Now I have neither happiness nor unhappiness.

Everything passes.

That is the one and only thing I have thought resembled a truth in the society of human beings where I have dwelled up to now as in a burning hell.

Everything passes.

- Osamu Dazai, "No Longer Human"

this cannot continue *continues*

a nice morning can be twenty hours long, if you need

turns out that being compassionate towards myself during moments of uncertainty and stress is the best thing i can do for myself

stuck in a time loop where every day i wake up and it’s tomorrow

fr

"If you smile too much you'll get laugh lines!!!!!" what a horrible curse, to be afraid of having happiness permanently placed onto your body

my new belief is that love should make you feel both held and free

i'm both dumber and smarter than you think so don't underestimate me because i'm actually smart about a lot of stuff but also don't be surprised if i'm dumb about some other stuff hope that helps

and i don't hate you anymore, but feeling any other way would be betraying my old self. through me she's channeling her hatred towards you, for everything you did. i may not feel anything for you right now, but she wants to see you burn, and i will never stop until i do that for her.

what did you think would happen when you tried to talk to me? why did you think you would get anything more than an insult? why are you so fucking entitled acting like you didn't leave me without a word two months ago? it's so easy for your disgusting pretentious ass to just pretend nothing ever happened. she will see you burning one day. stupid fucking asshole.

fr

L + ratio + you reduce the complex nuanced art of female musicians to “sad girl music” and think that being a fan of theirs equates to having mental illness

Every single time something has fallen apart in my life, I’ve looked back with gratitude eventually.

I might spend a whole year crying and sleeping and working a part-time job and that’s okay if it’s what I need.

Your body will force you to take a break if you don’t listen to it asking for one. I saw this coming 2 years ago and ignored it. Now I’m 2 years older and realize I just prolonged it.

It’s okay. Really.

they should invent a ten hours of sleep you can get in six hours or less

its always some fucking day in some fucking month in some fucking year isnt it