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sadly-sally · 4 months

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I hate holidays.

These days it's like my brain feels justified in making me eat like a f*cking pig and I hate it.

I know I should stop otherwise it will just be more work that I will have to do to get back to the weight I was before, but I can't. WHY CAN'T I?!?!

I'll hate myself at the end of these stupid holidays. I can't even get on the scale, I haven't weighed myself in days now because I'm too scared to see that damn number go up. I've definitely gained weight but I couldn't bear to see it with my own eyes.

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sadly-sally · 4 months

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happy new year full of anxiety, depression, sense of inadequacy and disgust towards oneself.

I predict it will be a year full of "joy".

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sadly-sally · 4 months

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I would love to have someone to hold, cuddle and love all the time, but then I look in the mirror and remember why I'm single and no one will ever want me.

I'm so full of love to give but no one will ever want it...

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sadly-sally · 4 months

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I have nothing else to add, just a horrible month

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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I hate it when my mother forces me to eat and doesn't leave me alone until I do.

she practically wants me to rolling instead of walking

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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I'm so fu***** fat

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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I skipped lunch today too

although I don't feel any better since last night's binge...

after two days of fasting I hadn't lost even a gram and I reached exhaustion...

I can't contain myself anymore...

I am afraid.

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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People pleasing's never good for your health

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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what problems do I have with my brain!

I keep eating like a mf boar, then I feel guilty, but I keep doing it!

I'm a mf masochist!

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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I think I just threw up my soul.

I binged and my stomach apparently couldn't handle it.

and honestly...I feel so much better now, both physically and mentally.

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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having the flu is the worst.

you're forced to stay at home and you have to eat with your parents and you can't say that you're not hungry because "you need energy" or "you have to take your medicine, you have to eat something"

I hate it...

#hate me #hate my body #i hate it here #@n0r3xia #i am idiot #@nor3x14 #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #⭐️ve #i want to ⭐️ve #⭐️ving #⭐️rve #i wanna be perfect #i wanna be skinnier #i want to be skinnier #@nor3xia #ed disorder

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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I did it. I binged.

I'm weak, congratulations on my self-control, you did a great job as always.

I don't even want to weigh myself, I'm too scared. I already know I've gained weight.

#hate me #hate my body #i hate it here #@n0r3xia #i am idiot #@nor3x14 #i wanna be tiny #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna lose weight #i want to be skinnier #⭐️ve #ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #ed binging #just binged

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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I DON'T have to eat.

How can it be difficult NOT to do something?

I can't even do the easiest thing.

It's official, I'm useless

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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worst thing about winter: wearing a jacket makes me look like a stupid rolling ball of lard

#hate me #hate my body #@n0r3xia #i hate it here #i am idiot #⭐️ve #⭐️ving #🕯️as a 🪶#anatumblr #@nor3x14

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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I want to eat. but I can not. I must not.

I'm so disgusted by myself, I'm finally making progress and I have to ruin everything. as always.

why can't I be normal? I was so happy to see the number go down on the scale… why do I have the urge to throw all my progress in the bin? What the hell is wrong with my stupid brain?

#hate me #i hate it here #hate my body #@n0r3xia #@na trigger #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be skinnier #i wanna be tiny #i am idiot

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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#@n0r3xia #bulim14 #hate my body #hate me #i hate it here #i hate this #i am idiot #i am so tired #i am sad #hate food #i hate calories

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sadly-sally · 5 months

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#hate my body #i hate it here #hate me

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