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sanchoi21 · 18 days
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Obsessed
Toji Zenin x Reader
Warning: Mentions of kidnapping, stalking and obsession. Otherwise it's fluff. Image not mine, credit goes to the artist, I just edited it a bit, if that's ok.
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You kept staring at his forest hues as you sat across him on your dinner table. You couldn't help but keep staring at him as if he was your most priced jewel.
Toji had kidnapped you after getting obsessed over you since your first meeting at the coffee shop. He kept on coming everyday, just to stare at you and order something you suggested him. Before he knew it, it had become his daily routine. That day when he saw a guy troubling you because of misplacing the orders which wasn't even your fault, he finally lost it and taught the guy the lesson that he deserved.
That very night you were kidnapped and put into a black limo which took you to a place that you weren't aware of. You were panicked and scared but when your nose caught up his familiar scent, you visibly relaxed as he drove you to his house.
He treated you gently and even apologized for his impulsive behavior, but you didn't mind it one bit. Maybe you were actually more twisted than you had originally thought.
Toji kidnapping you was the best thing that happened in your life. He definitely didn't need to know the way you had stalked him all this time to the point where you knew just about everything about him. Like where he lived, what he does in his free time or what is his schedule. He just didn't needed to know that you might as well be a former mafia gang member who had given up on her job just to take time to stalk on him. He didn't needed to know that detail, right? It was just fine the way he was obsessed with you now, sounds pretty perfect, right?
But fate had something different planned for you when he came to know your true identity. You were scared to death, what if he leaves you?? You had even planned on making him stay by tying him up in your basement. But after looking at your shocked face, Toji chuckled as he knew exactly what you had been thinking.
Toji: Wanna tie me up, love?? No problem, I might let ya, but you have to return the same favour later, got it?
You were stunned by his response at it was the least expected one. But if didn't matter, you just hugged him tightly, happy to know that he returned your obsession. But you didn't know that he had known this all this time but still remained silent and rejoiced your submission and obsession towards him.
You both are twisted in your own way, but it really doesn't matter, if it's both right??
As you kept staring at your boyfriend you wondered, what new things are you gonna do to him tonight.
Seeing you clearly lost in him, Toji chuckles and slowly moves his hand towards your face to remove the slight stain of red sauce from your lips. As his fingers quickly disappear into his own mouth, you blush and stare at him dumbfounded.
Toji: Princess, shall we get going?? I bet now it's time for you to return my favour right?
You take a hot moment to realize what favour is he talking about, but when you finally get it, you blush more and nod.
Y/n: S-sure, honey...
He lifts you up as you hug his neck, hiding your face on his shoulders. But you are sure he won't let you hide later. Because a predator always devours it's prey, no matter how strong it is.
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sanchoi21 · 1 month
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Your Home
Toji Zenin x Reader
Warning: Suggestive content ahead. Image not mine credit goes to the artist.
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After spending weeks on your damn office project, it was finally done today. You were lowkey happy but still wared out because of it. As you entered your home, you found the lights were dim, as if your husband was already sleeping by now.
Making your way towards the shower after getting rid of your clothing, you heard the water dripping on the inside, indicating his presence there. Before you could have stopped yourself, you had already opened the door, to find your husband Toji sitting peacefully in the bathtub. He got startled when the doorknob clicked but looking at you he relaxed as an easy smirk made it’s way on his already handsome face, you blushed at the tempting site of him in front of you.
As water droplets were dripping down his wet raven hair, you watched him closely, taking in his messy form and finding yourself lost for words.
Being busy didn’t gave you any time to be with him for about a month now and you had missed him a lot over all this days. Seeing him like this only fueled it more. So much that you didn’t even realise that you were standing in front of him in just your undergarments, making his smirk more and more devilish by each passing second.
Toji: Wanna join, sweetheart??
You didn’t say anything and got rid of your remaining garments before joining him in the warm bath. The hot water hit your skin quickly calming down your tense muscles. Seeing you visibly relaxed, Toji smiled warmly at your slumping figure. You both just sat there without saying anything and just staring at each other, as your eyes drank his intoxicating presence beside you. You had missed this, you had missed the small staring contest you both always had, you had missed him. You just sat there allowing yourself to get drunk in his presence. He was intoxicating, he was your drug and you were his.
After relaxing for a while, you scooted closer to him and sat on his inviting lap. His eyes slightly widened before he quickly pulled you into an embrace as you relaxed in his touch. The single water droplet that dripped down from his forehead to neck before getting lost over his chest, you watched it silently wishing it was you instead. Toji caught you staring at him for the nth time today before smirking and capturing your lips in his soft ones. You hungrily returned the kiss as a starved women.
From there things escalated quickly and before you knew it, you were pinned under him as he stared down at you asking to go further. You just nodded mindlessly as there was nothing other than him that you wanted so much. You smirked as he leaned over you and got lost in your mesmerising eyes before going towards your neck to give hickeys and soft kisses and licks. You were enjoying all this attention from him, it was exactly what you needed at the moment, and he was somehow quite good at knowing exactly what you needed.
That night you didn’t got much sleep but it’s not like you cared about it anyways when you had got something much better than that. Toji laying in your arms was the best feeling ever. You decided to take a casual leave for the entire week just to spend some quality time with your husband and asked him to do the same, to which he gladly agreed. The next few days were some of the best days of your life as you spent time with your husband watching movies, shopping, cooking together, drinking coffee in the evening over your rooftop, playing cat and mouse chase games and finally fucking almost every night.
When finally your both’s short vacation ended, you both went to work next day all covered in each other’s marks. None of you bothered to hide them, which indeed get you both quite the stares from your coworkers, but you didn’t mind as you completed your work early so that you can return back to your home, Toji.
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sanchoi21 · 3 months
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Thunder Storms
Toji Zenin x Reader
Warning: None, it's fluff. Mentions of fear for thunder and sex. Image not mine credit goes to the artist.
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You curled yourself and hugged your knees as thunder striked outside your window. You were always scared of the loud noise that thunder storms made, despite enjoying the rain in itself. You were alone in your apartment waiting for Toji come home to you. You had left early from your work since likely stormy weather was all accross the news. Toji still hasn't returned home adding more to your worries for the man. Besides the thunder didn't help at all. You didn't know what to do, being hungry you didn't had the strength to cook when you were constantly being startled by the thunder. So the only option was to lie in bed and put music on loud to avoid hearing it. But it was of no avail as each sound was louder than the previous.
You were on the verge of crying as you felt two warm arms wrap around you. You instantly looked up to see Toji who was staring down at you worried and all drenched in the heavy rain outside. You didn't mind if he was wet and getting your sheets soaked, you immediately hugged him tightly in response. When this time the thunder strike again, you hugged him tighter as he soothingly rubbed his hand down your head and back. It somehow instantly calmed you down, being in his warmth. Ever since you two had started dating, it was a new feeling to you. A feeling if security every time he was around you. It's as if you know, nothing will ever go wrong when he is with you.
You instantly calmed and melted in his embrace. So much that you didn't even notice the second strike of thunder that was quite more louder than all the previous ones. You were just glad that Toji was home safe and the fact that you were in his arms now.
Toji: Ohh, I am wetting the sheets. I think I must change first. Can you wait for a few moments, darling??
Y/n: No!! I don't wanna wait Toji. I wanna come with you wherever you go. I am too scared here, alone. Take me with you...
Toji: Fine, doll. As you wish...
Toji lifted you in his arms and took you towards the bathroom where he put on a good show of changing his clothes in front of you, while you were waiting for him in the warm bath. Soon he joined you and you two took bath together and of course had some fun too.
Once you were both relaxed and out of shower. Toji went to kitchen and you followed him like a lost kitten. He made you sit at the kitchen counter while he prepared soon delicious food for you both. You both ate together and went to your room to finally sleep. As you snuggled in his chest you remembered that the thunder had already stopped and you didn't even notice it. Wasn't it so amazing that you were so lost in him that you didn't even notice when your fear disappeared with it. You smiled to yourself as Toji hugged you in return and pushed your face further into his chest as he sighed tiredly in your soothing warmth.
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sanchoi21 · 4 months
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Smoking Out Your Worries
Toji Zenin x Reader
Warning: Mentions of chain smoking, sex, beautiful Toji when he smokes and more. Art not mine, credit goes to the artist.
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You smoked your thoughts away as the night city shimmered below you. You enjoyed the city view while drinking your regular black coffee and enjoying the cigar which had become your friend over the years. Sitting in your apartment balcony at evenings like this when you were tired from the long day of work was your solace. It was really tiring how people around you were always pretentious and instead of helping they did their best to ruin your already ruined mood, though by now you had gotten quite used to it. It was tough working in a good company that paus you well, it indeed came with it's own flaws after all.
As you kept smoking cigars after cigars, still none of them calming your disturbed mind, you heard the door lock clicking signalling the arrival of your boyfriend. Today you didn't bother to hide your cigar from him. He didn't liked you smoking, he was well aware of the health hazards that it caused and he simply didn't want you to get caught up in anything as such.
Toji sighed heavily as the smoke hit his nostrils. His eyes shut tight in disgust as he couldn't stand the smell. Toji never liked smoking. He was the only one of your high school friends who never smoked or drinked for that matter. He would always say, " Why to invite hospital if I can avoid it as well as the bills?" But in truth he just didn't like the taste of both, making him hate it even more.
Toji put his belonging on the table and made his way towards the balcony where you were still staring mindlessly outside the window as if you weren't in this four walls of the place you called home because of Toji. Toji swiftly removed the cigar from your lips and placed it on his. You stared at him wide eyed because he would never do that.
He inhaled deeply and puffed out the smoke as if he had done it many times. You were enthralled, as smoke escaped his pretty pink lips making them foggy for your vision. He looked even more hotter with the lit cigar in his slender fingers as he efficiently finished it off, waving it in front of you and finally crushing it on the ash tray.
Before you could register anything, he pulled you into a steamy kiss. His lips tasted of coffee and cigar that he just elegantly smoked in front of you. You were so lost in the feeling, that for a few solid seconds you forgot to kiss him back, simply enjoying the way his lips moulded onto yours perfectly claiming you as his own. He soon pulled away leaving you yearning for more.
Toji: There, I finished it. I did something I never would, only for you.
Y/n: Toji... You know, that was so damn hot of you....
Toji: Haha.. Got you dumb over me again ha?? Can you now do one thing for me doll???
Y/n: Y-yeah what do you need??
Toji: Quit smoking.. I don't want you to have any disorders because of it. You and I both know that it kills. Can't you do this small thing for me, please??
Y/n: F-fine I'll t-try..
Toji: If you ever feel like smoking again, come to me, I'll kiss you till you forget the existence of smoke in your life.
Y/n: W-w-what???
Your face flushed red as you blankly stared at him. Which earned a hearty chuckle from him. Toni thought to himself that maybe his cock wasn't the only thing that made you this dumb after all.
After that incident everytime you felt tired and wanted to smoke, you would find yourself heading towards Toji where you both somehow always ended up fucking each other the entire night after that. And just like he promised, he would always successfully remove the thoughts of smoking from your head. Only the touch of his lips onto yours was enough for that, fucking was just an after effect of the spark that he ignited in you. You found yourself going to him even though you didn't thought of smoking anymore, it was just a pretense to be more close to him every passing moment.
Soon enough you had completely stopped smoking, which Toji noticed first before you did. He would always smile to himself knowing full well that all your late night visits to his room was just a mere act to have him all to yourself and he would give you exactly that.
I guess only Toji can fix me and my issues. 😖😫
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sanchoi21 · 4 months
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Quite Nights
Sukuna Ryomen x Reader
Note: You and Sukuna go on a night ride together. It's fluff, no smut. Art not mine, credit goes to the artist.
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You hugged your boyfriend tightly as he smoothly drove in full speed through the night city of Shibuya. He smirked to himself when he caught your hands roaming on his abs through his thin black turtleneck. He relished in your warm touch as the cold winter air hit him. The night was indeed beautiful but being with him was what made it even better. Sukuna might not be quite a nice guy to others, but to you, he was more than kind. Always looking out for you, all the time, despite being known for his notorious behavior in your college. It didn't took you long to be his girlfriend when he asked you out, as you already had feeling for the man.
The dazzling city lights shone like thousand of diamonds on the night sky. The skyscrapers stood tall, illuminating it. Small restaurants that were present all across the streets, had a calm and cozy vibe to them. Being out late at night wasn't something your parents allowed, but now that you were at hostel, it wasn't a problem for now. Sukuna was the first person who gave you that sense of safety and freedom. Though all your classmates warned you to stay away from him, there was always something so endearing about him that instead of moving away, you were drawn closer. Today was just one of the many nights when after a tiring week of exams and pressure, you and Sukuna would hangout at night to calm your nerves.
Sukuna isn't someone who likes fancy dates in expensive restaurants or night clubs. He as well as you, were someone who would prefer quite places instead of the banging music that hit your eardrums and noisy people dancing like maniacs around you. When you started dating, you both hit off pretty well since the beginning.
Sukuna soon pulled over near an abandoned park. You both had accidentally discovered this park when you were on your night rides. It was a beautiful park with the river view and greenary. It was abandoned because of the ghost rumors surrounding the place, as there was a graveyard nearby. But not that both of you minded that shit anyway. All you cared about was a nice view and quite place, which passed both of your vibe check, so it had now become your secret hanging spot.
Sukuna helped you climbing the broken fence as you purposefully jumped into his arms like a cat. He chuckled at your childishness, as he knew exactly what were your intentions. He lifted you up as if you weighed nothing and brought you up to the bench that was present near the river side gently putting you down before settling himself beside you.
Sukuna: Here, take this, I know you are cold after the long ride.
He said while handling you his jacket but you refused.
Y/n: Hey, wait don't remove it, or you'll get cold too, let me just hug you instead. We both can fit in it after all.
Sukuna: Haha, aren't you quite clingier than usual today?? Not that I mind, come here.
You closed the gap between you two as Sukuna wrapped his arms around you. It was quite comfy and warm in his arms, now that his body heat was much better than any other random sweater. You clinged onto him tighter as his warm breath hit your cheeks.
Y/n: You know?? You are warmer than any sweater I ever wore? It's kinda amazing actually.
Sukuna: Really?? I am glad to know that, but I bet, it can get even more warm if we did something else.
It took you a hot second to realize what he meant, but when you did, your cheeks flushed as you playfully smacked his arm. Dirty talks were a thing which you both always did, but he somehow always found a way to make you blush.
He ruffled your hair playfully and pulled out two beer cans from his pocket.
Sukuna: Here...
Y/n: Thanks, it's a lot needed after a month of assignments and tests that never end.
Sukuna: Yeah, but enough about that, let's enjoy the view together.
Silence spread as you both stared at the lights that shimmered across the flowing river. The wasn't any other noise, except the crickets and rustling of leaves due to wind and your peaceful breathing. Nothing was more comforting than this, nestled in your boyfriend's arms and sipping on beer as you enjoyed the view without any disturbance of others. It was as if you two were completely disconnected from the world. It was your world where only you both existed. No noise, no people, no problems and no unnecessary banter and annoying laughs. It was quite and peaceful. You both didn't mind sitting quietly next to each other without talking much, because what mattered was company and not conversation, as it could always be done some other time.
You both exchanged some talks and appreciated the tranquil that you felt after a long time. It was relieving. His red eyes shine brightly every time he talks to you, those are even more precious to you than all the diamonds in the world combined. Once your beer cans were empty, you both simply cuddled with each other. Talking, laughing on one another's jokes and kissing in between, just to tease each other, but some kisses were longer than what could be called teasing, as it proved just how much you missed the other.
Conversation wasn't always necessary in your relationship with him, as he always understood you without it. He is the first person you ever felt comfortable and safe with, someone who understands you without any words involved, isn't that a rare thing?? You are rather sure that he is your soul mate. He too always felt the same way, as after being through a rough childhood, you were the only one who understood him when no one did. So even if he doesn't necessarily admit it, he is more clingier than you, even though you have noticed that you chose silence as he is cute when he denies your claim all the time.
As you were slowly drifting off to sleep in his warmth he watched you lovingly as his hand moved to stroke your hair. He gently lifted you, to which you hugged him tighter. Once you both lazily crossed the fence and started your return journey home, you wondered when the next time you can come back here with him. Your peers always questioned you on where you two disappear at some nights, but you both always keep your mouth shut as this spot was your second home by now, a secret hideout where you two can be yourself, without any facades. You were sure to cling onto him and your second home forever as the night passed quickly by the time you reached hostel. Waving your goodbye to him, you hoped that maybe some day, in the near future, when you both will graduate together, you won't have to say goodbye anymore and could stay the night together huddled up in his warm embrace forever.
Some comfort for y'all and me after what's going on in Shibuya arc. 😶‍🌫
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sanchoi21 · 5 months
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Unhealthy Obsession
Toji Zenin x Reader
Warning: Contains brief mentions of blood, massacre and unhealthy obsession and trust of reader towards Toji and vice versa. Do not proceed if uncomfortable. Image not mine, credit goes to the artist.
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As he sliced the last member of Zenin clan, their ugly blood smeared all across his body. Toji grunted in disgust as he wiped the blood out of his face and stared dead into distance. He didn’t look human, as his eyes had now gone dark by bloodlust, which spread an unusual satisfaction accross his body. He was finally content, to have killed his clan, being the sole member who survived, but he didn’t felt happy. It was as if a part of him was lost, after all their cruelty was the reason who he was today. But the real reason he was sad, was because he just missed you a lot. He always thought and feared that maybe someday when you see him like this covered in blood, you might fear him and leave him forever. He didn’t want you to see his ugly side.
You had met Toji at a cafe, where he temporarily worked at. You two instantly clicked together. There were times when you would just go there, more frequently than you usually would, just to see him. He was quite a cute man, to whom you had soon got attracted too and you were glad when the feelings were mutual. But you didn’t necessarily need to know that he was obsessed with you, right? You always knew that he was hiding something dark, but you weren’t sure of it and despite whatever it might be, you had come to trust him long way.
As worriedly you rushed towards Toji’s location, you couldn’t help but think if he was ok?? He just disappeared without a word, on top of that he didn’t receive your phone calls which usually he would receive in a hurry. You had installed a tracking app on his phone, just in case something like that happens. As you made your way towards Zenin estate, you somehow knew, something was ominous.
As you reached location, you could smell blood in the air. As you went forward you saw piles of massacred dead bodies laying beside you. You weren’t panicked by the site of the piled dead bodies, all you were worried about was Toji.
You saw him there, standing alone at the centre of all this mess, covered in blood. His eyes were staring into a distance which was unreachable by you, though you wanted to reach to him so badly. He still looked as beautiful as ever, just the blood that covered his shirt, was blocking your view. You made your way towards him, he stared dead into your eyes, wondering for the nth time if you were just one of the hallucinations he was making of you since past couple of hours. His eyes widened the second he realised you were real. He started to panic as he didn’t know what to do, or how to hide, he wished the earth swallowed him whole at the moment.
He froze as you reached near him, gently touching his cheek which was now covered with blood. Y/n: Are you okay??....
Toji’s eyes widened even more as you asked this question. Shouldn’t you be afraid of him by now?? Because any sane person would be trembling with fear by now and try to run away from him, so why the hell were you getting so dangerously close?? When he didn’t respond, you hugged him tightly by the waist, resting your head on his soft chest. You didn’t bother about the blood stains on your clothes, nor did you bother about all the bodies around you, all you cared was about him. You might have finally gone insane at this point, but you didn’t care, all you knew was that Toji needed you right now and how could you make yourself to leave him?? Others might think you are insane to not be scared by him, but you weren’t scared because you knew his softer side.
Still being surprised, Toji melted away in your hug and hugged you back tightly, as if you were an illusion he was trying to catch.
Toji: Why... just why would you come to me, even though you know know this side of me?? You should have stayed away and runned away the moment you saw me like this, so just why are you here??
Y/n: I love you Toji. Why do you think that I'll ever leave you?? You are everything I ever needed. I am just glad you are safe. You didn't got hurt anywhere did you??
Toji: Y/n can't you see all these bodies around you?! I am the one who did that to them!! You should be scared of me....
Y/n: I am sure you had your reasons, and I know, you will tell me when the time is right. And about being scared of you, how can I be scared of such a cute person?? Hey, can you kiss me?? I missed the taste of your li..
Before you could finish your sentence, Toji devoured your mouth, kissing you like it was the last day of world. You kissed him back with equal heat as your cheeks reddened when he gave a lick to you lips. He hugged you tightly as cold tears wetted your shoulders.
Once he had calmed down, you took him out of there and brought him at your house. You gave him his spare clothes and asked him to take shower. He was whiny and didn't want to be alone without you, so you joined him. You gently applied your conditioner and shampoo on his silky soft raven hair, which were ruined by blood. You gently spread all soap on his body, slightly massaging his tired shoulders. Your eyes twitched at the fresh scars on his beautiful skin, as you couldn't help but feel that pain inside you the more you see it. Toji gave a hum of approval as he relaxed in your touch. Unknowingly he feel asleep while you showered him and so you took his head on your lap. Seeing the way he sleeps like a baby in your touch, you were contended and took a cute pic of his, which would be your new home screen. He opened his eyes as he heard the click of camera.
Toji: Do you know that you shouldn't take pictures of people without their consent, or rather when they are half naked?!
Y/n: Yeah, but you are mine, so there is nothing to ask permission for.
Toji: Let's see you say that when I film you the next time we do it, maybe even today, what do you say??
Y/n: W-what?? H-hey that's n-not fair.... Blush crept your checks as you lightly smacked his chest earning a hearty chuckle from him. Hearing him laugh is music to your ears, as you couldn't help but smile to yourself. He lifted you up and brought you to bed as you both dried each other and slept in each other's comforting embrace. Toji smiled to himself as now he knew, that he wasn't the only one obsessed in this relationship.
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sanchoi21 · 5 months
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Irresistable Sins
Toji Zenin x Reader
Warning: It contains mentions of familiar and social pressure for perfection, mentions of sex and sins.
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Have you ever felt like sinning with someone?? Have you ever felt like to commit the worst possible sin, in fact all kinds of sins, just for the person your heart desires?! You never thought that you would ever feel this way about someone. Until just a few days ago, you were a perfect girl, a ever parent wished for being their daughter. You had perfect grades, perfect performance in extracurricular activities, on top of that, you were adored by everyone, especially your teachers, though there were many peers who would be jealous of you and still talk to you because they didn't hve the courage to go against you. But you were tired if all this. You didn't like the fake friends that surrounded you, nor did you like the unwanted attention which didn't let you have alone time, neither did you liked being praised for small trivial accomplishments. You were a perfect girl in everyone's vision but you didn't want to be so perfect. So perfect that it might keep you from creating deep bonds.
Toji was the typical brat, or you could also say, a bully in your high school. He was someone with perfect performance and perfect grades but his behavior ruined it. Initially you had thought that he was a jerk but when you were grouped together for a project, your thoughts about him instantly changed. He was good at heart, just he kept it locked away in the fear of being hurt or tampered on, something you that you found quote similar to you. You were used to putting on facades. Smiling through the pain when someone hurted you and taking thousand times the revenge on them, was something you did often.
Toji was the first genuine friend you had, who didn't tried to drag you down, instead he helped you rise in your hard times. You both had a healthy rivalry for grades but it was fun. Many a times, people would give you looks of disgust and jealousy when they saw you with Toji, but you didn't bother as his company was much more appreciated than all the fake ones that surrounded you.
From dropping you off at your home when it got late, to bringing you your favorite black coffee in the times you couldn't get a proper break, giving you his jacket when it was too cold outside, till just talking with for hours on end on nothing in particular, he did alm of that. Then how would you blame yourself for falling head over hills for him?? His actions spoke louder than his words when he choose to stay by your side when you were being blamed for something you never did. And just like that as each day passed, you falling more and more in love with Toji.
Today you and Toji decided to hangout in the evening as Christmas break had just begun and the town looked pretty in this tome of the year. He was the one to ask you out to which you had gladly agreed. The chilly weather of winter hit your nose as you walked beside Toji. The shimmering lights of the city looked even more wonderful to you, now that you were sharing this view with him, instead of mindlessly staring into distance when you were alone here.
Toji: Ice cream??
Y/n: Sure, why not??
Toji: What if ya catch cold or something??
Y/n; We would catch it together don't worry!!
Your remarks made Toji laugh heartily. He looked so beautiful under the shimmering lights, smiling so sweetly, that for a moment you got lost in those forest hues.
Toji: What happened?? Something caught your eye?!
Y/n: N-nothing, let's go get ice cream.
Toji: Ok.
You tried to hide your blushing face in your scarf as you strode forward, trying to leave Toji a bit behind, but he caught up soon. You didn't know that your blush didn't went unnoticed by him, making his ears turn red.
That night you went to different food stalls, shops, games, rides and did many more things together with him. Your trip was cut short when it suddenly started to rain, in the middle of winter. You both were surprised as winter rains weren't that common, but not that rare either. There was an ancient legend which said that rains in winter occur only when moon meets the sun, or in other language, when two forbidden lovers finally meet once in their lifetimes. You both got soaked in the rain as you couldn't find any shelter. The rain was getting worse, so you both decided to stay at the nearby hotel.
When you entered the room with Toji, the atmosphere was very awkward, as the room was somehow made for couples. Being tired from your outing, Toji removed his jacket and sat on the bed. He was soaked from head to toe, and his white shirt did a very little in hiding his well toned abs. You couldn't help but stare at his messy form, raven hair falling on his face as droplets of water trickled down. You didn't notice that by now, Toji was staring intensely at you. He slowly extended his palm towards you, a gesture subtly asking you to join him. At that moment, you finally lost the last thread of sanity that you were holding onto, at this point you didn't care about what sins you might commit with him, you didn't care if your parents will never forgive you for it, nor did you care about the shitty opinion of others about you and Toji, all you cared about was Toji and your feelings for him. At this point you couldn't control yourself, you just couldn't refuse him. As if you were a marionette to your own desires and his captivating gaze, you took his extended hand as he pulled you into his lap. You hugged him tightly and held you close to his body, warming you up and shielding you from the cold outside.
Toji: Y/n I love you... Sorry I couldn't say it before.
Y/n: Don't apologize, we are similar in that regard. All this time I tried to deny my feelings for you, thinking that what others would think, but I don't care anymore, I love you Toji and I want you to be mine forever. Will you marry me??
Toji turned red at your response, as he wasn't expecting a straight up marriage proposal, but he was even more happy now.
Toji: Yes, only if you are ready to be my wife, forever.
Saying this he gently pecked your lips. Before he could pull away, you pulled him closer, smacking your lips urgently on his, as if, if you didn't do it now, he would disappear, before you can ever reach him again. The kiss soon got heated as Toji struggled to remove his and yours wet clothes. You helped him and soon your clothes were piled up on the floor. This night you didn't care about anything else, all you needed was right before you.
That night you commited a kinds of sins with Toji like, fucking him even though you both weren't married or approved by your families yet, being intoxicated by him and worshipping him like he is your only Lord, exactly all the things you were forbidden from doing so.
The next morning when you saw Toji sleeping right beside you, you sighed in relief. You were scared that he might just disappear from your life, but you were glad when you soon came to know that he has come to stay forever.
You kept this your little secret till you both graduated and eventually got married to each other. Others didn't need to know that all your study tours to his apartment, were not just that. You were glad to have finally found someone who loved you from his heart and was always ready to commit all types of sins for you, since the first time you met.
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sanchoi21 · 5 months
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Sweet Delusions
Toji Fushiguro x Reader
Warning: Delusions, sadness, lonely, mentions of self harm, mentally broke (just like me), Toji being the comfort character, fluff. Art not mine, credit goes to the artist. Song recommendation while reading this: One of your girls.
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You walk your tired way towards home. College life was indeed tiring with a new test coming up each semester. Snakes for friends and there was no one who would listen to you. Parents busy with work and there are some things which you just can't share with family, this is a place where you need friends but all you saw were snakes in human skin. The animal in itself is good but humans aren't.
Being alone was something you had gotten used to since a very young age, so it wasn't difficult roaming all by yourself across the town at dawn or night. Infact you preferred being alone than being in company of hyenas. Your mental support or comfort character was Toji. You liked him very much. Though he was fictional your love for him was unwavering. He was the only character with whom you could relate on spiritual level. Toji was an introvert, someone who was always looked down upon but still managed to prove others wrong, a loyal man, a caring father and a hottie, all these characters were what easily caught your heart. Though he couldn't come to you in this real world which has nothing but pain, you still were happy to have him. As you always felt connected to him. Anywhere you went, anything that you saw, a smallest gust of wind, a simplest treat that you ate in break time, and just like that everything reminded you of him.
It didn't matter if he wasn't real, all that mattered was that he never left your side when you were in difficulties. He would always encourage you to fight your problems head on y setting his example. Others might think that you are slowly going insane but infact he was the only one who keep your sanity intact. There were times where you wanted to harm yourself but that voice in your head which you thought was of Toji, again stopped you for the nth time that day, you didn't know that he was slowly but surely teaching you self love.
You wondered if he was real, if he was with you by your side, would things have been different?? Would he have comforted you by hugging you tight when you had a tough day, so tightly that he was scared that if he didn't you would shatter to a million pieces?? Would every meal with him be more enjoyable if he was right beside you, instead of you imagining he was?? There were nights when you dreamt of him, and the following day would most definitely be a wonderful one. You sometimes wondered was that his way of apologising for not being by your side today too??
You just wished him to be real or to find someone who might be similar to him. Who knows if that person will be the one who can make you forget Toji, so that he is just a pleasant memory in your head, or will you still continue to miss and yearn for him till the day you go to grave?? Or maybe wish that you both were in the same dimensions in next life, who knows??? Or his thoughts might just haunt you forever, because that's just the kind of man he is....
Guys, I might just be too much into him, who knows??
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sanchoi21 · 5 months
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My Hot Bullies
WARNING: It's EXPLICIT SMUT with lot of sensual content and explicit smut. So don't go further if not comfortable. Toji, Sukuna and Gojo are your bullies and they bully you in many ways.... NOT FOR MINORS. Image not mine, credit to artist.
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Toji along with his friends, Sukuna and Gojo are your highschool bullies. They are literally like the hot rich bullies who would just bring about trouble everywhere they go, and indeed a chick magnet too. You are a nerd who likes to mind her own business but these boys just won't let you live in peace. As you were peacefully reading in the library, Sukuna came and sat beside you. You ignored him but he snatched the book from front of you and replaced it with a book of "Reproduction Biology", now that you finally met his gaze, he just gave you a smug smile. You were irritated and flustered by his actions.
Sukuna: What nerd?? You angry?? You know na, that you need to know about this stuff too, after all you will have to be a good wife after marrige.
Y/n: That's none of your business. I know what I need to.
Sukuna: Ohh.. So nerd got a sharp tongue, I see... But it is my business after all, what if someday you end up marrying me?? You will of course need some practical training before that.
Y/n: W-what????
Sukuna: You are so cute when you blush like that. Here have some strawberry milk, you'll need it if you keep studying too hard okay?!
Before you could say anything he left. You weren't surprised by his behavior because for some reason these days you had been getting a little too much attention from all of your three bullies.
In lunch break when you were peacefully eating your food, Gojo came and sat beside you. He sat a bit too close for your comfort. When you asked him to move he got more closer and put his hand on you waist, " Why you don't like me being close??" You couldn't answer him as you got lost in his mesmerizing blue eyes. Before you knew he pecked your lips and instead of being furious, you blushed. Then he moved away as if nothing happened.
Today again, in PE class, for the Ntg time you caught Toji staring at your ass and tits. But he was making it way too obvious today, you knew something was wrong. When there was no one around he caught you, and pulled you closer to him and made you sit on his lap. You couldn't think straight as you could feel his bulge below you.
Toji: Are you free later??
Y/n: W-why w-what do you n-need??
Toji: I need you baby, see I got a little problem down there, which only you can settle.
Before you could bite back a response your PE teacher came and you two were forced to get out of that position. It was so had to control yourself from grinding on him. You always liked all the three of your bullies but Toji was your favorite.
The day ended and you were thinking that you could finally go home, but someone put a hand on your mouth making you pass out. That person carried you like a rag doll and made his way towards the secret basement in your highschool which only they knew off.
When you opened your eyes everything was blurry and you found all three of you bullies staring down at you with list filled eyes. You were flustered and scared, but when you noticed that your clothes were not on you, you got even more horrified.
Sukuna: Such a cute little pet, isn't she?
Toji: Indeed she's quite cute. Can I go first though??
Gojo: I'll take the mouth then...
Y/n: H-hey w-what are you all t-talking a-about?? And why am I like this??
Sukuna: Isn't it obvious my darling?? You are our meal from today on!!
Y/n: W-what??? No let me go...
Toji: We wouldn't have kidnapped ya, if we were planning on letting you go. You see, you have caught our interest.
Gojo: Don't worry I promise it will feel good soon.
Before you could reply, Gojo sealed your lips with his, as Sukuna's long fingers spread your pussy. You moaned into Gojo's mouth as his tongue explored your insides. Toji on other hand started sucking on your hard nipples, this sent you a wave of pleasure. Due to so much stimulation you soon came on Sukuna's calloused fingers.
Gojo: See told you, you'll enjoy it soon.
Sukuna: Toji she's ready for you.
Toji: Who do you want to be your first, baby??
Y/n: Hmm?? As if u left me a choice!! But s-still I would like you to be my first, Toji.
Toji: Good, I am glad to hear that. I promise you won't regret it. But anyways I was gonna go first, doll!! You are just so irresistible....
Saying this, without wasting a time, Toji seductively rubbed his hardened dick on your entrance, before slowly entering in, you both moaned at the friction. You couldn't do anything because you were tied up with you pussy on full exposure to their cruel eyes. Toji cock was enormous, but he gave you time to adjust before pulling out almost completely and slamming right back in with twice the force. His thrust soon got brutal as you couldn't control your voice anymore.
Gojo: I guess I'll shut her up then.
Gojo put his cock near your mouth indicating you to open it. You started giving him a messy blowjob, but he yanked your hair to make sure he reached you throat. Meanwhile Sukuna gave you hickeys and bite marks all over your body and sucked your nipples. All this pleasure was too overwhelming and you ended up squirting on Toji's dick.
Toji: Ohh... Look.. Our princess is liking her treatment, guess it's about time you return the favour.
Saying this his thrust got sloppy as he chased his high. You started mumbling around Gojo's cock, requesting Toji to not do it inside, but all your voices fell on deaf ears as Toji came deep into your womb, filling you up with his seed. After sometime Gojo too came down your throat forcing you to drink it all up like a good girl.
Before you could recover from your orgasm, Toji and Gono switched positions and Sukuna carried you up and forced his cock up your ass, all the slick from Toji had already preped it up. And just like that all three of them fucked all your holes, taking turns with each one, till you were completely pumped full of their cum. By now you were feeling like jelly, you couldn't even count how many times you came on their thick long cocks, all you knew that you were addicted to them and they were addicted to you. But they did give you a very good after care. And just like that you twisted relationship began with your bullies. Sometimes they would force you to put inside a vibrator while taking class, just to see you squirm for more, fucking you on rooftops in break times, sometimes only with any one of them, and most of the times all three of them. You loved your new life as generally people don't get so lucky to have 3 hot daddies who provide your every need and take care of you in bed too.
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sanchoi21 · 6 months
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Irresistable
Toji Fushiguro x Reader
Warning: It's more of a story written by the reader in her diary, mentions of attachment to a married man Toji and sex but mostly it's just fluff. Art not mine. Credit goes to the artist.
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That day I fell in love with a man. But to my demise, he was a married man, a man that I shouldn't touch, as he never belonged to me. I kept him away for a long time, but he was always there at the back of my mind. I just couldn't help but think about him. Think about how kind he is, how beautiful he is when he smiles, he's really cute when he eats, I just couldn't help but think about him all the time. I craved for him and secretly yearned for his love. I tried to avoid him, but he always, somehow found me and reached out to me. I soon came to know that he was single, as his wife had died a long time ago, I am terrible person because I felt relieved, but I knew his heart could never be mine, as it was long gone with her.
I had decided to myself, to not fall for him anymore than I already had, but he just made it so much difficult for me to not to. He used to help me with my work, chat with me in his free time, ask me to go shopping with him for his son's birthday, ask me to dinners, and sometimes even for some drinks when we both had tiresome days. What was I supposed to think about all these signs?? He is just so irresistible, that I can't stop myself anymore, so one night when we both were drinking at his home, I kissed him, on the lips. I couldn't help it, loving him from the bottom of my heart and on top of that being drunk, didn't help me from kissing his soft pink lips. I kissed him as if this is the first and the last time I could ever do it. Maybe we won't even be friends after this, who knows, but I didn't care I just needed him to be mine.
But to my surprise, he kissed me back with more heat. As his hands travelled up and down my body, I was losing my mind, bit by bit. His lips, moved towards my neck to give it a peck, but I stopped him.
Y/n: T-Toji... S-stop it. You know very well that I-I can't r-resist you.
Toji: Then, why are you resisting?? I don't remember asking you to resist me, did I??
Y/n: I thought you loved your wife and couldn't get over her even after her death.
Toji: I did love her in the past, but now you are the one that I love, so will you be mine, doll??
Y/n: W-what?? S-say that again!!
Toji: I love you, my babygirl, so it's alright if you let go of all your restrains and just jump on me, if it's fine with you??
Without saying anything further I hopped on his lap, straddling him. He felt so heavenly underneath me, that I subconsciously started grinding my hips on his well toned abs and his growing bulge. He kissed me passionately as I was getting heated by looking at sweaty appearance and by the actions we were doing.
That night, he engraved his love in my body as I continued to mark him as mine. It was the best night of my life, abd I knew rhat there are more such to come.
This evening as I peacefully sat beside my sweet husband Toji in the gallary of our apartment, drinking the coffee made by him, I recollected all these memories as I am very happy and glad to finally have met my soulmate. Our sson Megumi is also as sweet and cute as always, he soon had warmed up too me and calls me mom. Though Toji and Megumi bicker all the time, I can't help but laugh and interfere their childish fights. Thanks, dear diary, I really love my family and I'll cherish and protect them forever.
- Toji' wife, Y/n.
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sanchoi21 · 6 months
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Soulmates
Toji Zenin x Reader
Warning: Mentions of alcohol and drinking habits, otherwise it's fluff. Art not mine, credit goes to the owner.
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Buzzling lights of the night club welcomed you as you opened the door along with Gojo, Geto and Shoko by your side. After working for days on end as Jujutsu sorcerers was truly tiring and you all needed a break. You usually aren’t a club person, as you prefer drinking at home, rather than at crowded places. But as Shoko insisted on going and Gojo and Geto kept pestering you till you agreed, so here you are. The club was filled with people, the smell of alcohol, cigars and sweat, was filling your nostrils.
Your gang went straight to dance in the centre of crowd, Shoko pulling you with them. You danced for sometime, but soon got tired and decide to head towards the bar, after all alcohol was the best cure. You made your way from the crowd towards the bar, sitting on the bar stool you ordered your tequila. Downing the shot in one go, your nerves calmed down. Being a heavy drinker was knot an easy job. All your friends were tired of trying to get you actually drunk, with only Shoko lasting with you till the end.
As you were about to order your 5th shot a voice stopped you.
Toji: How much are you gonna drink? It’s not good for a young lady like you.
Y/n: Ohh.. Isn't it the great sorcerer killer Toji Zenin?? I am honoured to meet you. But I do wonder, why would you care if I drank too much??
Toji: If you know that I am a sorcerer killer then why aren't you afraid of me?? Usually people either get pissed or scared whenever I open my mouth.
Y/n: I am Y/n and I would indeed be intrigued if you suddenly ask me to stop drinking. Besides, you are not as scary as the rumors portray you.
Toji: I said that to you because you don't seem to understand that alcohol kills eventually. Plus I got interested in you because besides me you seemed to be the only person who doesn't like this noisy environment.
Y/n: That's true, I don't usually like going to clubs, they are so damn noisy and crowded, I prefer drinking at home.
Toji;: So what do you say?? Wanna get out of here?? I can buy you a drink if you want but only one, not more than that.
Y/n: T-Toji... Has anyone ever said to you that you are damn gorgeous. To be honest I have never met such a handsome man like you.
Toji: Ohh... That’s a first. People are generally too scared to even open their mouth in front of me, so receiving compliments is quite difficult, but... thankyou.
He said, smiling sweetly and you wondered is he really that assassin that your friends and teachers had warned you about? But you really didn’t care at all, you were too intrigued in him to realise anything else at the moment.
Y/n: So let’s get going then, I need a breather too and by the way, I am a heavy drinker, so some shots definitely won’t hurt me.
Toji: Oh-ok then, let’s go.
Saying this Toji outstretched his arm for you like a gentleman, which you gladly took and he lead your way through the crowd and finally brought you outside that crowded club. You sighed as soon as fresh air hit your nostrils.
Toji: I know a quite place, wanna go there for drinking?
Y/n: Ok sure, let me just text my friend or else they will be worried about me.
Toji: Are you gonna tell that you are with me??
Y/n: Definitely not!! They will be scared as hell if I tell them that I with The Toji Zenin. You know, we have always been warned about you, to maintain distance from you, so I won’t tell them as I don’t want them interfering in our matters.
Toji seemed a bit surprised by your reply but he soon opened his mouth to question you as his thoughts got the better of him.
Toji: Then don’t you think I am dangerous and you should be away from me??? Y/n: Toji... I am not a type of person to trust others easily, but something about you is just so different that, I can’t help but let my guard down around you. I really don’t know, if it’s a good thing or a bad thing, but still I am intrigued in you and would definitely love to get to know you well before jumping to any conclusions myself.
Toji: You know, every time you open your mouth, you amaze me. You really are the only girl who has ever talked with me like this, so thanks a lot. Y/n: Infact I should thank you for buying me drink. Besides, you not always meet a stranger asking you to drink less.
You said playfully winking at Toji, to which he blushed and your heart fluttered. His smile was so genuine that you found yourself caught up in his charms. Toji led you towards his car. You sat beside him as he drove. This choice of music was really good, infact somewhat similar to yours, you soon find yourself drumming your fingers to the beat, as the beautiful views of shimmering night city passed your vision, but your mind and eyes were focused on Toji as he drove to the location. Infact you should have been scared, being in a car with a stranger can be scary, but you knew that he won’t hurt you, besides he was quite sweet and charming despite the rumours which described him as a ugly monster and you wondered if those were made on purpose to keep you away from him and his charms.
Toji parked his car and opened the door for you to get out, ha such a gentle man!!
You both were on the top of a hill, the cool wind blew past you as you blinked in surprise. The beautiful city of Shibuya shimmered below you like jewels, as countless stars lit the night sky. You were mesmerised by the view as you never knew that it was possible to watch so many stars and at the same time the city below it together. It was a view like nothing you had seen before.
Toji: Like what you see?? I had discovered this by accident when I had lost my road at night while returning home.
Y/n: Wow, Toji... It’s unlike anything I had ever seen. It’s so beautiful that it makes me wanna stay here forever.
Toji: Haha... I am glad that you liked it.
Toji pulled out the wine bottle that he bought earlier.
Toji: Care for a drink??
Y/n: Yeah sure!! But I thought you don’t drink??
Toji: I do, but only sometimes. I guess today it is then!!
You both sat there on the bench, side by side, as you both drank alternately from the bottle. You blushed as it was like an indirect kiss, but none of you had a choice since there were no glasses. You both chatted for a while and as time went by you felt just how much he was similar to you and he was far from how those rumours described him. As that day you drank wine for the first time, you got just a bit tipsy and unconsciously starred at his red lips, which looked quite soft and inviting. You mentally slapped yourself for having such thoughts for a man you just now met, it all your sanity left you when you caught him staring at yours. You leaned in as Toji did the same and soon your both’s lips collided, his lips indeed were very soft just as you had thought. The kiss soon became streamy as you just couldn’t let him go, after you had tasted him once. You both continued kissing for a while. It was you and his first kiss, and none of you were drunk, you both were conscious at the moment, it’s just that it felt so ethereal, it seemed unreal. You both pulled out breathless.
Maybe this is what it feels like when you finally find your soulmate. As this thought crossed your mind, you saw a faint red string tied to yours and his pinky finger, connecting you two. He saw that too as his eyes widened with surprise. It was just for a spit moment before it disappeared again. You both stared at each other in surprise, as this tale was told to you by your grandma, that once you meet your soulmate and kiss them for the first time, a red thread will appear just for a spilt second, indicating your connection.
Both if you blushed hard, completely being aware of the legend that you just now witnessed.
Toji: I-I don’t know what took over me, but can I please kiss you again??
Y/n: O-of course you can! In fact I was going to ask for the same thing!
You soon closed the gap in you two, now kissing him with much more passion than before. As your hands started roaming over his well toned body, you craved to feel his bare skin and before your thoughts got the best of you, your phone rang. Both of you nearly jumped at the sound as you rushed to pick it up and again, it was the annoying, Gojo, that man always found the worst times to call you. You hurriedly and angrily picked it up.
Y/n: What the fuck, Satoru?? Why are you calling me at this time?? Satoru: Hehehe, just to disturb you and to check if you are ok.
Y/n: You disturbed me now, happy!? And I am fine so now, goodbye.
Satoru: So I guess you really are on a date with someone, who’s that lucky one!?
Y/n: I’m busy let’s talk tomorrow, I’ll give you the details.
Saying this you cut the call before he could say anything else. Seeing you visibly pissed, Toji engulfed you in a warm hug. His warmth was something you couldn’t quite describe, one needs to feel it, to experience the real thing. You nerves instantly calmed down as his sweet scent filled your senses and you relaxed.
Toji: So I guess, you are my soulmate, I am so glad it’s you and I glad I found you.
Y/n: I am so glad that I found you too Toji. You are the only person with whom I had instantly got comfortable with and on top of that you are hot.
You winked at him as he blushed and said.
Toji: But for me you are hotter. So, can we continue where we left off earlier, or would you like to keep the main event for the later?? Maybe after marriage?
You stupidly blushed at his request. Y/n: So you are proposing me right now?? Not that I mind!! I would love to marry you and make you mine.
Now was his turn to blush as he hugged you tight and hid his face in your neck.
And just like that, one meeting lead to another, the more and more you two spent time together, you loved him even more. Soon you both revealed your secret relationship to your friends, who seemed reluctant at first but soon relaxed around him and approved of your relationship.
Now years have passed and you are leading a happy married life with Toji. He sure did made you quit alcohol over the years, but you both do drink together once or twice a year, on the pretence of remembering its taste. You sometimes wonder, how your life would have been without him, maybe it would have been boring and dry, now that you are used to his never ending warmth. Meeting him was the one of the luckiest things that happened to you in your life and just like that he was great full to have you too in his life. You knew for certain that you both will forever cherish the memory of your first encounter in your hearts as more pleasant moments wait for you in future.
Author’s note: I can’t help but write about Toji, he’s just so enticing. Forever Toji fetish.
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sanchoi21 · 6 months
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Forever Rains
Toji Fushiguro x Reader
Warning: Dark content ahead. It contains a lot of angst, death, reincarnation and comfort. So read only if you are comfortable.
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As the sun went down and the skies got darker, you walked on the lonely road, rain drenching your clothes and your bicycle as you walked with it by your side, too tired to ride it home. College life was always tiring especially today. You remembered all the sweet moments you spent with him as you walked endlessly in the lonely night. By now the city lights were shimmering and the cars were moving on road, just like you, tired passengers living their tired lives. Something about the evening and the shimmering city lights in the rain was just so beautiful, that you couldn't help but pause for a moment and watch as the rain trickled down the trees and the lamp posts. This city made you feel better and lively but there were times that you were empty inside, still it somehow helped you to overcome it, in it's own way. Your eyes stared blankly at the road ahead, as they had long lost their light. What happened today was something you never expected to occur. It broke your heart a millions of times over and over again as you kept remembering the same scene, as it played like a broken record in your head. You just pondered on what you did wrong.
You didn't feel like going home, but you still needed to, because you'll only end up getting scolded for being late. Either ways you didn't really had a place to go anyway. The park beside your house was your comfort spot, you could be there alone at night, but as now it was twilight you were damn sure that it will be buzzing with people and children at this hour, so you avoided it.
Climbing the stairs to your house was even more difficult, as you didn't wanted to face your family now, being emotionally exhausted and on top of that your parents just complain about everything, it's really exhausting, but still life goes on. You opened the door and entered the house, slightly greeting your parents. After dinner you immediately went to your room saying that you have an assignment, but that was just an excuse, as you really needed to get things of your chest.
Your dimly lit room welcomed you, soon enough you felt like home because it was the only place where you could be yourself, without being disturbed for quite some time. As you opened the window and curtains to let the fresh air in, your heavy eyes drifted off to your photo. It was your photo with Toji, you had taken it on the day of summer festival last year. He looked happy in it or so you had thought.
Toji was your college bully, but he soon had warmed up to you, saying that you were the sweetest person he ever met. For the time being you two were good friends. You had promised yourself, not to fall for that man, but what could you do but fall for him as he treated you in the sweetest possible manner which you had never experienced before.
Today for the first time in a while, Toji shouted at you, saying that you were nothing but a clingy pest to him which he needed to impress for a bet and that he loved the girl which had known him probably for longer than you did, basically you didn't stand a chance against her. And this had broken you and your heart in a million pieces. Never in your dreams had you imagined that this sweet boy was capable of doing something this dangerous. You felt petty for beileving his lies. He sprouted many things like, how ugly you are, or how he just wanted to get away from you every single time you two were close or how stupid you were to think that the member of Zenin clan can ever love you?? But the insult that hurted a lot was the one when he said, " You were just a bet, a plaything for me to earn money." And that was when you lost it, slapping him hard across the face you said, " Then I am happy to finally leave you alone. Goodbye." Saying this you turned around and left, without glancing at behind to see his reaction, maybe if you did, you would have spilled those tears that you struggled so hard to hold back.
You wanted to believe that whatever he said was just because of the pressure from his peers, but his cold eyes said otherwise. You still loved him though, it was something you couldn't control, but it wasn't a problem to let him go, as you knew, you deserve better. You would hold onto his memory forever, since he was the only person you ever felt close to, related to, someone who could finally understand you., but you knew better than anyone else that he didn't needed you, nor cared for you. Sometimes you still wonder, was all that just an act, because you surely had seen the lights sparkle in his eyes as he talked to you every time. You wondered, did he ever regreted it?? But who were you to think about something he should have told you, if he really did regret it. You didn't mind letting him go as he was the only one you ever cared for loved, so you had wished him luck even though he had wished you to disappear from his life, and you did just that. Even after all these years you still loved him and couldn't find someone to complete you like he did, maybe you'll stay single forever, who knows??
As Toji started at his wife, he wondered, how good it would have been if it was you in that place instead. He deeply regreted saying all those things that day, as he was under the pressure for Zenin clan to let you go as well as the temporary attraction which he thought was love that he felt for that girl. He deeply regreted saying all those things that day, infact he had regretted that very instant, when he saw tears sting in your eyes, trickling to fall down, he hated himself for that. He just wished that he could have stayed longer by your side as you stared at the fireworks at summer festival and many such mesmerizing moments. As he stated at his wife taking care of Megumi, he thought of you, he thought of you when he saw her cooking him dinner, he thought of you when he slept beside her, staring at her face, wondering how beautiful you would have looked in his arms. He knew too well by now that his wife was no less than a demon as she had influenced him to break you apart.
When his wife died due to illness, he thought that maybe now he can confess the heavy guilt and love that he always harboured towards you. But when he came to your address just to see the cremation ashes of you on the table and your photo, he cried for the first time in his life. Confessing to his every sin of hurting you,but you had long forgiven him. He didn't stop crying, until your younger sister handed him a diary, it was your diary. He sobbed, as he took it and returned home. When he read your diary, he cried even harder as he felt you gently embrace him by your words. He came to know what he had missed all along, and that you had never stopped loving him all this time. As he cried himself to sleep that night, with your unbearably sweet memories, he dreamth of you. You both were in a wheat field on a sunny day and he felt as if time had stopped, you looked ethereal in his eyes. As he moved towards you, you gently hugged him saying,"I have forgiven you a long time ago, Toji. I just missed you all along, I am glad that you atleast came today. I am glad that I could say goodbye to you atleast in this way. Don't blame yourself and live your life to the fullest, Toji, as I have always loved you." Toji couldn't utter a word as he sobbed and sobbed in your arms and woke up next morning, wishing that not in this but atleast in his next life you will be his partner and he would make up to you for all his mistakes. He wished for a second chance to feel you, to hold you in his arms again, but the morning sun, reminded him of his cold reality. Maybe just like you, he too would spend his remaining life thinking of you as you did too when he wasn't there, hoping to meet you someday, somewhere.
Centuries later, when you looked at the soaked boy in front of you, standing in rain, your heart skipped a beat, giving you a sense of deja vu. As Toji made his way towards you, his heart pounding, he didn't know what was this weird feeling, but he wanted to make you his and only his this time. He smacked his lips on yours sealing a promise from long ago, to be yours, to cherish you and eventually to follow you to your grave when the time comes. This time around he was sure that he won't let you go, he won't let you be alone in this rain as he will get soaked in it together with you this time around. He or you didn't remember about your past, but the heart remembers the person, as you finally had found your long lost soulmate, in the your next life. Wiping his soaked hair you pulled him closer, in the warmth of your embrace as if you had longed for it all along. As you two made your way home, thinking how lucky you are right now, being beside each other, blissfully unaware of your tragic past but you both knew for certain that these longings you feel for each other are something from a long long ago.
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Entangled
Song Mingi x Reader
Warning: Has mentions of smut and sexual themes and this is my first time writing about an idol. I don't mean to be disrespectful so I am keeping the smut part as short as possible, so please understand. Enjoy.
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You wrapped your arms tightly around his waist, feeling his abs under his skintight t-shirt. The night air blew past you two, blurring the surroundings as your focus was now completely on your man. Mingi chuckled in his deep voice as he caught your hands roaming all across his skin, his voice was enough to get you wet anyways. First you had met Mingi at the studio, where you worked as his costume designer. One talk always lead to other and soon enough you find yourself in a relationship with him, which he did make public and his fans were ok with it.
Every night after work you both went home together. Being devoid of him for hours on end, always lead you to be clingy for him. Everytime you got clingy, you found yourself entangled with him in his bed as he made up for all the lost time you spent without him. Today too was one of that nights when you craved for him and so did he as now you both were straight heading towards his apartment. He too needed you after being stressed so much about his comeback, now that it was done finally. The night air felt ever so ethereal as you could easily smell his cologne, his scent always intoxicated you as if it was a new kind of drug. Mingi was the only drug on which you could get drunk for hours on end, without actual alcohol being in your veins. He found you in your darkest times, so you being clingy was something he had gotten used to. Mingi haulted, parking his bike at the parking spot in his apartment area. As soon as he got off, you grabbed him by the collar smacking your lips on his soft and plump ones. He responded you by kissing you back hungrily. He was a different person when he was with you, sometimes extremely cute and at other times, someone you could only call “Daddy”. As your kiss got rougher and hungrier, Mingi hurried towards the lift with you in his arms, still with his lips locked onto yours. You didn’t notice entering in the lift as your sole focus was Mingi and his plump lips. Once you reached your floor, Mingi fumbled, struggling finding the keys in his pocket. Once he found them, he opened the door without wasting a single second. Once you both were in, you locked it behind you, earning a chuckle from Mingi. You got closer to him as you swiftly took off his jacket.
Mingi: Someone’s impatient, I see!!
You didn’t reply as, getting his shirt off was the important thing in the world for you. Once you both were out of your clothes, Mingi appreciated your view in front of him. He picked you up and laid you in bed. Without wasting any time you both got engaged in each other’s charms and bodies, as his thrusts got quicker and harsher from his initially smooth rhythm, your eyes rolled back and you almost had a nosebleed staring at his intense eyes and sweaty form. Being with Mingi was something you never even dreamed of, but it was fated and still happened as you were more than happy to have him. Mingi too felt like he was the luckiest man in the world ti have you, as you were the only person who understood him so well. And just like that you spent one more awesome night entangled with him, knowing that there will be more waiting for you in the future. You don’t know how much more longer are you gonna stay entangled in his warmth, under his large arms, but you surely love every second of it, as Mingi glances down at you cutely, wishing you a “Good morning”, in his groggy morning voice which is indeed music to your ears. Just like that you were quite certain that you will be spending all of your life with him, worshipping him and supporting him, as he indeed was your Lord.
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sanchoi21 · 6 months
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Intoxicating Violet
Fyodor Dostoyevsky bsd x reader
Waring: Its just comfort fic but may not be directly connected to the story line. It's only fluff but a bit mature. Image is from manga but eyes are painted by me.
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You didn't know what to do, you were enchanted by him. From the smallest action he did for you, till his talks, his voice, or his ebony smooth hair, and ofcourse his enchanting violet eyes, you loved it all.
When the first time you two met, he was there standing alone in rain, with nothing shielding him from the divine showers of sky. Many people passed by him, but no one paid any heed. He looked sad, almost broken or perhaps lost in deep thought. You don't know what took over you, but you rushed towards him and shielded him with your red umbrella. After feeling the stoppage of downpour on his head, he lifted his gaze on you, those amethyst eyes, captivating yoi then and there. It was a unique colour, and you had never seen such beautiful eyes in your entire lifetime, but something dark and unsettling clouded those jewels. He blankly stared at you for a moment before asking, "Why? Why bother??" You couldn't help but feel a blush creep up your cheeks after hearing his deep voice, as if he wasn't handsome enough already. You simply replied, "I just wanted to, can't have you soak in rain, you might get sick." To tour reply he just chuckled a little and thanked you for your kindness, asking for your name.
And soon just like that, one meeting lead to another and he couldn't help but feel a lingering warmth everytime you two were together, initially he didn't realise what was this feeling, until one day when he saw you bleeding to death because someone had stabbed you thinking that you were the one who made them suffer, not knowing that they had got the wrong person.
As Fyodor saw you bleeding and unconscious, he couldn't help but panic to what might happen next, he needed you alive, he can't see you die not after all the deaths of his close ones he had experienced throughout the years. His mind was foggy as he waited for docter to treat you, he knew he had to take revenge on whoever hurted you like this, but his brain just wasn't functioning, he couldn't even figure out simple facts about the suspect which he can do in seconds on other normal days. He breathed a sigh of relief when doctor said that you are out of danger and that was the moment he realised, just how much you ate up his mind and thoughts, till the point to make him malfunction like that. His tough facade always crumpled when it came to you.
Days passed and he soon proposed you to marriage which you gladly agreed. After getting married life was good, infact felt like heaven, being beside Fyodor every single day filled you with joy. The only thing you didn't notice was that you never once got out of that house alone as he always insisted on following you just in case any trouble occurs. You didn't notice how one by one the people who hurt you, used to simply disappear from your life. You didn't notice how much deep you had fallen in love with him, till the point that maybe one day he might ask you to shot yourself, which you would do if he wanted. Being so much intoxicated by him, maybe wasn't good, but you didn't mind. You didn't mind his killings when he had shared about his work life and ultimate goal for those to you, you just wanted him safe. You really didn't care if he was a Devil disguised as an Angel, because only you knew that deep down he really was an Angel, a Lord who portrays himself as evil in order to lead people on the right path. Though his actions might be pure evil, but you knew the reasons behind those.
His touch was like fire on your heated skin, it's just like moth being attracted to the flame and going close to it, not knowing that one day it might be the reason for its death. You were the moth and he was the flame, despite being burned by him and his cold nature sometimes, you just couldn't get away. You were fully aware of the danger this man possessed but he was too sweet to get away from. He was like a drug to you, a drug which might harm you but feels just so good that you can never let go until you die. What can you do but just recieve love as he showered you with it, he never once hurted you or so he thought, but for him you were that flame for which he would sacrifice his everything, even himself. And who are you to deny the love of the Devil, when he was so sweet to you?
When one day he said that this might be the last time you see him, if he died, losing to Dazai, you broke down crying saying that, "Kill me first, it's better than seeing you die." To which he chuckled softly and pulled you close, patting your head, "Do you trust me?" Ofcourse you did, it was out of question but you still nodded. "Then till I come back, don't leave this house, don't believe if people tell you I died, I'll return back to you, I promise." Saying this he left, months passed which felt like millenniums, all these days you were alone, you felt empty inside still worried about him, but as he returned home, just as promised, though a bit injured, you hugged him tight never wanting to let go as he smiled down upon you.
This was your love, the love that you yearned for, just you didn't know that you will get it from such a dangerous man, but who are you to complain, when you will be cherishing it forever, just like he cherishes you.
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Fever
Gojo Satoru x Reader
Warning: Mentions of trust issues with Gojo and sex. Otherwise it's fluff and comfort.
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You and Gojo were only friends, strictly just friends. He was someone who had a goofy and silly personality, but your type was serious people who are not someone like Satoru and he is annoying as hell. Hanging out after your classes was a normal occurance. Your students too used to tease the two of you thinking that you are a couple. But they had no idea, how annoying their teacher can get when he is with you. Satoru annoyed the hell out of you, but somehow all his cockiness was gone after his missions, when he was slightly more vulnerable, more clingy than usual. By now you were used to him coming at your doorstep anytime, even at midnight, after his missions. He would simply just hug you tight and cling to you all day, saying how rough the fight was and whine about so very tired. Many times you tried to push him away saying that, “I am not your lover so don't come to me” but he was too stubborn and just used to dismiss it by saying you are the only one he has and that made you quite each time as you knew of all the tragic friendships he had before meeting with you. It's not like you don't like him being clingy, but while clinging to you he has many times snuggled his face into the crock of your neck invading your privacy and saying that you smell too good to resist and you are so very delicious. Such complements are the real threat to your heart, plus you don't like him romantically so it’s kinda wrong from your pov. He often used to flirt with you, sometimes kissing your forehead or cheek, every time he did this, your heart skipped a beat and you don’t know why? You don’t even like him in the first place, right?? Then why???
Today too, he had a difficult mission and you knew that he would soon arrive at your house. Anticipating his visit, you cleaned the house and your room as he never took the guest room insisting that your room is way more comfy than any other. You also prepared some snacks for him. Soon a knock on your door was heard, you instantly went to open it. Even before he could enter into your apartment, Satoru had his arms tightly wrapped around you. “Satoru...” He just tightened his grip around you and snuggled in your neck inhaling your scent. “Y/n.. You small so good... So very sweet... and delicious.” After battles he was always like this, as his flirting didn’t work in such times, he sounded more genuine and more sensual than usual, that’s the reason why you always wanted to maintain a certain distance with him. Because these were the time when you might take his casual flirting seriously and might somehow fall for him. This was something you were afraid of doing. You pulled him closer and slowly walked him into you room. He had some scratches and small wounds. As you were going to bring the first aid kit, he grabbed your hand stopping you in your tracks.
Satoru: Don’t go.
Y/n: Why? If I won’t then how am I supposed to fix you? You don’t even use your reverse curse technique to heal yourself, saying it’s too tiring to use again and again.
Satoru: Don’t go, stay here with me.
Saying this, before you could argue any further he pulled you closer and you landed in his lap. You blushed red as he started deep into your eyes. He wasn’t his usual self today and it felt like something was off. So you placed your hand on his forehead just to fell him burning up with fever. He rested his face in your palm as you cradled his face.
Y/n: Satoru, you are burning up! How did you manage to get fever this high?
Satoru: I-I don’t know!! Just let me sleep on your lap!!
Y/n: You can take pillow instead. Let me go.
Satoru: No I want you!!
Y/n: Are you a child, Satoru!? Fine let me atleast bring cold towels for your fever.
Satoru: O-ok fine....
You soon brought a bowl of cold water and some clean towels along with a medicine for fever. You forced Gojo to take it. You also asked him to remove his clothes as they were soaked in rain, which earned a smirk from him, but he obeyed your orders. You ignored his smirking face when your face flushed at the half naked man in front of you. Once he layed down, you put the cold towel on his forehead and were about to leave, he caught your hand.
Satoru: Let me sleep on your lap... My head, it hurts a lot...
You couldn't say no to him, when he was this vulnerable, so you just sat down on the bed and gently took his head on your lap. He stared at you for a moment before closing his eyes. You gently stroked his silver hair as he gave a hum of approval. Occasionally you would change his towels when they were warm. You noticed Satoru slowly drifting to sleep. All the emotions you had suppressed, came to surface when you made sure he was really asleep. You blushed deeply at the site of him, laying on your lap and that too half naked. Never in a billion years you would have imagined getting this close to him.
As you continued staring at his annoyingly handsome face, you don't know what came over you, you stared at his soft pink lips as if they were the softest thing you had ever seen. You subconsciously leaned in closer, you don't know what you were doing. You leaned in closer and closer and gently pecked his lips, they indeed were the softest. You gasped when you realised what you did and quickly tried to pull away from his tempting lips.
You were horrified when you saw, the young sorcerer's eyes were wide open, staring intensely into yours.
Y/n: I-I i-it's not w-what you t-think G-Gojo.
Gojo: Yeah.. Then why are you stammering and blushing right now? Did you got my fever or what??
Hearing his response you only blushed more, being unable to find any more words to support your lies. Gojo took advantage of this chance and quickly got up capturing your lips into his. The kiss was rough but only lasted for a moment before he pulled back, leaving you yearning for more.
Gojo: Y/n.. I love the way you taste.. Let me have more please..
Y/n: W-wait we both know that you are a sweet talker and a ladies man, I don't wanna be one of your toys which you would eventually throw away like all others.
Gojo: Y/n.. You are hurting me by saying that. Were the rumors about me this influential than my own words to you?? Y/n I have never touched any girl, let alone kiss her. Just now you stole my first kiss. I know I am a flirt, but I am not a playboy Y/n.. I flirt just to lighten the mood of people around me, nothing else. You are the only one that I ever loved Y/n.
Y/n: S-Satoru.. I am so sorry. All this time I thought that you were just playing with me.
Satoru: No Y/n it's not your fault, looking back on it, my behavior was kinda misleading too, so I am sorry.
Y/n: Satoru actually, I-I love y-you too. But all this time I kept it suppressed and hidden, as I was afraid that you didn't felt the same way and I had the fear of being thrown away after you were tired of me.
Satoru: I can't throw you away, Y/n, you are a part of me. I have always loved you, but I was afraid that you would reject me, worst, you loved someone else. So I just kept flirting trying to gain your attention by triggering your hidden jealousy, but I guess it turned out quite the opposite.
Y/n: You, you really are unbelievable Satoru. Come here, you idiot!
Before he could say anything you pulled him closer into a deep passionate kiss, which quickly turned streamy. You both kept kissing each other as if it was the end of world. Slowly your and Satoru's clothes were now on the floor and his beautiful hands were tracing your gorgeous curves, admiring them in awe. Your hands too traced his toned chest and abdomen feeling his muscles tense up under your touch. Soon the night got passionate as you both indulged in each other's warmth. It was you and his first and best night with their loved one. As Satoru thrusted deep into you, you wondered if this is how heaven feels like. After you both got tired, Satoru cleaned you up and cuddled you the entire night.
The next day morning when you woke up in Satoru's warmth, you felt fatigue. Satoru was already staring at you, but when he put his palm on your forehead, he gasped a little.
Y/n: What happened??
Satoru: I guess you have fever.
Hearing him you quickly put your hand on your forehead to test his claim and damn, he was right. You were burning up with fever.
Now completely recovered Satoru opened his nasty mouth.
Satoru: I guess I gave you my fever too along with my seed last night.
Hearing and watching him grinning from ear to ear you smacked his arm a little hard, to which he welped.
Satoru: Don't be so rough with me!!
Y/n: You gave me fever, now it's your responsibility, so taks care of me.
Satoru: Sure, I'll take care of you, now and till forever, as you are my one and only Queen.
Hearing him, you grinned and hugged him tight as for the rest of day and your life you have this man booked for yourself, for all eternity.
Some comfort for y'all after what's actually going on in manga.😭
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Prey and Pray
Toji Fushiguro Vampire x Reader Smut
Warning: Dark content. Mentions of altar, Satan and sex. I have no intention of disrespecting any religion, it's just a fanfic for enjoyment. Contains horror, rape, manipulation, blood drinking, devil worship, etc. Maybe a little confusing. So don't go ahead if uncomfortable. Not for minors.
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While returning home from work, you had to cross the dark forest. As you walked in the haunted forest at night, you heard footsteps following you. The road to your small cottage near woods was a concrete road, which had many vehicles at day, but not a single soul ventured it at night. Your pace quickened as the footsteps behind you were now getting more and more nearer to you. You couldn't see who was following you, as it was pitch dark aside from the areas illuminated by street lights. So on instinct, you sprinted towards the other road, which would lead further into woods, hoping to misguide your stalker.
As you went further in, you lost the person following you but you also lost your path back home. You went further as you hoped to find any human settlements nearby. As you walked further suddenly a huge abandoned structure came into your notice. It was an old cathedral, with veins covering the whole building. Small blue and pink, more like violet flowers were blooming on the veins giving the entire building an ethereal glow. As you made your way towards the structure, everything around you felt eerily calm, it got so quite that you could hear your own thumping heartbeat. Once you reached in it's premises, you noticed a few gravestones in the vicinity of the place. You were creeped out by now, but this was your only option to stay or ask for help, as you can't possibly sleep in the dark forest at night.
As you pushed the door open, it made a creeking sound, which sent shivers down your spine. Suddenly you remembered the tale your grandmother always told you in your childhood days, it was about a certain place in woods, where monsters lurked. You knew better than anyone that it was just a tale to prevent young kids from roaming in woods, but you don't know why were you remembering it now of all times.
"Is someone here??" You called out before entering the large hallways of Cathedral, you voice echoed through the entire structure. The ceilings were enormous with many unrecognizable paintings on it. As you moved further deep into the hallways, you found yourself at a big room. There was an altar at the end of the room, as you made your way towards the altar, chills ran down your spine as you shivered in horror. The statue at altar didn't belong to any God but instead it belong to Satan, the devil himself. You had no idea that such a place existed. But surprises kept coming to you as your attention was now on the brightly burning candles everywhere across the altar. That means, someone lived here. The new realization was much more terrifying than previous one.
As you were trying to get a grip of your situation, you heard the same footsteps, but this time they came from behind the altar. You snapped your head in that direction and saw a man walking towards you. The man was gorgeous, so gorgeous that he didn't look real but the scar on his lips said otherwise. As he made his way towards you, you just stayed glued to your place as if some unk ow force was keeping you there. The man had blood red eyes, which reminded you of the blood moon, he wore a black outfit similar to a priest's outfit. As he stood before you, height difference clearly visible in the two if you, as he was curiously examining you, he finally opened his mouth. His voice was just as mesmerizing as him.
Toji: Did you lost your way, child??
Y/n: Y-yes I d-did. C-can y-you please tell me the way out of this f-forest??
You don't know why were tou so scared or why were you stuttering, he is a priest afterall, maybe he'll help you out of here, right??
But to your innocent question he just chuckled before answering.
Toji: Maybe I can, or maybe I can't, who knows??
Y/n: W-what do you m-mean??
Toji: It's been so long since I had any visitors, so I won't let you go until I am satisfied.
Y/n: W-w-what???
Toji: Don't be so scared darling, you see I just need a small sacrifice for my devil.
Saying this he grabbed your wrist and brought you towards the altar.
Toji: Can I bite you??
You nodded because you couldn't refuse him, he looked kind of cute, puppy like when he asked you that. So you stupidly agreed.
He brought his lips near your wrist and opened his mouth as you saw two pointed fangs, you instantly knew who was he, a vampire. He gently bit into your wrist, make you wince a little at the sting as blood oozed out of your fresh wound. He lapped at your blood and sucked out more blood from it. But the way he did it was so intoxicating that you found yourself staring at him. As he sucked and bit you more, you moaned in pleasure. He stared at you for a brief moment as you blushed at his attention.
Toji: So you like that, ha??
He asked smirking, to which you only nodded shyly. He continued drinking your blood. By now, you were feeling weird, obscenely wet as he still lapped at your blood.
Toji: Now time for main course.
Saying this he lifted you up as you were nothing and placed you on the altar, spreading your legs wide open. He slowly fondled your breast, caressed your cheeks, you tried to resist him or push him away, but it was no avail as he was much stronger than you. He ripped your fabric and in an instant your panties were removed, you couldn't comprehend what was happening. He freed his cock from his restrains as you horrifyingly stared at his long and thick girth, thinking how will he fit in. He just smiled at you, and pushed your thighs apart as he aligned himself to your entrance.
Y/n: W-wait, p-please d-don't do this, a-a-anything but this. P-please s-s-stop.
Toji;: Don't worry, it will feel good soon enough. I am the embodiment of Satan himself, so you should be grateful for being my meal.
Without saying anything further he tied your hands above your head, licking his lips at you naked form. He slowly started pushing his cock inside you, you struggled as he was just devilishly and sadistically smirking from above you.
Soon getting pissed off by your futile struggle, he snapped his hips and in one go, he entered you, completely bottoming out. He was so big, you could feel the burning stretch as a high pitched cry left your lips. He kissed your lips trying to soothe you, as you complained about him to pull out. He pulled out almost completely, you thought that maybe he is stopping because he pitied you, but all your thoughts were proved wrong as he harshly thrusted back into you. He smiled sadistically at you as you cried out loud. He started thrusting into you at a slow pace and steadily increased his pace. He was so big that with each thrust, he reached your cervix and his head was perfectly rubbing all your g-spots. He mercilessly continued pounding into you as you couldn't help but moan and scream his name and squirt all around his meaty cock. Your eyes were rolling back as you were feeling immense pleasure from his thick cock, you couldn't think about anything but him and his godly appearance. He looked so beautiful above you, you instantly got lost in his mesmerizing gaze and he smirked at you knowing the effect he has on you. Though he was raping you still he was so gentle about it, you felt nothing but pleasure as his cock was continuously ramming deep into your cunt.
He kept pounding into you all night as you lost the track of your own orgasms and how many times he came into you, fucking his thick seed countless times back into your abused cunt. In every position, and every angle he claimed your body, as you couldn't stop yourself from wanting more as he was insanely good at it.
That night you lost your virginity to a vampire. As the dawn arise, you found yourself in soft sheets of a comforting bed, hugging him tightly. You stare at the beautiful features of your captor, as he opened his eyes.
Toji: Sorry love, I hurted you yesterday.
Y/n: It's fine Toji. As I eventually came to like it and I want more of you. I don't know what kind of magic you did, but I want you now, so be mine.
Toji: I raped you and I am a vampire, still you want me??
Y/n: Yes, I do. Because I find you way better than all my toxic exes and you are kinda cute.
Saying this you hugged him tightly as he hugged you back. Yesterday when he was pounding into you, something animalistic took over you as you got intoxicated with him, with his presence, you wanted to know more about him. He was someone who made you came multiple times and still treated you well after sex. You don't know why you felt such an attachment towards him, but though you denied his touches yesterday, you didn't mind them one bit. As somewhere deep in your mind, from a few years ago, you remembered a vivid image of Toji helping you out of woods, maybe now that your fate had lead you back to him, the vampire boy you once loved, you won't leave him ever again.
But little did you know as Toji smirked while hugging you as he was certain to enjoy your cunt everyday from now on. Being a vampire and manipulating his prey's thoughts, making them think they are their own, was not a new thing to him. He knew you won't leave him not now, not later,not until he is satisfied with you, before sending you away with no retaining memory of this encounter. Really such creatures do exist, but now no one knew how long you will be stuck with this demon, getting your cunt filled everyday by him and worshiping him every single day as if he was your sole Lord, who knows how long??
But these monsters are truly naive, believing that they can manipulate anyone. Toji didn't know that his magic didn't work on you as you genuinely came to love him. As years passed, he found that out and by now he was in love with you, attached to you forever as your magic of true love was far more superior than his.
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Inner Demons
Toji Fushiguro x reader
Warning: This work contains a lot of jealousy towards Toji's first wife and mentions of smut. So do not proceed if uncomfortable.
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Being jealous was an under statement when you were here burning with jealousy when you saw the photo in which Toji was sweetly smiling at his wife on the day of his wedding. You were miserable as he never showed that smile of his towards you. Sometimes you just wanted to forget about everything, about him having a past without you or the very existence of the sign of their love, Megumi, whom you had come to love so much. You just wanted to be Toji's everything, his one and only, the one who's surname he might take, the one to make him smile, the one to make him cry and to take his virginity. You were truly shameless to have such thoughts, he might kill you once he gets to know that you still can't accept his past and despised his previous wife, wishing it was you he was married to. But unfortunately you were just a second, a replacement to his real soulmate, that's what you always felt after being in this marriage and the noisy neighbours never once allowed you to remove such thoughts out of your head. Your inner demons had consumed you whole.
So one day you decided to write this distorted thoughts of yours into a diary, instead of bottling them up in your mind. You kept the diary in a safety locker and locked it while the key would always be in your mobile cover. You made sure that none of Fushiguros saw it, or it's the end of everything. Since that day, you were atleast a bit more stable, being able to went your cruel thoughts into the diary.
These days you were quitter than usual, and Toji as well as Megumi noticed that. Both of them were a men of few words, and didn't know how to express their affection as they were always on the receiving end, but that didn't mean they didn't care. They cared alot about you and did small small things to make you happy, but your smile didn't reached your eyes these days. So today Toji decided to ask you what's the matter. When he gently opened your room's door, he saw you writing something in a diary, he got curious to what it could be, but as you noticed his presence you quickly shut the diary and shoved it inside the locker and turned to face him.
Toji: Y/n.. Sorry for disturbing you. But I just came to check on you. Are you fine?? And I am curious, what were you writing??
Y/n: I am fine, you don't need to worry or check on me and I was just making my to do list for tomorrow, that's all.
Toji: O-oh ok!! Rest well then.
He said and left the room closing the door behind him, you sighed heavily once he was gone, as you had somehow managed to answer without stammering. But little did you know that Toji heard your heavy sigh and saw you keeping the key into your mobile cover. Tonight when you will sleep, he was definitely going to find out what was in that diary and what made you act that way. He was pretty much sure that the reason behind your behavior these days was hidden in that diary.
As the night fell and you were fast asleep in your room, Toji silently entered your room. Being an assassin he was an expert in trespassing without anyone knowing. He took your mobile and removed the key and opened the drawer. He took your diary and slowly came back to his room to read it. Once he opened the first page he was shocked to see it was filled with scribbles and many words some of them included, "I hate myself for feeling such way but I can't help it." As he kept flipping the pages he became more and more shocked, as hot tears stinged his eyes threatening to flow down his cheeks. He had no clue you felt this way. He thought he gave you love and enough space so that you won't feel uncomfortable, but he didn't know that this space was what was misguiding you. He indeed loved his previous wife till the point where his entire world stopped when she died, but she is now just a pleasant memory for him, that's why sometimes he used to mention how you two are similar, never in a million years did he thought that you would think that he misses her and you are not enough. Instead of feeling anger for all the hatred you had sprouted in your diary, he was sad because he couldn't properly express his love towards you. He didn't know that you loved him to the point of wanting to change the past, just so you could be his everything and make him happy. It was a selfish wish of yours, but for Toji he saw it as a selfless desire for his love. His wife was precious to him, but that was in the past, you are in front of him now, making him smile everyday and he needed to show you how much he loves you, before it's too late.
That night Toji told Megumi to go to his friend's house as he had something important to discuss with you. You were still sleeping silently in your room, blissfully unaware of the fact that you had been discovered. As soon as Megumi left the house, Toji entered your room. He sat beside your sleeping figure and gently stroked your head, the slight movement made you open your eyes as you quickly sat up. Toji gently pulled you close so that you can lay your head in his chest, which you did. As he showed you your diary, all the blood in your face drained.
Toji: Don't worry, I am not mad. Rather I am sad, that you didn't consider me worthy enough to tell me what you were feeling all this time.
Y/n: T-Toji I-I c-can e-explain...
Toji: You don't need to, I read everything.
Y/n: T-Then are you g-gonna l-l-leave me???
Toji: Why in the world would I do that?? I must be stupid if I did that to someone who loves me so much that she wishes to change the past. You know what Y/n, Megumi's mom was indeed special to me, but that was in the past, she is just a memory now, Y/n. She ain't coming back from the grave to take me ya know.. Y/n I married you, because I fell in love with you, not because you are similar to her nor as a replacement. Infact you two are quite opposite, you are funny type while she was calm type. Megumi doesn't need a mom at this age as he is capable to take care of himself. I married you out of pure love Y/n.. I just want your love, I don't expect anything else from you. I love you as a person Y/n, not as a replacement, you never were a replacement.
You didn't know when tears had started flowing down your cheeks. You felt sad and guilty to blame everything on Megumi's deceased mother, she wasn't at fault, nor was Toji. You cried and cried in Toji's arms as he consoled you till you had calmed down to form some coherent words. You realized just how much Toji loved you, to the point of even ignoring all the rubbish you sprouted in your diary about his innocent wife. As guilt grew too much, you opened your mouth, chocking a sob.
Y/n: I-I am s-so sorry Toji, for d-doubting you and b-blaming your wife who w-wasn't even at f-fault. I am r-really s-sorry, will you p-please forgive me??
Toji: Yes I forgive you Y/n.. but now you are my wife so stop feeling guilty already. And about my virginity, let's say I am still a virgin and you can corrupt me the way you want.
Y/n: W-What you read t-that too??
Toji: Of course I did. Take a look at this.
Saying this, Toji slowly removed his robe, and your jaw dropped when you saw him wearing a pretty red harness on his naked body. You blushed at the captivating site in front of you.
Toji: What do you think, Y/n?? I never wore something like this for her, now I am wearing this especially for you. So say Y/n, won't you take my virginity now??
Y/n: T-Toji you really are something. And why thankyou, I am going to take that virginity of yours and completely devour you, claim you as mine alone, I have waited long enough.
Toji: Yes and so have I. Y/n you are my one and only and I want you to feel the same way so don't hesitate now.
Y/n: Thankyou so much Toji, for everything, I won't hesitate I promise. OH wait but what about Megumi, he might hear us.
Toji: Don't worry about that!! I already sent that brat away at his friends home, he won't return till evening or maybe till tomorrow morning, as he knows if he wants a sibling he has to be patient.
You blushed at the way Toji seductively said the last part, but you threw all your shame away and latched onto Toji, biting and nibbling his soft flesh, claiming him and marking him as yours. That day and eventually night, you both continued to fuck each other in every possible position and in every corner of house till no corners were left untouched. You fucked like newly weds, with Toji whimpering every now and then as your were being a little too rough with him. You rode him all night long while choking him from time to time, which earned breathy whimpers from him, as he continued to paint your insides white for nth time that night. After you both had finally finished and were tired as hell, but still decided to clean the house before, Megumi came the next morning, good thing he was smart enough to not come back at that night, or he might had seen you two fucking like animals in heat.
It was the best fuck of your life, and you knew you would always remember it. As after all you did take his virginity, it may not be physically but psychologically, then yes, you did and you were more than satisfied with it. Now that all your misunderstandings were cleared and all of your inner demons were baptised by Toji, you, Toji and Megumi grew more and more closer as each day passed by, also leading to Toji to change his surname from Fushiguro to your surname soon enough as Megumi proudfully did it too. And as the day ended you once again wrote in your diary, "Dear diary, today too, I spent a happy day with my family."
I don't know what I am doing. Though I have 2 incomplete drafts, one of Gojo and other of Ash Ketchum, still I don't know how I ended up posting Toji, even though he wasn't in any drafts.😐😑 Again obsessed over him. Next post might be Gojo, it's almost done.😊
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