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s1yeye · 9 hours
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s1yeye · 9 hours
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kuru wish was term for people person being who...not semiverbal, not nonverbal. but still speak "weird" in way hard understand, in way which impact life. kuru fall into weird grey area category like this, where not speak so little count as semi non verbal, but still have lot issue talk....dunno.
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s1yeye · 3 days
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people with ID can be sexually active
people with ID can use substance
people with ID can self harm
we not all little kid innocent. can do "mature" things, can do things you don't like or find dangerous. we not child baby need be save and protect. we live real lives, we real person, we can do taboo thing even if have ID
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s1yeye · 4 days
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hello! what are your favorite things to watch or listen to
kuru like listening to music lots lots!!! kuru like breakcore :) favorite genre
as for watch, kuru been watching tv show teen titans (original) lately!! is good! kuru like beast boy, favorite character. kuru also watch invincible (tv show) sometime, cuz other part parts in kurus head love watching it :)
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s1yeye · 4 days
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kuru love rain :) it raining right now outside!! stim stim stim
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s1yeye · 5 days
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it so hard learn to stim in public again. when been traumatized, bullied, abused, forced stop stimming, to point where just freeze up when wanna stim cuz dont know what do. when stim without thinking on accident and then panick cuz think people are going be mean about it.
kuru feel weird about being visibly autistic, visibly disabled, but force hide lot features autism cuz abuse ptsd trauma response. kuru not even good at it, kuru just freeze up panick most time. kuru still seem weird. kuru cant not do autism behavior, but have to if dont want get hurt, is vicious cycle, upsetting
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s1yeye · 5 days
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Hearing constantly about gifted autistic kids and people seeing it as THEE autistic trait has completely disregarded those who aren’t gifted and made a HUGE divide in the community. Seeing constantly “yeah autistic people are usually gifted” is so annoying because a VERY large chunk of autistic people, aren’t actually gifted and media has just put the gifted people at the front because they’re more palatable. The “autistic gifted kid burnout” has become more so a trend than anything and I’ve seen a lot of people assume they’re autistic because they are the “gifted kid burnout person” when that isn’t even a requirement for an autism diagnosis. You don’t have to be gifted to be autistic. You don’t have to be!!
Start putting the people who struggle more in the spotlight. Those with intellectual disabilities, those with learning disabilities, those with cognitive disabilities, those who are just generally stereotypically “dumb” and embrace it!
We need to have a very big discussion about this as a community and it needs to start today.
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s1yeye · 5 days
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don't like how there stigma people with aspd super smart .... kuru dumb and still antisocial 😭 guess having ID makes things complicated
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s1yeye · 5 days
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See people say “IQ means nothing” “IQ Isn’t important”
You’re forgetting about us with intellectual disabilities. Those of us who can’t learn like you, who can’t process things like you. It’s frustrating to see people saying that IQ means nothing when it does mean something. Intellectual disability literally makes your brain work differently.
It’s frustrating to also see this from advocates. People who are supposed to be advocating for us and making our voices heard. Please don’t undermine intellectual disabilities. Don’t make it seem like a bad things. Like something that should be shunned or not spoken about. Speak about us.
Some of us need help. Some of us need things explained to us more. To be taught to us differently.
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s1yeye · 6 days
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kuru come back and see more hate anons, naturally, but kuru just delete and ignore anyway. kuru proud of self for doing that! kuru learn with help from other parts that anons just want attention, and if kuru respond am giving them it, so kuru trying to work on its anger and avoid respond mean anons now. is hard, but is good skill to learn
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s1yeye · 6 days
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shout out to psychotic people who struggle with anger. psychotics who get angry when they’re wronged, when they're scared, when they're overstimulated, as a response to emotion. psychotics who want to hit. who want to bite. who want to hurt. who want to scream and break things. who redirect with self-harm. who struggle to keep calm and keep it together. i love you. you deserve love and care to.
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s1yeye · 6 days
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hello hello!! long time no see ^_^ kuru sorry been offline gone for long time, is not front much often any more and other parts not want talk this account (which ok!!)
kuru have good news, am diagnose autism now (yay!!) by medical professional and in therapy! no more medical neglect :) aunt and uncle very nice!
kuru try post more often talk more often, but may go inactive bit time depend on what happen / what kuru feel like. kuru happy to see everyone again though!
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s1yeye · 3 months
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ghhhh brain fuzz zzzzzzzz bzzzt
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s1yeye · 3 months
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npd autism cross over mix in weird ways. want attention, always want attention on me, want be pamper and love and taken care of by all, want spotlight on and adored and praised and want to feel like celebrity. but. if compliment say in weird way, if sudden touch unexpected, if loud party celebrate and don't like, any one small thing. can upset and set off cuz don't like way work, don't like sensory of it feeling of it. want attention, but hard specify what type attention want, hard specify what upset and not to do, make very hard actually get attention without kuru feeling upset over it.
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s1yeye · 3 months
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Worst thing about experiencing catatonia and late regression? Almost no one can relate. Can count the people I know who experience something similar to me or worse then me on one hand.
It’s really lonely. Can’t talk about it. When talk about it have to remind people that it’s rare and really complex. It’s more than just freezing sometimes and regressing in some simple skills. It’s regressing in everything, it’s slowly losing your speech, it’s your support needs changing and continuing to need more support, it’s so much.
Not fake claiming. But when I hear “I think I experience that” I have to question the person because burnout can look really similar. Executive functioning can look really similar to freezing and catatonia like symptoms. Catatonia not common. It’s pretty rare. People have to realize that.
Catatonia isn’t even my big symptom, yes it’s still a very big symptom for me and it’s a big struggle, but it’s everything that comes with it, the needing for prompting, the degradation in social skills, masking skills, self care, the self isolation. So much more.
I struggle to start and complete tasks, I struggle to talk, to not be in a constant state of feeling like I’m going through quicksand. To do anything. To even write this fucking post.
It’s hard, it’s isolating, it’s ridiculous. I just wish I had more people to talk to, to relate to, to understand me. I wish I had seniors to tell me how it gets, to tell me how it progresses or doesn’t progress, to guide me. Don’t have that. It’s lonely.
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s1yeye · 3 months
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endo system please stop follow kuru :( is triggering! dont mind if pro endo follow but explicitly ask in pin post for endo not follow kuru, dunno why is keep happening
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s1yeye · 3 months
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???? why diaper fetish blog follow kuru the hell
kuru not even. post about diaper ever? kuru not use diapers??? dont know how person even find found blog
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