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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  THIS IS OUR CHANCE TO PREVAIL !!
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YOU GOT ANGST IN MY VALENTINO BAG? SQUAWK SQUAWK SQUAWK????
i have no idea what youā€™re talking about, i just live here and iā€™ve never done anything wrong in my life everĀ 
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every character i make is an asshole and i think that says something about me
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ITā€™S THANKSGIVING, so that means its time for my white folks to pay up. please consider donating to my tribe, or you can directly help an urban native woman ( me ) out by dropping a couple bucks in my paypalĀ  !
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itā€™sĀ  thanksgiving,Ā  whichĀ  mostĀ  ofĀ  us,Ā  especiallyĀ  ifĀ  urĀ  white,Ā  seeĀ  itĀ  asĀ  aĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  beĀ  thankfulĀ  andĀ  connectĀ  withĀ  ourĀ  lovedĀ  ones,Ā  butĀ  weĀ  shouldĀ  alsoĀ  takeĀ  theĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  rememberĀ  thatĀ  thisĀ  isĀ  aĀ  colonizerĀ  holidayĀ  andĀ  aĀ  majorityĀ  ofĀ  whatĀ  isĀ  knownĀ  byĀ  whiteĀ  peopleĀ  aboutĀ  thanksgivingĀ  (Ā  theĀ  storyĀ  taughtĀ  toĀ  usĀ  inĀ  schoolsĀ  )Ā  isĀ  wrongĀ  andĀ  farĀ  moreĀ  complex.Ā  thisĀ  holidayĀ  isĀ  steepedĀ  withinĀ  culturalĀ  appropriation,Ā  andĀ  ignoresĀ  theĀ  genocideĀ  ofĀ  indigenousĀ  peopleĀ  andĀ  theirĀ  cultures.Ā  thatĀ  beingĀ  said,Ā  hereā€™sĀ  aĀ  fewĀ  resourcesĀ  forĀ  donationĀ  youĀ  shouldĀ  checkĀ  out.
1.Ā  Ā NATIVEĀ  Ā AMERICANĀ  Ā RIGHTSĀ  FUND
2.Ā  Ā NATIONALĀ  Ā INDIGENOUSĀ  Ā WOMENā€™SĀ  Ā RESOURCEĀ  Ā CENTER
3.Ā  Ā NAVAJOĀ  Ā WATERĀ  Ā PROJECT
4.Ā  Ā MISSINGĀ  Ā ANDĀ  Ā MURDEREDĀ  Ā INDIGENOUSĀ  Ā WOMENĀ  Ā USA
5.Ā  Ā FIRSTĀ  NATIONSĀ  COVID-19Ā  EMERGENCYĀ  RESPONSEĀ  FUND
andĀ  hereā€™sĀ  someĀ  otherĀ  resourcesĀ  withĀ  waysĀ  toĀ  helpĀ  indigenousĀ  people
1.Ā  Ā INDIGENOUSĀ  Ā -Ā  Ā JJESSMINEINIDGENOUS.CARRD.CO
2.Ā  Ā AĀ  Ā TWITTERĀ  Ā THREADĀ  Ā SURROUNDINGĀ  MICROAGGRESSIONS
3.Ā  Ā NATIVEĀ  Ā LIVESĀ  Ā MATTERĀ  Ā CARRD
4.Ā  Ā JUSTICEĀ  Ā FORĀ  Ā OURĀ  Ā PEOPLEĀ  Ā CARRD
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fatiguedsĀ·:
Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  @ruinesusĀ· .
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā€œaye, grandpa! ainā€™t tellinā€™ me ya hearings gone already, are ya? spare me some money! mew~ iā€™m flat broke, mate! itā€™s a right tragedy!ā€Ā 
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ā Ā  iā€™veĀ  toldĀ  you,Ā  youĀ  canĀ  haveĀ  asĀ  muchĀ  ofĀ  myĀ  moneyĀ  asĀ  youĀ  wish.Ā  iĀ  couldĀ  careĀ  less.Ā  youĀ  areĀ  moreĀ  thanĀ  welcomeĀ  toĀ  stayĀ  here,Ā  asĀ  well.Ā  āž Ā  Ā  theĀ  smileĀ  heĀ  offersĀ  isĀ  warmĀ  andĀ  otherworldly.Ā  Ā Ā ā Ā  thinkĀ  aboutĀ  it.Ā  āž
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whatĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  wroteĀ  withĀ  meĀ  onĀ  discord?Ā  haha,Ā  justĀ  kidding ...,,.,,,.. unless?
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mi kyong commission !!! non mutuals do not reblog !!! mutuals can reblog & like !! artist : camĀ 
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ā Ā  blessĀ  youĀ  . . . āž Ā  Ā  itā€™sĀ  clearĀ  heā€™sĀ  annoyed,Ā  ifĀ  hisĀ  clenchedĀ  jawĀ  isĀ  anythingĀ  toĀ  goĀ  by.Ā  ofĀ  allĀ  theĀ  timesĀ  toĀ  sneeze,Ā  didĀ  itĀ  reallyĀ  needĀ  toĀ  beĀ  whenĀ  theyĀ  wereĀ  kissing?Ā  dong - hyunĀ  isnā€™tĀ  entirelyĀ  toĀ  blame,Ā  ofĀ  course;Ā  theyā€™dĀ  beenĀ  battlingĀ  aĀ  nastyĀ  coldĀ  forĀ  aĀ  fewĀ  daysĀ  now,Ā  andĀ  thisĀ  hadĀ  beenĀ  nikoā€™sĀ  idea.Ā  still,Ā  itā€™sĀ  hardĀ  toĀ  remainĀ  inĀ  theĀ  moodĀ  afterĀ  somethingĀ  likeĀ  that.Ā  Ā Ā  ā Ā  iĀ  supposeĀ  ifĀ  iĀ  wasnā€™tĀ  alreadyĀ  exposed,Ā  iĀ  certainlyĀ  amĀ  now.Ā  āž Ā  Ā  heĀ  shifts,Ā  theirĀ  hipsĀ  rollingĀ  togetherĀ  onceĀ  moreĀ  asĀ  heĀ  settlesĀ  hisĀ  weightĀ  back,Ā  straddlingĀ  dongā€™sĀ  waist.Ā  Ā Ā  ā Ā  shouldĀ  weĀ  continueĀ  or-?Ā  āž Ā  Ā  aĀ  huffĀ  leavesĀ  hisĀ  partedĀ  lips,Ā  somethingĀ  akinĀ  toĀ  anĀ  exasperatedĀ  laugh.Ā  Ā  ā Ā  perhapsĀ  youĀ  shouldĀ  beĀ  restingĀ  instead.Ā  āž Ā 
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ā™¦Ā  Ā  Ā  /Ā  Ā  Ā @prospesusā€‹
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less cringy NSFW/intimacy memes
ACTIONS: (add + to reverse who does the action)
āœ¦ to finger my museĀ  āœ§ to give my muse oralĀ  ā˜† to get caught doing something sexual in public āœ» to catch my muse masturbatingĀ  āœø for a drabble about my muse having a sex dream about yours ā† to tease my museĀ  ā for our muses first timeĀ  āœ¶ for something awkward to happen during sex ā™¢ for something to make our muses laugh during sexĀ  ā™¤ for my muse to help yours undressĀ  ā˜½ for my muse to have trouble taking off an article of clothingĀ  ā™§ to guide my museā€™s hands where yours wants to be touchedĀ  ā™œ for my muse to kiss an area where yours is insecureĀ  ā™ž my muse gets a cramp during sex ā™¦ my muse sneezes during sex ā™Ÿ my muse says the wrong name during sex āœŖ for our muses to be intimate in nature Ā© for morning sexĀ  āœ˜ to eat food off of my museĀ  ā™• make your own scenarioĀ 
WORDS:Ā 
ā€œgod, you look so goodā€Ā  ā€œfuckā€”ā€ ā€œi got you, babyā€Ā  ā€œyouā€™re being so good for meā€Ā  ā€œi promise iā€™ll be a goodā€Ā  ā€œpleaseā€ Ā ā€œyou have to be quiet if you want to cumā€Ā  ā€œsay please?ā€Ā  ā€œare you gonna be good for me?ā€Ā  ā€œshitā€” i have to peeā€ ā€œwait, that hurtsā€ ā€œnot thereā€ ā€œthat feels so goodā€Ā  ā€œtouch me hereā€Ā  ā€œdid you just yawn?ā€Ā  ā€œyou make me feel so goodā€Ā  ā€œdo you like this?ā€Ā  ā€œi want to hear you when you cumā€Ā  ā€œiā€™m so closeā€Ā  ā€œi need youā€Ā  ā€œhow much do you want to cum?ā€ ā€œturn aroundā€ ā€œyour fingers feel amazingā€ ā€œiā€™m yoursā€Ā  ā€œyouā€™re mineā€ ā€œtell me youā€™re mineā€Ā  ā€œyou sound so pretty when you moanā€Ā  ā€œharderā€ ā€œwaitā€”ā€ ā€œis this okay?ā€ ā€œsay it againā€ ā€œi love youā€
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griefĀ  tastesĀ  likeĀ  iron,Ā  likeĀ  ashesĀ  &Ā  anger,Ā  likeĀ  guilt.Ā  itĀ  weighsĀ  heavyĀ  onĀ  hisĀ  shoulders,Ā  whettingĀ  hisĀ  tongue,Ā  coilingĀ  hisĀ  nerves;Ā  allĀ  forgottenĀ  atĀ  theĀ  sightĀ  ofĀ  dong - hyun.Ā  Ā Ā  ā Ā  itĀ  isĀ  alwaysĀ  theĀ  point.Ā  āž Ā  Ā  theĀ  admissionĀ  leavesĀ  himĀ  noĀ  lighter,Ā  butĀ  itĀ  doesĀ  haveĀ  himĀ  standingĀ  taller,Ā  ifĀ  onlyĀ  forĀ  theĀ  wanderingĀ  passerby.Ā  thereā€™sĀ  nothingĀ  toĀ  beĀ  done,Ā  now.Ā  theĀ  kingĀ  hasĀ  fallen,Ā  theĀ  kingdomĀ  isĀ  inĀ  need,Ā  andĀ  itā€™sĀ  hisĀ  dutyĀ  toĀ  pickĀ  upĀ  theĀ  piecesĀ  andĀ  startĀ  anew.Ā  somethingĀ  wetĀ  dripsĀ  fromĀ  hisĀ  chin,Ā  aĀ  strayĀ  raindropĀ  perhaps,Ā  andĀ  heĀ  leavesĀ  aĀ  smearĀ  ofĀ  redĀ  whereĀ  heĀ  wipesĀ  itĀ  away.Ā  itā€™sĀ  backĀ  inĀ  anĀ  instant,Ā  andĀ  itā€™sĀ  onlyĀ  whenĀ  dong - hyunĀ  reachesĀ  forĀ  himĀ  thatĀ  heĀ  realizesā€• Ā  heā€™sĀ  crying.Ā  heĀ  laughs,Ā  wetĀ  andĀ  halfĀ  smotheredĀ  byĀ  aĀ  desperateĀ  sob.Ā  Ā  ā Ā  iĀ  supposeĀ  itā€™sĀ  upĀ  toĀ  meĀ  now.Ā  thereĀ  isĀ  noĀ  timeĀ  forĀ  grieving.Ā  aĀ  kingĀ  carriesĀ  on.Ā  āž
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tragedy is the point.Ā  Ā  /Ā  Ā Ā @prospesusā€‹
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ā€” Ā  ask meme Ā  : Ā  MABEL, Ā  a podcast by becca de la rosa and mabel martin. Ā  episodes 23 (bull in the maze) & 24 (coalescence).
iā€™ve been cultivating unkindness. iā€™ve been cultivating a lot of things ā€” iā€™m a fertile field, it turns out ā€” but unkindness is the most interesting.
it is unkind of me to try and play a trick on you.
i can hear everything, warped and distorted but broadcast somehow.
i canā€™t dig you out; i canā€™t reach my fingers deep enough inside my own brain, inside my own ribcage.
without you, divorced from even the idea of you, i have no substance, no form.
you are the antithesis that gives me definition.
another tragic love story, who needs that?
tragedy is the point.
do you think you have a monopoly on anger?
iā€™m not really anything like a person.
i love you and love you and love you, just as i am gone and gone and gone.
i canā€™t imagine a version of myself that would not love you.
i dream of you. sometimes in my dreams you are singing. sometimes youā€™re raging at me.
donā€™t leave me.
i killed someone. i killed someone.
iā€™ll set myself on fire to give you light.
i donā€™t want you to be lost. i donā€™t want you to be stuck. i just want you to be free, and joyous, and buoyant.
i woke up needing you, you artery ripped loose from me, all bloody and twining.
time rattles on its hinges.
iā€™ve come to barter.
do you think iā€™m as fickle as a human?
are those matches? what do you think youā€™re doing?
i do not have time for this. you can be angry at me later, you can scream and rage at me when youā€™re not in danger anymore.
am i the martyr or are you?
there are other ways to get me to shut up, you know.
i believe you. i always believe you.
youā€™re always so right. it must be such a burden.
i must hate you, is that it? thatā€™s why i did all this, because i want you gone.
i am with you because i want to be. thatā€™s all.
i will love you like a fire loves a forest.
time has made liars and cheats of us all.
i will make a bullet of my mouth. i will make a knife of my heart.
you think you are the monster at the end of this book?
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a lilting melody fills the room, an old lullaby sung to him long ago. despite his intention, dong's hair is more knot than braid at this point, though his pleased humming never ceases. it's another ten minutes before he ties it off, stepping back to beam proudly at his work. "there. it should be out of your face now. what do you think?"
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eye lids drift close , the melodies that which would remind you most of home. an odd concept , home , as demons , this concept would be very different to how a human , or even heavenly being would describe this as such. everyone else who existed in this realmĀ held no such concepts of this , but , that is precisely what made it just right. thinking back on it , several others would look down upon the soil in which you walked and so forth. in your youth , it was something beyond your comprehension. though , as youā€™ve aged with time , and gaining more experiences in terms of places youā€™d visit , it began to make sense. but , looking at the palace that stood tall above the realm , there wouldnā€™t be anywhere else that youā€™d want to be. well , more specifically , there was someone who you couldnā€™t bare to leave behind. pushing such thoughts aside , they were unnecessary for a guard such as yourself , but , most guards & royalty were close as you two were. what precisely were you two?
ā› flawless work as always my liege . āœ so he says , neverminds the differing hair strands that now stood from the braid or even the knots noticeable from all sides. of course , dong-hyun never thought lesser of his lord for his lack of dexterity when it came to hairstyles , naturally , his lordship merely excelled in techniques not yet discovered. so you say. next , youā€™d ask for your lordā€™s permission to braid their hair as well , you two would very well spend the next hours in conversation as usual. not a care in the world.
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hey can whoever keeps sending my friends anon hate fuck off
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iā€™m going to go dark for a while and hide out on wire. i may still be around on disco, but iā€™ll be slow !!!
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elton: dweeb
niko:
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