It's so hard choosing outfits now, nothing looks as good as it did when I was skinny
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Not updating my CW until it goes back down okay thank you.
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Every time I look in a mirror: fat
Every time I move: fat
Every time I eat: fat
My hands, my chin, my arms: fat
My thighs and hips: disgustingly obese
My reflection: a blob of fat trying to shape itself into a person
I don’t even look human
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I've been fasting for three days and I can't escape food. It's everywhere. Even in my chemistry book: Thomson's atomic model (plum pudding or pain aux raisins model). Like wtf leave me alone💀
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F@st1ng rant >:c
I decided to do a 24h fast and you have no idea how much my head is spinning, bros
Two energy drinks, two cups of coffee, and one full school day later, and I can safely conclude that I have wanted nothing more than to eat and then die.
Am I being dramatic?
Probably
Is that the only way I know how to communicate my feelings?
1000000000% bro.
I am not okay.
Being disordered is wild
Why have my academic skills declined so heavily in the span of 8 hours? Bro I can't even spell properly now, it's like I'm drunk.
Embarrassing.
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