitches, and satoru decides he should commit the sight to memory.

there’s a restlessness in his stomach now, and he feels his torso burn.

he turns back to look at you, the taste of blood now extremely strong on his tongue as he watches your figure slowly start to fade from existence.

for a second, he smells smoke, unpleasant but oh so familiar. he remembers the sound of medical textbooks turning and the echo of an annoyed first grader’s voice. a few barks of a dog follow.

through the taste of blood, he can smell bedsheets. he can smell overly sweet coffee in the morning. he can smell the shampoo you use.

he closes his eyes, smiling ruefully to himself.

you’re right.

he did promise you after all.

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satoruxx · 19 days

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anyways my canon is that shoko healed him and he’s got a sexy scar across his stomach and then they talked and then sukuna disintegrated and megumi came back and yuji smiled again and all the kids were happy and unharmed and then they lived happily ever after. the end.

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#and shoko puts her hair up more often #sorry #me and satoru are chilling in bed rn guys he’s fine dw #i’m so angry rn i need to calm down lamp #lmao #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 261

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satoruxx · 1 year

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like there’s no way my man is dying after 3 chapters of a fight, without injuring sukuna AT ALL, with the body swap theory still being possible, with no nobara return, with a duplicate toji neck slice, without going through a second enlightenment, without having some fancy new move he discovered in the prison realm, and WITHOUT giving me a good morning kiss

#send help im in pain #im also delusional af #SOMEONE TELL ME THERES STILL A CHANCE #no no he’s fine #my husband is fr okay #he’s right next to me rn #we’re cuddling #— spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 225 #jjk spoilers #[𐐪— spoilers. 𐑂]#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]

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satoruxx · 19 days

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I swear everything going on is so out of character for yuta.

Like satoru is always treated like a weapon and now it happening again even after his death and it’s by his closest student??? It’s weird and sad honestly

EXACTLY and the fact that there was that whole convo in the flashback where yuta tells gojo that he shouldn't be a "monster" by himself but then now it's yuta going on about how they need to throw away their humanity bc it's sukuna they're talking about, and that gojo was always the one who had to be the "monster" so now it's yuta's responsibilty.

like isn't that just nullifying exactly what yuta said before?? and i get maybe it's the whole "oh yeah you have to sacrifice your humanity bc that's the jujutsu world." but like as someone who was so adamant about making sure gojo didn't do crazy monster shit, why tf is yuta now using his body as a tool, basically forcing him to do crazy monster shit even in death??

idk man my head is spinning the whole thing makes no sense. and like what difference is yuta using gojo's powers supposed to make?? im still so confused about that...

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#[𐐪— asks. 𐑂]#like what can yuta do with gojos technique that gojo couldnt do himself??#maybe i just dont understand jjk's power system #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 261

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satoruxx · 19 days

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ngl i genuinely think geges realized what a fuckin hole hes dug w the plot of jjk, like the heroes cannot feasibly win w/o gojo but for the sake of bis hatred for the character and shock value, he killed him off anyway.

like yeah gojo being used as a weapon even after death is awful, its poetic and telling of the themes of jjk. but im a firm believer that gojo never should have died in the first place

mhmmm he literally fucked over his own story as soon as he killed satoru the way he did. like even IF he had to die, the timing and the way it was done was so messy and disrespectful to his whole character??? and it's not even like i cant see the whole "oh he needs to die so his students can take over" angle—if that's what gege wanted to do then there's a way to do it.

how are you gonna make him have so many unfinished parts of his character/arc and then off screen him?? and then when you do hype up a comeback you make it smth as lame as his body being a fucking tool??? idk it's frustrating and honestly quite disappointing ://

also i think it's fucking immature and stupid to hate a character you created that much. like bro if you don't like him why'd you make him so damn important??

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#[𐐪— asks. 𐑂]#he shouldve just clocked sukuna bro #like he was the strongest #nobody would be mad #big sigh #gege aint doing shit rn #im so disappointed #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 261

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satoruxx · 19 days

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literally the most unrealistic part of the leaks was that shoko wasn’t mad about the plan…

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#you're telling me #shoko “i was there too” ieiri was not against the plan #and i get people will be like oh she just fully believed he would win yada yada #yes ofc she did #BUT EVEN HE WAS UPSET SHE DIDNT CARE #gege whyd you absolutely ruin her like that #the amount of people on twitter who are just trashing on her now bc apparently she didn't give a shit about satoru #nah bro she ALWAYS gave a shit gege just never wanted to show it...#im so sad bro satoru was genuinely so upset she didn't care #satoshoko my beloveds you will always be special to me #real ones know that 261 was out of character for literally every person in it #ugh im so upset goodbye #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk 261

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satoruxx · 1 month

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i hate jjk i hate jjk i hate jjk i hate jjk i hate jjk I HATE JJK—

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#genuinely gege why???#i swear i cant like a single character #jjk 259 #i will be erasing this from the history books #bc there’s no way this is real #jjk spoilers

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satoruxx · 1 month

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i have not cried over jjk since gojo but i’m getting pretty damn close rn….

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#there’s no way…#im sorry for leaving you alone again #yeah alright im never recovering #the amount of times he apologized too???#my poor baby im so upset #jjk 259 #jjk spoilers

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satoruxx · 5 months

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going to sleep knowing that shoko is taking care of satoru rn <33

#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#— jjk spoilers #actually almost sobbed with relief #hope is restored gege pls don’t let me down #let my babies be happy #ok fr gn

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satoruxx · 26 days

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HES BACK HES BACK HES BACK HES BACKKKKK

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#WELCOME BACK MY GLORIOUS KING #I KNEW IT I KNEW IT #jjk 260 #jjk spoilers

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satoruxx · 1 month

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i was hoping to wake up and see that last night’s leaks were a joke but clearly the universe hates me…

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#literally went to sleep so upset last night #fuck this bro #i need to stop liking characters #bc what is even tying me to this manga anymore #everyone i’ve ever liked is dead #EXCEPT SHOKO AND IF GEGE TOCUHES HER ILL BE BRINING OUT WEAPONS

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satoruxx · 19 days

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I hate Gege. I hate what he's doing with the story, but even though I love Gojo and I want him to come back as himself, I have to admit what has happened kinda fits the story because it is tragic. Gojo doesn't get a good ending, doesn't get redemption, doesn't get love, he doesn't get anything in return. He only gets the answer to Geto's question: he's the strongest, not Gojo Satoru, not a person deserving of anything. And that's tragic. Maybe it's because I love angst and, even though I NEED Gojo to come back, I think it's a good point to Gojo's end of narrative.

STILL I believe overall Gege's narrative sucks. Bc where the hell is this comming from? Why is Shoko suddenly careless about Gojo when she told him he wasn't alone? It's a good point to the story but it's so out of nowhere, like most things he's been doing. I think some things are good to the plot, but I think Gege just makes them up atp tbh. It's like he builds the story to be one way and then decides to do something out of a chatgpt chat?

idk sorry for this rant, Im honestly coping with the leaks

trust me i'm an angst lover myself, but at some point there has to be a line drawn on how much we can blame on jujutsu society being fucked up. gojo obviously was never destined for the good ending of course, and yes jjk society is fucked up and wrong. but the fact that he, as one of the main characters, did not get a truly completed character arc, is what bothers me.

if satoru was always going to die and was never supposed to get the happy ending, that's fine. but there were so many facets of his story left completely untouched and unfinished. therefore i don't think that gojo's character even had an ending, not the way others like nanami did—and i think that's pretty pathetic bc as a writer how do you botch your own character that bad??

but yeah nonnie you're right, gege sucks with his whole narritive. DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON SHOKO. my girl was so worried in the past chapters. she had visceral reactions to everything, and you're telling me that she's just emotionless about this whole thing now?? nah nah it's not real. gege just picks some random idea to do one week and then completely ignores it the next week.

don't worry nonnie i think we're all completely mortified by leaks so everyone's just reacting to it :((

#[𐐪— asks. 𐑂]#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#like yes its tragic but if this was what gege was gonna do id rather satoru just stay dead bc at least he died doing smth meaningful??#this is literally just a half assed way of attempting dig yourself out of the hole you made #bring back the one character who was actually capable of ending the story but ofc you cant bring him back fr #literally character assassination #ANYWAYS #IGNORING CANON #everyones happy and nice and living #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 261

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satoruxx · 19 days

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Even though it would be incredibly sad and it’s such an annoying trope but at this point I could deal with an “it was all a dream” type ending like I’m begging that’s actually the only good end to this story atp

HONESTLY NONNIE...I'D TAKE IT.

atp the book can't get any worse so if i get a "this was our jujutsu kaisen" type ending im gonna shut my mouth and accept it gratefully. bc i genuinely cant see a way out of this. he killed off all his major characters and basically made sukuna unbeatable so unless gege plans to end it with sukuna eating everyone and living happily ever after by himself then honestly i don't see how this book ends well.

so yeah im pretty much manifesting an "it was all a dream" type thing too nonnie. i'm right there with you :33

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#[𐐪— asks. 𐑂]#honestly wouldnt every character be happy if it was just a dream anyway #seems canon to me !!#anyways this is why i write fics #i can make up whatever i want #satoru is alive and well yall dw #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk 261

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satoruxx · 19 days

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the only highlight of this chapter was seeing shoko with her hair up

#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#my wife is so damn pretty #but like also i’m crying for her bc she really did stitch up his body <///3 #imagine how she must feel bro #i love her so much #i need to hug her and satoru rn #fuck this bro #i hate jjk so much #i’m done #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk 261

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