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shadowsandsunset · 10 hours
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Evan Buckley has two hands. That is all.
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shadowsandsunset · 10 hours
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I really want BuckTommyEddie endgame. holy shit I want it so bad.
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shadowsandsunset · 10 hours
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Too Late
Everything in Eddie's life seems to come too late. He comes home too late from his tour to save his marriage. He's too late to save her, no matter how badly he wants too. Even after all that happens, even after he thinks he's got it all figured out, he's too late to realize that he's in love with his best friend and now Buck has a boyfriend— a boyfriend that he considers to be a good friend. It would be so wrong for Eddie to confess his feelings now, it's not Buck's fault that he took so long to figure out that his feelings were more than friendly. It's not Tommy's fault either, even if Eddie is kicking himself a little for not noticing how close they were getting. Then he starts to have more feelings he doesn’t understand. He’s jealous of Buck. Not because the younger man is now out and proud, something that Eddie never even thought he could be, but because he gets to kiss Tommy.
Eddie talks himself out of it. There’s absolutely know way that he has feelings for Buck and Tommy. One, because they’re now both taken which means he’s late yet again, and two because that means wishing that two of his best friends would break up so that Eddie gets to be with one of them. He’s not that awful is he? Maybe he should’ve taken Bobby’s offer to see his priest. There has to be something fundamentally wrong with him and the universe is punishing him for it. Eddie doesn’t have time to talk himself out of that ‘the universe hates him theory’ because he thinks about it on the way to Buck’s house for a beer and what he opens the door to has really cemented the idea in his head.
He has a key to Buck’s apartment, so naturally he just let himself in. What he really should have been thinking about was how Buck was no longer single and he shouldn’t have been taken so far off guard by the way that they’re laying across the sofa, the sofa Eddie helped Buck pick out, and Tommy’s got his tongue in the blonde’s mouth and Buck’s shirt is riding up while his hands are groping Tommy’s ass from beneath him. Eddie cringes as the door slams shut behind him and Buck tilts his head back against the arm of the couch to look at him upside down.
“Sorry— sorry, I thought… we were hanging out today,” Eddie frowns, looking around the place like it might show the date and tell him he got it wrong.
“We are,” Buck answers, both men getting up and straightening out their clothes. “I thought… my place might be the best place to breech this suggestion,” He says, shrugging shyly.
That doesn’t help Eddie’s confusion.
“Sorry we got started without you,” Tommy smirks, “Buck is hard to resist.”
Eddie isn’t going to argue. This must be some kind of fever dream. He knows what Tommy is suggesting. “I… I thought I was too late,” Eddie murmurs with a frown.
The other men both give him genuine smiles while Tommy holds out his hand to bring the third man in. “You’re never too late, Eddie.”
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shadowsandsunset · 11 hours
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noooo dont tug on my carabiner that's an erogenous zone
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shadowsandsunset · 19 hours
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Rating the birds in my backyard by tendency toward violence
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Northern Cardinal, 4/10
I'm sometimes worried the male is sexually harassing the female but I'm pretty sure they're just doing some elaborate public pickup roleplay. The rest of us didn't agree to participate in your kink, guys.
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American Robin, 1/10
Literally just some dude hanging out. Never bothered anyone but worms. Big fan of the way you just stand there in the middle of the grass like you forgot what you were supposed to be doing.
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House Sparrow, 10/10
You're a gang. You're participating in gang violence. There's ten billion of you living in a single wood pile and it's been civil war for three years now. When will the bloodshed end?
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Tufted Titmouse, 1/10
A shy baby. A pretty little guy. I saw you on the neighbor's garage roof and time stopped. There were anime sparkles around you. Come back.
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European Starling, 9/10
Why is it always you? Listen, I know, I KNOW the sparrows are the problem, and YET. When the fighting starts, it's always you in the middle of it, provoking them and then screaming like you're an innocent bystander defending yourself. I'm onto you.
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Carolina Wren, 3/10
This rating is not for physical violence, which you don't engage in, but for your role as an incurable narc. A tattle tale. I know they're fighting again, okay? I see it. Our yard has been a warzone for years, you don't have to make a big announcement every time someone misbehaves.
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Eastern Wood-Peewee, 0/10
If this were "birds who think they're better than everyone else," you'd get 10/10.
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Red-bellied Woodpecker, 6/10
It's a utility pole. It's not a tree. You're surrounded by trees that are full of bugs. But there you are, on the utility pole. Committing vandalism.
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American Crow, unrated
For who am I to cast judgment on the actions of La Famiglia? I assume you are doing what is best for the neighborhood. If I could, though, without criticism, make a single observation. That when large numbers of you gather in the ominous dead cottonwood - no? No, you're right. None of my business.
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Great Crested Flycatcher, 5/10
Frankly, I think you could be doing more. I think your name implies a great potential. I think you should massacre the insects. I think your beak should drip with viscera.
Stay tuned for more criminal activity!
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shadowsandsunset · 1 day
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once buck comes out and settles into a relationship with tommy i’m sure they’re inevitably going to hang out with eddie at some point and i’m lowkey curious about which one of them will feel like the third wheel because somehow all three of them fit the bill for that
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once buck comes out and settles into a relationship with tommy i’m sure they’re inevitably going to hang out with eddie at some point and i’m lowkey curious about which one of them will feel like the third wheel because somehow all three of them fit the bill for that
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The BuckTommy OF!Buck fic (with eventual BuckTommyEddie)
PART ONE
PART TWO (You Are Here)
PART THREE (Coming Soon, BuckTommyEddie finally!)
notes: Not as much smut this time. Still 18+.
Eddie has entered the picture. Featuring Hen and Karen.
No Buck or Tommy this time, just Eddie finally realizing some things.
(And yes, Chris is at a sleepover, just like always, lol)
From this post here.
Eddie has a rare night to himself, Chris is at a sleepover with some school friends and the house is eerily quiet without him.
It used to be that Buck would be around, sitting on his couch, eating his food, just hanging out.
But since Buck got with Tommy (and what a whiplash feeling that was), Buck hasn't been around as much. He still comes over, he still helps with Chris, still sits on his couch and eats his food. But it's different now.
Eddie can't help but look at Buck differently, not in a bad way. Buck was so familiar, Eddie knew him so well…so when Buck discovered his bisexuality, it was like noticing a new detail in a well loved painting. It doesn't take away the love, just adds something new to love.
Buck isn't around, Chris isn't home, and Marisol had broken up with him months ago after the moving in disaster. He tries to bring up his feelings for her but it's like they're so faded as to never have existed.
Eddie is pent up, horny as hell, and has an empty house all to himself.
So he does what anyone would do: he lays in his bed, brings up his usual free porn site and looks for something to jerk it to.
He's on the front page when something, or rather somebody, catches his attention.
He knows it's Buck. He knows those scars, the freckle on his shoulder. He's seen those so many times in the locker room, or when Buck's shirtless in the LA heat.
The thumbnail is of Buck's back, well muscled and definitely his.
Eddie is confused, why is Buck on a porn site? Especially since those scars aren't that old, this is a new video.
Did Buck get hacked? Did something personal get stolen from his phone?
Then he notices the logo in the corner. OnlyFans? Oh.
Buck has an OnlyFans.
Eddie can't help himself. He clicks the video.
Well, he now knows what his best friend's moans sound like as he's getting fucked.
Which means that's Tommy. And Buck. Buck and Tommy. Fucking. For OnlyFans.
Eddie feels his dick twitch in his pants.
It's not the first time his dick has gotten hard when he's seen a guy. But all straight guys think about guys sometimes, right? Right.
Or, as the video goes on, WRONG.
Eddie is confused but his dick is hard, almost painfully so, so he shoves his pants and underwear down and out of the way.
God, Buck looks so good, sounds like he's having a wonderful time. Tommy's strong hands gripping his hips, his head leaned back in pleasure.
Fuck. Fuck they're so good together, they are so hot it's driving Eddie nuts.
He starts stroking his dick in time with Tommy's thrusts. Fuck. Fuck. He doesn't know if he wants to fuck Buck or get fucked by Tommy, but something, he needs something, he needs them.
He comes, suddenly and with a good bit of force, like the giving away of a blocked dam.
Oh he's fucked. He's so fucked.
He just came to a video of his best friend getting fucked by his other friend.
And he's jealous, but he's not sure of which one: Tommy for getting to fuck Buck, or Buck for getting fucked by Tommy's big dick.
And he's straight, right? He's always been straight. He likes women because that's what you do. You date a woman, marry her, raise kids with her. It's expected.
But…he's never felt like this with a woman. His insides are squirming and he feels suddenly light headed.
Eddie might be gay.
Oh shit.
Oh fuck.
He thinks back on things, how he's never really enjoyed being with a woman but that's all relationships, right? Something is always missing.
Only…
Chim and Maddie don't seem to have anything missing. Bobby and Athena don't have anything missing.
And with his jizz still covering his hand, Eddie Diaz breaks down crying.
He thinks, briefly, about what his parents and family will think. What Shannon would have thought. What Chris will think.
How could he not have known?
Something seems to have slotted in place inside of him. It feels a bit like coming home at night and opening the door to a room full of light.
Chris. His son, who is perceptive and loving and will not care a bit as long as Eddie is happy.
Eddie has to make a plan. He needs to talk to someone, but not Buck, not yet.
Bobby would help, Bobby is great at being the voice of reason, compassionate and intelligent, but he's not gay. Hen. Hen's always been secure in her sexuality since he's known her. Different direction of gay, but gay all the same. And, if he visits her at home, Karen will be there. Karen is so kind, a good listener and always willing to help.
So. Hen and Karen.
He looks at the time on his phone, it's still early, just after dinnertime. He gets up and cleans up, puts fresh clothes on like that will hide what he was doing.
He's not surprised when she texts back and tells him to come on over.
He texts Hen:
"Can I come over and talk to you and Karen? I need help with something. Nothing bad, just different."
He heads to Hen and Karen's house and feels guilty for intruding on their night. Denny and Mara are good kids, he doesn't want to interrupt their schedules.
Hen and Karen welcome him in, the kids doing their homework in another room.
"What's going on, Eddie?"
He doesn't know how to start. How do you explain that this huge part of you has been suppressed, ignored, growing underground in the dark.
"Uh…" Great start. "So. Ok." He realizes he's shaking, his hands trembling. Karen notices too.
"You ok? You can tell us anything."
Eddie nods, "I'm ok. But I think…when did you know you were gay?"
Hen looks a bit shocked, but Karen just nods.
"I'm not sure. I didn't think about it when I was real young, I don't think I thought about it until I was a teenager and my friends started to get crushes on boys but I got crushes on my friends."
Hen and Karen share a look before Hen speaks, "Did you want to get married and have babies?"
Eddie thinks about it for a minute.
"When I was teenager, in Texas, it was…you couldn't be gay. It was… dangerous. There were rumors, stories… It was just expected that you get married and have babies."
"I don't know. When Shannon got pregnant, I married her. It was expected, it was the right thing to do."
"And now?"
"Buck is dating Tommy, he's so happy and he didn't know. But he likes women, nothing was missing when he was with women. But I've always felt.. wrong, like there was supposed to be more when I was with a woman." He pauses, feels his face heat with a blush, "I was, uh, having some alone time earlier and a video was trending, it was two men. And I couldn't look away, I couldn't stop, and it finally felt like nothing was missing."
His eyes are watering, tears gather at the end of his eyelashes and he feels stupid. How could he not have known. He begins to sob, from the depth of his chest.
"Eddie, can I give you a hug?" Asks Hen. He nods and she wraps him up in her arms, rocking him like she would soothe one of her children.
"It's going to be ok, Eddie. Everything is going to be ok now."
Karen smiles at him, and gets up to grab a glass of water.
He quiets eventually and drains the glass, wiping his eyes and mouth on a tissue Karen hands him.
Hen starts again, "Do you want to tell us, in your own words?"
Eddie nods, takes a deep breath, and says it. "I'm gay." He giggles, relieved, says it again, "I'm gay. I don't like women, I like men. And it's ok. I'm gay."
Hen hugs him again, then moves so Karen can hug him too.
"We're so proud of you, Eddie. And we love you so much."
He smiles, watery but truly happy, and thanks them. He stays and chats for a while longer but not wanting to interrupt their night more than he already has, he gets up to leave.
Hen stops him at the door, Karen gone to check on the kids, and gives him a bear hug.
"You know we won't tell anyone, it's up to you when you want to share, if you ever do, and if you have any questions you are always welcome here, ok?"
He nods and squeezes her hand before saying goodnight and heading home, heart lighter than ever before in his life.
He has a lot to think about but he's not worried, the people who love him will love him no matter what, and those who are unaccepting will have no place in his life.
He falls asleep that night finally at peace.
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shadowsandsunset · 1 day
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Gina Gleason
Baroness
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shadowsandsunset · 1 day
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adam is back at it again with his beautiful talent 😚🤌
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shadowsandsunset · 1 day
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My Upcoming Concerts:
Black Veil Brides
Dead Poet Society
Baroness
Am I pumped? Oh hell yeah.
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shadowsandsunset · 1 day
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Battle of the Eddies
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911 + Text Posts pt305/?
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when I see something dated 2019 I think “oh that’s not too long ago” and then I remember that 2019 was not only five years ago but those five years have somehow contained several lifetimes
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shadowsandsunset · 1 day
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eddie diaz right now is that one guy who made that iconic reddit post like guys help I’ve never been homophobic before but my best friend has a new boyfriend and every time I see them together I get this weird feeling in my tummy I thought I was ok with him being bi until I realised I feel crappy seeing him with other guys pls help I don’t want to be homophobic :(
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happy beginning of sleep token's american tour to all who celebrate🤠
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