Hi pretties! It’s currently 9:13pm, I’ve been just walking around for about a little over an hour. Ive walked 5.7 miles so far, i’m trying to get to at least 8 miles since I ate spaghetti for dinner.

Ever since I broke my fast, I’ve been eating one meal a day but man, I feel disgusting and fat still… I really want to do a long fast again but how the fuck can i avoid the dizziness and almost fainting? especially at work… i miss snow since it was so easy to not eat for awhile and have a couple bites of something then be good for awhile lol. Should I do a soup diet?? or just stick with one meal a day? I’m with my boyfriend a lot of the time so I can’t always do these long walks. I need tips!!

Remember, starving is good. Eating is bad.

Okay I had to fucking break my fast at almost 56 hours because I almost passed out here at work, I couldn’t even think straight. The only food we had here was a damn ham and cheese hot pocket. I’m so sad. I want to purge it so bad but all my coworkers would hear because the bathrooms here in our treatment area. I’m so fucking upset. I still feel dizzy and out of it after eating that shit. It fucking sucks. And the rest of our schedule is booked, I couldn’t even finish with my patient and had to pass it out because I just about passed the hell out :/

Okay guys, I weighed myself right now and I’m 146.6. I had to have been more than 148 when I ate like shit the days after I weighed myself last because I notice a difference in my face already. My face looked a bit more pudgy, double chin was more obvious now its a bit less. I bought zero sugar soda from the store this morning and some pickles for after my fast lol. I’m 51 hours in!

I’m 38 hours into my fast, i’m craving mashed potatoes and buldak noodles sooo bad. I’ma stay strong though, the foods not going anywhere so I can wait. I see my boyfriend tomorrow and the rest of the week till Thursday.. he usually cooks or orders food so I need to just say no and stay strong. I want to look exactly how i did when he first met me, if not, smaller and better.

I’ve been just drinking water, coffee and sugar free redbulls. Being busy at work helps keeps my mind distracted. I’m starting to really like feeling hungry.

I’m so scared to weigh myself because last time I was 148 (whenever i posted my pinned this week), ate like shit for a couple days and gained for sure. Let’s see after 2 days of fasting so far how much i am. If I haven’t lost much then that’s okay, it’s all a process. I will keep going until my fast ends. NO EXCUSES! What keeps me mostly motivated is seeing old snap memories of when I was 115-120. My face was so thin, I was so happy with my body, feeling all my ribs, feeling my hipbones when I’d lay down, clothes looking cute on me, being praised about how pretty I was and how much weight I had lost.

On the other hand, any tips to help with the lightheadedness? I’m a Vet Technician so I’m always running my ass around and lifting heavy dogs, boxes, cleaning, standing, etc. I hope you sweeties are staying strong and taking care of yourselves!

Only reblog this if you can and will lose the weight. No excuses. You are in control.

I had some cravings last night after work, I almost gave in but then I thought, “I’ll regret eating in the morning like I always do.” and man, did that fucking work. loved not giving in. Fuck all the “I’ll be skinny one day” “one day I’ll be pretty” “one day i’ll start”. It’s day 1, no more one day. 6 more days of this fast, after that I’ll start being calorie deficit like I used to do.

I’m not going to give in to food, I know how it tastes, food will never just run away. I miss feeling my hipbones, my ribcage, seeing the bones in my hands whenever i move my fingers, i miss when my clothes used to fit loosely. I’ll get back to it all. I know i will

I’m going to be fasting starting today till the 10th. I look like a bloated fucking tick, i literally started having a double chin.. all this eating makes me wanna go back to blow when i was looking the prettiest and I was so small. I have the zero app so I’ll be using that little timer on it. Who else wants to do this shit with me and keep each other motivated? All this holiday/relationship weight gain has gotta go!

I was going through some bullshit and slacking after my first post, haven’t even been home to weigh myself and I’m scared as shit to. I’m not giving in to food, I NEED to lose this weight. Skinny is so pretty. i need to be pretty.

Girls we need to get off tumblr and do drugs together

MINORS DNI - I will block

Hi guys! I used to be on ED tumblr a couple years ago but my account got terminated, came back this week then my account got deleted again last night lol.

I’m determined to go back to my lowest weight of 115 as I was at it earlier this year. I lost all my discipline and control once I got into a relationship and recovered recently from my snow addiction. I weighed myself yesterday and I was 148.6.. I’m completely ashamed and disgusted with myself. I’m not going to let myself gain anymore from this point on, i’m not going to listen to the temptations and give in. I will be restricting heavily and weighing myself daily to keep pushing myself to get to my goal. I’d love to find my people again to help keep myself motivated. No more pigging out, I will be in full control. There will be no excuses. I hate losing the same 5 pounds over and fucking over. I always feel like shit and full of regret when I give in so why keep doing that to myself? I will reach my UGW this fucking year.

Height: 5’2

CW: 148lbs

GW1: 125lbs

GW2: 115lbs

UGW: 105lbs

The new year is just about here, let’s do this! 🫶🏻