i wish gender was only important for sex, and otherwise we could all just be people

They're a 10 and they like Star Trek. That's why they are a 10.

how is it that half the world has been using tumblr since 2014 and i in 2023 still can't figure out how the fuck it works

here i am again

there's no hope for me :(

because im still in the process of questioning my sexuality, also im absolutely not going to come out to everyone in my life even if i turn out to be lgbtq, i often refer to myself aa straight. i even refer to myself as straight to myself sometimes.

i increasingly feel stupid for it, given the fact that i have a full album of billie eilish pictures on my insta that i often drool and simp over.

watching of herbs and altars makes me realize i don't have a life

Will lets Beverly give him real Vampire fangs for the costume party, and all of a sudden Worf does seem interested in Halloween after all

if i do turn out to be bi/pan and poly, wow... pan, poly, kinkster... got a lot going on here

am i not even bi but pan?

or am i just straight and overthinking?

yall... hungary is a shitty place... the condom broke and the doctors didn't want to prescribe a plan b to me, i had to get it from my man's friend who's a doctor. fuck this country and it's "christian values".

honestly i thought that i would be dead by now

crying again

he's now really upset because i tried to ask my friend for anxiety meds:( I know it's bad but i barely use any but i would never have another moment of peace if i didn't know that i have a way of making myself sleep even if I'm upset :(

there was another bdsm party yesterday:) the last one was more fun, but also I'm trying to get involved with the community and this is a good way to do it. someone tried to spank a very masochistic woman with my dom's cane and it broke 😂

I'm sad