Little bit of happiness im experiencing today is because of a man. And also sims.

real

I’m so tired. I am exhausted.

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

Half of me: Everyday is fucking torture, when will it end.

Other half: *heart races a little faster than normal* I am going to die tonight and I am so Afraid.

I NEED TO KILL MY SELFFFFF i’m fine im fine it is a beautiful day to be alive on this beautiful earth it’s fine I NEED TO KILL MY SELF I NEED TO KILL MY SELF I i’m so fine being alive is so lovely AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

it all hurts so much no matter what i do

I wish I could come out of this body and disappear into nothingness.

do i wait for them to hurt me or do i just push them away before they can?

it’s unfair how i have the responsibility to heal myself when i didn’t cause my wound in the first place

how do I uninstall these guys from my brain

new treatment idea !! euthenize me

endless thoughts of impending doom

Life is so fucked up. You can be eating breakfast with your best friend one second, then falling over and hitting your head and dying from a head injury the next.

i wish sadness didn’t feel like agony. i wish i could feel a negative emotion without wanting to rip out my eyes.