This ^

Also highly recommend having your guardian spirits charge some art/statue/object with their energy then place it in your bedroom while you sleep. You can also wear a properly consecrated necklace that symbolizes your guardian spirit for protection when you go out. In my experience that works too.

You know, when the consensus towards incubi are needing deliverance from spirit spouses and that we'll just steal your life force without your consent it's no wonder we barely come out of hiding in the vampyre community. Just like The Further in Insidious, the spiritual realm is full of starving bottom feeding parasitic entities be they dead people or otherwise. This is often why one of the most intense forms of sleep paralysis happens. It's nothing banishing and shielding won't fix though. That's how you can tell if it's a spirit and not just sleep paralysis because you're stressed (Yes, that does happen. Your mind is a very powerful thing. Always check for a mundane earthly answer first before going the spiritual route).

To all my vampiric entities out there be you vampire, demon or succubi, incubi or concubi. I'm aware we need more energy than our human friends, but make sure to filter out the stuff you don't need. Especially when you're ambient feeding* from the stagnant energy of a place.

Filtering energy is fairly simple. I don't speak for everyone, but for me I close my eyes steady my breathing and visualize an energy shield around me. Afterwards I visualize lust (my energy of choice) going in while the others mixed into the complex emotional energy I don't need/that could potentially hurt me surrounding lust get blocked out of my field.

As vampiric entities, we often need to protect ourselves more because we have to fill a hungry void within where it can't store as much energy as we give out for long. For all of you who've newly awakened, be sure to remember this.

* Ambient feeding is feeding from the energy of a place. This often happens because sometimes those who feed us need a moment to rest or just aren't feeling well. Though be careful as the energy of a place is still the energy of those around the place. The energy of strangers can often be tricky and that's why filtering is important so you yourself don't get sick or a psychic attack as a way of the person defending themselves and their energy.

Wrote something about an article that I read today + critics about the community

Can we pleaaaaaaaaaase talk about how incredibly sexy drinking your partner's blood is???

The warm, coppery sensation of the ichor that keeps your beloved alive. The way it coats your throat when you swallow, allowing the taste to remain there even after you seperate. The way they cling tightly to you in a desperate attempt to handle the pain,

but it's not even just the action of it! The amount of trust they put in you. They let you bring yourself so close to ripping their throat out, knowing that you would never hurt them bad enough to cause permanent damage. They push through the pain just for your pleasure, knowing you'll take care of them after. Sometimes they just melt under the feeling of your teeth, laying there while you hold them close and rub their back. Sometimes you're the desperate one, and they have to cradle you and run their fingers through your hair, whispering soft encouragements and helping you calm down.

Bloodlust is so intimate, and I long for that level of trust with my partners

Traditional Witchcraft, Vampirism and we who are Succubi/Incubi in human form overlap if you think about it. Witches in many cultures are still seen as inhuman (often demonic) souls with human skin that fly out to drink people's 🩸 or life force. In page 161 of Vampyre Magick, the fangsmith Father Sebastian writes of astral projection as "The Flight Of The Succubus". This is similar to hedge riding in traditional witchcraft, just without the psychedelics of flying ointment.

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My lover's been overwhelmed by a feeding as well. The first time made me feel the same when it happened. Ive learned to bring them down with a caress and ask them to come back to me with some water or food. I find using the same post-sex aftercare ontop of exchanging a little of your energy with theirs works. Sometimes if they fall asleep from how much I've taken from them, I just hold them and they get replenished that way. Our feedings strengthen us for a reason but no one tells us how to use that strength and it sucks

The problem with feeding is I just want more and more until I'm drunk off of someone. Until I'm panting and drooling as they rut into me. I want to for once lose control and just suck someone dry (with their consent).

I want a fucking blood bag to abuse sometimes. Someone has offered but I want more; I'm quite over it all and I don't want to feed off of random people for fast food. I stopped that a long time ago.

I'm not used to having a steadier stream of domestic and sexual energy to feed on. It's lovely but it's a double edged sword.

I'm scared of taking too much, pushing too hard. I'm scared of slipping up and showing just how starved I am.

I got a bit greedy tonight and it bit me in the ass. I've never felt more regretful. It wasn't intentional but he felt too much of it and I didn't want that. He's got some of the best and most intoxicating energy I've ever had the pleasure to taste and I'll take anything he offers freely. But I care for him deeply and I'm not sure I'll feed from him for a little. I'm not sure I can.

I know a lot of this is my brain focusing on the negative but I can't convince myself things are okay. I know that logically they probably are but the ache remains.

I'd rather starve than do something wrong. I practically whimpered when he became overwhelmed. I pulled away so fast as if I was being burnt.

I'd rather starve.

yearning

And now some Dreamingstar poetry!

I may write it out nicely in calligraphy later but the fact that it's got scribbled out parts shows the emotion and thought process that Dream went through

The incubuskin and being a trans man is well funny until ur brain just "wear the sluttiest bra u own rn" for a simple ERRAND

on the prowl

You know that pheromone perfumes that are supposed to make you chemically more appealing?

My thoughts are that lust demons, like (but not limited to) succubi would naturally have a higher pheromone count to make themselves more likely to catch the attention of loveseekers to prey on.

Born Again - October 2022 - Photography by Bellemore.Imagery

Being an incubus affects how I see my gender. Sometimes I often am like the one from b/g/3. I too just grab the things I like from human beings and take them for my own to feel euphoric. I suppose I use glamour magick differently in that way after I consume the energy I like. There's so much beauty in this world it's hard to choose just one face to wear. Why not wear those faces like clothes?

Its been a couple of weeks, I definitely know I'm a med sang now. I had a procedure recently and my 🩸cell count was so low that I slept so much. It took 3 🩸 bags to make me feel normal and rejuvenated again. I've had 5 bags in total counting the two I had to get in preparation for this operation. That's proof enough that my disability is connected directly to me being an incubus/vampire

I got my first 🩸 transfusion for medical reasons two days ago. I still feel amazing. First thing I noticed an hour after was my skin was much softer and veins were more plump the minute I got it. Also my eyes went from cloudy to shiny and overjoyed. My joints got looser and muscles got relaxed too. I definitely don't regret doing this for both The Hunger™ and my chronic pain. I think the only side effects I had was feeling really tired after but it's because I got two hours of sleep the night before. However, I had the best sleep of my life afterwards.

Dorothy Quick - Demon Lover. Art by Virgil Finlay.

(Weird Tales - November 1953).

I find it very curious how people with the same kin can experience it in such different ways.

For example, I see vampire kins that lean a lot into the more mythological or dramatic, creature of the night experience, the hatred for daylight, the disdain for humans, etc...but for me being vampire kin is living the human experience with the longing of a vampire, not loving to be in the sun but appreciating that I'm able to, loving that I can eat food and enjoy it, being grateful for the chance to form communities instead of being eternally solitaire...and I long for these things i can now have and couldn't hadn't life been like this.

I just think that's really cool