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#[ he'd selfishly and happily take every bit of life that he had and use it to the most of his abilities
pirateborn-a · 2 years
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The Girl Out of Time
Pairing: Bucky x Reader and Sam x Reader
Background: Willow Roffe was born and raised in Brooklyn. She lived her life as happily as she could with her two childhood best friends Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers. When they both left her to join the military she tried to continue with life but that didn't get to happen for her for the simple fact that she meant something to James Buchanan Barnes.
Rating: Story will be overall MATURE but not every chapter. There will be strong language, talk of both mental and physical abuse, some good ole angst, and smut. There will be a warning at the beginning of the chapter when it includes smut.
Chapter 28
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"It's that doctor. This was all him." I said as we ran.
"How do you know?" Sam asked.
I looked over to Steve but he was concentrating on where we were going.
"I just do. It's all way too coincidental. Everything that happened led to that doctor being alone with James." I explained.
My heart was pounding furiously as we ran around a corner. Steve slowed in front of us at the sight of a body on the floor.
"Help me" a voice croaked.
Steve slowly moved closer. In the next room bodies were all over the place. What the hell happened?
"Help" the voice croaked again.
I stepped around Steve to see the doctor on the floor. A red hot rage filled me instantly.
"Get up" Steve ordered.
Before the guy had a chance I grabbed his shirt jerking him to his feet. I slammed him hard into the wall.
"Who are you? What do you want?" Steve asked harshly from beside me.
The man smiled sinisterly.
"To see an empire fall." He spat.
I didn't even get to retort when Sam was suddenly slammed into the wall next to me. I jumped turning around. Steve tried to subdue Bucky but he swung hard.
"Shit" I breathed out.
I grabbed Sam trying to help him to his feet but he was out cold. The two super soldiers moved into the next room. All thoughts of the doctor flew out of my mind as I ran to catch up with my friends. When I reached them Bucky threw Steve door the elevator shaft.
"Steve!" I shouted making Bucky turn towards me.
"What the hell are you doing?" I asked him harshly.
"Stay out of my way doll." He snapped.
He wasn't Bucky. The look in his eyes was the same one as the first time Steve and I had seen him as the Winter Soldier. Somehow the switch got flipped again.
I chased after him. I couldn't let him disappear again. He didn't know what he was doing. He needed help.
I got down into the main lobby to find James in the middle of fighting several agents. None of them stood a chance against him.
"James!" I shouted trying to get his attention.
I ran towards him just as Tony came around the corner. A sonic wave hit me making me crumbled to my knees. My ears rang from it. I covered my eyes as a bright flash filled the room. When I could see and hear again Bucky had both Sharon and Nat on him. He knocked Sharon off then grabbed Nat by the throat. He slammed her on top a table.
"You could at least recognize me." Nat said through clenched teeth.
I stumbled to my feet as T'Challa jumped out kicking Bucky in the chest. I checked on Nat quickly as the two men started to fight. She was panting from lack of oxygen but otherwise okay.
Bucky knocked off T'Challa then ran up the stairs. I moved to follow him but someone grabbed my wrist pulling me back.
"You can't help him." Tony said sharply.
"I have to try." I said softly.
Tony tightened his hold on my wrist but I could still get out of it. I ripped my hand away from him. Bucky was no longer on the stairs. I turned and ran as quickly as I could. I followed my instincts running out the side door. A few feet in front of me James was running full speed. He shoved open a heavy metal door that led to a helicopter pad. He ripped something off the door of the helicopter then opened the door. I hurried to the other side doing the same and climbing inside.
"What the hell are you doing?" James asked harshly.
"If you're leaving then so am I." I told him.
"Are you out of your mind?" He glared at me.
"Better get going before we get caught again." I stated simply.
He growled but did as I said. He started flipping switches making the copter roar to life.
"I don't understand what you're doing." He said as he started to lift us off the pad.
"I've lost you too many times already. I'll be damned if I let it happen again." I said sternly.
The metal door leading to the pad flew open as Steve ran out. His eyes locked with both mine and Bucky's. He ran full speed then jumped grabbing hold of the helicopter. With his insane strength he kept us from getting too far. When Bucky tried to get him off Steve grabbed a hold of the edge of the pad.
"He can't seriously being doing this." I said in disbelief.
Bucky tried to make him let go but ended up crashing us into the pad.
"Shit! Hold on doll!" James shouted as we went down.
I closed my eyes for only a second. When I opened them we were falling into the water. I looked over to James to see blood trickling down the window his head was laying against.
"Jamie!" I shouted right before my head went under water.
I had to kick at my door a few times to get it open. When I got to Jamie's side Steve was already there ripping the door open. I helped him pull him out then drag him up to the surface. I gasped for air as soon as I could.
"Have you lost your mind?" Steve shouted at me as we swam to the shore.
I knew he was mad but he was scared more than anything. He could have just lost both his best friends in one moment. All I had selfishly thought about was James and how I couldn't loose him again.
"You scared the absolute hell out of me Willow." He chided as we drug James out of the water.
"I'm sorry" I said softly.
I fell to my knees next to Jamie. His chest was rising and falling normally which eased my worries a bit.
"What if you got killed? Did you even stop to think about me or Sam? What would we do without you?" Steve asked as he kneeled beside me.
Tears fell down my cheeks as I looked down at James.
"I couldn't risk loosing him again." I choked out.
Steve's arms were instantly around me. I cried harder the instant my head was against his chest.
"Cap!" Sam's voice brought me back to reality.
I quickly sat up wiping my eyes. I wasn't sure I could explain to Sam why I was crying. Steve knew me well enough to know why. I was overwhelmed. Too much going on around me and in my head.
"He still breathing?" Sam asked coming to a stop in front of us.
"That's not funny." I grumbled.
I didn't give Steve a chance to do anything. I bent down picking up Bucky's unconscious body. I positioned him over my shoulders so I held one arm and one leg to keep him in place.
"Willow I can carry him." Steve chided.
"So can I." I said simply.
Steve sighed but nodded. He knew I wasn't going to let him take James from me. I followed behind the two men towards our "getaway car". I chuckled to myself at the sight of the small dark blue beetle. Sam opened the door then moved up the seat so I could sit James in the back seat. I climbed in to sit next to him. The car ride was silent but the air was tense. I knew both men wanted to say something. Most likely two completely different things.
Steve pulled the car into an old run down warehouse. I pulled James out then carried him to the other side of the room where I gently sat him against the wall.
"Sam, give me a hand." Steve said.
I watched as Steve raised up part of an old wench then nodded for Sam to do something. I stepped forward when Sam grabbed Bucky's metal arm.
"What the hell are you doing?" I questioned harshly.
"When he wakes up he could still be the Winter Soldier. It's just a safety precaution." Steve told me.
I scoffed turning away as Steve tightened it down on his friend's arm. When he was done he excused himself out of the room.
"Care to explain why you ran off like that?" Sam asked quietly.
"I didn't want us to loose track of him again." I told him.
He sighed.
"Will, you promised to be honest with me." He said in exasperation.
"How can I be honest if I don't know what the hell is going on myself?" I asked a bit harsher than I meant to.
"What does that mean?" Sam questioned.
I was the one to sigh this time.
"Ever since we found him things have started to change. The more I talk to him. The longer I'm near him I can feel every emotion I use to have coming back to the surface. They're not just memories anymore." I explained softly.
I felt so bad. I didn't understand it at first. I thought I was just caring about him more because I could remember him. In reality, every second around him brought me closer to loving him again. I didn't want to hurt Sam. He was a great guy and he'd been there for me through so much since we met but I can't stop these feelings from resurfacing.
"You're falling in love with him again aren't you?" Sam asked.
"I don't know if you'd call it falling." I muttered.
"Willow" Sam huffed.
I walked over to Sam then leaned my head against his chest. His arms wrapped around me as he rested his chin on top my head.
"Just give me some time to figure out exactly what I'm feeling. Please." I spoke into his chest.
I stepped back not paying much attention to the groaning behind me. Sam grabbed each side of my face then kissed me softly. Another groan behind me made Sam and I both turned around to see James awake and watching us with a look of either pain or disgust.
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