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rueanaddict · 1 year

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His little filthy secret

permise: you found something he was hiding from you

pairing: vinnie hacker x female reader

warnings: smut- contains rough sex, uprotected sex, oral sex [female receiving], mentions about masturbating, praise kink, spit swallowing, spanking, degradation, overstimulating, fingering, swearing

word count: 2801

A/N: I am obsessed with this mf so i felt the urge to write about him

it’s only an imagine, I know that irl vinnie is literally the sweetest soul ever

(also english is not my first language so I’m sorry for any mistakes)

hope you enjoy ;)

You were at Vinnie's house because tonight was supposed to be one of your movie nights together. You loved those nights. After a week of worrying, you were able to breathe and relax a bit. Most often you watched two or three movies and then fell asleep cuddled under a blanket. You wanted to lay your head on his chest and wrap your arms around him. However, you had to wait a bit for that because Vinnie went to get the groceries.

While waiting for Vinnie and snacks, you decided to take a nap. You were a bit tired and you wanted to regain strength so as not to fall asleep right away while watching a movie. You went to his bedroom. Vinnie's bed was the most comfortable bed you've ever slept in, so you couldn't wait to wrap yourself in a warm blanket soaked in the scent of the curly-haired boy. When you entered the room you saw that the bed was unmade.- obviously- you thought. Vinnie often forgot a lot of things in a hurry. - one of them was making the bed. You started to fold the soft blankets thinking that in a moment you would wrap yourself in them and fall into a sweet sleep. When everything was ready, you laid down on the bed, snuggling into Vinnie's pillow so you could smell his scent. However, your fingers under the pillow stumbled upon something strange. You pulled a piece of fabric from under your pillow, quickly recognizing what it was.

-Holy shit.- you said out loud.

You were holding a black thong... your thong. You used to stay over at Vinnie's a lot and sometimes you forgot something, but never your panties. Besides, what were they doing in his bed? Of course, you've slept with Vinnie in the same bed before, but not like this. After all, you were just friends. You stared in disbelief at your discovery for a moment, wondering what the hell this was all about, but you were interrupted by Vinnie's voice from downstairs.

-I'm back. Where are you?

-Upstairs.- you said, gulping down the saliva in your throat.

You took a deep breath and went downstairs. Vinnie was unpacking groceries in the kitchen, hearing your footsteps behind him.

-Listen, they didn't have your favorite cookies, so I took...

-Vinnie...?- you interrupted him with uncertainty in your voice.

-Yes?- he turned and looked at you with those damn beautiful brown eyes full of innocence.

-I wanted to take a nap so I went to your room and...

-And?- he came closer. -Something happened? You seem scared.

After a moment of silence, you gathered your courage and asked, lifting the thong so that it was now in front of his face.

-What was it doing in your bed?- Vinnie froze for a moment, staring at your panties.

-Uhhh I don't know what that is...- he stammered.

-Vinnie don't play dumb and tell me what the hell my panties are doing in your goddamn bed.- you said quite loudly.

-Ohh come on baby, don't pretend you don't know.

-What the fuck are you talking about, Vinnie?- the boy slowly approached you, looking you in the eyes with a sneer.

-You know... you left them at mine a few weeks ago so I decided to take care of it.- he slowly got closer and closer to you. You were stepping back with each step he took until your back hit the wall.

-I don't remember leaving it at your place.- you said looking into his eyes which were now full of lust.

-You don't remember huh?- he smiled slightly at his own words.- You used the bathroom and left them on the bathtub in a hurry. Or perhaps you did it on purpose? Maybe you wanted them to be found by me?

-What!? No Vin...

-Shh don't interrupt me.- he put his finger to your lips.- I was going to give it to you but I couldn't resist.

-What do you mean?

-Ohh baby you have no idea what I’m talking about do you?- you swallowed hard.- As soon as I picked them up, the thought of your little pussy touching that piece of cloth drove me crazy.

You looked deep into his eyes. He wasn't the same kind and loving Vinnie anymore. In that moment, lust overtook him.

-Vinnie did you... you know... did you use my panties to... - you couldn't finish the sentence.

-You don't even know how many times I've been jerking off thinking about you. How many times I’ve cummed on those cute little panties imagining that cum is deep inside your little pussy baby.- after those words you were totally stunned.

Sometimes you fantasized about Vinnie and felt awfully bad about it because he was your best friend after all. But after what he told you, the guilt disappeared and was replaced by lust. God, this man had no boundaries and you were terribly attracted to it.

You stood there stunned when suddenly Vinnie yanked panties out of your hand.

-What are you doing?- you asked trying to snatch them from his hand.

-You won't get them. This is my property now.- he said as he put your panties in his back pocket.

-C’mon Vinnie give them to me.- you leaned over to take them out of his pocket, but you lost your balance a bit and fell straight on Vinnie who caught you.

-Hey be careful sweetheart. I don't want anything to happen to you.- Vinnie held you in his strong arms. You wanted to look him in the eyes, but you couldn't. You were too flustered after what he said.

-You're not so talkative anymore, are you? I don't understand why you're so surprised. You've seen the looks I gave you. I've wanted you all to myself for a very long time and... I know you want me too.- he leaned and whispered in your ear.- I've caught you staring at my bulge more than once. You think I don't know what's going on when I'm around and you clench your legs. I know what I do to that little pussy.- shivers ran down your spine. You've wanted Vinnie for a long time, and the thought of him rubbing his cock against your panties turned you on even more.- he moved away from your ear so he could look into your eyes, then your mouth, then your eyes again, then your mouth again...

-Can I kiss you?- he asked gently grabbing your cheek and stroking his finger over your soft and thirsty of his touch lips. You nodded slightly, looking into his eyes.

He leaned down and placed a passionate kiss on your lips. He moved his body closer to yours which made you feel the bulge in his pants. He lightly pushed his tongue into your mouth, asking for the access you gave him. His hands slid up your waist until they stopped at your hips. You pulled away from each other for a moment to catch your breath.

-You want this?- Vinnie asked seriously. You just nodded your head.- Use your words princess.

-I want this Vinnie.

-What do you want?- he said with that cocky smile.

-I want you to fuck me Vinnie.- that was enough for him. He quickly picked you up and carried you to his bedroom, placing kisses along your neck. You just whimpered at his actions.

-Do you like it little one?- he asked between kisses.- You don't even know how long I've wanted to sink my teeth into your neck.- he growled throatily, continuing to giving you wet kisses along your jawline. When you entered the room Vinnie gently placed you on the bed still holding you in his strong arms.- Damn, you did a really good job with that bed... too bad all that effort will go to waste baby.- he said, then kissed you.

-Listen, it only goes as far as you want princess... okay?- you nodded slightly in response as you couldn't say anything.

-Let’s get rid of this.- he started to pull up your hoodie and placing gentle kisses along your tummy, finally reaching your tits. He began stroking your hardened nipples softly, sucking on one and then the other, letting out moans of satisfaction.

-God, you have such a nice body.- when he was done with your tits, he went a little lower and started to pull down your pants. You were in front of him only in a pair of black thongs. He stared at your soaking panties for a moment with desperation in his eyes.

-I want to taste you so badly.- he placed a kiss on your lips. You started looking at him. He was still fully clothed and you were about to reveal yourself completely to him. Vinnie noticed you staring at him in frustration that he still had clothes on and he took the hint. He took off his shirt revealing his tattooed body. You moaned in satisfaction and placed your hands on his chest, running your fingers over his black tattoos. It's not like you've never seen Vinnie shirtless. It was completely different now...

-Let me take care of you baby.- he said moving down to your lower parts placing kisses on your inner thighs.- You're so damn wet for me sweetie.- he started taking off your soaked panties and hiding them into his back pocket.

-I won't get them back, will I?- you asked sighing.

-Trust me you won't need them anymore... Now lift your hips up a little bit.- Vinnie leaned down to your needy pussy.

-You want to feel my tounge on your little pretty clit sweetheart?

-Please Vinnie stop teasing me.- you moaned in response. With those words, Vinnie started eating your swollen pussy. He sucked and licked all they way up and down.

-You taste so good darling.- whimpers and moans escaped your mouth as Vinnie savored the taste of your pussy. He put one finger in your little hole.

-Vinnie please... I need more...

-Be patient little girl. My fingers are much bigger than yours.- he said, adding another. You moaned at the pleasure he was giving you.- Do you like the feeling of me stretching your tight pussy?- he asked, pushing his fingers in and out in rapid motions. He brought his face closer to yours to place a passionate, wet kiss on your lips. You couldn't take it anymore, it was too much.

-Vinnie I’m gonna... he immediately moved away from your swollen and dripping pussy.- My poor little girl wanna cum? Ohhh baby let yourself cum and feel the pleasure.- he started sucking your clit again.

-Ohh fuck.- you moaned.

-Cum all over my face like a good girl.

-Fuck Vinnie...- you cummed and Vinnie held your trembling legs, licking your release.

-Look at the mess you've made. I have to clean it all up now. When he was done, he pulled away from your sore pussy and admired your body.

-Fuck baby look how hard I am.- he said stroking his cock through his pants.- C’mere.- you moved closer and he wrapped his arms around you. You were now sitting on his massive thighs.

- Now... will you be an obedient little whore for me sweetheart?

-Yes Vinnie.- you said quietly.

-I want to hear you saying it.

-I'll be your obedient little whore.

-Ohh fuck you make my cock throb even more.- he said kissing your neck.- C’mon undo my belt.- he looked you straight in the eyes. You placed your hands on his bulge. God he looked so good. You unbuckled his belt and slid pants off Vinnie. He was only in boxers now.- C’mon take them off.- you slowly slid the fabric off his hips and his cock popped out hitting his stomach. Your eyes immediately widened in surprise. His cock was huge. Thick, long, pulsating, covered with veins. You didn't know how it was supposed to fit inside you. You stared at him a little too long what Vinnie noticed.

-You like what you see?- he said with a cunning smile.- Bend over that bed and stick your pretty ass up.- you did as he said.- Damn you have such a nice ass.- he spanked you hard and pulled you closer so you could feel his throbbing dick pressed against your ass.

-I can't fucking wait any longer.- he said and thrusted into you, giving you no time to adjust to his length. You felt pain at first, but it soon turned to pleasure. He fucked you at inhuman speed and the sound of skin hitting skin echoing through the room. He leaned down from time to time to give you kisses down your spine.- Turn around, I want to see your face when I fuck you.- he shoved his cock back into your dripping pussy, letting out a long, guttural moan. He thrusted into you faster and faster, moaning in pleasure.

-Fuck my cock feels so good inside that tight pussy.- you just moaned and screamed his name like it was the only word you knew.

-Ohhh fuck baby... Do something for me... Open your mouth and stick your tongue out... wider...- he spat into your mouth.- Drink my spit.- you did as you were told. It wasn't typical of you, but you liked that so badly.

-You like when I’m so rough to you aren't you? C’mere...- he started leaving marks on your neck and shoulders. He held you tight, digging his fingers into your thighs, continuing his thrusts. Your and Vinnie's moans intensified with each thrust.

-Ohh fuck baby you gonna cum? Cum for me pretty girl... Cum all over that cock.- you cummed after that but Vinnie didn't stop moving inside you.- You thought I'd stop because you came?- he chuckled lightly.- Give me one more... Okay baby?- you knew you wouldn't be able to walk tomorrow, but at that moment you didn't care. You felt too much pleasure to think about anything. Your brain was getting dizzy.

-I’ve come so many times thinking about your tight little hole and now I have it all to myself.- he continued fucking you so hard and so good.- Give me your hand.- you stretched out your hand and he placed it on your tummy.- Can you feel it...? Can you feel that bulge in your tummy? See how deep I am inside you...- he was panting harder and harder.- Fuck it’s pressed against your fucking womb... Ohhh fuck it feels so good.- his moans were so hot.- Fuck baby, I'm about to fill that little pussy with my cum... Ohh fuck... I want you to cum again when I will drain my balls in your little cunt baby... Ohh shit...- his movements were now faster than ever. You felt every inch of his dick pulsating deep inside you.- Ohhh fuck fuck fuck I'm cumming... Cum for me baby... Ohhh fuck.- he started rubbing your already swollen clit rapidly.- Right after that his warm cum filled your pussy. Vinnie collapsed tiredly on top of you. He was panting and whimpering against your chest. You tangled your fingers in his soft curls, scratching his scalp. You stayed like that for a while until Vinnie spoke up.

-Was I too harsh my love?- he said, placing a kiss on your cheek.

-No Vinnie... you were perfect as you always are.

-My love?- Vinnie said softly.- I need to tell you something... I've wanted to tell you this for a long time... I fell in love with you...- you didn't expect those words to come out of his mouth and he noticed it.

-Fuck, I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so sudden...

-Shhh Vinnie it’s okay.- he looked at you with love in his eyes.- I fell in love with you too...

-You don't know how happy I am to hear that... Can I kiss you?

-You don’t have to ask me Vinnie.

He placed a loving and passionate kiss on your lips.

-But Vinnie...- you said uncertainly.

-Yes sweetheart? - he asked a little worried.

-You can't steal my panties anymore.- he chuckled at your words.

-You promise?

-I promise...- he covered you two with a blanket and snuggled into you even more, inhaling your scent.

He placed one last kiss on your forehead and you fell asleep in each other's arms.

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rueanaddict · 2 years

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Take daddy

permise: according to harry you were a distraction and now you have to be punished

pairing: DOM! harry styles x f!reader /one shot/

warnings: smut- contains daddy kink, praise kink, oral sex [male receiving], unprotected sex, fingering, vibrator using, degradation, overstimulation, swearing

word count: 2186

English it’s not my first language so if there are any mistakes here I’m so sorry.

I hope you��ll enjoy it

You were sitting with Harry in his dressing room watching him get ready for the performance. There was a slight sigh as you lay down on the little couch.

-’’Everything okay my love?’’- his caring voice echoed in your ears.

-’’Yeah, I’m just bored. We’ve been here for almost 2 hours and I don’t do anything except staring at people who style your hair or make you look more attractive.’’

-’’I’m sorry... Is there anything I could do to make my baby feel better?’’- he sat down next to you.

-’’Actually...’’- you started crawling helplessly towards him.- ‘’there is a few things...’’- you straddled him and began to place gentle kisses against his neck.

-’’Ohh darling you know we can't now.’’

-’’But I would like to taste you so much."'

-’’So desperate and needy for my cock huh?’’- you gasped softly in response. You couldn’t stand the pain between your legs anymore and started rubbing against Harry's hardening cock. His big hands rest on your ass to stop your movements.

-’’Look at yourself... so greedy and begging for me. You gotta be patient darling. Daddy can't fuck you stupidly right now. I know my filthy baby has needs but you have to wait a little longer okay?’’

-’’But I wanna feel you inside of me.’’- you whispered in his ear.

-’’I know but don't worry baby daddy will fuck this little pussy later.’’- with these words, he left you alone in the room.

A moment later you went to the area where you could watch his performance. You liked being able to watch everything from a place that wasn't too crowded. All the time you were only thinking about how badly you want to be ruined by Harry. You imagined his muscular body hovering over yours. His hands touching every part of you, avoiding that one area where you need him the most.

You loved how comfortable and at ease he felt on stage. Sometimes too at ease... His constant glances at you were overwhelming. You didn't have a moment of peace because Harry wanted to make sure you were watching him all the time. And it was so. You couldn't take your eyes off his perfectly sculpted tall figure. The way he moved made you shiver. His exposed chest with a visible golden cross rising with every inhalation, hands adorned with massive rings, hips moving to the beat of each new song. It was all driving you crazy.

Time passed and your excitement continued. Harry saw you writhing and you couldn't stand still. He knew he was the cause of it. That was pleasure for him to teasing you so much. This man knew exactly what and when to do to make you more needy every moment. It was only a few seconds, and it seemed to be an eternity because of the intensity with which he licked his fingertips, keeping eye contact with you the whole time.

-’’Holy shit.’’- you said silently.

...

When you got home you went upstairs to the bathroom to freshen up a bit. You left the door open so Harry could easily follow you. Suddenly you felt hands on your waist.

-’’You think I forgot about you, huh?’’- he said in the crease of your neck.- ‘’You were such a unbearable brat today.’’

-’’I was unbearable? With all due respect, it wasn't me who acted like I was horny and sexually frustrated in front of thousands of people all evening.’’

-’’What did you just say?’’- his tone changed to a little more firm.- ‘’Ohh {your name} you are so rude to me. If I were you, I would be careful about the words that come out of those pretty mouth. You don't want to make daddy more angry hmm?’’

-’’man go fuck yourself”- you came out of the bathroom straight into your bedroom. Why did he have to be so dominant? You were annoyed by his confidence at times, but on the other hand, it was so appealing.

Suddenly Harry blocked your way with his body. He just glared at you with rage and lust.

-’’on your knees’’

Silence filled the room. You did as he said. You had a perfect view of his bulge. His dick was begging to get out of his pants.

-’’Why don’t you use those pretty dirty mouth to make daddy feel good huh?’’

You helped him take off his clothes by leaving little kisses on his body. Now he only had a pair of black boxer shorts with cute white buttons in front of you. You started to stroke him gently. Harry at the sensation slightly tilted his head back, suppressing a groan at the same time. You slowly pulled the soft material off his hips. His huge cock popped out hitting his stomach. You actually drooled at the sight of what he was in need. You took the tip of it in your mouth and licked off thoroughly all the pre cum that was there. You spat in your hand and began to slowly pump his length. You licked his whole cock while listening to Harry's guttural low moans. Why not tease him a little?

-’’Why did you stop?’’- he asked clearly nervous.

-’’I don't know ... I guess I just got bored.’’- you loved to tease him like this. You wanted him to get angry and treat you like his dirty little slut you were.

-’’I'm gonna fuck that pretty little mouth right now so you better open them.’’- you nodded gently at no in response. You were staring straight into his eyes, in which rage settled.

-’’Okay then, I’m done with this shit get up.’’- he pulled you onto the bed, hovering over you. He began to take off your clothes, placing messy and wet kisses on your body. You couldn't get anything out of yourself except a little pathetic moans. When you were already in the only soaked panties, he began to look at you lustfully.

-’’My poor baby, you've been waiting all day for daddy to take care of you, right?’’- you replied with a desperate groan.- ‘’C’mon let's get rid of that hm?’’- he took off your little panties and tossed them on the corner of the bed.- ‘’Spread your legs and show me that needy little pussy. Let me take care of all this mess.’’

-’’mhmm’’

-’’Use your words darling.’’

-’’Daddy I want you to make me feel good.’’

He immediately put his two long fingers into you and began hitting your favorite spot hard while gently rubbing your clit. He leaned to kiss you passionately. You grabbed his face gently, thereby showing him not to stop. He added one more finger and started pumping faster. The sounds of thrusting his finger in and out of you in hard motions echoed throughout the room. It didn't take long for you to feel like you were cumming.

-’’Daddy I need to...’’

-’’Not yet.’’

-’’I can't stop it!’’

-’’Darling if you cum by now daddy will be mad and believe me you will regret it.’’- these words made you want to cum even more, and a wave of pleasure flooded your body. Your legs trembled with the pleasure you experienced and your chest rise as you calmed your breath. He noticed your condition and started reaching out towards the nightstand.

-’’Wha... what are you looking for?’’

-’’I told you that if you cum you gonna regret it my love.’’- you looked curiously at what he was looking for. After a while you saw your vibrator in his hand.

-’’Ow...’’- you sighed slightly.

-’’Something's wrong my love?’’

-’’No, it’s fine.’’

-’’Come here.’’- Harry pulled you onto his lap. You were sitting on his lap now, with your back against his chest.

-’’Spread your legs for me baby.’’- you hesitantly did what he told you to do, first putting one leg and then the other to the side. As you sat on Harry like that, you could feel his fully hard dick now rubbing against your soaked pussy. You had a perfect view of the shape of his cock in boxer shorts. Harry lightly pressed the vibrator to your pussy and you instinctively pulled your legs towards you.

-’’You think I don't know what you do with it when I'm not home? You think it's easy for me to be outside thinking you're playing with your little pussy without my permission?’’

-’’I'm sorry daddy. I didn't mean to disappoint you...’’

-’’Ohh of course you didn't want to darling but now it's too late to apologize.’’- he said and then turned on the vibrator and pressed it against your throbbing clit.

Your barely enduring pussy throbbed with every second, getting more and more wet at Harry's thighs.

-‘’I can't, it's too much.’’

-’’Of course you can baby. Show your daddy how pretty you can squirt.''- you gave him little moans and sighs in response. You weren't able to put a sentence correctly because of the pleasure he was giving you.

-’’Such a needy little slut for me.’’- he spoke leaving wet kisses down your neck. You knew that he would probably leave a few hickeys there, showing by that you’re his and only his.

-”H... I think I’m close...”- you cummed hard soaking Harry's fingers and thighs in the process. He rested his head on your shoulder and admired your pussy.

-’’Look what a mess you made baby hmm??’’- he looked at you a moment longer, then put the vibrator down in the corner of the bed. He took you off his lap and put you on the sheets.

-’’Get comfortable darling we're not finished yet.’’

He took off his boxer shorts, releasing his swollen cock. Every time you had sex you wondered how a dick can be so pretty and so huge. The shape, the veins all the way, how thick it was, everything about his cock was so appealing. Harry scrambled over your body, leaving kisses on your tits while tugging at your nipples.

-’’You look so pretty under me you know?’’- he said looking into your eyes with a slight smile. You blushed cutting eye contact. You grabbed his hand gently stroking it, letting him know you liked his compliments. Harry directed his fingers towards the inside of your thighs, gently rubbing your soft skin. He used his fingertips to part your legs very slowly, thus giving himself access to your throbbing pussy.

-’’So wet and ready for me.’’

He pushed his cock in, giving you time to adjust to his length. As you squeezed his hand to signal that he could move on, he slowly began to push his dick further.

-’’Please faster...’’

-’’I have to tire you a little.’’- he said, softly laughing at your reaction.

As you asked, he started to pick up the pace with each passing moment. He came to the point where with inhuman speed he pushed and shoved his cock out of your cunt. You wrapped your legs around his hips, pulling him closer. You felt so good having Harry inside you.

-’’You're so good with daddy's dick.’’- a delicate sigh left your mouth at his words.- ‘’so tight, all mine...’’

His harsh and hard thrusts made you feel him deep inside of your pussy. You groaned louder each time he hit harder on you.

-’’Atta girl you're doing so good.’’- because of his constant praise everything started to pile up and your pussy tightened around his cock.

-’’C’mon baby I want to hear you calling out my name.’’

-’’Harry please fuck me like that...’’- moments after these words you both cummed and you felt sperm pouring out in your pussy.

He made a few more sloppy thrusts and fell against your body, hugging your chest. You stuck your hand in his soft curls, slowly stroking them with your fingertips. You scratched his head a little and he rose slightly on his elbows. He pushed back the strands of hair that stuck to your face while stroking your cheek.

-’’Alraight girl let's wash you a little.’’- he got up and headed to the bathroom for a towel. When he came back he gently spread your legs and began cleaning up all the mess he had made.

-’’This is awkward...’’- you said, gently starting to close your legs.

-’’Why? What's awkward about wanting to take care of my beautiful girlfriend?’’- he smirked.

-’’whatever...’’- you smiled at his compliment.

When he finished cleaning you, he kissed your inner thigh.

-’’thanks’’- you said silently.

Harry laid down next to you, pulling you into his arms.

-’’Wasn’t I too harsh?’’- he placed a gentle kiss on your forehead.

-’’No, you were perfect.’’

-’’{your name}?’’

-’’yeah?’’

-’’I love you.’’

-’’I love you more.”

-’’Now go to sleep, you need to get some rest.’’- he said, taking your hand in his and kissing it.

-’’Goodnight Harry.’’

-’’Goodnight darling.’’

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rueanaddict · 2 years

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It's okay to not be okay

premise: reader has mental problems and tries to solve them by doing drugs, elliot wants to help her

pairing: elliot x f!reader /one shot/

warnings: mention of drug use, swearing

word count: 1930

English it’s not my first language so if there are any mistakes here I’m so sorry.

I hope you’ll enjoy it :)

Feelings of sadness and stress overwhelmed you terribly. The days grew harder. Everything was slowly exhausting you mentally. Here drugs came to the rescue. There was nothing better than get high with your boyfriend Elliot. You loved those nights when you had meaningless conversations while smoking weed together and fell asleep in your arms. It was supposed to be one of those nights. You just wanted to get away from all your problems. Elliot was your comfort person. You felt loved and safe with him.

Your thoughts were interrupted by a notification on your phone.

elly: u gonna come over today?

you: yeah i’ll be there in 5

elly: okay, be safe

you: you too

You don't hide that you were pretty much stoned last few days. Was it good? Not. But did it help you? Sort of.

When you were at Elliot’s house you heard his soft humming. Probably he was working on a new song. You knocked lightly on the open door of his room.

-’’sup?’’- Elliot said with a smile on his face. You walked over to the corner of the bed and looked into his eyes.

-’’It was a very tiring day, don't you think?’’- you said exhaustively. You laid down next to him. Elliot knew what you were getting at and he didn't like it at all. He was worried about you. He wanted to help you, but you dismissed him. He tried his best, but each time his attempts ended in an argue or your cry.

-’’I think we should talk first.’’- he said rising on his elbows to look you straight in the eye.

-’’Sure, what’s going on?’’- you asked hugging him.

-’’You can't do drugs anymore.’’

-’’Do we need to talk about this?’’- only fear and sadness were felt in your response.

-’’You know I want the best for you.’’- he said gently running his fingers through your hair.

-’’I know, but I’m fine... really.’’- although you knew that he knew about your problems, you didn't know how to tell him about them directly. It was difficult for you to express how you felt because you were afraid of not being understood.- ’’Now...we should do drugs.’’

-’’No {your name} stop this shit.’’

-’’What?’’

-’’We're not going to do drugs anymore.’’

-’’Why?’’- you asked slightly annoyed.

-’’I won't help you kill yourself...’’

-’’Ohh c’mon since when did you become a fucking nun huh?’’

-’’I'm not a fucking nun, I'm just worried about you.’’

-’’You have nothing to worry about.’’- you snorted.

-’’I have.’’

-’’Can you not piss me off?’’- he just sighed at your reply.

-’’Do you know what is my biggest fear?’’- he asked quietly turning his head in your direction.- ‘’That one day you overdose and I will lose you forever.’’- There was silence. You didn’t expect that. His words hurt you.

-’’Why are you telling me this?’’

-’’l just want you to know.’’

-’’Where are they?’’- you asked calmly.

-’’Not here...’’

-’’I’m sure you have something.’’

-’’I have nothing I told you.’’- you started looking around Elliot’s room but couldn't find anything. He just looked at you with sadness in his eyes.

-’’Where did you put them?’’

no response

-’’Where did you fucking put them?!’’- you were a walking mess. You were angrily rummaging through all the drawers and hiding places in his room, but there was nothing. You weren't holding on nervously anymore.

-’’Tell me where did you put them!’’- you started sobbing. You felt terrible. Feelings of anger and anxiety grew in you with each passing moment.

-’’You fucking cunt where are they?’’- tears poured down your cheeks. You sat down on the floor, leaning against the bed.

-’’come here.’’- Elliot said calmly. He took you on his lap and began to calm you down. He hugged you to make you feel safe and stop crying. You wrapped your arms around his neck and snuggled against his chest.

-’’Where are they?’’- you spoke with regret. It was evident that you were suffering. Elliot broke his heart seeing you like this.

-’’Shhh it’ll be okay.’’- he started giving you gentle kisses on your shoulder.

-’’Baby please just give me one... *you sniffled* Please Elliot I'm begging you. You know I can’t handle it without them.’’- he said nothing, just hugged you tighter and started rubbing your back. As you calmed your breathing a little, you raised your head and looked into his eyes.- ‘’Where did you put them?’’- he didn’t say anything. You started looking for drugs in his pockets sniffling from time to time.- ‘’c’mon El...”- you looked up. His gaze full of regret and helplessness said it all.- ‘’fuck!’’- you sighed loudly and then you got off his lap.

-’’You can’t do this to me!’’

-’’Let me take care of you...”

-’’You’re full of shit man! You’re a fucking drug addict as me and suddenly you’re acting morally?’’

-’’I am doing this because i love you.’’

-’’You don’t love me! Stop saying that you care about me! If you cared about me, you would never give me drugs! *breathing problems* But you fucking did! Right now I am on my fucking lowest so don’t be a dick and give them to me!’’

-’’I’m sorry {your name}.’’

-’’Damn it! I fucking hate you! Why are you doing this to me? You fucking bitch.’’- you cried.- ’’It's over Elliot. We're fucking done.’’

-’’You don’t mean that.’’

-’’I fucking do and you know what? I don’t want to see your rat face until the day I fucking die!’’- You turned around and left his room. You fucking regretted everything you told him. You felt pathetic. None of this was true. You loved Elliot, but after all that had happened, you knew you wouldn't be together anymore. Probably he hates you now. You said so many unforgivable words to him. You were devastated by the whole situation. You were shaking all the way home. There was no Elliot or drugs left, and those were the only two things that could help you right now. When you got home, you just wanted to fall asleep and forget about reality. Your life was ruined at the moment and you had no idea how to fix it.

You just got high for the next few days. You had some stuff from Fez. You tried to take pleasure in being high, but the truth was you felt even worse. You tried to forget about Elliot, but it was impossible. It didn't take long to realize that you need him in your life. He was better than any drug. This man was your addiction. All you wanted was Elliot's love. But after all you told him, after all these argues, you wouldn't be surprised if he had enough of you.

some time later

You decided to be sober. If drugs were no longer giving you relief and there was no longer the person you love in your life, you didn’t have too many options. You chose the most sensible solution. But you felt a void and a great deal of guilt. You knew that one day you would have to talk to Elliot, even though you didn't feel ready for this confrontation. But shouldn't we tell the people we love about our feelings? We can’t put it off because one day it may be too late.

It was after midnight and you were standing in front of Elliot's house. You missed him so much. You felt like years had passed since you last met, even though it was only a few weeks. You took your phone out of your pocket and texted him. Before that you noticed his unsuccessful attempts to contact you in recent weeks.

you: hey, I need to talk with you, can i come?

elly: yeah sure

When you were in front of Elliot's room you took a deep breath before you walked in.

-’’Hey, what’s going on?’’- he was sitting on his bed smoking weed.

-’’Umm you know I... I wanted to apologize you and... *you sigh* I want you to know that everything I said was a lie. I acted terrible to you and you didn't deserve thi-’’

-’’It’s okay really... I’m not mad at you’’- Elliot interrupted you.

-’’Let me finish please...’’- you started to sobbing.- ‘’After all of this I realized that the only thing I need is you. *you sniffled* And I've been clean for 2 weeks and I want to stay clean but I can't do it without you Elliot. I can’t handle this anymore. I know I hurt you and you don’t even know how sorry I am for this shit I did to you but I want you to know that you are everything to me... So please don't leave me I can't function normally without you.’’- you barely said it.

-’’come here’’- he stretched out his hands for you to come to him. He took your hands gently and kissed your knuckles. He hugged you as if he never wanted to let you go again.- ‘’You don't even know how I missed you {your name}.''- he kissed you on the cheek.

-’’How can you miss someone who hurt you this way?’’- you said against his chest.

-’’You didn't do anything wrong. It’s my fault... If I hadn't let you try drugs in the first place...’’

-’’No Elly stop it. It's not your fault for real.’’

-’’I can't stand the thought that because of me the person I love is suffering so much now...’’

-’’You know Elliot I'd like to be as good to you as you are to me.’’

-’’No matter what I will always love you... You shuold know that.’’- you didn’t answered. You couldn’t. You tried to calm your breathing.

-’’You also need to know that being clean is good for you. You look healthier.’’- he said with a half smile.

-’’But I'm not feeling any healthier.’’

-’’So let me fix it.’’

-’’Okay.’’- you said in a whisper. You were in a hug with Elliot for a while longer. You didn't say anything but there was no need. A moment of peace in each other arms was all what you wanted. You looked up at his face.

-’’Truth or dare?’’- he asked. You laughed gently wiping your tears.

-’’Dare.’’- you said after some thought.

-’’Give me a kiss.’’- he said looking deep into your eyes. You gently embrance his cheeks with your hands. You lower your gaze at his plump lips and then looked up to his eyes. You felt so shy because Elliot was staring at your face the whole time. You finally kissed him. After a while you pulled away from each other to catch your breath.

-’’again’’- he said seriously. You kissed him passionately.

-’’again’’- you gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

-’’again’’

-’’Don't you think you're exaggerating a little?’’

-’’I missed the taste of your lips at mine.’’- you didn't know how, but now Elliot was hovering over your body. He was staring at you with a smile. Suddenly he started giving you quick kisses all over your face.

-’’Elly what are you doing?’’ - you said with a laugh.

-’’I’m just glad to have you.’’

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A/N: thank you for reading this, I really appreciate that.

#elliot x reader #elliot euphoria #elliot x you #elliot #euphoria season 2 #dominic fike

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He knows he fucked up (part 2)

premise: reader gets into an argue with elliot. it turns out that he has betrayed the reader with jules

pairing: elliot x f!reader /one shot/

warnings: swearing

word count: 1432

Part 1

English it’s not my first language so if there are any mistakes here I’m so sorry.

hope you’ll enjoy it :)

You cried as you walked on. You were broken. Why did he do this to you? He didn't love you anymore? You weren't enough for him? Did you do something wrong? Why would he choose Jules and not you? At all costs you wanted to know what the reasons for his actions were, but on the other hand you were afraid of what you might hear. Even if you were pissed off at Elliot, you still loved him. Even though he hurt you in the worst way he could, you still wanted to be with him. You were addicted to this man. But now Rue was the most important thing. You had to overcome the fact that your head was a walking mess and focus on finding your friend.

3 hours later

You felt like you were everywhere. You went to strategic places where Rue would go in case of trouble but you didn’t find her. You were terribly tired of all this. You decided to go to your favorite creperie to get some rest. When you entered there, you felt safe and comfortable. You loved the atmosphere there. Peace of mind is all you needed right now. You started walking along the tables to your favorite spot but it was busy. You immediately recognized the person who was there.

-’’Look who the cat dragged in.’’- your friend Ali said with that sly smile on his face.

-’’Yeah, yeah I get it old man.’’

-’’Ay no exaggeration kid.’’

You sat down in front of Ali avoiding eye contact and it was a mistake because he noticed immediately that something was wrong.

-’’Okay c'mon kid tell me what hapennd.’’

-’’Nothing happened. What do you mean?’’- you looked up and answered.

-’’You know you won't lie to me."- he replied.

-’’Fuck off dude. I don’t need a lecture from you right now.”

-’’Fuck off? Excuse me?’’

-’’Shit sorry man.”

-’’{your name} I know you. You need to talk. So let's talk.’’

-’’Alright, so it's about Elliot.’’

-’’Damn, are you still with him?’’

-’’Yeah I think so...’’- you said sadly.

-’’But do you still want to be with him?’’- there was silence. You had no idea what to say. You loved Elliot and wanted to be with him, but you couldn't stand the thought of him hurting you again.

-’’Umm kinda.’’- you said questioningly.

-’’So you love him?”

-’’kinda”

-’’Are you fucking with me right now?’’- you laughed lightly at those words.

-’’No... I just feel bad, cause the person I care about and who is everything to me fucking betrayed me, you know.’’- tears started to run down your cheeks.

-’’Did you talk to him about this?’’

-’’not really’’

-’’You mean?’’

-’’I just yelled at him and he started to say how much he loves me and stuff...the fact that I feel like I could forgive him scares me the most, because I'm afraid he'll do it to me again.’’

-’’So you don't trust him?’’

-’’You can say that...’’- you weren't sure of your words. You weren't sure of anything. You didn't know what to think or what to do.

-‘’Ali, what would you do in my place?’’

-’’I sincerely believe that relationships are built on trust. If he cheated on you, I wouldn't get into this shit again.’’

-’’What if you can't live without someone?’’

-’’Ohh c'mon that's bullshit.’’

-’’Why?’’

-’’People tell themselves that their life depends on the other person because they want to feel important and loved.’’

-’’Ain't that the point?’’

-’’You can't make your life depend on someone. People are shit and they can leave at any time. They promise you will be together forever, you plan a future together and when you need them the most, they leave you.’’- you just cried listening to Ali. His words hurt but unfortunately they were true.

-’’Nothing lasts forever. You have to understand that.’’

You looked sadly at the window. It was already dark outside. You talked for a while longer with your friend. It didn't take long for him to notice you were tired.

-’’Let me give you a ride home.’’

-’’There is no need.’’- you got up from your seat.- ‘’I can handle it.’’

-’’Don’t lie to me.’’

The way home was silent. "Will you drop me off at Elliot's house?"- you asked hesitantly.

-’’Are you sure?’’

-’’Yeah, i think so...’’

After a few minutes you were in front of the curly boy's house. You got out of the car.

-’’What you want to do?’’

-’’I don’t know yet.”- Ali just nodded at your reply.

-’’later”- you said.

You were walking towards the entrance, but you stopped for a second. You were still worried about Rue but at this moment there was no chance of finding her. You looked up.- "Please God don't let her die today."

You walked to the door and knocked.

nobody answered...

You knocked again.

still silence...

You pulled the handle. The door was open which was weird because Elliot always locked the door. You ignored it and started walking towards his room. You don't hide that you were fucking stressed out. You didn't even know exactly what you wanted to do and then you saw Elliot. He was... sleeping? You walked over to the bed and lay down gently next to him. You began to watch closely and remember his features. He looked so innocent while he was sleeping. You could watch him for hours. How could such an adorable and sweet creature do something so terrible to you? You admired at the innocent Elliot for a moment longer. You didn't want to wake him up, but you couldn't resist cuddle gently against his chest. His smell, touch and warmth are all you needed now. Elliot opened his eyes and didn't know what was happening. When he saw you in his arms, his heart started to beat faster.

-’’{your name}’’- he said very softly.

-’’shhh”- now you just wanted to fall asleep and forget about everything.

-’’You have to know that I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm so sorry. I don’t deserve you. You're the only person in the world I care about. I promise I’ll change...”

-’’Elly just shut the fuck up I wanna sleep.’’- you said quietly.

-’’No {your name}. I acted terrible to you. Let me fix it now. I love you and want to be with you. I can't do without you. I know I'm a piece of shit but please try to forgive me.”

-’’No, you’re not.”

-’’What? What are you talking about?’’

-’’I admit you made a huge mistake. You hurt me. It'll probably take a long time to sort things out, and it's your fault. And yes, I suffer. But I realized that the greater suffering for me would be my life without you.’’- you looked him in the eyes. You saw a few tears on his cheeks.

-’’You're too good for me.”

-’’I know.’’- you smiled.

-’’Can I hug you?’’- his voice was breaking.

-’’You don't have to ask.’’

Elliot moved closer and put his arms around you. You nestled your head against his neck. After a while you got closer to his shoulder and bit him.

-’’Au!’’- he said through a laugh.

-’’You deserved it’’- you said, looking into his eyes.

-’’And you deserve it’’- he said still keeping eye contact. He hovered over your body and began to give quick kisses all over your face, your shoulders and your entire body. You just laughed a little at him. When he was done he moved closer to your face and kissed you gently on the lips. You kissed him back. You stepped away from each other to catch your breath.

-’’You are everything to me. I love you.’’

-’’I love you too, but...”

-’’but?’’- he asked anxiously.

-’’But please... promise me you'll never hurt me like this again.’’

-’’I promise.’’- he said and kissed you passionately.

You were still mad at him but you knew it wouldn't be for long. That was Elliot's charm. Whatever he did, you would forgive him. You didn't know what was going to happen with Rue and Jules now, but you hope everything will be fine.

Right now, you didn't want anything more than to fall asleep in the arms of the person you love.

-"Goodnight my love.’’- he whispered.

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A/N: thank you so much for your activity in the last post 🖤

#euphoria #elliot euphoria #elliot x reader #elliot x you #elliot #euphoria season 2 #dominic fike

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rueanaddict · 2 years

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He knows he fucked up (part 1)

premise: reader gets into an argue with elliot. it turns out that he has betrayed the reader with jules

pairing: elliot x f!reader /one shot/

warnings: swearing

word count: 1017

Part 2

This is the first fanfiction I’ve ever written in my life, so if it sucks I’m sorry. Also English it’s not my frist language so if there are any mistakes here I’m so sorry.

idk I am so afraid of posting this.

I hope you’ll enjoy it :)

‘’Why the fuck did you do that?!’’-Elliot's room was filled with your screams. The boy with bleached curls said nothing. He just stared blankly at the floor, waiting for you to calm down.

‘‘I asked you a fucking question Elliot!’‘-still no answer. ‘’Rue had a problem and you know we could solve it differently!’’-you shouted angrily. "Now I don't know where she is and something could happen to her. And it's all your fault!’’-your voice began to crack. The excess of emotions you were having today was starting to tire you out slowly. Your best friend Rue ran away on the way to the "hospital" and no one knew where she was. You knew she was starving for drugs and it wasn't going to end well. If your stupid boyfriend Elliot hadn't said anything to Jules, everything would be okay. You believed that you could help Rue overcome her addiction by yourself. And it kinda worked... until today. The only thing that surprised you was why Elliot told Jules everything. They never had a good ‘friendship’ if you can call it that. He was always saying that she acts like she’s an innocent, sweet little angel. Admittedly, Jules was sometimes annoying and selfish, but you accepted her for what she was. You started walking to the door when Elliot suddenly appeared in front of you.

-’’Where do you think you're going, um?’’

-’’I’m going to find Rue’’-you said confidently and firmly.- ‘’I'll find her somehow. She couldn't get too far.’’

-"You're not going anywhere.’’-Elliot replied.

-’’You are not my fucking mother El.’’- you walked past his tall silhouette.

-’’I said you are not fucking going anywhere!’’- he grabbed your arm.

-’’Why!?’’

-"I don't want anything to happen to you {your name}!"-you mocked his answer, tearing your hand away from his grasp.

-’’So you didn't have to mess up her life!’’-you screamed, waving your hands in anger.

-"If I didn't, sooner or later she would overdose!"- Elliot bellowed at you. He has never yelled at you like that before. You don't argue, and if at all, they are stupid exchanges, most often ending in hugs or kisses. You don't hide that he scared you a little, but he noticed it immediately and pulled you into a hug.

-’’Ohh stop fucking talking Elliot and you better come help me find her.’’- your tone had softened.

-’’I love you.’’- he whispered in your ear.

-’’Elly I love u to...”

-"That's why you won't go anywhere."

In that moment all the anger returned to you. How dare that asshole tell you what to do. It was about Rue. You had to help her. There was no other option. You love this girl with all your heart and trust her with your life.

-’’But I have to find her! I don't want her to hurt herself! '’- Elliot said nothing. He looked at your face for a moment. He saw the tears forming at the corners of your eyes. You could see only regret and sorrow in them.

-,,Listen me {your name}. You don't know where she is and the chances of finding her are slim. I don't want anything to happen to you during your search. I really don't want anyone to hurt you. I love you and I cannot lose you. You understand {your name}? You are everything to me. Please stay.’’- he was in eye contact with you all the time. He put his hands around your cheeks and started kissing your tears.- “Please stop crying. I hate to see you sad.’’- you sniffled and sat on his bed all the time with Elliot in a hug.

-’’Elly?

-’’Yes?’’

-’’I will stay with you.’’- you sobbed.

-’’Thank you’’- he said.

You were laying on his chest for a while, calming your breathing. You raised your head to meet your gaze with Elliot.

-’’Can I ask you something and you will answer honestly?’’- you asked with a hint of anxiety in your voice.

-’’Always.’’- he replied smiling at you.

-’’Why?’’

-’’Why what?’’

-’’Why did you tell Jules?’’- you finally gasped out.- ’’You promised me you would help me with Rue. That we'll get her out of this shit together. And now you suddenly go to Jules and tell her everything? You never even liked her.’’- you said the last sentence almost inaudibly.

silence...

-’’Elliot?’’

-’’yeah?’’

-’’Why didn't you answer me?’’- Elliot looked at the floor again with that puppy eyes. It was one simple question. After all, he had to know his intentions. He had to somehow make his decision to reveal the truth. Why wouldn't he tell you anything? Was he hiding something from you?

-"Elliot, why don't you answer?"- you asked again. The boy just sighed heavily.

-’’Fuck!''- you yelled in frustration. "You don't want to tell me that...”

- "It's not what you think."

-"So you and Jules?" you said with a calm that did not last too long.- ‘’You're a fucking cheater Elliot! How can you do something like this to me?! I fucking love you, and you... *you start having trouble breathing*... and you are fucking Jules?!! You fucking...”

-’‘Please let me explain.”

-"No’’

-’’It was a mistake! I beg you. I care about you!''

-’’A mistake? A fucking mistake!? Are you kidding me, dude? If you cared about me, you wouldn't do this shit to me!’’- you started walking towards the door.

-’’Please don’t leave me... I love you {your name}.’’

-’’No Elliot. Rue is the most important thing now. I'll find her whether you like it or not’’-you left slamming the door, leaving a confused Elliot behind you.

He knows he fucked up everything. He know that he doesn’t deserve your love. You're the best thing that ever happened to him and he ruined everything. Elliot loves you the most in the world, and he knows he has to get you back.

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A/N: probably no one will read it but if then would anyone want part two of this?

#euphoria #elliot euphoria #elliot x reader #elliot x you #elliot #euphoria season 2 #dominic fike

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