finally wore this dress to @girlpowerldn 😍‼️ . . I wanna find some biker boots that don’t weigh a ton coz it felt like id been doing circuits all night + hangover was sexual & all . . . . . The Snake is the sixth of all zodiac animals. The Snake is also associated with the Earthly Branch (地支—dì zhī) sì (巳), and the hours 9–11 in the morning. In the terms of yin and yang (阴阳—yīn yáng), the Snake is yin. Snakes usually have a negative diction and are symbols of witchcraft. However, Nǚ Wā (女娲), the creator of the world in Chinese mythology, had a human’s head and a snake’s body. Snakes have a deep and complex mind, but if they love, they love with their entire heart. Thank you @catrionamack https://www.instagram.com/p/BvUpg9IFEZm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jbo9e6zp6px3

Who’s at @santacruzskateboardseu launch party later? Looking forward to seeing what this seasons collection is saying 😈 . . . . . . . #newcollection #santacruzskateboardseu #launchparty #skateboarding #skatelife #sk8 #beer #life https://www.instagram.com/p/BvRY4cAFYxt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1eqqjnam2k9a7

#VansGirlsSkateCamp for #InternationalWomansDay was RAD‼️ @lovenskate showed us how to print on decks & CHHECK THIS OUT! even let us pick one out to set up for ourselves, TO KEEP & w some help from @yungrosemary mine got looking groovy quicktime. 😍 I picked out the @vans check & @mobgrip ❌ #NinjaTurtles grip tape, kinda clash, kinda extra, kinda me. I picked out #sushi rainbow screws n bolts to match with my colourful wheels. Then we had a skate class, where I clocked I’m not as bad as I thought which has worked wonders for my ego hehe! But listen, seriously, 5 years ago I wouldn’t be seen dead in a helmet or protection or even skating at a park & that deffo stopped me a lot, sooooooo im deffo progressing in more than one way. 😂#TheKidsAreSoSickTho I used to get even more embarrassed & that really killed me. 🤖*Must break from system, must give less shits* 🤖 #GettingThere Its actually dreamy to get a fresh set up, ive been using my brother @eduardo.eddhoot.kasisopa Old board for yonks since I clocked my first 7’4 @bakerskateboards deck was too small for me to ride as comfortably, but as they are always hand me downs, the pop aint as there. 😂 So I will deffo be practicing what I learnt yesterday in front of my yard (neighbours will hate but yolo) & my local #cantelowes. I bumped into some friends & made some new ones too! & They fed us so well haaaaaaa! I had eggs benedict & a fruit smoothie 😍‼️ And right at the end I went & had a looky at what goodies empress had for sale! Il tag the stores below so you can look at their groovy pieces. Love @eloweeese caricatures & cute drawings. 😍 LOVE @brixtonsbaddest_skateshop Always keeping it kawaii af‼️ Also loved @doyenneskateboards colour ways & clean vibe. Love lovee @loutre.co because they upcycle & use organic materials & y’all know thats totally me. BASICALLY, ALL THESE WOMEN ARE AMAZING. HAPPY INTERNATIONAL WOMANS DAY EVERY DAY QUEENS. (at House of Vans London) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bu1HASLlNFj/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wjub3hepe3t9

& then having them MANSPLAIN HOW WE SHOULD FEEL ABOUT IT BASED ON THEIR BASIC BITCH PERSPECTIVE. YALL MIGHT LIVE TO BE SEXY BUT I DO T, HAVE SOME RESPECT. #SEXUALHARASSMENT 🐼 . . . . #sexualmisconduct #womensissues #vile https://www.instagram.com/p/Bui4TFdlGNQ/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14jbc036j3z4n

SEXUAL HARASSMENT 🐼 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bui3j22lP6v/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mcbsj2m0j3mo

If any of you are wonderng what magic makeup remover I used during @jessglynne @brits performance or even why my skin is so, soo glowy lately, its all thanks to @votarylondon, Thank you @lynnepagedance for the hook up! Officially obsessed!! Ive been using it to remove my makeup/just to refresh my face & My skin feels incred & smells v lush. Blessed to be able to keep it after the performance was over. Heheh https://www.instagram.com/p/Bui2LaTFYgS/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ccf49tnmby2b

ABOUT LAST NIGHT. EPICCCC‼️ Truly honoured to be part of such an empowering show @jessglynne, thank you x1000 @avigailclaire for bringing me in on the magic. FYI MANTRA FOR LIFE❗️ I fully could have cried on stage, its been v emotional. Moments like this, are what I live for. & the moment couldn’t have come at a better time. This weekend I needed to hear these words more than ever. TODAY I FEEL INCREDIBLE. Although nerve racking it was all very exciting. & Did you spot the glitter ball face❓ . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I don’t know if I should write this here but here goes... Ive been so busy this weekend, I’d not really had time to process the negative experience in encountered, between fittings & rehearsals I’ve had no time for neg. Just happy nerves‼️ Crazy though, last Friday 2 drunk women picked a fight with me after work & 1 jumped me, calling me all sorts (kinda transphobic, even though im not trans but OK) & by Wednesday im on stage as an extra for @jessglynne & @hermusicofficial listening to the most empowering lyrics. Often I don’t even clock how nasty words get to me, till its too late & im spiralling down a vortex of self doubt & repeating my painful story to death. I try & play cool because everyone’s expressions, when I tell them what I get called. Their faces all scream “NO WAY, YOU CANT HONESTLY BELIEVE ANY OF THAT!” But the hard truth is, it plays on my mind at times. You know, when certain insults/comments get made, repeatedly through life, its hella hard not to absorb some of them. My strong jaw, tash, unibrow, manly calfs & dark circles. The polarity & synchronicity in my life is insane, all I can do is ride the wave. I trust the universe has my back. & Oneness is my medicine. What did I learn? No more late night chicken shops, no more engaging with drunk strangers on my way home late at night. PS. I’m a club door host (not the first time I’ve been jumped in a chicken shop after work basically) PEACE, LOVE, GUIDANCE & PROTECTION KINGS & QUEENS. https://www.instagram.com/p/BuLvUgHlPQv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9o2m2bbl6acm

IT WAS A PLEASURE TO WORK WITH ALL OF YOU QUEENS 🔥💗🔥 I was super nervous as it was my first time with such a HUGE crowd, but having you experienced goddesses around made it all way, way calmer/smoother haaaa‼️ 🔥💗💦 Many blessings & so so so much love to everyone. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPYYYYYY‼️‼️ https://www.instagram.com/p/BuJJ27yFYG9/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ev6qdk0xfer

Totally in love woth my new phone case by @hellokittyeu ❌ @caseable ‼️ Check em out, theyve got a quite a groovy selection of hello kitty designs & cases for any of your devices. Be it laptops, ipads, phones, speakers etc. & Honestly its the strongest case ive ever had, because i tend to but them cheap af on ebay. The coolest thing about all of this is that you can actually design your own case! (at Splash Mountain (Disney Land, Los Angeles )) https://www.instagram.com/p/BtyjzYhlYhL/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19x1ma383wyuj

SPANTHAII She hella kawaii. Pero cuando habla, tormentas like Hawaii. https://www.instagram.com/p/BtoHL-llw9y/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1k9v63abapobq

Menstrual cycle has me crying daily. Suicidal thoughts have been on full blast for 3 days & now the tinnitus is constant. Hormones + honestly ive been weakened by the past couple of years in ways I wasn’t expecting. There have been times where it seemed i may b out of the shadows but i have not. Having something this crippling follow me around 2 shoots & other fun jobs seems stupid, even 2 me. Coz i know deep down i know my privilege in the scale of everythingness. But yet the pain persists. Louder n louder. My back hurts from being in bed all day & my days blend into 1. I tell myself each day that il get up & be normal but something triggers me & I stay put. So much triggers me. I will go crazy in this room if i haven’t already. I haven’t wanted 2 say it out loud but i had 2 give @nasplasha a break because i just have no creative drive atm. God knows I’ve get some great opportunities but I’m so disabled by mind. Constantly telling me im a let down & a bad person. The bad song is on repeat. & then I remember I have Max & I feel even worse coz all I want is for him 2 have the best experience. Hence him leaving for 3 months 2 make the most of the summer, a summer i would spend in bed yet again. B4 meeting Max I had spent a couple summers in my room. & before that I just partied like craY. Same same but different. My self harm. So im honestly sorry to anyone that i may have upset or angered or stressed out with my negative af life stories. Im stuck on repeat. Especially since I reported my troll & abuser. Im currently stuck deciding if i should even go though with this case coz its hurting so much just getting it started. The worst isn’t even over yet. I cant wait 4 therapy. I cant wait 2 b able 2 trust that i wont damage the person sat in front of me with my neg life. I really do love you all. Namaste. Oh! & this is why my page has mostly just been modelling & showing off gifts, because I haven’t been up 2 much else & ive been 2 down 2 create or speak beautifully put, empowering stuff. P.S. Sorry if this kills ur vibe this menstrual cycle has been calling 4 honesty . . . . @jitkamertova.stylist @tomfrasermua @simonaindigo @jumpstudiolondon @shopmyyvault (at Jump Studio) https://www.instagram.com/p/BsAmNhelos8/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ri4qg1605xl3

NO FILTER NEEDED 📸@gnarcoticbmx #EndzOnTheMap . . BEANIE @stussy #ilovestussy #givemeattention 😂 BUM BAG @pinqponq TRACKSUIT @santacruzskateboardseu JACKET thrift store BOOTS @tommyhilfiger SWIPE FOR DETAILS . . . . . . #SplashemsSeason #AlwaysSplashemsSeason #streetstyle #stussy #hilfiger #tommyhilfiger #pinqponq #santacruzskateboardseu #santacruzskateboards #skate #streetwear #sneakerfreaker #boots #bootcollection https://www.instagram.com/p/Br5LOh_Fn2T/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5m27muxmkbmz

✌🏽🤓📚 #BTS @xomanmusic . . . . . . . . . . . . . . THE NERD #BTS Self styled wearing @ralphlauren @charlesanastase @jujufootwear @pumpumgyals & my mums vintage cardigan 😋 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #NERD #bookworm #mv #musicvideo #videogirl #stylist #fashionweek #londonfashionweek #lfw #costume #london #londonlife (at Aquum) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnyey2-B-1s/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=192u5xspkjndd

WHAT A BLESSED YEAR IT HAS BEEN!! I’m so grateful to have been sent so much cute stuff that I absolutely adore this year. Thank you @ourpsychichearts pieces, all the way from the USA! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #blessed #psychic #international #empowered #hypebae #hypebeast #emo #socks #streetwear #londonlife #londongirl #camden #camdengirl #styleblogger #lifestyleblogger #fashionblogger #eurasian #wasian #thai #spanish #london #neopunk #love (at London, United Kingdom) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bi4zrUbB_K0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8i56trt7khly

🌸🍄🌸 . . . . . . . . . Me in @palmangels cap, @rixo dress, fishnets & my beloved @newrock. #MUA @tomfrasermua #stylist @jitkamertova.stylist #photographer @simonaindigo @jumpstudiolondon FOR MY G @shopmyyvault . . . . . . . . . . #vintage #secondhand #preloved #preloveddesigner #designer #christmasshopping #ethical #ethicalfashion #designer #staywoke #hypebae #streetwear #moschino #eurasian #londonner #londongyal #streetwearchic #ganggang #selflove #badandboujee #bruja #angel #blessed #spiritual #consciousness #consciousMess (at Jump Studio) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bq5XlRVl-aD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15wmyb16m8b4i

#newera #jdsports #vice #filming #skate #run #shoot #add #flyyouroenflag #splashemshoot https://www.instagram.com/p/lyS8_rwAZE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zqkf43zh3f99

#footmodel #nikelibery #liberty #nike #tbt #lolard ✌️ https://www.instagram.com/p/kFS6SjQAYo/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1sql8sfgadpmd