Tears That Worth It All

Michael mocked her, the woman who used to love him. Too much she wanted to do anything to be with him. Michael didn't like her. He looked at her with disgust like the way he saw a dog pooped in one corner of a street. Michael dumped her. Years later, he met her accidentally in a theater nearby a central of a city. He saw her walking hand in hand with another guy and looking at each other eyes with that loving sight. She said 'hi' and both were exchanging the opening speech just like other people try to start a conversation. "Wasn't it ashame for you to cry over me just because you couldn't be with me?" He mocked her, again. She smiled, knowing this time would come to her soon. She replied, "no, Michael. Not at all. In fact, I'm glad I cried for you back there. Because the tears I spent for you were ones of collected tears that God used to call my true love. Him."

To Love Is To Let Go

She was still in love with another guy while you are in love with her. "That is deep," you said. She shrugged her shoulders while saying, "why is that so?" "There's nothing deeper than admitting your feelings for then to let go afterwards," you said.

“I think the most beautiful things are most difficult to understand. God, the stars and you.” ~ Paul Fanous

Repeated Moments by Paulo Coelho

Repeated moments January 6, 2016 by Paulo Coelho A warrior of light knows that certain moments repeat themselves. He often finds himself faced by the same problems and situations, and seeing these difficult situations return, he grows depressed, thinking that he is incapable of making any progress in life. ‘I’ve been through all this before,’ he says to his heart. ‘Yes, you have been through all this before,’ replies his heart. ‘But you have never been beyond it.’ Then the warrior realises that these repeated experiences have but one aim: to teach him what he does not want to learn. taken from “”Warrior of the Light: a Manual”

"I'm thankful to be having a huggable, cuddly, and comfortable baby to hug and play with like you..."

Pretending to be sober while you are drunk is more difficult than pretending to be happy while you are depressed.

Everywhere

First Note in 2016: About Peace

Most of the time, at least there is one time in which we wish to be able to freeze the time. At least there is one time in which we wish to be able to control the time as in movies we have seen on screen. Among all those variants of purposes, we are united in one big purpose when we are able to do so: to find peace. Some of us find their peace by fixing their mistakes and then make it right for the future. While the other circles think it is unnecessary to do so because they believe mistakes sharpen their characters as one individual. Some of us find peace by helping others in need and then make some change in their lifes. While the other circles think it is unnecessary to do so because they even find it difficult to help and the make some change in themselves. Some of us find peace by following the path of their passion instead of following the stair to the highest salary in their job. While the other circles think it is unnecessary to do so because they need money to live their lifes. Some of us find that it does matter to be alone for some time and lock ourselves in a room to finally be at peace after spending some hours in the middle of the crowds and routines. While the other circles think it is unnecessary to do so because peace is basically lying within themselves. They don't need an empty room, they don't need an empty space, they don't need to banish all the crowds, and they don't need make effort to vanish the noises of the world because all they need is taking time to get themselves up together and calm down. In short, people spend so much time in finding their peace. The spend so much time in making the condition around them peaceful. Barely they know that peace is lying within themselves.

Quote by Miranda Kerr.

Closing 2015, I would like to express my gratitude towards anything that have happened to me during the days and months in this year. "Loneliness is addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't want to deal with people." I saw this poet from 9gag.com completed with wonderful drawing by someone out there. It pinched me a little bit. Loneliness is my best friend. In loneliness, I feel free to express myself. In loneliness, I feel free to think about anything and researching the answers I want to have after raising the questions. In loneliness, I feel the peace. But in loneliness as well, I feel the most terrible. Something that is too much will never be good. Don't you think?

Life is a journey to be experienced, not a problem to be solved.

Pooh

Be friends with everyone. But never trust anyone.

Unknown

Everyone has a dark side and nobody has to know or understand it.

Unknown

Loneliness is addicting. Once you see how peaceful it is, you don't want to deal with people.

Hedonist Poet

10 Minutes Reading: About Expectation, Hope, and Faith

This morning, I woke up with the Christmas Greeting from my beloved. After exchanging the sweet words and promises, out of nowhere we went down to this discussion. Personally, I still have difficulties in differentiating Expectation, Hope, and Faith. Some people claimed that Faith is something that has the relation with patience with God. Patience that brings us peace in believing that God's plans always work in time. Faith allows things to happen. It is the power that comes from a fearless heart. Faith is believing something will happen. Meanwhile, Hope for some people means wishing something to happen. Hope shares fifty-fifty of belief that something may happen soon but it doesn't cover the possibility it won't happen at all. Hope, to me, sounds more half-hearted belief compare to Faith. Expectation leads to disappointment, that's what people have in mind. Expectation is demanding and selfish. Expectation teaches us to make something happen based on the logical maze we have in mind so as to have the expected result. When the result doesn't come as the way it has been expected, there will be disappoinment. Faith allows you to believe that something will happen. When you demand to know the exact time of the happening, Expectation takes the role. When the expectation doesn't meet your requirements for it to happen, there Hope is playing. Reducing your Faith by fifty percent or even more. Sure, this is the warmest discussion we have in the early morning of this Christmas day. Merry Christmas to you, keep the Faith.

Cannot stop listening to this.

(Taken from Bryant McGill's Facebook Account) Some people cannot love you the way you want to be loved because they are emotionally and spiritually frozen. They recoil from or avoid affection. You will never meet a deep penetrating gaze from their shallow eyes; only a surface glance. They will touch your hand with their hand, but never with their heart. They will serve your body but not your soul. They can only connect with you through utility, but never passion. If you need cupcakes or a jar opened, they are perfect; if you need compassion or wisdom, you are all alone. They are only a person as society made them, not as nature intended them. They live life so perfectly but know nothing of life at all. They did everything they were told to be a good person but are hardly a person at all. They are empty. They are dead inside. They will break your heart if you let them. They are usually very judgmental. They see themselves as nice but are often mean and cold. They feel themselves superior. They think everything they do is exactly the way it is supposed to be done. They are repeaters. They lack original thought. If you challenge their slumber with awakened thoughts, they will panic and flee. They will make you feel crazy because they only believe what the masses believe. They are the embodiment of the masses because they have not become their own individual person. Individuation is an attainment of spiritual maturity — frighteningly seldom attained in today's world. You cannot change these people. They are trapped inside of themselves; stunted. You will waste your whole life waiting for them to wake-up to the treasure of what you have to offer. You cannot snap them out of their sleep. Often, only a tragic event will possibly awaken them. Sometimes they awaken during a painful life transition. Some awaken on their deathbeds. Some sadly never awaken to their deeper potential for self-knowledge, intimacy, expressions of feeling and knowing love. Maybe you know someone like this. Or, maybe it's you. Maybe you're dead inside and don't even know it. — Bryant McGill