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paradoxsoar · 20 days
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paradoxsoar · 5 months
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自分を残さなくてはならないという焦燥感に駆られる事も 現実から逃れようと必死に蠢く事も もう何もかもピンとこなくなってしま
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paradoxsoar · 5 months
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僕の願いなど 君が見てくれるだけ…それだけで
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paradoxsoar · 5 months
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止血の前に聞け 傍観者よ これは異ゆえの罰であり これが悪という証明にはならない
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paradoxsoar · 6 months
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@sklphith
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paradoxsoar · 7 months
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HYMENs 黒色乙女
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paradoxsoar · 7 months
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僕達はもう自らを消費して得る鈍痛のようなグレーのときめきにしか価値を見出せない
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paradoxsoar · 8 months
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僕らのモラトリアム
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paradoxsoar · 8 months
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how much do i have to suffer until i can change? how long do i have to cry until i can be saved? i don't even know where i belong
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paradoxsoar · 9 months
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何億回+愛してる
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paradoxsoar · 9 months
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𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔫𝔢𝔱 𝔤𝔦𝔯𝔩 ✧˖⌖꙳
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paradoxsoar · 10 months
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english & romanji lyrics below cut
(Yuuri) Tweeting the words (Zera/Yuuri) “Let me hear your thoughts as they are” (Zera) That’s what was suggested It’s not like that, it’s fine
(Tamaki) Why, why, why, why, why (Kiru) Sick, sick, sick, sick, why
(Renge) It doesn’t matter how deep I cut I can’t even die (Kamite) Too much time on my hands, useless thoughts fill my head Living is unthinkable 
(Nier) I know, I know Because We’re all the same, after all.
(Tamaki) Bathing, bathroom, and eating Even breathing (Yuuri) It’s all exhausting My
(Nier/Yuuri/Zera/Renge) Brain is burnt out In a state of disintegration Internal overdose Up until now, I should have been happy
(Kamite/Tamaki/Kiru) But now Quickly, quickly, quickly, I want to disappear  Always, always, always want to die Everything is monochrome
(Nier) Life is a pain in the ass
(Yuuri) Standing outside the yellow line (Kamite) Girls, line up single file (Renge) Holding hands, on three!
(Tamaki) On the platform, on top of the building (Kiru) In the bathroom, in the love hotel (Zera) In the car, in the ocean (Nier) Both obsession and grudges
(Renge) Which one would be the least troublesome?
(Nier/Yuuri/Zera/Kamite) My brain has always been infected Emotional breakdown Declaring “SOS” Up until now, I should have been happy
(Tamaki/Renge/Kiru) But now Everything, everything, everything is so unpleasant I want to quit it all Charisma, help me (Kamite) Life is such a pain in the ass
(Everyone) Zero, Five, Seven, Zero, Zero, Six, Four, Five, Five, Six (Suicide prevention line) x3
(Tamaki) I don’t want to die, I don’t want to live Tightening the noose and hoping the morning doesn’t come (Kiru) But, Why, why, why do I wake up I’m so depressed like this All I want is to disappear 
(Nier/Yuuri/Zera/Renge) I’m sure my brain is destroyed Emotional breakdown “A manic depressive roller-coaster” I wish the brakes would stop
(Kamite/Tamaki/Kiru) But, Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I want to live But I also, also, also want to die Are we selfish?
(Zera) Life is a pain in the ass
(Yuuri) Aoi tori ni naguri kakeba (Yuuri / Zera) "Anata no omoi o sonomama kikasete” (Zera) Go teian sarete Sonna n janakute kekkō nandesu
(Tamaki) Nande nande nande nande nande (Kiru) Yande yande yande yande nande (Renge) Dore dake fukaku kittatte Daitai wa shinenai koto mo (Kamite) Himada to yokei na koto shika Kangae tsukanai ikimono datte
(Nier) Shitteru shitteru Datte Minna issho minna issho datte (Tamaki) O furo mo toire gohan mo Iki o suru koto sae mo (Yuuri) Zenbu ni tsukaremashita Watashi
(Nier/Yuuri/Zera/Renge) Zutto nōnai dansen Jōtai hōkai Tainai overdose Sakki made wa waraeteita hazunanoni
(Kamite/Tamaki/Kiru) Mō Sugu ni sugu ni sugu ni kietai tte Itsumo itsumo itsumo shinitai tte Monokuro ni narukara
(Nier) Ikiru no wa mendōkusaina
(Yuuri) Kīroi sen sotogawa tatte (Kamite) Onnanoko ichi retsu narande (Renge) Te o tsunaidara isse no se
(Tamaki) Hōmu mo biru no ue mo (Kiru) Yokushitsu rabuhoteru mo (Zera) Shachū mo umi no naka mo (Nier) Shūnen mo onnen mo
(Renge) Dorenara meiwaku kakenaito?
(Nier/Yuri/Zera/Kamite) Zutto nōnai kansen Kanjō hōkai Sengen “SOS” Sakki made wa waraeteita hazunanoni
(Tamaki/Renge/Kiru) Mō Zenbu zenbu zenbu fuyukai tte Nanimo kamo o subete yametai tte Tasukete yo karisuma
(Kamite) Ikiru no wa mendōkusaina
(Everyone) Zero, go, nana, zero, zero, roku, yon, go, go, roku (Inochi no denwa) x3
(Tamaki) Shinitai n janai ikitakunaino Kubiwa tsuketa mama asa ga konakereba to (Kiru) Demo Nande nande nande me ga samete Konna konna konna kanashikutte Kietaku naru no ka
(Nier/Yuuri/Zera/Renge) Kitto nōnai zenkai Kanjō hōkai “Jetto soūtsu kōsutā” Burēki ga kowarete shimaeba yoinoni
(Kamite/Tamaki/Kiru) Demo Tama ni tama ni tama ni ikitai tte Yappa yappa yappa shinitai tte Watashitachi wagamama?
(Zera) Ikiru no wa mendōkusaina
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paradoxsoar · 10 months
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血と脈
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paradoxsoar · 10 months
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一緒に死ぬ
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自己嫌悪は自らを死に追いやる事と同様 世界に向ける漠然とした怒りは 無様な自分に向けたもの どうしようもなく惨めで 私には救いようなんて無い
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paradoxsoar · 10 months
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僕達はもう自らを消費して得る鈍痛のようなグレーのときめきにしか価値を見出せない
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