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solarisgod · 11 months

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▌ ANHABUILDING.EXE ／／ : AWARENESS ᐟ ᐟ * [ CW ] MENTIONS OF DEREALIZATION, DEPERSONALIZATION, DRUG USAGE & ADDICTION, SELF-HARM URGES, SUICIDAL IDEATIONS, & UNREALITY.

› GENERAL ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ AWARENESS IS A KNOWLEDGE ANTIGODS OBTAIN AS THEIR EXITALE EVENT ENDS OF BEING A CHARACTER IN A FICTIONAL STORY AND UNREAL UNIVERSE THAT WERE MADE TO ENTERTAIN THE AUDIENCE.

› AWARENESS_LEVEL ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ The Order System can can be used to identify the general level of Awareness an Antigod have.

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 1 : The character who knows they are in a story, but not the specific nature of that story.

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 2 : The character who not only knows they are in a story but knows the nature of that story ( i.e. is aware they are in a horror story, therefore, can predict the possibilities based on general horror centric tropes and plotlines ).

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 3 : The character who is not only aware of the story’s form and genre, but everything of the events and details in order.

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 4 : The character who is not only aware of everything within the story, but also the Audience’s existence beyond the Four Walls of the Narrative while they are able to see and directly interact with the Audience.

› SIDE_EFFECTS ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ THE FOLLOWING SIDE EFFECTS OF HAVING AWARENESS ARE, THOUGH NOT LIMITED TO : ANXIETY, DECLINE IN SANITY, DEPRESSION, DEREALIZATION-DEPERSONALIZATION, HOPELESSNESS, PARANOIA, SELF-HARM URGES, SUICIDAL IDEATIONS, TIME BLINDNESS, VERTIGO, AND FREQUENT FEELINGS OF "BEING WATCHED" AND "NOTHING MATTERS IN THE END".

› EXTRA_SENSE ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ Awareness also functions as a "extrasensory perception" that Antigods can receive precognition of a future event in a few seconds to minutes, even hours to weeks before the actual event occurs. The precognition of the Awareness can be taken in a shape of dream, vision, or fact. The stronger the Antigod is, the sooner the precognition aspect of their Awareness will become active. When the Awareness gets triggered by the upcoming event, the Antigod will generally experience a head splitting pain. Other symptoms that are commonly experienced when the triggers happen excessively at a time are blurred visions, headaches, fatigues, and nausea.

› ATARAXIA ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ Ataraxia is a consumable herbal medicine that Antigods, mainly those who are over Order 3, use to temporarily dull or reduce their Awareness, given that having this special knowledge can form a variety of undesired effects to them. Sinners and especially Martyrs are known to create and sell Ataraxia across the Antigod community. The herb is palm sized in various colours and sizes that is absorbed with an Antigod's anthaima, which is a bodily liquid that appears and functions similarly to blood for human and ichor for the divinity, tasting as sweetly iron. ( * VISUAL REFERENCES : 1, 2, 3 // ). One take of Ataraxia makes a single hour of reducing the Awareness, although depending on how weak the user may be, taking at least four to eight times in a day can be dangerous, leading to coma or even death. Heads of Break Beyond Force highly discourage Antigods to use Ataraxia due to the side effects and addictive potentials, instead suggesting resilience trainings in order to develop better endurance of Awareness and management of its side effects, though some Antigods have no patience to engage in the trainings, finding Ataraxia the only best way to cope with their Awareness.

#ADDICTION CW #DEREALIZATION CW #DEPERSONALIZATION CW #DRUG USE CW #SELF HARM CW #SUICIDAL IDEATION CW #UNREALITY CW #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ WORLDBUILDING . ›#[ ✨ : this is actually a very important thing with Micah ]#[ who will know about certain aspects the individual they interact with and the event around them both as time goes on ]#[ nothing too significant to avoid powermodding of course unless given permission but ]#[ yeah nodsnodsnods ]#[ anyways Micah doesn't like to know things about others via their Awareness rather than being told by them hence ]#[ they attempt to block it whenever it gets triggered and just. they are so. :< ]

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alldarkling · 9 months

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Thinking about Antiphisto in Jujutsu Kaisen verse and... yeah, you know what, the Curses are their pets

#[ ✨ : or besties. Whatever. ]#[ someone: you do know that those things are dangerous to be with right??? ]#[ Antiphisto: yeah? and as are humans too but more annoyingly. so??? ]#[ fuckignsjdgnsdkgnj squeezing them like its a squeaky toy ]#[ thinking how about much fascination it holds for Curses ]#[ nodsnodsnods ]

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monkiebois · 1 year

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I don't know if you've heard the quote, "The world should have protected you, but you have been asked to protect it. What an honor, what an injustice." - from naddpod, but it gives me such MK and Macaque vibes

NODSNODSNODS

YEAH........................W OW

YEA A H H A H THATS THEM.

...........man..............

thats them..............

Macaque and Mk are so similar.

theres no proof for my upcoming claim but.....

imagine if macaque used to be kind and caring, loyal and considerate. happy and lively

but after everything that happened he turned into the demon he is today

then weve got Mk.

Mk who's kind and caring, loyal and considerate. happy and lively.

............................

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..........

.....

cause heres the thing.

Mk is different then Macaque, maybe its because he hasnt been beaten down enough yet?

nah

its because no matter what comes his way, he wont lose himself. even if hes tempted he wont.

call it main character plot armor, call it character arcs/dynamics and parralels but no matter what you call it imma eat this shit up like candy.

#six eared macaque #liu er mihou #lmk mk #monkie kid mk #ask #monkie kid #sweetpeajournals406 #i need a dynamic name for them alreadyAAAAA #qi xiaotian

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sparrow-after-dark · 1 year

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I posted 871 times in 2022

That's 871 more posts than 2021!

110 posts created (13%)

761 posts reblogged (87%)

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I tagged 859 of my posts in 2022

Only 1% of my posts had no tags

#reblog - 748 posts

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#me - 3 posts

#that's what hearth did - 2 posts

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Longest Tag: 80 characters

#me trying to explain to my mom why i can't cook when anyone else is in the house

My Top Posts in 2022:

i take the lord's name in vain (i am the only holy one here)

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ok gn everyone suck dick ✌

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i relate to marc punching steven over kissing layla because i too get jealous when my guys get involved in my blogs despite the fact that we're one person

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i love you making out i love you slow sticky kisses in the sun i love you holding hands i love you neck kisses i love you sunshine i love you slowly undressing i love you being too excited to undress fully i love you needing to be close to someone i love you slow moments i love you

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My #1 post of 2022

i hate the whole "you have to love yourself before anyone can love you" thing.

actually no, i'm still learning how to love myself (i'm still learning how to like myself), but i'm still worthy of love. before i can accept that i can love myself, before i can accept that i am loveable, i am allowed to be loved.

i am loved, and i am learning how to believe and accept it all. i get to have love before i am ready.

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his-lost-horn · 7 years

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vxtum: http://ubernoir.tumblr.com/post/153419513474/

vxtum: http://ubernoir.tumblr.com/post/154581727389/

vxtum: http://ubernoir.tumblr.com/post/152803385807/

vxtum: Creatures maybe in the Void?

vxtum: http://ubernoir.tumblr.com/post/150578376384/

unifyingspark: Okay now that one is fucking perfect

unifyingspark: Playing on that thing and Cyclonus is thinking 'why do I feel slight movements' and then slowly, to his horror, it occurs to him the weird swamp tree his babies are playing on (and he is standing on) is a huge damn creature

and its a huge damn creature hunting, still, its tongue pretending to be a branch lol

unifyingspark: Yeah I loved how you said Cyclonus stands close by, super serious, as his babies eat and play behind him T_T

Watching for anything, big mama lion

vxtum: -nodsnodsnods- ;-; 'Cause they're in a dangerous place, but he /has/ to bring them there

vxtum: Everything there is trying to eat everything else

vxtum: I don't think Cyclonus will ever not be with them in the Dead Universe when they're small. galvatron and scourge may take them, but Cyclonus will never let them go without him there

unifyingspark: I had the feeling Cyclonus doesn't really want his mates going to the Void either, heh.

unifyingspark: If he could have it his way.

vxtum: He really /really/ doesn't

vxtum: Because he just got them back

vxtum: He knows he's able to survive there; able to resist any tempting whispers

vxtum: And the babies, to him, are never safe unless he's there watching them

vxtum: So there is no convincing him to stay home and rest

unifyingspark: That will be something to think about, when Tettares is starving and Cyclonus is trying to recover so he's safe/strong enough to take them to the Void but this child has gone weeks without proper food and is suffering, when he finally says okay go to Galvatron and Scourge which is a huge risk because Cyclonus may know the Void leaves him alone because it has his kids. His mates, alone? Huge risk.

unifyingspark: Though Cyclonus is so damn stubborn, he may pick to go to the Void weak with his babies, and lay low and recover in the Void over sending Scourge and Galvatron.

unifyingspark: Tettares would need awhile when they first enter, anyway, to recover herself.

vxtum: If they /had/ to go, he would go with them, but rest in the background, watching /all/ of them

unifyingspark: It must be awful for Cyclonus as well. When Tettares is starving, the Void really comes down hard on her, it loves that. It loves when that child hurts because it will grind salt into her and try to force Cyclonus to bring the twins back home.

vxtum: That really fucks Cyclonus up

vxtum: His children - his /daughter/ - basically being held hostage

vxtum: Until he does what it wants

unifyingspark: It would be cool if sometimes Cyclonus starts to see what she does, when he knows its around her strong because he feels it. He starts snarling at shadows and talking to something that isn't there as well.

unifyingspark: Scourge must watch him like, oh no not this again.

vxtum: /Yes/

vxtum: I know when she's having really bad days, he'll sense it, hear it through her

vxtum: That familiar, unwanted presence

vxtum: That voice he fucking hates

unifyingspark: Forces Cyclonus to have a relationship with the Void, like it or not.

vxtum: lmao

vxtum: The D-Void an abusive mate

vxtum: ordering the mother of its children to bring them home

vxtum: /or else/

vxtum: The very first time it's able to 'influence' Cyclonus, really

vxtum: By pitting his pride and resilience against the health of his children

vxtum: Cyclonus snarling softly, but bending down and gently scooping up the babies into his arms, /loathing/ burning through him as a portal is opened to him; can almost hear the mocking laughter in his mind as he puts on his mask of stocism and walks through the gate with a rigid, proud posture

unifyingspark: Yes, it will tease and fuck with Cyclonus as much as possible heh... no matter what he does, he's its breeder... its used up little mare with a rope around his neck.

vxtum: /YES/ lol

unifyingspark: her Voice it will also try to get her to do things so her parents get mad at her (which won't work on Cyclonus, he knows what its doing) but the Void fucks with that child all the time. Example, telling her Galvatron would love her more if she said 'x' so this little thing comes up to him and says, "I know you cried when you left Papa in the Void and you thought you were powerful but you really were not, you were small." Thinking the Void is telling her how to be closer, and then Galvatron of course is angry and disgusted with her because she insulted him, might even punish her, and it leaves her so confused and upset. The Void will try to drive wedges between her and her family (which it does until she's around 7 or 8 or so, when we wrote that scene, where Cyclonus helps Galvatron reconnect with her)

unifyingspark: but Galvatron does learn this as well, after awhile, but she'll do this to all of them- say something very personal that the Void told her to say to try to get them to punish her

unifyingspark: I want Cyclonus to teach her not to do that, she'll learn not to pretty young but the Void is really clever and it wants her to be alone, it wants her to have to turn to it and if she won't, it attacks her everway it can, and when she is with it- it rewards her, makes it so amazing for her that the balance is torn between the 2 homes she has.

unifyingspark: Galvatron would come at him later too, thinking he's telling her stories, wanting to know why the hell he is telling her that crap. Void causes problems for both tettares and cyclonus, really.

#unifyingspark #[chat commentary]#[tw: long post]#au: twins

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