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Sorry that I love you, dear (marcus baker x reader)

Marcus Baker x fem!reader

Summary: A cute story where two teens that are best friends realize, that they have fallen for eachother but have absolutely NO FRIGGIN' clue that their feelings are getting reciprocated- leading to minor misunderstandings because marcus is high (again) and cute kissing

Warnings: NOT PROOF READ Y'ALL; mentions of weed/getting drunk, mentions of marcus being high (like what did you expect duh), two dumb people being obv. inlove with eachother, feeling guilty, making out, let me know if i missed something (Gif isnt mine)

a/n: yeahh i'm back :) pls DO reblog and feel free to comment- love y'all and pls remember that you are appreciated (hope you have a great dayyy)

"i think you should be a lot more careful while skating" you huffed -pressing a with alcohol soaked cotton pad not so gentle onto his forehead- grinning slightly after marcus hissed at the sting.

Thats what he gets for scaring the hell outta you.

"You're gonna be the death of me if you keep getting yourself concussions." you nagged after cleaning the wound- throwing the now red-ish cotton pad away and letting yourself flop down onto his bed "Oh? you love me so much?" he asked with his signature grin- laying down beside you, playing with your hair- it has become a habit by now- "nah, you're annoying" you deadpanned denying his words

"Ouch, y/n" he joked; acting as if you hurt his feelings- hand over his chest in a dramatic motion- getting a smile out of you- he knew you cared about him. but well you cared about everyone in the end.

"Don't worry Baker" you laughed softly. "I'll gladly watch after you- even if you dont want me to.." you muttered quietly; patting his head softly- making his heart race and he felt like a delusional teenage girl- extremly happy out of a sudden. Well not out of a sudden but rather since he saw you face.

***

"Hey Y/n you want some?" marcus asked after he saw you sitting with his sister and her friends - shoving your favorite sweets into your direction- Max shot a glare at her twin- not liking the fact that he interrupted their gossip talk and got into her room. "Sure" you hummed as he tossed the bag of sweets into your hands.

you grabbed a handfull- shoving the bag right back to him but he shook his head "bought them for you" he said- leaving his sisters room after maxine yelled at him to get out- Ginny and the others staring at him as if he was a unicorn

Well you couldn't really disagree with them. Marcus never really went into Maxine's room

"Did he just said he bought y/n's favorite candy for her in the middle of the night?" Abby asked- kinda sensing that you were as baffled as her- an almost unnoticable blush covering your cheeks.

Fuck.

***

"So you think you like her?" Maxine asked her brother that layed all slumped up under his covers. "love" he corrected his sister- wiping his hand over his face with a groan.

Maxine sighed while sitting down onto his chair. "Okay and whats the issue here? You like Y/n, it's not like your world's ending" she dramatically gestured- wanting him to cheer up and not look like he just found out you were dead.

"I mean.. Y/n's your bestfriend... you sure that you dont just feel a tad lonely marcus?" Max asked careful to not hurt his feelings- earning a scoff from him.

"I do love her." he muttered "It's just.. I get this weird feeling everytime i see her." he trailed off- his twin sitting down next to him now- wanting him to speak about his feelings.

"She's great, Max" he chuckled- eyes full off adoration. "she is always there for me and makes my skin burn- her lips are so soft and- i don't even know why I'm telling you this shit- but i want to kiss her so bad, Max" he mumbles- a silent plea.

"Then tell her, marcus" she begged him "before it's too late." she added- he knew she probably was right.

***

"i knew it!" Abby laughed her ass off while you looked confused as hell. "It was sooooo obvious" she stated with a big grin- making you groan in awkwardness. "You think he noticed it too?" you almost cried out- not wanting marcus to know.

Abby shook her head- taking a sip of her drink. "He's a boy- of course he didn't notice" she shrugged. "And by the way- I bet he also has feelings for you" she hummed making herself comfortable on your couch. You just clicked your tounge.

no way.

"Girl, he always buys you your favorite foods, draws you all the time- and don't act like he doesnt- we've all seen the picture Max sent to the groupchat" she deadpanned. And well she was right. Max did send a picture to the groupchat. A beautiful page full of sketches- all of you. You couldn't control you heartbeat after seeing the pic- not being able to sleep that day.

you guessed marcus never knew that you saw them.

"he is just my best friend... i would do the same." you shrugged it off. "yeah dUh!" Abby said- waving her hand in front of your face as if you were crazy- maybe you were. "You like him and thats why you would do that- and he clearly likes YOU so that's why he's doing it!!" she insisted- holding your shoulders and shaking you to let you come to your senses again.

"He picks up random flowers and tucks them in your hair, ties your shoes when you are too tired because you watched after the group all night so they don't get too drunk, and he doesnt even touch your food, he is soo in love with you, girl." she nodded- making you smile.

"You know what? Maxine's throwing a party tomorrow, right? So just get yourself a little bit drunk- well maybe not too drunk but tipsy enough to confess your feelings. And if things don't work out just say it was a 'truth or dare'-bet from some drunk guy downstairs" she shrugged

***

"hey" you cooed in the moment that you popped your head through his door. "hey" he smiled back- sketchbook in his hand. A weird feeling settled in your stomach-

drawings of me are on some pages...

you thought- feeling nervous all of a sudden.

"So i wanted to talk to you" you trailed off- not wanting to do this but you knew Abby would be telling him tomorrow if you didn't.. so.. just get over with it. "Sure." he said and you kinda felt that he was not really there.. but where was his head right now?

"You okay?" you asked at first- closing his window as it was hella cold in his room. "Is that what you want to talk about with me?" he laughed but you shook your head. "No" his expression changed. "Are you okay y/n?" he asked now- feeling that something was off.

"I don't know- i just; I wanted to tell you now but i kinda don't know if it's the right time- but if i dont tell you, Abby's gonna do it and thats not any better" you began to ramble.

"hey hey- slow down" he said- kicking his comforter from his body and wanting to get up to you.

"i think i fell in love with you" you pushed the words out- feeling like it was a mistake. His body halted "You- you what?" he asked perplexed

“Trust me, I’m also trying to understand how in the shit this happened.” you sighed- body shaking as you felt ashamed- knowing your words were nothing but the truth. What if he didn't like you back and you were reading the signs wrong?

You felt awful. Genuinely awful- it wasn't like you commited a crime but it sure felt like one. Falling for your best friend. The giddy feeling whenever you saw Marcus and how you wanted to disappear after embarrassing yourself in front of him.

Catching yourself to crave his touch whenever he was near and how much you wanted him for yourself

You swore to yourself to never fall for his charming smirk as your friendhsip blossomed- feeling dirty now after it happened. You truly were a friendship breaker- or that's what you thought.

Your inner mind ticked- making the seconds feel like minutes and minutes feel like hours- knowing for sure that your friendship with him is over- even though he might say something different. People always promise to stay friends but how often does that false promise last? Right, never...

You felt incredible stupid, you shouldn't have listened to Abby- or maybe listened to her and got drunk before confessing.

"You-" Marcus begun- his words stuck in his throat. "You love me?" he breaths out- looking like you just pulled a prank on him he still can't believe is real.

his pretty lips stood agape and frown visible on his face. And even though your words could just be a dare from Maxine- your body language told him everything he needed to know.

You looked at his window and not at him- probably a sign that you would rather jump out of it than talk about it- you chewed on your lips making the soft skin break at some point and swell up all red. Your eyes were a little red too and you tried hiding yourself behind your arms- hugging your body

"Look- I'm sorry" you muttered with a shaky voice- followed by a sigh of yours.

You were irritated

he just stared at you and did nothing. You could almost hear the echo in his brain- huffing at his actions (if you could even call that an action at all) before trying again.

"Not even a rejection?" you scoffed at your soon to be ex best friend. "don't you think i deserve at least that?" you pushed- only wanting a few words from him before you got complete strangers.

"I still can't believe it" he shook his head slowly as if he was carefully picking every word he was saying. His brown hair falling in his face.

His heart raced.

You liked him. you. Even if it sounded clichee but... fuck

"woah" he muttered- slight smile spreading over his face. his brain felt like mush since these words fell from your lips and it didn't help that he was high as fuck.

he was pushed out of his cloud after you grabbed your bag from beside his bed where he was sitting on- him promising to watch over your bag so no tipsy teen could steal it- you quickly took it and walked away from him- wanting to get out and not talk about it.

"No wait. Please" he yelped- panic filling his brain while trying to catch your wrist in his hand. "What marcus?" you asked- tears almost falling free and you couldn't bear to see his face for another minute. You felt stupid that he found out and that you were the ashamed one in the progress.

"I'm high as fuck" he just groaned- a simple explanation why he couldn't think straight right now- and almost laughed at your expressionless face. "You what?" you asked again- seeing his grin and putting two and two together but quickly yelping- falling on top of marcus body as he was pulling you down onto him.

"Mhmm I guess you need to tell me again so I can reaaally know you are not pulling my leg here, darlin'" he slurred with that hot voice of his- making your face even more red.

"What are you doing marcus" you asked- wanting to know if he maybe liked you too in the end? Maybe his weed clouded brain couldn't really comprehend your confession. "Come on.. tell me again y/n" he cooed in your direction- fingertips brushing over your slightly cracked lips down to your throat- touching you like you were the most beautiful thing on this goddamn earth- further down to your hair

"I- I like you" you whispered but he clicked his tounge. "i thought you said you loved me." he played hurt- smirk on his face- his lips hovering over yours. "... love..... I love you, marcus" you blushed in embarrassement- your hands on his chest-searching for stability while his played with the strands of your hair. Body feeling hot and you didnt know what he was doing to you.

His lips caught yours in a soft kiss- your eyes going wide. You didnt question his act- wanting to saviour every moment with him. He still didnt give you a proper answer-

Fuck it.

it felt like heaven- as if your lips were made for each other. Mouths dancing together in a steady rhythm. Your hands lost themselves in his brown hair- sitting ontop of him while he was caressing your waist- thumbs swiping over your sides- deepening the kiss

"I love you too" he sighed- while you were catching your breath.

"Sure that's not the weed talking?" you asked with a slightly cocked brow- earning a laugh from the boy.

"I loved you even before you patched me up that day- so yeah.. I'm pretty sure" he smiled as he kissed you again.

"And I'm also sure that I'm gonna prove you that aaall night" he teased.

Oh god..

That was only the beginning

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piggycyberwarrior · 6 months

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I'm not okay Pt 3.

okay folks! this is the last part of 'I'm not okay' because i am tired of this heartbreak T-T.. But requests are open (pls request something i am bored..)

Also I love you and have a wonderful dayyyyyyyyyy!!!

please read my warnings if you are sensitive! I dont want to trigger people!

Warnings: NOT PROOF READ, mentions of ed??? (not really, just Ghost looking like he didnt eat in days), sickness, unrequited love kinda, Rejection, PLOT TWIST LIKE ALWAYS, kinda cliffhanger... i am sorry ya'll.. *sobs*; mentions of knife(-cleaning)

^ please tell me if i missed anything!

And in the back of my mind you died

And I didnt even cried No, not a single tear

And I'm sick of waiting patiently for someone that wont even arrive

"I loved you."

you reminded him through gritted teeth- looking at the man in front of you.

"I know." he said with a weak whisper, eyes low and fingers fidgeting nervously.

He didnt looked like the man he usually is or was

Eyes sunken- a deep purple adorning the bags under his brown orbs- looking half dead and eaten by grief. His skin was pale, scars even more visible than before- skin looking like a ghost.

It was ironic

Ghost looked like a Ghost

His cheeks were sunken and he looked like he didnt eat in days, making you pity him a bit.

But that warm, welcoming light quickly flickered as if a foot stepped on a small flame- wanting it to vanish before it could grow into a blazing heat.

he saw your inner turmoil- knowing it better than his knifes which he takes care of everyday. He knew how you felt. Hurt. Betrayed.

Broken and Stepped on.

After some moments of silence he cleared his throat awkwardly.

"Soap told me the news of your Transfer." he decided to say, wanting to crack through that heavy pause rather smoothly. He wasnt a smooth talker.

And hell he cringed at his words. As if everybody knew how miserable he became after you left.

Shame

"He told me." You just mumbled, voice muffled by your mug, which you placed onto your lips softly- taking a sip from the burning hot liquid.

Ghost's eyes widened almost unnoticable at your words. "You still have contact with him?" he asked while trying to sound not that invested.

Jealousy

"Yes." was your only answer "He didnt do any wrong." you remarked, making the taller man visible flinch in his seat. He knew what you were reffering too.

Regret

"I still have one question." you begun after another moment of silence. You didnt seemed affected by your first love- who broke your heart- sitting infront of you.

Simon quickly straightened up at your words- wanting to hear your question.

Maybe- just maybe he could make things right again. Prove himself worthy of your love.

Hope

"Simon!" You snickered while he was sitting on the couch. he only hummed in response- signaling you that he was listening. "No. Look!" you giggled and it was like music to his ears.

It was nice hearing something different than screams and explosions.

he only grumbled in response- shortly looking at your criss-cross sitting form- "Look at that" you smiled cheekily while showing him your latest drawing.

It wasnt that good honestly.

"Its wonderful." he chuckled while looking at the doodle a toddler could have drawn.

"Is it the crew?" he asked with a suprised look.

"Yes!" you laughed. A bunch of Stickfigures were drawn across the paper- one giant one with a skull mask. one with a medic outfit and another one that striked a silly pose-

'Johnny' he thought.

"I drew my Family. I think this masterpiece should be framed." you boldly stated while wiggling your eyebrows, getting up and searching for a place for your new creation-

"Her Family." he repeated with a small blush.

What went wrong?

He was snapped out of his daydreaming very quickly

"Why are you here?"

Your cold words stabbed him right in the gut. It didnt seem like you wanted him back. Heart twisting in pain- all the dullness coming back into his body- freezing every nerve and setting his heart on fire. His hopes almost completely crushed.

Almost.

"I thought.. That maybe-" he trailed of- licking his lips to find the right words. "Maybe forgive me and come back to me?" he didnt sound to convincing. you chuckled at his words.

Laughed at his face

He tried again "I did you terrible wrong. And I now know how you must have felt-" he stuttered and you leaned back in your seat- watching the so strong willed man trip over his once so confident words.

Change

You took a deep breath, getting a strand of your beautiful hair out of your face- still trying to not hurt him like he did to you.

'Be gentle.'

You thought. But he already knew.

Because it was the second he saw that pretty ring on your finger.

He was to late-

Fuck

please do reblog my work (just reblogging is fine :)

love ya'll!!!

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piggycyberwarrior · 7 months

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Here with you

kind of Gojo x fem!reader (but actually no gender idk guys)

angsty???

I love you all and please read the trigger warnings if you are sensitive in all my fics

Warnings: Plottwist, Unrequited love; Gojo x bestfriend!reader, gojo kind of lookin at you for too long??? no proof read,(kind of gojo x teacher!reader)

enjoyyy (request are open btw (or check my bio)

I dont care how long it takes

As long as I'm with you I got a smile on my face

Gojo sighed to himself. It wasn't some bad sigh- telling people that he is tired or annoyed, no.

It really wasn't like that.

looking at you from far away, happily chatting with Maki and Nobara- smile shining like a beautiful star. Your hair framed your face perfectly- sun kissing your skin just right.

"An Angel" he would often mutter if he saw you like this, happy and content. Safe.

He continued to look at you softly, through lidded eyes and a gentle smile. You shortly looked at him- smile gettin' even brighter after you caught a glance of your friend.

A small wave into his direction- your perfect lips forming his name with a tiny smile.

Oh god he loved you so much.

His chin was resting on his hand, taking your beauty in from afar. He couldnt hear what you were talking about with his students. He could only see you.

Oh he really loved you with all his heart.

You quickly excused yourself from your two friends, waving them goodbye with a laugh and jogging towards him.

His heart flipped in his chest, loving the feeling of you near him. A small blush covered his face- quickly replaced by his signature smile. Sending out some relaxed and chill vibes like always- but feeling just so gooey and warm in his tummy. People really say the truth:

It really feels like butterflies in the stomach

"Satoru!" you happily chirped, after getting into his hearing range. He was seated on a small bench in the park-area of the Jujutsu-Tech- birds singing and the relaxing green-shades filling the peacful space around you.

You quickly sat next to your best friend. "Yuji-kun was great in training today, right?" you smiled at him as he nodded- you being a Teacher as well. "Great as always- I told you the kid has potential." he teased- earning a poke in his ribs from you.

He laughed while looking at your pouting form- trying to look offended

He knew you werent. Like always.

You shortly fell out of character, starting to laugh uncontrollably- head falling back. Looking like a godess. He quickly joined, still glancing at you while chuckling.

You couldnt see his loving glance while you were wiping your tears of joy away.

You placed your hand on his shoulders, the touched area on his body begun to burn satisfying, letting him blush

Maybe you felt the same? You kinda gave him some mixed signals-

"Satoru!" you yelled angrily as your best friend only laughed, running away from your frustrated form. "I swear by god, if you dont give me my phone back,-" he quickly shutted you off with a kiss on your cheek, your bickering stopping immediately. "Here you have it." he giggled while handing you the phone "Than-" was all you could say- still a bit perplex from your friends action, before he pushed you into the bush next to you- laughing and running away again- ignoring your curses directed at him. You shook your head, seeing geto grabbing the teenage boy by his ear, letting him whine in pain. A soft chuckle errupted from your throat, getting back up.

"Oh!"

your excited voice quickly interrupted his daydreaming, getting him back to the present.

"I forgot to tell you something." you said with an happy hand gesture

"I love you so much, Sato'" you said with a shaky voice- feeling embarrassed- gaze focused on your shoes, the dirt on the ground seemed more interesting than a second ago. The tall Teenager stood before you, his blindfold covered half of his face- an unreadable expression on him. It was too silent. You shortly looked up into his face- searching for some hint of his reaction. There wasnt any- and that scared the shit out of you "Uhm-" you quickly added- wanting to break the awkward tension between the two of you. "Don't" he interrupted- voice cold and serious. You swallowed hard, thinking you ruined your friendship with him. And maybe you did, you thought Because he just turned around and left, leaving you alone in the warm summer night.

Satoru's Heart clenched a bit at his past behaviour towards you.

Yes you had a crush on him before- not a crush, you would have done anything for him- you loved him.

But he didnt loved you back then

Leaving you alone with your unrequited love- just to show up the next day- acting like the love confession never existed.

Maybe he still had a chance with you after all those years.

"Satoru?" you said concerned- noticing your best friends trance like absence.

he quickly damned himself in his mind, smiling again to not worry you.

"What did you forget to tell me?" he quickly said, leaving no space for your worry

Maybe he still had a chance.

His heart hammered in his chest, wanting you so bad.

God, he loved you to the stars and back.

"You are invited to Seijoh's Birthday Party." You cheered while clapping your hands once in happiness- smiling at your best friend

right.

You had a boyfriend.

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piggycyberwarrior · 7 months

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I'm not okay Pt 2.

love y'all and request are opennn!! I. Love. You!

ghost x reader kinda?? idk guys

genre: Angst

Warnings: no proof read reader being kind of depressed, depression rooms, soap being a good friend AGAIN, ghost being an Asshole AGAIN, some fucking plottwist in the end:), yelling, hurting feelings, situationship

Your gaze drifted to the floor looking at the tons of litter covering your carpet. Your body lazily laying on the couch, arm dangling down- hand dropped onto the cold floor.

You sighed in selfpity.

It's been three days since Ghost forgot your birthday and even though you were used being stood up on him- it still hurt.

It felt like he didnt gave two shits about you- not reaching out to you either.

Johnny suggested that he would talk to him- also being his friend, but you quickly waved off.

You didnt want Simon to know how pathetic you looked right now. Crying over his stupid ass and drowning in laziness. Just sleeping and crying- sleeping and cursing yourself,

sleeping and regretting your life choices.

The door of your small flat opened- empty soda bottles fell over with a loud clank, as the door hit them. You didnt bother to look at the person in your doorframe- knowing it was Johnny.

He quickly sighed- walking through your trash-stuffed and dark room- opening the window blinds and letting you hiss in reaction. The bright light was something you did not saw for days, choosing to live in the comforting dimness of your dirty room instead of looking at the cheery sun- laughing about you.

Your eyes finally settled on your friend, who was now standing with a broom and a trashbag in the centre of your home-made-dumpster;- cleaning your trash without a word.

You knew he was going to talk soon enough.

"So-" Soap begun as you clicked your tounge in confirmation- sitting up in the progress.

"He is angry." He just said- shorty stopping his cleaning to look at you with a serious look- that told you to take this as serious as his voice was.

You shrugged at his statement, not caring about Ghost- standing up and opening yourself a soda can. It opened with a soft click and you could smell the tummy churning sweetness that radiated off the drink.

"let him be." You just answered, feeling too empty and broken to care about somebody that didn't cared about you

Soap chuckled quietly- not liking this pessimistic side of his friend. His heavy footsteps made its way to your trashbin, opening it and letting the litter fall into it.

Onto a still half full bottle of your cheap whiskey.

"He says that you need to send in a report of why you are absent."

he quickly glanced at you, as his gaze finally drifted away from the alcohol. You rolled your eyes and groaned in response, taking your now empty soda can and letting it fall into the trashbag Soap held.

His smile refreshed, as you also smiled gently at him- but soon it was replaced with a nervous gutfeeling.

"Did you tell him anything?" you asked softly with a croaked voice- falling gently into his arms, as you felt the tears sting in the corner of your eyes again. Soap sighed as he buried his head into your hair- taking a deep breath, softly hugging you back.

It was a sweet moment- something between friends. Gentle and lovely.

Soaps heart ached just like yours. You deserved the world in his eyes- the whole fucking universe. Seeing you so sad made him feel something. Some rage that he burried deep down- deep deep down his soul- marked as dead

but it lived.

"You need to get away from him." he muttered- his grip on the back of your head tightening just a bit as you nodded into his chest, not complaining about his words.

Maybe you would- in another live

You knew that you and Ghost had no future together. it would just mean more tears. more sadness

More heartbreak.

"Help me Soap." you mumbled with a shaky breath, burrying your face into his warm chest- not wanting him to see you cry again like a stupid baby. You didnt want him to think that you were weak.

"We will get you out of that situation." he whispered lowly into your hair.

And oh you hoped his words would come true

"What do you mean you are done with me?"

Ghost roared behind his office desk. You couldnt see his face- but the hatred that radiated off his eyes was telling you enough.

His fingers clenched around the pen he held, almost breaking it and knuckles turning white. A snarl noticable under his mask- as he rised from his stool.

"You heard me." you huffed while puffing your chest out with crossed arms. Jaw clenching and unclenching- just wanting to get it done.

"Fuck I did." He said with anger blazing behind his brown eyes, voice only a low growl.

"Good-" you wanted to scoff at his asshole behaviour.

"I never liked you anyways." he smirked while looking down on you, only inches space between you.

you breath hitched, your gaze that was never on him- instead on the window of his office- quickly flew to his face. You knew he was lying- just denying some shit that hurts his big ego- but still.

Why did he have to say something like that.

And why didnt he stopped?

"I am doing it."

You said to Johnny, leaving him look at you with shock, his mouth standing agape for some seconds before catching himself and clearing his throat.

'I never felt something for you while we had sex.'

Johnny grasped your hand, smiling at you.

'I imagined someone else the whole time."

"I will support you." he whispered with a soft and gentle smile

'I just used you the whole time, princess'

"Thanks Johnny." You said with a teary smile- hoping he would be your best friend forever and ever and ever.

It was decided.

You will do it.

He felt bad.

Really. He wasn't lying about this. Well he was.

But not entirely

He didnt loved you nor cared for you the way you did.

But he felt bad for his words.

Ghost was standing in front of your door, quiet and unnoticable, debating if he should leave you alone or knock- saying one or two nice things and then never talking about it again

It seemed like a plan.

He quickly glanced at his watch that sat on his delicate wrist. 11pm. You often were one to sleep much and early- leaving Ghost worried if you would even hear him in your sleep.

You would have

but only if he had really knocked on your door.

His mind was torn by his inner conflict, Soap telling him that he also forgot your birthday.

He felt bad. He really did. Well not entir-

I think you already know what he means.

His fingers knocked before he could think, eyes focused on the wodden door, waiting- anticipating if you would maybe- maybe accept him. Or something else

You didnt answer. You always answered- but not today.

His shoulders visible slumped-maybe because of relief? Maybe because of grief.

He knocked again.

He didnt knew why, but he had to see you a last time-why?

Well maybe he wants you back? Its been two days since he said those horrible words to you, leaving him alone every night.

He had to admit it.

He missed you. Even buying those dumb sodas you liked- the ones he disliked so much because of their taste. But he neverthless bought them in case you would come back after all. Maybe drinking with him just like back then.

Maybe.

His knock was unanswered, leaving him to knock again, harder this time It should have waked you.

A small noise errupted from his side, turning his head to the man that stood there, chuckling at Ghost's Actions

His eyes shortly fixated onto Soap that stood in the corner of the hallway, observing his lieutanent.

"You didnt hear?" he said with an unreadable expression, leaving a confused simon.

"What?" Ghost growled, not wanting to see Soap right now

"She left."

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piggycyberwarrior · 7 months

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Shallow Eyes

warnings: frustration, breakup, lies, crying, not proofread

love y'alllll have a nice day

It was late.

The dark blue and black sky comforted you, as you sat there, admiring the stars. They always shine and you liked to imagine that they smile at you. As if nothing could make them shine any dimmer.

Not like your eyes.

He broke you mentally. The red streaks on your face long forgotten, too tired to cry his name and shout and yell- shout and yell and shout

And bawl your eyes out.

Your body covered with your favorite blanket- full of holes and some old' stains.

You didnt cared at this point.

You looked at the stars, hoping their bright light would reflect in your dead looking eyes- make them look warm and shiny again. But of course that isnt how things work.

Your pain clouded mind could only think of one thing.

"Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you."

of course you wouldn't say that outloud, fearing to break down again- into a sobbing mess in your bathroom- curses leaving your mouth.

'I don't love you anymore'

Your heart clenched, teeth biting down on your lip, starring down onto your hand.

'Why?'

you laughed tiredly. You are so pathetic. You thought, rubbing your hands over your face while grumbeling. You knew you must have looked stupid while asking him that.

'Do you love somebody else?'

You remembered your shallow breathing, not daring to imagine his answer- deep down- deep down you knew it.

You let your fist smash into the table in frustration. You gave him everything you had.

'Yes. I love her.'

he had answered with no emotion, not reacting as your face went blank in comformation. Hands shaking- now and back then.

'out'

was the only thing you could say as your heart was twisting in pain. Corner of your eyes prickling uncomfortably.

He went away after that, not saying goodbye not looking back

"Did you mean it?" his best friend asked, takin' in the sight of his shattered friend. Eyes red, matching his nose.

"Hell no." he croaked, brushing his wrist over his mouth, sob wrecking through his body.

His heart broke into thousands- no- millions of pieces, as he saw you cry when he left you alone.

"You did the right thing." his friend said, comforting him while patting his back affectionately.

"Really?" he said with a shiver in his voice, doubting his decision. Eyes shallow and dead- matching yours.

"She is save now." his friend insisted, sad seeing him suffer. he had never seen him so demolished. broken.

Shallow.

He wanted to keep you safe. But is it worth it the heartache?

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piggycyberwarrior · 7 months

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White Lily's and Unsaid Words

Warnings: No proof read, dying reader kinda.., mentions of death.

request are open y'all. And remember: I love you and I am there for you all.

Simon 'Ghost' Riley knows a lot of things. How to slice up a man without too much noise. How to get information out of people. He fought battles that nobody should have see. He won fights- his opponent dead and not even burried

Vanished.

Simon 'Ghost' Riley is a beast. His body is ripped, muscles covering every inch of his skin just like his scars. They weren't pretty. No Throphy's. he would be naive to brawl about the marks.

They are warnings. For him.

Warnings that he almost died several times. That life isnt forever. He knew that better than most people on earth- and that made him dangerous.

Simon Ghost Riley is feared. Soldiers shit their pants if he raises his voice while combat trainings- spatting venomous words with his heavy accent. Still he is respected by everyone. He is a walking Monster. Ripping enemys apart as if they were sticks- cracking through their bones and minds- just having his mission in mind.

Simon Ghost Riley isn't handsome. Well he is in his own way. Scars litter across his face, his nose bridge crooked- a reminder to protect his face more in combat. His stern and cold eyes. Blond short hair and a bit of a stubble.

Neverthless you loved him

Simon Ghost Riley wasn't one to talk often. His low voice sometimes grunted in response when he had to answer a question. A groan that sometimes slipped past his lips after he slumped down into his bed, wounds freshly bandaged and taken care of.

Simon Ghost Riley was a rough man. Somebody that is a bit rough around the edges, sometimes saying hurtful things that would hurt people. Hurt you.

But you loved him neverthless

Simon 'Ghost' Riley was a good man even though he isn't showing it. He fought for his land, saved his teammates so often-he stopped counting to be honest. He didnt care. Didnt care that people would look at him in fear- are scared of him. He knew that he only needed you and his team. Nothing more.

You loved that trait of his

Simon 'Ghost' Riley loved you more than every other person on this damn planet. He loved the way your eyes shined. Loved the way you laughed- lived- The way you were breathing peacfully next to him. He wanted to grow old with you and that scared him to death. He never was so in love with somebody. He would die on the spot if it meant saving you.

But

Simon 'Ghost' Riley failed to show you his love, dumping you, neglecting you, lashing out on you- not having the ability to show you the love you deserved. he cursed his mind, that he is the way he is. His heart clenched while you cried- but not comforting you. letting you alone as he had to control himself not to bang his head into the wall till it bled. He was scared that you would leave if he opened up. He was a coward when it came to love

And in the end.

Simon 'Ghost' Riley lost you on some fatal Misson.

"I love you, Si." you smiled weakly- shots and screams errupting around you but neither of you cared as your body went limp. You knew it must be the end. Breathing getting shallower till it completely stopped. His arms holding you, tears stinged in his brown eyes. "I" he croaked but stopped himself. He couldnt say it back. He wanted to. but he couldnt. He couldnt tell you how much he loved you.

Not a single time

You died that day, laeving Simon Ghost Riley alone on this cursed planet.

Simon 'Ghost' Riley never was one to talk much.But Oh how he wished that he talked just a little bit longer with you, sharing his feelings with you- if he hadnt been such a coward. Too scared to tell you his past- even though you shared everything with him.

Simon 'Ghost' Riley felt like the most horrible person on the planet. Letting you die in his arms- after you took a fatal hit for him- and not even saying 'i love you too' back. He was a coward. Too scared to love. Crying his eyes out that night and wanting you back in his arms.

But all he could do was bringin you fresh lily's everyday and cry at your grave- in hope you would see him and forgive his actions.

Neverthless you loved Simon with all his flaws, but he couldnt return you all the love you deserved.

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piggycyberwarrior · 7 months

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I'm not okay

ghost x reader??? kind of?

Ghost dumps the reader and all her stress and worries crash down as her friend visits her

Warnings: Ghost looking like an asshole. Soap being the best friend imaginable, kind of overthinking, mentions of wounds (only briefly), situationship, open ending.

genre: angst

how could i be so naive to think i had you Maybe I'm just dumb I'm a fool so naive I guess I should've known you dont love me

the ticking made you insane. You told your Assistant to repair the stupid clock that hung over the door, but now you regret your choice- wishing the endless ticking would stop.

you thought the clock mocked you, telling you exactely how late he was. "Stupid thing." you muttered under your breath, taking your gloves and mask of and flopping down on your small chair in the back of the room.

Taking a deep breath- far used to the smell of alcohol and pure cleanliness filling your nostrils and making your head feel dizzy.

It was a long day- not that you would complain- you loved your job. Helping people- saving houndreds of lives- wasnt a bad thing. But being dumped and just forgotten on said long and exhausting job was. Especially today

2 hours.

He was 2 hours late. 2. Hours. And he didnt even write a message or simply sent someone to break the news to you.

You leaned your head back onto the headrest of your stool and sighed- rubbing your temples, trying to get rid of your upcoming headache.

You weren't supposed to wait this long for him but you couldnt help it. Couldn't help the way you excused your naive behaviour with 'I am just going to work longer today and see if he visits me'. You knew it was wrong. ghost surely would'nt show up anymore.

Most of the soldiers were asleep till now, your shift nearly over but body unable to move from your seat- seeing if anybody would come to your medical centre, just needing a bandage.

being needed let you feel less miserable.

"You can go now doc." your Assistant- Pedro- informed you, his head popping up behind the door. The damned clock right above his head ticking happily and oh you wished to just throw your water bottle at it- hoping it would stop drilling its annoying noises into your head.

"thanks pedro." you sighed while brushing your hands over your face, trying to get rid of all the negative energy in your body- yawning the tiredness away and grabbing your things- keys clinking in your swift motion.

The bright white light of the hospital wing only adding to your headache. "Sleep well, 'dro." you simply stated, heels clicking on the ground, matching the clicks of the clock, getting into your room on the other side of the military base

your foot angrily tapped onto the ground- sipping at your cheap whiskey. The bitter alcohol made its way down your throat- scrunching your nose in reaction.

Ghost firstly offered you a sip of his favorite whiskey- letting you taste the drink for the first time- that let you shudder on the inside and twist your face into a grimace.

"Bloody hell, princess." he chuckled with his thick accent- huge hands softly patting your back to get you stop coughing.

That was three years ago.

Still you tried forcing yourself to swallow that brown glowing bitterness down your throat whenever you missed the lieutenant. Today was nothing different.

You missed him but couldn't stop thinking about it. What if he didnt missed you? what if-

You groaned at your annoying thoughts- hope, that the alcohol would stop them from entering your head, shattered. You quickly poured yourself some more whiskey into your glass, wanting to drown your negative thoughts in the brown-ish liquid.

your gaze borred into the glass that shone in the soft kitchen light, turning the glass with your fingers- head resting on your other hand-thoughts drifting off again.

Ghost and you werent together in particular. fliting with each other from time to time, getting to know each other. You remembered the first time that you met him.

you looked up from your paper work as a huge figure slumped into your medical centre. You were new, hired from captain Price- knowing him since your medical education. He knew you were good.

you looked at the giant of a man standing in your doorway- a huge gash on his abdomen- hands pressing down on his wound. Your eyes flicked up to his brown ones, face covered in a skull mask. Your breath hitched.

"Lieutenant." you quickly gasped and stood up straight, being intimidated and suprised by your superior. he quickly waved of, ignoring your stiff self, flopping down onto a hospital flatbed, groaning in response.

His pants and black shirt were stained with blood, letting you wonder how is oponent looked like right now- probably dead-

You quickly slipped into your blue gloves, collecting everything you needed and rushed to his side, softly prying his arm from his gash.

A soft blush covering your face as Ghost starred down on you, his gaze cold and sharp as always- still making you feel emberassed as if he was going to show you how to do your job-- he did that to the former doc, you heard, not wanting the same future as Doctor Sharam.

You shortly cleared your throat "How did this happen?" you asked with a slight shaky voice- soft smile on your face even though you were a tad scared by your superior. You wanted to show him that you were worth it.

Yes you have seen him before but never talked to him nor treated him when he was injured. he did that himself or asked somebody else.

"j'st a stupid mission." he muttered lowly with his british accent- not wanting to talk. You understood the hint- keeping quiet as you took care of his wound- making sure to clean it properly. "i know this must have been told you a thousand times, but I am saying this neverthless: this is going to sting-" you chuckled softly.

"And by the way, l.T" you begun while pressing the alcohol on his wound with a soft cotton pat- earning a slight hiss from him that was muffled by his balaklava

"i am glad that you're back safe, sir." you said with a small nod to yourself, trying to show him that you are grateful for what he does- because you were-

You couldn't see how his sharp eyes softened up a bit.

"Stupid." you muttered while pressing your eyes shut. The Whiskey long forgotten and abandoned next to your frustrated form.

Maybe you were a bit overdramatic. Maybe. But you felt shitty neverthless. Even today. You hadn't talked with Ghost since a week. Always deeply buried in work and stress- so was he- and having no chance to secretely meet up nor talk to each other.

it made you sick.

you missed him.. pretty much

the last messages exchanged by the two of you just were things about work.

You were so excited to finally see him again. That the two of you have time today, but it was all for nothing in the end of it. You felt pathetic for being empty without him. Not happy.

A knock on your door shook you out of your trance- rolling your eyes in response, slugging tiredly to your door and opening it. You still had some hope in him. Hoping that he would be standing there if you opened your eyes. Apologizing for dumping you.

"Hey. How are you?" You heard Johnny say with a small smile. Your hope crushed under your dissapointment and tiredness. Sight getting blurry and not having the strength to meet his eyes- your gaze glued to his knees- your hair in a messybun- it didnt looked cute nor pretty. Just ugly.

"Hey, hey it's okay." Soap said with a slight nervous voice, seeing your glassy eyes and sad state. He quickly hugged you, burrying your head into his firm chest- your hands tightening in the back of his jacket, letting the salty tears free.

Johnny didnt asked what happened- knowing that Ghost dumped you sometimes-leading to you always crying. You loved Simon for sure and Soaps heart broke a bit, seeing you so sad over and over again. And all he could do was watch and pray you would recover again.

The same thing you always do while patching somebody up.

The two of you stood in your doorframe for some time- your sobs and his low praises filled the dark silence of your room. Soap being a good friend and lending you a shoulder to cry on. Inside his mind he made sure to do it tomorrow.

He made sure to tell Ghost that he forgot your birthday again.

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piggycyberwarrior · 9 months

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What's like to date Manjiro 'Mikey' Sano Pt.2

Summary: what's like to date that smol monkey. a/n: Request are openn and I love you all Note: Well the first post kinda blew up so imma drop a second part.

Warnings: childish!mikey; i didnt proof read; mentions of beating somebody (not detailed)

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I think Mikey is a kind of childish boy when it comes to you. He is just a Teenager and I mean Teenagers are immature..

but lets get started!

Well so Mikey loves and i mean LOVES talking about you. Draken is fr sometimes annoyed that his friend is always talking about you... let me explain.

So they are in school or do something where you arent with them and Mikey just has this lovesick expression on his face and tells his friends how adorable you are in your sleep or some other TOTALLY RANDOM things that come out of pocket like:

"Y/n made me breakfast today, they are such an Angle and deserve the world and I just love them so muu-" he eventually stops when he sees that his friends are kinda overwhelmed with his storys.

Also he friggin' buys or collects random things to gift them to you.

ESPECIALLY if he was very busy the last days. and i am telling the truth that this boy is going crazy because of you. And I mean the good cray cray.

Like they are outside or doing some shit like beating people and he sees a nice flower or something like that and just friggin' STOPS what he was doing to get that thing/flower.

He got some weird stares from his gang members as he was beating some dude and then just fr stopped to pick up a random flower, handing it to Draken and then contiue beating the Person... like are you okay, Mikey??

BUT i have to say that the tiny monkey is not that good in comforting people. Sorry... i mean somebody had to break the news.

Don't get me wrong like he loves you to the Moon and back and seeing you sad rips his heart out and twisting it tillit breaks and he really tries helping you. But it isnt enough. He is a bit overwhelmed seeing you crying or even injured, having a panic attack or bad anxiety. He is torn between helping you or beating the thing or person that caused you harm.

Thats why he is sometimes glued to the ground. He needs to decide what to do. But if he tries to comfort you he is kinda lacking of the right words. His Mind just goes pop and everything is blank. ANd because thats not helping he tries to do the other option. Finding the person that caused you harm, taking care of them and calling your friends, bacause they know how to comfort you.

But you can expect cuddles in bed with him apologizing as if it was a prayer. "So sorry, Y/n.. so sorry, sorry." he says to you hoping you forgive him for not comforting you. I mean you need to forgive this cutie. He did everything he could to help you.... better than nothing.

WHEN I TELL YOU THIS! MAN! IS! SUCH! A! CHILD! like he would pout if you have a girls night planned when he has some time for you.

He legit clings onto you, not wanting you to go. You just laugh the whole time thinking his childish act is cute. But not only then! *author is sighing*

Draken often called you, telling you that Mikey is throwing a tantrum, because he dont wanna eat lunch without you. Draken kind of begged you to come to them as fast as possible or he is going to kill himself. Draken = Dramaqueen Numero 2

of course you made your way over to them, mikey sat at the table not touching his food that Draken made him. As he saw you, his and Drakens eyes lit up. Mikey was happy seeing you and Draken was also happy not having to deal with his immense childish act when you werent around.

"Thank god you are there...." Draken mumbled as you laughed.

I have to say that Mikey CAN be serious around you. But he doesnt wanna sometimes. BUT when you ask him to be serious, because you wanna tell him something important, he is listening like he never did something else. I mean you always listen patiently when he rants about his life. So he just sits and listens when you need him.

Man's 100% relieable. You can trust him with your life. He would die for you... i am not joking with that. Also if you ask him to do you a favor, like going grocery shopping or helping you babysit your siblings he would gladly do that. Even postponing a gang meeting... Husband material.. i am just saying.

Also Loyal as f^ck... like he isnt even looking at other people.. like for real. He would just ignore them when those randos are trying to flirt with him. "i have a s/o." he just coldly says and then he just does whatever he was doing before. He is SOOO ANNOYED AT PEOPLE THAT TRY AND FLIRT WITH HIM... he isnt even hiding his disgusted expression. So no reason to be jealous.

But boy HE gets jealous of every! little! thing!

"thank you very much!" you bowed politely at the staff member telling you where some product is located. Immediately Mikey grabs your hand and glares at the staff member. later at home you confronted him. "i didnt liked, how he was flirting with you." he said with a pout. "He told me where the toothpaste was." i said confused.

You know the meme ?

"You are the most jealous man I know.." - "You know other men?"

Jup definitely your relationship dynamic......just sayingg

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piggycyberwarrior · 10 months

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TR- what it’s like to date Manjiro ‘Mikey’ Sano

Summary: what it’s like to date him!!

Requested: nooope..

warnings: none.. well i didnt proof read that shit ....

characters: Mikey

a/n: sorry for being offline for so long I had a tough time but i am backkkk. Make sure to drink enough water!!! love you all. Request are open btw XD

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To be honest... Mikey is touch starved. that's a fact. He had lost so many people and meeting you was one of the best things that could have happened to him. You picked up his pieces over and over again and put them back together. Very carefully with a lot of love... and Dorayaki.

When he finally had the courage to tell you how he felt, he was so nervous... poor baby. He didn't want you to reject him because then he wouldn't be able to look you in the eye anymore. when you said that you like him too, he was so relieved. three words: bone crushing hugs.

Mike would make a great boyfriend. Sure, it's a little exhausting sometimes to see his people following you around on your lunch break and he always has someone checking up on you, but you know he's only doing it to protect you and with that in mind it's easier to be accompanied by gang members.

CUDDLES! I can't say it enough. Mikey kind of loves to touch you? (Definitely has a thing for thighs) so it's only understandable that he's always glued to you (I mean have you seen him with ken-chin???) it’s even worse with you. He's like a little kid. Always grinning and always wanting to hold your hand.

I think Mikey has nothing against PDA. He would kiss you in the middle of thousands of people or make out with you if he wanted to.(draken told him that if you were embarrassed about his actions, he should take that into account, so now he would hold back in public if you were uncomfortable with showing affection in puplic.

. Would definitely and I mean definitely! tackle you if you were careless... you'd just walk around the living room and poof! you'd be on the couch with an almost sleeping Mikey on top of you.

I think Mikey is someone who also likes to be held. So either he's lying on top of you with his face pressed into your chest and his hair wildly splayed over your nose so you have to hold back a sneeze or two. His arms wrapped tightly around your middle. Or he would like to lie on your lap and put your hand in his hair again and again when you stop playing with it.

would love it if you would ride his bike with him at night. It's always so quiet and peaceful at that time. just you, him and his bike.

also a huge fan of lazy make outs! when you just got up and see that gorgeous blonde boy looking at you and grinning lazy “good morning baby~” he hummed as his lips ghosted only an inch away from yours. You smiled happily “Morning bubs. Slept well?” you asked as you stared at his pretty lips. “Y’know I always sleep good when you’re with me” he smiled as he cupped your cheeks and pressed a tired kiss on your lips. “I love u” he whispered as he kissed you again. Your lips moving in sync with his. Matching his slow rythym and inviting his tounge as it licked your sugary lips. “I love you too, Darling” oh how he loved that nickname when you said it a little bit breathless like that.

If you have siblings (it doesn’t matter how old they are) he tries to get along with them. Playing princess with your little sister or playing video games with your brothers. Even joining the gambling night were your whole family attends. There he sees a new side of you. A simple game easily turns into war with you.

he enjoys seeing you living your best life. If you’re happy he is happy too. Anyway he expects you to accept his family too. And with family I mean emma and his gang. Escpecially draken... but that shouldn’t be a problem. You’re friends with ken-chin.

WILL call you things like “Y/n-chin” or “baby” even things like “Potato” or “doll”,”Mouse” and so on. I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING WHEN I SAY YOU THAT THIS! MAN! LOVES! AND I MEAN LOVES!!! WHEN YOU CALL HIM OLD FASHIONED OR DUMB NICKNAMES!!!!! hit that bish with things like “Darling”, “love” “bubs” “beloved” “cutie” “Pizza face” “Chippy” “gentleman” I could continue for HOURS.

“hey darling could you go grocery shopping with me?... I am buying you some dorayaki too” he hoped you would not see the blush adorning his face as he listened to your voice full of love for him

if someone EVER tried to mess with you ohohohoooo (they’re dead or beaten till they cant walk anymore :)

baby if you are insecure... i’m sorry but that boy won’t have a CLUEEE unless you directly tell him... he is just a precious baby that loves everything about you so he wouldn’t ever think about the fact that you dont like your body or something else about yourself. But if you were the one to tell him he would be SOOOOOOO supportive of you. always cheering you on when going to the gym or kissing every imperfection, scar or stretchmark (you are beautiful bubs, i love you) and telling you how much he loves you

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piggycyberwarrior · 1 year

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Arcane!Ekko with a s/o that has panic attacks.

a/n: I wanted to say that i am aware that there are different panic attacks, but since i have some myself, i will describe them like mine are too (if not explicitly requested). but i don't think i specified a trigger in the headcanon, since everyone has different ones. enjoy!

please send me request! i love them and i appreciate comments!

Inludes: ekko

genre: hurt/comfort??

Warnings: Panik attacks, hyperventilation, crying, use of curse words, no proof read.

Ekko:

ekko would probably also panic if he saw you like this. but he would be right by your side. always!

he would try to get you breathing properly again when you were hyperventilating.

besides, he would try to distract you. Can you tell me what apple backwards means? what is 50 - 23?

if you need rest after a panic attack, he won't talk unless its in a appropriate situation.If you want to watch a movie with him or if you want him to tell you any stories, he’s happy to do i

he wont ask questions either!

He can imagine how distressing it can be when you're peppered with awkward questions, so he'd wait for you to tell him and if you didnt, that's perfectly fine with him.

Either way, he would always be with you and help you

poor baby is totally shocked when you had your panic attack. He came back from a mission and the first thing he saw was a hyperventilating Y/n on the floor next to your shared bed.

Tears streamed down your face in little streams and dripped onto the floor. You didn't bother to wipe them away. Breath in short staccato rythym.

Too short.

Your vision went dim- fuck it, you couldn't even see. a tornado of fear and panic swirled inside you. you felt light headed and dizzy.

little hiccups jerked through your body as you tried to sway back and forth, wrapped in your own arms

"Fuck!" hissed ekko as he dropped his bag and rushed from the doorway straight to you. "Firefly? oh god." he took a deep breath. it took an extreme amount for him not to panic at the sight of you.

"Y/n, look at me, hey hey everything is fine. i'm here-fuck i'm sorry."

He knelt down next to you and pulled you to him. You could feel the exhaustion and the trace of wood and autumn leaves, a scent of oil that stuck to him while working on his inventions.

"Breathe with me ok. In and out." He showed you a few times. Took your hand and put it on his chest

"Ok do you see anything....green here?" he tried to distract you. "no." "oh come on baby." he said with a pout as he took your face in his hand and placed a kiss on your nose. "it's alright, you don't have to do this." you mumbled as you put your hand on his. "I'm sorry I wasn't there when it started." he grumbled. you leaned against his chest. "you did help me. i'm fine. thanks mister man." you couldn't help but giggle at the nickname. Ekko's mouth twisted into a small grin and a laugh escaped his throat.

"can we cuddle?" you asked after some time. "sure." ekko helped you up - your legs were still pretty wobbly and your whole body felt like ants were walking on it, but in the end you were lying in your big cuddly bed with ekko next to you, lying with your head on him. "I love you y/n" "I love me too." you said with a grin. He pinched your side. you squeaked "Hey! it was a joke ok? I love you too! Jerk!" "you should have thought of that before."

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piggycyberwarrior · 1 year

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Silco x reader / how he would react if you did not say i love you back as a prank

Summary: how Silco would react if you did not say i love you back as a prank (maybe a part two -with other character- if asked)

Includes: Silco

Warnings: Silco is a little bit insecure, i don't know what genre this should be in...

a/n: the gender of y/n is not specified in the headcanons

oh and it would make me very happy if you send me requests, love you all!

You must have pretty good acting skills and a lot of courage to pull off this prank on Silco...

He would lie in bed with you, your hand in his hair, his head on your chest a moment of weakness on his side

His day was busy as usual, he wanted to be with you. To lose himself in the warmth and melt your heartbeat together with his.

He had long lost control over his body when you pressed a small kiss on his cheek - a signal that he should lie down with you and take a break.

"I love you, Y/N" he said with his beautiful voice, pressing a small kiss on your collarbone

"Mhm." you said as you began to braid a small strand of his hair

he held his breath for a moment. Had you not been listening properly? Or did you not mean the 'mhm' how he interpreted it?

he couldn't help but be a little hurt

He wondered briefly why you hadn't answered, until he asked again with a little emphasis: "I love you, Y/n."

"I know." you humed, ok it was definitely a little weird.

fear bubbled up inside him. didn't you love him? were you like his previous partners - just with him because of his power?

no, you had already sacrificed so much for him. he should not draw such quick conclusions

He propped himself up with his arms and looked you in the eyes. "Are you okay?" you asked with innocence in your eyes, as if you had not just committed the greatest crime on earth.

“I love you, Y/n” he grumbled with vigor. He stared at you waiting for your answer.

“Why do you keep saying that? I know you love me!" you laughed

He growled and stood up, straightening his hair by stroking it backward

you had to hold yourself together not to laugh on the spot but when he got up and walked away you forgot about the bet you had made with one of your friends

"Nooooo Baaaabyyy! I'm sorry! I love you too! I love you tooooo!!!

you laughed as you also jumped up from the bed and ran after him.

you hugged him as he stopped at the door

"I'm so sorry, I love you." you whispered lovingly as you pressed a kiss to his scar.

he relaxed under your touch and sighed once before he put his arms around you

"Don't ever do that again. You scared me."

"i'm sorry..." you mumbled. as you took his face in your hands

"I thought..." he fell silent. "What did you think?" you asked anxiously.

“My previous partners were only with me because of my power but found me repulsive. You were the first to sacrifice so much for me, but just now I couldn't help but think 'what if'"

I... I'm so sorry" tears pooling at your eyes "It was a stupid prank. (friend name) talked me into it..."

your eyes lit up "I'll make it up to you! I'll give you lots of hugs!And kisses! And cuddles!“you said energetically

silco just chuckled. "do that, love"

#leauge of legends silco x reader #arcane sildo x reader #arcane silco imagines #arcane imagines #arcane writing #arcane headcanons #silco x reader angst fluff #arcane silco headcanons

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piggycyberwarrior · 1 year

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Arcane Characters x reader- when your sick

Summary: How will the arcane characters react when you are sick?

Includes: Ekko, Vi, Caitlyn

a/n: !!Reader is a kind of medic!! and not thaaat sick (just a cold), but its cute

Warnings: no proof, medicine, talking about an amputated leg, fire

Ekko:

You are something like a medic for the firelight

That means you are very important (of course you are)

You help sick people. No matter what age. Children, adults, even your boyfriend. So once you were sick, not only ekko but also everyone else panicked.

The firelights tried not to get huge cuts, burns, and even gunshot wounds on missions, so you could recover in peace.

You were the only one who knew about medicine or how to sew a wound in the right way, you saved many lives so everyone tried to help you. (Even if it was just a cold).

ekko handed over missions to Scar to take care of you. He had learned a few tricks from Vander and Vi when one of them was injured or sick.

He brought you soup or played video games with you in bed

he was hardened to colds so he also lay down with you and tried to get you to fall asleep.... which didn't work so well. The stuffy nose made your head feel weird.

“Did you know that any bookmark worth more than a dollar is a waste of money, because you could just use the dollar?” you asked with your eyes closed when Ekko thought you had finally fallen asleep.

"Gaaah!" he growled annoyed as he threw his pillow on your head. This was now the fourth failed attempt to get you to sleep

"Hey! I'm sick" you grumbled. He stared at you. You stared back. Silence

"are oranges called oranges because they are orange or is orange called orange because oranges are orange ?"

“Y/n! Sleep! Now!”

even if he tries hard to get you to sleep (and you end up falling asleep during a movie), he still tries to make everything perfect.

You also try to please everyone when they are injured. Hell you even amputated someone's leg right at a battlefield because one of the Firelights almost died. you were afraid yourself

he would also steal something like chocolate for you or would cut you some fruit (such a dear boy)

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Vi:

vi spoils you like a little child when you are sick.

She does everything for you.

You want to get a glass of water from the kitchen? Nu uh, she will get it for you!

you would lie in bed all day if it were up to her. You want to eat? She brings you something. You want to reach for the thermometer? She grabs it and takes your temperature.

You don't actually have to do anything. Well, almost nothing.

"Cupcake? What is paracetamol? Caitlyn says you should take some when you have a fever," she said as she combed through the many boxes in the cupboard. For being a Medic, you were pretty good with pills and medicine - you had to be.

You stood up and staggered to her, she wanted to object, but you pressed a kiss on her cheek. "I can take care of myself Vi, it's sweet that you do that, but I can go to the bathroom by myself" you giggled at the memory that Vi even wanted to carry you to the bathroom.

"i know.... still I want to do as much for you as I can.... so, what is paracetamol?" "It's a tablet that brings down a fever.... here this is the package."

since then she tries not to be so overcautious. You were right. You could take care of yourself - you are strong.

Still, she tries to take most of it off your hands. You had patched her up when she came home with bloody fists and a swollen cheek too.

"I love you, sweetie." you whispered as Vi helped you change the cold washcloth on your forehead

She briefly stopped what she was doing. Then a smile crept onto her face. She quickly leaned down to you and pressed a small kiss on your lips

"Vi! You're getting sick!!" She falls on top of you. "I don´t care" she murmured.

You sighed.

“I love you too, cupcake.”

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Caitlyn:

I think she would be a little sad? I’ll explain

She would be sad to see you suffering, staring out the window- you longed to go outside but are too exhausted to get up.

She would try to visit you more often or bring you to her.

After her shift she would come straight to you (if you were with her she would tell some servant to bring you some soup)

if you were at your house she would either bring you one or try to cook one herself, most of the time however, the first option.

You don't let her in your kitchen anymore as she almost set the whole house on fire once...you still make fun of her...(she doesn't say anything because she likes your laughter)

she would ask around, since she hadn't gotten sick that often, what was the best thing to do when you had a fever, what to eat and what not to blah blah blah.

she even borrowed books from the library

At the end of the day she could tell you all about Vitamines and meds as if you didn't already know it.

ahem?????

who was the medic here again?

she brought you tangerines and apples, pears and also tea.

well she did her job very well in any case

after you got better she got sick and now you could take care of her

#caitlyn x sick! reader #vi x Sick! reader #ekko x sick!reader #arcane imagines #arcane writing #leauge of legends imagine #leauge of legends headcanons #arcane ekko x reader #arcane vi x reader #arcane caitlyn x reader #arcane fluff

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piggycyberwarrior · 1 year

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Arcane characters with a foreign s/o that swears/talks in their mother language when they are upset.

Summary: Arcane characters with a foreign s/o that swears or talks in their mother language when they are upset.

a/n: Daily reminder that I love you, darling!!

Warnings: mentions of swearing

includes: Vi, Ekko, Victor, Mel

Vi:

Vi finds it very amusing when you are angry or upset and then just start cursing in your native language

Especially if you do it in front of others. She is laughing her head off while others are just confused.

is still a little intimidated when you curse because of something she screwed up.

Ekko:

I think Ekko would tease you with it.

In any case, he finds it extremely hot when you insult others in another language because it sounds totally badass.

Whenever you curse because of something that has upset you, he smirks slyly.

I think he would ask you if you could teach him a few words in your native language.

Victor:

I think he would be fascinated if you mumbled in your native language when a prototype of your invention didn't work out.

He would also ask you if you can teach him some words or customs of your country.

He would also try to learn your language and ask you if you can speak it more often

Mel:

I think Mel would be on high alert, because she knows something has happened if you were mumbling in that unknown language.

She would try to find the problem and solve it.

Still, she finds it very fascinating and could listen to you for hours.

She asks you what words like "love" or "I love you" mean in your native language.

She is surprisingly good at pronunciation

#arcane imagine #arcane ekko x reader fluff #arcane mel x reader #arcane vi x reader #arcane victor x reader #leauge of legends imagine #leauge of legends writing/ headcanons #arcane headcanons

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piggycyberwarrior · 1 year

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how would the arcane caracters react if you cry in an argument //HC

Summary: how would the arcane caracters react if you cry in an argument?

Includes: Ekko, Silco

a/n: No proof read, have fun reading and dont be shy requesting, I love request.

Ekko:

Well, it happened in a bad argument

You had a fight because he didn't seem to understand that he should take care of himself and that you were worried about him.

"Don't you understand?" he was almost shouting "I am the leader of the Firelights! I can't play it safe while my allies risk their lives and die in battle! I don't have time for this!"

"I'm just worried about you, Ekko. If you would just be a little more carefu-" "If you wouldn't be so childish, we wouldn't be arguing right now!" "You know that's not true!"

“oh fuck off! You just don't want me to go because you don't want me to be out with the others!”

"What are you talking about! I don't care about that. I just don't want you to die!" Now you were desperately screaming with thick tears running down your cheek and leaving red streaks on your face

He wouldn't listen to you. He just pushed you away and didn't seem to care about your feelings. But you did care about him. Just the thought that he would die someday on a mission turned your stomach in an unpleasant way.

your suppressed sobs filled the now silent room

only now he seemed to notice your tears- his eyes widened slightly

"Shit, Firefly I-I'm sorry. I- I didn't mean to make you cry. Shit. Forgive me.

The boy stuttered in panic as he tried to gently wipe your tears from your face.

"I'm sorry, I really am." he whispered as he spread little kisses all over your face. little 'I love you's' after each kiss

you scrunched your nose and mumbled "I just don't want you to get hurt. I know what you do is important, but every time you leave, I'm afraid you won't come back. That's scares me.

“’m sorry, Firefly.” he said after he kissed you on the nose.

"I try to be more careful. It's just that as a leader, I can't play it safe. Everyone relies on me."

"I know," you sighed as you pressed your face into his chest.

"Come on I'll make it up to you." he said with a smile as he picked you up and threw you on the bed.

you shrieked when he did that. "Here comes the tickle monster! Gaaahhh!!!"

A few hours later you two were lying in bed. Legs tangled together. Your head was on his chest.

"Babe?" asked Ekko since you two hadn't talked in a while. "Mmm, Noodle Doodle?" he chuckled.

Slowly he turned to you till you were facing each other. His breath over your lips.

A quick kiss- "I love you, Y/n" "Mhm, I love me too." he pinched your side. "Ouch, I'm kidding! I love you too big baby."

Silco:

He's a busy man, everybody knows that.

so it was clear that he missed dates or couldn't spend as much time with you as he did sitting at his desk writing papers

but sometimes it looked like he liked the paperwork more than he liked you

And when he missed your anniversary, something inside you burst. And before you knew it, razor-sharp words flew between the two of you.

"I'm just saying you should spend a little more time with me! Hell, you even missed our anniversary!"

"It's just a day like any other! Don't be so resentful. I just have to work a lot not like you! Why do you think I am where I am right now!"

"I don't want you to give up all your work! I just want maybe one hour with my boyfriend! It would be enough if you would sleep in my room, but hell you always fall asleep on your desk!" you said with a raised voice.

it was too much for you. Couldn't he understand? Couldn't he sacrifice even a few minutes for you, was that too much to ask? angry tears pooling in your eyes

he straightened up, trying to strengthen his dominance.

"Fine!" you snorted, walking past him. If he didn't want your company, you wouldn't bother him. Silco sighed, "Y/n-" too late, because you slammed the door to his office and ran into your room.

Hours passed. Silco was not looking for you. It was better that way. You looked terrible. Red eyes, a runny nose, tousled hair and a damn headache.

At some point Sevika came to look for you.

"you look like shit." "Mhm" "Ok what happened?" "Nothing." "I'll talk to him."

she went to him and told him no matter what kind of fight you had, you should end it and that it bothers everyone

silco just sighed and stroked his hair back.

Sevika was right, he knew that. He himself noticed how his thoughts drifted to you, his concentration dwindled.

He let himself sink back into his chair. It did not help. He has to talk to you.

You were lying under your thick blanket when a firm knock broke the silence

The door was opened and Silco entered the darkness of your room

"Y/n-" "What do you want?" you said somewhat briskly with a hoarse voice from all the crying.

Your back turned to him

He sat down on your bed, his weight made the mattress dip a bit

"Love, look at me” you turned around

His breath caught a little when he saw your red eyes. Had it really affected you that much? When he thought about it, he had really acted a bit coldly.

He exhaled a deep puff of air and put his cold hand on your puffy face

"I'm sorry darling. I didn't pay attention to your feelings and reacted coldly. That was childish of me. I know how much that means to you. and i hope i can make it up to you for the missed anniversary”

"Even if it's just a day like any other?" you said with a raised brow

“I'm sorry I said that, I didn't mean it" he whispered and pressed a kiss on your forehead

"Mhmmmmm you have to make it up to me with 100- no 1000 kisses. And I want cuddles." you command in a childish demanor

“Everything you want darling.”

#ekko x reader angst/fluff #silco x reader angst fluff #leauge of legends imagine #leauge of legends writing #arcane ekko x reader #arcane silco x reader #arcane angst to fluff #arcane crying in an argument

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piggycyberwarrior · 1 year

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What nicknames the Arcane characters would give you //HC

Summary: What nicknames the Arcane Characters would give you. And what nicknames you would give them

Includes: Ekko, Vi, Silco, Jinx

a/n: Jinx’ is a little short. Daily reminder that your special and I love youu

Warnings: none

Ekko:

I think he would stick with the normal couple names like babe, baby ect.

but he would also call you "firefly" or "sunshine" when you are alone.

You on the other hand.... hehehe.....

“Hey Mister Man! Do you need anything? I'm going grocery shopping now."

“What?”

“I. Am. going. grocery. shopping. do. you. need. something, cookie kiss?”

you call him names like: “Macho Mack”, “Noodle doodle”, “Nutter butter” “cutie patootie” (last ones my fav)

Sometimes he just chuckles from the hilarious nicknames, but he loves them. Also that you are so creative about that.

Vi:

it is logical that vi calls you cupcake or sweet cheeks.

that's what she had called you even before you were together

i think vi is with someone who holds her back when she gets into another fight

like a mother figure (my opinion...)

So I think that she likes it when you call her nicknames like: “sweetie”, “Blub”, or “Pumpkin”

“Hey Love, could you pass me the salt please?” “mhmmm, if I get a kiss.” she slyly said. you chuckled. “Of course sweetie.”

Silco:

Silco, silco, silco.

He would definitely call you names like: beloved, darling or love (i want thaattttt!!)

he started it when you accidentally hurt yourself once and he patched you up-

"this is going to hurt a little bit, darling." "What, what did you call me?" “Darling?”

Y/n EXE. has stopped working.

“Love why is your nose bleeding? Here, a tissue.” silco said concerned

;)

until then, you didn't think he would use nicknames. he was always so serious. So you started doing that too

“Mhmmm.” groaned silco pleasantly as you played with his hair.

“I love you, Handsome.” God you dont know how much he loves hearing that from you.

Jinx:

jinx would give you some crazy nicknames

Pudding Pop, cuddly-wuddly, snookums everything out of the ordinary

“Snookums? Ah here you are! Look what I found!!” she giggled as she showed you what she found on a mission.

“Mhm? Oh thats cool, Ducky!”

you, on the other hand, like to call her names like: Ducky, Bee, Birdie.

She really likes them and is deeply offended when you call her by her real name.

No shit, She then sulks like a toddler

#arcane imagines #arcane Vi #arcane jinx #arcane silco #arcane ekko #arcane headcanons #arcane fluff #leauge of legends imagine #leauge of legends headcanons #ekko x reader nicknames #vi x reader nicknames #silco x reader nicknames #jinx x reader nicknames

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Alone without you //HC

Summary: Lance x fem!Reader; Keith x fem!Reader What happens when the Paladins had to leave their s/o and see them years later on earth again?

a/n: here is a reminder that I love youuu!! Also my friend requested this sooo lets gooo

warnings: Lance is a little bit OCC, No proof read

Lance:

Okayyy so we all saw that Lance was very homesick, am I right?

He missed his family and of course his S/o.

You were the best thing that happened to him

when he felt like the fifth wheel, he wanted to be in your arms again

my poor bby

He never gave up hope coming back to you

But then stupid slav told him the percentage chance his girlfriend probably has someone else since she thinks he's dead

That shattered his whole world

He thought all the time: do you have someone else, why should you wait for him

his self-esteem was in the basement. way down deep.

As the years went by, the pain became a little more bearable. His broken heart was covered with fake smiles

when he was on his way to earth with the others, he was nervous. he hadn't even said goodbye. would you still accept him?

Please do it, my heart 😭

you in turn had hope again since holt came back to earth. but now it's about war.

you as a medic had to rescue injured people. that was your job at the garrison. you had to accompany dying people day and night. had to comfort families.(poor you)

when the paladins finally arrived with the alien ship, you went straight for Lance. but you couldn't go to him as he had to go straight to a meeting

(again poor you)

when the meeting was finally over, he saw you. his eyes wide open. tears in them

„Y-Y/n" he stuttered with a shaky voice. immediately you hugged him "i missed you, you idiot" you whispered into his shoulder.

All these years he was afraid that you had left him, but you waited for him. He didn't deserve you.

Now he was tearing up again but dont let him know I said that..-

lance buried his head in your neck "i missed you too y/n"

He definitely had to spend this day with you.

And all the other days

And the rest of his life.

Keith:

Soooo..

Keith is a "tough" guy who is kind of, well brash with everyone.

Shiro had tried for a long time to get that out of his thick skull but without results.

So when THE Keith got a girlfriend, Shiro couldn't believe it at first.

You made Keith weak - the man could see that very clearly.

So he also saw the gentler Keith turn back into the old Keith when they were all together in space.

The mullet head seemed to miss you, even if he didn't show it.

Shiro tried to talk to him about it, but he didn't go in for that kind of talk.

He could hardly hide his happiness when the earth was in sight again. cough cough The right one this time..😶

will you notice that he has grown? Would you be happy to see him again? He was sure you'll like Kosmo. No, didn't you have an allergy to dogs? Well, Kosmo was a space wolf after all...

he thought as he flew with the others into the milky way

Panic spread across his face when he saw what the Galra had done to the people on Earth.

You weren't a cadet on the garrison, were you dead? Or captured?

Just like Hunk, he wanted to find his family- you

At some point, a radio message reached Garrison. A faint voice announced that many people were being held as slaves in a Galra cruiser. They had to build devices and their schematics.

Keith would have recognized the voice anywhere. It was yours. Immediately he wanted to start a rescue maneuver

But! Of course, the commissioner first had to have more information from the unknown voice.

mhmp! I dont like her

you had actually managed to build a communicator, clever you

At some point, the Paladins were allowed to go on the rescue mission!!!! Yayyyy

It was loud and many screams of frightened people.

you yourself crouched in your cell and waited for the Garrison to arrive, not knowing that your boyfriend was back on earth.

When your cell opened, you tried to squeeze yourself even further into the corner

"y/n?" whispered a familiar voice. You slowly looked up. Your eyes grew wide in shock.

“Keith?” you said with a hoarse voice

Quickly he ran towards you and crouched in front of you. Thick tears ran from your still shocked face.

"You, you...how- what?! you're missed! Why are you here! I-"

You stumbled over your words

“Shhh. Shh I’m here Y/n. You are fine, I’m here muffin.” He said lovingly squishing your cheeks.

I know it's a lot. I'll explain when we get out of here. Oh god I missed you." he said as he gave you a kiss on the forehead.

“I missed you too.”

#keith kogane imagine #lance imagine #Voltron imagine #Voltron headcanons #fluff voltron #fem!Readet #Voltron Wrtiting #Voltron Paladins #Voltron Red Paladin #Voltron Black paladin #keith kogane x reader leaving on earth #lance x reader leaving them on earth

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