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shmaxxing · 12 days
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I sometimes wonder if actually people like me
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shmaxxing · 13 days
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Suicide is such a comforting thought. Nothing matters when I’m dead.
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shmaxxing · 13 days
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When u relapse and remember why u do this>>>
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shmaxxing · 14 days
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it’s getting to a point where in the day i’m fine but at night i’m so seriously hoping i hit a vein and die
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shmaxxing · 14 days
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Just for the love of god could my hand slip and make me cvt super deep so I hit some major vein making me bleed out and die
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shmaxxing · 14 days
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idc if you cut for attention, it’s still self-harm.
idc if you only have ‘baby’ cuts, it’s still self-harm.
idc if you burn, it’s still self-harm.
idc if you bruise, it’s still self-harm.
idc whatever you do, as long as it is intentionally hurting yourself; it’s still self-harm.
all self-harm is valid.
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shmaxxing · 14 days
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Sometimes.. i think it’d probably be better for everyone and me if I was dead. Sure they’d be devastated for a short while but in a few months? Years? Much better
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shmaxxing · 14 days
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I wish I could just overdose on sadness and just be gone, peacefully in my sleep.
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shmaxxing · 14 days
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shmaxxing · 15 days
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they should invent a pill that’ll kill me instantly w no pain and wipe any evidence that I existed as a person in the first place
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shmaxxing · 15 days
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"Why would you do that to yourself" I'm trying my best to soothe the pain, trying to cradle it so that maybe just maybe it will stop crying out
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shmaxxing · 24 days
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The day i hit $tyr0s is the day i become a new person
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shmaxxing · 24 days
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I rather be rotting in hell with h!tl€r and like Ted Bundy or Jeffrey Dahmer but atleast not be alive anymore than d!€ in like 80 years and suffer through life but get in heaven
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shmaxxing · 24 days
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i just be cutting honestly
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shmaxxing · 24 days
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I could just take all the pills in my house and make everyone's lives so much better
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shmaxxing · 24 days
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To kill myself, or to not kill myself, that is the question
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shmaxxing · 1 month
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