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Fyodor Dostoevsky: Real life vs BSD
- a short analysis by Nix Nephili ♡
"Above all, do not lie to yourself. A man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point where he does not discern any truth either in himself or anywhere around him, and thus falls into disrespect towards himself and others. Not respecting anyone, he ceases to love, and having no love, he gives himself up to passions and coarse pleasures in order to occupy and amuse himself, and in his vices reaches complete beastiality, and it all comes form lying continually to others and himself. A man who lies to himself is often the first to take offense. it sometimes feels very good to take offense, doesn't it? And surely he knows that no one has offended him, and that he himself has invented the offense and told lies just for the beauty of it, that he has exaggerated for the sake of effect, that he has picked up on a word and made a mountain out of a pea--he knows all of that, and still he is the first to take offense, he likes feeling offended, it gives him great pleasure, and thus he reaches the point of real hostility...
Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov"
--> Reported to be Fyodor's favourite book out of the ones he wrote.
This is one of the most expressive ironies of his beliefs and the anime/manga.
-Real life Fyodor disregards the idea of man to lie to himself and eventually starting to believe it as truth- contradicting BSD Fyodor and his delusions.
The book referenced in the anime is Crime and Punishment, this book sustains the belief Fyodor had, that no crime goes unpunished
It follows the character Raskolnikov, which is a sinful soul and all his crimes, have their punishments
Overall BSD Fyodor is very detached from the real life inspiration of his ability.
The bigger instances are:
1. Dostoevsky's pure LOVE for children..
In real life, Fyodor loved children unconditionally.
BSD Fyodor has said he wishes mercy upon children, however he has yet to give it, having killed multiple children.
This is an absolutely glaring contrast:
"Love children especially, for they too are sinless like the angels; they live to soften and purify our hearts and, as it were, to guide us."
Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov
2. The real life Fyodor considered intelligence and overall intellect to be inefficient in defining a person or making decisions.
As for BSD Fyodor, his intellect defines him. As he was presented, he does not match his intelligence neither physically, in emotional awareness nor morals.
"It takes something more than intelligence to act intelligently."
Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment
"You can be sincere and still be stupid."
Fyodor Dostoevsky
"It is not the brains that matter most, but that which guides them — the character, the heart, generous qualities, progressive ideas."
Fyodor Dostoevsky
3. The real life Fyodor., believed wholeheartedly in love.
"Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love."
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
"What is hell? I maintain that it is the suffering of being unable to love."
Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Brothers Karamazov
Even going as far as tying it directly to his religious beliefs.
Fyodor was a devoted Orthodox Christian in his life- hence love and its nature was holy in his eyes and he goes into expressing this.
Furthermore, Dostoevsky displayed no God complex. He sustained religious theories and philosophies however he did not believe himself to be God.
He actually hypothesized that IF indeed there were to be no God, every single human would be their own God. Which cancels BSD Fyodor's egotistical illusions of grandeur.
"If you want to overcome the whole world, overcome yourself."
-Fyodor Mikhailovici Dostoevsky
The real life Fyodor -
Didn't condemn suffering.
In the actual Crime and Punishment he displayed how he was at terms suffering isn't something to be rid of
BSD Fyodor wants to rid the world of sinners and suffering
"Pain and suffering are always inevitable for a large intelligence and a deep heart."
Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Crime and Punishment
"I could not become anything; neither good nor bad; neither a scoundrel nor an honest man; neither a hero nor an insect. And now I am eking out my days in my corner, taunting myself with the bitter and entirely useless consolation that an intelligent man cannot seriously become anything, that only a fool can become something"
The writers took the God complex from his book "Demons".
Where he presented his beliefs in a dialogue
However what he says here differs in essence from the BSD portrayal drastically
"If there is God, then the will is all his, and I cannot get out of his will. If not, the will is all mine, and it is my duty to proclaim self-will."
"Self-will? And why is it your duty?"
"Because the will has all become mine. Can it be that no one on the whole planet, having ended God and believed in self-will, dares to proclaim self-will to the fullest point? It's as if a poor man received an inheritance, got scared, and doesn't dare go near the bag, thinking he's too weak to own it. I want to proclaim self-will. I may be the only one, but I'll do it.
"Do it, then."
"It is my duty to shoot myself because the fullest point of my self-will is--for me to kill myself...to kill someone else would be the lowest point of my self-will, and there's the whole of you in that. I am not you: I want the highest point, and will kill myself...It is my duty to proclaim unbelief," Kirillow was pacing the room. "For me no idea is higher than that there is no God. The history of mankind is on my side. Man has done nothing but invent God, so as to live without killing himself; in that lies the whole of world history up to now. I alone for the first time in world history did not want to invent God. Let them know once and for all."
Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Demons
Following this narrative, BSD Fyodor should kill no one. Hence it is the "lowest point of self will".
Contradicting with his real life counterpart.
-thank you :) - Nix
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