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rezzyromance · 2 years
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I’m kind of sorry to dump this on you but I told my mom I wanted to become an actor and she literally told me “an actor isn’t a real job” and reading between the lines it feels like she doesn’t think I’m good enough to succeed
Respectfully, fuck your mom.
In all seriousness though, parents often times like to try and put down their children's dreams when it isn't something they had planned. This is your life, not hers. I think a "real job" is something that makes you passionate, happy, and can support you. You don't have to be a brain surgeon to be successful. You don't have to be rich to be successful. You just need to find peace. That's the real success.
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rezzyromance · 2 years
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Where tf did I go?
Hello everyone.
I am very sorry for my absence. I know it's been like a whole fucking year. Damn. So what happened? Where did I go?
To give a few details on what happened:
My best friend died and it absolutely crushed me.
I was in a 3 year long abusive relationship that I got out of.
I got back into therapy with an actually really good therapist.
I made some of the best friends I've ever made.
I fell in love with my friend I've known for years. Our love story is actually a really sweet one.
I graduated.
I moved to a different state and left all of my friends. It's been very bitter sweet.
I got accepted into college and am currently trying my best.
I'm getting kicked out soon and am trying to figure that out.
So, that's been my life for the past 2 years. Will I be continuing this blog? Probably not. I still enjoy writing and still adore RE8, so who knows. I may pop in. Anyways, I am safe and I am happy. Don't be afraid to take time off for yourself. Stay safe everyone.
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rezzyromance · 2 years
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I know I'm still a little absent. I have not abandoned this account. I'm just a little uninspired as I have a lot of work in my day to day life. But, I love writing. Posts will still be happening, just not at a constant rate. Thanks for understanding - R
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rezzyromance · 2 years
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Hey if you feel like it could I get a Heisenberg fic where the reader was a mortician before coming to the village. They are really into what happens the body after death and just have a lot of facts about death.
This is so cool!
When you came into the village, you had a previous knowledge of forensics and always dreamed of being a mortician. But, the life you had lived previously didn't feel right. You just couldn't feel comfortable in your surroundings. So, you decided to venture out in the world and find somewhere more secluded. That's how you stumbled across a little village in Europe. Though it was very old fashioned, you were able to fit yourself into the population near the outskirts of it all. The people where odd though. They adopted a religion you had no knowledge of and still, you couldn't feel like you could fully express your love for your dream mortician career.
You had heard of a man who also lived on the outskirts of the village who was feared by all. Stories would float through the air of grave robbings and inhumane experiments, but no one had actually witnessed these actions so you always viewed his name as a fairytale. Karl Heisenberg.
You were taking a walk through the snowy woods. You had just recently moved into the village, setting up a home in a little log cabin in the woods. While it was cold and the air stung your skin, you still found it a beautiful place to roam. The only sound in the remote woods was the sound of your boots crunching underneath the snow. You had walked a good distance away from your home, but you made sure to know how to get back before it got too dark. When you noticed the sun was beginning to set, you stopped in your tracks and began to turn around and head back home. But while you were still, you heard the crunching of snow still.
It sounded close, but due to the amount of trees you couldn't make out where it was coming from. You began to panic. "What if it's a bear? Or a wolf? Do I run?", you thought to yourself as your mind raced. Suddenly, you could hear growling along with other disturbing sounds that could only be described as animalistic and terrifying. You turned your head and saw a horrific face staring from above a bush. It had yellowish eyes that glowed when the orange sun faced it. It looked almost human. Suddenly, it lunges over the bush. You scream and begin to run back, tripping and stumbling along the way.
"Down boy!", a rough and demanding voice yelled out. You freeze again. The creature stops and crouches, still snarling like a guard dog. A man in a trench coat emerges from the woods and stands behind the creature. "Damn thing. You're supposed to sniff out the dead!" He scolds the creature and turns his head to face you. "And they seems to be alive... unless you've scared this one to death." He gives a grim smirk. You begin to take in his physical description. The hat... the coat... long grey hair.. could this be the man you assumed to be a myth?
"You don't look like most of the people around here. Out of town? Far from home?" He lets out a small laugh as he walks towards you. "Karl Heisenberg." He introduces himself and stretches his hand out. You begin to stretch your hand out as well, attempting the stifle the trembling. "I'm (Y/N)" "No need to be so scared (Y/N). I'm not sure how long you've been here, but I'm sure you've discovered that I'm the least frightening this this place has to offer. But I can't seem to understand WHY you're here. Your attire doesn't seem like the village people. And you don't speak like them." You had no idea how to respond. The cold air became sharper and sharper now that your senses were all intensified. "I guess what I'm getting at is.. who are you?" His eyes began to squint slightly as he tilted his head. His breath against the cold air made it look like smoke flowing out of his nose like a bull.
"I.. I'm a mortician. Well... I want to be a mortician but my past living situation wasn't enough to satisfy me so I moved here to continue my life and career, thinking some place a little less developed would appreciate my knowledge a little more than most. The people here don't really trust me though. They're very odd, especially about their dead." He began to laugh. You didn't understand why, but it eased your stress a little bit. "A mortician! Seems like you're a bit too intelligent for these people. Y'know... I could really use someone like you. I know a way you could use that mortician knowledge." You were put on edge by his words. "Sir.. I don't know what you're doing but I'm not comfortable with anything inhumane. I understand the people here are odd, but I don't want to harm them." "Neither do I." He began to pull out a cigar from his pocket and light it. "Look. If you want to spend the rest of your useful life wasting away in this place where people view you as a useless outsider, then be my guest. But I'm offering you a lot more than just an occupation. I work and live in a factory not far from here. If you'd like to take up my offer, you'll have a safe place to work and live. Rumor has it around the village that the people around here see you as a bad omen." "I think I've heard similar things about you." Your bold choice of words brings a smile to his face.
"Come on (Y/N). I appreciate your intelligence and your spark." His words and voice where charismatic and compelling. You sighed, understanding that if you were to refuse this offer then there was nothing else this village had to offer. "Alright. I'm trusting you." "Good choice."
After a month or so, you settled into the factory once you moved most of your stuff from your now abandoned log cabin to a spare room which was now your bedroom. The factory frightened you at first. I mean the sight of bodies hanging and moving amongst the ceiling wouldn't be pleasant in any contact, but he made sure to tell you that none of the bodies were people he had killed. All of his experiments came from accidents, natural causes, and other forms of death he didn't inflict. And you trusted his words. In fact, you had formed a bond. It started out as an apprenticeship, but soon morphed into a partnership. While you couldn't do some of the things he did like attach giant drills to the arms of the corpses, you were able to help repair any damages to the cadavers that would have previously made them useless to him. And he was able to later explain to you the real cause as to why he was doing all of this. It baffled you at first, but you knew you had to help him.
You were looming over the body of a man who had died a month ago. You were patching up a few open wounds around his body while Karl walked in. "He's looking excellent, (Y/N)." He clapped his gloved hands together. "Thank you, Karl. Were you ever able to reanimate the man with the plane propeller attached to him?", you asked. "Yeah, but the dumbass cut his own arms off. And he overheats easily. Another failure." He dragged a metal chair close to your side with his powers and sat in it, hunching slightly. You could tell the malfunction of this experiment was getting to him. "What do you plan on doing with this one? His muscle ratio is nice. And his damages are small." "I'm not sure. Maybe another soldat or some shit." He mumbled. You put down the tools you had in your hand and took a break from your work to face him.
"You better not be upset about the propeller guy." His head slowly rose as he faced you. His brows were furrowed. You crossed your arms as you began to speak again. "Karl, look around. You've created an army from the dead. Not only have you discovered how to bring the dead back to life, you've managed to create contraptions to make them useful. Where I'm from, that would be considered impossible other than fiction. You're a goddamn genius." Something you'd never be able to understand is how your words affect him. He keeps his emotions on the inside for the most part and never expresses the appreciation he has for you. Truthfully, you mesmerize him. You impress him and inspire him. You make him feel and think things he'll never fully understand. You say things to him no one ever has. These words of encouragement scare him in a strange way because it's so unfamiliar along with the feelings they bring.
He rises from his seat. His eyebrows are still furrowed and his eyes squint as he scans your expression. From your perspective, he looked pissed. But in actuality, he was admiring you. "What? Do you think I'm lying?" "No..." He says quietly. You then notice the lack of space between you too. You couldn't tell if it was because of the thick sanitary suit you were wearing, but you began to grow hot. His chest rises and falls as he takes a deep breath. "Thank you."
These words shocked you. You can't recall a time he had ever said them. "For everything. I don't think I'd be able to do this as successfully without you." He break eye contact first. This was also out of character for him. "Thank you." You say with a smile. "I'd pat your back or something but my gloves are covered in blood." You hold up your hands to show your bloodied gloves. This pulls a breathy laugh out of him. He looks you in the eyes again. Your throat and chest tightened at the sight. He didn't realize he was smiling slightly. "I should get back to work." He clears his throat. "You got this big guy." You kick his shin playfully. He kicks you back and you both laugh. Never before have you both felt so useful and appreciated. Whatever strange feeling you were feeling, it was mutual.
Before exiting out the door, he turns to you again. He looks like he wants to say something, but he doesn't. Instead, he gives you a nod to say goodbye and returns to his work. From that moment on, not only did your words linger in his mind, but your face.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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im so glad to see that you're back and feeling better, im proud of you for reconizing you needed a break and then taking a break, glad your back :)
It was much needed. I was so exhausted and worried that if I kept writing, it wouldn't come out well and I wouldn't be proud of it. I'm glad everyone was so patient!
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Could I perhaps have a matchup? I'm a cis man, dont identify and specific way but I like all genders. I pretty much keep to myself, I don't really talk much to people I haven't known for a long time. My main hobbies are creative writing, exercise, and baking. My 'love language' is doing stuff for people, I like to constantly be there for the people I care about, taking care of them and listening
I pair you with Donna!
You seem quiet and reserved which is something she can find comfort in.
She'll collect all of your writing amongst her books. And she'll reread all of them word for word until she's nearly memorized every line.
While she isn't the type to exercise, she loves the way you put your energy into working hard physically. Plus, you being strong makes her feel safer. She can feel pretty vulnerable, so having a strong significant other is always a plus.
She gets so flustered when you're there for her emotionally you and physically.
While she doesn't talk much, she always needs someone to listen. She's often overlooked.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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I did miss you (I'm sure others did too) do you feel better?
I feel amazing! School is going so well, I've started dating my best friend, and overall I'm taking care of myself while still learning so much about myself and the world around me. Thanks for asking!
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Can I get a matchup with one of the ladies from re8 (but not birdbitch) I’m a bisexual, 22, 5’9, more on the muscular side, I have long, wavy brown hair, blue eyes and I have a couple of scars from sports and work and such. I’m a gryffindor, I love to write, read, laugh, play video games, spend time with family and friends, a bit of a loner, I’m pretty chill and I love thrill seeking and adventures. Looking for a woman with a mommy kink who can absolutely destroy me in bed and then cuddle with me after sex.
I believe you sent this twice. If not, I think you have a clone that you need to hunt down soon. Also...
I pair you with Alcina!
She loves muscular women. In her eyes, the stronger the better even though you'll never be stronger than her.
She thinks your scars add story to your skin.
Your playful side melds well with her daughters. She loves her family and no one stands a chance of getting close to her unless they're able to get along with her daughters.
She understands the loner aspect to you. All she really needs is you and her daughters. She doesn't often leaver her castle because everything she could ever want is right there.
Thrill seeking? Sign her up! She's a big vampire lady who lives in the middle of nowhere Romania. A thrill seeking adventure is just around the corner for you two, and she knows she can keep you safe if there was any danger about.
Mommy? Sorry. Mommy? Sorry. Mommy? Sorry.
NSFW AHEAD!!
She will show absolutely no mercy in bed.
Completely opposite to her normal loving and caring self. She will make you her bitch and she will make you scream until your throat is raw.
She'll enjoy every second of your mixture of pain and pleasure.
Have you seen the torture dungeon she has? You think all of that is reserved just for her victims? You're sorely mistaken.
Of course after some particularly rough sex she'll provide you with the proper aftercare. After all, she does really care about you.
She'll hold you close and tell you how good of a job you did and how much she adores you. You truly are special to her.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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♡ Match-up request ♡
Hello dearest! I love your writing so I plucked up my courage to ask you for a match-up, please~ I'm straight woman with waist-long curly hair and thing silhouette due to the recurring anemia. I have problems with focusing on the single thing and my head is in clouds for most of the day. ^^" I love caring about others, baking, reading fairy tales (I also wrote the very first academic thesis about them!), contemplating art (I love pre-raphaelite brotherhood) and collecting Victorian and Edwardian inspired dresses or actual historical pieces! ♡ I'm also very timid fairy who gets embarrassed easily so it always takes me some time to open-up and find a courage. Even though, my personality is still fraigle so I burst with tears easily too which makes me even more embarrassed about myself... ^^" I think that's all. Thank you so much in advance!
Sorry for taking so long on this! I hope it's good enough!
I pair you with Karl
While you're unaware of it, he takes advantage of your inability to focus and stares at you constantly, admiring every little detail he loves about you. You're almost always oblivious to this which is good because he'd be so embarrassed if you noticed.
If you show any signs of caring about him, he will have no clue what to do with himself. On the outside, he'd seem rough and tough, declining your baked goods and other signs of affection. But deep-down his brain and heart would be going absolutely haywire.
He's always trying to find fairytales you've never read or heard of before from Donna or the Duke. He loves how excited you get when he surprises you with another one.
He doesn't understand your interesting in Victorian era things until he sees you in a Victorian styled dress you got from the Duke. He is absolutely speechless. Later he claims he didn't actually care, but the blush on his face told you otherwise.
Your timidness is something he has to get used to. He is far from shy and is not sure on how to handle you at first.
If he ever causes you to cry, he will lose a bit of respect for himself. The last thing he wants to do is hurt you. In fact, he begins to feel as if he need to protect you and keep you safe.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Just wanted to say that last request about the reader being insecure about their size really hit me, to a point I started crying.
Heisenberg has become my comfort character (as well as Ethan Winters), and as someone who’s been battling with body dysmorphia and gender dysphoria (I’m Non Binary) most of my life, I’m very self conscious about my flesh vessel. So reading that Drabble actually made me cry. 🤣
I’ve been bullied since I was a child, and while I luckily don’t get any bullying over my physical appearance anymore, all the years of verbal abuse I got really gets to me sometimes.
So thank you to the anon and you for reassuring me, in a sense that it’s ok for me to look the way I do
I'm glad I can help! I'm sorry to hear that the world hasn't treated you kindly, but just know that you are worth so much.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Could I get a match up? I'm 23, 5'5, nonbinary, and over weight. I crochet, write, and do a bit of art, all three with varying degrees of talent. I'm not very sure what I want to do with my life, I'm currently debating studying zoology or to become a teacher. I'm pretty imaginative though I have a hard time getting my thoughts out in whatever fashion I see fit. some may say I have a twisted sense of humor at times. I enjoy watching people play games more than playing myself, I'm also into cryptids and the paranormal. I'm pretty nice and empathetic, I like making things for people or just making people happy. I'm kinda quiet at the start but when I'm comfortable with someone it's hard to shut me up. Idk exactly what else to say about myself so I'll end it here.
I pair you with Donna!
Please make this girl some crochet gloves (If possible) her poor hands are cold.
You wanna study zoology? She knows SO MUCH about nature and would gladly share one of her many books on vast topics about all you want and need to know about zoology.
She's patient and has all the time in the world to happily wait for you to express all of your thoughts to her. She loves hearing all the creative things you have to say.
She can understand the appeal of twisted jokes, and sometimes even lets out a chuckle because of some. But, this isn't something she'll admit.
She too can relate to prefer watching others than actively participating in games and other interactive scenarios. They overwhelm her, so she'll gladly sit by you and observe whatever may come about for you two to witness. Maybe an argument between Alcina and Karl? Maybe one of Angie's chaotic antics? Who knows.
Since you're into the paranormal, Donna's house must be like a whole museum to you! And Angie loves all of the extra attention you may give to her. While she isn't necessarily haunted, she's still an entertaining character to watch.
Poor Donna needs someone empathetic in her life. And if you make her something she will absolutely cherish it forever.
Your quietness at the beginning of a new friendship helps her ease into getting more comfortable with you better. Once she's fully adjusted, she would never dream of getting you to shut up. No matter what you're talking about, she's all ears.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Hi, could I have a matchup? I'm a male italian person and I'm tall 1,80cm. My hobbyes are watching anime and build something with Lego. I'm shy and ashamed about my hobbies so I don't talk to much when I'm in big groups of people but I always want to help others. I don't like to see my face in the mirror because I think I'm ugly. (Ps: sorry if my English is bad and you doesn't understand what I have write)
I pair you with Moreau!
(Also no need to apologize. You're doing great. <3 And I think your hobbies are awesome.)
Moreau is one of the very few people in the village who has the privilege of owning a tv. He's never seen or even heard of anime before, so when you bring up the idea to him he's hooked on making it happen.
He'd beg Karl to help set up the tv to where you can watch anime. Karl would give in and eventually do it. After that, Moreau would be just as hooked as you! All of your favorite anime's he would binge right by your side.
Moreau would absolutely love Lego's. He'd spend days on end working on builds with you and he'd be so proud looking at them when they're finished.
He understands not talking much in big groups. He has a lot of experience with getting shut down and talked over in big groups. That just makes him even more happy to have you to talk to.
Moreau has a big "no mirrors allowed" rule in his house due to disliking his appearance. While he thinks you are far from ugly, he understands how the reflection in a mirror can cause discomfort.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Hiatus Over!
I'm back! Did you miss me? I'm vey sorry for abandoning all of you with not much to say. Life really chewed me up and spat me out a couple months ago. So much happened all at once. But now, I've got everything under control. Life is great and I am more than excited to get back to writing. Time to dust off some of those poor lonely requests you guys have sent. I love you all and I'm happy to be back!
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Oooo, I just thought of something. What about the Lords with a super motherly/fatherly S/O (or platonic, that's fine too) and that shows them what Miranda should actually be treating them like?
Hope this made sense
This HURTS
Alcina
She'd be confused at first by the tenderness of your touch.
She's used to being like the strong older sister, so it's really hard to get her to let her guard down.
But, she would never reject your touch so she would eventually lean into it. Whether you're cupping her cheek or holding her close, she'd never admit it but she would melt.
If you do anything to take care of her (prepare food, tend to her wounds, etc..) she'd probably reject it, fearing it would make her look week. But deep down, she'd appreciate it and thank you.
On a rough day, she would give in and lay her head in your lap as you stroke her hair and tell her how proud you are... how good she's doing.
It makes her feel complete. Like you filled a hole she never knew she had.
Donna
The poor girl would probably break from the slightest parental-esque form of affection.
She'd pull you close and cry, overwhelmed with the feeling she's missed so much.
She often is forgotten since her powers aren't very useful to Miranda, so you showing that you care will make her very vulnerable.
With you taking up a parental role for her and providing her with that sense of safety she's missed for so long, she'll slowly break out of her shell.
Moreau
He would feel a little confused by what you're intentions are.
After all, Mother Miranda never talked like that to him, so why are you?
But deep down, he loves you. He wants to believe you and he wants to trust you.
With enough time, he grows to adore your parental-like care towards him.
It's gentle and soft and nothing like he's ever experienced before. Soon enough, Mother Miranda will mean nothing to him thanks to your tenderness.
Heisenberg
He would freeze in place from any motherly/fatherly/parental type of touch or comment.
A million thoughts would rush through his mind. He doesn't want to be vulnerable, but your invitation for a form of comfort he's never felt is compelling.
He would accept low doses of it quietly.
You can hold him close, rub his back or his face, and tell him he's doing so good. He would end up crying, but would make sure you wouldn't notice.
This side of you causes him to love you more than he ever knew he could love anyone. So with that being said, he becomes willing to do anything for you. You've resurrected something inside of him that he though died long ago.
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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hello, me again(the hydration person from last time), here to be a reminder to drink some water if you haven't, eat a snack if you haven't eaten in 4+ hours(or if you feel hungry :)), rest your eyes for a moment if their burning, and of course, to remind you that even as a stranger, i'm unconditionally proud of you! :)
Good information! Please take notes everyone!
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Is it okay if I'll get a match-up? I'm a bisexual girl, height around 5'7, although I wish to be taller. I may look intimidating at first, but I'm just shy, once I open up, I'm a very supportive and caring friend. Sometimes I start giggling for no reason. I absolutely hate parties, proms, stuff like this and usually end up going home crying,,, I'm an artist, but I also enjoy reading books with a creepy/dark theme!
I pair you with Donna!!
While she is intimidated by you at first, she views you as a safe place once she grows closer.
She too is shy so it takes you both time to really get to know each other, but she's always enjoyed your company from the start. She's just too nervous to mention it.
Your giggle fits startle her at first, but once she recognizes it as just something you do then she too begins to laugh along with you.
She doesn't like large social gatherings either. All she really needs is your company and she's happy.
She treasures all of your art and loves giving you creepy book recommendations!
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rezzyromance · 3 years
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Thank you!!
Thank you all for 200 followers!! That's insane especially considering my recent absence. It means so much to me that this many people appreciate my work. I love you all. Stay safe and stay amazing. - R
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