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baiika · 1 year

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@thorneprincess wants a starter!

Weddings aren’t Momo’s forte. Not because she doesn’t adore weddings. She’s an envious person. A long time ago, she’d have married Sousuke. Drew herself in shiromuku and everything. Under the wataboshi, she was smiling. But her dreams of a manor filled with kids was ruined the moment she saw him on the eastern wall.

But someone in her division is being married. She doesn’t even know their names, but as a lieutenant, feels obligated to make an appearance anyway.

She can’t be above asking for help this time around. Momo’s fond of Akiko anyway. A scary part of her keeps babbling about how pretty Akiko is in her kimono, and how soft her skin must be. Momo tries to compartmentalize while folding her friend’s obi.

“There,” she announces while eying her handiwork. It’s much easier tying off someone else than it is fixing her own obi. Yet Momo’s done it on her own for decades. She doesn’t even need a mirror anymore.

Momo pats herself down. She has her pipe, tobacco, goshugi... glancing at her vanity, she snaps her fingers. Sake for the happy couple. “I know it’s not traditional to give gifts, but I would’ve loved this if I had the opportunity to wed.” Part of her is relieved she won’t be, even as much as she loved Sousuke. Wedlock seems like a minefield. Men aren’t always the same once cohabitation begins.

#ic; you are my peach #thorneprincess #//i had to do... so much googling #//apparently ur just supposed to give money to the couple #//but like half the fun of going to a wedding is gift giving #//tf else am i supposed to do?#//talk to ppl? eat the entire buffet?

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thenightsystem · 1 month

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Heads up to just about everyone, a persecutor who is also a gatekeeper is bad news/laughing

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#Its not funny but tf else am i supposed to do??#did osdd #osdd system #osdd #did system #dissociative system #osddid #osdd alter #sysblr #system stuff #system things

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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i just hate hate hate society so much!!! i have no idea how im supposed to find a way to live and participate in it. i cant stand a single thing abt it. i hate everyone and everything. and the thing lazy ppl dont wanna admit is that WE are society. we create society, we allow the state to do what it does. we choose this. how am i supposed to "love my neighbor" when they are prtially responsible for what this society is???? there is nothing good abt this. it is a cruel and vicious system built on abusing and taking advantage of the vulnerable and the poor. there are no real rules; rules only apply to the ones at the bottom of the hiearchy while the rich and the powerful get away with anything. nothing is fair or just. rules and laws are only there to keep the poor and vulnerable ones down. if you have nothing you will most likely spend your entire life like that, because there is no playing far in this society. nothing is easy. even if it's hard and you fight for it you'll probably not end up going anywhere. the entire thing is rigged. and everyone chooses to just go with it. we have chosen this. and it sucks and i hate everyone and everything because life is so fucking unnecessarily hard and unfair and if you're born with nothing you'll never have anything. even if you try to play by the rules they've set. the rules are against you. and if you break the rules you're immediately punished. life is nothing but an unjust imprisonment.

#and my rage just gets worse each day #bc ofc swedish ppl have chosen a rightist government which is awful and terrible and they make everything worse day by day #i hateeeeee hate hate hate society and the ppl in it so much #they have CHOSEN this they WANT this #otherwise all they would need to do is vote left. so simple. so easy #yet this is what they wanted. an unfair hellworld where the rich get richer and everyday life gets insufferable for everyone else #im so dejected bc it is like IMPOSSIBLE to move #like my mom nd sister have been looking for apartments nd my mom sent an application for one #and they just removed it bc now its apparently illegal to apply for appartments w a family member. it HAS to be a romantical partner. WTF?!#i hate everything abt society #and i hate everyone i see outside bc they VOTED for the right which are the ones responsible for all this #everyone out there CHOSE this #how tf am i supposed to love or care abt them when they are the reason life fkn sucks??????

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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